【Bottle evil】exist

How the hell was this discovered? I thought to myself, I was actually discovered.I was so scared that I couldn't breathe.

This kind of name-calling is like hiding in class and eating snacks and being called by the strict homeroom teacher. My heart throbbed suddenly. It was like a bolt from the blue. The guy who was said to be driven away by my blood could not be that ghost.

To drive away the wool, it was obviously crawled away by others.

Poker bottle made a hissing gesture to me, signaling me not to move, then exchanged glances with the fat man, and whispered to me, "It seems that they don't know where we are hiding, but what is certain is to find It's not difficult for us, and the platform is only that big, so it seems that it's better for Wu Xie to show up and negotiate with them first, and they won't doubt me if Fatty and I are in the dark."

This is a good idea, but I thought to myself that this is still me being the bait, but with the fat man and the oily bottle behind me, I can go with peace of mind.Just in case, Poyoupin stuffed a dagger into my hand and I hid it in my trouser pocket. "Be careful. If the situation is wrong, remember to call me. Remember that we are behind you."

I straightened my clothes, got up and walked towards them, thinking of Poker-Face's encouragement, I felt extremely relieved.

"Hmph, you can do it, you can find this place. It's not easy to climb up. Where's your helper?" Seeing me, the person surnamed Xu wanted to call me out.

"Boss Xu was joking, where did I get the helper, the team you handed over to me lost all my energy, is it my fault?" I bite the bullet and talk nonsense.

"Wu Xie, it's my fault that I didn't make my words clear. You also know that I owed a lot of debts outside, so I had to pick up this business again, but I'm really sorry for taking you off the water." While winking, I was afraid that I would not see that he wanted to imply that I forgive him. I always only half-believe what he said, half-truth, half-truth, and nothing more than that. I also said that I can save him, but this kid is very wild. Nothing can satisfy his appetite. This is not the first time he has been tricked by him, but he is still loyal enough in times of crisis. He has saved me several times. It is so difficult that he has nothing to do. "You keep these words back Explain to me, I just want to know what you want to do in this line of business, and you are traveling separately, obviously there is something wrong with you."

"Oh, this..." He glanced at Xu, as if asking.

Boss Xu looked impatient, frowned and said, "It's okay to tell you, this book also needs your help."

"It was I who told them that you had eaten qilin jelly. This is not the point. In fact, qilin jelly is not a rare treasure, but your physique happened to accept qilin jelly, which means that your blood will continuously have this power." .”

"Power? Isn't it just to repel insects? Why are you wasting time on me if you don't buy a few bottles of insect repellent?" I was puzzled, "It seems that you don't know that blood relationship has been hidden in mystery since ancient times. Starting from the patriarchal system of Xixia, classes or families are divided on the basis of blood relationship, not to mention other things, even blood types are divided into several types and there are rare blood types. Do you know that the ancients worshiped blood deeply, which is why some institutions must It is because of this blood relationship that a certain descendant can untie it."

"But this is not my ancestor's tomb, it's none of my business." I didn't take it seriously, but I already knew [-]% of it in my heart, and [-]% of it needed me to let bloodlet go to untie something, just like the blood in Poker Bottle could Like opening the tomb door.But this blood is not just released, it is treated as a blood bank, and why is my blood used.

As if he knew what I was thinking, Guangtou Chu explained to me, "For the success of this plan, we have investigated Mr. Wu's blood type information. Mr. Wu can rest assured that these are collected unilaterally by the hospital and do not involve your privacy."

I didn't believe it, but seeing that the lies they made up weren't too fake, I had no choice but to remain silent and wait for their actions.

"Okay, let's go." King Kong said in a muffled voice. This young man was actually shy but loyal like a bodyguard.

"Where are you going?" I asked loudly on purpose to remind Pokerfing and the others to follow, "Do you still remember the stone room we visited last time?"

My heart suddenly skipped a beat, could it be that the nightmare is not over yet.

No, the headache was splitting, as if something spewed out of his head, it was that memory.

No, the old itch I knew was dead...

