why don't you laugh

Xiao Zhi twiddled the strings with his fingertips: "I can sing."

Grandma looked expectant.

But Xu Rong could sense the young man's mind, so he probably wouldn't be happy to ask him to sing a few old songs, and was about to make a rescue.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Zhi coughed, adjusted his eyebrows and eyes, stretched his long legs forward without a tune, lowered his head and said indifferently: "Since grandma wants to listen, then I will sing."

He sang naturally, smoothly and pleasantly, which is enough to prove the eternity of classic songs, especially without so many secrets, which is quite generous.

Chen Bing couldn't help but look at him a few more times.

Behind him, Wen Wei and a group of people are recording a video of Xiao Zhi singing a love song with their mobile phones. I didn't expect it to be this style of painting: "Ah, this? The girl next door begged me for a day, and this is the recording???"

"..."

Chen Bing laughed.

After a while, finish singing.

Grandma couldn't help praising Xiaozhi: "I just like this kind of boy who can go out, and he will definitely be promising in the future!"

"..." Xiao Zhi smiled and said, "Where is it, if you are Chen Bing's grandmother, I won't sing." He motioned to Chen Bing, his eyes turned cold for a moment, "If you want to thank, thank Chen Bing."

Chen Bing: "..."

After singing for a long time, Xu Rong stood up and said, "I'm taking my grandma to the hotel now, it won't be safe if it's late, you can talk for a while."

Grandma was still thinking about it: "It's fine for me to stay in the ward."

Xu Rong pulled her, helplessly: "Let's go, Mom."

The two finally got out.

Xiao Zhi didn't speak for a while.

He looked sideways at Chen Bing, and sat carelessly in a chair, behind him was the dark shadow outside the balcony, only he fell in the dim light, raised his jaw and stared at Chen loosely.

Chen Bing knew that he would settle accounts after the fall, so he said in a dull tone, "Don't blame me."

He wanted to remind at first, but his words were interrupted, and he felt very wronged... What's more, Xiao Zhi's natural appearance in singing folk songs just now does not show that his spirit has been destroyed.

The corners of Xiao Zhi's lips moved slightly, which could be seen as a sign of patience, and he responded after a while: "Well, I don't blame you."

Chen Bing turned his head, Xiao Zhi paused, and then said: "It's all my fault. I should be silent when I shouldn't be silent, and I should be weak when I should be brave."

"..."

After flirting, he was finally able to speak properly, leaned on the back of the chair and bowed in his seat: "Come on, let me sing you a song again."

Chen Bing: "Yes."

As soon as I agreed, the nurse came in from the door: "I lost it all, I will give you another bag."

Chen Bing stretched out his wrist and lifted his sleeves, revealing dots of black wounds.

The nurse said, "Let me change the needle hole for you. The original place where the old needle was inserted is very irritating to the blood vessels."

After the nurse finished speaking, she grabbed Chen Bing's wrist.

...stinging when pierced into the skin.

Chen Bing moved his wrist and the needle missed the hole. The nurse pressed his hand and said, "Don't move!"

After re-insertion, hung up the infusion bag and left the ward.

Xiao Zhi was not in a hurry to sing, and was quiet for a while: "Why are you still getting the infusion?"

Chen Bing said: "I don't know if there is inflammation."

"Does it hurt today?"

"No."

Xiao Zhi thought for a while and said, "It's fine if it doesn't hurt."

He quietly did not speak again, Chen Bing glanced at him, and changed the subject: "Don't you want to sing?"

Xiao Zhi sighed, obviously making it difficult for him to perform at the moment, looked up at the starry sky for a while, then adjusted the guitar: "Okay, I'll sing for you."

The music flows.

The voice is nice and clean, and his singing is not so gimmicky, but his emotional delivery is very layered.This is also his talent, no matter what he does, he is deeply passionate.

There was laughter from the dormitory inside the door.

