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The younger brother was as surprised as he would be when he came back, and then he ran over from the table regardless of the white noodles in his hands, and grabbed the corner of Qin Shi's clothes with both hands, "Qin Shi, you're back!"
Qin Shi responded coldly, and patted the back of Qin Jiu's hand, "Dirty, wash your hands, and continue making dumplings after washing." Then he took off his coat, rolled up his sleeves, and went with Qin Jiu who was waiting for him. kitchen.
Qin Shi seemed to have never left, and he didn't look happy at all when he came back.
But Qin Jiu seemed like he hadn't seen Qin Shi for a long, long time, he couldn't vent his joy all over his body.
The two of them rubbed soap and lathered for a long time, Qin Jiu suddenly touched Qin Shi's face with his hands full of foam, "Qin Shi, I miss you very much, I miss you very much."
Qin Shi tilted his face and held back his slight displeasure.He wiped off the foam sticking to his face with his arm, ignored Qin Jiu, and continued to wash his hands.
Qin Jiu didn't seem to notice Qin Shi's indifference at all, and those who stood beside Qin Shi had crooked eyebrows and eyes, like a giant pug.
The two sat face to face at the table, Qin Shi was responsible for wrapping the dumpling wrappers, Qin Jiu rubbed out round pimples, and then flattened the wrappers.
Qin Jiu hadn't seen Qin Shi for a long time. He had so much to say, but when he actually met someone, his chest was full and he couldn't think of a word.
But Qin Shi really had nothing to say, so the two were busy and quiet.
On the way, Qin Jiu ran to boil the water, and when he came back, the dumplings were immediately finished. Finally, Qin Shi took the dumplings away and waited for the pot.
In fact, when it comes to cooking dumplings and even making dumplings, Qin Jiu did a better job than Qin Shi.
However, as if he had to do something to feel better, Qin Shi took Qin Jiu's job away.
Qin Jiu had no objection to this, or in other words, he didn't realize Qin Shi's intention at all, he just looked at Qin Shi stupidly, he just looked at Qin Shi why, and he immediately filled in what Qin Shi forgot.
Qin Shi stared at the pot in a daze, and unexpectedly glanced at the nearby glass, which clearly reflected the half of Qin Jiu's perfect face standing behind Qin Shi.
In fact, if Qin Jiu doesn't talk or smile, it is very deceptive.
Maybe it's because he didn't have to work hard to torture him, and he didn't have life experience to polish his eyes. He looks intellectual and gentle, with clear eyes, as if there is no wave in an ancient well.
However, these are all false, the truth is that Qin Jiu has a brain problem, from the day he was born.
Qin Shi and Qin Jiu are not biological brothers.
Speaking of it, it might be that the Qin family's fortune is poor. Some of the first children died in the womb and had a miscarriage. They finally had a second child, but they were stupid.
Maybe Mr. Qin and his wife had an ominous premonition. Before they were alive, they worried about Qin Jiu's future life for no reason, so the two husband and wife decided to adopt another one. They treated him well and hoped that he could take care of him in the future. Everything is returned to Qin Jiu.
At the beginning, he planned to adopt a child older than Qin Jiu, so it would be convenient to take care of him, but after looking for a long time, he couldn't find a suitable child.
Some are too skinny, some don't fit their eyes when looking at their faces, and some are too timid, and I'm afraid they won't be able to hold on to the sky in the future.
They finally chose someone who was younger than Qin Jiu, but obedient enough, with firm eyes.
This child is Qin Shi, and his name is nothing special, it's just a descendant of Qin Jiu's homonym.
When Qin Shi saw Qin Jiu for the first time, he felt as if he had met a porcelain doll carved with powder and made of jade. Qin Jiu, who didn't know Qin Shi at that time, was very shy, and hid behind his parents and secretly looked at Qin Shi with an expression on his face. desire and curiosity.
He is seven years old, but there are no children around him to play with him.
Although he is stupid, he will also be envious, and he will also be silently sad when he sees other children fighting in a hurry.
It's not that he doesn't want to join those people, but that those people always bully him.
Because his thinking is slow, he can't keep up with everyone's thinking, and he looks stupid in everything he does, which makes everyone willing to make fun of him.
Later, when Qin's mother found out, he was no longer allowed to play with those children.
When Qin's mother adopted Qin, she implicitly mentioned that Qin Jiu was not very smart.Now that Qin Shi saw this future little brother with his own eyes, he could hardly believe that he was stupid.
That day Qin Shi officially became a member of the Qin family. Qin's mother put a crown on each of the two children's heads and prepared a sumptuous meal as a welcome for the new members.
The little Qin Shi was touched, that day may be the happiest time in his life, because after that, no matter what makes him happy, he will not be as happy and pure as he was when he was a child.
Afterwards, Qin Shi consciously took on the task of looking after Qin Jiu. The two of them went to and from school hand in hand. This was specially ordered by Qin's mother, in case Qin Jiu would run around and be hit by a car.
Although Qin Jiu is stupid, he is actually very well-behaved.
And he listened to Qin Shi enough, maybe because Qin Shi really treated him sincerely, he felt it subconsciously, and relied on him wholeheartedly.
The two children grew up together with little conflict.
The main reason is that even if Qin Jiu did something ignorant and made Qin Shi dissatisfied, as long as he said it, Qin Jiu would change it without saying a word, which was totally unprincipled.
Qin's mother and Qin's father were very pleased, and they always expressed their feelings to each other behind their backs. It was really the right choice to adopt Qin Shi.
It's just that they never expected that such an obedient Qin Shi would bring disaster to their family.
In fact, it's not accurate to blame Qin Shi for all the responsibility, but he was indeed the cause.
That day was no different from usual. 14-year-old Qin Shi boiled water in the kitchen, planning to pour it into a thermos for a while to drink.Then he left the kettle and started to cook the rice.
At this time Qin Jiu ran out from the hut, lay on the table and looked at the bubbling kettle.
Not long after, the water boiled and a warning sound sounded. Qin Jiu was startled and touched the handle of the kettle.
Qin Shi also rushed over when he heard the voice, saw Qin Jiu holding the kettle, and immediately yelled, "Don't move around, put the kettle down!"
Qin Jiu turned to look at Qin Shi, didn't listen, and grinned at him.
Seeing his smirk, Qin Shi was a little annoyed, so he strode over angrily, grabbed the kettle and put it aside.
And the accident happened just like that, Qin Shi didn't expect Qin Jiu to hold on so tightly, they tried their best to move to the left, while pulling and tugging, the kettle suddenly turned upside down, and the loose lid of the kettle slammed open.
With a cry of "Ah!", Qin Jiu threw his arms around Qin Shi's neck and hid to the side. The two fell to the ground. At the same time, Qin Jiu screamed loudly again.
Qin Shi's heart skipped a beat, he pushed Qin Jiu's arm aside, and nervously checked Qin Jiu's face.
Seeing him almost fainted, Qin Jiu's face was flushed, and it seemed that he was still steaming.
Qin Jiu twitched his face in pain, unable to open his eyes.
Qin Shi was terrified and didn't know what to do for a moment.
At this time, there was a noise at the door, Qin's father and Qin's mother came back.
Qin Shi seemed to have found a life-saving straw, and hurriedly shouted for help.
Qin's father rushed to the kitchen first, saw Qin Jiu curled up on the ground, and hugged him in his arms.
Qin's mother also hurriedly followed, the two of them didn't have time to ask more questions, they quickly soaked cold water on Qin Jiu's face with a towel, but dense blisters still formed on his face.
Qin's mother shed tears in distress, brought several cold water towels, and left with Qin's father holding Qin Jiu.
Qin Shi stayed at home alone in fear. He never expected that Qin's mother and Qin's father would never come back.
