landslide
Chapter 26
? Mo came back to Sichuan.
An hour after Huaijun came to court, he came.
At that time Chen Pu was in the dormitory, taking a silk handkerchief and wiping the jade screen flute that had been in the cabinet for a long time over and over again.Yes, it is the Yuping Xiao, not the Fengping Xiao that matches the dragon and the phoenix.The moment Chen Pu held the Yuping flute again, he calmed down the restlessness in his heart, as if gathering all the memories of the past in the palm of his hand, from the first meeting between him and Huai Jun to the time before Huai Jun's crowning ceremony.
Chen Pu closed his eyes, that time with the most mottled colors emerged in his mind, causing his mouth to bend upward unconsciously.
What happened these days forced him to nowhere to retreat, but fortunately Nuo Xu agreed to give him a release order, so he found a new hope.This is what he thought - instead of tossing each other in the palace and finally complaining about each other, it would be better to leave with the best memories.
Suddenly, the door was knocked several times, Chen Pu quickly put the Yuping flute in his sleeve and said, "Come in."
After seeing the person coming, Chen Pu heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "Guard Mo, please sit down."
Mo Huichuan sat next to Chen Pu, and caught a glimpse of the faint smile on his lips, which made him less haggard and more radiant. He knew that Chen Pu was in a good mood now.
However, if it wasn't for the breakfast being neglected on the table, he would be more willing to believe that Chen Pu's leaving the palace is the best choice.
"Guard Mo came here today, why?" Chen Pu didn't intend to beat around the bush with him, and said directly: "Do you want Chen Pu to cooperate with the king?"
Mo Huichuan shook his head, but said, "You should have some breakfast."
"I..." He originally wanted to say that he was not hungry, but he felt a little strange when the words came to his lips, so he couldn't speak, so he had to change the words to: "I'll get someone to take it out immediately."
"No, I'm busy." Mo Huichuan smiled self-deprecatingly, he was indeed too attentive to Chen Pu, and even interfered with breakfast.
Maybe it was because when he looked at Chen Pu, he couldn't help but think of Fan Shaoqian, but after thinking about it, he couldn't think of any similarities between Chen Pu and Fan Shaoqian's facial features. However, he often saw it in Chen Pu. Fan Shaoqian's 17-year-old shadow, even Nuo Xu went crazy because of Chen Pu's actions the day before yesterday.
Suddenly he had an idea, maybe it was the outline of the face, but one was cold and the other was soft. "Why did we all misunderstand it?" Mo Huichuan murmured out what was in his heart, and it happened that the quiet environment made Chen Pu listen to the words intermittently, and he immediately remembered Nuoxu's gaffe in front of him the day before yesterday.
"Misidentified? Guard Mo said... Shaoqian?"
"He," Mo Huichuan hesitated before saying, "He is our good friend."
This matter should not have been told to Chen Pu, but he felt that Chen Pu was someone who could confide in him. After all, both he and Nuo Xu had kept the matter in their hearts for a long time, but they always avoided talking about it. If Chen Pu was willing to listen to him Said, he is also willing to pour out.
"I look very similar to him?" Chen Pu asked hesitantly, wondering if Mo Huichuan would mind his meddling.
"It doesn't look like it, it doesn't look like it at first, but it looks more and more like it." After that, he thought to himself, I am afraid that they can only be compared clearly if they stand together, but how can they stand together?
"But he's gone." Chen Pu said with a bitter smile, and the reason for his bitter smile was not because of Fan Shaoqian, but because Nuo Xu, who was usually unpredictable, shed the most real tears for someone, and he knew it , Huai Jun would be very sad if he left.
Speaking of love is definitely true, but it is helpless to come to this point.
"He is a very important person to Wang Wang, so don't keep Wang Wang and my gaffe yesterday in mind."
"I understand, plus he was drunk." Chen Pu paused, remembering the blue silk handkerchief that he had wrapped around his hand when he woke up drunk. It was given to Mo Huichuan, "I was also drunk that night, and I don't know how my hand was hurt. Guard Mo bandaged me, and guard Mo sent me back, right?"
Mo Huichuan didn't answer, but Chen Pu obviously guessed it a long time ago.
"It was me who lost my composure. Although I forgot what happened that night, I should still thank Mo Shiwei. However, I blamed the matter on you, and even threatened you to let me go. Mo Shiwei , I have no other way to say such a thing, I hope you don't remember it in your heart."
After Chen Pu knew that Mo Huichuan's sudden concern for him was because he was like that person named Shaoqian, he became less wary of him.
"Your words are not wrong, and I understand your eagerness to leave." Having said that, Mo Huichuan frowned: "But do you really think leaving is the best way?"
"Would it be better for me to stay than to leave?" Chen Pu asked him back, because facing this question, he couldn't answer the reasons that persuaded himself before.
Mo Huichuan is someone who has experienced it, and he will refute all his reasons.
However, Mo Huichuan didn't have any intention to refute him, he understood that there were many things that others couldn't explain clearly, he just wanted Chen Pu to think clearly so as not to regret it in the future.
