suppress his susceptibility period
Chapter 82 The Reason You Are My Savior
"How? I don't know how to do it." Jiang Jue played tricks: "You have one first, give me a sample?"
Shen Xiuran looked at him indifferently: "Yao Yao, it is you who are asking for help now, not me."
Jiang Wu gestured to draw a little fingertip: "Shen Huanghuang, is your mind so big?" Even this matter has to be haggled over by him.
Shen Xiuran was noncommittal.
Jiang Huang said: "Then how can you be satisfied? You should give me a standard first, what if you cheat."
Shen Xiuran said, "No."
"Sure?"
"Ah."
"Okay, let me try."
He recalled Zhou Luyang's little trick of pretending to be a girl when he played games with Chi Wei, tilted his head and called him crisply: "Brother, help me?"
Shen Xiuran didn't respond.
Jiang Wang changed his words in distress and called again: "God of the University, Baby Shen, help me?"
Shen Xiuran still didn't respond, not even moving his eyelids.
Things are trickier than expected.
Jiang Wang is usually restless, and he has already called him all the names he can call, but now it has little effect and is useless at all.
What other name can be used?
He gritted his molars and racked his brains not to make notes about the hair dryer stepping on puddles: "Then, husband?"
Shen Xiuran raised his eyelids.
Jiang Lu was pleasantly surprised: "Hey, I passed the test?!"
Shen Xiuran: "Do you think it's coquettish to call you by another name?"
"if not?"
Shen Xiuran put the phone back into his hand: "Go back and continue watching."
"..."
Giving up halfway is bastard!
Jiang desperately fights, isn't he just acting like a baby, he, a talented party, will be stumped by this?
Putting down the phone, rolled up the sleeves, stared at Shen Xiuran for a while, then suddenly stuffed the whole head into his arms from the side and rubbed vigorously: "Husband! Help you little baby!!"
"husband!!!"
Very well practiced what is called a macho coquettish.
Shen Xiuran: "..."
Jiang Jugong didn't receive a response for a long time, looked up at him quickly, lowered his head and continued to arch, and arched all the way up from his chest to his neck, screaming and howling: "Husband! Brother! Saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda! Hurry up!" Please give me a helping hand!!!"
"Jiang Yaoyao." Shen Xiuran clasped the top of his head with a palm: "I'm talking about acting like a baby."
Jiang Jue looked at him with big round eyes: "Isn't this just a joke?"
"Going off topic." Shen Xiuran said, "You should be called Sapo."
Jiang Lu's strange desire to win came up, and he refused to admit defeat. After two seconds of brewing, he hugged Shen Xiuran's head and kissed him on the face, very loudly: "Husband! Shake loves you!"
"..."
Shen Xiuran looked at him with a half-smile expression.
Jiang thought it had worked, and was about to make persistent efforts, when suddenly there was a knock on the door.
Dong dong dong, the rhythm is neither too fast nor too slow, exactly three, it is very polite to listen to the sound.
Jiang Lu's "acting like a baby" was forced to stop, he answered someone, got up and went to open the door, Song Yang, who was in the dormitory, just came back from the canteen in the building, holding a bottle of Coke and a bag of potato chips and looking at him quietly.
"Miss Jiang." He called Jiang Huang like this: "Can we be more reserved?"
Jiang Lu: "?"
"I heard you yelling when I was upstairs, and you were still yelling when I came up." Song Yang told him, "Say it quietly, you yell so loudly that the whole corridor can hear you."
Jiang Lu didn't react yet: "I didn't yell, who did?"
Song Yang propped up a pair of dead fish eyes: "You didn't bark, it was the ghost imitating you."
Jiang Lu really didn't realize what his name was, and was about to turn his head to verify with the only witness, when the door of the dormitory next door opened, and two heads poked out: "Hey, we heard that too."
"husband~"
"Hey!"
"Don't you love your little one?"
"Love, love, hahahahahaha!"
After the two sang together, Jiang Wang realized that all the coquettishness he had just done had been heard, and he was silent for a while, not knowing what to say to ease the embarrassment.
Why are their dormitories so poorly soundproofed? !
Song Yang made a hand gesture to him: Look, you still don't admit it.
