suppress his susceptibility period

Later, it was Jiang Wang who became addicted, Jiang Wang who was eager to do it again, and Jiang Wang who said he couldn't stand it anymore.

"Can't it be a little bit more gentle and rainy?"

Wanting to kiss but not wanting to be kissed so hard that he couldn't breathe, Jiang Zhuan blushed and plausibly made trouble: "Do you want to kiss so fiercely?"

"Sorry, I can't help it when I touch you." Shen Xiuran said.

Jiang Wang waited for a while but couldn't wait for the next sentence, and a question mark popped up in his head: "That's it? Not even a 'note next time', I declare this is the most insincere apology I've heard this year."

"Because I can't promise to pay attention next time."

"..."

Jiang Huang finally found out that closed children who fall in love will be highlighted as shameless, not many, but it can make people overwhelmed.

The hairy boy was like this, he was confused several times and didn't know how to deal with it.

It is bound to make it back by [-]%. Remembering what Chi Caicai had just warned against, he suddenly frowned and said seriously: "Wait, why are you so proficient in kissing? How many times have you practiced?"

"Only you."

The boyfriend's every frown and smile was full of great temptation, inexplicably sour and cute, Shen Xiuran couldn't hold it back, and leaned forward to rub the corner of his lips restrainedly.

Jiang Wang was so rubbed that his heart felt hot, his eyes flickered, and he could barely remember the unfinished topic, but his voice became stuttered: "Oh, is it true or not? Well, then your talent is too good."

The tongue sticks out so naturally, Jiang Lu's heart almost jumped out of his throat when he touched it for the first time, and his toes curled up tightly.

Compared with it, it is simply a rookie.

"It's not a gift." Shen Xiuran said: "From the first time I had the idea of ​​wanting to kiss you, I have practiced it in my mind ten thousand times."

"???"

Jiang Lu's eyes widened in shock: "When I and you were brothers, you already coveted me so much?!"

"Why should I be a brother?" Shen Xiuran asked back: "Is it possible to give marks casually, or do you have nightmares and climb into bed in the middle of the night, do you want to be unscrupulous and always drill into people's arms, or do you just bite your lips when you have a cold?"

Rubbing the corners of the blushing eyes with her fingertips: "Jiang Wang, will you be a brother to Xu Yunjia like this, or will you be a brother to Song Yang like this?"

Jiang Wang snorted twice without confidence.

Well, I have to admit that no one seems to be a pure brother for a long time.

"Do you want to kiss again?" Shen Xiuran touched it with the tip of his nose familiarly: "Can we kiss again?"

The deep voice brushed over every soft cochlea, Jiang Wang suspected that he was so seduced just now, not the one who was addicted to kissing at all.

Resisting the temptation firmly, she pressed her face back: "What kind of kiss is there before the medicine is finished? If you don't kiss, don't move. You have to rush to class after the course. There's not enough time to procrastinate."

Shen Xiuran lowered his eyes regretfully.

Jiang Lu carefully helped to treat the wound, seeing the bruises hanging on his forehead, charming thought suddenly: "Why are you going back, it's not stupid to rush to be a living target for others, she will throw something at you next time Can you hide?"

Shen Xiuran: "If I didn't hide, it wouldn't be as simple as just a bruise now."

"..."

Hey!

Uncle Jiang had chest tightness and shortness of breath, and he forgot to speak through his brain: "What's the matter with your family? I heard you call your mother last night. Is it your own mother? My son is working so hard, and she doesn't even know how to help her." ?"

It was only after I finished speaking that I realized that this was like stabbing a knife in the heart of a person's heart. If I could really help, why would I leave it alone for so many years?

Withdrew her hand resentfully: "I'm sorry, I'm quick to talk, you treat me as a fart, it's okay not to say..."

"There's nothing you can't say." Shen Xiuran didn't get angry, and didn't look offended: "It's not a secret, I'll tell you whatever you want to know."