As for Chen Pu's question, Mo Huichuan didn't intend to answer it. Either staying or leaving would be better, or both would be worse. Those who stayed naturally envied the life of leaving, and those who left did they really want to leave?
The only thing Chen Pu can do is to escape, and the only way for those who have been hurt is to escape, but no one has the right to stop them from escaping. As Fan Shaoqian said back then, none of you understand the harm I have suffered.
"Since you are so determined, and King Wang has promised you, I will definitely send you a palace order during my visit."
Mo Huichuan's affirmative words caused a feeling of sadness, reluctance, and sadness to fill his heart. He shook his head and told himself with the reasons he had already thought about that it would be good to leave, and that leaving would be bright. The world will have hope again.
Mo Huichuan added: "But you can't blame Wang Wang in the future, this is what you asked for."
"I know." It was Huai Jun who asked him to go.
But he told himself sadly that he could face even Huai Jun marrying a wife, so what if Huai Jun asked him to go!What is the difference between Huai Jun receiving the imperial decree and pushing him away?
"Okay, we had a good talk just now, don't hurt your peace because of this matter." Mo Huichuan smiled gently, this smile couldn't help but make Chen Pu feel good about him, so he smiled back.
Mo Huichuan saw it in his eyes, and his heart twitched. He found another similarity between Chen Pu and Fan Shaoqian, and the smiles were especially similar.
"We got to know each other. It's fate. You and I don't want to call Chen Zhonglang the former guard Mo. If you don't mind, you might as well call me big brother."
Chen Pu looked at Mo Huichuan dully, and it took him a while to understand what he said, his eyes turned red, making Mo Huichuan at a loss for a while: "What's wrong with you? It doesn't matter if you mind."
"No." Chen Pu waved his hands hurriedly, fearing that Mo Huichuan would misunderstand and then smiled sincerely, "I always thought that I only had him, and I never thought that I would have one more friend before I left. Brother Mo, this is Thanks to Shaoqian?"
"It's not easy to count on his blessing." Mo Huichuan joked, as if he had returned to the time when he was with Fan Shaoqian ten years ago.
"Can you tell me more about him?" Chen Pu became inexplicably curious about Fan Shaoqian, but he was a little embarrassed when he asked, fearing that Mo Huichuan would be unhappy if he heard it, he hurriedly said, "I don't see many people. It’s a little curious to hear that someone looks like me, so it’s okay not to say it.”
"He doesn't look like you, did you tell me just now?" But Mo Huichuan continued to talk to him in a good temper: "Has anyone ever told you that your eyes are beautiful? But his eyes are not like yours , a little slender, full of scholarly temperament, but outsiders seem to think he is cold-tempered, but he is better than anyone else. He looks good when he smiles, a pair of eyes are curved, and there are two dimples, Everyone who sees it will laugh..." Mo Huichuan said all the way, thinking of the past days when the three of them got together.
It's been ten years, but they still remember Fan Shaoqian clearly.
Chen Pu also listened attentively. When he mentioned the two dimples, he subconsciously touched his face, wondering why he didn't have dimples.Then he chuckled lightly, could it be that he wanted to look so similar to that Shao Qian?But he really likes to hear Mo Huichuan talk about these things, because at this moment he doesn't have to worry about Huaijun anymore.
Then in the future, after he left, saw the outside world, and met more people, he would no longer have to think about Huai Jun all the time, and he would be able to have his own life.
Occasionally when the night is quiet, the night is as cold as water, or when I go up to a tall building alone, I recall the best time of those years alone, and it is enough to remember Huaijun quietly in my heart.
Suddenly, there was a commotion outside.
Mo Huichuan looked out the window, it turned out that the sky was already bright, and the sun was also hanging in the sky.
"See my lord, do you want to eat first or go to work?" Ah Fu's voice came loudly, indicating that Huai Jun had returned from the court meeting.
Mo Huichuan got up and said to Chen Pu: "Pu'er, since you call me the eldest brother, I don't want you to be sad. If you choose this method, I will do it for you. I just hope that you will live a real life in the future." Good job." As soon as he finished speaking, he turned around and opened the door to leave, and the person standing outside the door happened to be Huai Jun.
Huai Jun skipped over Mo Huichuan and looked at Chen Pu inside, but Chen Pu turned his head away, deliberately avoiding his scorching gaze, and Mo Huichuan also closed the door, so his deep eyes could only fall on Mo Huichuan.
"See King Yu." Mo Huichuan spoke first.
"Come with me." Huai Jun said stiffly.
Through the door paper, Chen Pu watched the two black shadows slowly fade away, and heard the sound of Yuan Zhong's footsteps gradually moving away. He seemed to be lost in a lake, sinking deeper and deeper.He had no choice but to support the table with both hands, lowered his head, and kept shaking his head, intending to shake off the melancholy that filled his chest, but it intensified.
He is indeed very contradictory, who doesn't want to have the best of both worlds in life, the hateful thing is that life is often grueling, they are always struggling, just like how he gives up this relationship for many years, he still longs for it in his heart, if, if Huaijun is willing Go with him; if, if their relationship can last forever.