Jiang Wang looked at him, then at the two boys who were still teasing him, and took two steps back with no expression on his face, closing the door politely.
Go back to your seat and lay down on Shen Xiuran: "Thank you so much, I'm ashamed to see people!"
Shen Xiuran listened to the movement outside the door just now, Wuyan bent his lips, took Jiang Lu's cell phone and put it in front of him, brought him over and opened his notebook along the way.
No one paid any attention to Jiang Yuqi for a long time, he raised his face and put it on his shoulder, hehad bitterly and Xingshi asked, "Why didn't you respond?"
Shen Xiuran asked for his opinion: "Do you want to coax?"
"...Forget it then, Brother Ku doesn't need this set."
Jiang Huang sighed, rubbed his ears that were a little hot, and found that Shen Xiuran had already placed his mobile phone and notebook properly: "Did you promise to help me?"
"En." Shen Xiuran clicked play from where he paused.
"I succeeded in coquettish?"
He was pleasantly surprised that he lighted up a new skill unintentionally, but it was a pity that Shen Xiuran didn't make him happy for too long, so he calmly denied it: "No."
Jiang Lu's little happiness lasted only a second and then began to cool down on the spot, humming and poking his arm: "Then you still help me?"
Shen Xiuran: "Friendship points."
"...that's fine." Brother Ku could bend and stretch, and grinned: "Thank you, good friend."
Xueba is worthy of being a Xueba. He can be serious, focused and methodical in everything he does, including making Peppa Pig watch notes.
Jiang Lu, the hands-off shopkeeper, lost his mobile phone, so he took over Shen Xiuran's mobile phone to play games. There were no games on Xueba's mobile phone, but his boyfriend played it a lot, and the games were all available.
"Remember all the important points, and if you miss them, you will have to read the complete works of Pleasant Goat." He shook his head aggressively and urged.
"How do you count all the important points?" Shen Xiuran glanced at the existing notes: "Is that so?"
Jiang Wang glanced at it in his busy schedule, and screamed out on the spot: "My mother, you don't need to remember what color clothes the family wore, and Paige took George back and forth and stepped on the puddles, right?"
"What do you remember? Lines?"
"...Let's remember the color of the clothes." Jiang Huang said angrily.
The dormitory of the two big boys is full of cute and childish voices of pigs. Jiang Wan feels drunk when playing games with this bgm. After two games, he feels boring. He puts down his phone and lies down to watch Peppa with him.
It's amazing, when he watched it alone just now, he felt terribly bored, and wanted to close his eyes and go to sleep after watching it a few more times. Now that there is Shen Xiuran next to him, the childish cartoons have somehow become interesting, and he can see that he is enjoying it.
"Do you think children will really find it wonderful?" He pointed to the screen: "Just changing this sentence can repeat a line a hundred times."
"meeting."
"Are you so sure?"
"Well, I just tried it, and the kids enjoyed watching it."
"What kid——" Jiang Huang came to his senses in the middle of the sentence: "Are you talking about me? Did I have a good time watching it?"
"You're just a kid!"
"you're right."
"Don't coax!"
"it is good."
"..."
"Forget it, Brother Jiang doesn't care about you."
He was magnanimous, and this angle of view was just enough to let Jiang Wan's eyes fall on a certain place - the little cinnabar mole on his Adam's apple that he had been eyeing since the beginning of last semester but had never been able to touch it.
At that time, the name was not right, but now he is a real boyfriend, so it shouldn't matter if he touches it, right?
He eagerly stared at it for a while, and while Shen Xiuran was watching the video seriously, he made a sudden move, and gently scraped the back of his index finger at the Adam's apple, just in time to scrape the bright red spot.
After coveting for so long, I finally got it.
Jiang Wang smiled triumphantly, wanting to brag about how good the hand felt, but the troubled hand was grabbed by someone, and he clasped the wrist and pulled it closer.
Shen Xiuran lowered his eyes and looked at him fixedly. In the past, Jiang Wang might not have understood, but after so many days of personal practice, he has already understood that he can no longer understand.
Generally, as long as Shen Xiuran has this look, it means that his mouth will suffer.
So it was almost a conditioned reflex, Jiang Yu quickly covered his mouth with the other, not because he didn't want to kiss him, but mainly because of another reason: "Shut up first! You bit the inside of my lip last time in physical education class. not good!"
