[Three Kingdoms] I am the queen of the Great Wei Dynasty

Shuangshuang leaned over to cover her lower abdomen, dripping with cold sweat instantly, her lower lip was bitten with clenched teeth, blood came out, her other hand clutched A Sheng's palm, she cried out in pain, tears flowed freely from her pupils It popped up and fell drop by drop.

She is already in pain.

"I really can't take it anymore, it hurts..." His lips were as white as paper, wriggling with difficulty.

Ah Sheng didn't know what to do for her, so he could only hug her tightly again in vain, trying to comfort her gradually cold body with his warm body temperature, and softly said, "Hold me, the pain will be very fast." It will pass, and the plum blossoms are about to bloom in winter, let’s pick a branch and put it in a vase to watch slowly, okay? Don’t you like plum blossoms the most?”

"It's never plum blossoms that I like, it's him...it's Guo Fengxiao!" When she said that name, her already muddy eyes suddenly brightened, and suddenly burst into light, "Tell Fengxiao, I use my whole body, my life Come and love him! In his life...I'm afraid he will never find another person who loves him as much as me. "

As she talked, she fell into excitement again, her fingers tightened on the quilt, and when the severe pain subsided a bit, she opened her eyes wide and looked at A Sheng, took a few breaths and continued: "He is so smart, so resourceful, The strategy in his chest is endless and exquisite. He has great ambitions, and he has almost died without regret for the unification of the world. What can I do for him? After so long, I find that I can't do anything, and I can't walk into him There is not enough brains to help realize his ideals, the only thing he can give... is this insignificant life."

"What's the matter with you?" A Sheng heard the back, and found that there was something wrong with the words, an ominous shadow cast over his heart, and he quickly bent down to ask.

"Me," she smiled wryly and grabbed her hair, looking as if nothing had happened, "I'm just exchanging my life for his life."

Locks of messy black hair squeezed between the fingers, sticky with thick sweat, hanging down to the edge of the bed, wrapped around A Sheng's wrist.

He picked up the comb next to her and combed her long hair carefully, for fear of hurting her, so he moved slowly and carefully, and gently stroked the top of the hair with his palm. At this moment, he heard her questioning voice: "Can you listen Did you mention soul continuation Gu?"

A Sheng shook his head: "Never."

"Then do you remember Feng Xiao's prophecy about his own life expectancy? When he was hangover and coughing up blood that day, he mentioned it to you himself, and I heard it too."

"The sacrificial wine indeed once said that he would not live past forty."

Shuangshuang sighed, very calm: "So naturally I can't just watch him obey the destiny. I can't get it if I disobey, so I thought of Soul Renewal Gu, you don't know this kind of technique yet."

A Sheng was surprised: "What is that?"

"That's... that's all." She closed her eyes, a tear quietly slipped from the corner of her eyes, she stopped talking, and seemed unwilling to continue, "If you know, he will know too. I know you don't know will hide it from him."

Seeing her like this, Ah Sheng naturally could only respond in silence, Shuangshuang in his arms smiled, and raised the back of his hand to wipe away the tears:

"My life is really worth it. To be able to be with him for so many years, and to be able to engrave Mrs. Guo's name on the spiritual tablet after death, is much luckier than those women who can't ask for love but can't, but... How did I get it! I didn’t get a cent of what I really wanted, and I knew I didn’t deserve it. I was too presumptuous and selfish, and I was only worthy of looking up at him from a distance on the ground... How dare I expect those vain things thing……"

The sound is getting weaker and weaker.

The body temperature is getting colder and colder.

The beating of the tendons is irresistibly slowing down.

"At that time, he was standing under a snow-covered plum tree and smiled at me. He had a green shirt with a fan, and his black hair spread across his shoulders. His smile was like a bright white sun... I was dumbfounded at that time, how could there be such a beautiful thing in the world? Man, it's worth dying for him...it's a pity that I can't wait for him anymore, I can't hold on anymore, but I want to see him again..."

