[Three Kingdoms] I am the queen of the Great Wei Dynasty

The day of Yuan Cao's decisive battle finally arrived.

A Sheng has been having different nightmares over and over again throughout the night, waking up from these deep pools time and time again, unknowingly dripping with sweat.

Still in shock and wiping sweat, she heard the creak of the courtyard door being pushed open.Glancing out the window, Cao Cao was standing in the frost-covered courtyard, seemingly waiting quietly.

"Ah Man." She called out, and walked out while putting on her clothes.

When he saw her, he bent his lips and smiled: "I came to say goodbye to you."

He said the coldest words.

She didn't know what it was like, she nodded numbly, and forced the corners of her mouth to return a smile: "I guessed that you came to say goodbye."

"Wait for me." She suddenly yelled, turned around and ran back to her own room, and ran in front of him again within a few seconds, her arms bulging as if something had been stuffed.

"This is the cloak I gave you last time when I said I would embroider it. After procrastinating for several years, it is finally sewn." Ah Sheng panted, took the package stuffed in his arms, and carefully Shaking it back and forth, the embroidered snake and vermilion bird entangled and fought in the center of the skirt, weaving and drawing a pattern of grace and majesty.

He smiled in surprise, "Madam really keeps her word."

While wanting to take the cloak from her, she obediently stopped after being stopped by A Sheng's eyes. She went around and stood on tiptoe, tied it for him with her own hands, and finally tied the ribbon tightly. .

"All right."

"Thank you," he said.

"Going to a battle here will be a danger I have never experienced before. In the end, Yuan Shao and I will be defeated and even die. For the sake of the world, we must finally make a decision."

He spoke word by word, in a deep voice.Even the ending could not help but be infected with an extremely weak tremor.

Although no one else could hear his hidden uneasiness, Ah Sheng still keenly noticed it.

Taking a deep breath, she slowly raised her eyes to look straight at his long, narrow eyes, which were bright and dazzling, like dazzling stars in the sky.

From the first time she saw him to now, she remembered his eyes the most.

Confident, sharp and radiant.

Only now, she saw the faint worry, even fear, beating in his eyes.

He will be afraid too.

She couldn't help but glance at the snowy color in Cao Cao's hair, he was no longer young, all the years were slowly aging without knowing it, and then concealed the vigor and determination of his youth.

Stretching out her hand, she gently brushed back his messy hair that escaped in a hurry: "As I said, no matter what decision you make, I will always be behind you."

He grabbed A Sheng's hand, stared into her eyes with burning eyes, and said in a low voice: "I will do my best, and I won't let you down."

"If something unexpected happens to me," he paused, looking at her hesitantly, "I have already appointed a group of the most trusted confidantes, and when the news of defeat comes, they will immediately send you out of Xudu... "

"What is Sikong talking about?" A Sheng actually got a little angry, and before he finished speaking, he withdrew his hand from his palm and tucked it into his tight sleeve, "Bian Sheng didn't want to hear from Sikong. In this case."

His eyes were complicated and hard to distinguish, and then he curled up his mouth and smiled bitterly: "I just don't want to lose you. Even if I want to see you, I still want to be with you in Jiuquan when your hair is full of frost and your old age dies." See you later, not now. The world is so big, I only love you, the lonely Mrs. Bian."

There was a little sweat in the palm of the retracted sleeve, and she unconsciously squeezed her fingertips until a clear and palpable tingling pain emerged from the top of the skin.

She lowered her head and couldn't help murmuring: "I know, Sikong loves Bian Sheng, and I also love Ah Man."

The end of the eyes suddenly warmed up, like a superficial touch, like the countless farewells and reunions in the past.

After the kiss, he straightened up again, and the bright white sun above his head dyed his hair, cloak and armor without hesitation, making him look like a king who broke the earth and sealed the border.

Or maybe he has never been satisfied with the so-called rivalry, what he has always wanted is to rule the world.

A Sheng seemed to be able to smell the bloody smell emanating from his body, mixed with the smell of gunpowder smoke from the flames of war, but even mixed with the incense used by literati in the Boshan furnace in the study.

"The man I love, he doesn't just love me, he loves the world and the country." She thought softly in her heart, "So he must leave, and Wanmin must have a new destination."

"But he's betting his life. His own life."

Thinking about it, she couldn't help but look at him a few more times, wanting to engrave his face in her mind like a knife.

"So I hope you live a good life, promise me." He said.

A Sheng didn't nod or shake his head, he just stared blankly into his eyes, his nose was stuffed with a soreness that couldn't be wiped off like heavy snow, he heard him continue to say: "The flying snake rides the fog and eventually turns into dust, I'm going to die eventually, it's just a matter of whether it's sooner or later."