Even though the girl who bumped into them that day could tell that she was not from the school, the thin-skinned classmate Jiang Yaoyao was still embarrassed. Later, when Shen Xiuran came to kiss him, he firmly protested, and then his lips were broken.
Shen Xiuran took advantage of the situation and landed a kiss on the back of his hand: "I didn't bite that, you bit it yourself."
Jiang Huang said, "You still don't admit it?"
Shen Xiuran sought truth from facts: "Yao Yao, I can't bite that place, I can only lick it."
"..."
Compared with him, Jiang Lu's rank is completely scrap iron level.
Just one word made my cheeks burn, and my eyes flickered: "Anyway, you can't kiss me until I recover from the injury, otherwise the recovery will be slow, and I won't even be able to eat chili for a long time."
"Okay." Shen Xiuran seldom refused his request, but he didn't let himself suffer, and changed his mind flexibly: "But you can't kiss on the mouth, should you be able to do it in other places?"
"Anywhere else?" Jiang Huang was startled: "Where are you referring?"
Shen Xiuran gave him the answer with actions - pulling his hand, a kiss landed on the chin and continued to spread, brushed the base of the ear, kissed the side of the slender neck, and then lingered on the bony collarbone, accompanied by a light bite, the strength was neither light nor heavy , but will leave traces.
This doesn't seem to be any better than kissing, the only difference is that in the latter he will have shortness of breath, while in the former he has to struggle to hold back his shameful panting to prevent it from leaking easily.
"Shen Xiuran, why do you like your relatives so much?"
He didn't know if all young couples were like this when they were together, but he instinctively felt that Shen Xiuran's situation seemed a little special.
His intimacy comes too frequently, and sometimes Jiang Huang has a strange feeling, as if he kisses him not just because he wants to kiss him, but more because he wants to get peace of mind and satisfaction from him , or an affirmation of attribution.
Jiang Ruan's collar was messy, two buttons on his shirt were unbuttoned at some point, and the neckline was tilted to one side, revealing a large area of skin, covered with red marks left by someone, especially on the collarbone.
Obviously it wasn't him who moved, but he still inevitably became the one who needed to take a breather.
"It's not that I like relatives, I just like kissing you." Shen Xiuran corrected him.
Jiang Lu felt that this sounded very comforting. He liked the special treatment he received exclusively from Shen Xiuran: "Then why do you like to kiss me? Is it because we were just together and the freshness couldn't pass?"
"Shake, there is nothing new about me."
"what?"
"I will always love you, only increasing, not decreasing."
Shen Xiuran hugged him into his arms, sniffed the fresh scent of sweet tea, closed his eyes and leaned on his shoulder, explaining to him word by word: "I have too few things, most of them are dispensable, I won't feel sorry for losing or throwing away anywhere, but you are different."
"Whether in the past or in the future, you will be the treasure I have, inseparable, and I want to stay with me even if I lose everything else. I want to place the treasure in my heart carefully."
"Since I can remember, or since I was born, this world has been full of malice towards me. I even once thought that this world might be like this. There is no pure goodwill, no light, no trust, and any help is based on the supremacy of interests. You have to call to get it."
"But then you told me that my understanding was wrong. This world is far less cruel than I thought. It's just that my luck is too bad. I have been walking in the darkest places and seeing the darkest side."
He said: "Yao Yao, maybe you don't know, I always feel that you are a gift from the heavens. You should have belonged to someone else, a better, more earnest and sincere person, but you were tied to me by mistake. At the same time, I would feel guilty and struggled whether I shouldn’t get close, but I couldn’t help it, and I didn’t want to let go even if I caught it. It doesn’t matter if I’m selfish or paranoid, after all, I’m like this.”
"But I'm always worried that they will find this mistake, correct it, and get back to the original position. Shake, I told you once that I can't live without you. That's not good, I'm always unreliable, I'm afraid that you will leave me, and that everything now is just my imagination, because it is incompatible with the terrible world I live in, and the beauty is too unreal."
"I want to see you all the time, hug you, kiss you, I want to take you wherever I go, I want to be with you in everything you do, so that I can feel at ease, so that I can be sure that you are real. Everything you give me is also true, I own your whole person, from body to heart, you have my taste."