"Feng Xiao, Feng Xiao, Guo Feng Xiao, Guo Jia." Shuang Shuang murmured this star-like name, as if guarding a bird with fragile wings, which needs to be held in the palm of her hand with great care. Will be blown to the sky.

A Sheng stared at her: "You are beautiful too."

"Really?" She blinked a little unconfidently, trying to make a surprised expression, but the corners of her mouth were halfway drawn, and she still had no strength, and drooped down.

"You've always been beautiful, you just don't know it."

"Then I hope...he also thinks I'm pretty, that's fine."

She is really beautiful, with a pair of round almond eyes that are vivid and lively, and there is a sky blue after the rain, and it may be the most appropriate to describe her as watery.

But at this moment, there was only an extinguished flame left.

"He will remember that you are standing on the other side of the street wearing a water-red long-sleeved skirt, like a crimson radish blooming in spring. Her surname is Liu and her name is Shuang. She is the most honorable princess of the Han Dynasty and the only sister of His Majesty today." A Sheng gradually lowered his voice, blocked the choked sob deep in his nose to prevent her from noticing, and took a light breath almost inaudibly.

"Yes...I am a princess, I am a princess...but I just want him to remember my name, my name is Shuangshuang..."

The voice behind stopped abruptly with the breath, and could not be heard again.

The last two words seem to read "Fengxiao."

Suddenly, the breath of the person in his arms disappeared, and his wrists immediately drooped, feeling limp to the touch.Like a boulder suddenly falling on the top of the head, Ah Sheng trembled all over, and for a while he lost consciousness of the outside world, only staring blankly at the woman in his arms in a daze.

It wasn't until there was a burst of crying and weeping in unison from all around that Ah Sheng woke up like a dream and realized that she was still being held in his arms.

"Princess!"

"Ma'am!" The mother-in-law and maidservants were all crying, knelt on the spot and wailed, tears drenched their clothes like broken beads.

Xiao Jin rushed forward, her face was bloody from crying, she covered her mouth and squeezed her flesh tightly, as if she couldn't believe the reality, she stabbed her arm into the bleeding wound.

A Sheng put Shuangshuang down, let the latter lie flat on her pillow, and then covered her with a thick quilt.

At this moment, the door was pushed open hastily, and the travel-stained man in blue shirt was covered with late frost and raindrops. He walked to the bed, saw the peaceful woman with eyes closed, and stared silently for a long time.

"This is your child." A Sheng carefully held the baby in the hands of the concubine, with a hoarse voice, "You and this boy are the two people she misses the most in this world."

Guo Jia lowered his eyelids, stretched out his arms to take the baby, and hugged him tightly.

He removed a corner of the clothes covering the boy's face, lowered his head and looked closely at the face of the baby in his arms, his eyes were soft and sad, like a cold night breeze shrouded in haze and heavy clouds.

"Pretty." In the silence, he said suddenly, staring at the sleeping boy in his arms.

"Yes, a very beautiful child. When she grows up in the future, she will have clear eyes like hers, and people will be happy when they see them."

She watched Guo Jia stick to the child's cheek, and it took a long time before she let go. At this time, the baby's skin was already wet.

He is crying.

"Give him a name." She couldn't bear to look any further, and stared down at the ground.

She had never seen him cry, and never imagined him crying—maybe before that, nothing in the world was worthy of his tears.

But today, at this moment, she finally saw it.

Sad but restrained, depressed and forbearing, eyes reddish, fine lines between brows wrinkled, clothes and robes soaked in Ye Frost hang down feebly, leaning against the snow-white wall.

"Yi."

He gritted his teeth lightly and blurted out a word without hesitation.

A Sheng repeated it, raised his head and said in a low voice: "Yi. Guo Yi."

Through the gaps in the window lattice, she could see the stars outside the sky shining brightly in the darkness of the moonlit night, blurring the corners so that the mist cleared away, clear and stable, like the footprints of people walking by being blown by the wind.