"You don't need to comfort yourself with arguments against your will. How can I not understand you? You still have so many things you want to do, and you still have such a big country that you want to embrace, let alone you With me. You're not going to die, I understand."

She tried to squeeze words out of her limited mind to refute him, not to mention comfort herself, even almost incoherent.

He raised his eyebrows and laughed: "Since you know what I'm thinking, you don't have to be afraid, and I don't want to die. Besides, life and death are determined by fate, and I, Cao Mengde, have the final say."

"But..." She opened her mouth to answer him, when suddenly a blue shirt floated into her sight, a smoky gray cloak covered the young man's thin body, she leaned leisurely outside the door, and said with a soft smile: "Ms. Bian, my lord should go, and Jia also came to say goodbye to you."

The young man was like a ghost, coming and going without a trace, and his faint smile became pale as paper, like a ghost floating like smoke in the night.

But he really belonged to human beings, standing with folded arms, like an idle fairy who boiled sake with peach leaves in Yingzhou, a world that does not belong to the mortal world.

"I'm leaving." Cao Cao turned around.

He was leaving, and there was only half a foot away, and his back was about to disappear completely, gradually turning into a blurry black shadow under the intertwined branches and leaves of the crabapple, peeling off and shattering inch by inch in his heart.

It will definitely not be the last side.

She kept saying, or rather praying, in her mind.But the fear still floods the sky and cover the sky like a tidal wave sweeping across the water's shore. Overcoming the remaining fluke and unnecessary self-comfort, it beats tremors and panic drums in the nerves of the whole body, quickly shattering the fantasy.

"Ah Man." She finally couldn't restrain herself, and suddenly called out to him.

As if he had been waiting for her cry, he turned around to meet her eyes the moment he finished speaking, and saw A Sheng lift up his skirt and run in front of him, then stood on tiptoe and hugged him.

People say that a warm hug can express the truth of the mood better than a kiss. Ah Sheng was not sure before, but now he believes it is true after experiencing it himself.

She really wanted to keep holding him like this until he missed the moment when he had to leave, and she would simply miss the opportunity to stay here, maybe she wouldn't leave.

But it is obvious that such an idea is naive and ridiculous, it only stays in her mind for a second and then disappears. She is glad that he is Cao Mengde, but right now she regrets why he is Cao Mengde the most.

A Sheng thought, if he wasn't Cao Cao, he might still be able to satisfy her selfishness and wishes.However, he is what he is.

Hiding in his arms, Ah Sheng felt like a sheltered bird at the moment. The world was full of war and chaos, but he was still living in peace, hoping that the warmth in front of him could keep him for a lifetime.

Cao Cao didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and hugged her quietly, as if waiting for her to speak first.

If allowed, she wanted to be silent forever as never before.

But caught off guard, the resounding golden drum and dysprosium sound instantly broke through the clear sky of Xudu, resounded through everyone's eardrums in the blink of an eye, and awakened all the people who were still sleepy.

Immediately, the vigorous formation of soldiers and the clash of battle armor rang out. Not far from Dianjiangtai, there was a mobilization signal from the young general to boost morale, igniting a hot and impatient atmosphere in the air.

It's time for the army to move out.

She must say goodbye.

"Come back alive. And," she gasped as she tried to swallow her tears back, "I'll always believe in you."

She remembered that many years ago, the night before he was going to assassinate Dong Zhuo, it was also such late autumn, the grass and trees shook and turned into hoarfrost, dyeing the ground the color of gorgeous hair.

At that time, he was so young that he was just 20 years old, wearing dazzling and gorgeous red clothes, arrogant and indulgent, flying eagles and chasing horses, leaving arrogant and self-confident laughter on the streets of Luoyang.

On the one hand, I hated his frivolity that he often jokes at will, but on the other hand, I couldn't help but vaguely want to see him more, especially when he came to say goodbye to her before leaving, she seemed to be out of her mind, thinking about him all day Restless, his heart and eyes were full of him saying, "Miss A Sheng, if I don't come back, will you forget me in the future?"

No, never.She has already given the answer.

Even now, the voice still turned into trembling uncontrollably, rolling down the face mixed with tears.

The tears were really hot, burning her icy cheeks hot. She held back her sobs and only cried in restraint.Still, he noticed it.

He leaned down slightly to look at her face pityingly, raised his hand to gently wipe away the sticky teardrops with his hot fingertips, and said in a low voice, "Don't cry."

"Let's go." She gently pushed his arm, then lowered her head and stopped looking at him.

"Take care." All the things I wanted to say were reduced to two words, carrying too many things.

The sound of footsteps in my ears and the rubbing of my sleeves slowly faded away, and seemed to have disappeared.

At this moment, Ah Sheng finally mustered up the courage to raise his head, and saw the misty stars left in the sky, the beating uneasy dawn, and the blood flowing from the heads and corpses.