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They were separated.

In [-], Yuan Mu disappeared without warning.

It was an ordinary Monday morning in the second semester of fifth grade, and Yuan Mu's seat was empty for four classes.

Regarding this absent student, the teacher did not mention it in class, and the students did not discuss it after class.

Qiu Yu was bored all by herself until she came home from school, and she didn't have time to pack her schoolbag, so she went straight to Yuan Mu's house.

Fang Qiong said that he went to his grandfather's house in the countryside.

Qiu Yu hadn't even met Yuan Mu's father, let alone his grandfather. He stood at the door and nodded in a daze, thanking Auntie.

At that time Fang Qiong was busy feeding Yuan Cha and didn't greet him again.

Yuan Cha was six years old. He had heard from Yuan Mu that his sister was about to enter the first grade in the fall, so she was probably not mentally handicapped, but just playing temper and unwilling to eat, so her mother chased after her with bowls and spoons.

The scene was chaotic, and Fang Qiong didn't pay attention to how long the kid from the Qiu family stayed that day, nor did he know when he closed the door for her and left.

Qiu Yu was puzzled by Yuan Mu's ability to go to his grandfather's house on school days, and planned to wait for him to come back to learn from him, and ask how this man persuaded his mother to let him go out to play.

But Qiu Yu waited for a month, and when the third row of Yuan Mu's seat came, the teacher arranged for a tall student with myopia to sit there.

"Teacher, where is Yuan Mu sitting?" This was the first time Qiu Yu spoke in class.

"Yuan Mu?" The teacher looked at him in surprise, "Yuan Mu already transferred to another school and left."

Later, he went to Fang Qiong for the second time and asked when Yuan Mu would come back.

The four people who coded the cards all stopped to look at him, including Xu Yiqing.

Xu Yiqing smiled embarrassingly at Fang Qiong, took out a piece of change from the pile of change in his handbag, and poked it into Qiu Yu's palm, saying that he didn't make dinner today, and asked him to go to Qian Jinjia's noodle shop to make do with it.

Four pairs of bodies twisted, four faces surrounded, and the dice were spun again in the mahjong pile on the square table.

After being ignored, deprived, threatened, and forced countless times, Qiu Yu realized the subtle difference between adults and minors very early on.

It seems that there is no subtlety at all, and the difference is obvious and literal.

If a "not" is added, it means negation.

They divide human beings into two grades according to age, creating a gap. The groups on both sides of the strait are not opposed to each other. The disparity in power makes it impossible to confront each other.

It was like when Xu Yiqing told him to kneel down, told him to tear up the book, told him to slap himself, told him not to sleep all night, told him to take off his clothes and stand on the stairs as punishment, he never resisted.

Docile, obedient, cowardly, and showing weakness are his self-consciousness as a minor.

Similarly, no one cared how long Qiu Yu stood by the table this time.

"Aunt Fang, when will Yuan Mu come back?" Until he spoke again.

Qiu Yu didn't look at Xu Yiqing, but he could imagine her angry eyes, because the palms on his arms were too hard, and he often suspected that she had a pair of mechanical arms.

Fang Qiong played a card of [-] yuan, and was slapped by the opponent. She said "Oh", and said to Qiu Yu, "Yuan Mu was picked up by his grandfather. When will he listen to his grandfather? Do you miss him?" If so—wait, touch!" Fang Qiong mentioned the [-] yuan between her fingers but couldn't let it fall, she frowned at the card board and the card pool, "If you want him, you can play with him during the holidays."

Is there anything you can't ask, like squeezing toothpaste, he finally pried out an ambiguous answer, and understand why it's hard to say.

Obviously they were sent away.

But receiving and sending are not important, anyway, they are all at the mercy of words.

Yuan Mu's departure, apart from making Yuan Cha an only child, enriching the Yuan family a lot, and making Fang Qiong and Yuan Gaopeng look much more relaxed and happy, it didn't affect anyone's life.

