why don't you laugh

Because of the "big bed room" or "double bed", Chen Bing didn't have the heart to do homework all night, so he hesitated for a long time in the idea of ​​canceling and rebooking, and finally decided to resign himself to fate.

After evening self-study, Xiao Zhi came to the dormitory to sit for a while.

Wen Wei stood at the door with a basin in his hand after taking a shower, and the rumble outside was extremely lively.Wen Wei said: "Yang Feihong and his dormitory just went outside the school gate and bought a box of beer and chicken feet, chicken wings and chicken legs for Christmas, brother Xiao, Bingshen, are you two coming?

Chen Bing: "I won't go."

Xiao Zhi turned two pages of the book: "I'll come later."

Wen Wei chuckled twice: "Okay, then Zhou Fang and I will go there first."

During this time, Xiao Zhi often came to the dormitory, even a fool could understand his purpose.Wen Wei is not outstanding in other aspects, but he is outstanding in knowing people and knowing people.

The dormitory was quiet, Chen Bing was a little cold, went to the bed to find a down jacket and prepared to change it, put it on and continue to read homework.

Xiao Zhi took the countdown clock on his desk: "It's pretty pretty."

"I'll buy you one."

"I want a couple's model." Xiao Zhi was not polite, and looked around, "Your desk is the only one in your dormitory that looks like a student studying. These two are like pigs."

"..."

Chen Bing pressed his fingertips against the zipper of the down jacket and pulled it down, Xiao Zhi sat down on his bed, stretched his long legs and hooked his calf one by one.

"..." Chen Bing felt that he was like a vixen, "Don't bother."

Xiao Zhi said: "I want to sleep in your bed."

Chen Bing's bed was also cleaned up better than Wen Wei and Zhou Fang. There were two books next to the pillow, but there was nothing messy about it.Since the quilt was sent to the store for changing and washing every three to five times, the pillow still exuded the fragrance of the same type of body wash.

Xiao Zhi lay down, hooked Chen Bing's leg and pulled it forward, the movement was very skillful, Chen Bing couldn't stand still, cursed "fuck", and Lingling jumped on him.

Falling firmly into his arms, Xiao Zhi raised his hand to cushion him, and smiled: "Hug."

"You—" Chen Bing wanted to see if it hurt him, but Xiao Zhi seemed to be okay, and started to roll over on the bed with his arms around Chen Bing.

"Are you sick?"

"Experience the hotel's twin room in advance."

"..."

The bed was already narrow, so Xiao Zhi hugged Chen Bing and squeezed up. Both of them were tall and long-legged, so their knees and thighs had to touch each other.

Xiao Zhi slid his wrist from his waist to Chen Bing's shoulder, and kissed him on the cheek.

"It's not like I can't sleep."

"..." Chen Bing said, "Don't you feel crowded?"

"The double bed should be wider and not so crowded."

Fine.

Chen Bing waited for a while: "How long will you hold me?"

"What's your hurry?"

Not in a hurry.

Chen Bing couldn't even wake up now, so he simply turned on the English listening of the phone, and put the other end of the earphone into Xiao Zhi's ear.As soon as it was stuffed in, a correct voice came out: "The price of the shirt is nine pounds and fifteen pence—"

"...Damn it, Xiao Zhi propped up the bed with his forearms and got ready, "I calmed down. "

Chen Bing looked at him coldly, grabbed the collar and brought it back: "Let's go now? It's late. Lie down and listen together."

"Brother Xiao, Werewolf Killer—" Behind the scenes, Wen Wei was urged by the group to call Xiao Zhi again. Who knew that when he entered the door, he saw Chen Bing put his hand on Xiao Zhi

His shoulders and legs were still between his legs, his hands hooked Xiao Zhi's shoulders, as if he was not allowed to go.

Wen Wei: "I rely on it."

Did not expect ah.

The ice god is so boring.

Chen Bing let go, Xiao Zhi pulled the hem of the jacket to straighten his spine, and glanced at him: "What are you doing?"

