[Three Kingdoms] I am the queen of the Great Wei Dynasty

Even though Cao Cao was calling her behind her, Ah Sheng continued to walk forward without saying a word, and several maids hurriedly followed behind her, bowing and taking small steps.

They helped the drowsy Zhao Ji up from her seat, passed through the gate, walked through corridors, and stepped into a row of wing rooms.

A Sheng specially picked a good room for Zhaoji, the aroma of white peach in the copper stove was light and peaceful, and the mint in the room added a bit of refreshment.

The maid brought the copper basin, and Ah Sheng dipped a white towel into the water in the basin, and folded it up again.Without asking the maid to help, he leaned down and wiped Zhaoji's face with his own hands.

Taking a close look at this face under the lamp, Ah Sheng always felt that he had seen this face before, but he couldn't tell where this wonderful sense of familiarity came from.

Probably due to years of exile, her originally beautiful face was covered with a layer of wind and frost that was difficult to remove, and the wrinkles were finer than those of her peers, so she inevitably looked a little tired and vicissitudes, covering her appearance.

"Senior brother...Senior brother." While busy drying the wet towel, Ah Sheng suddenly heard the woman on the couch murmuring.

She seemed to be unconscious after being drunk, she kept closing her eyes and murmured vaguely, and suddenly raised her hand to grab A Sheng's wrist, holding it so tightly that she couldn't help being stunned for a moment, and she couldn't break free even after she realized it.

She could only stand there like this, let the drowsy woman grab her, and reminded patiently in a low voice: "Ms. Zhaoji?"

"Senior brother...Senior brother..." The man on the couch was still talking to himself, and the smell of alcohol rushed to his face.

"Yan'er is back home... Yan'er is finally home."

"Yes, I'm home, I'm home." A Sheng didn't know why, so he could only helplessly comfort her, while stroking Zhao Ji's chest to calm her shortness of breath.

Suddenly, she finally let go of her hand, half-propped herself up, leaned on the edge of the couch and began to vomit on the ground, throwing up all the food she ate at the wedding banquet on the ground.

The maid suddenly panicked, and quickly squatted down to clean up the dirt on the ground. Seeing that Zhaoji's clothes were also dirty, Ah Sheng told the maid, "Go and get some clean clothes for her to change into."

The maid agreed, and after a while came in with a plate of dark pajamas, and lightly took off the outer dress for Zhao Ji, just when she was about to hang it aside, something suddenly fell out.

She bent down to pick it up, glanced at it inadvertently, suddenly seemed to find something, and immediately cried out in surprise.

"This... isn't this?"

"what happened?"

She raised her head to look at A Sheng for a few times, then lowered her head to look at the things in her hands, and then she showed a dazed look: "This servant made a mistake, just now I saw that the little portrait of Mrs. Zhaoji looks very similar to you at first glance. Now that I looked carefully, I realized that they were two different people, and the slave said, how can there be two people who look exactly alike in this world."

Hearing what she said, Ah Sheng couldn't help being curious, and took the wooden dowry made of nanmu from her hand.

Because it fell to the ground, the wooden dowry just fell apart, and a small portrait hidden inside fell out.

With just a glance, a gust of icy cold suddenly rushed from the soles of the feet to the top of the head, and then fell straight down.

——She suddenly knew why she felt very familiar the first time she saw Zhao Ji.

On this small portrait, Zhao Ji was painted in her youth.

Willow leaf-like eyebrows, almond eyes narrowed into crescent moons, a small nose, and a lavender embroidered skirt, which is as smart and elegant as a haze of smoke, yet luxurious and elegant.

It was clearly a face that couldn't be more similar to himself.That facial features are almost twins with himself.

It was almost his own face, so how could he not feel familiar?

At this moment, I seemed to have noticed something in my subconscious, a sudden premonition quietly surged in my heart, like a wave accumulating, sparks were born secretly, and gradually spread out uncontrollably.

"Senior Brother." In the terrible silence, Ah Sheng's arm was suddenly grabbed by Zhao Ji again, and she was still raving after she was drunk, "Yan'er has been waiting for you, why...why didn't you come to bring me?" I'm leaving...it's too late, too late, the person Yan'er loves was lost in Luoyang..."

With a sudden intuition, Ah Sheng suddenly realized who the senior brother she was talking about was.

There were mixed feelings in my heart, and I didn't know what it was like for a moment, and unspeakable emotions rushed out all at once.

She calmly listened to Zhao Ji's voice without interrupting, but her hands and feet gradually became cold.

"The senior brother Yan'er loves is the arrogant and majestic Mr. Cao, not the prime minister who covers the sky with one hand and is full of power... Yan'er has been thinking about it for a long time but still can't figure it out... Yan'er nine I met senior brother at the age of [-], and you were obviously not like this at the time."

The voice was deep and deep, but every word was like an arrow, piercing A Sheng's heart with a series of notches, which kept aching with the blood flow.

She understood everything.

"" In my heart, it's all about you.

The relationship between me and you is not only respect and love, but also a heart-to-heart acquaintance. "

These are deceitful lies, she has long understood.

The words are still in my ears, but thinking about it now is full of irony.

Ah Sheng suddenly felt pitiful and pitiful. She was dissatisfied with Huan Pei at first, but now she realized that she was the same as Huan Pei, but they all had the same face as he remembered.

She felt sad and funny at the same time, and made an extremely dumbfounding expression for a moment, and the tears fell without feeling salty.

"... madam?" Seeing her strange appearance, the maid exclaimed, "Madame?"

But after calling several times, she still didn't respond, she seemed to be stupefied, and just stared blankly at the wooden donkey.

The maid panicked and hurriedly grabbed her sleeve: "Madam, what's the matter?"