Of course, it's not that they don't want him anymore, but that they will never have a chance to see him again.
Their family had a car accident on the way to the hospital. Qin's mother and Qin's father completely protected Qin Jiu. After being rescued, Qin Jiu survived, but his parents never woke up again.
To Qin Shi, it was as if the sky was falling during that time.
He couldn't remember how he managed the funeral with the help of his neighbors in a daze. When he came to his senses, he and Qin Jiu were the only ones left in the family.
Qin Jiu asked Qin Shi, where are the parents?
Qin Shi said that the two of them will live together for a period of time when they are away from home.
It's been a long time since this period of time passed. I don't know if Qin Jiu knew the truth. He never made a fuss with his parents. Sometimes Qin Shi even felt that this fool is heartless. If his parents are gone, he will be gone. All he needs to eat and drink is enough to live.
Qin Shi felt a burst of despair. After Qin's father and mother Qin died, they didn't leave much money to them. Qin Shi had to figure out how to live by himself.
Qin Shi did not leave school, and finished college with the money left by Qin's father and Qin's mother, found a similar job, and struggled in the torrent of society.
Qin Shi didn't take Qin Jiu with him, but put him in the countryside, and only went back occasionally during the Chinese New Year.
Sometimes, Qin Shi thought, if he left Qin Jiu there, did he mean to let him fend for himself?
If one day Qin Jiu dies, maybe he will be very sad.
But after being sad for a while, he was relieved, and he no longer had to be dragged down by this fool. He should have paid off the debt he owed to the Qin family long ago.
Qin Shi calmly and ruthlessly made such a judgment on his behavior. His heart was numb and calm, and he didn't have the energy to think about anything else.
For so many years, Qin Jiu had a surprisingly good life without Qin Shi's company, and even learned to cook for himself.
Qin Shi asked him how he learned it, and he said that he went to a neighbor's house and watched his aunt cook, so he learned it.
Qin Shi gave Qin Jiu an ID card and told him repeatedly to protect the card and to withdraw money regularly.
Qin Jiu was very obedient, and used the money there to buy food for himself, and his childhood was more nourishing than Qin Shi's.
……
The pot boiled, and the water inside was churning, scrambling to get out of the pot.
Qin Shi came back to his senses, lifted the lid of the pot, and poured in the dumplings.
After stirring with chopsticks for a while, Qin Shi turned his head and met Qin Jiu's other half's face covered with blisters.
His eyes were stabbed, he turned his head and said to Qin Jiu, "Go into the house, don't make trouble here."
Qin Jiu said "Oh", picked up the bowl and chopsticks, turned around and left.
The two had dinner together, Qin Shi turned on the TV and watched the news for a while, Qin Jiu was sitting beside him, his arms were always leaning against Qin Shi vaguely, as if to confirm his existence.
☆, silly brother
Finally, when it was late at night, Qin Shi got up, washed up and went back to the bedroom.
Qin Shi never dared to sleep in the bedroom of Qin's father and Qin's mother, maybe because he felt ashamed, or maybe there was a kind of respect, he didn't want to disturb that room.
And Qin Jiu refused to go.
After the two grew up, Qin Shi originally sent Qin Jiu to that room, but Qin Jiu promised well, and came back in the middle of the night with his pillow in his arms, saying that he couldn't sleep, and always felt that someone was pushing him around.
Qin Shi had no choice, so he let him sleep on the not-so-wide double bed with him.
After Qin Shi finished washing, he returned to the bedroom a little tired, lay down under the quilt and closed his eyes.
After a while, Qin Jiu also came. He lifted the quilt carefully, shrank in front of Qin Shi, and kept looking at Qin Shi's face.
Qin Shi felt uncomfortable being stared at by him, opened his eyes, touched his eyes, and said to him, "Sleep."
Qin Jiu gave a cheerful "um" and closed his eyes sweetly.
Thinking of the clock on the wall rattling, Qin Shi couldn't fall asleep.
He turned over irritably, and turned his back to Qin Jiu. At this moment, Qin Jiu's arm suddenly came over and hugged Qin Shi's waist tightly.
Qin Shi didn't say anything, and held his breath slightly.
Qin Jiu became more courageous, his hand slid down Qin Shi's belly, and groped into Qin Shi's underwear.
Qin Shi immediately arched his back and couldn't help clamping his legs.
At this time, Qin Jiu's other hand also stretched out, and without hesitation, he pulled Qin Shi's buttocks, and took off the pajama pants and underwear.
Qin Shi closed his eyes tightly, and buried his face in the pillow as if trying to escape.
Qin Jiu arched behind Qin Shi like a puppy, then fumbled and grabbed Qin Shi's waist, leaned down, straightened up, and just inserted behind Qin Shi.
Qin Shi suppressed his voice, but he moved his body, lying on his side into a prone position, which facilitated Qin Jiu's movements behind him.
Qin Jiu unambiguously pressed Qin Shi firmly, and after a while, he pumped and sent it quickly.
Qin Jiu panted heavily and didn't speak.
At such a time, Qin Jiu made Qin Shi feel that what was lying on his back was not a human being, but some kind of animal.
He was in pain, and trembling strangely at the same time.
In the end, he turned his hand away to touch Qin Jiu's burned half face, urging in a low voice, "Press harder."
Qin Jiu paused, and soon obediently increased his movements to stab him.
Qin Shi knew that he was perverted like this.
He took advantage of Qin Jiu's ignorance and asked Qin Jiu to give him sex.
He remembered a certain night many years ago, the day Qin Shi had just passed the college entrance examination. Looking at Qin Jiu's face, he felt that he had been reborn and escaped from the sea of suffering.
He was happy but at a loss. He wanted to vent something. He touched his hard, straight dick, but when he touched it, he missed it, and it turned into Qin Jiu's.
When Qin Jiu looked at Qin anxiously, he must have felt extremely strange.
He was embarrassed to look at Qin Shi, and when he couldn't stand being touched by Qin Shi, he rushed forward and rubbed Qin Shi into his arms.
Qin Shi was tightly wrapped in Qin Jiu's arms, and he instantly calmed down.
After that, Qin Shi accidentally searched for men and men, and then he discovered another world.
He felt that what he saw the men doing was disgusting, but he couldn't help looking, and the more he looked, the more he looked.
Finally one day, he stayed in the bathroom for a long time, pressing and pressing his fingers behind him, and finally loosened it.
Then he entered the room, lay on Qin Jiu's back, and kissed him.
Qin Shi led Qin Jiu to explore his body step by step, his limbs were wide open, he lost his mind in Qin Jiu's continuous fuck, and let out an unconscious "ah..."
……
The two didn't hang out for a long time, and when Qin Jiu poured liquid on Qin Shi's ass behind Qin Shi, Qin Shi pushed Qin Jiu away, went to the bathroom to deal with it for a while, and then returned to sleep on his back.
Qin Jiu seemed to want to hang out with Qin Shi for a while longer, but Qin Shi didn't cooperate, so he turned around without saying a word.
Feeling a little disappointed, Qin Jiu kissed Qin Shi on the back, hugged him, and fell asleep next to him.
The next morning, Qin Shi woke up with a headache.
Qin Jiu got up early, and is currently busy in the kitchen.
Qin Shi wanted to go to the bathroom, but the floor was clean and there were no slippers.
He simply went barefoot to the ground and walked directly to the door.
As a result, the door was empty, and there was no pair of shoes.
Qin Shi suddenly became a little annoyed, and shouted out loudly, "Qin Jiu!"
Qin Jiu ran out of the kitchen in a hurry, waiting eagerly for Qin Shi's order.
Qin Shi asked, "Where are the shoes?"
Qin Jiu was stunned, and then said hesitantly, "Qin Shi...do you want to go out?"