"I wanted to ask you if you wanted to play Werewolf." Wen Wei was very self-aware, "Now that I think about it, you must have chosen to play Ice God, so it's fine."

Chen Bing: "..."

Wen Wei walked to the door: "I'm leaving."

The door was relatively loose, so he deliberately pressed it down and closed it solemnly as if keeping a secret.

Chen Bing's attention stayed on the word "play" just now, and when he was distracted, Xiao Zhi squeezed his chin and kissed him: "Come, play as he wishes."

"..."

Chen Bing rolled his eyes and put the earphones back into his ears, "How many times are you correct? Are you interested in playing?"

"A kiss will not delay your studies."

Xiao Zhi supported the bed with his hands, and leaned over, the shadow immediately fell on the bed, and Chen Bing gently pushed it onto the pillow.

Chen Bing took off his jacket and only wore a thin white T-shirt. When he was pressed into the pillow, his hair was disheveled, his gray eyes blinked, and his lips parted slightly due to the impact.

Before closing, Xiao Zhi pressed her close and kissed her.

The English listening passages were played in the earphones. From the beginning of the clear interpretation word by word, to the end, Chen Bing was unable to recognize even a simple word.

"Chirp~" With a soft sound, Xiao Zhi rubbed his fingertips against his lips, the heat in his eyes turned into mist, and the emotions in his eyes were unclear.

He smiled and kissed the corner of his lips again: "Why is my baby so cute?"

Chen Bing was a little dizzy after the kiss, but when he heard this sentence, everyone became refreshed: "Disgusting."

"It's not disgusting, it's so cute." Xiao Zhi kissed the side of his neck, stood up, "Do you want to visit the next door?"

"Don't go."

"You, really, are lonely."

Xiao Zhi picked up the mirror on Chen Bing's table to look at his face, and when the traces of the kiss disappeared, he grabbed Chen Bing's wrist, "Let's go, let's go and have a look."

Yang Feihong's dormitory is very lively now.

It is said that they specially sent a very handsome boy to flatter the aunt of the dormitory manager, just to buy some time for their current madness.

The ground is full of empty beer cans, gnawed chicken skeletons, seven or eight big men sitting with their legs curled up playing werewolf killing: "Please close your eyes when it gets dark, please open your werewolf eyes."

Then, Zhou Fang's crisp voice sounded: "Brother Xiao, are you here?"

After shouting, Zhou Fang wanted to slap himself twice: "Fuck, is this a self-destruct truck?"

"Hahahahahaha and the werewolf blew themselves up."

"Thank you Brother Xiao, thank you Brother Xiao!"

There was a burst of laughter in the dormitory, they all opened their eyes and threw the cards on the ground.

Yang Feihong turned back and fumbled in the cardboard box: "Brother Xiao, I invite you to drink." After two seconds, "Hey, why is it gone?"

"It's not Li Xu, he drank at least five or six cans?"

"Forget it." Yang Feihong walked a little unsteadily, picked up the plastic bag on the table, "Brother Xiao, I invite you to eat roast chicken."

"..."

Xiao Zhi looked at the pile of bones, and simply said: "Thank you, no need."

"Then do you want to play a game with the ice god? We can make room here." He squeezed to the side with difficulty.

As soon as Chen Bing came in, he smelled the strong yang energy that belonged exclusively to the boys' dormitory, frowned, turned his head and went out.

Xiao Zhi stood still: "Forget it, I'm leaving too, you guys should eat and drink well."

There was a uniform "goodbye!"

It's no different from the triad boy Gongsong Big Brother.

The atmosphere in the corridor was a bit chilly, the students passing by were laughing and making noise, Xiao Zhi pressed the corner of his mouth down and said, "Why are you going?"

Boys' dormitories can easily become a mixture of smoke and sweat, especially the group of boys just now.

Chen Bing: "You don't feel it?"

Xiao Zhi was amused, raised his hand and pinched his chin: "Yes, you have a cleanliness."

Chen Bing gave way and didn't dodge, but it's okay.It's just that Xiao Zhi really likes to do things more and more recently.