☆、A Dream in Qinling Mountains

Three years ago, Qinling underground

Old Itch and I entered the last cave before the cave collapsed. I found a corpse in the cave. I asked Old Itch to come and see him, but he was hiding at the back door of the rock with only half of his face exposed.

I was looking at the ID card of the corpse, when Old Itch suddenly asked me a question, which startled me, and I answered him vaguely, and continued to look at the things in my hand.

Judging from this brief diary, this person came here three years ago, and it was also three years ago that Old Itchy and the others entered here for the first time. Could this person be with Old Itchy?I thought about it, and felt wrong. Although what he wrote in his diary and what Lao You said were somewhat consistent, most of them were still different. They should be two groups of people.

I just don't know why, but I always feel that the name "Xie Ziyang" is very familiar. The surname Xie is relatively rare, and there should be very few people with the same name. Where have I heard it?

I continued to look through his things, but found nothing. I put his diary away so that I can take a closer look later.

Seeing that I was squatting there silently, Old Itch thought something was wrong with me, so he called me again. When I looked back, half of his face was squeezed into the crack, and his eyes went straight to my hand, but the stone and There is a blind spot in my position, he can't see me, but I can see him, I just think he looks weird, as if I want to get in.

I cursed secretly, thinking that you didn't come in when you died just now, don't you regret it now?Say to him: "Don't make noise, I found something interesting and I'm watching it."

The old itchy frowned, and hurriedly asked, "What did you find?"

I told him about the process of discovering the body just now, sighed and said to him: "This guy may be our fate. If we can't find a way, we may die faster than him, but I think this guy's The name sounds familiar, do you remember if there were any classmates with this name when we were young?"

As I said that, I retreated to the edge of the boulder, trying to pass the ID card through the gap to show him.But when I looked up, I suddenly saw that the old itchy face had no blood at all, it was pale, and it was staring straight at my face.

A strange feeling suddenly appeared in my heart, and I thought what's wrong?Why did he suddenly have such an expression? Could it be that we really had a classmate named Xie Ziyang when we were young?

I closed my eyes and thought about it again, but I really couldn’t remember it anymore. Now that people are so weak, I don’t know some of my classmates in college anymore, and I don’t even have memories of my childhood.I looked at the old itchy and didn't speak, then looked down at the ID number in my hand, and said, "I really can't remember, but this person is not as old as us—"

As soon as I said this, a flash of lightning suddenly flashed across my brain, and I froze there all of a sudden.

Xie Ziyang, Xie Ziyang, Xie Ziyang, Xie Ziyang!

But ah, this name doesn't seem to be an unfamiliar name - this is Lao Tch's real name!

My scalp suddenly exploded, and I almost shivered. I hurriedly looked at the birthday on the ID card carefully, and I couldn't help feeling dizzy when I saw it. My God, it's really an old itchy birthday, but this... this is impossible.Could this ID card be itchy?

Could it be that this corpse that has rotted into bones is an old itchy...

But this is wrong, if Lao You died here three years ago, then who is looking at me from outside the stone?

My neck was stiff, and I turned my head almost mechanically. Looking at the half of my face protruding from the gap in the stone, I suddenly felt an inexplicable fear.Under the flickering of the flashlight, the old itchy face looked ghostly, and it looked somewhat similar to the giant black snake seen outside.

I retreated involuntarily to the inside of the cave, not daring to get closer to the stone, but the old itchy remained motionless, still looking straight at me, and I didn't speak, like a statue carved in stone.

With his temper, when he sees me like this, he will definitely scold me like a grandson. Is it true that his current state is because his identity has been exposed and he doesn't know how to react?

At that time, I became more and more skeptical. Although this person outside had the same appearance and temper as Old Itch, he might not be Old Itch. I came here from Hangzhou, and the passage between them flashed in my mind like a movie. Lies, evasive words, what he said to me at the top of the bronze tree, are all vivid in my memory, and the doubts accumulated in it gradually became clear at this time.