However, the reality is that he can only keep saying to himself——Chen Pu, you coward, don’t hesitate any longer, things are irreversible, and you have no way out. The only thing you can do now is to leave, lest you end up with a woman in the future Fighting for the wind and being jealous, suffering from jealousy all day long.
If he doesn't have the courage to stay, he must summon up the courage to leave!
Huai Jun led Mo Huichuan to the front hall, sat on the main seat and stared at him, his eyes were cold, his thin lips were pursed into a straight line, his dissatisfaction was obvious.
"Did you meet Pu'er just now?" He asked coldly with a pair of thick eyebrows furrowed.
Mo Huichuan didn't intend to deny it, so he nodded slightly.
He straightened his waist and stood in front of Huai Jun, with a smile on his face. His gentle demeanor made people look very comfortable, but Huai Jun felt uncomfortable!His attitude was neither humble nor overbearing. Although he did not exceed the rules, it could be seen that he was not submissive to Huai Jun.As far as he is concerned, Nuo Xu is the only one who can make him surrender.
"Why did you see him?"
"The villain was ordered by Wang Wang to bring a few words to Chen Zhonglang."
"What words?" The two beautiful eyebrows frowned even tighter, and the anger in his heart seemed to burst out. He raised his voice and asked again: "What words does the big emperor want you to bring?"
"Since Chen Zhonglang was drunk that night, Wang Wang has been worried about him. He ordered the villain to come over and say a few words to Chen Zhonglang, just asking him not to drink and hurt his body." Mo Huichuan kept a polite smile, but his words were casually prevaricated Huai Jun's.
——It's a lie, it's clearly a lie!
Huai Jun didn't believe that Nuo Xu was so kind, he knew that Nuo Xu must have another conspiracy, because Chen Pu was his most important person, so they all planned to start with Chen Pu, but they would not just watch him ascend to the crown prince. He won't let them succeed!
"Guard Mo, this is not Shangyang Palace, you'd better tell the truth in front of me." With cold eyes, he warned Mo Huichuan not to lie.
"The truth? The villain is telling the truth, but King Yu doesn't believe it, because the villain didn't tell the whole truth, but the other part of the truth, doesn't the prince already have the answer in his heart?"
After listening, Huai Jun clenched his palms into fists with hatred, it was because he already had the answer in his heart that he hated these people who fanned the flames between him and Chen Puci so much!
The firm smile on Mo Huichuan's face made him hate him more and more. He had heard that Mo's bodyguard beside Nuo Xu was both civil and military, and now hearing his eloquence, it seemed that he was a little different from Nuo Xu since they were young. Growing up together, Huai Jun knew that it was impossible for him to serve others.
It is good to be faithful, but such a sad man is not loyal to him, which makes him more and more annoying.
"What did you say to Pu'er to drive us apart?" Huai Jun sneered, his gaze became sharper.
"It doesn't matter what you say, and Chen Zhonglang doesn't want to hear those words anymore. He always cares about the relationship with the prince." Mo Huichuan said frankly, although he fabricated these words, but he But he thinks that Chen Pu also thinks so in his heart.
And Huai Jun was also happy when he heard it.
He had quarreled with Chen Pu a few times before, and it was Nuo Xu who was fueling the flames. Later, Chen Pu figured it out and accepted everything he did for the sake of their relationship. Now Chen Pu no longer listens to Nuo Xu, but,
But in order to become the crown prince, he used the crown princess to hurt Chen Pu.He deserves to die, he scolded himself fiercely in his heart, he really deserves to die.He felt so guilty towards Chen Pu, but he still couldn't choose which one to stay and which one to let go.
Why can't he have both?
Mo Huichuan saw Huai Jun's frown slowly unfolding, and then he revealed the real purpose of coming this time: "The villain had a conversation with Chen Zhonglang, and although he couldn't fully understand his feelings, the villain still had one sentence. Speak to the prince."
"Say."
"If your lord really cares about Chen Zhonglang, you should drop everything and leave with him." Mo Huichuan said this to Huai Jun for Chen Pu, and also for Huai Jun to keep Chen Pu.
For Chen Pu, the best thing is to go far away with Huai Jun, but Huai Jun is unwilling to go, so Chen Pu can only take the next best thing and leave alone.
"That's right, that's why you came here, right?" Huai Jun didn't understand Mo Huichuan's good intentions, and pointed out that it was his premeditation: "If I leave, Brother Dahuang will be able to become the prince as he wishes. You use Chen Pu's name It is really smart to ask me to leave. But from the moment the imperial decree came to the Hall of Zhaohe, we should all know that it is not a good way to go or not to go."
"Going is the best way to retain your feelings; not leaving is the best way to retain power. The prince thinks it is not a good method because the prince is too greedy. Knowing that the two cannot be at the same time, why do you still insist on it?" ?” He looked directly into Huai Jun’s eyes, as if he wanted to see clearly the thoughts in his eyes.
Huai Jun deceived himself because he couldn't deceive others. He could only tell himself repeatedly that as long as he ascended to the position of prince, he could protect Chen Pu.As a result, he couldn't listen to Mo Huichuan's words even more.
He replied back and asked: "Why can't we have both?"
"Because he is Chen Pu."
