suppress his susceptibility period

The morning self-study is over, and Jiang Wang has not recovered from Dr. Zhang's reply.

Are you serious? ? ?

suicide?

Shen Xiuran...?

At the age of seven, he has experienced too little. Except for the death of his grandfather when he was very young, he has never been in contact with death. He has always heard this word in his ears.

But now, the unreachable distance is suddenly pulled in, even if it is only a possibility, even if the object of acceptance is not himself, he will inevitably panic.

Suicide... is it too exaggerated?

He is only a big boy, but he hasn't finished reading the books, and he hasn't taken the college entrance examination.

Jiang Lu felt extremely uncomfortable, he couldn't tell what it was like, he just felt flustered.

The bell for the first class had already rang, and after the teacher had done some exercises on the podium, there was a burst of laughter in the classroom.

Jiang Lu looked up in a daze, and saw a surveillance video being played on the media player:

The boy had nothing to do and was looking for something to do. He was walking and showing off his skills, throwing up Mai Lisu and picking it up with his mouth. When passing by the monitor in front of the classroom, he happened to make a mistake. Mai Lisu rolled directly into his throat, coughed violently, and almost missed the card. die.

And this boy is none other than Jiang Huang.

After the video was played, the class burst into laughter, and even the teacher couldn't help laughing, shaking his shoulders and moving the mouse up to turn off the video: "Sorry, I made a mistake, I thought it was my lesson plan."

"However, this kind of thing is still dangerous. Next time remember not to eat snacks while walking, and eat in a safe manner. Don't learn from this wrong example."

"..."

The corners of Jiang Ju's eyes quickly twitched to the sky.

That camera turned out to be good?

Absolutely, what is not good to save, just keep this paragraph.

The bases of his ears turned red quietly, but he didn't show much embarrassment on his face. He leaned against the back of the chair with an extremely helpless smile on his face: "Why, I was shot in the last class even though I was safe?"

The laughter became even louder after he finished speaking, and the group headed by Xu Yunjia almost laughed.

Forget it, just laugh if you love to laugh.

His heart is very heavy now, so heavy that the laughter all over the classroom can't save him.

After laughing enough, the teacher regained order and knocked on the desk to announce the start of class.

When everyone's attention was diverted from himself, Jiang Jue lowered his head and turned on the phone again. In WeChat, Dr. Zhang had already suggested that he had better take that classmate to the hospital for a checkup.

He felt that it was unrealistic to take Shen Xiuran to the hospital, and it was impossible for Shen Xiuran to go to the hospital with him so obediently.

Jiang Lu: [This cannot be realized for the time being. Before this, is there any other way? 】

Dr. Zhang: [Yes, there are. 】

Dr. Zhang: [Didn't it mean that he is very dependent on the omega that he marked?Explain that the pheromone of that omega can relieve his illness. 】

Dr. Zhang: [This disease is quite special, and it will only be accompanied by a susceptible period. As long as he is appeased and cured of his susceptible period, everything else will get better. In other words, that omega is probably his only life-saving medicine now. 】

Susceptibility period bipolar disorder.

Conditions that accompany the susceptible period.

Need to be soothed by omega pheromones.

The only life-saving medicine.

Jiang Wang finally found the answer.

No wonder Shen Xiuran said that he likes his pheromone so abruptly, no wonder he always shows the expression of eager to get close to him from time to time, no wonder his complexion is so ugly recently, the whole person seems to be shrouded in a haze.

But with such a chance, why didn't he choose to mark him?

Jiang Lu's thoughts once again fell into a dead end, and unconsciously turned the pen between his fingers to create a double image.

He thought, maybe he should find a time to ask Shen Xiuran directly, and ask him if the facts are what he thinks.

in the hospital.

The doctor flipped through the test report, his brows furrowed deeper and deeper.

Putting his index finger on his glasses and looking up at the boy sitting opposite him: "Let me confirm again, you mean that the pheromone of your omega classmate can soothe your susceptibility period?"

Shen Xiuran nodded expressionlessly.