I have always thought that it is impossible for the old itchy city to be so deep. First, he does not need to lie to me about my relationship with him. Second, when he tells those lies, he is always true to the extreme. If it is not for me If you are too cautious, you will not find it at all.However, looking at other aspects, this person is so similar to Old Itch, I can't find any flaws. Although I have every doubt in my heart, I still only think that his personality has changed, but I didn't think that he is not Old Itch at all.

At this time, "Old Itch" finally spoke, his face retracted to the back, and he said to me: "Old Wu, I didn't let you in just now, but you just didn't listen, you can only blame yourself for being too stubborn, you didn't I heard from others that knowing some things is not necessarily a good thing.”

My heart skipped a beat, and I thought there was something wrong, trying to keep my voice from trembling, I said, "You're not itchy... who the hell are you?"

Old Itchy laughed a few times, "Who am I? I am Old Itchy, Xie Ziyang, the Xie Ziyang who grew up with you and has been in prison for three years. If you don't believe me, you can check my criminal record! "

I sneered, "Nonsense, Old Itchy's dead body is right next to me. He's been dead for three years, and he never went out to jail. Who the hell are you?"

Half of "Old Itchy"'s face appeared silently in the gap between the rocks again, and he smiled, "That's right, he's been dead for three years, but I'm alive, what's the difference?"

Looking at his expression, he suddenly felt something, frowned and thought about it, suddenly opened his mouth wide, and stammered: "Fuck, you are not human! Are you... are he materialized—"

"Old Itch" snorted coldly and said, why don't you say that he was materialized by me?Who knows?I am exactly the same as him, who knows which comes first? "

I almost lost control, picked up a stone and threw it at him, his face flicked back, and he said: "Old Wu, in fact, I am exactly the same as him, you don't mind." I shouted: "Of course there is!" The difference, who knows what the hell is materialized with that kind of power!"

"Old Itchy" suddenly fell silent, his face became ugly, stared at me for a while, and suddenly said ferociously: "Fuck your shit, I'm Old Itchy, you and him are the same kind, so you can't blame me. "

He smiled ferociously, this is not the "old itch" I am familiar with...

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I suddenly remembered, those facts that can be forgotten subconsciously.

I took out the pistol hidden in my sleeve, and pointed the pistol in my hand at this familiar yet unfamiliar "person" in front of me.

Isn’t Old Itchy, already dead? I still remember that in his notes during his lifetime, death is a kind of despair. He didn’t want to die, which is why “Old Itchy” exists. However, this “Old Itchy” is a murderer. Killed his own body.

I actually believe that since it is the "self" materialized by Lao Xie himself, it should be the same as himself after all, so that he leaked all kinds of lies and I regard it as a memory problem. When he gradually forgets the memory of me as a child , Maybe we won't be in touch anymore, I also hinted that I would forget this person, but I was wrong, this guy in front of me is really itchy, just as cunning and suspicious as him, I have thought of many reasons but still refuse to accept the fact.

"Heh, these people around you are your materialized helpers again. What the hell have you done in my memory!?" I asked him forcefully. After thinking about it, I realized that it might be a trap from beginning to end. The gang guys are very familiar with the false and the real, and the only explanation is that this "old itch" tampered with my memory when we left the Qinling Mountains last time, which caused me to forget many important details. I still can't figure it out.

"Wu Xie, Wu Xie, I should praise you for being smart, I can't hide anything from you."'Old Itch' said with a sneer.

"That's because you have no conscience." I mocked.

"I didn't tamper with your memory. You really forgot my life and death as a young boy. You are really cruel."

He went on to say, "Remember when I was a child, I can't remember the things we did that made our neighbors go crazy. But I remember that you were more mischievous than me at that time, full of bad water should be described Yours, but your kid always said that I led you into trouble, and as a result, I have been doing nothing until now, thinking of this, I am really sorry for my mother."

I interrupted him coldly, "Don't talk about these things with me, you don't remember at all, don't use this trick to persuade me, you are not him, you shouldn't live for him."