Raising his hand to look at his watch, Xiao Zhi said, "Then I'll go back first."

Chen Bing had nothing else to say: "Go back and check in for me."

"..." Xiao Zhi, "Understood, don't you think I'm indifferent, boyfriend?"

"..."

Chen Bing remained silent.

Watching Xiao Zhi go down the stairs, Chen Bing hesitated for a few seconds between turning left and turning right, and walked slowly to the end of the corridor.

There was a small window over there, covered with dust, but the view could see the steps to the entrance of the dormitory building.

...4.

...3.

...2.

...1.

Xiao Zhi's figure appeared near the steps.

Chen Bing watched him disappear at the end of the trail before turning around.The door of Yang Feihong's bedroom next to him slammed open, and a figure rushed out with the speed of a flying arrow, running frantically towards the bathroom.

"..." Chen Bing saw clearly that it was Wen Wei.

He thought about it for a while and followed, seeing Wen Wei vomited furiously with his hands on the sink, washed his face and wiped his face after vomiting, his face was flushed, and he uttered nonsense to Chen Bing's concern: "It's okay, everyone gets drunk if they don't get drunk. "

"..."

Chen Bing felt that he might not be a little drunk.

There are 24 cans of beer in a box, and it is not ruled out that some boys only drink one bottle, and the rest are probably covered by these boys.

Chen Bing had no choice but to say, "Drink less."

"I know, I know, the main thing is to be happy."

There was no restraint in the boy's madness, anyway, it had nothing to do with Xiao Zhi, Chen Bing didn't care about it, and went back to the dormitory.

At 11:30, this group of boys who hadn’t had enough fun was finally expelled back to the dormitory by the aunt, and Wen Wei was still circling around the door of the dormitory: “Let’s swing~ Swing to your heart’s content~”

"Spin~jump~I close my eyes~"

"... Lying on the grass, can you stop singing? I'm about to cry three times and my clothes will be covered with tears." Zhou Fang helped him to the dormitory, but Zhou Fang was a little unsteady after drinking too much. Pulling each other at the door, a door slammed several times.

Chen Bing dropped his homework and went to help, but before touching Wen Wei, he withdrew his hands: "Don't touch me!"

"..."

Chen Bing's eyelids twitched.

Wen said: "I'm mainly afraid that brother Xiao will beat me. You said you touched me. We don't know each other. We live under the same roof for a long time. What will he think then?"

Chen Bing couldn't bear it anymore, and dragged him directly to the dormitory by his arm.

Chen Bing was going to sleep, so he wore a thin pajamas. It was very cold at night, so he helped Wenwei walk to the bed, and a Zhou Fang had to be placed next to him.

"It's okay, I'm okay, it's OK if you support Wei Zi well." Zhou Fang said.

After speaking, he wanted to pull out the chair and sit down, but his knees were slightly bent, and he sat down on the ground, howling like a pig: "Is my tailbone cracked! Is it cracked!"

"..."

Howling until Chen Bing's ears and heart ached.

Chen Bing finally understood what roommate love is tonight.

After he was exhausted, persuasive, patient and restrained, he finally got the upper bunk for Wen Wei, and he had to stop Zhou Fang from time to time trying to climb over it.

Go to the brutality of sleeping with Wen Wei in his arms.

When it was finished, Chen Bing felt that his pajamas were all sweaty.

He looked at his phone, and Xiao Zhi's check-in message for today was also sent.

Chen Bing stood in the wind, his fingers were almost numb in less than half a minute, he changed his clothes and went to bed and fell asleep.The upper bunk was not peaceful, and he didn't sleep very peacefully either. Anyway, he had to get up from time to time to show the two of them the quilt.

Chen Bing just woke up the next day, feeling dizzy.

Wen Wei also woke up, sitting on the upper bunk with disheveled hair like a chicken coop, maintaining the confusion after a hangover: "Hello, human, is this the earth?"

"..."

Chen Bing said: "This is not only the earth, you're fucking late."

