why don't you laugh

"I, I..." The man on the opposite side faltered.

Seeing that the situation was not good, Chen Bing stopped Xiao Zhi and asked, "What's wrong?"

Xiao Zhi snorted, turned his head, and glanced at him with downcast eyes: "This is the man who sent you to the hospital."

"..."

Chen Bing recognized him.

After being hospitalized, Chen Bing didn't see outsiders very much. He didn't have time to see the culprit when he was hit, but now he found out that it was the person in front of him.

The other party is only in his thirties, and he is in the prime of his life.He looked ashamed, and said awkwardly to Chen Bing: "Student, I'm really sorry, I really didn't notice it at the time. My mother—" He slapped himself loudly, "I usually drive really recklessly. So many times that I don’t have a long memory, this time I really remembered my lesson. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I hope you forgive me!”

He spoke incoherently, his voice was trembling, and his thin face was even paler.When Chen Bing saw him hitting him, he couldn't hold back: "Don't—"

The other party was obviously overwhelmed by the pressure during this period, and his eyes were red: "Student, if you need anything, just speak up, and I will definitely make up for my mistakes!"

"..."

Chen Bing couldn't bear it, but thinking of eating bran and swallowing vegetables during this period, thanks to him, he didn't know what to say for a while.

Moreover, Chen Bing somehow felt that he looked familiar.

Eyebrows, eyes, especially the protruding cheekbones, the thin appearance is more and more vivid in memory.

"If you really regret it, remember the traffic safety rules in the future, and don't harm others or yourself." Xiao Zhi raised his finger and pointed to the woman and little girl next to him, "Look at your family and think about it for yourself."

"Yes, yes, yes." The man hastily agreed.

The woman chimed in from the side: "Yes, I have been scolding him all this time. You don't know my classmate, we have had a hard time, he is here to buy goods, the child has just started kindergarten, and I usually work in the supermarket to earn money, who Knowing that there was a sudden car accident, we didn't have much savings, now..."

The same crying voice.

The memory went back to the evening of that year.

In the Public Security Bureau, the police retrieved a blood-stained photo from the computer, motioned Chen Bing to sit down, and said: "The body of the deceased was shattered and his face was disfigured after the car accident. We found a photo of him and checked it through surveillance. Finally, it was confirmed that it was you. So I asked you to cooperate with the police investigation."

The policeman said: "It's a pity, such a young man, did you know each other before?"

Lu Weimin said: "This student skipped classes all day long. I don't know where he went. But his character is actually good. I didn't expect him to take this path."

There was also a woman standing at the table and crying: "I have a daughter who is in kindergarten at home, and now she has killed someone! How can my daughter and I live! Please let my husband go! He didn't mean it! Please don't let me go!" Give my husband a chance!"

"..."

The mist dissipated, and the face of the woman at the end overlapped with the haggard woman in front of her.

Several times she knocked on the door outside, trying to come in with something, but Xu Rong frowned and blocked her out, and Chen Bing only heard her sigh briefly.

Now, I can see this face clearly.

The driver accidentally killed Xiao Zhi in his previous life, and injured Chen Bing in this life.

Chen Bing didn't quite know what this meant.If the culprit no longer makes mistakes, just like the first piece of dominoes has not been pressed, can all tragedies be avoided?

Chen Bing didn't know what to think of this family.

His rebirth accidentally saved the man who needed to be imprisoned, the desperate woman and the little girl.

There was no emotion on Chen Bing's face, and he stood there without speaking.

Xiao Zhi rejected the fruit in the woman's hand, saying: "Take it back and give it to your daughter, let's go, Chen Bing doesn't want to see you."

The woman was extremely ashamed, and said in a low voice, "Then come to me anytime you need it."

"Well, you will be indispensable in the future."

"I'm really sorry." After speaking, the woman led the little girl and her husband and disappeared into the aisle.

Xiao Zhi turned around and saw Chen Bing standing there motionless.

Xiao Zhi stretched out his hand to straighten his collar: "Do you think this family is pitiful?"

Chen Bing shook his head: "No."

He still doesn't have the right to dispose of his own life, nor can he simply sympathize or forgive the harm caused by the other party.This should be forgiven by people who care about themselves, such as Xu Rong, Chen Chonghua, and Xiao Zhi.

Xiao Zhi pushed open the door of the ward: "From now on, we both have to be careful when driving. If we don't pay attention, we will harm others and ourselves."