The doctor asked again: "As the time spent with him increases, the simple pheromone comforting function is gradually weakened, your susceptible periods become more and more frequent, and your bipolar disorder becomes more and more serious, so that you don't want it all the time. Get close to him, tag him, get his pheromones in this way to get past the susceptibility period?"

This extremely passive statement made Shen Xiuran's face even uglier.

"Yes."

The doctor gritted his teeth and took a short breath, not only distressed but also puzzled on his face: "Since this is the case, your classmate is also willing to let you temporarily mark him to help, why do you keep holding back? Let yourself endure this unnecessary torture?"

"do not like."

"?"

"I hate the feeling of being in control."

In the beginning, he would temporarily mark Jiang Wang not only because Jiang Wang fell into the desperate situation of love, but also because he thought he could control his desire for his pheromone.

Now, the degree is completely different.

He allowed himself to be rescued from Jiang Wang within the scope of self-control, and he didn't want this desire to overwhelm his reason.

None of his experiences allowed him to become dependent on anyone but himself, and this feeling made him very insecure.

Very, very insecure.

Hearing this, the doctor shook his head and sighed heavily.

The boy in front of him has been here many times in the past two years. He already knows his physical condition, and he also knows his somewhat withdrawn and stubborn personality. strangeness.

Just because he understands it doesn't mean he will support it.

After all, he is a doctor, and the ultimate goal is to find ways to make patients recover and no longer suffer from pain.

"Student, listen to me, maybe your understanding is wrong, this is not complete dependence."

He organized the wording and explained to him in the most easy-to-understand terms: "This is just the best choice for your pheromone to make for it and you when your pheromone is desperate."

"Your situation is very serious, and because the continuous injection of a large amount of inhibitors has made your body develop antibodies to it, even a specific inhibitor will have little effect."

"The bipolar disorder complicated by the susceptible period is first of all a mental illness, and drug treatment is basically impossible, and you insist on refusing to accept psychological intervention treatment, so judging from the current situation, your classmates are the only life-saving straw you can grasp gone."

He pushed the test report in front of Shen Xiuran, and tapped twice on the words "causes of bipolar disorder in the susceptible period" with his fingertips: "We all know that your bipolar disorder will only be accompanied by symptoms in the susceptible period. Come and come, if the susceptibility period is effectively comforted, bipolar disorder will basically not affect you."

"Your classmate can appease your susceptibility period. He is your best life-saving medicine. Judging from the degree of your need for him, you should not only have a high degree of pheromone matching, but there may be other things that are better than matching." The entanglement of specific genetic factors that are more effective exists, and the pheromone fetters that may only appear with a one-in-[-] probability may not necessarily be. If you have time, you can take him to the hospital together and do a matching test."

"unnecessary."

Shen Xiuran stared at the place where his fingertips were pressed, with an indifferent expression, as if he had imprisoned himself in a hard shell, refusing anyone to approach him, either benevolent or malicious: "What do you mean, I can only rely on him all the time to have a normal life?" life?"

"'Always' is not the right word to say, because this is not going to last for a long time."

The doctor corrected: "Most illnesses will have a relatively short peak period of severe illness before they recover. After this peak period, they will slowly decline and recover, and you are now at this peak period. That omega pheromone is the direct cause."

"During this period, you don't need to escape, and you don't need to resist because of excessive dependence that you can't control yourself, let alone feel passive. This is your gene making the best choice for you."

"You will need your classmate very much, because, he is treating you."

After the doctor finished speaking, he felt extremely uncomfortable when he saw the boy's gloomy expression with lowered eyelids and no words.

No matter how strong you are, you are still just a minor in the end. It is really distressing to have endured the pain and torture that ordinary people can't bear at such a young age.

So I said again the suggestion that I have said many times but never got a response: "Little classmate, tell your parents about the situation. It is not a solution for you to support yourself."

"Need not."

Another categorical refusal, with no room for negotiation.

The doctor really didn't understand: "Why don't you want to tell the parents? If the parents can know about this situation, they must—"

"I have no parents."

The unexpected answer made the doctor's expression stagnate: "This..."

"My parents are dead."

"It's long gone."

The way back was not smooth, and on a deserted and remote boulevard near the school, he once again encountered the two gangsters who blocked him in the dead end last time.

Big copper ring and little green dragon.