"Lying on the grass." Wen Wei threw himself under the bed.

Chen Bing didn't have time to eat breakfast, so he went directly to the classroom, his head was really dizzy, and when he was going up the stairs, he almost missed his foot and fell, and Xiao Zhi sent a message downstairs.

Xiao Z: [Shall I bring you breakfast? ]

Chen Bing didn't have much appetite, but after thinking about it, he decided to eat some.

CB: [I want a cup of seafood porridge. ]

After typing, Chen Bing was still sleepy and lay down on the table to sleep.

Hearing the class bell, Chen Bing woke up vaguely, but couldn't get up again. After an unknown period of time, Lu Weimin's voice rang in his ears.

Why are you still sleeping?It's already 10 minutes for self-study.

Xiao Zhi: "I guess he's uncomfortable. If he wants to sleep, just let him sleep. Can you stop calling him?"

Lu Weimin: "You—"

"..." Chen Bing pressed his finger bones against his temples, then straightened his waist, casually opened the book.

Lu Weimin pushed his glasses: "Chen Bing, aren't you feeling well?"

"fine."

"It's fine as long as it's nothing serious. The weather has cooled down recently, so you should be careful not to catch a cold." Lu Weimin rambled, and turned to inspect other groups with his hands behind his back.

Chen Bing wasn't sure if he had a cold, but he was very groggy, his eyes were squinted and he couldn't open them. He had just flipped through two pages of the book, and his forehead was gently covered by the palm of his hand.

The palm was warm and dry, Xiao Zhi turned his head to look into his eyes: "It's a little hot, have a fever?"

"maybe."

Chen Bing's eyelashes were long, and they trembled slightly in his palm, and felt that his head was so heavy that his forehead was directly pressed against his palm.Xiao Zhi's hand was pressed back, and then he frowned: "Do you really have a fever?"

The possibility is great.

Had to babysit two drunk young boys last night.

"I'm sleepy now? Can you continue studying?"

Xiao Zhi drew a stool and approached Chen Bing, wrapping his arms around his waist to serve as a temporary cushion.Chen Bing belongs to the type who is usually fine if he is not sick, but when he gets sick, he can go to the hospital because he caught a cold when he was a child, and he has to be transfused with water.

Chen Bing didn't speak.

Xiao Zhi asked: "Why don't you ask for leave to go to the infirmary to get medicine?"

Really couldn't read a single word, Chen Bing responded: "Okay."

Xiao Zhi went with him.Chen Bing can walk, but the feeling in his head is not very comfortable.Brain cancer caused him to faint frequently for a period of time, and he suddenly fainted while sitting, and his drowsy state was somewhat similar to now.

Not even in a good mood, Chen Bing went to the infirmary with a thermometer in his mouth, and the doctor looked at it: "38.6, the temperature is a bit high, take antipyretics first and observe."

Xiao Zhi went to the water dispenser next to him to pick up water, and came over with a paper cup after a while, sat down and talked: "What's the matter? You still kick the quilt when you're so big?"

"..."

Chen Bing ignored him.

A lot of students have caught a cold recently, so the doctor turned around and gave another patient an injection and infusion.

Xiao Zhi tapped the medicine in Chen Bing's palm: "Sleep with me from now on."

"..."

Chen Bing laughed: "Taking advantage of the fire?"

"How can this be called taking advantage of the fire? I definitely don't want to sleep with you. I just want to cover you with a quilt in the middle of the night, hug you, and warm your bed so that you don't get sick again."

If he didn't stop him from making a big show, Chen Bing talked about what happened last night.

"..."

Xiao Zhi sneered: "You see how I will deal with them when I go back."

After sitting for a short time, Chen Bing was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes after drinking the medicine and his own drowsiness, but the bench was not convenient for sleeping, so Chen Bing unconsciously leaned against Xiao Zhi's body.

"I'll squint for a while." Chen Bing said.

After finishing speaking, his chin rested on Xiao Zhi's shoulder.