"Ah."

Chen Bing followed.

After Xiao Zhi took off his coat and hung it on the shelf, he turned around and helped Chen Bing undress.With the zipper down, Chen Bing put Xiao Zhi's fingertips on Chen Bing's fingertips until a thin hospital gown was left after the clothes were taken off.

"How long has it been since the stitches were removed?"

Chen Bing said, "More than two days."

"Then you should be able to take a bath." Xiao Zhi said, "Let's go."

Chen Bing went in, Xiao Zhiban lowered his head to adjust the hot water, and poured the water into his palm to feel the water temperature.

In order not to get wet, he took off his shirt and trousers, and wrapped himself in a bath towel casually. The muscles around his waist were piled up, and his shoulder bones swayed slightly with his movements. He was tall and slender, with an extremely good-looking back.

After taking off his clothes, Xiao Zhi gently stroked Chen Bing's abdomen with his fingers.

The flesh-colored scar was paler than normal, with rough and messy lines, like a gully extending across the abdomen.

Xiao Zhi lowered his eyes and stroked lightly, then kissed Chen Bing's face: "This scar is really ugly."

"..."

Chen Bing was speechless: "It's not what I want."

"Can you have surgery? Scar removal surgery." Xiao Zhi first wet Chen Bing's hair, and squeezed shampoo on it, "I can't watch this, it makes me feel uncomfortable."

Chen Bing was absent-minded: "Yes."

"Then I'll do it later."

Chen Bing said, "Whatever."

Xiao Zhi scratched his hair: "It's time for you to cut your hair, it's very long now."

"..." Chen Bing closed his eyes and hummed.

"Are there scissors in the hospital?"

Chen Bing noticed what he meant: "Can you cut it for me?"

Xiao Zhi laughed: "You can't trust me?"

"..." Considering his skill, Chen Bing thought for a while, "I can't believe it."

"Don't worry," Xiao Zhi gently massaged the back of his neck with his fingertips, "I helped Xiao Ruo cut bangs before, straight bangs, oblique bangs, and air bangs. Give it a try? If you cut it, you can agree."

"..."

It feels very slippery and comfortable.Chen Bing tilted his head slightly, thought about the seriousness of the haircut, and still refused: "Forget it, I'll go to the shop."

Hot water drizzled.

Steamed over his head by the heat, Chen Bing's thoughts wandered aimlessly, and somehow he thought of the car accident again.

That summer was hot and dry, and the heat continued under the shade of trees outside the Public Security Bureau, and everything was white.After Chen Bing received the call, he went to the Public Security Bureau. It was the first time he went there as a child, and what he received was the news of Xiao Zhi's death.

Hearing so much from the police, Chen Bing was able to maintain his rationality at the time, not believing that all this would happen, and felt that it was a strange event that was separated from him.

He went home but refused the family car, and took the bus aimlessly, not knowing which stop to take.

It started to rain outside the window, and Chen Bing thought of the storm in junior high school, when the power was cut off in the villa area, Xiao Zhi took him to his home, changed his clothes, and baked small biscuits for him.

Everything that followed came out naturally like flowing water.Not seeing each other for three years doesn't mean that he has forgotten everything, but it's all hidden in the deepest place in his heart.

The repressed emotions opened a hole, and the follow-up cannot be contained, and it will only become more turbulent and flooding.

During that holiday, Chen Bing stayed at home all the time, and his classmates asked him to go out to play, but he didn't go once, only thinking about Xiao Zhi's matter.Can't tell whether it's regret, self-blame, pain, despair, Chen Bing silently recited Xiao Zhi's name in his heart, lowered his eyes, and said to let me die too.

I don’t know if it’s because I’ve thought about it too many times.

The pleading was strong, and the result came.

Sudden fainting at home and being diagnosed with cancer at the hospital, Chen Bing did not have any regrets or pain.

His life was split into two halves, one half was himself, and the other half was on the lively Xiao Zhi who was laughing and laughing. Losing him for three years in high school was very unhappy. After Xiao Zhi's accident, Chen Bing felt that he was incomplete. up.

If you continue to live, you will be just a walking dead.

……

Things that were forgotten slowly flooded into my mind.

The hot water flows from head to toe, and the water drops roll down the spine to the instep, making it slightly cool.

Those details that were forgotten due to the defense mechanism of the brain passed through the brain one by one.

