don't bother me

Jiujiu has already begun to fall slowly, but he refuses to admit it.

Lin Jiujiu has never been in a relationship, Lin Jiujiu's brother has never been in a relationship, Lin Jiujiu's good friend has never been in a relationship, and even Brother Lu Yan, who pursues him, has never been in a relationship. There are a bunch of single dogs around him.

A single dog can't help him solve his troubles.

Lin Jiujiu was lying on the table alone in distress, why not stay with Brother Lu Yan, anyway, Brother Lu Yan is better than everyone he knows, the only drawback is that he is nine years older than him.

However, if brother Lu Yan is just a novelty, then male high school students like him are more popular.

Lin Jiujiu thought about it all by himself and didn't think of any tricks.

His brother came in without knocking, which scared Lin Jiujiu who was lying on the table thinking.

"Brother, you didn't knock on the door."

Lin Jiujiu tilted his head to look at his brother.

Lin Chang didn't care, and sat next to Lin Jiujiu with a chair: "Forget, forget, brother has something to tell you."

Lin waited for a long time for his brother to say.

Lin Chang: "Our mother will come back tomorrow."

Lin Jiujiu was taken aback for a moment, Lin Jiujiu sat up straight, and looked at Lin Chang: "Is the cousin also with me?"

Lin Chang hummed, then rubbed Lin Jiujiu's head, and sighed: "It's so old, it's all over. My cousin didn't worry about it either."

Lin Jiujiu frowned and did not speak.

Lin Chang gave a few more instructions and closed the door for Lin Jiujiu, while Lin Jiujiu sighed inside.

The next day, after Lu Yan had dinner with him, he didn't send him home, but sent him to the city library, called study.

Lin Jiujiu breathed a sigh of relief, holding the ID card in his pocket.He didn't plan to go home today either.But I don't know how to tell Brother Lu Yan.

Lin Jiujiu pursed his lips and raised his pen. Seeing Lu Yan who was typing on the computer opposite him, he felt a little fresh.He actually came to the library to study with Brother Lu Yan?

"No topic?"

Lu Yan suddenly closed the computer and glanced at Lin Jiujiu.

Lin Jiujiu was frightened and dropped the pen directly on the table, making a lot of noise.He explained his distraction in a low voice: "Yes, yes. The topic is a bit difficult."

Lu Yan raised his eyebrows slightly, walked over, took a chair and sat next to Lin Jiujiu: "Which question can't you?"

Lin Jiujiu coughed several times, and casually pointed to the last big question on the math paper.

The last big question in the math test paper is usually the finale, not to mention his math test paper is all Olympiad questions.

Lu Yan leaned over to read the questions, and Lin Jiujiu held his breath again.

"Scratch paper."

"Oh oh oh." Lin Jiujiu bewildered and passed the draft paper to Lu Yan.

Lu Yan was very serious when he was doing the questions, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, and he wrote something on the draft paper from time to time, which was messy and ugly.However, Lin Jiujiu still thinks that this brother Lu Yan is much more handsome than the brother Lu Yan who molested him, and has a lot more masculine charm.

Lin Jiujiu secretly glanced at Lu Yan's side face, then immediately lowered his head, without anyone noticing.

Lu Yan frowned slightly, and greeted Lin Jiujiu: "This question should be written like this..."

The library must be kept quiet, so Lu Yan lowered his voice, and was very close to Lin Jiujiu. Lin Jiujiu blushed, and he could feel Lu Yan's breath on his face, and he even smelled a faint fragrance.

There is no smell of smoke, brother Lu Yan doesn't even smoke.His brother smokes, he looks like an old smoker, and he also advertises that he is masculine, it smells so bad.

"Huh? Got it?"

Lu Yan suddenly stopped speaking, and stared at Lin Jiujiu with his chin propped up.

Lin Jiujiu was startled, regained his senses, and quickly said "I understand, I understand" and wanted to take back the test paper, but Lu Yan held down the test paper and asked, "What did I just say?"

Lin Jiujiu: "..."

Lin Jiujiu grimaced and refused the test paper, "I'm sorry, I didn't listen."

Honestly admit mistakes.

"What do you think?"

Lin did not speak for a long time.

Lu Yan told Lin Jiujiu again, this time Lin Jiujiu listened seriously, nodded from time to time, and finally praised Lu Yan for being smart after Lu Yan finished speaking.

Lu Yan let out a muffled laugh, and asked Lin Jiujiu if there was anything else he didn't understand.