Shen Xiuran rarely had so much time.
In the past, Jiang Lu always felt that he was too withdrawn, and he should spend more time in the sun and talk more, but now he talks a lot, and he is not in a happy mood. He doesn't like such a mood of worrying about gain and loss appearing on him, humble It must make him feel bad.
"I'm really convinced, what are you thinking about every day?"
Jiang Wang hugged him back even harder, trying to pass on his true feelings to him: "You are obviously so good, you look good, you have good grades, you can go anywhere, and those who like you and envy you can line up from here to outside. In space, there are too many to count, Shen Xiuran, why are you feeling inferior?"
"Don't think that I'm the best in the world. I'm actually pretty good. I'm a late-differentiated person. I have a lot of problems both physically and in character. I always trouble you. I'm not as good as you. Your grades are not as good as yours, and your height is not as good as yours, obviously you are the pie that God smashed on my head, don't confuse the order, okay?"
"Don't always worry that I will leave you. I like you so much that I can scratch my head if I don't watch it all day. How could I be willing to leave? Maybe when you are annoying me and don't want to stay with me anymore, I will It’s so sticky you can’t shake it off.”
"Shen Xiuran, do you know that you are my savior in my eyes, from the very beginning, always helping me, taking care of me, protecting me, I have been accepting your efforts, but I can't do anything for you , no matter how you look at it, I should be the one who should worry about gains and losses."
"I swear, I will always be with you, cling to you as much as you like, hug however you like, kiss whatever you want, or more in the future..."
"I won't leave you."
He said loudly: "I promise, unless you hate me, don't want me anymore, and want to push me away regardless of the consequences, otherwise the Heavenly King and Laozi will come to grab you. anyone!"
What responded to him was a hug that almost strangled him.
The arms tightened inch by inch, and he was worried about the pain and dared not use too much force. The kiss fell on the gland. Between the numbness, Jiang Lu vaguely felt some wetness falling on the bare skin of his shoulders.
"Shake, I will never push you away, not even in death."
"I'm not a savior, I'm just a mayfly in the sewer that happens to be able to illuminate you with a faint light, insignificant."
"For me, you are my savior."
Shen Xiuran looked at him indifferently: "Yao Yao, it is you who are asking for help now, not me."
Jiang Wu gestured to draw a little fingertip: "Shen Huanghuang, is your mind so big?" Even this matter has to be haggled over by him.
Shen Xiuran was noncommittal.
Jiang Huang said: "Then how can you be satisfied? You should give me a standard first, what if you cheat."
Shen Xiuran said, "No."
"Sure?"
"Ah."
"Okay, let me try."
He recalled Zhou Luyang's little trick of pretending to be a girl when he played games with Chi Wei, tilted his head and called him crisply: "Brother, help me?"
Shen Xiuran didn't respond.
Jiang Wang changed his words in distress and called again: "God of the University, Baby Shen, help me?"
Shen Xiuran still didn't respond, not even moving his eyelids.
Things are trickier than expected.
Jiang Wang is usually restless, and he has already called him all the names he can call, but now it has little effect and is useless at all.
What other name can be used?
He gritted his molars and racked his brains not to make notes about the hair dryer stepping on puddles: "Then, husband?"
Shen Xiuran raised his eyelids.
Jiang Lu was pleasantly surprised: "Hey, I passed the test?!"
Shen Xiuran: "Do you think it's coquettish to call you by another name?"
"if not?"
Shen Xiuran put the phone back into his hand: "Go back and continue watching."
"..."
Giving up halfway is bastard!
Jiang desperately fights, isn't he just acting like a baby, he, a talented party, will be stumped by this?
Putting down the phone, rolled up the sleeves, stared at Shen Xiuran for a while, then suddenly stuffed the whole head into his arms from the side and rubbed vigorously: "Husband! Help you little baby!!"
"husband!!!"
Very well practiced what is called a macho coquettish.
Shen Xiuran: "..."
Jiang Jugong didn't receive a response for a long time, looked up at him quickly, lowered his head and continued to arch, and arched all the way up from his chest to his neck, screaming and howling: "Husband! Brother! Saving a life is better than building a seven-level pagoda! Hurry up!" Please give me a helping hand!!!"