The last time I had a boring loss, Da Tonghuan probably felt uncomfortable all the time, because the kid in the wedding dress was too strong in force, and he didn't know which school they were students, so he could only swallow as dumb Down.

Unexpectedly, today's crookedness made him bump into this lonely nerd.

What an eye-opener!

Bah, he spat out the cigarette butt that he had already smoked to the side, brushed his hair, swayed his hands in his trouser pockets and walked in front of Shen Xiuran, his muddy eyes were full of mocking arrogance: "Hey, little friend, why are you alone today? Is that perverted friend here?"

Little Qinglong was timid, hiding behind and pulling the hem of the big copper ring: "Brother, why don't we forget it, it's been so long, it's unnecessary, it's really unnecessary."

The big copper ring slapped Xiao Qinglong's forehead with his backhand: "Fuck you, there's no need! You weren't the one who got beaten that day, right? Just get the hell out of here, I'll take revenge on myself!"

Jiang Ju watched coldly, not wanting to waste time on them, so he was about to leave.

The big copper ring lingered in front of him, blocking his way: "Want to leave? What are you dreaming about! Let me beat your grandpa to vent his anger first!"

The disgusting rusty smell emanated from him continuously, and he threw himself at Shen Xiuran recklessly: "Boy, you were lucky last time, but today you are not so lucky. If you dare to hit me, I won't give you a little bit of trouble." Being an old man is easy to bully!"

The villain of the big copper ring was successful, put on the airs of the boss of the society and spoke harshly, but the moment he released the message, the eyes of the young man in front of him suddenly changed.

A dull mist gathered in his eyes, and the awakened violence surged and overflowed.

After clenching his molars, he punched him with all his strength, and the young man raised his hand to catch it, and then his five fingers gradually tightened, squeezing his joints with severe pain.

The big copper ring gritted his teeth and grimaced. After a short moment of stupefaction, he raised his head in disbelief.

It was too late when I saw the other person's eyes clearly and wanted to stop with a chill down my spine.

Shen Xiuran half-closed his eyes, his pupils were flickering with a dangerous edge that could tear everything apart: "Jiang Wang still strikes too lightly."

"Last time, you should thank him for saving you."

……

Jiang Wang waited until the lunch break and did not wait for the person to come back.

I can't help but wonder to myself, could it be that something happened at home and I asked for leave to go home?

On the way to the basketball court, Xu Yunjia hilariously caught up with "Mai Lisu" and asked him what he was thinking at the time.

"If you eat Mai Lisu, you eat Mai Lisu. You don't have an audience. Why do you want to show off your skills stupidly, and even show off your car overturned. If you overturn your car, you can overturn it. But why do you still have to get in front of the surveillance camera? Head Kicked by a donkey?"

"Yeah, I was kicked by you."

Jiang Lu fooled around: "You also said that there is no audience, so I don't want to find an audience for myself? You are too short-sighted, and the college entrance examination is about to finish."

"Is there anyone like you who curses people? You are just about to finish the college entrance examination."

"Yeah pill pill, you're an idiot, whatever you say is right..."

One thing was perfunctory, another thing that was always on his mind, I don't know if it was because his thoughts were too strong, his eyes glanced at random, and instantly fixed on a certain place.

On the path opposite the stadium, the person he thought had asked for leave to go home was walking quickly towards the dormitory. Because the distance was too far, Jiang Lu couldn't see his expression clearly.

came back?

Jiang Lu followed him closely, and when he turned into the dormitory, Shen Xiuran turned his head, and the two of them collided with each other.

Jiang Ruo's footsteps froze for a moment.

Xu Yunjia found that his mind was absent-minded, so she abducted him: "What are you thinking? You can sway wherever you walk?"

"It's nothing."

But in the blink of an eye, when Jiang Wang fixed his eyes again, the figure had disappeared around the corner and disappeared.

The thought was aroused by a glance, and he was hesitating whether to go back too.

It's because he hasn't figured out what to say, and it seems unethical to inquire about a person's condition behind his back, so Shen Xiuran will get angry if he's not sure.

If his virtue really caught fire, he would... beat someone up, right?