"Yeah, maybe I shouldn't be alive." Lao You suddenly laughed, but the laughter was a bit lonely, which made me a little unbearable, but I knew clearly in my heart that this person didn't deserve my pity.

"Do you think I'm ridiculous?"

'Old Itch' laughed exaggeratedly. With his exaggerated laughter, Boss Xu next to me suddenly split into large and small pieces in front of my eyes, with flesh and blood, and then disappeared little by little, just like the special effect of Wumao in the movie , like broken glass, disappeared out of thin air, leaving no trace on the ground.

Before I could react, the three people around me disappeared quickly in this way, and the platform became even more empty, leaving me and Lao Tiao standing face to face.

It seemed that only Old Tickle's empty laughter remained in the air,

"Hahahahahaha, it's ridiculous. All of this is a drama I wrote and directed myself. I don't even need to find actors if I have the talent to direct."

A terrible play, I thought,

Just like Master Liang and others last time, I didn’t realize it, but the materialized person must understand his personality traits and appearance, and it’s different from splitting into several personalities, but on the basis of real existence. impression copy.

Old Itchy can actually destroy them directly, and already has the ability to control the materialized things. Sure enough, the materialized people should not be underestimated.

"Don't compare your bad taste to me, what do you really want?" I asked, I suddenly remembered the jade that Chen Xiaoan gave me before, and I threw it in my pocket, I took it out, It was found that it became an ordinary stone.How could this be? I just wanted to verify whether those people were also materialized by him.What is going on here, how to explain this, the question in front of me can only be asked directly, "Where is the team member? Is it also someone you imagined, you are so boring!" I asked loudly, "Hehe, yes Oh, I wanted them to follow you to keep you safe, but you still didn't cooperate, so I had to create two more acquaintances to guide you."

acquaintance?

I was shocked, and I had an ominous premonition in my heart. I grabbed the old itchy collar and asked, "What did you say! Say it again!"

No, it's impossible,

They, how could they be, fake.

"Your so-called companions, that fat man and the well-known dumb Zhang, do you think they have any reason to come to accompany you to rob the tomb. Don't be naive." Lao Tick's tone was cruel, breaking my fantasy.

I pretended to be calm, "Don't be kidding, now you are alone, tell me what you want to do in the old fashioned way. I won't fall for your tricks."

He must have lied to me, since he just said that there is nothing to worry about with them behind his back, Old Itch must be lying to me again.

"Then if what I said is true, I can make them disappear immediately." Old Itchy narrowed his eyes and said, no! ! !

You don't need proof,

I'm coming and speaking.

they,

They are also fake,

This scene appeared in my mind, watching the same fragments named Fatty and Poker Bottle disappearing from my eyes little by little, but I couldn't open my mouth to make a sound.

No, I looked back to where they were hiding and shouted to them, "Fatty, brother, come out!"

Boyouping said that if there is a situation, he can just call him.I am not without them, how can I doubt that they do not exist.

Tell Old Itch, you are not what he guessed!

My voice was extremely loud because of my excitement, and it echoed in this closed space. There was no reason why they couldn't hear it, but there was no movement behind me.

"Brother, fat man, you can come out now." Don't leave me alone.

"Brother." It is agreed that if the situation calls you, you will come out.

I could see his pity in the old itchy eyes, "Wu Xie, it's useless."

As a result, I was lying to myself, like pouring cold water on my head and being in an ice cellar, I realized that disappointment is a chilling thing.

I can't imagine, this journey,

In the end, from the beginning to the end, there are only two audiences, Lao Tick and I.

It turned out that I was so afraid of being alone.

I was afraid that if there was no support behind me, I would be unable to move forward. I couldn't believe that I was the only one in the end.

☆、Existence is reasonable

"Is this ability scary? I used to think that having this ability would be such a good thing, that I could have whatever I wanted, but I only now know that this is not a good thing. At least in my opinion. He paused, "I went to a foreign country last time, but I can't remember the name of that country. I have more wealth than the local richest man. I thought I could live a happy life, but I couldn't get what I wanted there, I couldn't remember what I was supposed to do, I had to write down what I had to do on a memo to check, I thought what I lost was far more important than what I created, so I went back to Arrived here."