"Jiang Yaoyao." Shen Xiuran clasped the top of his head with a palm: "I'm talking about acting like a baby."
Jiang Jue looked at him with big round eyes: "Isn't this just a joke?"
"Going off topic." Shen Xiuran said, "You should be called Sapo."
Jiang Lu's strange desire to win came up, and he refused to admit defeat. After two seconds of brewing, he hugged Shen Xiuran's head and kissed him on the face, very loudly: "Husband! Shake loves you!"
"..."
Shen Xiuran looked at him with a half-smile expression.
Jiang thought it had worked, and was about to make persistent efforts, when suddenly there was a knock on the door.
Dong dong dong, the rhythm is neither too fast nor too slow, exactly three, it is very polite to listen to the sound.
Jiang Lu's "acting like a baby" was forced to stop, he answered someone, got up and went to open the door, Song Yang, who was in the dormitory, just came back from the canteen in the building, holding a bottle of Coke and a bag of potato chips and looking at him quietly.
"Miss Jiang." He called Jiang Huang like this: "Can we be more reserved?"
Jiang Lu: "?"
"I heard you yelling when I was upstairs, and you were still yelling when I came up." Song Yang told him, "Say it quietly, you yell so loudly that the whole corridor can hear you."
Jiang Lu didn't react yet: "I didn't yell, who did?"
Song Yang propped up a pair of dead fish eyes: "You didn't bark, it was the ghost imitating you."
Jiang Lu really didn't realize what his name was, and was about to turn his head to verify with the only witness, when the door of the dormitory next door opened, and two heads poked out: "Hey, we heard that too."
"husband~"
"Hey!"
"Don't you love your little one?"
"Love, love, hahahahahaha!"
After the two sang together, Jiang Wang realized that all the coquettishness he had just done had been heard, and he was silent for a while, not knowing what to say to ease the embarrassment.
Why are their dormitories so poorly soundproofed? !
Song Yang made a hand gesture to him: Look, you still don't admit it.
Jiang Wang looked at him, then at the two boys who were still teasing him, and took two steps back with no expression on his face, closing the door politely.
Go back to your seat and lay down on Shen Xiuran: "Thank you so much, I'm ashamed to see people!"
Shen Xiuran listened to the movement outside the door just now, Wuyan bent his lips, took Jiang Lu's cell phone and put it in front of him, brought him over and opened his notebook along the way.
No one paid any attention to Jiang Yuqi for a long time, he raised his face and put it on his shoulder, hehad bitterly and Xingshi asked, "Why didn't you respond?"
Shen Xiuran asked for his opinion: "Do you want to coax?"
"...Forget it then, Brother Ku doesn't need this set."
Jiang Huang sighed, rubbed his ears that were a little hot, and found that Shen Xiuran had already placed his mobile phone and notebook properly: "Did you promise to help me?"
"En." Shen Xiuran clicked play from where he paused.
"I succeeded in coquettish?"
He was pleasantly surprised that he lighted up a new skill unintentionally, but it was a pity that Shen Xiuran didn't make him happy for too long, so he calmly denied it: "No."
Jiang Lu's little happiness lasted only a second and then began to cool down on the spot, humming and poking his arm: "Then you still help me?"
Shen Xiuran: "Friendship points."
"...that's fine." Brother Ku could bend and stretch, and grinned: "Thank you, good friend."
Xueba is worthy of being a Xueba. He can be serious, focused and methodical in everything he does, including making Peppa Pig watch notes.
Jiang Lu, the hands-off shopkeeper, lost his mobile phone, so he took over Shen Xiuran's mobile phone to play games. There were no games on Xueba's mobile phone, but his boyfriend played it a lot, and the games were all available.
"Remember all the important points, and if you miss them, you will have to read the complete works of Pleasant Goat." He shook his head aggressively and urged.
"How do you count all the important points?" Shen Xiuran glanced at the existing notes: "Is that so?"
Jiang Wang glanced at it in his busy schedule, and screamed out on the spot: "My mother, you don't need to remember what color clothes the family wore, and Paige took George back and forth and stepped on the puddles, right?"
"What do you remember? Lines?"
"...Let's remember the color of the clothes." Jiang Huang said angrily.