Qin Shi ignored his question, and repeated in a low voice, "Where are the shoes?"
Qin Jiu said with wandering eyes, "I brushed the shoes..."
Qin Shi, "What are you doing brushing your shoes?"
Qin Jiu, "Dirty..."
Qin Shi took a deep breath, and then said as calmly as possible, "I want to go to the toilet now, what do you think I should do."
When Qin Jiu heard this, he ran away.
After a while, he took out a plastic jar from the bathroom, and compared it to Qin Shi, "Use this."
Qin Shi choked, and he was so angry that he almost threw the jar on Qin Jiu's face.
He didn't pick up the jar, just pushed Qin Jiu away and went into the bathroom.
The condition of their home is not good, small one-story house, no bathroom inside the house, the toilet is outside.
Although there is a bathroom, it cannot be said to be a standard bathroom. It is just a room with a small space. Because a water heater is installed on the roof, it is used for bathing.
Qin Shi locked the bathroom door and urinated directly into the sewer.
When Qin Shi came out, he saw seven or eight pairs of shoes in the laundry tub outside from the window, and Qin Jiu soaked all the shoes.
Qin Shi pointed to the outside and asked Qin Jiu, "You soaked all your shoes, when do you plan to clean them?"
Qin Jiu said tremblingly, "Swipe in a while..."
Qin Shi glanced at Qin Jiu's bare feet, "Are you planning to go outside barefoot?"
Qin Jiu pointed to the rag placed by the door, "Use that to wipe your feet..."
Qin Shi stopped talking, he thought, he should have despaired of Qin Jiu's brain long ago.
Brushing the shoes can get all the shoes wet without leaving them to wear, probably only this fool can do it.
The two ate in silence again, then Qin Jiu busily cleared the table and washed the dishes, and finally went outside in a hurry.
Qin Shi thought he was going to brush his shoes, so he didn't bother.
Unexpectedly, at dusk, when Qin Jiu entered the door, those shoes were still soaking.
He scolded Qin Jiu, and Qin Jiu timidly said, "Tomorrow, tomorrow..."
Qin Shi had lost his temper, and thought he would go to brush it by himself tomorrow.
That night, after the two of them went to bed, Qin Jiu went to hook Qin Shi's pants, but Qin Shi slapped them off.
Qin Jiu pinched Qin Shi's butt in dissatisfaction, and fell asleep peacefully.
The next day, when Qin Shi woke up, it was past nine o'clock again.
He stood in front of the window and looked, and found that the laundry tub outside was gone, let alone the unwashed shoes hanging out to dry.
He called Qin Jiu out and asked him where the shoes went.
Qin Jiu faltered and couldn't answer.
Qin Shi stared at Qin Jiu for a long time, from his intact left cheek to his scalded right cheek, he stared at the smooth skin without a trace of texture on his right cheek, and felt that Qin Jiu's face was terrifying for a moment .
He suppressed his anger, and asked word by word, "Say, what exactly do you want to do?"
Qin Jiu refused to speak, and just glanced at Qin Shi.
Seeing Qin Shi's face getting darker and darker, Qin Jiu finally told the truth.
He said, "Shoes, hide and you won't be able to leave..."
Qin Shi suddenly smiled.
His facial muscles twitched slightly as he laughed.
He looked at Qin Jiu deeply, and said without much emotion, "You can do it, you will play tricks on me."
Then he turned his head, as if looking for where the shoes were.
But soon he stopped looking, he calmly said to himself, "It's just a fool."
Then without saying a word, he opened the door and left.
Qin Jiu shouted anxiously, "Qin Shi! Where are you going?"
Qin Shi ignored him, and strode out of the gate with bare feet, walking farther and farther.
Qin Jiu didn't come out to chase, Qin Shi couldn't tell if he was relieved.
He could imagine that if Qin Jiu was still swaying in front of him at this time, he might not be able to resist beating him.
Qin Shi walked all the way to the station angrily, and didn't meet any acquaintances on the way. When he was at the station, a few unfamiliar people looked sideways at his strange attire.
Qin Shi lowered his head, only to realize that he was still wearing pajamas, he was really stunned.
Even if he wants to go barefoot, he has no money to pay the toll.
He stood in the wind for a long time, his brain was blown by the wind, and he almost disappeared.
He turned and went home.
When I entered the house, I saw smoke from the chimney, but I didn't see Qin Jiuren after I entered.
Although he was angry with Qin Jiu, he still couldn't help calling him a few times, wanting to know where he went.
However, he searched inside and out, but he couldn't find anyone.
Only then did Qin Shi panic.
He searched around his house and asked his neighbors if they saw Qin Jiu, and someone said they saw him go to the overpass.
Qin Shi ran over without saying a word.
The direction of the overpass is different from the station that Qin Shi usually goes to, and Qin Jiu also knows it, so he will go to the overpass, definitely not looking for Qin Shi.
Below the overpass is the highway, and the other end of the bridge is connected to the mountains. I heard that the mountains are not very flat recently, and it seems that I heard wolves howling.
Qin Shi couldn't figure out why Qin Jiu went there, and he didn't have time to think about it.
He hurried to the head of the overpass, and his feet were cut several times by glass shards along the way.
Looking into the mountains from the top of the high bridge, it seemed that he really saw Qin Jiu's figure far away.
Qin Shi yelled for Qin Jiu, but Qin Jiu didn't hear him, and continued to walk down the only road to the mountain in a sullen way.
Qin Shi had no choice but to grit his teeth and chase after him.
It looked like he was not far away, but when he chased him, he couldn't see anyone.
Qin Shi was on the verge of crying, really angry and anxious.
He gritted his teeth and thought, when he catches up with Qin Jiu, he must give Qin Jiu a hard time, beat his ass until it blooms, so that he won't dare to run around again.
Until the sun rose to the top of his head, Qin Jiu finally saw Qin Jiu crouching in front of a tree with his knees hugged.
He shouted "Qin Jiu!" and quickly ran over.
When Qin Jiu saw Qin Shi, his eyes lit up first, and then he lowered his eyelashes a little sadly, with a look of joy and worry on his face.
After Qin Shi stood in front of Qin Jiu, he slapped him with a big mouth.
Qin Jiu was a little dazed by the slap, and looked up at Qin Shi tearfully.
Qin Shi's face was gloomy, and he asked Qin Jiu, "What are you doing here?"
Qin Jiu pursed his lips and asked, "Did you see the note I left?"
Qin Shi asked, "What note? I didn't see it."
Qin Jiu said, "I left a note to tell you that I'm leaving."
Qin Shi pulled Qin Jiu up from the ground, "You leave me a note and say you're gone, what do you want to do? Where can you go, you fool?"
Qin Jiu stared at Qin Shi for a while, then suddenly said, "You despise me for being stupid."
Qin Shi paused and didn't answer for a while.
Qin Jiu bowed his head dejectedly, "I've troubled you."
Qin Shi looked at Qin Jiu in disbelief.
Qin Jiu continued, "It's fine if I leave, and it's fine if I die."
Qin Shi's heart sank when he heard the word "death". He grabbed Qin Jiu tightly and asked almost forcefully, "Who told you these things? You came to the mountains to seek death? Didn't you Still not willing for me to leave you? You are looking for death in a blink of an eye, do you have a fucking brain?!"
Qin Jiu was questioned a series of times, but he couldn't respond.
After thinking for a long time, he answered in a straight line according to his own thoughts, "I heard Aunt Lu and Aunt Yu say that a fool is a burden to others when he lives. She said that if she was a fool, she would kill her head on, and the family would be relieved. Aunt Yu Said, it's so easy to be killed, as long as you go up the mountain, the wolf will naturally finish you at night, and you won't have to escape if you want to escape..."
Qin Shi listened in a daze, and he said in a daze, "You remember this..."