I don't know what to say, Old Itchy is still Old Itchy, although I can't accept him, but I can't deny his existence.

The old itch in my memory, when I was a child, I would stutter when I was lying, and when I stuttered, I became anxious, and when I got anxious, I couldn’t speak anymore, but now I am no longer stuttering, but I am full of lies and pretending, and gradually drift away and become unfamiliar .

I touched the stone in my pocket, and felt something strange, but I couldn't tell what was wrong.I took it out and checked it while I was talking, and found that there were a few small words on it, which were vaguely recognizable, "existence is reasonable".

Existence is reasonable, from Hegel.

The original meaning is this, "whatever is rational is realistic; whatever is realistic is rational".

Why did a philosopher's sentence appear on this stone? What is it trying to tell me, reality?reason?exist?

Why didn't the existence of the stone be wiped out along with Chen Xiaoan and the others? It's not logical. I must have missed something. I know that the only people who gave me jade from Chen Xiaoan were Boyouping and Fatty. However, Old Tick told me that he also created them. character, so I would not have thought that this was the possibility that someone in his middle school had replaced the jade with an ordinary stone.However, the message left on the stone is that they reminded me that existence is reasonable, so what Lao Xie made up is a lie, no matter how supernatural he is, it is impossible for him to know everything about Fat Poker and the others.

I ignored the rationality of materialization before, and thought that what Lao Tchong said was true. In this case, there is no need for him to let Poker Bottle and the others climb the bronze tree, but use the vine tentacles he arranged to kill me. Bring it here and show up.

Thinking about it carefully, I calmed down and listened to the old itch continue to tell his story, "Actually, I am not sure whether I am a clone or an original body. I should have told you what I did, but I I can’t remember, just treat myself as myself, I can’t tell the difference at all. Even though I have the same fate, feelings and experiences, I still feel sad. I can’t be filial sooner when I’m sad, but on the one hand, I have to tell myself that my mother is very good. Alive. I can't stand this kind of life anymore, every day is a torment."

I understand his pain but can't do anything about it. This is probably the most helpless feeling.

"I tried to kill myself," he said, "and failed."

"It's a human's instinctive reaction. When faced with death, you will be afraid. I shot myself a bullet, and when I woke up, I found that my body was unharmed. I suddenly realized that it was not that I didn't want to be free, but that my existence was not affected by it." I'm in control."

"!?" I suddenly realized that this probably has something to do with me. The old itch made me create his mother in my mind, and helped him create a mother who would not die repeatedly because of his unstable mind. At that time, I had the ability to materialize , because of contact with the bronze tree, will there be any consequences at that time.

"Looks like you already know." Lao Xieyou said,

"Actually, if possible, I would like to stay with you for a while, although I only remember that you are the only person I am young and most sorry for."

I know that what he said is a lie that has been fabricated all the time, which is enough to shake me and question his friendship.

I said nothing and sighed silently.

The old itchy but calmly spit out a blockbuster.

"Kill me, deny my existence."

"!?"

I wanted to call him out for talking nonsense.

Me, how could I do it,

Seeing my excitement, Old Tick smiled softly again, "Wu Xie, I know you are not a cruel person, you can't do it, but if you don't, I can only kill you."

"you!"

I stared at him incredulously, "What did you say?"

"If I kill you, no one will remind me that I'm dead." Old Tick showed a strange smile that I was not familiar with.

"I'm going to live very well, very well."

"You're crazy."

"I'm crazy, Wu Xie, do you dare to take a gamble, which of the two of us can get out of here alive."

"Old itch! Xie Ziyang, what the hell are you going to do, you can go out well, what nonsense are you talking about, I don't want to play with you."

"You can't help it!" Old Itchy grinned, his face began to turn as pale as paper, glowing faintly white under the light of the fire folder.

It was still grinning for a second, and then it suddenly changed into a painful expression, moaning while clutching his head, the expression on the same face changed so quickly, it felt like there were two different personalities living in the same body.