The dormitory of the two big boys is full of cute and childish voices of pigs. Jiang Wan feels drunk when playing games with this bgm. After two games, he feels boring. He puts down his phone and lies down to watch Peppa with him.
It's amazing, when he watched it alone just now, he felt terribly bored, and wanted to close his eyes and go to sleep after watching it a few more times. Now that there is Shen Xiuran next to him, the childish cartoons have somehow become interesting, and he can see that he is enjoying it.
"Do you think children will really find it wonderful?" He pointed to the screen: "Just changing this sentence can repeat a line a hundred times."
"meeting."
"Are you so sure?"
"Well, I just tried it, and the kids enjoyed watching it."
"What kid——" Jiang Huang came to his senses in the middle of the sentence: "Are you talking about me? Did I have a good time watching it?"
"You're just a kid!"
"you're right."
"Don't coax!"
"it is good."
"..."
"Forget it, Brother Jiang doesn't care about you."
He was magnanimous, and this angle of view was just enough to let Jiang Wan's eyes fall on a certain place - the little cinnabar mole on his Adam's apple that he had been eyeing since the beginning of last semester but had never been able to touch it.
At that time, the name was not right, but now he is a real boyfriend, so it shouldn't matter if he touches it, right?
He eagerly stared at it for a while, and while Shen Xiuran was watching the video seriously, he made a sudden move, and gently scraped the back of his index finger at the Adam's apple, just in time to scrape the bright red spot.
After coveting for so long, I finally got it.
Jiang Wang smiled triumphantly, wanting to brag about how good the hand felt, but the troubled hand was grabbed by someone, and he clasped the wrist and pulled it closer.
Shen Xiuran lowered his eyes and looked at him fixedly. In the past, Jiang Wang might not have understood, but after so many days of personal practice, he has already understood that he can no longer understand.
Generally, as long as Shen Xiuran has this look, it means that his mouth will suffer.
So it was almost a conditioned reflex, Jiang Yu quickly covered his mouth with the other, not because he didn't want to kiss him, but mainly because of another reason: "Shut up first! You bit the inside of my lip last time in physical education class. not good!"
Even though the girl who bumped into them that day could tell that she was not from the school, the thin-skinned classmate Jiang Yaoyao was still embarrassed. Later, when Shen Xiuran came to kiss him, he firmly protested, and then his lips were broken.
Shen Xiuran took advantage of the situation and landed a kiss on the back of his hand: "I didn't bite that, you bit it yourself."
Jiang Huang said, "You still don't admit it?"
Shen Xiuran sought truth from facts: "Yao Yao, I can't bite that place, I can only lick it."
"..."
Compared with him, Jiang Lu's rank is completely scrap iron level.
Just one word made my cheeks burn, and my eyes flickered: "Anyway, you can't kiss me until I recover from the injury, otherwise the recovery will be slow, and I won't even be able to eat chili for a long time."
"Okay." Shen Xiuran seldom refused his request, but he didn't let himself suffer, and changed his mind flexibly: "But you can't kiss on the mouth, should you be able to do it in other places?"
"Anywhere else?" Jiang Huang was startled: "Where are you referring?"
Shen Xiuran gave him the answer with actions - pulling his hand, a kiss landed on the chin and continued to spread, brushed the base of the ear, kissed the side of the slender neck, and then lingered on the bony collarbone, accompanied by a light bite, the strength was neither light nor heavy , but will leave traces.
This doesn't seem to be any better than kissing, the only difference is that in the latter he will have shortness of breath, while in the former he has to struggle to hold back his shameful panting to prevent it from leaking easily.
"Shen Xiuran, why do you like your relatives so much?"
He didn't know if all young couples were like this when they were together, but he instinctively felt that Shen Xiuran's situation seemed a little special.
His intimacy comes too frequently, and sometimes Jiang Huang has a strange feeling, as if he kisses him not just because he wants to kiss him, but more because he wants to get peace of mind and satisfaction from him , or an affirmation of attribution.
Jiang Ruan's collar was messy, two buttons on his shirt were unbuttoned at some point, and the neckline was tilted to one side, revealing a large area of skin, covered with red marks left by someone, especially on the collarbone.
Obviously it wasn't him who moved, but he still inevitably became the one who needed to take a breather.