After listening to it for a while, Chen Bing felt a little lonely: "I want to go back to school."

"Ok?"

Xiao Zhi pressed the string with his fingertips, and said after a while: "It's all right, I'll be back when I've been raised."

Chen Bing lowered his eyelids, his delicate side face and light eyes were cold, just when Xiao Zhi thought he would stop talking, he asked, "When will you come to see me?"

"Huh?" Xiao Zhi calculated, "I'll be here on Saturday afternoon, soon."

Chen Bing repeated slowly: "Quickly."

Xiao Zhi heard the meaning in his words: "What?"

Chen Bing didn't seem to want to say it.

After a while, he should have overcome his emotions before saying, "You don't even miss me."

There are some grudges in the words

Actually no reason.Chen Bing couldn't do anything in the hospital, he waited for Xiao Zhi's news all day every day, and whenever he encountered anything, he couldn't find anyone to tell Xiao Zhi.

For example, send him a message after paying the fee.

Send him a message.

Check your body and send him a message.

Send him a message for dinner.

You have to send him a message to go to the bathroom.

But Xiao Zhi was busy, so he just answered a few words after class and waited for him for a long time every time.

"..."

Xiao Zhi was stunned for a moment when he heard this sentence, he couldn't believe it came from him, and smiled inexplicably: "Why do I miss you?"

Chen Bing felt that he was demanding too much. Although he was bored in the hospital, Xiao Zhi also had his work to do.So after Chen Bing finished speaking, he refused to say any more, and kept quiet.

"..."

Wearing a pair of pants since childhood, how could Xiao Zhi not understand Chen Bing's thoughts?He just wants his whole world to revolve around him, and he still stands on the moral high ground.

This person, all his arrogance seems to be used against himself.

Xiao Zhi found it interesting anyway: "Tell me, why do I miss you?"

Chen Bing said some nonsense: "You don't miss me."

Xiao Zhi was funny, and his voice lowered a lot: "I miss you so much."

"No, you don't want to."

"I think."

"You do not want."

"——I really miss you, I miss you so much." Xiao Zhi thought for a while, leaning his back against the railing of the balcony, "I want to dream of you in my dreams, I wish I could make love with you, and I want to run to your side immediately , so——Chen Bing, can you stop messing with me?"

"..." Chen Bing was slightly satisfied, and said quietly, "Yes."

After a while, he added: "I didn't mess with you."

Yes, yes, I didn't do it, I just wanted to talk about love with myself.

Xiao Zhi understands too well.Leaning against the railing, his eyebrows and eyes were faintly illuminated by the light, he lowered his head and straightened his white T-shirt, chatting with Chen Bing but not talking.

Wen Wei went to the balcony to wash up, and after listening to the chat for a while, he turned to look at Xiao Zhi: "Are you chatting with Bingbing?"

Xiao Zhi glanced down at him, nodded: "Huh?"

Wen Wei hesitated to speak: "Is Bingbing so cute when she's in a relationship?"

Xiao Zhi was funny, raised his hand and pinched the back of his neck and pressed down, and said, "Yes, it's just Jiao. I like it."

"..."

Wen Wei showed an expression that any man could understand: "I like tender ones too."

Oh shit.

Xiao Zhi smiled and kicked him: "Get lost."

Wen Wei said "Hey!", turned around and went back to the dormitory after washing.

The content of the conversation was heard clearly by Chen Bing.

He was startled, and the back of his ears started to heat up, knowing that this should not be a good word: "What is Jiao?"

Xiao Zhi hummed: "It means being coquettish."

"……"is that so?

Chen Bing was overwhelmed by this word, and felt that it was not appropriate to put it on himself: "I am not acting like a baby."

"Hold."

Xiao Zhi smiled sincerely.

After laughing, he followed him and said, "Well, I didn't act like a baby."

His words obviously had connotations, and Chen Bing was silent for a few seconds: "I really didn't act like a baby."