"No more, thank you Brother Lu Yan."

Well, the kid is a top student, what if he is a scumbag?

After studying for more than two hours, it was already dark outside, Lin Jiujiu walked to the car and suddenly stopped, hesitating, not knowing how to tell Lu Yan.

Lu Yan opened the car door and let Lin Jiujiu get in the car. Lin Jiujiu, who hadn't figured out what to say, got into the car like a soulless robot. Even when Lu Yan fastened his seat belt, he was too obedient.

Lu Yan pinched Lin Jiujiu's face: "Preoccupied?"

Seeing that Lu Yan was about to put on his seat belt, the filial Lin Jiujiu came again. He wanted to break free from the seat belt that restrained him, and went to Lu Yan to fasten Lu Yan's seat belt.

Before Lin Jiujiu bumped into each other, he heard a crisp buttoning sound.

Lin Jiujiu sat back with a sullen face.

Lu Yan snorted and said, "From now on, I will ask you to buckle it for me every day."

Lin Jiujiu was depressed and didn't speak. Seeing that Lu Yan was about to start the car, he grabbed Lu Yan's arm this time.

Lu Yan was wearing a shirt with stiff arms. Lin Jiujiu took it back as soon as he grabbed it. There was still some warmth from Lu Yan's arm in his palm.

Lin Jiujiu blushed a little.

With a smile in his mouth, Lu Yan glanced at Lin Jiujiu, and kept joking: "Is Jiujiu here?"

Lin Jiujiu lowered his head and moaned, "Brother Lu Yan, I'm not going home today."

"Finally?"

Lin Jiujiu raised his head suddenly, with shock on his face, "Lu... Brother Lu Yan, how do you know I won't go home?"

Lu Yan leaned on the seat, tapped the steering wheel with his fingers, and tilted his head to look at Lin Jiujiu.

But Lin Jiujiu guessed it right away, with a depressed face on his face: "Did my brother say that?"

Lu Yan hummed, and asked as if he wanted to talk to the child: "I mentioned something. Mind telling me why?"

Lin Jiujiu lowered his head with a serious face. Lu Yan was very patient and didn't rush. After a while, Lin Jiujiu said, "My mother is back, and my cousin is also here."

Lu Yan hummed, indicating that he was listening carefully.

Then Lin Jiujiu said it all out of his mind, "When I was young, my cousin's family was gone. She was already in the first year of high school at that time. She was a deserted person. She was very withdrawn and no one would take care of her. She was lively in front of my parents. Point. My parents love my cousin and treat her very well, even more than my brother and I. I was not very happy. When my mother said that I would adopt my cousin, I broke out and made a big fuss. Then..."

Before Lin Jiujiu finished speaking, he heard Lu Yan's laughter, and felt even more ashamed, and scolded himself with a wrinkled face: "I'm too ignorant."

"No," Lu Yan hurriedly comforted little friend Lin Jiujiu, "It's hard to imagine the quarrel, I couldn't hold back the novelty for a while, sorry."

Lin Jiujiu was appeased, and continued to wrinkle his face and said: "My cousin was sent abroad. I was quite happy at that time, but as I grew older and became more sensible, I realized that my cousin is actually quite pitiful. I’m still young, and it’s not easy living outside alone.”

Lin Jiujiu's eyes turned red as he spoke, and his head turned to the car window: "My cousin has never been to my house because of me. Later, my cousin graduated and studied with my mother. She came to my house once. At that time, I was still in the In junior high school, I wanted to go over and say sorry to my cousin. My cousin glanced at me and said she would leave in a while. I..., I didn't mean that. I..."

Lin Jiujiu was a little incoherent.

"So you didn't stay at home after your cousin came to your house, did you?" Lu Yan asked.

Lin Jiujiu hummed, his face wrinkled into a ball.Fortunately, I didn't cry.

Lu Yan stared at Lin Jiujiu's reflection in the car window, "Want to hear my opinion?"

Lin Jiujiu nodded.

Lu Yan said: "Jiujiu, you were really young at that time. You can understand your dependence on your parents and your desire to see only yourself in their eyes. But, you did hurt your cousin. This is true, isn't it?"

Lin Jiujiu nodded honestly, blaming himself to death.

Lu Yan said again: "But, Jiujiu, you are right. Your parents, you don't want to share it with others, what's wrong? It doesn't matter if you are sensible or not."

Lin Jiujiu was taken aback, blinked, and looked at Lu Yan, a little dazed.