Chen Bing couldn't understand why he became gloomy and crazy for Xiao Zhi at that time.He has always been emotionally indifferent, and his understanding in this area is much worse than others.

I don't understand.

Chen Bing's train of thought was interrupted by movement around him.

Xiao Zhi put down the shower head in his hand, squatted down, and supported Chen Bing's waist to check the abdominal wound.

A few strands of Xiao Zhi's hair were wet, sticking to his stern temples, his brows and eyes were extremely deep and tired.

He stroked the scar, turned his head, his straight nose was covered with light and shadow, and kissed the scar.

Chen Bing took a step back.

Afterwards, he was pinched by Xiao Zhi's waist and hugged him back again.

Xiao Zhi's lips were stained with water, he got up, hugged Chen Bing into his arms again, and didn't speak for a while.

Hearing the heavy breathing next to his ears, Chen Bing realized that he was distressed, so distressed that he didn't know what to say.

The expressive power of language has always been limited.

Some feelings cannot be expressed, only body language can be used.

Chen Bing hugged him back, quietly, and the answer to the thought just now gradually became clear.

Since childhood, Chen Bing liked to stay with Xiao Zhi.

I like to talk to him, I like him to hold me, I like him to touch my face, I like him to praise myself for being good.

— likes that he treats himself as the only exception.

Maybe.

Chen Bing began to understand that he liked Xiao Zhi, long, long before he realized it.

So much time before, just flowed away in a hurry and missed.

How nice to have another chance.

Chen Bing withdrew his stiffened wrist, supported Xiao Zhi's shoulder, and silently kissed his thin lips.

fortunately.

He became Xiao Zhi's only one again.

He also wants to be, his irreplaceable reliance.

It was pitch black from the bathroom.

Chen Bing lay back on the hospital bed and was about to sleep, Xiao Zhi took a test paper and sat beside him, and said, "Go to sleep, I'll write the questions for a while."

During this period of time, after Xiao Zhi finished accompanying Chen Bing, he almost had to make up the questions for this period of time by himself.

Chen Bing hummed: "You write." After speaking, she curled up with the quilt and fell asleep.

Go to bed early and wake up early.

Chen Bing woke up at two o'clock in the morning, and heard a movement in a half-waking state, a very light rustling sound, like a brush being drawn on a draft paper.He opened his eyes, and saw the figure bowing his head and writing the question.

Xiao Zhi shook the pen slightly between his fingers, his forehead hair covered his eyebrows and eyes, and his long legs were parted wildly.There was no desk in the ward, so he found a place beside Chen Bing's bed and took care of Chen Bing while writing.

Chen Bing couldn't wake up, and pursed his lower lip: "What are you doing?"

Xiao Zhi said in a voice, "I've finished writing, and there are still two questions."

"..."

Chen Bing picked up Xiao Zhi's pen and threw it on the bed: "Look at what time it is."

It's past two o'clock.

but……

Xiao Zhi licked his lips, looked at the ballpoint pen rolling away, didn't know what to say for a while, stood up and rubbed Chen Bing's left cheek: "Tsk."

After tut, he said, "You have a really big temper."

Chen Bing half-closed his eyes, and asked coolly, "What time does it start tomorrow?"

Xiao Zhi: "Seven o'clock."

"Okay," Chen Bing picked up the phone to set the alarm clock, and glanced at him, "What if you don't wake up at seven?"

"..."

The corners of Xiao Zhi's lips curled up.

He was used to going to bed at two o'clock in the morning.

At first he was not used to it, he dozed off in class, but after all, he was young and in good health, so he got used to it quickly after adjustments, but he had to drink coffee like crazy every day between classes.

Without saying anything, Xiao Zhi responded, "Okay, I'm going to sleep."

Chen Bing closed his eyes again.

In a daze, he noticed that the quilt beside him was lifted slightly.

The bed was crushed immediately.

The width of the hospital bed is about the same as the bed in the dormitory. It is a little narrow for two people to lie on, but it is not impossible to squeeze.

"..."

Chen Bing turned his head to look at Xiao Zhi who occupied the bed beside him and was still casual.

His shirt hadn't been put on properly just now, two buttons were unbuttoned, revealing his thin and sexy collarbone, the slightly concave curvature of his shoulders could be seen, his eyebrows and eyes were illuminated by the light.

Xiao Zhi looked down at Chen Bing, smiled, and kept his voice low.

"Then sleep together?"