Xiao Zhi wore a black hoodie, the collarbone under the collar was thin, and there was a dry warmth on his body, his wrists turned around and gently hugged Chen Bing's waist.

Xiao Zhi calmed down and stopped talking.

Chen Bing wanted to sleep, but couldn't.

Dizziness, a faint tingling sensation in the temple area, many things flooded into my mind uncontrollably.

Smelling the smell of disinfectant, white light flickered in front of his eyes, and Chen Bing's senses began to coincide with those of his previous life.

…………

It is said that after a person is injured, the brain will adopt an automatic defense mechanism to forget the relevant memory and avoid repeated trauma.So after Chen Bing was reborn, apart from remembering the news of Xiao Zhi's death and his own cancer, he forgot most of the painful details.

But now because of a cold and fever, those uncertain memories are flooding out like a tide.

He remembered the excruciating pain of the blood vessel being compressed by the tumor in his brain at that time.

I remember standing by the hospital bed, and suddenly fell to the ground, Xu Rong screamed.

Remembering himself blinded by pain, the world darkened, his fingers groping restlessly.

I remember that my throat was hoarse, and I could not make any sound a few days before my death, even my mother could not call.

……

Chen Bing thought slowly, he always felt that he was calm enough to face everything before, but his throat seemed to be tightly clenched by both hands, he wanted to struggle, and his body began to tremble violently.

"Chen Bing?"

Chen Bing.

The voice in the ear gradually became clear: "Chen Bing?"

Xiao Zhi's arms around his waist tightened, holding him tightly like an iron wall.

Chen Bing's consciousness began to shrink, but his face was pale, and a thin layer of cold sweat oozed from his forehead.

A common cold is accompanied by a fever, but Chen Bing's reaction was so intense.

Xiao Zhi touched his face, turned around and said, "Doctor, please come here."

The doctor came with a stick of glucose.

"He seems to have serious symptoms," Xiao Zhi said.

The doctor took Chen Bing's temperature again: "The temperature does not show a downward trend, so go to the hospital bed for infusion now."

Chen Bing went to the hospital bed on the inside, with his head still resting on Xiao Zhi's shoulder, feeling his hand being pulled out and pierced by a thin and sharp needle.The countless times of being pricked by needles before rebirth made him shrink back in empathy, the needles missed, and bright red blood dripped out.

"Hey, don't move, don't move, it will be tied up soon." The doctor grabbed his arm again.

Chen Bing's voice was very low, leaning against Xiao Zhi's ear, like a syllable sent by air:

"……pain."

The doctor didn't hear.

Xiao Zhi heard it clearly.

The young man leaning on his arms was thin and thin, and he could hold his thin wrists along the school uniform. His complexion was pale and fair, and now he was covered with a faint pale shadow.

I have never felt that the word "painful" can describe Chen Bing, but now Xiao Zhi feels this way.

His heart was unbelievably soft.

When the doctor went out, Xiao Zhi's fingers rubbed his back through the cloth from behind, and gently rubbed his hair: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

Chen Bing has always been afraid of pain. Before we vaccinated together, the nurse gave Chen Bing clothes that fell to half his shoulders, and he began to tremble before he tied them down. Xiao Zhi had to be by the side to attract his attention, and he could bite his lips and bear it while coaxing and teasing. Hold back the tears and don't cry.

Now... still so afraid of pain?

Chen Bing's movements calmed down, but his fingers were still tense, and he lightly grasped Xiao Zhi's cuff, clenched very tightly.

The doctor came and went to see them both for a while.

"Are you on good terms?"

Xiao Zhi's voice was low: "Well, the relationship is good."

Xiao Zhi wiped the sweat off Chen Bing's nose with a tissue, hugged him sideways quietly, bent his knees, and sat next to Chen Bing.Two tall and low figures fell from the wall, leaning together.

Chen Bing was severely burned, his slender knuckles straightened and trembled slightly, and every recovery movement was extremely slow.He rubbed his forehead against Xiao Zhi's hair, dawdling, and finally woke up slowly.