Lu Yan rubbed Lin Jiujiu's head: "Not everything in this world can be judged by wrong or good. There is nothing wrong with this matter itself. But for Jiu Jiu, you are entangled in self-blame because of this matter, then you It is a wrong perception to give this matter. In this case, the behavior that can make yourself more comfortable is to express your apology and get forgiveness from others. Have you ever thought about apologizing?"

Lin Jiujiu nodded and thought for a few seconds, feeling helpless: "But I'm afraid that my cousin will reject my apology."

Lu Yan said: "There's nothing you can do, isn't it? Jiujiu, your behavior has indeed hurt others, and others have the right not to forgive you. But if you apologize, the threshold in your heart will pass."

Lin Jiujiu pondered for a long time, and then said in frustration for a while: "But I'm sorry, it's so cheap. Can a word of sorry be able to offset the harm to others?"

Lu Yan laughed and shook his head: "You have to say whether it's cheap or not, and let your cousin know what you think. You are hiding from your cousin now, what will your cousin think? Well, after so many years, I still don't want to see I."

Lin Jiujiu immediately shook his head: "That's not what I meant!"

"Yes, your brother and I, including your parents, know that you don't mean it. But does your cousin know? Even if your parents explain it for you, is it useful? If you want a satisfactory result, you should solve it yourself, not Let someone else speak for you."

Lin Jiujiu blushed, lowered his head, pondered for a long time, and finally said: "Brother Lu Yan, I'll write a letter, I'm stupid. I'll ask my brother to hand it to my cousin. I still won't go home today."

"If my cousin doesn't forgive me, I'll admit it. I'm really ignorant."

Lu Yan rubbed Lin Jiujiu's head, "Little Jiujiu, you are already great."

Lin Jiujiu boasted a little embarrassed, but still thanked Lu Yan very solemnly: "Thank you Brother Lu Yan. Brother Lu Yan, you are nine years older than me, and you really think more than me. You are also more thoughtful than my brother. My brother can only talk about relatives." There is an overnight feud." Lin Jiujiu said with a moved face.

Lu Yan couldn't hold back his laughter, "It's not worth mentioning that you are more thoughtful than your brother. But Lin Jiujiu, there is no need to always remind me that I am nine years older than you."

Lin Jiujiu spoke very well this time, without being rebellious at all, "Then I won't talk about it next time."

Lu Yan smiled dumbly, and asked Lin Jiujiu, "Which hotel are you going to stay in?"

Lin Jiujiu said an address.

Lu Yan smiled, "The kid is quite rich?"

Lin Jiujiu blushed and lowered his head in embarrassment.But when Lu Yan put his hands on the steering wheel, Lin Jiujiu touched Lu Yan's arm again.

Lu Yan tilted his head and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Lin Jiujiu was a little tangled up, his face turned red.

Lu Yan was innocent and poked Lin Jiujiu's face: "I haven't done anything right now."

Lin Jiujiu covered his face, opened his mouth slowly, raised his eyes slightly and put them down at a loss: "Can I stay at your house for one night?"

Lu Yan suspected that he had heard wrong.

After Lin Jiujiu finished speaking, he completely lowered his head, grabbed his school uniform jacket and said, "I don't know how to write an apology letter, I just say I'm sorry."

No, he just didn't want to be alone.His brother will definitely not accompany him, he will only say that he is hypocritical.But Brother Lu Yan definitely won't, and will comfort him.

His brother would not comfort him like this, nor would Xu Wenwen, who would only hug him and cry.

Lu Yan's heart softened inexplicably, "Aren't you afraid that I will take advantage of you at this time?"

Lin Jiujiu lowered his eyes and said vaguely, "I'm also a boy, so I don't necessarily have to take advantage of who."

Lu Yan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled dumbly.This child is not together yet, and he still has a big heart?

Immediately Lin Jiujiu added, "And my brother said you are a good person."

Only talkative.

Lin didn't say this for a long time, he was afraid that if he said it, it would cause Brother Lu Yan's rebellious psychology.

Lu Yan turned the steering wheel and said with a smile: "Okay, I'm a good person. But Lin Jiujiu, apart from me, you can't trust what your brother said so unconditionally, you know?"

Lin Jiujiu hummed and said in a low voice, "I'm not a child."

He'll figure it out for himself.

Although Brother Lu Yan is a bit of a hooligan, he is a hooligan with a bottom line and a good hooligan.