Qin Jiu suddenly hugged Qin Shi and said in a low voice, "Qin Shi, you are free. You can go back, I'm going to find my parents..."
Qin Shi's eyes were wet all of a sudden, he grabbed Qin Jiu's arm tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "How can you be so cruel? Don't you want to part with me? You don't even feel sad about leaving me, do you? "
Qin Shi was crying so hard that he couldn't make a sound. At this moment, he felt that Qin Jiu was really heartless and cruel.
Qin Shi once did think that Qin Jiu was a trouble, but he couldn't bear Qin Jiu after all.
He doesn't want to admit that he cares about Qin Jiu more than he imagined, and he doesn't want to admit that he has entrusted all his feelings to Qin Jiu invisibly.
He sometimes has cruel thoughts towards Qin Jiu, but in fact, isn't he being cruel to himself?
When he heard that Qin Jiu wanted to take the initiative to leave him, he couldn't take it anymore.
He doesn't allow it, he can't lose Qin Jiu.
Although he sometimes feels that it is painful to live for his livelihood, there is still a force in his heart that supports him.
As long as Qin Jiu is alive and well, he will be able to smile at Jiuquan.
He asked Qin Jiu if he would be reluctant to part with himself, but he had no expectations at all.
No matter what Qin Jiu said, he would take Qin Jiu back, look at him well, and let him stay by his side.
But Qin Jiu still answered, he said to Qin Shi, "Qin Shi, I can't bear you. But I will be happy when I think of you, and I will be happy too. I can't bear you, so this time you come back, I hope you will accompany me more After staying for a while, I still pissed you off, so I thought, I’ll die soon, you’ll be fine when I’m dead, and you won’t be pissed off by me again.”
Qin Shi pressed Qin Jiu's neck and blocked his mouth with his own lips.
Qin Shi's face was covered with his own tears and snot, he kept groping for the scar on Qin Jiu's face, pressed his lips and said over and over again, "Brother... Come back with me, don't leave me..."
Qin Jiu blinked, and then shed a tear unconsciously.
Qin Shi knelt down, touched Qin Jiu's feet, raised his head and asked him, "Does it hurt?"
Qin Jiu nodded.
Qin Shi turned around and patted himself on the back, "Come up, I'm carrying you."
Qin Jiu hesitated for a moment, but climbed up honestly.
With Qin Jiu on his back, Qin Shi walked home slowly.
Qin Jiu rubbed his face against Qin Shi's furry head, and whispered in his ear, "Then I... am I not dead?"
Qin Shi tilted his head and kissed him on the cheek, "I'm not dead."
Qin Shi thought, he can't be left here, lest someone say all kinds of nonsense and be listened to.
When he gets back, he packs up and takes Qin Jiu away.
What pressure, what burden, fuck it all.
Qin Shi was so crushed that his back was hunched, his brother was really serious.
The afternoon sun gently shone down on the mountain road. Looking from a distance, the shadows walking on the mountain road gradually blurred...
【End】
☆, readers
Chen Lun is a vagrant. Since his parents divorced and gave him a lot of money, he has completely started a life of eating and waiting to die.
Because that amount of money is enough, he just needs to wait to eat bank interest, it is enough for him to live comfortably, and he has no purpose in life, and he is willing to just stay at home with nothing to do every day.
Chen Lun doesn't have any special hobbies. What he does most often at home is surf the Internet.
Over time, he gradually developed the habit of reading online novels.
At first, he would waste sleep and food for some refreshing novels, but after reading too much, he gradually became indifferent. Even today, there are no novels that can arouse his interest.
He also thought about writing a novel by himself, but when he opened the document, his mind went blank. The ideas that he thought were good at first became dull after repeated chewing.
In particular, he tried to write thousands of words and posted it on the terminal website he often messes with, and the number of hits was appalling, so he completely let go of writing novels.
Although I am already desperate for novels, I still habitually refresh at the finish line several times a day, hoping to meet a counterpart.
The page he refreshes is nothing special, it just displays the latest updated text.
On this day, he came across an article called "After Death", the author's pseudonym is Past Life.
Maybe Chen Lun lived too empty a life, he was attracted by this topic, so he followed the link and clicked in.
The author called Past Life is a little transparent at first glance, or in other words, not even a little transparent.
He only has this article, and it seems to be updated quite frequently, sometimes three times a day, but the number of words is a little less, ranging from [-] to [-].
Chen Lun roughly glanced at the main page of the novel, there were no favorites, no comments, and very few clicks.
Chen Lun only stayed on the main page for a moment before clicking on the text to read.
After reading it, he kind of understood why this author was so uninterested, because this article is really extremely boring, and it is a talent to be able to write so boring.
Chen Lun shook his head secretly and sighed, feeling a little sorry for wasting his time on such a bad article, so he decided to fork this article.
But he didn't know if it was a coincidence or not. Looking at the empty comment area, he suddenly wanted to leave a mark.
So before he closed it, he left a comment, "Passing by".Then fork off.
Before he could continue ups and downs on the finish line, he suddenly received a system message.
Clicking on it, it turned out to be a reply to a comment.
It was the article I read just now, and the author passed away to reply to his comment.
Chen Lun looked back and forth at the reply several times, he just left a non-painful "passing by", but the other party replied seriously.
His reply was, "Hi Samsara, have you read it? How do you feel? I saw that there were dozens of clicks in the first few chapters of this article, and it became less and less as it went on, and no one even clicked on the latest chapter... Are you going to leave after reading only one chapter? If it is convenient, can you tell me where I am short? Why is no one reading it?"
Chen Lun thought for a long time, but had nothing to say.
If you want to say where this article is deficient...it is deficient everywhere, and it cannot be corrected with a few words.
The article on the past life uses No.1 title, the main character is male, and the beginning of the article says, what happens when a person dies?He never knew that until one day, he really died.
If you just read the beginning, Chen Lun is still a little interested.
But it is a pity that there is no ups and downs at the end of the text of the past life. There are nearly [-] words in it, all of which are the psychological activities of the protagonist. In Chen Lun's view, the protagonist is like a psychopath who has been moaning without illness.
There is nothing wrong with having many thoughts in one's mind, but not every thought is suitable for expression.If you write out all illogical, it will only make you sleepy, and you have read it over and over again. Chen Lun even feels that many of the contents of the past life are actually repetitive.
Chen Lun feels that, from a certain point of view, he is a bit like this author, boring, boring, empty, guarding the Internet, and having expectations for illusory things.
But Chen Lun doesn't sympathize with the passing away at all, let alone sympathize with him, and even stay as far away from him as he wants.
However, maybe Chen Lun was really lonely for too long, after receiving such a long reply from the past life, he was suddenly tempted.
He thought, since he was expected, there was no harm in wasting a little time, anyway, it was just passing the time, so it was okay for him to chat with that past life.
He didn't answer the questions about the past life, but clicked on it and read on.
Chen Lun endured and looked down word by word.He felt that some of the content made sense, but some of it was wrong, and he couldn't tell exactly what was wrong, maybe it was a little one-sided, which made Chen Lun inexplicably irritable, and he didn't even bother to think of rebuttals.
After finally reading it, Chen Lun left a comment with relief, "Score."
Although the score is two points, but I feel that this is really just an encouragement point.Chen Lun never scored less than two points.
As expected, Past Life once again responded quickly.
"So you are looking down? Look, look, if you have any ideas, just say it, I look forward to communicating with you."
Chen Lun could almost imagine that the author was probably waiting impatiently at the other end of the network, waiting for him to continue reading his article.
Chen Lun did not live up to his expectations, ignored the author's reply and started to read the content.
After reading it this time, Chen Lun hesitated for a long time, but decided to tell the truth.
"Author, what exactly do you want to talk about in your article? I read three chapters and still can't figure it out."