Under the quilt, Xiao Zhi kept holding his left hand that was not infused, interlocking his fingers: "Does it still hurt?"

Chen Bing didn't speak, a cold shadow fell between his brows.

"Our Bingbing looks like a poor little boy now." Xiao Zhi touched his forehead, "It doesn't hurt anymore, the infusion is estimated to take a few hours, and it will be fine when the fever subsides."

Chen Bing still didn't speak.

Some of the thoughts couldn't be pulled out.

Although Chen Bing suffered from cancer in his previous life, although it was full of pain, it is easy to extract this memory. Generally, Chen Bing would not think of it if he did not feel the same pain.

Just now, his thoughts were confused, and his memory went back from the night before his death to the day when he was first diagnosed with the disease.

——It was less than half a month after he learned the news of Xiao Zhi's death.

It's strange, maybe Xiao Zhi's death occupied all his thoughts, Chen Bing was calm when he learned that he was suffering from cancer.

Even after facing the process from birth to death in the hospital, the pain was unbearable, but Chen Bing has always been quiet and peaceful, and did not feel that fate was unfair.

……

Chen Bing always thought that his rebirth and death would be painful, but now he finds that this is not the case.

Chen Bing always felt that he had forgotten something, just like the formula that he had memorized before the exam happened to be tested, but because of being too excited, his mind went blank and the formula was forgotten.

Chen Bing wanted to rub his temples, but his right hand for infusion was cold and heavy, and he wanted to raise his left hand, only to realize that Xiao Zhi had been holding him.

Xiao Zhi looked down, his palms were dripping with sweat, and he was even more nervous than himself when he carefully observed the condition.

Chen Bing squeezed his fingers backhand: "It's all right."

"It's good that it's okay, Xiao Zhi is very obsessed with the fact that he just cried "It doesn't hurt."When your fever subsides, I will take you to play. "

Like coaxing a child.

In the past, he coaxed himself, and later he coaxed Xiao Ruo, it was really not easy to be this brother.

Chen Bing smiled slightly, and said, "Okay, take me to play."

Speaking of playing, Chen Bing suddenly woke up and asked, "What time is it?"

"Nine o'clock."

"..."

Chen Bing looked at him sideways: "You didn't go to class, you just guarded me here?"

Xiao Zhi: "?"

Xiao Zhi: "Shouldn't I be here guarding you?"

Chen Bing: "..."

Chen Bing opened his mouth and asked about something else: "How long will it take for my infusion?"

"It is estimated that there is still more than an hour."

After Chen Bing responded, he said indifferently: "Then you can go back to class."

"..."

Probably didn't expect this kind of supernatural development, Xiao Zhi squinted his eyes and looked at him for a while, he didn't know if he should say something, and held back between his brows: "I just want to be here to accompany you for an infusion."

The scene suddenly became deadlocked.

Chen Bing and him looked at each other for more than ten seconds, Xiao Zhi slightly raised his eyebrows, showing no intention of leaving.

Chen Bing maintained his confrontation with him, trying to think with a feverish brain.As usual, he would have to fight again, but at this time he didn't have the energy to fight Xiao Zhi, maybe it was too deliberate, which forced the rebellious psychology to come up again.

After thinking about it, Chen Bing had no choice but to adopt another method that was more in line with his current physical state to discuss with him.

Chen Bing lowered his gaze, twitched his fingers, and gently pulled off the quilt: "I don't want to quarrel with you now, I have a fever and a headache."

Sitting on the bed, Xiao Zhi half turned his gaze, and his eyes fell on Chen Bing's face.He was worried about Chen Bing's appearance just now, and he just wanted to stay here and take good care of him.

At first I thought that Chen Bing was going to blow his hair, but now he speaks softly, as if he is really lethargic.

Chen Bing said, "I don't even have the energy to talk to you."

Xiao Zhi stretched out his fingertips to touch his forehead lightly, but Chen Bing closed his eyelids and turned his head to avoid it as if resisting.

Chen Bing's voice was very low, so low that he couldn't hear clearly.

"Listen to me obediently, will you?"

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