I tried calling his name, "Old itch?"

"Quick! Now, Wu Xie! Either run away, or get rid of me quickly!"

"What the hell is going on?"

"You...you...you...you can't see it, hurry...go away!! I, I, I...don't have time...to explain...excuse me!" Why did the old itch suddenly stutter again, I suddenly realized, no, this That's the real itch.

I grabbed Old Itchy's arm, taking advantage of his opportunity.

But I underestimated my own strength, he threw me away vigorously, and suddenly stepped back, "Don't come close to me!" Lao Xie stood on the edge of the platform, with the [-]-meter cliff behind him, and falling from the top of the bronze tree would definitely smash his body to pieces.

"Don't do stupid things, old itch. I'll take what you just said as fart. Calm down, I'll take you back."

go back?I can't go back anywhere, Wu Xie, why are you still so naive.

The only thing I can do is suppress it.

"Old itch!!"

"Sorry…"

In fact, I have a lot to say, but I can't say more, probably God punished me for telling too many lies in my life.

I can't change what I owe you. It's a pity.

Lao You's not thin figure is like a fallen leaf in the cold wind, maybe not so light, but it has the same fate.

The fate of the dust settled.

For a long time, a small stone falling into a deep pool cannot hear the echo of the stone sinking to the bottom of the water, and even the ripples that arise cannot be seen.

There was a buzzing sound in my head, and there was no one in front of me.

The world was silent.

If there is a death-like silence in the big tomb, perhaps it should be said that it is a dead thing, unable to make a sound.

The sadness is choked in my throat like a choke, I can't cry, the corners of my eyes are too dry.

I pulled out a smile, could the old itch be materialized in my subconscious?Haha, maybe it really is.

It turned out that I was the person behind the self-written and directed film.

It turned out to be really ridiculous.

——————A piece of memory killing, quoted and adapted from [Tomb Raiders Notes, What Are They Doing Collection]———————————

a year ago

In the cemetery, it took a long time to find the tombstone with a yellowed post-it note in his hand. Some weeds grew and he carefully pulled them out. He was silent for a while in the cold wind, and put the tombstone in front of the tombstone. Flowers, turned and left.

While walking, the phone rang, and he picked it up, and there was a woman's voice.

"I, I, I see, Mom, I'll be, just, be back in a while." He said as he walked.

He has long been able to speak fluently, and he still remembers that his mother's son stutters, and that's not him.

It turned out that I couldn't admit it at all...

At Hangzhou Xiaoshan Airport, Old Itching walked out through the taxi waiting area with a backpack on one shoulder, lighting a cigarette while walking.There were many fans who came to pick up the plane and shouted the name of a person. This person was not well-known when he left China. He adjusted his glasses, looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar blue sky, and walked into the crowd with his head down. among. ——

Is there no room left?

It turns out that living will also be desperate...

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Old Itchy looked at the ground far away, the roar of the plane engine made him drowsy, the huge scam in the early years made him feel guilty, now, it is just a memory on a piece of paper, remember the piece of paper , and can't remember the words on the piece of paper, he has long realized the beauty of forgetting.

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As I write here, I feel that Old Itchy may be really, really pitiful. He can’t escape the play of fate. Therefore, he was portrayed as a boss in the original draft, but now it’s changed. It shouldn't be so vicious, just like the article said that an old itch is an old itch after all, ahem, I'm not good at fighting, well, that's the point.

Death is such a thing, it is hard to violate the destiny, and the wishful thinking of the resurrected mother is nothing but self-deception. Unfortunately, only the protagonist can have the obsessive amnesty, and sometimes the protagonist's aura is not opened at will.

When he is no longer him, he has been abandoned by the world.

Inexplicably sad...

Well, next, the author will try not to be lazy, give an account of this effort (tape ^O^), reserve energy and prepare to write original articles, hope to support QAQ

☆, existence

When I was a child, I liked a game - hide and seek

Maybe it wasn't hide-and-seek in the usual sense.

