Lin Musen clenched his fists tightly, and spoke decisively, his voice was colder than ever before, it reached Lu Shiqi's heart, and he could only see her lips opening and closing:

"I don't need you to protect me. Your actions these days have caused a lot of trouble in my life. I don't like you, and even find you annoying! If the director hadn't forced you into me, I would have given you a long time ago. You were referred to other doctors!"

"Maybe your kindness to me these days has touched you, but it's a big burden for me! Can't you see my rejection? Do you know how annoying I am..."

Lu Shiqi didn't hear any of the latter words, her mind was filled with Lin Musen's disgusting voice - burden, trouble, annoyance... So she hates herself so much!It turns out that I am so disgusting! These days Lin Musen's actions have been replayed in Lu Shiqi's head over and over again.

No wonder she came to make rounds so fast, she didn’t want to stay with me for a moment! How annoying she must have been to stick to her shamelessly! No wonder I poured water for her, gave her chocolate, and tried every means to meet her when she came across her. It's frowning... Hehe, I'm so disgusting and annoying!

"I'm sorry." The little crying bag didn't cry, she lowered her head and murmured.

Lin Musen paused, and clenched her fists tighter. She bit her lip and uttered a sentence that made Lu Shiqi's whole body shudder: "If you still have a little self-knowledge, don't come to me again, get well sooner." hurt, let's go!"

After speaking, Lin Musen let go of Lu Shiqi and left.

"Touch!" The sound of closing the door sounded!

Lu Shiqi couldn't hold on any longer. She slid down the wall slowly and fell to the ground. She didn't cry or cry out, and she couldn't feel the pain of the wound. She hugged her legs numbly, her eyes were blank. Staring at unknown places in the dark.

Lin Musen's words just now were replaying in her mind over and over again, her heart ached like being cut by a knife, she picked up the mobile phone in her purse with trembling hands and played the familiar call, after three beeps, the phone is picked up

"Instructor, I want to go back."

Jiang Le'an didn't say anything, but just replied hello, and Lu Shiqi hung up the phone. This was the first time Lu Shiqi hung up on her phone. Jiang Le'an didn't know what happened to the little guy she had been protecting for so long.

But she knew that the other party was very sad and desperate, and Jiang Le'an felt a huge anger in her heart. No matter who provoked the little guy, she would make the other party pay the price! Sure enough, it is safest to put it under her nose .

Previously, she had just finished training and was heading to the dormitory. After receiving a call from Lu Shiqi, she had no time to change her sweat-soaked clothes, so she applied to her superiors and drove away in the car.

On the way, she called the director of the Central Hospital, but the other party didn't know what happened to Lu Shiqi. Jiang Le'an snorted coldly and told him to transfer Lu Shiqi to another hospital, hoping that the formalities could be completed before she arrived at the hospital.

The dean said hello again and again, and after hanging up the phone, he couldn't help laughing wryly that he had accepted a thankless job! Then he called Lin Musen.

At this time, Lin Musen had just answered the empty office, stared at her water glass in a daze, and was stunned when she heard the news that Lu Shiqi was going to be transferred to another hospital. A bitter feeling permeated her heart, as if her heart was being pricked by a needle. , for a moment she regretted it.

She didn't know that the other party would be so sad. It was different from what she had imagined. She thought that according to the character of the little guy, she would just give up on herself and recuperate like an ordinary patient. She didn't expect that she would leave now. , It can be seen that he is really desperate!

Lin Musen told himself that this is the best way, and it won't delay the other party! But his heart still hurts!

After a long time of not receiving any reply, the unlucky dean thought there was something wrong with the phone, so he yelled hello loudly, which brought Lin Musen back to his senses, and she said hello softly.

When he was about to hang up the phone, he heard the director ask Lu Shiqi if he had suffered any grievances in the hospital. Lin Musen smiled wryly and said it was all her fault, then hung up the phone.

Turn on the computer and type out Lu Shiqi's case, recovery level, and all the contents in her own notebook, and then prepare a paper version, and then transfer things. Everything related to Lu Shiqi was prepared.

In the ward, Lu Shiqi sat on the ground without doing anything after hanging up the phone, hugging himself tightly until Jiang Le'an arrived.

The original two-hour drive was turned into an hour and a half by Jiang Le'an. She parked the car and hurried to Lu Shiqi's ward without going to get the materials first.

As soon as the door was opened, it was pitch black and there was no one on the hospital bed. Jiang Le'an was shocked, where could she go at this time! She turned on the light and saw the little guy in the corner.

Jiang Le'an quickly stepped forward and hugged Lu Shiqi into his arms, patted her on the back lightly regardless of the little guy's struggle, and said in an unprecedentedly tender and distressed voice: "It's okay, I'm here, I'll take you back! "

With the familiar voice, warm embrace, and gentle pats, Lu Shiqi finally cried out.

Tears soaked Jiang Le'an's clothes, and she heard the little guy murmuring with tears.

"So I'm a burden to her!"

What Lu Shiqi cared about was not whether Lin Musen liked her or hated her, but what hurt her the most was the word "burden". Everything that happened when she was a child made her not want to be a troublesome burden to others.

She is a burden to her parents, otherwise how could she be left behind?She is the burden of the director of the orphanage. If it is not for raising her, the director may have a better life. She is the burden of the adoptive mother who adopted her. If it is not for saving her adoptive mother, she will not die. She is the responsibility of the teacher and neighbors. Burden, they gave her a lot of help in order for her to live better...

She is burdened by many people, but - she doesn't want to! Subconsciously, she always thinks that being alive is a big trouble, a big trouble to be hated, and Lin Musen's words arouse her inferiority complex.

That's why she didn't react at all, didn't refute, didn't cry, just hugged herself weakly, it was a defensive posture, she was afraid of everything in this world, it was so cold! Until she absorbed a trace of warmth in her life!

After the death of her adoptive mother, even if she was not an adult at that time, she started working part-time and was unwilling to go back to the orphanage. When she had no money, she did not choose to accept other people's assistance and chose to join the army. Even after becoming a special soldier, she gave up her school status. Choose to stay in the army.

Every dangerous mission did not make her afraid but aroused her yearning. She found the meaning of existence and was happy to die, so that she would no longer cause trouble to anyone! If it was not for saving a few sisters , she will not even agree to 999 to do the task, death is a kind of relief for her!

The author has something to say: Well, it’s not abusive, right?It shouldn't be cruel!It's coming soon, our doctor Lin is also very sad, she doesn't know Qi Qi's experience, otherwise she wouldn't say that!

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