Including Yuan Mu's best friend, Qian Jin, also very quickly replicated an intimate relationship with another playmate.

Qiu Yu thought, Yuan Mu is so insignificant.

But he was still afraid that he would forget him, so he repeatedly and continuously consolidated the memory of this person by himself.

As long as I can remember, they have lived on this street together.

Qiu Yu's impression of Yuan Mu is limited to being better-looking than others, fair, talkative, and loves to laugh.

They went to the same primary school, and they would sometimes meet on the way home from school, usually Qiu Yu walking behind a group of them alone.

Although Yuan Mu and Qian Jin's group belonged to those who had left after class, they didn't have long legs when they left school. They often stopped at the ant nests on the side of the road, the steel bars and stone slabs on the construction site, and similar boring things.

Once, Yuan Mu in front of him squatted down while walking, and picked out a one-yuan coin from the corn leaves in the vegetable field next to him.

With a distance of more than ten meters, his screams almost burst Qiu Yu's eardrums.

Qian Jin and the other boys also cheered, booing and asking him to treat them to spicy strips.

As they got closer, Qiu Yu heard Yuan Mu keep telling them that he had a deep relationship with this coin. He happened to pass by here, and he happened to glance to the side as he passed by. The coin happened to be hidden at an angle that he could see when he passed by.

It seemed that it was specially placed there for him to pick it up, otherwise how could it be explained that he was the only one who saw thousands of people walking here?

People: "Mmmm, treat."

The fate is deep.

Qiu Yu thought that Yuan Mu was laying the groundwork for cheating, but he saw him roll out a two-yuan note from another pocket, raised his chin and said "use it" to celebrate.

Later, Qiu Yu had another impression of Yuan Mu.

How should I put it, my brain is not good.

There are also moments of inspiration.

He actually remembered his name.

One night, Qiu Yu was kicked out of the house by Xu Yiqing again, and by the way, the torn book and the torn schoolbag were thrown from the balcony.

He stood outside the door for a while, and when he heard that Xu Yiqing had turned off the lights and went to sleep, he went downstairs in the dark to pick up books.

Then Xu Yiqing suddenly poked his head out from the balcony, forbidding him to move, and asked him to kneel on the 87-point test paper.

The yelling was very abrupt in the clear winter night. Qiu Yu looked up at her nervous eyes and at the black sky above her head, thinking that this scene was very suitable for the composition of the strange dream of the protagonist in the cartoon.

"Kneel!" Xu Yiqing roared out loud, she could not tolerate any disobedience, not even hesitation.

After Qiu Yu knelt down, she heard some nearby doors and windows being pushed open.

He stopped looking at his mother and lowered his head.

The night returned to calm, someone came out gently downstairs, footsteps followed, Qiu Yu didn't look back.

The man squatted down beside him, and Qiu Yu didn't raise his eyes.

"Hey, Qiu Yu."

Yuan Mu was wearing a set of fleece pajamas, with a down jacket wrapped around his upper body.

When he was squatting, he put his arms around his knees, and after a while, the tip of his nose was red with cold, and he looked more pitiful than Qiu Yu.

It might also be due to his puppy-like eyes.

Qiu Yu knew that his facial features were beautiful from a distance, but at this moment when he took a closer look, he directly realized the aggressiveness of "beautiful".

"Qiu Yu."

Yuan Mu called out again, insisting that someone should answer him.

"busy?"

Yuan Mu's sleepy eyes were wide open, he didn't feel sleepy at all, he didn't expect this person to kneel like this, but then he was thankful, if he cried and languished, he had no idea how to comfort him.

"What happened to your mother?"

This question gave Qiu Yu great comfort.

He admitted that he was biased against all adults.

The uncles and aunts who passed by in the corridor before asked, what's wrong with you.

What did you do, why are you stuck here, in this way.

Their brains are carved out of the same mold, and the mold is a vulgar and hypocritical mold, which has nothing new.