In fact, there is nothing special about it, it just depends on my mood, if the person I hide is someone I like, then I will hide with him when I find out.

If it's someone I hate then I'll call out my mates.

However, most of the time, no one notices who I like and who I don't like, so everyone panics.

The estrangement caused by distrust is not resolved by age, but deepened.

If it was me who was hiding, my playing companions gave up looking for me and went home to eat, and I was forgotten and hid in the corner, and no one could find me.

Stubbornly waiting...

I clenched my hands into fists, clenched tightly regardless of the slightly sharp nails.

"Wu Xie, you have to believe that everyone has a reason for his existence, and there is no reason to believe in fate." In my memory, my grandfather said, "Then why are there so many earth masters digging other people's graves?"

"Birds die for food, and people die for wealth. If you have desires, you are one step away from death. But if you don't have any thoughts in life, your life is in vain. Soil masters deal with dirt and they will eventually turn into dirt. Why believe in God and destiny .”

I have always thought that old people should believe in gods and ghosts, let alone a native like my grandfather, but I didn't understand it when I was young, but now I understand a little bit, this person's mind is really twisted and turned, as for whether to believe it or not Ghosts and gods, it all depends on what he has done.

Old Itch doesn't understand that one shouldn't have too many thoughts in life, too much thought would be a hindrance to oneself, and there are no shortcuts to take in career, taking reckless risks may mean death without a whole body.

The most profound parting I have ever experienced is the death of Pan Zi, the silent departure of my third uncle, and the immature faces of those who have experienced all these things for the first time. Those people are some so-called cannon fodder for their actions.But I think these are still cruel.

The third uncle said that the indifference in Poker-Face's eyes was due to too many accidents.

And I was obviously different from him, and I still couldn't let it go.

Maybe, just like Xiao Hua said, I was too well protected.

I smiled bitterly, my lips were chapped and bleeding, I licked the blood and felt the taste was unspeakably sour.

My heart is stuffy, as if there is a vacancy, but that vacancy is gradually expanding, it is unspeakable loneliness, when the loneliness is enlarged, it completely becomes fear.

Boundless fear hit like a sea wave.

——Can you imagine the existence of people without past and future?

— As you can imagine, there are people like me.

— If it will disappear from the world, no one will find it;

——It was as if I had never existed in this world.

—Sometimes I look in the mirror and wonder if I really exist,—or,

——just a phantom of a person.

At this moment, my mind was filled with the words of that person, obviously so desperate, but I felt extremely comforted, look at the oil bottle, at least I found that you disappeared.

If I die here, as a skeleton... no one will find out.My parents would think that their son was just on vacation. Maybe after a long time, they would call the police and use all their manpower and material resources to search for me, but they would not know that their son had already slept deep underground.My buddy will take it for granted that his boss has gone missing again, and maybe one day he will return with a weapon.

However, I don't want to die. After I die, no one will remember that person. What a sad thing this is.

You can't die where there are no people, and you can't give up the idea of ​​life, because you are just an ordinary person, a person with flesh and blood, joy, anger, sorrow and joy.Desperation cannot make you let go of the hope you carry, you cannot disappoint the person who cares about you, and you must remember that you also need to help that person remember himself.

Tears could not stop falling for a while, not sad but unwilling.

A horribly laughing lunatic yelled on the edge of the deserted cliff ~ "Poker bottle who killed a thousand swords said to wait for me!"

"You don't want to leave, Poker Bottle!"

"Poker bottle, tell me you are not my phantom!"

That's right, people like Poker Ping exist, so why don't I trust my own feelings?

Existence is truth,

This sentence couldn't be better...

Poker bottle, you are the truth!

You can choose to search for your past or just forget it like this, but I want to participate in your future, even if you will still forget it... I am no match for forgetting, but I can give you a ride.

"Stuffy oil bottle, don't leave!"

I can't believe I yelled this, what's all this, I don't think that way, I just care, care about that person.

From that person, "Wu Xie, I'm on your side."

The only thing left to me by that person is his back, which is as powerful as a god.Even if it is worship, how could I have such an idea.