Mo Huichuan's answer seemed to be grasping Huai Jun's heart with both hands, as if he wanted to dig it out
Huai Jun could only remain silent, not thinking about the meaning of Mo Huichuan's words.
However, Mo Huichuan was unwilling to let Huai Jun go, and his hands probed deeper and deeper, forcing Huai Jun to face his heart: "The villain and Chen Zhonglang haven't known each other for a long time, and you, my lord, have watched him grow up. As a lover, the prince should understand what Chen Zhonglang wants."
—Don't think, don't think!
This is just a trick by Nuo Xu ordering Mo Huichuan to come over and shake him, trying to use Chen Pu to disturb his heart!They just wanted him to disappear into the palace, and then ascend to the crown prince as they wished.
But he ordered himself not to think, but he still couldn't help himself to think.
He did know what Chen Pu wanted, but he couldn't give it.If he wants to give, he has to give up his dream. He can't tell which is more important and which is less.
"You think I should let go of everything and take him away, but have you ever thought that he can also stay with me?" He couldn't tell the difference, only thinking about having both.
"It's a matter for two of you to leave, but if he stays, he will have to face three or even more people." Mo Huichuan looked at this obsessed man, and instantly felt sorry for him.
Love is rare, some people can't get it, some people get it but don't cherish it.
He thought bitterly again in his heart, what would it be like if those who could not ask for it could get it?
"At the end of the day, you want me to nod and be willing to leave."
"I am willing to leave with Chen Zhonglang."
Huai Jun looked into the distance lonely, how easy is it to leave together?
This is another dream, a dream where he was not born in the imperial family and had no desire to pursue power, but just met Chen Pu in the marketplace.But this dream will never come true, so he can't give up his dream of being on the Ninth Five-Year Plan, and in this dream, next to him in a dragon robe is Chen Pu.
"No matter why guard Mo said these words, I will not pursue them." He put away all his emotions and looked directly at Mo Huichuan with sharp eyes: "It's just that from now on, I don't want to see Mo Huichuan again in the Hall of Zhaohe." Anyone in Shangyang Hall."
"Of course we must obey the prince's order, but if you don't leave, why should you keep Chen Zhonglang?" Seeing Huai Jun's tough attitude, Mo Huichuan knew that it was impossible for him to leave. In this case, he agreed to Chen Pu's matter. It must be done, "Maybe I hope the king will let Chen Zhonglang live safely in the palace because of the friendship in the past. But what about others? Can King Yi forget the death of the fourth prince? If someone else finds out that Chen Zhonglang and the prince What about the relationship? The prince has never thought about it, Chen Zhonglang is uncomfortable staying here, but apart from being uncomfortable, he will also be involved in a dispute between right and wrong. The prince thinks that the palace is dangerous, but how has it ever been safe in the palace?"
Huai Jun never thought about this point, he thought that no one would hurt Chen Pu if he put Chen Pu under his wing, but didn't he use the relationship between Yong Ting and Ming Luo to hurt them that day?
Mo Huichuan was right, because Chen Pu was the only person under his wings, so people would come against him.He hasn't ascended to the throne for a day, and he can't give Chen Pu complete safety.
What should he do?
His thoughts became confused for a while, and he clenched his fists, getting tighter and tighter.
"Let him go."
"Impossible!" Huai Jun subconsciously retorted loudly, but this time, his loudness was because he couldn't give himself the confidence to protect Chen Pu.
"He can refuse to look to the king today, but there is no guarantee that he will be used by others in the future. The prince has ascended to the position of prince, but his wings are still fledgling. Even if he can keep him today, he will be unknown in the future. Only when he leaves The safest." These words may not be useful for Chen Pu, but for him, a person with bad intentions from the beginning, they are somewhat convincing.
"Why do you say these things for Pu'er?" Huai Jun looked at Mo Huichuan suspiciously.
"The villain has some friendship with Chen Zhonglang, and it is not his intention to use him. These few words can be regarded as repayment for him."
Huai Jun looked at Mo Huichuan suspiciously, but Mo Huichuan turned around and left the next moment. He had finished speaking, and he knew that Huai Jun would definitely let Chen Pu go, but how long he was allowed to go was another matter. The rest depends on Chen Pu's own good fortune.
He leaned back in his chair, pressed his forehead with his hands, and thought about Mo Huichuan's words.
Should he let Chen Pu go?But when Chen Pu left, he would be alone again.However, Chen Pu didn't leave, he was too busy, he couldn't blatantly order someone to protect him, and he couldn't let the Holy Majesty know about their relationship!
Only when Chen Pu leaves the palace, no one will discover their relationship; only when Chen Pu leaves the palace, no one can use him or hurt him; only when Chen Pu leaves the palace, can he be safe and he can focus on political affairs.
Chen Pu wants to leave, should he let him go?In the future, if longing becomes sick, can he endure this suffering?After a long time, he finally had an idea and went to Chen Pu's bedroom.
He knocked on the door and said outside: "Pu'er, let's go." Then he turned around and walked quickly to the book hall alone. Don't let Chen Pu go.
He'd always wanted to keep him, but letting him go seemed like a better option.
After hearing the words, Chen Pu lay on the bed, covered the quilt silently, and fell into endless darkness.
