Sleep with the evil god

"I hate you." Perhaps because she really didn't want to live anymore, Shen Qing simply said the truth, "Being with you is a kind of torture."

"I said, don't make me hate you." Shen Qing smiled wryly, "But you still did it."

The evil god tilted his head and looked at Shen Qing, wanting to say that he didn't care if Shen Qing hated him, but he found that he couldn't say it.

His throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't make the sound he wanted.

Things shouldn't be like this...

It is his reincarnation Shao Jing who will be threatened by Shen Qing, not him, the evil god who has the original memory.

In his opinion, Shen Qing's threat should be insignificant, he wouldn't care, and he could even take it as a joke.

He can treat those little tricks as a joke, and it doesn't matter at all.

But... he found it difficult to do it himself.

He didn't want Shen Qing to hate him.

When he thought that Shen Qing hated him, he became inexplicably irritable and wanted to ruin everything around him.

As it turned out, he cared a lot, and it mattered.

"I'm afraid of you." Perhaps with the idea of ​​breaking a jar, Shen Qing began to tell his various feelings, "I'm afraid that you will torture me and kill me. I want to resist, but I don't know how to resist." How to resist, I'm afraid that if you get angry, you will hurt the people around me. I hate you very much, and I want to stay as far away from you as possible, but I can't get rid of you anyway, I..."

He closed his eyes, and his voice became light and light, like Yang Xu in the wind, without a trace of weight, "I think, maybe I'll fix it once I jump off the window."

The evil god remembered the time when he locked Shen Qing in the villa when he was Shao Jing.

It was drizzling that day, and the sky was dark. Shen Qing stood by the window, reaching out to catch the rainwater in the air. The expression on his face was blurred, but there was no trace of freshness in his eyes, as if his heart had died.

It was that kind of expression that finally made him willing to let Shen Qing go when he was Shao Jing.

Metz said that at that time, Shen Qing really wanted to die, and wanted to jump off and finish it off.

But now he knew very well that if he didn't want Shen Qing to die, Shen Qing couldn't die.

Even if Shen Qing jumped from more than a dozen floors, as long as he is still there, he can put the broken ribs together again, and the ribs still exist.

But... the ribs are repaired, is it still Shen Qing who came back?

Maybe, maybe there will be a change of consciousness, and Shen Qing will really disappear from then on.

If Shen Qing disappears...

The evil god's hand was placed on the heart, and the dull pain came again.

It was more uncomfortable than before, as if a hand reached into his chest, pinched his heart, squeezed it, and made it difficult for him to breathe.

"You..." The evil god really didn't understand why Shen Qing had such thoughts, "Why are you always so squeamish and like to lose your temper?"

Shen Qing didn't speak, and didn't want to answer.

Whether it was with Shao Jing or with the evil god, these conversations went back and forth many times, and he was really tired.

"And, if you want to resist, you can resist at will." The evil god began to respond to Shen Qing's words one by one, "I don't mind you resisting, and I won't really hurt you."

For Shen Qing, many things the evil god said could only be listened to, and the other party was uncertain, and might overturn what she said at any time.

Oh, no, the evil god may not overturn what he said, he will only think that his actions are not harm.

For example, what happened last night, the evil god never thought it was hurt.

Shen Qing has been tortured for too long, and her spirit is already on the verge of collapse, like a flower constantly being blown by the wind, it slowly turns from bright and delicate to withered and withered, and finally falls from the flower branch.

Shen Qing pursed her lips, her gaze was empty, and she did not respond to the evil god's words.

The evil god didn't know, they had just spent a happy "wedding night" together, and the next morning, which was supposed to be warm, turned into this.

His wife committed suicide with him.

He felt extremely irritable, and wanted to shake Shen Qing's shoulders desperately, and ask the other party where those strange thoughts came from.

But seeing that Shen Qing didn't have any bright eyes, he didn't want to do this.

He walked back and forth for a long time, and his whole person became more and more irritable.

"you……"

He wanted to say little ribs, don't be proud of being favored, but he felt that the current Shen Qing seemed unable to withstand any blows, like glass that would shatter at the touch of a touch, which made him a little cautious and did not dare to make any exaggerated moves.

After he walked around the room violently for several times, he finally opened the door and went out.

Shen Qing sat on the bed for a long time. When she got out of bed, she felt dizzy. She wanted to leave, but she didn't know where to go.

It seems that there is no place for him at the end of the world.

**

The evil god went downstairs, hit the poplar tree beside him with his strength, and called Mace directly.

After a while, Mace with green hair and pointed ears slowly emerged from the air. There were people coming and going at the door of the apartment, but no one noticed the actions of Shao Jing and Mace.

The evil god said to Mace with an ugly expression: "Shen Qing always loses his temper, what should I do?"