"Yes yes yes." Xiao Zhi has lost the will to discuss right and wrong with Chen Bing now, in short, he just wants to be happy, "You really didn't act like a baby."

"..."

The more he said this, the more Chen Bing felt that there was something wrong with him, and he even became unhappy: "I just didn't act like a baby."

"Well," Xiao Zhi said, "Then I admit that you haven't acted like a baby?"

Chen Bing: "..."

Why do you feel wrong?

Xiao Zhi was denying, but not completely denying.

Chen Bing felt that he was connoting himself, and stared straight at him: "I'm really, no, acting like a baby."

"..."

Xiao Zhi leaned on the railing and took two steps forward.He thought about it with eyebrows and eyes, and for a moment he didn't know what to say, and said after a while: "Yes, then I haven't been saying, haven't you acted like a baby?"

Chen Bing felt unable to continue talking with him.

Chen Bing glanced at the screen and hung up the video directly.

Xiao Zhi: "?"

...? ? ?

can't read.

I really don't understand.

He returned to the dormitory without a word, turned on the lamp and started flipping through the books.

After a while, a message from Xu Rong came.

Aunt Xu: [What's going on?Xiaobing is unhappy again. ]

Aunt Xu: [Is the chat wrong? ]

Xiao Zhi: "..."

He was sitting in a chair with a dark coat draped over his shoulders. He held the fuselage by his fingers and looked at it for a while, really not knowing what to say to ease the damn atmosphere.

He was pissed off again.

Sulking every day, isn't that delicate?

Xiao Zhi clicked on Chen Bing's chat box, thought for a while and sent a line, and decided to avoid the dispute with Chen Bing for the time being, after all, no matter what he said at this moment, his true feelings could not be compared.

On the other end of the hospital, Chen Bing's message was refreshed.

Just a few lines of words have profound meaning.

Xiao Zhi: [Stop talking.I love you. ]

"..."

The weekend is another holiday, and the whole class is boiling.

Xiao Zhi packed up his textbooks and got up, next to him was Guan Kun, who was holding two books between his hands, and asked him, "Going to eat?"

"I don't eat, I don't have time." Xiao Zhi said.

Guan Kun snorted: "Go to the hospital again?"

"Correct."

Xiao Zhi carried the big book for review, didn't even go back to the dormitory, and went directly to the school gate to wait for the bus.

Winter became very cold, Xiao Zhi took out his mobile phone and called Chen Bing.

He opened his mouth, mist overflowing from his lips: "Guess, what am I doing now."

What can you do on Saturday afternoon?Chen Bing knew that he was looking for him, so he couldn't hold back the corners of his lips from twitching: "I don't know."

Xiao Zhi deliberately said: "Today is very busy, I will go back to Aunt Wang's house in a while, and I am on my way now."

"..."

Chen Bing fell silent.

Xiao Zhi waited for a few seconds for him to speak, but when he didn't wait, he took the phone and hung up at some point.

Xiao Zhi called and laughed: "Why can't you help being funny?"

"Well," Chen Bing said in a cool tone, "I was fooled, but your mother is gone."

"..."

Xiao Zhi's throat tightened, and he didn't speak for a few seconds.

He saw a small cart selling flowers at the school on the side of the road, and the bus hadn't arrived yet, so he went to pick and choose: "I'll buy you a bunch of flowers, shall I?"

Chen Bing didn't feel anything: "Whatever."

Xiao Zhi bought a bouquet with two roses, turned around and ran up the bus as soon as it arrived, clutching the flowers.

Landing on the ground, the book in Xiao Zhi's hand almost fell.The bus was full of people, so he had no place to sit, so he went to the seat by the window and talked to Chen Bing: "Isn't it possible to drink soup and take supplements recently? I'll bring you some spicy ones later, do you want crayfish?"

Chen Bing: "Whatever."

Xiao Zhi tilted his head, seeing the dark traffic outside the window, he clicked his tongue: "The road is very congested."

