why don't you laugh

The first night I got back from my trip, I slept very soundly.

It might be because of the exhaustion on the road, when Chen Bing heard the alarm clock the next day, he raised his hand to snuff it out, and Xiao Zhi beside him was already awakened.

Chen Bing said, "I'm going home now."

"It's so early," Xiao Zhi said, picking up the clothes beside the bed, "I'll see you off."

"There's no need to give it away, I know the way." Chen Bing kicked the suitcase next to the closet, and said hesitantly, "You, open the suitcase and take out my insides."

"?" Xiao Zhi thought for a second, then laughed, "The one who lied to you is actually in your box."

"..."

Chen Bing came to his senses, and didn't know how to reprimand him for his shameless behavior, so he said after a while: "You don't talk about martial arts."

"..."

Xiao Zhi didn't feel ashamed, "As long as the thinking doesn't slip, there are always more solutions than problems."

He hooked the coat with his fingertips and pulled it in, saying, "Let's go, I'll see you off."

I called a taxi, but the drivers in the vicinity just wandered around the area and didn't take his order.Chen Bing turned to carry the suitcase to the bus stop.

It was a little deserted early in the morning, and it took about an hour to go to the nearest subway station.The bus was full of grandparents who got up early to buy things from supermarkets. Chen Bing leaned against the window and stood firm. Outside the window, Xiao Zhi was lazily wearing a black hooded sweater, looking for his place under the stop sign.

Chen Bing waved at him.

"Bye-Bye……"

Just as the door was about to close, Xiao Zhi suddenly took a step forward, he grabbed the handrail of the bus and came up, the movement was too fast, the door behind him closed with a "bang".

The driver was about to curse: "Handsome guy, be careful!"

"Excuse me."

Xiao Zhi took out two yuan and put it in the box, his eyes scanned the car, and finally fell on Chen Bing, and walked over quickly.

The bus wobbled and started.

Chen Bing looked at him: "What are you doing?"

"It's okay." Xiao Zhi smiled, "I want to take you a while longer."

"..."

Before Chen Bing could say the next sentence, Xiao Zhi looked at him, his eyes moved slightly: "I always feel that I will be very lonely if you sit in the car alone for such a long time without anyone to accompany you."

"What?" Chen Bing was used to being alone, but he was a bit puzzled when he heard the word "loneliness" at first.

But Xiao Zhi didn't say anything else, looked down at him, and the corners of his lips curled up a little: "Then damn, I just want to send you off, okay?"

"..."

"So much nonsense?"

"..."

so good.

Chen Bing wanted to laugh: "Okay."

Arrived at the subway station.

Chen Bing was carrying his suitcase and was about to get off the elevator. Xiao Zhi was standing near the entrance, his brows and eyes were covered with faint shadows, and he stared straight at him: "Are you leaving?"

"I am leaving."

"The subway is not far away." Xiao Zhi thought for a few seconds, cleared his throat as if he was about to speak, "Do you want to—"

Chen Bing interrupted him: "You still want to send me off?"

"..."

"Can you stop being so clingy?" Chen Bing said.

"........."

Xiao Zhi stared at him for two seconds, and said, "You want to be beautiful, hurry up and go."

Chen Bing held back a funny laugh: "I'll come and see you when I'm free."

Xiao Zhi said coldly, "You better be free."

"There must be," Chen Bing waved, "bye."

"Bye-Bye."

Xiao Zhi also raised his arm condescendingly and waved at him.Chen Bing looked at him and laughed straight, turned his head three times a step, almost tripped near the stairs, and then he felt Xiao Zhi's footsteps moving forward, as if planning to come down to pick him up.

From a distance, Chen Bing could clearly see Xiao Zhi's expression - "I'm afraid you are not an idiot".

"..."

Chen Bing also felt that he was too happy, his heart seemed to be melted by the heat, and his steps were light and light.

On the way home, he still didn't feel a smile. The girl next to him originally took two steps towards him, but after thinking about it, he silently walked away from him.In fact, what is it like to fall in love, it is almost this feeling.

Chen Bing's high mood fell to freezing point when he arrived in front of the villa.

There is a Maybach in the garage.

Chen Bing unconsciously clenched the handle of the suitcase. When he entered the door, he didn't see Xu Rong, but he saw Chen Chonghua.He is usually busy with work in the company. In fact, he seldom returns to his home, and spends most of his time staying in hotels and companies.

Chen Chonghua was busy on the phone, didn't speak to Chen Bing, but gestured him to stop.

Chen Bing stood up, and he turned around after talking about the big project of how much money: "Your mother has gone back to her mother's house, and your grandma is sick."

It seems that this topic was mentioned a few days ago.

Chen Bing had very little impression of grandma, but he had a natural sense of intimacy, and said, "I'll go see grandma in the afternoon."

"There's nothing to see," Chen Chonghua sat back on the sofa, "You don't think it's troublesome to go to relatives so far away?"

Chen Bing felt that he had nothing to say to him.

"What do you want to eat tonight? Ask the cook to make it for you."

"it is good."

"If you are free recently..." Chen Chonghua thought for a while, frowning with some uncertainty, but still said, "If you are free, I will take you to have dinner with the aunt over there."

Chen Bing looked at him for a while and said, "Forget it, I'm afraid to fight her on the spot."

"You!" Chen Chonghua showed an irritable expression.

"I'm going upstairs." Chen Bing said.

When he reached the corridor on the second floor, Chen Chonghua put one hand on his waist, raised his head and yelled at him: "Don't follow your mother's example!"

"boom--!"

His answer was a heavy knock on the door.

Chen Chonghua seemed to be frightened, and stood there without speaking for a while, his face gradually turned blue, his lips trembled slightly, as if a layer of skin had been peeled off.