This time the reincarnation was not so fast, maybe I was thinking about the wording.
Qin Shi responded coldly, and patted the back of Qin Jiu's hand, "Dirty, wash your hands, and continue making dumplings after washing." Then he took off his coat, rolled up his sleeves, and went with Qin Jiu who was waiting for him. kitchen.
Qin Shi seemed to have never left, and he didn't look happy at all when he came back.
But Qin Jiu seemed like he hadn't seen Qin Shi for a long, long time, he couldn't vent his joy all over his body.
The two of them rubbed soap and lathered for a long time, Qin Jiu suddenly touched Qin Shi's face with his hands full of foam, "Qin Shi, I miss you very much, I miss you very much."
Qin Shi tilted his face and held back his slight displeasure.He wiped off the foam sticking to his face with his arm, ignored Qin Jiu, and continued to wash his hands.
Qin Jiu didn't seem to notice Qin Shi's indifference at all, and those who stood beside Qin Shi had crooked eyebrows and eyes, like a giant pug.
The two sat face to face at the table, Qin Shi was responsible for wrapping the dumpling wrappers, Qin Jiu rubbed out round pimples, and then flattened the wrappers.
Qin Jiu hadn't seen Qin Shi for a long time. He had so much to say, but when he actually met someone, his chest was full and he couldn't think of a word.
But Qin Shi really had nothing to say, so the two were busy and quiet.
On the way, Qin Jiu ran to boil the water, and when he came back, the dumplings were immediately finished. Finally, Qin Shi took the dumplings away and waited for the pot.
In fact, when it comes to cooking dumplings and even making dumplings, Qin Jiu did a better job than Qin Shi.
However, as if he had to do something to feel better, Qin Shi took Qin Jiu's job away.
Qin Jiu had no objection to this, or in other words, he didn't realize Qin Shi's intention at all, he just looked at Qin Shi stupidly, he just looked at Qin Shi why, and he immediately filled in what Qin Shi forgot.
Qin Shi stared at the pot in a daze, and unexpectedly glanced at the nearby glass, which clearly reflected the half of Qin Jiu's perfect face standing behind Qin Shi.
In fact, if Qin Jiu doesn't talk or smile, it is very deceptive.
Maybe it's because he didn't have to work hard to torture him, and he didn't have life experience to polish his eyes. He looks intellectual and gentle, with clear eyes, as if there is no wave in an ancient well.
However, these are all false, the truth is that Qin Jiu has a brain problem, from the day he was born.
Qin Shi and Qin Jiu are not biological brothers.
Speaking of it, it might be that the Qin family's fortune is poor. Some of the first children died in the womb and had a miscarriage. They finally had a second child, but they were stupid.
Maybe Mr. Qin and his wife had an ominous premonition. Before they were alive, they worried about Qin Jiu's future life for no reason, so the two husband and wife decided to adopt another one. They treated him well and hoped that he could take care of him in the future. Everything is returned to Qin Jiu.
At the beginning, he planned to adopt a child older than Qin Jiu, so it would be convenient to take care of him, but after looking for a long time, he couldn't find a suitable child.
Some are too skinny, some don't fit their eyes when looking at their faces, and some are too timid, and I'm afraid they won't be able to hold on to the sky in the future.
They finally chose someone who was younger than Qin Jiu, but obedient enough, with firm eyes.
This child is Qin Shi, and his name is nothing special, it's just a descendant of Qin Jiu's homonym.
When Qin Shi saw Qin Jiu for the first time, he felt as if he had met a porcelain doll carved with powder and made of jade. Qin Jiu, who didn't know Qin Shi at that time, was very shy, and hid behind his parents and secretly looked at Qin Shi with an expression on his face. desire and curiosity.
He is seven years old, but there are no children around him to play with him.
Although he is stupid, he will also be envious, and he will also be silently sad when he sees other children fighting in a hurry.
It's not that he doesn't want to join those people, but that those people always bully him.
Because his thinking is slow, he can't keep up with everyone's thinking, and he looks stupid in everything he does, which makes everyone willing to make fun of him.
Later, when Qin's mother found out, he was no longer allowed to play with those children.
When Qin's mother adopted Qin, she implicitly mentioned that Qin Jiu was not very smart.Now that Qin Shi saw this future little brother with his own eyes, he could hardly believe that he was stupid.
That day Qin Shi officially became a member of the Qin family. Qin's mother put a crown on each of the two children's heads and prepared a sumptuous meal as a welcome for the new members.
The little Qin Shi was touched, that day may be the happiest time in his life, because after that, no matter what makes him happy, he will not be as happy and pure as he was when he was a child.
Afterwards, Qin Shi consciously took on the task of looking after Qin Jiu. The two of them went to and from school hand in hand. This was specially ordered by Qin's mother, in case Qin Jiu would run around and be hit by a car.
Although Qin Jiu is stupid, he is actually very well-behaved.
And he listened to Qin Shi enough, maybe because Qin Shi really treated him sincerely, he felt it subconsciously, and relied on him wholeheartedly.
The two children grew up together with little conflict.
The main reason is that even if Qin Jiu did something ignorant and made Qin Shi dissatisfied, as long as he said it, Qin Jiu would change it without saying a word, which was totally unprincipled.
Qin's mother and Qin's father were very pleased, and they always expressed their feelings to each other behind their backs. It was really the right choice to adopt Qin Shi.
It's just that they never expected that such an obedient Qin Shi would bring disaster to their family.
In fact, it's not accurate to blame Qin Shi for all the responsibility, but he was indeed the cause.
That day was no different from usual. 14-year-old Qin Shi boiled water in the kitchen, planning to pour it into a thermos for a while to drink.Then he left the kettle and started to cook the rice.
At this time Qin Jiu ran out from the hut, lay on the table and looked at the bubbling kettle.
Not long after, the water boiled and a warning sound sounded. Qin Jiu was startled and touched the handle of the kettle.
Qin Shi also rushed over when he heard the voice, saw Qin Jiu holding the kettle, and immediately yelled, "Don't move around, put the kettle down!"
Qin Jiu turned to look at Qin Shi, didn't listen, and grinned at him.
Seeing his smirk, Qin Shi was a little annoyed, so he strode over angrily, grabbed the kettle and put it aside.
And the accident happened just like that, Qin Shi didn't expect Qin Jiu to hold on so tightly, they tried their best to move to the left, while pulling and tugging, the kettle suddenly turned upside down, and the loose lid of the kettle slammed open.
With a cry of "Ah!", Qin Jiu threw his arms around Qin Shi's neck and hid to the side. The two fell to the ground. At the same time, Qin Jiu screamed loudly again.
Qin Shi's heart skipped a beat, he pushed Qin Jiu's arm aside, and nervously checked Qin Jiu's face.
Seeing him almost fainted, Qin Jiu's face was flushed, and it seemed that he was still steaming.
Qin Jiu twitched his face in pain, unable to open his eyes.
Qin Shi was terrified and didn't know what to do for a moment.
At this time, there was a noise at the door, Qin's father and Qin's mother came back.
Qin Shi seemed to have found a life-saving straw, and hurriedly shouted for help.
Qin's father rushed to the kitchen first, saw Qin Jiu curled up on the ground, and hugged him in his arms.
Qin's mother also hurriedly followed, the two of them didn't have time to ask more questions, they quickly soaked cold water on Qin Jiu's face with a towel, but dense blisters still formed on his face.
Qin's mother shed tears in distress, brought several cold water towels, and left with Qin's father holding Qin Jiu.
Qin Shi stayed at home alone in fear. He never expected that Qin's mother and Qin's father would never come back.
Of course, it's not that they don't want him anymore, but that they will never have a chance to see him again.