An hour after Huaijun came to court, he came.
At that time Chen Pu was in the dormitory, taking a silk handkerchief and wiping the jade screen flute that had been in the cabinet for a long time over and over again.Yes, it is the Yuping Xiao, not the Fengping Xiao that matches the dragon and the phoenix.The moment Chen Pu held the Yuping flute again, he calmed down the restlessness in his heart, as if gathering all the memories of the past in the palm of his hand, from the first meeting between him and Huai Jun to the time before Huai Jun's crowning ceremony.
Chen Pu closed his eyes, that time with the most mottled colors emerged in his mind, causing his mouth to bend upward unconsciously.
What happened these days forced him to nowhere to retreat, but fortunately Nuo Xu agreed to give him a release order, so he found a new hope.This is what he thought - instead of tossing each other in the palace and finally complaining about each other, it would be better to leave with the best memories.
Suddenly, the door was knocked several times, Chen Pu quickly put the Yuping flute in his sleeve and said, "Come in."
After seeing the person coming, Chen Pu heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "Guard Mo, please sit down."
Mo Huichuan sat next to Chen Pu, and caught a glimpse of the faint smile on his lips, which made him less haggard and more radiant. He knew that Chen Pu was in a good mood now.
However, if it wasn't for the breakfast being neglected on the table, he would be more willing to believe that Chen Pu's leaving the palace is the best choice.
"Guard Mo came here today, why?" Chen Pu didn't intend to beat around the bush with him, and said directly: "Do you want Chen Pu to cooperate with the king?"
Mo Huichuan shook his head, but said, "You should have some breakfast."
"I..." He originally wanted to say that he was not hungry, but he felt a little strange when the words came to his lips, so he couldn't speak, so he had to change the words to: "I'll get someone to take it out immediately."
"No, I'm busy." Mo Huichuan smiled self-deprecatingly, he was indeed too attentive to Chen Pu, and even interfered with breakfast.
Maybe it was because when he looked at Chen Pu, he couldn't help but think of Fan Shaoqian, but after thinking about it, he couldn't think of any similarities between Chen Pu and Fan Shaoqian's facial features. However, he often saw it in Chen Pu. Fan Shaoqian's 17-year-old shadow, even Nuo Xu went crazy because of Chen Pu's actions the day before yesterday.
Suddenly he had an idea, maybe it was the outline of the face, but one was cold and the other was soft. "Why did we all misunderstand it?" Mo Huichuan murmured out what was in his heart, and it happened that the quiet environment made Chen Pu listen to the words intermittently, and he immediately remembered Nuoxu's gaffe in front of him the day before yesterday.
"Misidentified? Guard Mo said... Shaoqian?"
"He," Mo Huichuan hesitated before saying, "He is our good friend."
This matter should not have been told to Chen Pu, but he felt that Chen Pu was someone who could confide in him. After all, both he and Nuo Xu had kept the matter in their hearts for a long time, but they always avoided talking about it. If Chen Pu was willing to listen to him Said, he is also willing to pour out.
"I look very similar to him?" Chen Pu asked hesitantly, wondering if Mo Huichuan would mind his meddling.
"It doesn't look like it, it doesn't look like it at first, but it looks more and more like it." After that, he thought to himself, I am afraid that they can only be compared clearly if they stand together, but how can they stand together?
"But he's gone." Chen Pu said with a bitter smile, and the reason for his bitter smile was not because of Fan Shaoqian, but because Nuo Xu, who was usually unpredictable, shed the most real tears for someone, and he knew it , Huai Jun would be very sad if he left.
Speaking of love is definitely true, but it is helpless to come to this point.
"He is a very important person to Wang Wang, so don't keep Wang Wang and my gaffe yesterday in mind."
"I understand, plus he was drunk." Chen Pu paused, remembering the blue silk handkerchief that he had wrapped around his hand when he woke up drunk. It was given to Mo Huichuan, "I was also drunk that night, and I don't know how my hand was hurt. Guard Mo bandaged me, and guard Mo sent me back, right?"
Mo Huichuan didn't answer, but Chen Pu obviously guessed it a long time ago.
"It was me who lost my composure. Although I forgot what happened that night, I should still thank Mo Shiwei. However, I blamed the matter on you, and even threatened you to let me go. Mo Shiwei , I have no other way to say such a thing, I hope you don't remember it in your heart."
After Chen Pu knew that Mo Huichuan's sudden concern for him was because he was like that person named Shaoqian, he became less wary of him.
"Your words are not wrong, and I understand your eagerness to leave." Having said that, Mo Huichuan frowned: "But do you really think leaving is the best way?"
"Would it be better for me to stay than to leave?" Chen Pu asked him back, because facing this question, he couldn't answer the reasons that persuaded himself before.
Mo Huichuan is someone who has experienced it, and he will refute all his reasons.
However, Mo Huichuan didn't have any intention to refute him, he understood that there were many things that others couldn't explain clearly, he just wanted Chen Pu to think clearly so as not to regret it in the future.
As for Chen Pu's question, Mo Huichuan didn't intend to answer it. Either staying or leaving would be better, or both would be worse. Those who stayed naturally envied the life of leaving, and those who left did they really want to leave?