Feeling the shaking of her body, she finally came back to her senses, her pupils moved, and her throat was a little hoarse: "I think I really regret it."

The maid was puzzled: "What do Madam regret?"

"I regret my original self."

What she said was inexplicable, and the maid was even more confused, and she couldn't figure out what she was talking about even though she tried her best.

"Forgive me for being stupid, I really don't understand."

"I also hope that I never understand in my life."

After leaving a word, her back disappeared into the night outside the door, leaving only the rest of the people staring but not daring to chase after her.

It was getting deeper and the dew was heavy, the night rain was over, and the guests were all scattered, the cups and cups were hanging around the table, and the laughter coming from the wind could still be faintly heard.

Ah Sheng hadn't been alone for a long time, walking on the bank of the flowing river, dusty and frosty.

Walking and walking, looking up at the foggy sky, the night that I have seen countless times seems to be darker tonight, and even the moon in the past has faded a lot.

She considers herself to be an emotionally agitated person, so she often does things that go against common sense because of her hotheadedness, and she doesn't regret it afterwards.

But she pays too much attention to feelings, so she becomes more and more contradictory, and becomes both self-respecting and humble. Outsiders see her as strong and not easy to be broken, but in fact she is more sensitive than anyone else in her heart.

It is easy to forgive, but in the end it is still afraid of losing.

But she thought that everything was wrong.

The cherished things have been fragile and fragile from the beginning, and they fell to pieces with a slight push.

She thought of those strange and terrifying dreams she had in the past. In that world completely different from here, she often stood alone in front of tall buildings, and everything she passed in front of her was novel and strange.

She saw herself covered with snow-white quilts, lying on an equally white bed, surrounded by white and deserted walls, her complexion was pale, and her breathing was weak, but she couldn't remember why she got hurt.

Once trying to recall, there will be a severe throbbing pain in the temple, causing the nerves to tremble, as if the whole body has fallen into a huge vortex, stuck in an unknown place.

While wandering by the river, she thought, if she could just return to that world, it would be a good ending.

During the banquet, she watched as Zhen Mi, who was in fine attire, followed Zihuan, walked up step by step to the sound of the flute and flute, and together they washed their hands in the golden basin with water, forming an oath.

At that time, she realized instantly that she was really old.She even had hallucinations. In a trance, her father and mother whose faces had long been blurred, Guo Jia who was still talking and laughing happily in a green shirt, and Shuangshuang who was smiling at Yi'er and her husband, all toasted joyfully in the seat, the smile in their eyes The meaning is like clouds and light all over the sky.

When I woke up, I realized that all my old friends had already been lost. Looking back now, I was shocked to realize that half my life had been lost.I have cried, I have laughed, I have laughed, those past pains, forgotten or remembered, still belong to her in the end.

But sometimes she can't help guessing whether the dream is reality or the reality is a dream, maybe everything may be reversed.

There were footsteps that were neither light nor heavy, and gradually sounded from the distance behind, accompanied by the reflections on the water surface entangled with each other, splashing ripples with the wind.

"Why are you here?"

After a moment of silence, Cao Cao's muffled voice was especially clear in the dead silence.

She didn't want to talk to him anymore, but she still couldn't help but replied coldly: "Why can't I be here."

She didn't want to turn around, and just stood there with her back to him.

In the night, her figure melted into the darkness, lonely but stubborn, just like before.

"Aren't you happy?" Cao Cao asked with a half-smile, "Gu married his daughter to Xun Wenruo's son, what's your dissatisfaction?"

She didn't make a sound, just lifted her feet and continued to walk forward, but he suddenly laughed behind him, and the voice broke into her ears through the wind: "Gudang really thought you would be happy, I haven't been able to marry Xun Yu in this life , It’s too late for you to regret, and now you can only let your daughter marry his son to get some pitiful comfort, it’s really lamentable and ridiculous! Bian Sheng, Bian Sheng, I don’t know if you can guess now, I will meet the young master Xun whom you once respected and loved in such an unexpected capacity, and thinking of you at that time makes me feel even more funny."

When he finished speaking, the surroundings suddenly froze.

After a while, Ah Sheng turned his head slowly and saw the mocking smile on his face, the corners of his lips curled up full of sarcasm, he couldn't help restraining the anger and disappointment rising in his heart, and his voice was surprisingly calm: "Your Excellency is bothering you, but It is true that Bian Sheng has always regretted it, but it has nothing to do with Ling Jun. Looking back on my past life now, it seems that I have made mistakes since I met you, and you are not the only one who thinks so, Prime Minister."

She purposely bit those four words clearly and smiled provocatively.At this time, Ah Sheng smelled the alcohol on his body and realized that he seemed to be drunk.

So without waiting for a reply, she stared at his deep and bottomless eyes, sneered and continued: "The prime minister tells the truth after drinking, Bian Sheng knows that you are always suspicious, since you have never believed me, then your trust lies I don't think it's worth mentioning for a long time, and I don't need it anymore. The sincerity of knowing and loving each other that the Prime Minister promised to me, it's better to leave it to others, lest it will be your turn to regret it in the end."

After she finished speaking with a blank face, she deliberately turned her face away from seeing his reaction.It took a long time to hear him say: "Then tell Gu the truth, is what you said before true and sincere, or is it a lie to Gu?"

"What the prime minister thinks is what it is, anyway, it's not important anymore."

"Okay." He said a word very neatly.

It fits his style very well.

Ah Sheng laughed at herself in her heart, but this time she turned her head and left first, and the person behind her didn't stop her as usual.

The wound on her hand was still hurting, she thought to herself, she must quickly find a doctor to remove the festering carrion, so as not to let it continue to deteriorate.