Their family had a car accident on the way to the hospital. Qin's mother and Qin's father completely protected Qin Jiu. After being rescued, Qin Jiu survived, but his parents never woke up again.
To Qin Shi, it was as if the sky was falling during that time.
He couldn't remember how he managed the funeral with the help of his neighbors in a daze. When he came to his senses, he and Qin Jiu were the only ones left in the family.
Qin Jiu asked Qin Shi, where are the parents?
Qin Shi said that the two of them will live together for a period of time when they are away from home.
It's been a long time since this period of time passed. I don't know if Qin Jiu knew the truth. He never made a fuss with his parents. Sometimes Qin Shi even felt that this fool is heartless. If his parents are gone, he will be gone. All he needs to eat and drink is enough to live.
Qin Shi felt a burst of despair. After Qin's father and mother Qin died, they didn't leave much money to them. Qin Shi had to figure out how to live by himself.
Qin Shi did not leave school, and finished college with the money left by Qin's father and Qin's mother, found a similar job, and struggled in the torrent of society.
Qin Shi didn't take Qin Jiu with him, but put him in the countryside, and only went back occasionally during the Chinese New Year.
Sometimes, Qin Shi thought, if he left Qin Jiu there, did he mean to let him fend for himself?
If one day Qin Jiu dies, maybe he will be very sad.
But after being sad for a while, he was relieved, and he no longer had to be dragged down by this fool. He should have paid off the debt he owed to the Qin family long ago.
Qin Shi calmly and ruthlessly made such a judgment on his behavior. His heart was numb and calm, and he didn't have the energy to think about anything else.
For so many years, Qin Jiu had a surprisingly good life without Qin Shi's company, and even learned to cook for himself.
Qin Shi asked him how he learned it, and he said that he went to a neighbor's house and watched his aunt cook, so he learned it.
Qin Shi gave Qin Jiu an ID card and told him repeatedly to protect the card and to withdraw money regularly.
Qin Jiu was very obedient, and used the money there to buy food for himself, and his childhood was more nourishing than Qin Shi's.
……
The pot boiled, and the water inside was churning, scrambling to get out of the pot.
Qin Shi came back to his senses, lifted the lid of the pot, and poured in the dumplings.
After stirring with chopsticks for a while, Qin Shi turned his head and met Qin Jiu's other half's face covered with blisters.
His eyes were stabbed, he turned his head and said to Qin Jiu, "Go into the house, don't make trouble here."
Qin Jiu said "Oh", picked up the bowl and chopsticks, turned around and left.
The two had dinner together, Qin Shi turned on the TV and watched the news for a while, Qin Jiu was sitting beside him, his arms were always leaning against Qin Shi vaguely, as if to confirm his existence.
☆, silly brother
Finally, when it was late at night, Qin Shi got up, washed up and went back to the bedroom.
Qin Shi never dared to sleep in the bedroom of Qin's father and Qin's mother, maybe because he felt ashamed, or maybe there was a kind of respect, he didn't want to disturb that room.
And Qin Jiu refused to go.
After the two grew up, Qin Shi originally sent Qin Jiu to that room, but Qin Jiu promised well, and came back in the middle of the night with his pillow in his arms, saying that he couldn't sleep, and always felt that someone was pushing him around.
Qin Shi had no choice, so he let him sleep on the not-so-wide double bed with him.
After Qin Shi finished washing, he returned to the bedroom a little tired, lay down under the quilt and closed his eyes.
After a while, Qin Jiu also came. He lifted the quilt carefully, shrank in front of Qin Shi, and kept looking at Qin Shi's face.
Qin Shi felt uncomfortable being stared at by him, opened his eyes, touched his eyes, and said to him, "Sleep."
Qin Jiu gave a cheerful "um" and closed his eyes sweetly.
Thinking of the clock on the wall rattling, Qin Shi couldn't fall asleep.
He turned over irritably, and turned his back to Qin Jiu. At this moment, Qin Jiu's arm suddenly came over and hugged Qin Shi's waist tightly.
Qin Shi didn't say anything, and held his breath slightly.
Qin Jiu became more courageous, his hand slid down Qin Shi's belly, and groped into Qin Shi's underwear.
Qin Shi immediately arched his back and couldn't help clamping his legs.
At this time, Qin Jiu's other hand also stretched out, and without hesitation, he pulled Qin Shi's buttocks, and took off the pajama pants and underwear.
Qin Shi closed his eyes tightly, and buried his face in the pillow as if trying to escape.
Qin Jiu arched behind Qin Shi like a puppy, then fumbled and grabbed Qin Shi's waist, leaned down, straightened up, and just inserted behind Qin Shi.
Qin Shi suppressed his voice, but he moved his body, lying on his side into a prone position, which facilitated Qin Jiu's movements behind him.
Qin Jiu unambiguously pressed Qin Shi firmly, and after a while, he pumped and sent it quickly.
Qin Jiu panted heavily and didn't speak.
At such a time, Qin Jiu made Qin Shi feel that what was lying on his back was not a human being, but some kind of animal.
He was in pain, and trembling strangely at the same time.
In the end, he turned his hand away to touch Qin Jiu's burned half face, urging in a low voice, "Press harder."
Qin Jiu paused, and soon obediently increased his movements to stab him.
Qin Shi knew that he was perverted like this.
He took advantage of Qin Jiu's ignorance and asked Qin Jiu to give him sex.
He remembered a certain night many years ago, the day Qin Shi had just passed the college entrance examination. Looking at Qin Jiu's face, he felt that he had been reborn and escaped from the sea of suffering.
He was happy but at a loss. He wanted to vent something. He touched his hard, straight dick, but when he touched it, he missed it, and it turned into Qin Jiu's.
When Qin Jiu looked at Qin anxiously, he must have felt extremely strange.
He was embarrassed to look at Qin Shi, and when he couldn't stand being touched by Qin Shi, he rushed forward and rubbed Qin Shi into his arms.
Qin Shi was tightly wrapped in Qin Jiu's arms, and he instantly calmed down.
After that, Qin Shi accidentally searched for men and men, and then he discovered another world.
He felt that what he saw the men doing was disgusting, but he couldn't help looking, and the more he looked, the more he looked.
Finally one day, he stayed in the bathroom for a long time, pressing and pressing his fingers behind him, and finally loosened it.
Then he entered the room, lay on Qin Jiu's back, and kissed him.
Qin Shi led Qin Jiu to explore his body step by step, his limbs were wide open, he lost his mind in Qin Jiu's continuous fuck, and let out an unconscious "ah..."
……
The two didn't hang out for a long time, and when Qin Jiu poured liquid on Qin Shi's ass behind Qin Shi, Qin Shi pushed Qin Jiu away, went to the bathroom to deal with it for a while, and then returned to sleep on his back.
Qin Jiu seemed to want to hang out with Qin Shi for a while longer, but Qin Shi didn't cooperate, so he turned around without saying a word.
Feeling a little disappointed, Qin Jiu kissed Qin Shi on the back, hugged him, and fell asleep next to him.
The next morning, Qin Shi woke up with a headache.
Qin Jiu got up early, and is currently busy in the kitchen.
Qin Shi wanted to go to the bathroom, but the floor was clean and there were no slippers.
He simply went barefoot to the ground and walked directly to the door.
As a result, the door was empty, and there was no pair of shoes.
Qin Shi suddenly became a little annoyed, and shouted out loudly, "Qin Jiu!"
Qin Jiu ran out of the kitchen in a hurry, waiting eagerly for Qin Shi's order.
Qin Shi asked, "Where are the shoes?"
Qin Jiu was stunned, and then said hesitantly, "Qin Shi...do you want to go out?"
Qin Shi ignored his question, and repeated in a low voice, "Where are the shoes?"
Qin Jiu said with wandering eyes, "I brushed the shoes..."