The only thing Chen Pu can do is to escape, and the only way for those who have been hurt is to escape, but no one has the right to stop them from escaping. As Fan Shaoqian said back then, none of you understand the harm I have suffered.
"Since you are so determined, and King Wang has promised you, I will definitely send you a palace order during my visit."
Mo Huichuan's affirmative words caused a feeling of sadness, reluctance, and sadness to fill his heart. He shook his head and told himself with the reasons he had already thought about that it would be good to leave, and that leaving would be bright. The world will have hope again.
Mo Huichuan added: "But you can't blame Wang Wang in the future, this is what you asked for."
"I know." It was Huai Jun who asked him to go.
But he told himself sadly that he could face even Huai Jun marrying a wife, so what if Huai Jun asked him to go!What is the difference between Huai Jun receiving the imperial decree and pushing him away?
"Okay, we had a good talk just now, don't hurt your peace because of this matter." Mo Huichuan smiled gently, this smile couldn't help but make Chen Pu feel good about him, so he smiled back.
Mo Huichuan saw it in his eyes, and his heart twitched. He found another similarity between Chen Pu and Fan Shaoqian, and the smiles were especially similar.
"We got to know each other. It's fate. You and I don't want to call Chen Zhonglang the former guard Mo. If you don't mind, you might as well call me big brother."
Chen Pu looked at Mo Huichuan dully, and it took him a while to understand what he said, his eyes turned red, making Mo Huichuan at a loss for a while: "What's wrong with you? It doesn't matter if you mind."
"No." Chen Pu waved his hands hurriedly, fearing that Mo Huichuan would misunderstand and then smiled sincerely, "I always thought that I only had him, and I never thought that I would have one more friend before I left. Brother Mo, this is Thanks to Shaoqian?"
"It's not easy to count on his blessing." Mo Huichuan joked, as if he had returned to the time when he was with Fan Shaoqian ten years ago.
"Can you tell me more about him?" Chen Pu became inexplicably curious about Fan Shaoqian, but he was a little embarrassed when he asked, fearing that Mo Huichuan would be unhappy if he heard it, he hurriedly said, "I don't see many people. It’s a little curious to hear that someone looks like me, so it’s okay not to say it.”
"He doesn't look like you, did you tell me just now?" But Mo Huichuan continued to talk to him in a good temper: "Has anyone ever told you that your eyes are beautiful? But his eyes are not like yours , a little slender, full of scholarly temperament, but outsiders seem to think he is cold-tempered, but he is better than anyone else. He looks good when he smiles, a pair of eyes are curved, and there are two dimples, Everyone who sees it will laugh..." Mo Huichuan said all the way, thinking of the past days when the three of them got together.
It's been ten years, but they still remember Fan Shaoqian clearly.
Chen Pu also listened attentively. When he mentioned the two dimples, he subconsciously touched his face, wondering why he didn't have dimples.Then he chuckled lightly, could it be that he wanted to look so similar to that Shao Qian?But he really likes to hear Mo Huichuan talk about these things, because at this moment he doesn't have to worry about Huaijun anymore.
Then in the future, after he left, saw the outside world, and met more people, he would no longer have to think about Huai Jun all the time, and he would be able to have his own life.
Occasionally when the night is quiet, the night is as cold as water, or when I go up to a tall building alone, I recall the best time of those years alone, and it is enough to remember Huaijun quietly in my heart.
Suddenly, there was a commotion outside.
Mo Huichuan looked out the window, it turned out that the sky was already bright, and the sun was also hanging in the sky.
"See my lord, do you want to eat first or go to work?" Ah Fu's voice came loudly, indicating that Huai Jun had returned from the court meeting.
Mo Huichuan got up and said to Chen Pu: "Pu'er, since you call me the eldest brother, I don't want you to be sad. If you choose this method, I will do it for you. I just hope that you will live a real life in the future." Good job." As soon as he finished speaking, he turned around and opened the door to leave, and the person standing outside the door happened to be Huai Jun.
Huai Jun skipped over Mo Huichuan and looked at Chen Pu inside, but Chen Pu turned his head away, deliberately avoiding his scorching gaze, and Mo Huichuan also closed the door, so his deep eyes could only fall on Mo Huichuan.
"See King Yu." Mo Huichuan spoke first.
"Come with me." Huai Jun said stiffly.
Through the door paper, Chen Pu watched the two black shadows slowly fade away, and heard the sound of Yuan Zhong's footsteps gradually moving away. He seemed to be lost in a lake, sinking deeper and deeper.He had no choice but to support the table with both hands, lowered his head, and kept shaking his head, intending to shake off the melancholy that filled his chest, but it intensified.
He is indeed very contradictory, who doesn't want to have the best of both worlds in life, the hateful thing is that life is often grueling, they are always struggling, just like how he gives up this relationship for many years, he still longs for it in his heart, if, if Huaijun is willing Go with him; if, if their relationship can last forever.
However, the reality is that he can only keep saying to himself——Chen Pu, you coward, don’t hesitate any longer, things are irreversible, and you have no way out. The only thing you can do now is to leave, lest you end up with a woman in the future Fighting for the wind and being jealous, suffering from jealousy all day long.