Chen Bing: "Do you want the driver to pick you up?"

"Forget it," Xiao Zhi said, "He will be blocked when he comes, I will go to the subway station later, it will be faster."

Chen Bing said, "That's fine."

Xiao Zhi was in a good mood, looked down at his watch: "There are still two hours."

10 minutes by bus, [-] hour by subway, and a few minutes walk to the hospital.

——Countdown to meet.

Chen Bing asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Xiao Zhi: "No, I'll eat with you when I get to the hospital."

Chen Bing responded with a very soft voice: "Then are you hungry?"

"Not hungry."

Chen Bing began to think: "What's for dinner?"

"Whatever you want," Xiao Zhi remembered the important point, "Can I get out of bed now?"

"..." Chen Bing didn't argue with him, "I could get out of bed a long time ago."

"Can you go far? Go to eat outside the hospital?"

Chen Bing: "No."

"Okay, let the store deliver it."

Xiao Zhi leaned against the window with his back relaxed, the zipper of the black down jacket was open at the collarbone, his legs were very straight, he was very tall, and his Adam's apple was slightly restrained by the shadow.After the little girl standing next to him sneaked a glance at him, she stood very uncomfortable and didn't dare to look up at him.

Xiao Zhi asked: "Have you listened to all the songs I sent you?"

Chen Bing: "Listen."

"How do I sing?"

"good."

"It's okay," Xiao Zhi said, "Then I'll sing tonight to lull you to sleep."

"..."

Chen Bing forcefully added: "It's not necessary."

The corners of Xiao Zhi's lips curled up, and he continued the topic just now: "Give me the name of the restaurant you usually eat at, and I'll order now, so we can eat together when I come over."

Chen Bing dug out the number from the cabinet and sent it to him.

Xiao Zhi ordered food online and asked Chen Bing what to eat.Aunt Xu couldn't handle this, so she made an order by phone every time.She watched from the side, and was very pleased with Xiao Zhi's arrival: "Then you two will have dinner together tonight, don't order mine, I'll be right back. Sigh, I can go home and tidy up myself."

She usually waits on Chen Bing for a whole week, only the weekend when Xiao Zhi comes can take a breather.

Xiao Zhi said, "Okay, Auntie, take a good rest."

Xu Rong originally planned to wait for Xiao Zhi to arrive before leaving, but she got a phone call midway, and the family needed to be in charge, so she left early.

Hearing that the door was closed, Xiao Zhi raised his eyebrows and asked, "Is there no one in the ward?"

Chen Bing: "Yes."

Xiao Zhi's performance started, he raised his wrist to look at his watch: "I'll transfer to the subway right away."

"Ah."

Xiao Zhi said with a smile in his voice, "There is still one hour, one hour."

Chen Bing was driven a little impatiently by him, "Hurry up."

"It's coming soon. It's the bus that doesn't work. I want to fly over here."

Chen Bing sneered and laughed.

The bus wobbled to a stop next to the subway station, Xiao Zhi jumped out of the bus holding onto the railing, and then ran along the street towards the subway station: "I'll run two steps."

The sound of the wind poured down directly.

There was the sound of friction in the ear.

Chen Bing could only say: "Be careful, don't run."

Holding the rose wrapped in dark brown drawings, Xiao Zhi walked through the rushing crowd, and when he got to the elevator at the subway station, his breathing became heavier, and his breath was a little messy: "I'm very safe."

He bought the ticket and ran to the ground floor to wait for the subway. When he came over, he couldn't help laughing: "Look, you ran right."

Chen Bing laughed: "Okay."

The signal in the subway is not very good, and the pictures of the two are often stuck in PPT, but both of them insist on not hanging up, and have a difficult communication after the network delay.

The subway is still a little noisy, and Xiao Zhi often asks: "What did you say? I didn't hear clearly just now."

Chen Bing: "I said..."

