Sleep with the evil god

Shen Qing retched many times, feeling like she couldn't vomit anything, it was just an instinctive nausea.

Shao Jing has been standing beside him, as if he didn't touch him because of what he said just now, but only handed him a bottle of mineral water when he was in better condition.

"Thank you." Shen Qing whispered, unscrewed the bottle cap and took a few sips.

"Eat something." Shao Jing stood beside Shen Qing, turned her head slightly, only showing the side of her face, her lips were tightly pursed, stretched from her chin to her Adam's apple, appearing extremely silent.

Shen Qing smiled wryly, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

In any case, this matter has nothing to do with Shao Jing, it is his own problem.

He is too weak to be manipulated by others, and again, and again, so he can only break up with Shao Jing.

"Eat first." Shao Jing didn't say much, but said lightly, "You haven't eaten for a long time."

"Thank you." Shen Qing's voice was very low, "You don't have to worry about me, it's too much trouble for you, we have already broken up after all..."

"I didn't agree." Shao Jing said abruptly, her tone was indifferent but firm, "I didn't agree to the breakup you mentioned."

Shen Qing wanted to make it clear: "But I did it with another man..."

"Don't repeat this." Shao Jing closed her eyes, her voice was cold, "I don't mind."

Shen Qing was at a loss for a moment, not knowing what to say.

They lived in a homestay, Shao Jing ordered a few dishes from the menu, Shen Qing's face was pale and bloodless, she looked like she was going to pass out at any moment and needed to eat.

Shen Qing looked at the few dishes on the table, obviously his stomach was very empty, but he had no appetite, he couldn't eat all the time, and he still felt sick to his stomach when he saw the few dishes on the table.

But he knew that he had to eat, or his body would not be able to bear it.

He randomly picked up a piece of eggplant and wanted to put it in his mouth, but the soft touch and special smell reminded him of the scene just now.

He put down his chopsticks and went to the bathroom to retch again.

Shao Jing frowned, standing at the bathroom door and looking at Shen Qing.

Shen Qing seemed to be in pain, and kept retching, but couldn't vomit anything.

A little dazed appeared on his always cold face, he didn't know what was wrong, why Shen Qing felt like vomiting, he obviously hadn't done anything, and he didn't hurt Shen Qing's body.

Is the altitude sickness not over yet, and it shouldn't.

Shen Qing retched for a while, and finally managed to hold back, panting and said to Shao Jing: "I'm sorry, I may not be able to eat, take the food away, I don't want to eat now."

Shao Jing: "What's wrong with you?"

It's hard for Shen Qing to say what's wrong with him now, maybe he's too fragile and not strong enough, he was raped by someone he hates, and he feels uncomfortable when he sees everything.

The doorbell rang, Shen Qing wiped her mouth and opened the door.

Shen Sanci stood outside the door and asked, "Ah Qing, how are you? I heard that you came back very early. Are you feeling well?"

Shen Qing said vaguely: "I'm tired, I want to rest for a while, how is uncle?"

"He's fine." Shen Sanci said, "I don't know where He Chengfeng got that Kunlun Mountain evil spirit, and now they're collectively researching it, telling us to go back to school early when we're all right."

"Cousin, if you have something to do, go first." Shen Qing said in a low voice, "I may have to rest for a day before leaving."

He is not fit to fly in his current state.

"Okay." Seeing that Shen Qing seemed to be really tired, Shen Sanci urged, "Then you have a good rest, and call me again if you need something."

He moved his nose after speaking, "Hey, do you have food in your room? I'm starving to death."

"Well, yes." Shen Qing immediately brought out all the food to Shen Sanci, "You take it back and eat it, I don't want to eat it."

Shen Sanci took the food and left happily, Shao Jing's face was colder than ever.

Shen Qing hesitated and asked, "Do you mind if I give the food to my cousin?"

"No." Shao Jing shook her head, resisting the desire to suppress Shen Qing's kiss, and said lightly: "I'll go back to the room first, you have a good rest."

Maybe Shen Qing should be left alone, although he really didn't want Shen Qing to be alone.

He didn't like the feeling that Shen Qing was not by his side.

Shao Jing finally left, Shen Qing breathed a sigh of relief, took a shower and lay down on the bed, very tired but unable to fall asleep.

As soon as he closed his eyes, his mind was full of what happened on the top of Kunlun Mountain just now. That devil-like man controlled everything in his body, making him unable to escape even if he wanted to.

The milk was all spilled, everywhere, flowing out of his body, but he had no ability to refuse, he could only let others insult him.

He still remembered the man's nasty expression, his wanton teasing, and his obsession to control everything.

He closed his eyes, it was a nightmare, and he couldn't sleep at all.

Shao Jing quietly walked into Shen Qing's room, and saw Shen Qing lying on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep. After a moment of silence, she reached out and drew a talisman, which landed on Shen Qing's body.

Shen Qing loosened her frown and her breathing became even.

Sitting beside Shen Qing's bed, Shao Jing reached out to touch Shen Qing's cheek, and found that her cheek was extraordinarily cold, like a piece of cold jade without temperature, and even the blood on her face disappeared.

Shen Qing looked extraordinarily fragile, his breathing was very slight, his face was very pale from vomiting, lying on the bed, covered in sickness, like a porcelain doll covered in gray mist.

Shao Jing doesn't know what's wrong, or why it happened, obviously he never hurt Shen Qing.

And this kind of Shen Qing made his chest tight, as if there was a silk thread wrapped around his heart, pulling it tighter and tighter, it hurt a lot.