Chen Bing called his mother.

Xu Rong said: "You also want to see grandma? It's a long way by car, do you really want to come?"

Chen Bing said, "I think so."

"..." Xu Rong's voice seemed to be smiling, and there was a slightly old voice on the other end, "Okay, grandma will tell you a few words."

The voice was replaced by another person.

Chen Bing is not very familiar with grandma, so he listens to her most of the time and answers politely.

Are you studying well?

It's okay.

How tall are you now?

Very high.

Did you have a good meal?

Have.

But in the end, grandma said that he didn't want him to visit, fearing that the journey would be too long and he would suffer.But this made Chen Bing very puzzled. Why are adults like this, want to meet but are afraid of Lu Yao, families are torn apart but not divorced, and suffer pain but not go out?

It only takes a few hours by car, but what is the fatigue of the journey if we can meet each other?

Chen Bing lay in bed to catch up on a few hours of sleep, and looked at the clock when he woke up.

Chen Chonghua had already left when he went downstairs.

After dinner, Chen Bing asked the driver to drive to grandma's hospital.

The suburbs of the city are soon merged into the main urban area, and the development is a little behind, which is similar to the environment near the No. [-] Middle School.The moment Chen Bing entered the ward, he felt the elderly grandmother on the bed jump up with joy.

"Come here obediently."

She was very happy, and kept rubbing Chen Bing's hand.

In the past, Chen Bing might have felt troubled, but he might have suffered from cancer. Knowing that his life is entering his twilight years, he was relieved and pityed to see the young people grow up vigorously. He hesitated to reach out and hold his grandmother.

Chen Bing made this movement rather jerky, and grandma suddenly smiled, and opened her arms to make a more excessive request: "Grandma give me a hug."

"..."

Chen Bing gently hugged her old body.

In the ward, we chatted about some family matters.

The grandmother's family is an ordinary employee, Xu Rong is the only daughter, and they may be a little lonely after Xu Rong gets married, so they know the gossip of the surrounding neighbors like the back of their hands.

After seven o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Rong turned to look at Chen Bing: "The driver is still outside, right? Go back by yourself."

"You're not coming back?"

"I'm taking care of my grandma, and I'm going to stay here for a while."

They got up and walked outside the ward.

Chen Bing asked unintentionally: "What disease does grandma have?"

Xu Rong smiled wryly, and lowered her voice for fear of being overheard by the ward: "Esophageal cancer, fortunately, is in the early stage, and surgery will be needed in a few days."

cancer.

"Can it be cured?" Chen Bing asked.

"I don't know. The doctor said it depends on the situation. The malignant ones can't be cured, and the benign ones may be delayed for ten years."

Chen Bing was quiet for a few seconds: "Really."

"Don't talk, don't talk," Xu Rong urged him, "Go home by yourself. Your father is not busy at work recently and is often at home. Don't quarrel with him."

"..."

Chen Bing did not listen to the ensuing exhortation.

Chen Bing's thoughts were aimless, and he followed the word cancer to climb up. He suddenly remembered that he had never heard of grandma's illness or cancer in his previous life before his rebirth.

Chen Bing froze on the spot.

He even clearly remembers the entrance banquet for his third year of high school graduation. His grandmother wore a green silk shirt and said to everyone: "This is my grandson, yes, my grandson, I am good, and I will go to study at University A in September! Is it amazing? But everything Relying on his own efforts has nothing to do with our parents!"

In the life before rebirth, grandma was not sick.

But now, she's sick.

In the past, Chen Bing had a faint feeling when the competition topics were different. The hour hand at twelve o'clock was adjusted back to nine o'clock, and the experience from nine o'clock to twelve o'clock before was all distorted.

Chen Bing said softly, "Mom."

Xu Rong originally planned to go back to the ward, but turned around: "What's wrong?"

Chen Bing: "How could grandma get sick?"

Going back in time, why do sick people become grandmothers?

"Grandma is getting old, she's almost 70 years old, and it's easy to get sick when she gets old. Birth, old age, sickness and death are things that people can't escape." Xu Rong didn't understand his puzzlement, and gently pulled his wrist, "You go home .”

Chen Bing left the hospital.

The night wind is very cold.

The driver returned to the car after eating and started the engine.

Hearing a cell phone ringing on the road, Xu Rong sent a message: "Grandma is very lucky. The doctor said that she is benign in the early stage. As long as the cancerous part is removed by surgery and careful nursing, she may live a good life for ten or twenty years. But Grandma has other worries about her body, such as high blood pressure, high blood sugar, and other diseases.

Like you young people today, don’t stay up late, drink too much, or smoke. Don’t be too tired from your usual studies, and pay attention to reasonable rest. "

"..."

The backlog in Chen Bing's heart relaxed a lot.

I accidentally flipped through Moments with my fingertips, and saw the news about Chen Chonghua.He seemed to be attending a reception, and in just a few hours, he flew to the other side of the motherland.

Chen Bing thought for a while, and said to the driver, "Uncle, I won't be going home today."

Driver: "Huh?"

The car was parked again downstairs in the block.

Chen Bing looked at his watch, it was 10:30 in the middle of the night.

He knocked on the door, and the door opened, Xiao Zhi was standing inside the door wearing a white T-shirt, his whole body was soaked with the dampness and warmth of just taking a shower.He had a cigarette dangling from the corner of his lips, and when he saw Chen Bing, his brows and eyes lowered, and he spoke slowly.

"When you say 'come and see me', you mean less than a day?"

"..."

Chen Bing raised his hand, took the cigarette out of his mouth and stamped it out.

"Stop fucking smoking in the future."

The author has something to say: It's time to start living together.