"What did you say?"

"you……"

"What am I?"

"I say you……"

"What did you say to me?"

After a while, Chen Bing literally shouted: "I said that one of your papers ran away!"

Xiao Zhi heard it clearly: "It's okay, if you drop it, you don't want it."

After shouting, Chen Bing frowned slightly, and pressed his fingers faintly on the wound on his lower abdomen: "I just removed the stitches, don't be so angry that my gold wound burst and died."

Xiao Zhi: "What can I do for you?"

"..."

Xiao Zhi looked down at the phone screen: "I really can't hear you clearly."

Chen Bingxin said: Forget it.

Chen Bing said, "Let's chat casually."

"Ok?"

"You're downstairs, buy me a pack of wet tissues."

"Buy buns?"

Chen Bing said patiently: "Wet tissue."

Xiao Zhi tilted his head and put his ear close to the phone: "What paper?"

"..."

Chen Bing was quiet for a while.

When the subway meets, there will be a huge whistling sound, filled with the sound of hunting wind, Chen Bing seems to calmly say experimentally: "I like you."

There was silence for a while.

It stands to reason that this sentence should not be heard clearly.

Xiao Zhi turned to the video, with deep eyebrows and a smile on his lips: "I like you too."

"..."

Chen Bing was helpless: "How did you hear this sentence clearly?"

Xiao Zhi: "I don't know."

Always feeling strange, Chen Bing's eyes twitched and asked him, "Are you lying to me on purpose?"

Xiao Zhi's introverted eyes fell back to the phone screen.

He was silent, and approached again with a half-bent spine: "Am I something?"

Chen Bing: "..."

Is it really that amazing?

Chen Bing licked his lips, feeling very speechless, on the other side, the smile on Xiao Zhi's lips gradually widened, as if his scheme had succeeded.

"..."

Regardless of whether you heard it clearly just now, you must have heard it clearly now and pretend not to hear it clearly.

Chen Bing lowered his eyelids and looked at him, feeling uncomfortable.

Xiao Zhi acted like nothing happened, obviously interested in Chen Bing's discovery, looked at him lazily, and raised his tone: "Why don't you say it again?"

Chen Bing: "..."

"I feel," Xiao Zhi said with a smile after thinking about it, "I seem to only hear you saying that you like me."

Finally got off the subway.

It was evening, winter nights came early, and the sky was gloomy as if wrapped in dust.

Xiao Zhi stood outside the food stall at the corner, waiting for the crayfish, and asked, "Is the food delivered to the ward?"

Chen Bing: "Well, where are you?"

"I bought the crayfish, I'll come right away."

Chen Bing was quiet and said, "Hurry up."

The packed crayfish was packed in a cardboard box, and several plastic gloves were stuffed inside. It was not convenient for Xiao Zhi to run around while carrying this thing, but it was better because of his long legs, one step was worth two steps.

"It's downstairs." Xiao Zhi reported the situation while walking.

Chen Bing was obviously in a hurry just now, but now he said "um" as if nothing had happened, with a very calm BKing appearance.

Xiao Zhi didn't bother to talk about him, and got into the elevator.

There are other people in the elevator, going to different floors, Chen Bing's department is on the 8th floor.After the elevator door opened, a group of people walked out: "Don't squeeze!"

People outside the door were also waiting to come in.

Just as Xiao Zhi put down his phone, the moment he looked up, he saw a tall and thin figure in the crowded flow of right and wrong people.

Chen Bing was wearing a loose and thin hospital gown, was squeezed to the side, raised his head, and looked into the elevator.

Xiao Zhi was stunned for a second, and met his eyes.

Chen Bing put on a nonchalant expression: "Come?"

"Fuck." Xiao Zhi went over and put his arms around his shoulders, "Can you get here?"

Chen Bing was only wearing thin clothes, and there was no heating in the aisle. His wrists were protruding from the cuffs. He was quite thin, and his body temperature was lower than that of Xiao Zhi who just came in from the outside.