"It's not that I like relatives, I just like kissing you." Shen Xiuran corrected him.
Jiang Lu felt that this sounded very comforting. He liked the special treatment he received exclusively from Shen Xiuran: "Then why do you like to kiss me? Is it because we were just together and the freshness couldn't pass?"
"Shake, there is nothing new about me."
"what?"
"I will always love you, only increasing, not decreasing."
Shen Xiuran hugged him into his arms, sniffed the fresh scent of sweet tea, closed his eyes and leaned on his shoulder, explaining to him word by word: "I have too few things, most of them are dispensable, I won't feel sorry for losing or throwing away anywhere, but you are different."
"Whether in the past or in the future, you will be the treasure I have, inseparable, and I want to stay with me even if I lose everything else. I want to place the treasure in my heart carefully."
"Since I can remember, or since I was born, this world has been full of malice towards me. I even once thought that this world might be like this. There is no pure goodwill, no light, no trust, and any help is based on the supremacy of interests. You have to call to get it."
"But then you told me that my understanding was wrong. This world is far less cruel than I thought. It's just that my luck is too bad. I have been walking in the darkest places and seeing the darkest side."
He said: "Yao Yao, maybe you don't know, I always feel that you are a gift from the heavens. You should have belonged to someone else, a better, more earnest and sincere person, but you were tied to me by mistake. At the same time, I would feel guilty and struggled whether I shouldn’t get close, but I couldn’t help it, and I didn’t want to let go even if I caught it. It doesn’t matter if I’m selfish or paranoid, after all, I’m like this.”
"But I'm always worried that they will find this mistake, correct it, and get back to the original position. Shake, I told you once that I can't live without you. That's not good, I'm always unreliable, I'm afraid that you will leave me, and that everything now is just my imagination, because it is incompatible with the terrible world I live in, and the beauty is too unreal."
"I want to see you all the time, hug you, kiss you, I want to take you wherever I go, I want to be with you in everything you do, so that I can feel at ease, so that I can be sure that you are real. Everything you give me is also true, I own your whole person, from body to heart, you have my taste."
Shen Xiuran rarely had so much time.
In the past, Jiang Lu always felt that he was too withdrawn, and he should spend more time in the sun and talk more, but now he talks a lot, and he is not in a happy mood. He doesn't like such a mood of worrying about gain and loss appearing on him, humble It must make him feel bad.
"I'm really convinced, what are you thinking about every day?"
Jiang Wang hugged him back even harder, trying to pass on his true feelings to him: "You are obviously so good, you look good, you have good grades, you can go anywhere, and those who like you and envy you can line up from here to outside. In space, there are too many to count, Shen Xiuran, why are you feeling inferior?"
"Don't think that I'm the best in the world. I'm actually pretty good. I'm a late-differentiated person. I have a lot of problems both physically and in character. I always trouble you. I'm not as good as you. Your grades are not as good as yours, and your height is not as good as yours, obviously you are the pie that God smashed on my head, don't confuse the order, okay?"
"Don't always worry that I will leave you. I like you so much that I can scratch my head if I don't watch it all day. How could I be willing to leave? Maybe when you are annoying me and don't want to stay with me anymore, I will It’s so sticky you can’t shake it off.”
"Shen Xiuran, do you know that you are my savior in my eyes, from the very beginning, always helping me, taking care of me, protecting me, I have been accepting your efforts, but I can't do anything for you , no matter how you look at it, I should be the one who should worry about gains and losses."
"I swear, I will always be with you, cling to you as much as you like, hug however you like, kiss whatever you want, or more in the future..."
"I won't leave you."
He said loudly: "I promise, unless you hate me, don't want me anymore, and want to push me away regardless of the consequences, otherwise the Heavenly King and Laozi will come to grab you. anyone!"
What responded to him was a hug that almost strangled him.
The arms tightened inch by inch, and he was worried about the pain and dared not use too much force. The kiss fell on the gland. Between the numbness, Jiang Lu vaguely felt some wetness falling on the bare skin of his shoulders.
"Shake, I will never push you away, not even in death."
"I'm not a savior, I'm just a mayfly in the sewer that happens to be able to illuminate you with a faint light, insignificant."
"For me, you are my savior."
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