Qin Shi, "What are you doing brushing your shoes?"
Qin Jiu, "Dirty..."
Qin Shi took a deep breath, and then said as calmly as possible, "I want to go to the toilet now, what do you think I should do."
When Qin Jiu heard this, he ran away.
After a while, he took out a plastic jar from the bathroom, and compared it to Qin Shi, "Use this."
Qin Shi choked, and he was so angry that he almost threw the jar on Qin Jiu's face.
He didn't pick up the jar, just pushed Qin Jiu away and went into the bathroom.
The condition of their home is not good, small one-story house, no bathroom inside the house, the toilet is outside.
Although there is a bathroom, it cannot be said to be a standard bathroom. It is just a room with a small space. Because a water heater is installed on the roof, it is used for bathing.
Qin Shi locked the bathroom door and urinated directly into the sewer.
When Qin Shi came out, he saw seven or eight pairs of shoes in the laundry tub outside from the window, and Qin Jiu soaked all the shoes.
Qin Shi pointed to the outside and asked Qin Jiu, "You soaked all your shoes, when do you plan to clean them?"
Qin Jiu said tremblingly, "Swipe in a while..."
Qin Shi glanced at Qin Jiu's bare feet, "Are you planning to go outside barefoot?"
Qin Jiu pointed to the rag placed by the door, "Use that to wipe your feet..."
Qin Shi stopped talking, he thought, he should have despaired of Qin Jiu's brain long ago.
Brushing the shoes can get all the shoes wet without leaving them to wear, probably only this fool can do it.
The two ate in silence again, then Qin Jiu busily cleared the table and washed the dishes, and finally went outside in a hurry.
Qin Shi thought he was going to brush his shoes, so he didn't bother.
Unexpectedly, at dusk, when Qin Jiu entered the door, those shoes were still soaking.
He scolded Qin Jiu, and Qin Jiu timidly said, "Tomorrow, tomorrow..."
Qin Shi had lost his temper, and thought he would go to brush it by himself tomorrow.
That night, after the two of them went to bed, Qin Jiu went to hook Qin Shi's pants, but Qin Shi slapped them off.
Qin Jiu pinched Qin Shi's butt in dissatisfaction, and fell asleep peacefully.
The next day, when Qin Shi woke up, it was past nine o'clock again.
He stood in front of the window and looked, and found that the laundry tub outside was gone, let alone the unwashed shoes hanging out to dry.
He called Qin Jiu out and asked him where the shoes went.
Qin Jiu faltered and couldn't answer.
Qin Shi stared at Qin Jiu for a long time, from his intact left cheek to his scalded right cheek, he stared at the smooth skin without a trace of texture on his right cheek, and felt that Qin Jiu's face was terrifying for a moment .
He suppressed his anger, and asked word by word, "Say, what exactly do you want to do?"
Qin Jiu refused to speak, and just glanced at Qin Shi.
Seeing Qin Shi's face getting darker and darker, Qin Jiu finally told the truth.
He said, "Shoes, hide and you won't be able to leave..."
Qin Shi suddenly smiled.
His facial muscles twitched slightly as he laughed.
He looked at Qin Jiu deeply, and said without much emotion, "You can do it, you will play tricks on me."
Then he turned his head, as if looking for where the shoes were.
But soon he stopped looking, he calmly said to himself, "It's just a fool."
Then without saying a word, he opened the door and left.
Qin Jiu shouted anxiously, "Qin Shi! Where are you going?"
Qin Shi ignored him, and strode out of the gate with bare feet, walking farther and farther.
Qin Jiu didn't come out to chase, Qin Shi couldn't tell if he was relieved.
He could imagine that if Qin Jiu was still swaying in front of him at this time, he might not be able to resist beating him.
Qin Shi walked all the way to the station angrily, and didn't meet any acquaintances on the way. When he was at the station, a few unfamiliar people looked sideways at his strange attire.
Qin Shi lowered his head, only to realize that he was still wearing pajamas, he was really stunned.
Even if he wants to go barefoot, he has no money to pay the toll.
He stood in the wind for a long time, his brain was blown by the wind, and he almost disappeared.
He turned and went home.
When I entered the house, I saw smoke from the chimney, but I didn't see Qin Jiuren after I entered.
Although he was angry with Qin Jiu, he still couldn't help calling him a few times, wanting to know where he went.
However, he searched inside and out, but he couldn't find anyone.
Only then did Qin Shi panic.
He searched around his house and asked his neighbors if they saw Qin Jiu, and someone said they saw him go to the overpass.
Qin Shi ran over without saying a word.
The direction of the overpass is different from the station that Qin Shi usually goes to, and Qin Jiu also knows it, so he will go to the overpass, definitely not looking for Qin Shi.
Below the overpass is the highway, and the other end of the bridge is connected to the mountains. I heard that the mountains are not very flat recently, and it seems that I heard wolves howling.
Qin Shi couldn't figure out why Qin Jiu went there, and he didn't have time to think about it.
He hurried to the head of the overpass, and his feet were cut several times by glass shards along the way.
Looking into the mountains from the top of the high bridge, it seemed that he really saw Qin Jiu's figure far away.
Qin Shi yelled for Qin Jiu, but Qin Jiu didn't hear him, and continued to walk down the only road to the mountain in a sullen way.
Qin Shi had no choice but to grit his teeth and chase after him.
It looked like he was not far away, but when he chased him, he couldn't see anyone.
Qin Shi was on the verge of crying, really angry and anxious.
He gritted his teeth and thought, when he catches up with Qin Jiu, he must give Qin Jiu a hard time, beat his ass until it blooms, so that he won't dare to run around again.
Until the sun rose to the top of his head, Qin Jiu finally saw Qin Jiu crouching in front of a tree with his knees hugged.
He shouted "Qin Jiu!" and quickly ran over.
When Qin Jiu saw Qin Shi, his eyes lit up first, and then he lowered his eyelashes a little sadly, with a look of joy and worry on his face.
After Qin Shi stood in front of Qin Jiu, he slapped him with a big mouth.
Qin Jiu was a little dazed by the slap, and looked up at Qin Shi tearfully.
Qin Shi's face was gloomy, and he asked Qin Jiu, "What are you doing here?"
Qin Jiu pursed his lips and asked, "Did you see the note I left?"
Qin Shi asked, "What note? I didn't see it."
Qin Jiu said, "I left a note to tell you that I'm leaving."
Qin Shi pulled Qin Jiu up from the ground, "You leave me a note and say you're gone, what do you want to do? Where can you go, you fool?"
Qin Jiu stared at Qin Shi for a while, then suddenly said, "You despise me for being stupid."
Qin Shi paused and didn't answer for a while.
Qin Jiu bowed his head dejectedly, "I've troubled you."
Qin Shi looked at Qin Jiu in disbelief.
Qin Jiu continued, "It's fine if I leave, and it's fine if I die."
Qin Shi's heart sank when he heard the word "death". He grabbed Qin Jiu tightly and asked almost forcefully, "Who told you these things? You came to the mountains to seek death? Didn't you Still not willing for me to leave you? You are looking for death in a blink of an eye, do you have a fucking brain?!"
Qin Jiu was questioned a series of times, but he couldn't respond.
After thinking for a long time, he answered in a straight line according to his own thoughts, "I heard Aunt Lu and Aunt Yu say that a fool is a burden to others when he lives. She said that if she was a fool, she would kill her head on, and the family would be relieved. Aunt Yu Said, it's so easy to be killed, as long as you go up the mountain, the wolf will naturally finish you at night, and you won't have to escape if you want to escape..."
Qin Shi listened in a daze, and he said in a daze, "You remember this..."
Qin Jiu suddenly hugged Qin Shi and said in a low voice, "Qin Shi, you are free. You can go back, I'm going to find my parents..."