If he doesn't have the courage to stay, he must summon up the courage to leave!
Huai Jun led Mo Huichuan to the front hall, sat on the main seat and stared at him, his eyes were cold, his thin lips were pursed into a straight line, his dissatisfaction was obvious.
"Did you meet Pu'er just now?" He asked coldly with a pair of thick eyebrows furrowed.
Mo Huichuan didn't intend to deny it, so he nodded slightly.
He straightened his waist and stood in front of Huai Jun, with a smile on his face. His gentle demeanor made people look very comfortable, but Huai Jun felt uncomfortable!His attitude was neither humble nor overbearing. Although he did not exceed the rules, it could be seen that he was not submissive to Huai Jun.As far as he is concerned, Nuo Xu is the only one who can make him surrender.
"Why did you see him?"
"The villain was ordered by Wang Wang to bring a few words to Chen Zhonglang."
"What words?" The two beautiful eyebrows frowned even tighter, and the anger in his heart seemed to burst out. He raised his voice and asked again: "What words does the big emperor want you to bring?"
"Since Chen Zhonglang was drunk that night, Wang Wang has been worried about him. He ordered the villain to come over and say a few words to Chen Zhonglang, just asking him not to drink and hurt his body." Mo Huichuan kept a polite smile, but his words were casually prevaricated Huai Jun's.
——It's a lie, it's clearly a lie!
Huai Jun didn't believe that Nuo Xu was so kind, he knew that Nuo Xu must have another conspiracy, because Chen Pu was his most important person, so they all planned to start with Chen Pu, but they would not just watch him ascend to the crown prince. He won't let them succeed!
"Guard Mo, this is not Shangyang Palace, you'd better tell the truth in front of me." With cold eyes, he warned Mo Huichuan not to lie.
"The truth? The villain is telling the truth, but King Yu doesn't believe it, because the villain didn't tell the whole truth, but the other part of the truth, doesn't the prince already have the answer in his heart?"
After listening, Huai Jun clenched his palms into fists with hatred, it was because he already had the answer in his heart that he hated these people who fanned the flames between him and Chen Puci so much!
The firm smile on Mo Huichuan's face made him hate him more and more. He had heard that Mo's bodyguard beside Nuo Xu was both civil and military, and now hearing his eloquence, it seemed that he was a little different from Nuo Xu since they were young. Growing up together, Huai Jun knew that it was impossible for him to serve others.
It is good to be faithful, but such a sad man is not loyal to him, which makes him more and more annoying.
"What did you say to Pu'er to drive us apart?" Huai Jun sneered, his gaze became sharper.
"It doesn't matter what you say, and Chen Zhonglang doesn't want to hear those words anymore. He always cares about the relationship with the prince." Mo Huichuan said frankly, although he fabricated these words, but he But he thinks that Chen Pu also thinks so in his heart.
And Huai Jun was also happy when he heard it.
He had quarreled with Chen Pu a few times before, and it was Nuo Xu who was fueling the flames. Later, Chen Pu figured it out and accepted everything he did for the sake of their relationship. Now Chen Pu no longer listens to Nuo Xu, but,
But in order to become the crown prince, he used the crown princess to hurt Chen Pu.He deserves to die, he scolded himself fiercely in his heart, he really deserves to die.He felt so guilty towards Chen Pu, but he still couldn't choose which one to stay and which one to let go.
Why can't he have both?
Mo Huichuan saw Huai Jun's frown slowly unfolding, and then he revealed the real purpose of coming this time: "The villain had a conversation with Chen Zhonglang, and although he couldn't fully understand his feelings, the villain still had one sentence. Speak to the prince."
"Say."
"If your lord really cares about Chen Zhonglang, you should drop everything and leave with him." Mo Huichuan said this to Huai Jun for Chen Pu, and also for Huai Jun to keep Chen Pu.
For Chen Pu, the best thing is to go far away with Huai Jun, but Huai Jun is unwilling to go, so Chen Pu can only take the next best thing and leave alone.
"That's right, that's why you came here, right?" Huai Jun didn't understand Mo Huichuan's good intentions, and pointed out that it was his premeditation: "If I leave, Brother Dahuang will be able to become the prince as he wishes. You use Chen Pu's name It is really smart to ask me to leave. But from the moment the imperial decree came to the Hall of Zhaohe, we should all know that it is not a good way to go or not to go."
"Going is the best way to retain your feelings; not leaving is the best way to retain power. The prince thinks it is not a good method because the prince is too greedy. Knowing that the two cannot be at the same time, why do you still insist on it?" ?” He looked directly into Huai Jun’s eyes, as if he wanted to see clearly the thoughts in his eyes.
Huai Jun deceived himself because he couldn't deceive others. He could only tell himself repeatedly that as long as he ascended to the position of prince, he could protect Chen Pu.As a result, he couldn't listen to Mo Huichuan's words even more.
He replied back and asked: "Why can't we have both?"
"Because he is Chen Pu."