This feeling is like when he saw Shen Qing fall off the cliff and saw the other party sick, it was very uncomfortable.

He didn't want this kind of thing to happen, but he didn't know where he was wrong. Could it be because of that illusion.

Is it that uncomfortable to do it with him?

This realization made Shao Jing even more depressed.

**

When Shen Qing woke up again, it was already night.

He turned on the mobile phone next to the pillow, and saw that Shen Sanci had sent him several messages, saying that the tutor was looking for someone to go back to work in the laboratory, and there was no way to go back together, so he asked him to buy a ticket to go back to school.

Shen Qing sat up from the bed, but felt dizzy, with starry eyes, and it took a while to recover.

He turned on the bedside lamp and was searching for a ticket when he heard a knock on the door.

He put on his shoes to open the door, and saw Shao Jing knocking on the door.

Shao Jing said lightly: "I saw the light in your room, so I came in."

Shen Qing asked in surprise: "Have you been keeping an eye on my room?"

"Yeah." Shao Jing nodded, "I don't worry about you."

Shen Qing's nose was sore, she was so moved that she didn't know what to say.

He was so capricious and vicious, yet Shao Jing still treated him tenderly, silently waiting for him.

Shao Jing looked very cold, but in fact he was gentle down to the bone.

"I'm fine." Shen Qing whispered, "You don't have to worry about me, we..."

Shao Jing cut off Shen Qing's words without hesitation: "We haven't broken up, we won't break up, I don't agree."

Shen Qing didn't know what to say.

He was silent for a moment and said, "Have you eaten? If not, let's have some together."

Shao Jing nodded and called for some food.

While waiting for the food, Shen Qing kept looking at the phone silently, not knowing what to say.

He really wants to break up. His current situation is not suitable for dating, but Shao Jing has always disagreed, and he is reluctant to let him down...

The food was delivered quickly, and the food Shao Jing ordered this time was much lighter, and it was all simple porridge, as if he was afraid that he would not be able to eat it.

Shen Qing has been hungry for a long time, so long that he can feel the friction of his stomach, he also wants to eat, but the feeling of nausea is still there, he doesn't know if he can eat it.

He picked up the spoon and tried to take a sip of the porridge. The acid water rushed up from his stomach. He covered his mouth and wanted to vomit.

After a while, he couldn't help but went to the bathroom to vomit again.

Shao Jing stood at the door the whole time, waiting for his vomiting reaction to pass, pulled him up, wiped his mouth with a towel, handed him a bottle of water, and almost roughly dragged him out of the bathroom.

"Let's go to the hospital."

Shao Jing had a cold face and a firm tone.

Shen Qing shook her head: "No need, I just can't eat, I'll be fine tomorrow, it's too troublesome to go to the hospital"

Shao Jing's face was cold, she pursed her lips tightly, no matter what Shen Qing said, she just put on clothes for him.

Shen Qing was half-forced by Shao Jing to the hospital.

The city at the foot of Kunlun Mountain is not big, and the public hospital is not far from the homestay. Shao Jing took him to the hospital by taxi, registered with his ID card unskillfully, and took him to see stomach problems.

But the doctor heard his situation, but shook his head and said: "Your stomach is fine, mostly because of psychological reasons. People tend to be unable to eat after being greatly stimulated. It is recommended to see a psychiatrist for counseling, of course. If you are afraid that your body will have problems if you don’t eat for a long time, you can infuse nutrient solution.”

Shao Jing frowned and asked, "Psychological reasons cause you can't eat?"

The doctor nodded: "Of course, people are not cold machines. Psychological problems will naturally be reflected in the body. Many people don't pay attention to mental health, but in fact, if there are psychological problems, physical problems are also prone to problems."

Humans are not machines...

It was the first time Shao Jing heard this kind of words. He bowed his head and pondered for a while, and then said to the doctor: "Prescribe him a nutrient solution."

Shen Qing felt that she was not so serious, she immediately shook her head: "No need."

Shao Jing pressed his shoulders, made him sit on a chair, and said to the doctor, "Prescribe him a nutrient solution."

The doctor's eyes looked back and forth between Shen Qing and Shao Jing for a while, but he still gave them a bill and asked them to take it to pay.

Shen Qing sat on the corridor outside the clinic, the nurse hung up the nutrient solution for him, and he quietly lowered his head to infuse the nutrient solution, like a speechless doll.

Sitting next to Shen Qing, Shao Jing was filled with emotions that he had never experienced before.

He kept thinking about it, if he was not angry on the top of the mountain but gave Shen Qing that illusion, would it be that Shen Qing would not be like this now, would not make a fuss about breaking up with him, and would not even be able to eat. problem appear.

Shen Qing is not a machine, but a living person with her own thoughts, which will affect her health...

And he ignored it.

If he had to describe it, his emotions could probably be called regret.

Let alone eating meat now, whether Shen Qing will let him touch it is still a problem.

He looked at Shen Qing's thinner and more fragile shoulder than before, and stretched out his hand to hold it.

Shen Qing wanted to struggle, but she heard Shao Jing asking him in a much lower and hoarse voice than usual: "What happened to you, why are you so uncomfortable and can't eat?"

Shen Qing was silent for a moment, and briefly described: "I took the initiative to have sex with a person I hate very much. His way... made me feel very uncomfortable. I felt nauseous and couldn't eat anything."

"sorry."

In the quiet corridor, Shen Qing heard Shao Jing's voice which seemed to be softer than the breeze.

"He won't show up again."