"It was indeed my mother who called me last night. She came to me for no other reason than asking me to help her because she owed her debts. Before this call, I hadn't had sex for more than ten years. She's gone, don't even know if she's dead or alive."

Qiushuang is Shen Xiuran's biological mother, and she has never even entered the Shen family's gate.

She brought the child to Shen Yicheng's door on her own initiative during a business trip. She thought she could rely on this child to make a fortune and spend the rest of her life with peace of mind, but she didn't expect that Shen Yicheng was far more ruthless than she imagined.

After that night, it was found that she was pregnant, and Qiushuang tried her best not to sink her face.

At the beginning, he was worried about saving face and didn't want to make the scene too ugly to end, but later he was desperate, so he simply chose to make a scene in front of the real wife Lin Xue.

The result can be imagined.

No one would take pity on a child, and the Shen family was even more stubborn, not to mention Qiushuang, even the unborn child in her womb.

No matter what kind of trouble she caused, she never let go and wanted to give her half a penny of financial compensation, and never admitted that Shen Xiuran was a child of the Shen family.

Qiushuang was at a loss, holding on to the last hope that the child would be born, hoping to wait for a turnaround, but this wait was six years, Shen Yi was hard-hearted, and there was no sign of changing his mind because of his blood relationship.

She finally recognized the reality.

The only bargaining chip became a burden, Qiu Shuang was unwilling to waste time on the child, and without hesitation, she chose the young Shen Xiuran to abandon in the busiest market.

The last thing she left for Shen Xiuran was a piece of the cheapest ice cream, and a promise that would not be fulfilled: "Of course, wait here obediently. Mom has something to do, so I'll pick you up when she's done."

The little Shen Xiuran nodded obediently, and waited for the sunset from the beginning.

When I ran home in a panic, I found that the door of the house had been locked, Qiu Shuang had moved away, and had nowhere to go, so she could only go back to the original place and continue to wait.

When the night falls, it changes, and finally a kind person arrives, who will be sent to the police station first, and then to the orphanage.

Spent the darkest light of life in the orphanage.

Qiu Shuang is really not good to her, but compared with the bad boys in the orphanage, she is like a little witch and a big witch.

There are parents who can't correct the nature that can't be corrected by hand and hand. In this place where children gather together and grow randomly, all the black spots are exposed.

The jealousy came out of nowhere.

Because she looks the best, because a little girl said a few more words to me, because the dean who gave out snacks looked thin and gave him an extra candy...

Almost became the public enemy of the group of gangster boys.

Bullying, humiliation, teaming up to isolate, grabbing food and grabbing toys, swearing at each other, saying words that should not be the language that a normal child of that age can organize, it is extremely vicious.

Shen Xiuran at that time was innocent and ignorant, and he didn't know why he hated it so much.

I even thought that I did something wrong to make me angry, and tried to apologize to me, and wanted to be friends with me, only to find out later that I was a complete idiot.

It is impossible to be friends, even to coexist peacefully. The evil seeps into the bones, relying on the children in the orphanage without father and mother, relying on the underage, the bullying is relentless.

The only thing to be thankful for is that everyone is an orphan, with no economic foundation and no social relationship, and the superficial bullying can barely cope.

However, the meager luck didn't last long, and then Shen Chenghui joined, making everything different.

Shen Chenghui didn't know where he found out about the existence of "Xinxiu", and under the connivance of Shen Yicheng who turned a blind eye, he became the most powerful force behind the gang that bullied Shen Xiuran.

Locked in a dark room, gang fights, and dumping messy things on the bed, each time went too far, and each time became more out of line.

I tried to tell the dean that the non-painful verbal lessons angered those people even more, so there was the catalyst for differentiation that Shen Chenghui got from nowhere.

The catalyst for the secondary sexual characteristics is now a banned drug, which is extremely harmful to the body, not to mention that Shen Xiuran is not yet at the age of differentiation, the consequences of the injection can be imagined.