Qin Shi's eyes were wet all of a sudden, he grabbed Qin Jiu's arm tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "How can you be so cruel? Don't you want to part with me? You don't even feel sad about leaving me, do you? "
Qin Shi was crying so hard that he couldn't make a sound. At this moment, he felt that Qin Jiu was really heartless and cruel.
Qin Shi once did think that Qin Jiu was a trouble, but he couldn't bear Qin Jiu after all.
He doesn't want to admit that he cares about Qin Jiu more than he imagined, and he doesn't want to admit that he has entrusted all his feelings to Qin Jiu invisibly.
He sometimes has cruel thoughts towards Qin Jiu, but in fact, isn't he being cruel to himself?
When he heard that Qin Jiu wanted to take the initiative to leave him, he couldn't take it anymore.
He doesn't allow it, he can't lose Qin Jiu.
Although he sometimes feels that it is painful to live for his livelihood, there is still a force in his heart that supports him.
As long as Qin Jiu is alive and well, he will be able to smile at Jiuquan.
He asked Qin Jiu if he would be reluctant to part with himself, but he had no expectations at all.
No matter what Qin Jiu said, he would take Qin Jiu back, look at him well, and let him stay by his side.
But Qin Jiu still answered, he said to Qin Shi, "Qin Shi, I can't bear you. But I will be happy when I think of you, and I will be happy too. I can't bear you, so this time you come back, I hope you will accompany me more After staying for a while, I still pissed you off, so I thought, I’ll die soon, you’ll be fine when I’m dead, and you won’t be pissed off by me again.”
Qin Shi pressed Qin Jiu's neck and blocked his mouth with his own lips.
Qin Shi's face was covered with his own tears and snot, he kept groping for the scar on Qin Jiu's face, pressed his lips and said over and over again, "Brother... Come back with me, don't leave me..."
Qin Jiu blinked, and then shed a tear unconsciously.
Qin Shi knelt down, touched Qin Jiu's feet, raised his head and asked him, "Does it hurt?"
Qin Jiu nodded.
Qin Shi turned around and patted himself on the back, "Come up, I'm carrying you."
Qin Jiu hesitated for a moment, but climbed up honestly.
With Qin Jiu on his back, Qin Shi walked home slowly.
Qin Jiu rubbed his face against Qin Shi's furry head, and whispered in his ear, "Then I... am I not dead?"
Qin Shi tilted his head and kissed him on the cheek, "I'm not dead."
Qin Shi thought, he can't be left here, lest someone say all kinds of nonsense and be listened to.
When he gets back, he packs up and takes Qin Jiu away.
What pressure, what burden, fuck it all.
Qin Shi was so crushed that his back was hunched, his brother was really serious.
The afternoon sun gently shone down on the mountain road. Looking from a distance, the shadows walking on the mountain road gradually blurred...
【End】
☆, readers
Chen Lun is a vagrant. Since his parents divorced and gave him a lot of money, he has completely started a life of eating and waiting to die.
Because that amount of money is enough, he just needs to wait to eat bank interest, it is enough for him to live comfortably, and he has no purpose in life, and he is willing to just stay at home with nothing to do every day.
Chen Lun doesn't have any special hobbies. What he does most often at home is surf the Internet.
Over time, he gradually developed the habit of reading online novels.
At first, he would waste sleep and food for some refreshing novels, but after reading too much, he gradually became indifferent. Even today, there are no novels that can arouse his interest.
He also thought about writing a novel by himself, but when he opened the document, his mind went blank. The ideas that he thought were good at first became dull after repeated chewing.
In particular, he tried to write thousands of words and posted it on the terminal website he often messes with, and the number of hits was appalling, so he completely let go of writing novels.
Although I am already desperate for novels, I still habitually refresh at the finish line several times a day, hoping to meet a counterpart.
The page he refreshes is nothing special, it just displays the latest updated text.
On this day, he came across an article called "After Death", the author's pseudonym is Past Life.
Maybe Chen Lun lived too empty a life, he was attracted by this topic, so he followed the link and clicked in.
The author called Past Life is a little transparent at first glance, or in other words, not even a little transparent.
He only has this article, and it seems to be updated quite frequently, sometimes three times a day, but the number of words is a little less, ranging from [-] to [-].
Chen Lun roughly glanced at the main page of the novel, there were no favorites, no comments, and very few clicks.
Chen Lun only stayed on the main page for a moment before clicking on the text to read.
After reading it, he kind of understood why this author was so uninterested, because this article is really extremely boring, and it is a talent to be able to write so boring.
Chen Lun shook his head secretly and sighed, feeling a little sorry for wasting his time on such a bad article, so he decided to fork this article.
But he didn't know if it was a coincidence or not. Looking at the empty comment area, he suddenly wanted to leave a mark.
So before he closed it, he left a comment, "Passing by".Then fork off.
Before he could continue ups and downs on the finish line, he suddenly received a system message.
Clicking on it, it turned out to be a reply to a comment.
It was the article I read just now, and the author passed away to reply to his comment.
Chen Lun looked back and forth at the reply several times, he just left a non-painful "passing by", but the other party replied seriously.
His reply was, "Hi Samsara, have you read it? How do you feel? I saw that there were dozens of clicks in the first few chapters of this article, and it became less and less as it went on, and no one even clicked on the latest chapter... Are you going to leave after reading only one chapter? If it is convenient, can you tell me where I am short? Why is no one reading it?"
Chen Lun thought for a long time, but had nothing to say.
If you want to say where this article is deficient...it is deficient everywhere, and it cannot be corrected with a few words.
The article on the past life uses No.1 title, the main character is male, and the beginning of the article says, what happens when a person dies?He never knew that until one day, he really died.
If you just read the beginning, Chen Lun is still a little interested.
But it is a pity that there is no ups and downs at the end of the text of the past life. There are nearly [-] words in it, all of which are the psychological activities of the protagonist. In Chen Lun's view, the protagonist is like a psychopath who has been moaning without illness.
There is nothing wrong with having many thoughts in one's mind, but not every thought is suitable for expression.If you write out all illogical, it will only make you sleepy, and you have read it over and over again. Chen Lun even feels that many of the contents of the past life are actually repetitive.
Chen Lun feels that, from a certain point of view, he is a bit like this author, boring, boring, empty, guarding the Internet, and having expectations for illusory things.
But Chen Lun doesn't sympathize with the passing away at all, let alone sympathize with him, and even stay as far away from him as he wants.
However, maybe Chen Lun was really lonely for too long, after receiving such a long reply from the past life, he was suddenly tempted.
He thought, since he was expected, there was no harm in wasting a little time, anyway, it was just passing the time, so it was okay for him to chat with that past life.
He didn't answer the questions about the past life, but clicked on it and read on.
Chen Lun endured and looked down word by word.He felt that some of the content made sense, but some of it was wrong, and he couldn't tell exactly what was wrong, maybe it was a little one-sided, which made Chen Lun inexplicably irritable, and he didn't even bother to think of rebuttals.
After finally reading it, Chen Lun left a comment with relief, "Score."
Although the score is two points, but I feel that this is really just an encouragement point.Chen Lun never scored less than two points.
As expected, Past Life once again responded quickly.
"So you are looking down? Look, look, if you have any ideas, just say it, I look forward to communicating with you."
Chen Lun could almost imagine that the author was probably waiting impatiently at the other end of the network, waiting for him to continue reading his article.
Chen Lun did not live up to his expectations, ignored the author's reply and started to read the content.
After reading it this time, Chen Lun hesitated for a long time, but decided to tell the truth.
"Author, what exactly do you want to talk about in your article? I read three chapters and still can't figure it out."
This time the reincarnation was not so fast, maybe I was thinking about the wording.
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