"Why God?" Jin Nanjun asked again.

Li Heyu had a special feeling in his heart, but he didn't want to elaborate.

Shrugged: "The gods that appear on TV are all glittering with gold."

This slightly childish answer made Jin Nanjun laugh.

He stretched out his hand and rubbed his younger brother's head, and took advantage of his height to hold him forward.

Li Heyu smiled and said nothing.

He felt very uncomfortable these few days, probably because it was a special day for Chinese New Year, when other people were reuniting with their families, while he and Brother Yunqi were deserted in the studio.

Occasionally he can remember that he has a sister and uncle in name.

However, it's been too long since I've been in touch.

Needless to say, ghosts like to run around the world, and his relationship with him is not close enough to say happy new year.

But the three gods...

It seems that they have forgotten that there is another him in the world. Every time they think of this, the fear in Li Heyu's heart will be magnified countless times.

The God Realm...has it given up on him?Or have you forgotten that there is a compatriot like him?

He lives very well in the world, and he is very grateful to have met such a good teammate.

But God Realm is his home, does his home not want him now?Li Heyu didn't know, there was nowhere to verify it, and there was no way to verify it.

He is nothing more than a puny human being now.

After eating, Li Heyu stood up consciously and went to clean up the kitchen.

"Cub, let me come, you go and have a rest." Park Zhixuan came over, held his hand, and said.

Li Heyu was immersed in his own thoughts, and let go without thinking too much. In the living room, Jin Taiheng and Tian Zhengguo were fighting.

Li Heyu didn't turn around and go out, but picked up another bowl, and made the movements of his hands numbly, even Pu Zhixuan sneaked a few glances at him without knowing it.

"Didn't you take a break just now?"

In the long silence of the air, Pu Zhixuan suddenly made a sound, which made Li Heyu tremble in fright, and the bowl full of dish soap slipped to the ground.

"Crack." The sound of glass shattering sounded harsh in this small space.

Li Heyu's mind also returned completely, and he squatted down in a hurry to pick up the debris.

"What's the matter?" A head poked into the door, and it seemed that the sound of the bowl breaking was also heard in the living room.

After seeing the scene in the kitchen, Tian Zhengguo just wrinkled his nose and turned to get the broom.

"Yuzai is really an idiot, a dish killer who must not enter the kitchen!" He said while pulling Li Heyu up and sweeping the broken porcelain on the floor.

"No, I scared him." Pu Zhixuan smiled and stopped Tian Zhengguo's words.

After speaking, he glanced worriedly at Li Heyu who was standing aside. He lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly, but he could also feel the low air pressure around him.

"What's wrong?" Tian Zhengguo was equally astute. After sweeping the debris, he stood up straight and bumped into Li Heyu's shoulder.

Li Heyu shook his head, and slowly laughed under the suspicious gazes of the two, as if he had returned to the way Sunshine loved to laugh in the past.

"It's nothing, I was thinking about the lyrics just now, haven't I been studying composition recently? That's it."

This statement barely fooled Tian Zhengguo, who patted him on the shoulder with a silly face and went out.

But Li Heyu's strong smile did not fool Park Zhijun. Park Zhijun is a very observant person. In other words, the BTS brothers are very observant. Li Heyu's abnormality tonight is due to the two younger brothers who are fighting in the living room. There is Min Yoongi who is sleeping, no one should notice it.

Pu Zhixuan originally wanted to ask this younger brother what was bothering him, but seeing his big reaction, he gave up this idea.

"Go out and rest, I'll do it alone." Pu Zhizheng took off his gloves, and pushed Li Heyu out of the kitchen with a cheerful tone.

"Yuzai, hurry up! Come on!" Tian Zhengguo and Jin Taiheng each held a game console in their hands, and they seemed to be online.

Both of them are game masters, and it is not uncommon for them to be at a stalemate for a while.

When Jin Taiheng saw Li Heyu standing at the door of the kitchen, his eyes lit up, and he wanted to wave, but unfortunately he still had a game console in his hand, so he could only lower his head and quickly press the button while shouting loudly.

Tian Zhengguo and Jin Taiheng were sitting together, startled by his sudden loud voice, he pressed a button by mistake, and then the word GAMEOVER appeared on the screen.

"Brother Taiheng, you are cheating!!" Tian Zhengguo's strong sense of victory was aroused at this moment, and he shouted angrily, "One more round!"

Jin Taiheng treated his younger brother more leniently than his relatives, even if he was said to be cheating, he still grinned, and finally agreed to play another game.

Li Heyu was not in the mood to go out and watch them play games, so after thinking about it, he went into the room.

"Zhengguo, what happened to the cub?"

"I don't know, I was fine in the morning, and that's it after I slept."

Behind him, two teenagers who should have been fighting each other in the game world looked at his back and discussed.

"Ah, is this youth?" Jin Taiheng shook his head and said what he saw on the national documents before.

As the game progressed, the two quickly forgot this episode again.

Li Heyu walked back to the room and had already had enough sleep in the afternoon. Now Li Heyu didn't feel sleepy at all, but he felt that his mind was not very clear, somewhere between half dream and half awake.

He pulled out the stool and sat down at the desk.

During the time they were eating, the windows were covered with tiny drops of water again, this time Li and Yu didn't choose to wipe them off.

Li Heyu was staring at the window in a daze. Although the window had been covered by water droplets, a dim yellow light could still be seen through the window.

For a moment, there was no other sound in the room except Min Yoongi's shallow breathing while sleeping, and Li Heyu's breathing was barely audible.

Waking up very early the next day, the daily schedule was fully occupied by large and small trips, and Li Heyu didn't have any extra time to be sad.