Shen Chenghui directed a few boys to fight helplessly. After watching the whole process with cold eyes, he gloated and pushed the catalyst into his body.

This was the beginning of the torment that lasted for countless nights.

It differentiated into alpha two years in advance, and with the differentiation came frequent susceptibility periods that were unacceptable to ordinary people, as well as severe susceptibility period bipolar disorder.

I don't have to tell anyone about the bad condition of my body that the type-a inhibitors distributed are not enough, so I rely on patience, how I survived every sleepless night, those times of pain, numbness and fainting, I will never forget it in my life.

I thought it was like this before I left the orphanage as an adult, but Wei Xiangshang suddenly found out from the cracks, and generously gave an elusive light.

Shen Chenghui had a car accident, it was serious, he became a vegetable and lay half dead on the bed, who knows if he will wake up.

A son can no longer be counted on, Shen Yicheng finally remembered the orphanage, the nearly ten years of indifference was broken, and he took him back to Shen's house non-stop.

Lin Xue had a estrangement with Shen Yicheng after being quarreled with by Qiushuang. Later, when she found out about Shen Xiuran's existence, she even made a fuss at home. Now her son has become a vegetable, and the youngest child has been taken back to treat her. Shaking in front of her, Lin Xue couldn't bear the blow, and gradually showed signs of insanity.

Shen Xiuran went from one fire pit to another, but it was much better to fight against half a lunatic than to endure a group of lunatics.

Shen Yicheng didn't become a son, he was more like a handy tool. The first room he entered the house clearly marked the boundaries of the restricted area. Things within the boundaries were unimaginable, and outside the boundaries, enough freedom and economy were given. support.

So even after knowing Shen Xiuran, he went back to the orphanage one after another, obstructed the adoption process of those who had participated in the catalyst injection, did not stop them, and even fueled the flames in a short time to win over them better.

Shen Yicheng needs an heir to inherit the huge business empire that he has worked so hard for. Surname and blood relationship are all considerations, and feelings are at the bottom of the list, so even if he doesn't like Shen Xiuran, he is still the first to take over after Shen Chenghui's accident. return.

Shen Xiuran knew that Shen Chenghui was the number one heir in his heart. After so many years, he never gave up on healing and tried his best to wake up from his deep sleep.

Shen Xiuran was aware of the situation, so he never mentioned anything about bipolar disorder.

Shen Yicheng chose when he had no other choice. He must be in a healthy state and must not have any regrettable defects. Otherwise, with Shen Yicheng's character, it is not impossible to have another illegitimate child.

And even more knowing that Shen Chenghui's penis can't be removed, no matter how hard it is to move forward in the Shen family.

"Now Shen Chenghui is about to wake up. If he recovers, Shen Yicheng will no longer need me, and the Shen family will no longer need me."

All the hardships and sorrows have been briefly mentioned, and Shen Xiuran is so calm that he seems to be telling another person's story: "Shen Chenghui won't accept that I live under the same roof when he wakes up. If I have no value, he may lose his pass to enter and exit Shen's house now." gone."

The storyteller didn't take it seriously, but the listener unknowingly put it into it, and followed it through the ups and downs.

Jiang Wang rubbed vigorously with the back of his hand until the corners of his eyes were red.

I was so angry, so uncomfortable, and even more distressed, this was the first time I had such a strong urge to swear.

"What kind of idiots are you in your family? Of course you are not included."

The action of dipping the cotton swab in the potion was filled with anger. The cotton swab was too short to touch the bottom, so he clicked his tongue impatiently, and simply broke it and threw it away. The thick nasal voice was mixed with anger: "I am really convinced, what happened to your father, it is all Son, why are you doing this to you?!"

No wonder Shen Xiuran was in such a bad mood when he met that person in No. [-] Middle School last time. If it had been changed, he would have punched him already. How could there be room for muttering so much nonsense?

