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After Ling Guo left with his father, he didn't contact me for several days, and I didn't know what was going on, whether to say hello or not, so I kept procrastinating until that embarrassing day, April 4th.If Ling Guo hadn't said that he would celebrate my birthday this year, I would have even forgotten that this day was my own.

As soon as I got the lunch box in my hand at noon, the phone rang. It was Ling Guo.I haven't contacted him for so many days, and when I suddenly saw his number pop up, my heart beat a little faster, and I took a while to answer the phone.

"Hey, Ling Guo?"

"Well, why do you think your birthday is on a Monday? My class today is quite important, so I can't sneak out during the day." He said helplessly, as if nothing happened a few days ago.

"Ah..." I didn't know how to answer it for a while, so I said after a while, "If it's inconvenient for you..."

"Who said it's inconvenient?" He immediately snatched my words: "I'll leave after class, you wait for me!"

"Where am I waiting for you? Are you still standing at the gate of my community and being covered in dirty water?"

He smiled: "I'm not going, even if it hasn't rained in the past two days, can you still go back and forth? Where are you?"

"Company, I have to work during the day too."

"Ah, then you can pick me up after get off work until the time passes, and I'll treat you to dinner. What do you want to eat?"

"Anything is fine, as long as it's not the water palace."

"Why don't you wait to see the water palace? It's open until four o'clock in the morning!"

"I don't want to see it just because it's open until four in the morning and doesn't allow people to sleep normally!"

"I really wanted to go to the Water Palace."

"You like hot pot so much?"

"That's not the case, it's his family who can lie down and eat."

I laughed again: "How lazy are you? You want to lie down even after eating."

"That's called relaxation. It's very comfortable to be with you."

"Really?" I smiled again, almost saying what I felt the same way. "I'll choose the location. Since it's my birthday, I have the final say."

"Okay, see you tonight."

"See you tonight."

In the evening, I took him to a Japanese restaurant. Since he wanted to relax, it was better to have tatami mats, and I wanted a private room, which was relatively quiet.

He brought a box of cakes. I didn't ask him to sing birthday songs, nor lit candles, nor made a wish. I don't like this kind of thing, and he didn't force it. He just cut the cake with a knife. Big, eat half of one piece per person, and the remaining half, it is estimated that it can be wiped out as a dessert after a meal.

It seems that we are all used to birthdays, and we didn’t talk nonsense about birthdays when we were eating. We talked about some daily unnutritious topics, and he didn’t mention it until he was slowly eating the half of the remaining cake after eating. the first meeting.

"That... Yue Jiao, let me tell you something - about my dad."

"Hmm." I haven't said anything for so many days, so it's probably not a good thing.

"He agreed to our relationship."

"Ah?" I was taken aback, this was completely out of my expectation!

"Aren't you happy?" He was also surprised by my reaction.

"No. It's... I didn't expect it. You... How did you talk to your father?"

"I won't talk about the process, it's not pleasant anyway. Then I told his father that if he agrees with me to associate with you, he will be his father."

"Ling Guo..." I suddenly choked up and couldn't speak.I didn't expect this child to take this relationship so seriously, and he could exchange the things he cares most with his father.

"Don't have too much psychological burden. I just want him to know that I am not impulsive. You are a very important person to me. I don't want him to do anything to hurt you again."

I sighed, feeling a little guilty for my will that has not been completely shaken by him.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked sensitively, "Do you think I'm putting pressure on you?"

"No." I said softly, "Actually...I'm quite touched, I'm afraid...I'm not that good."

"If you're not that good, just try to be that good!" He continued in an orderly tone.

I laughed again: "You! That's what hurts people, and you're never negative."

"Why should I be negative? People have to work hard to live happily, and others can't live for you."

"You are young, and your words are quite reasonable."

He also smiled: "This is what my aunt said."

I also laughed along with him, then took a piece of cream and put it on his face, and warned him immediately: "Don't put it back! If you dare to put it back, I will leave now, and I won't stay with you!"