Mo Huichuan's answer seemed to be grasping Huai Jun's heart with both hands, as if he wanted to dig it out
Huai Jun could only remain silent, not thinking about the meaning of Mo Huichuan's words.
However, Mo Huichuan was unwilling to let Huai Jun go, and his hands probed deeper and deeper, forcing Huai Jun to face his heart: "The villain and Chen Zhonglang haven't known each other for a long time, and you, my lord, have watched him grow up. As a lover, the prince should understand what Chen Zhonglang wants."
—Don't think, don't think!
This is just a trick by Nuo Xu ordering Mo Huichuan to come over and shake him, trying to use Chen Pu to disturb his heart!They just wanted him to disappear into the palace, and then ascend to the crown prince as they wished.
But he ordered himself not to think, but he still couldn't help himself to think.
He did know what Chen Pu wanted, but he couldn't give it.If he wants to give, he has to give up his dream. He can't tell which is more important and which is less.
"You think I should let go of everything and take him away, but have you ever thought that he can also stay with me?" He couldn't tell the difference, only thinking about having both.
"It's a matter for two of you to leave, but if he stays, he will have to face three or even more people." Mo Huichuan looked at this obsessed man, and instantly felt sorry for him.
Love is rare, some people can't get it, some people get it but don't cherish it.
He thought bitterly again in his heart, what would it be like if those who could not ask for it could get it?
"At the end of the day, you want me to nod and be willing to leave."
"I am willing to leave with Chen Zhonglang."
Huai Jun looked into the distance lonely, how easy is it to leave together?
This is another dream, a dream where he was not born in the imperial family and had no desire to pursue power, but just met Chen Pu in the marketplace.But this dream will never come true, so he can't give up his dream of being on the Ninth Five-Year Plan, and in this dream, next to him in a dragon robe is Chen Pu.
"No matter why guard Mo said these words, I will not pursue them." He put away all his emotions and looked directly at Mo Huichuan with sharp eyes: "It's just that from now on, I don't want to see Mo Huichuan again in the Hall of Zhaohe." Anyone in Shangyang Hall."
"Of course we must obey the prince's order, but if you don't leave, why should you keep Chen Zhonglang?" Seeing Huai Jun's tough attitude, Mo Huichuan knew that it was impossible for him to leave. In this case, he agreed to Chen Pu's matter. It must be done, "Maybe I hope the king will let Chen Zhonglang live safely in the palace because of the friendship in the past. But what about others? Can King Yi forget the death of the fourth prince? If someone else finds out that Chen Zhonglang and the prince What about the relationship? The prince has never thought about it, Chen Zhonglang is uncomfortable staying here, but apart from being uncomfortable, he will also be involved in a dispute between right and wrong. The prince thinks that the palace is dangerous, but how has it ever been safe in the palace?"
Huai Jun never thought about this point, he thought that no one would hurt Chen Pu if he put Chen Pu under his wing, but didn't he use the relationship between Yong Ting and Ming Luo to hurt them that day?
Mo Huichuan was right, because Chen Pu was the only person under his wings, so people would come against him.He hasn't ascended to the throne for a day, and he can't give Chen Pu complete safety.
What should he do?
His thoughts became confused for a while, and he clenched his fists, getting tighter and tighter.
"Let him go."
"Impossible!" Huai Jun subconsciously retorted loudly, but this time, his loudness was because he couldn't give himself the confidence to protect Chen Pu.
"He can refuse to look to the king today, but there is no guarantee that he will be used by others in the future. The prince has ascended to the position of prince, but his wings are still fledgling. Even if he can keep him today, he will be unknown in the future. Only when he leaves The safest." These words may not be useful for Chen Pu, but for him, a person with bad intentions from the beginning, they are somewhat convincing.
"Why do you say these things for Pu'er?" Huai Jun looked at Mo Huichuan suspiciously.
"The villain has some friendship with Chen Zhonglang, and it is not his intention to use him. These few words can be regarded as repayment for him."
Huai Jun looked at Mo Huichuan suspiciously, but Mo Huichuan turned around and left the next moment. He had finished speaking, and he knew that Huai Jun would definitely let Chen Pu go, but how long he was allowed to go was another matter. The rest depends on Chen Pu's own good fortune.
He leaned back in his chair, pressed his forehead with his hands, and thought about Mo Huichuan's words.
Should he let Chen Pu go?But when Chen Pu left, he would be alone again.However, Chen Pu didn't leave, he was too busy, he couldn't blatantly order someone to protect him, and he couldn't let the Holy Majesty know about their relationship!
Only when Chen Pu leaves the palace, no one will discover their relationship; only when Chen Pu leaves the palace, no one can use him or hurt him; only when Chen Pu leaves the palace, can he be safe and he can focus on political affairs.
Chen Pu wants to leave, should he let him go?In the future, if longing becomes sick, can he endure this suffering?After a long time, he finally had an idea and went to Chen Pu's bedroom.
He knocked on the door and said outside: "Pu'er, let's go." Then he turned around and walked quickly to the book hall alone. Don't let Chen Pu go.
He'd always wanted to keep him, but letting him go seemed like a better option.
After hearing the words, Chen Pu lay on the bed, covered the quilt silently, and fell into endless darkness.
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