"Why are you angry?" Shen Xiuran squeezed the back of his neck, coaxing: "It's all over."

"Can't I be angry when all the partners bully my boyfriend like this?!"

"Fuck!"

Jiang Lu's chest heaved violently.

Gritting my teeth, I kept saying that everything was over, and I patted my forehead vigorously with the heel of my palm, trying to let the breath out.

He didn't want Shen Xiuran to comfort him after peeling open the wound to reveal the flesh and blood.

He just forced the Shen family to put his head behind him, and found that there was still an annoying thorn stuck in his flesh: "What about your mother, she asked you for help, will you still help?"

"Do you think I should help?" Shen Xiuran asked.

"Why do you help? She didn't take care of you to clean up the debts owed. Why do you ask you to take care of her now?"

Jiang Huang was so angry that he didn't forget that the "she" in his mouth was the biological mother of the person in front of him. After complaining, he added with a stinky face: "Of course she is your mother. If you help out of blood relationship or humanitarianism There is nothing wrong with helping her."

The more I think about it, the more angry I get, why?

Suppressing my stomach, I changed a cotton swab.

Even though his heart is as angry as if he had swallowed ten thousand peach pits, the movements of his hands are still extremely gentle, even lighter than before, because he is afraid that the strength of his hands will be affected by emotions and cause pain accidentally.

Shen Xiuran didn't speak, and quietly waited for the help to finish the medicine, put the cap on the medicine bottle and put it on the table, and after finishing everything, he raised his arms to hug him again.

"Yao Yao, you're right, she never took care of me, so what right do I have to ask me to take care of her now?"

The conscience of these people has long been polished in the torment of the orphanage every night. Family affection is the most worthless thing here: "I won't help her, no matter how many good things she says, I can't promise her Any request, "is not worthy, whether it is Qiu Shuang, Shen Yicheng, or Shen Chenghui who has half a foot in the coffin, they are not worthy.

"My only concern is that you will think that I am cruel and disregard family affection."

Ben is alone, with nothing behind him, the only thing he cares about is being pregnant with this person, how he looks and thinks.

"What are you thinking? I can't wait."

Jiang Wang hugged his neck tightly, wishing that the warmth he possessed would be passed on unreservedly, to make up for all the warmth that was missing in those years.

"It's not that the left and right family relationships are worth caring about. People like your parents will lose it early and relax. If you are really soft, then I will die of anger."

He didn't dare to think about those children in the orphanage, he didn't dare to think about the torture that such a young Shen Xiuran sat on the bed at night, and when he thought about it, he wished he could pick up a stick and find those who had bullied him and beat them up one by one.

It would be nice if we could get to know each other at that time.

I will take them home, go to school with them, eat together, and sleep together, so that those people have no chance to isolate and bully, and then grow up with normal differentiation ages and accept differentiation...

It's a pity that I can't go back in time. There is no medicine to turn back the light in the world, and I can't change the past. What I can do is to ensure that I will work hard to stay with you in the future.

"It's okay, I don't want you, I want you."

He very solemnly made a promise: "Shen Xiuran, if I drive you away, you will live with me, study with me, and go to college with me. My family has good conditions and can raise two children."

"It's a substitute, the one who went thinks it is! Let's hold that sick man and make a sacrifice, I don't care about it!"

"Shake, there will be no chance to drive me away."

Shen Xiuran opened his eyes, and said slowly: "Not only will I not let the opportunity drive me away, but I will also let Shen Yicheng beg me to stay."

"what?"

Jiang Lu was taken aback for a moment, and raised his head in confusion: "What do you mean? Didn't you say that you...Shen Chenghui is going to wake up?"

"Wake up, doesn't mean you can recover."

Shen Xiuran gave an ultimatum to Shen Chenghui's ending with a blank face: "After lying motionless for so many years, Shen Chenghui's body has been overdrawn and exhausted. He can wake up, but he won't be able to stand up again soon."