After 2 minutes of hesitation, the mobile phone in my pocket vibrated. I took it out and looked at it. It was a text message from an unfamiliar number. When I clicked on it, the content was only two simple words:

【return. 】

"Brother Jiang, what are you looking at?"

Cheng Qi and Yu Dongyu finished arguing, humming and jumping to Jiang Wang's side to ask curiously.

"Sell text messages." Jiang Wang turned off the screen a second before he came over, and said goodbye by the way: "I have something to go back to the dormitory, so I won't play with you guys."

"What do you want to go back to the dormitory now?"

"I forgot to turn off the faucet in the bathroom after taking a shower last night. I'll go back and check."

"??? You just remember what happened last night?"

"Yeah, the genius doesn't care about small details and has a bad memory, so he's gone."

A few people left behind and hurried back to the dormitory. At this time, there were not many people in the whole building. When Jiang Wang walked to the door of the dormitory, he could smell the faint aroma of wine leaking from inside.

He frowned, and quickly took out the key to open the door. The strong smell of spirits that hit his face seemed to be suppressed to the extreme and then bottomed out.

Before he could see what was going on in the dormitory, his forearm was caught off guard by a hand.

The hunter lurking in the dark finally waits for the prey, and launches an attack the moment the prey enters the sphere of influence, and accurately captures it.

Once again trapped between the cold wall and the crook of the arm by this man's tricks, Shen Xiuran leaned against his neck with a heavy shoulder.

The canine teeth touched the gland, like a vampire who has been hungry for too long and thirsty to the extreme, he conveyed his endless desire to Jiang Lu unreservedly through such contact.

Surprisingly, in such an extremely oppressive posture, Jiang Lu didn't feel the same panic and fear as last time.

He was preoccupied with another matter.

"Shen Xiuran."

He moved his wrist, smelling the depressing smell of pheromones in the room, and softly whispered in his ear, as if he was afraid that too much volume would startle the fierce beast in front of him who was constantly struggling in a predicament: "Aren't you, there is Susceptibility period bipolar disorder?"

Time stopped for a brief second.

In the next second, the arms around him tightened suddenly, and Shen Xiuran's whole body tensed up.

As if being grabbed by the tail, he immediately entered a state of alert, and the smell of strong alcohol gushed out, and together with his body, he tightly confined the person who discovered his secret.

The canine teeth seem to have been inadvertently increased by two points, so that they will not be bitten, but it is enough for Jiang Wang, who has infinitely awakened the pain sense, to make him grin his teeth in pain.

Jiang Lu gasped, his expression was grim for a moment, but he still firmly swallowed back the pain that almost overflowed his mouth.

Brother Cool never complains of pain.

The tight body made Shen Xiuran's unnatural body reactions fully noticed by Jiang Huang.

The vigilance of this secret being discovered made him confirm his conjecture, and it really was.

Such a good-looking and good-looking class leader of a top student actually has such a bad mental state.

Compassion was raging, and Jiang Huang felt that he was miserable, as miserable as him, and he also endured alone with a secret that he could not tell.

No, Shen Xiuran is much worse than him.

He is just purely differentiated, Shen Xiuran is really sick.

The barrier stickers were struggled to be torn off actively, and the rich and sweet tea fragrance began to spread quietly, soothing the irritability raging in the spirits with gentleness.

Shen Xiuran stared at the white wall behind Jiang Huang, under the palm of his hand was the boy's slender neck, the size of which could be easily grasped with one hand, and his fingertips could even feel the throbbing of the arteries.

His secret cannot be discovered.

No one can threaten him with this secret.

Neither can anyone.

The occlusal movement stops halfway.

He seemed to be enduring something, his breathing was heavy and rapid, it was clearly just vainly clasping the back of the neck of the person in his arms, but the phalanges were trembling so hard that the knuckles turned white.

No, not only.

His whole body was trembling.

The susceptibility period marked by the rust pheromone is even more difficult than usual.

His head seemed to be being violently stirred by someone holding a stick, and the pain seemed to die in place in the next second. He couldn't help shaking, and couldn't help wanting to destroy everything around him——

Until a pair of hands suddenly placed on his back.

Jiang Yu hugged him.