Chen Bing was embraced by him, first looked at the people around him and wanted to push impatiently, but slowly rubbed into his arms: "Well, it's easy to walk over."

Xiao Zhi raised his voice: "It's easy?"

Chen Bing was quiet for a while, then coughed and said softly, "Actually, it hurts a little, after all, the stitches have just been removed."

"..."

Xiao Zhi didn't know what to say to him anymore, so he handed him the flowers wrapped in paper rolls, and helped him back to the ward: "Let's go."

The hand he was holding Chen Bing was also cold, after all, his internal organs were damaged and his body hadn't recuperated yet.

Chen Bing glanced at the rose in his hand. He was looking forward to it all the way, but now he felt a little embarrassed in front of the doctors, nurses and patients.

The little nurse next to them looked at them for a while, then smiled and lowered her head.

Chen Bing said, "Go faster."

"?" Xiao Zhi's face was ugly, "Can you still walk fast? I suggest you want me to hug you and say it straight."

"..."

Chen Bingxin said forget it.

Their fingers intertwined.

Chen Bing has slender fingers, and he lost all his strength during the hospitalization, but he is quite clean and tidy.

The fingertips touched each other, and the teenager's emotions were aroused, and he somehow wanted to have more physical contact.

Besides, we haven't seen each other for such a long time.

Xiao Zhi gently caressed his knuckles with the back of his fingers, and tightened his breathing: "Otherwise, is it true that I hug you?"

"..."

Chen Bing tilted his head: "I don't want to be ashamed, thank you."

Walked to the ward without incident.

In the last two steps, Xiao Zhi's fingers gradually tightened, and the next second he pushed the door and went in. As soon as he heard the sound of "Kang Dang" closing the door, Chen Bing was gently hugged into his arms by his shoulders.

The room has heating, Xiao Zhi cursed "fuck" while unbuttoning his coat, he was so busy inside and out, he put his mind on biting Chen Bing's lips lightly, took off the bed and put his arm around Chen Bing. Bing, holding his waist with one hand to avoid the wound, just kissing him makes his breathing a little messy.

Chen Bing was also quite confused, his mind was blank, he had nothing else to say and put his arms around Xiao Zhi's waist.

Xiao Zhi was worried about getting his wound, so he just bit his neck a few times, rubbed his fingertips, and kissed Chen Bing's lips sideways.

A little carried away from the kiss, Chen Bing bowed his back and moved away, clearly aware of Xiao Zhi's reaction.

When Chen Bing turned his head to avoid it, he had already been tossed enough, his lips were flushed, and the emotions in his eyes could not be restrained: "Xiao Zhi, don't..."

"Hold."

Xiao Zhi went through the momentary impulse when he saw Chen Bing, and now he calmed down and calmed down a lot: "I didn't get you anywhere, did I?"

Chen Bing was in a complicated mood: "No."

His breathing is still not steady.

Due to suffocation, the edges of the ears were red, the lips were wet, and there were teeth marks on the lower jaw.

The neckline of Chen Bing's clothes was also inexplicably pulled and messed up by Xiao Zhi, revealing his thin collarbone and sickly white skin. Because of his physique, he was prone to marks, and his neck was also stained with ambiguous red marks when his fingertips were brushed against him.

Xiao Zhi looked at it for a few seconds, his eyes were dim, and he planned not to continue, but he stepped forward and hugged him: "Chen Bing."

Chen Bing hugged his waist back: "Huh?"

Xiao Zhi felt this kind of emotion for the first time, smelling his body: "I miss you so much, I miss you so much."

I really think about it.

In the past, I simply thought about the figure under the shade of Chen Bing, his smile illuminated by the sun, his gentle voice, and staying with him.

Now I want to think about his smell, his body, the softness between his lips and teeth, every minute of seeing him, and the warm body temperature of him blending with myself.