"Get up, come home with me, I still have a down jacket."

Seeing that Qiu Yu didn't answer, Yuan Mu said again, "Take a nap, we'll go to study together at dawn."

He has already started reaching out to help him gather the books on the floor.

If Xu Yiqing found out, would she also ask Yuan Mu to kneel down to her?Qiu Yu couldn't judge, after all, no one had tried this before, and there was no example for reference.

"Don't touch it."

Yuan Mu glanced at him and stopped embarrassingly.

He thought for a while: "It's okay if you don't want it, just come with me, and I'll lend you the books and notes to copy."

Qiu Yu seemed to understand why he was so kind to him.

In the afternoon, Yuan Mu and Qian Jin were picking up rocks on other people's small construction site to play. They nicknamed them Treasure Agents.

As a witness to the torture, Qiu Yu said that he hadn't seen the two of them, and that they should be cleaning at the school.

After Qian Jin's mother left, the two of them waved to him from below: "Thank-la-bro-brother-"

He didn't call him by his name then.

Qiu Yu asked, "How do you know my name is Qiu Yu?"

Yuan Mu opened his dog eyes wide for the second time, pushing others and himself: "You, you don't know, you don't know my name..."

As we all know, Qiu Yu's mother is very perverted, and no one in this street can see Qiu Yu's figure during non-school hours.

Qian Jin said that one day he sent Wan Zamian to Qiu Yu's house and found that Qiu Yu was locked at home doing math problems in junior high school.

So terrifying.

But, but, even if you haven't played together, are you really so deaf to not knowing the name of your neighbor and classmate!

"Yuan Mu."

Qiu Yu said.

"oh oh."

Yuan Mu patted his chest.

Qiu Yu didn't go home with Yuan Mu that night, but Yuan Mu left his down jacket and waited downstairs for his class the next day, and took him to a photocopying shop with Huaxia graphic advertisements after arriving at school.

When Qiu Yu thought about the details of this matter about seven hundred times, Yuan Mu came back.

For two years, he followed the law of growth, becoming taller, thinner, and darker—the rest of Qiu Yu could not be seen, because Yuan Mu lowered his head when facing each other.

He heard the news through Qian Jin's loudspeaker, and Yuan Mu had been home for a week at that time.

The superficial reason for Yuan Mu's return is that the teaching quality of the junior middle school in the countryside is poor, but the fundamental reason is that Yuan Mu's grandfather died.

"Yuan Mu."

He guarded him in the corridor all day, until he came downstairs at nine o'clock in the evening.

Yuan Mu raised his head slowly: "Hey, Qiu Yu."

Scientists have studied that each person's fingerprints and irises are unique.

Qiu Yu thinks there is one more thing, what scientists can't prove, is illusory, what he learned from Yuan Mu, everyone's eyes are unique in the world.

Qiu Yu identified him by his eyes as Yuan Mu from two years ago.

"Excuse me, let me go."

Yuan Mu lowered his head and looked at the money in his hand.

It doesn't seem to be anymore.

Qiu Yu remembered that a long time ago, he chatted with Yuan Mu and overheard him calling Yuan Gaopeng his uncle.

Why do you call your father uncle?

Yuan Mu was surprised: "He is not my father."

This kind of after-dinner conversation is even being discussed in the street next door, and Qiu Yu was unexpectedly missed.

"Oh, you are called, reorganizing the family."

Qiu Yu said.

"Ah."

Yuan Mu nodded.

"Every reorganized family has a stepmother."

"I don't know, where did you hear that?"

"I summed it up."

Qiu Yu said, "If you are your own, Aunt Fang is your sister's stepmother."

"No, my sister was also born to my mother, we are relatives, my sister and I are just different fathers."

Yuan Mu added, "Every reorganized family has a stepmother or stepdad, and my uncle is my stepdad."

That was the first time Qiu Yu realized that Yuan Mu loved Fang Qiong and Yuan Cha very much.