"Having lost your temper?" Mace felt a headache. He looked at the evil god and asked, "Have you recovered your memory?"

The evil god nodded.

Mace: "Then you should know that he didn't throw a temper tantrum, but that he was tormented by you unbearably."

Cthulhu: "...I didn't torture him."

"That's because you don't think it's torture." Mace also felt that he couldn't reason with the evil god, but the evil god's character was like this, so he could only try to explain, "Shen Qing is not you, and his thinking is different from yours."

"Then he can say, he can resist."

Metz: "...You will listen to what Shen Qing said, and you can resist if you resist? Moreover, Shen Qing is still afraid of you, afraid that you will really do something to him."

The evil god snorted softly, "I didn't. If I really wanted to do something to him, I would have done it long ago."

"If you really want to live a good life with Shen Qing and go on together like this, then you need to build trust." Although Metz is a lover of the public, he treats everyone very caringly and understands the other half's thoughts very well, "Maybe What are you going to try to make Shen Qing feel at ease with you, know that you won't really hurt him, understand that the actions you do are all for fun in your mouth, and even resist when you think it's funny... "

Metz gave examples one by one, "But you will have to pay the price, you communicate with Shen Qing, if you really can't change it, it's fine, you two work together..."

The evil god pouted, the boss was not happy.

Metz simply used the method of evil gods to persuade the other party: "Shen Qing is not happy, what you face every day is a lifeless little rib, it is not good to play your tricks, and the other party will still lose your temper with you, you might as well pamper him Some, let him see your intentions, and he will gradually learn to trust you."

The evil god felt that he could consider this point.

but……

How to reassure Shen Qing?

That delicate and sensitive little rib, who likes to cry and make trouble, reassures the little rib...

The evil god is seriously considering this matter.

Many things are not difficult to him, but sometimes Shen Qing gives him a headache.

I want to leave it alone, but I can't bear it, I want to do whatever I want, but I can't bear it...

The evil god finally realized what it meant to be reluctant, it was sour, like an orange picked before it was ripe, so sour and bitter.

The evil god felt that he had tasted many feelings from Shen Qing that he had never experienced before.

Shen Qing seemed to have become the source of all his emotions, everything he had.

His world of fireworks.

When the evil god returned, Shen Qing was lying on the bed, listless and lifeless, her eyes staring blankly at the top of her head, as if the soul in her body was slowly disappearing.

The evil god didn't like Shen Qing's behavior very much. He wanted Shen Qing to respond to him like last night, to beat his body with tears, and to whine and complain of pain.

His ribs were originally kind, sympathetic and weak, but Shen Qing bloomed this delicate flower, which made him reluctant to let go.

If he wants to continue a happy life with Shen Qing, then he needs to make sacrifices.

It's not that the evil god doesn't understand many things, he's just too lazy to think about them.

But now he began to think seriously about ways to make Shen Qing feel at ease.

When he was still Shao Jing, he said that he would consider such a method. He turned back into an evil god, and he was still considering such a method.

Shen Qing opened her eyes for a long time, as if she was a little tired, she slowly closed her eyes.

But the evil god felt his heart skip a beat and felt extremely uncomfortable, as if he was about to lose Shen Qing.

He walked to the bedside and pulled Shen Qing up, and kissed him roughly, the action was very rude, and finally drew a little reaction from Shen Qing.

Shen Qing opened her eyes, frowned and beat the evil god, her eye sockets were red because she was deprived of breathing.

The evil god let go, and his fingertips slid across Shen Qing's cheeks, feeling his heart beating so hard that it almost jumped out of his chest.

He seemed to be dead and alive again, seeing Shen Qing's lifeless appearance, the uncomfortable feeling was beyond his imagination.

He admitted that he didn't want to endure that feeling, that feeling was too bad, and he had never experienced such a bad feeling with such a long life force.

He really should think of a way to let Shen Qing let go of his boring worries.

"Qingqing." The evil god whispered close to Shen Qing's cheek, "My husband won't hurt you. If you like to lose your temper, you can quarrel with me as you like, but don't talk about leaving or don't want to live. You will be very happy when you are with your husband." Happy."

Shen Qing was very bitter in his heart, he didn't know how to end all this, let alone how to be happy with the evil god.

The Cthulhu never cared about his struggles and protests...

"Do you want to have lunch?" The evil god asked in a gentle and patient tone like coaxing a child to eat, "Do you want your husband to make it for you?"

Shen Qing said that he couldn't eat anything.

"Don't be so listless." The evil god said, "Be more energetic. After dinner, my husband will give you a gift, okay? You will definitely like it?"

The evil god felt that he knew how to make Shen Qing believe him, and tried to truly accept him.

As long as the object is Shen Qing, he is willing to give, as long as they can go on together.