"It is bright, it is grand, like the bright and magnificent twigs in March." His usual meaningful and indifferent voice was stained with sadness and regret, "There is another semantic meaning, which is beauty. Like her."

When he said the last two words, he stroked the baby's tender face with his fingertips, as gentle as touching a dream that could easily break.

"It's a nice name, and she will definitely like it. But I think she will be happy as long as you choose it."

Ah Sheng couldn't help but imagined Shuangshuang's appearance when she heard the child's name - her eyebrows arched, her eyes smiled into slits like willow leaves, holding the child in her arms, and shouting "Yi'er" to him with a smile, humming the last Songs of love come to lull him to sleep.

The green grass beside the river makes me think about the long way.

The distance is unimaginable, and Su Xi dreamed of it.

I dreamed that I was by my side, and suddenly felt that I was in a foreign land.

Taking a deep breath, Ah Sheng couldn't help singing, but couldn't connect to the tune in Shuangshuang's lips and teeth.

Her ballad never came back.

Guo Jia was stunned for a moment, his eyes suddenly lost his focus, and his eyes seemed to be in a trance.

"I'm sorry." He closed his eyes and said slowly.

He opened his lips and wanted to say something, but A Sheng interrupted him: "You didn't feel sorry for her, Feng Xiao."

Guo Jia looked up in surprise: "I thought you would blame me."

After hearing this, she couldn't help asking: "Why should I blame you?" Observing his cold eyes, she tried to peek into the real heart revealed in them, but she couldn't see the edge at a glance, like a deep pool that looked shallow on the surface.

"Obviously I could fulfill her due husband's responsibilities and truly love her as my wife, but the fact is that I didn't do it, although these regrets can be avoided. In any case, this mistake is all from me , but it was too late when I found out.”

"Guo Jijiu." Ah Sheng listened to him quietly, and finally called out.

She didn't call him to be a filial piety, but solemnly used the formal honorific title, even folded her sleeves and bent down to salute him seriously.

"I want to ask whether Jijiu has any sincerity towards her in the past and now."

He was silent for two seconds, and said, "Why do you ask that, madam?"

"She didn't feel at ease when she left, and I won't hide it from you. She was still tormented by the pain when she was in pain. Perhaps the most terrifying thing to her was never death, but you." She said bluntly Staring at his pupils, stood where he was.

He was obviously stunned for a moment: "Why did you say that? Why am I scared?"

As soon as this question was asked, looking at his tall and straight figure, A Sheng suddenly saw Shuangshuang's face in front of her eyes, and the words she said echoed again in an instant, A Sheng wished to say them freely, and put her worries behind her .

At this moment, I only remember Shuangshuang's tears, her skinny hands, and the corners of her lips that were clearly unwilling to let go but forced to smile, overlapping together, shaking my heart.

Love him more than yourself.

Ah Sheng couldn't help but wanted to cry again, tears poured from his nose into his eyes uncontrollably, with this force he forcibly suppressed all the words he wanted to confide, and changed his answer sourly: "You know it very well in your heart You are the smartest, how can you not understand that you are the only sunshine in Liu Shuang's life, even if she allows herself to be burned to ashes, she will be close to you, and she will not regret it at all."

She pretended to be confused, but in fact she always knew what the soul continuation Gu was.When she was young, in Xun Yu's study, she found a magic book hidden in the corner, and read it carefully out of curiosity. Every word on it was deeply imprinted in her mind.

——Shuangshuang secretly cast a Gu, just to prolong Guo Jia's life, let him prolong his life, realize his ideals, and pursue his pursuit.

The price, however, was to sacrifice the rest of her own life.

She had planned it long ago. Before she decided to accompany him, she had already made all the preparations.

That's why he said those seemingly inexplicable words, said his final farewell to his brother, and was reluctant to part with the good things he got.

Now that I think about it, everything is not a prophecy, it is all due to her own selfless efforts.