But the lively and laughing boy in the past became silent in front of the camera, and the fans who had been silently following him discovered this situation all at once.

There is also a discussion thread on the forum.

[What happened to Simo in BTS recently?I feel like I've lost all energy. 】

[It's true, children in various news pictures don't like to laugh anymore, they used to make hand gestures, but now they stand silently by the side. 】

[Did something happen?Jungkook, who was the same age as him, still looks the same as before. 】

[It's really not right, the tidbits in the background are just sitting on the side, and rarely participate in the fights of the members. 】

[Could it be that you have been with SUGA for a long time? 】

[Is it because of Wei Qi last time? 】

[It feels like that's the only one, isn't it all calm recently? 】

[It may also be because you are tired. After all, you have to balance your studies and careers. It is not uncommon for you at Dayuan Foreign High School to know how tired ordinary students are after spending time in school every day. 】

The only thing fans said was the return of the regular series last time. A considerable number of fans left a message below, saying that Li Heyu seemed to be airborne.

But Li Heyu himself didn't know. After reading the fans' comments at the airport, Li Heyu, who felt thin-skinned, was no longer curious about fans' comments.

There was a lot of speculation on the Internet, and the team's attitude towards Li Heyu also began to undergo subtle changes.

At first, the brothers thought that Li Heyu had a once-a-month period of confusion. Anyway, this thing happened before, not only Li Heyu, but they also occasionally did this, so they didn't interfere much, and missed the best time.

When they later found out that the child's problem seemed to be getting worse, Li Heyu was unwilling to talk to him.

"It's nothing, brother, I'll just adjust it myself." Every time they asked, Li Heyu would dodge his eyes and come up with such an excuse.

"What happened to the cub?" Tian Zhengguo asked while holding his chin.

"I don't know, but he looks so sad." Jin Taiheng also rested his chin, looking at the front with slack eyes, and replied, "He is blue now, smelling like rain."

"Blue?" The other brothers sat on the sofa, and the three younger ones except Li and Yu sat on the ground.

Jin Tae hummed this sentence and caught Min Yoongi's attention.

They have been suffering from headaches for Li Heyu recently. For some reason, after a year, Li Heyu became listless overnight. Even the youthful spirit that was praised with Tian Zhengguo before has dissipated a lot. Because his expression is no longer clear.

The company also noticed this situation and approached Jin Nanjun several times, hoping that they could solve this problem first within the group.

Jin Tai hummed and nodded, "Yes, blue, his whole body is blue now."

Blue represents depression.

"It's a bit like the color of the sky that's about to rain." Jin Taiheng added.

Hearing what he said, the worries in the hearts of the brothers increased several times in an instant.

"This kid, isn't he suffering from depression?"

Li Heyu washes the mop alone in the company. He has to clean the practice room, and it is his turn to be on duty today.

After wringing out the water on the mop and putting it on the shelf, Li and Yu breathed a sigh of relief.

It's amazing, right?Even if they made their debut, they still have to clean the practice room by themselves during the practice days in the company, Dahei is a stingy company!

I don't know why today, the practice ended very early, and the other members disappeared as soon as the practice was over, even Tian Zhengguo, who would stay and wait for him, left.

After not being depressed for a long time, Li Heyu remembered his composition book. After showing it to Min Yoongi last time, he seemed to have left it in the studio and forgot to take it.

When Li Heyu arrived at the studio, pdogg was still inside.

"Brother, haven't you got off work yet?" Li Heyu just asked casually, how can music people have a fixed off-duty time?

Pdogg wore headphones and took a moment to glance at him.

"Well, the song for your next comeback hasn't been decided yet, even Fang PD is working overtime."

"Eh?"

Bang Shi Hyuk is still working overtime?This is really a novelty to Li Heyu.

"Yongqi handed in a very good piece of music, but we changed it over and over again and found it wasn't good enough." Maybe it was tired of looking at the computer, pdogg turned around and took off the earphones.

He looked at Li Heyu who were looking for something.

"I heard that you are not in a good state recently?" He asked, now that he is close to Li Heyu, he can also intuitively see Li Heyu's state.

It really doesn't look good, pdogg stared at Li and Yu's worried brows and concluded.

"It's okay, I think it's okay, it's not that bad." Li Heyu was still looking for where his composition book was.

These guys are really careless.Turning around and slandering.

"Hey Yigu, when I was your age, I kept thinking about the banhua next door except for the music. Are you also thinking about the banhua?"

Li Heyu was speechless: "I don't know the class flower next door, but I am the class flower in our class."

"Hehehehe, is this a cold joke?" pdogg laughed a few times to save face.

"What are you looking for?"

"Songbook."

"Well, isn't that it?" Pdogg pointed to the pile that Li Heyu had just turned over, and Li Heyu's blue notebook was on top.

"Ah." Li Heyu pulled his hair angrily, "I missed it in front of my eyes."

"Brother, I'm leaving first." Li Heyu said after getting the composition book.

"Well, but Simo," pdogg called Li Heyu when he was about to open the door.

Li Heyu turned around.

"If you have anything on your mind, you can discuss it with your brothers first. They are older than you and will give useful advice. Recently, Yoongi and Nanjun also sighed in the studio. They are very worried about you."

It's rare for pdogg to speak so earnestly to someone for a long time, but in order not to be filled with sighs in his ears for the next time, he decided to help persuade him.

Li Heyu was stunned for a moment, and after understanding what he said, he nodded, "I see, thank you brother."

After he went out, Pdogg, who was sitting in the studio, sighed, looked at the ceiling and said nostalgicly: "This is youth, youth."

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