If Yuan Mu hadn't come back, even though Qiu Yu had various emotions, he wouldn't be able to fall to the ground.

But when Yuan Mu came back, he was sorry to give in to the second sentence he said.

Qiu Yu hated Shang Fangqiong at that moment.

She was not worthy, and neither was Yuan Cha.

Yuan Mu re-read the first grade of junior high school once after school started, and the start and end times were perfectly staggered with that of Qiu Yu, who was in the second grade of junior high school. No one has ever seen him go to the street corner to play cards, pick up coins, and catch thieves again.

Yuan Mu became a lone traveler, drawing two parallel lines with the life trajectories of all his peers.

Yuan Mu's bedroom was moved to the original utility room of his house, and Fang Qiong started selling fruit at the street market.

These changes increased the opportunities for Qiu Yu to see him, one was the balcony, and the other was the fruit shop.

In the years that followed, Qiu Yu keenly sensed that Yuan Mu's connection with this world became weaker and weaker, to the point of almost nothing.

The way he walks, the wording of the conversation, and the gaze he looks at you, everything shows his tenacity and fragility, fragility and no nostalgia.

If this person turns into a gust of wind and rains one day and drifts away, Qiu Yu will never come back.

In the end, someone came to tell Qiu Yu that your worries day and night were right and would come true.

He also told me to kill him.

At 02:30 in the morning, Yuan Mu's window was opened from the outside.

He leaned against the head of the bed and didn't fall asleep, and didn't respond, he stared at the window quietly, waiting for something.

Qiu Yu stretched out her upper body and jumped in.

Turning on the lamp beside the bed, Yuan Mu asked softly, "Where did you come from?"

He smelled of earth and dew.

Qiu Yu pulled the window back and closed it.

"Outside."

Damn, it's still nonsense with such a loud voice.

Yuan Mu jumped off the bed and covered his mouth: "You don't know what sound insulation is like?"

Qiu Yugao Yuan Mu's half head, let him hang on her chest at this moment.

He slightly bent his knees, wrapped his arms around his waist, picked him up in the air and walked towards the bed.

Yuan Mu tensed his toes and barely touched the ground, caring about the injury, he only verbally warned: "Don't go to my bed in dirty clothes."

Qiu Yu remained motionless, knelt down to the edge of the bed, rolled up the quilt and put Yuan Mu on it.

He leaned over to press on him, stretched his hands down, separated Yuan Mu's legs, and let him wrap around his waist.

Qiu Yu leaned over, and they stuck even tighter.

"Do you want to kiss?" Qiu Yu asked.

As soon as this posture was set, Yuan Mu stiffened.

He touched Qiu Yu's jaw line with his fingers, and extended it along the line, hooking his chin towards him.

As soon as Qiu Yu kissed him, the tip of Yuan Mu's tongue was waiting for him between his teeth, and he lured him to suck it wet.

Yuan Mu was very emotional, and a weak moan came out of his throat.

Lust made Yuan Mu's cheeks and the corners of his eyes dark pink, beautiful, lively, coquettish and holy.

So why ask a rotten person like that to kill you.

Qiu Yu kneaded his earlobe, pressed his tongue into his soft mouth, Yuan Mu did not hold back, did not resist, Qiu Yu bit his lower lip deeply with his teeth, he just raised his neck, The legs clamped tighter in pain.

Qiu Yu relaxed, Yuan Mu hugged him tightly, raised his head, and stretched out his tongue to lick the blood off his lips.

Qiu Yu's eye sockets were red from the beginning, but now as he moved, the water mist gathered in his eyes, which became brighter and brighter, like a field of fire spreading across the water.

Yuan Mu propped up his upper body in confusion, and leaned closer to gently kiss the corner of his mouth.

His nose was full of his fruity fragrance, Qiu Yu's throat was hoarse, and her eyes were scarlet begging him: "Don't say that kind of thing to others in the future."

Even if you really want to die, you should be the first to pick on me, Yuan Mu.

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