Sure enough, he didn't dare to move, he poked the cream that had already been picked on his finger into his mouth, and then said with a stare, "You are too domineering, and you still threaten people like this, you are sure I am afraid that you will leave me let's go?"

"I won't leave you, come here." I hooked my fingers to him.

He leaned forward strangely, and I leaned over and licked the dollop of cream off his face with my tongue.

He wiped the place where I licked it with his hand, and smiled when he saw that the cream had been licked clean, then his eyes flashed like fire, and he said seriously: "Yue Jiao, can we formally Have you dated? I really want to fall in love with you, not the kind that just talks about not loving."

I also smiled: "I have always told you that I like you too, but I dare not promise you lightly, because I am afraid that I will not be able to do what I say. But now I am willing to try with you, if it is true I can’t live without you, and I’m willing to fight for our future with my family for you.”

"Are you really willing?" There was surprise and joy in his eyes.

"Well, but I can't guarantee that the result you strive for must be what you want."

"It doesn't matter, as long as you have this idea. But... there is another problem. It is... the problem of who goes up and who goes down."

"Didn't you say that the future will be long?"

"Then the future can't always be long? Don't we always use our hands and mouth?"

I frowned, thinking that this matter is indeed very important.It's not that I can't accept being at the bottom, but I just think he's a child, and it makes me feel awkward to let him be at the top.

"Let's talk about it later." I chose to avoid it: "Let's talk with our hands for the time being."

"Oh." It sounded like this decision made him a little disappointed, but he still asked me with great interest: "Where shall we go after dinner?"

"Send you back."

"Ah?" He protested, "Today is your birthday! Why don't you just have a meal?"

"Then what are you going to do?"

"I..." He stared at me and said cheekily, "Since you are willing to try with me, then of course...you want to have sex."

I smiled helplessly: "Are you so anxious?"

"urgent!"

"Don't worry, bear with it. You have to go to class tomorrow, and I have to go to work. It's the weekend."

"Oh..." I lowered my head listlessly.

"Let's go, I'll take you back, I can let you kiss in the car." I stood up.

"Oh!" He regained his energy, jumped up, and followed behind me, and then he was about to pounce on me as soon as he got in the car.

"Wait a minute! These are all people." I pushed him away, drove the car to a dimly lit corner not far ahead, then turned off the lights in the car, and waved to him: "Come here , give you enough kisses!"

He hugged me like a hungry tiger, gnawed on my lips, and immediately reached out to my belt dishonestly with one hand.Alas... Really hungry... It seems that just kissing can't satisfy him at all.In fact, I also feel a little impatient to burn myself, but I can't be on it, so I can only bear it.So in the car, I kissed and kissed him, touched and touched him, licked and licked, and even licked my fingers into the hole behind him. He said "no" but I didn't continue.In my opinion, there is absolutely no such word as coercion, not even force. If he says no, I will never force it.

After finishing with our hands and mouth, we kissed for a while before we cleaned up the battlefield and sent him back to school.

It turned out that we didn’t see each other on the weekend we agreed to meet. There was a case where we needed to go out of town to collect evidence. This time, a female lawyer was in charge of the case. I was afraid that she would not be able to handle it alone, so I had to go with her.Ling Guo also just couldn't leave. His grandma's villa was sold because the head of the household was not in his name. He had to go through the inheritance and transfer procedures before selling it. These procedures are quite cumbersome and won't even be completed in a short time. He has to take it all weekend.

The forensic work on the case doesn't wrap up until Monday, so I was still in the hotel on Sunday night.When the phone rang, I thought it was Ling Guo, but when I picked it up, it was Lin Yadong.

"What's the matter? Call me after get off work hours?"

"It's not entirely a business matter, half of it is a private matter."

"Let's talk business first."

"The divorce case between Shen Lin and Xu Shihao has reached a preliminary agreement. In addition to giving up the house, Shen Lin wants to take away all of Xu Shihao's property. Xu Shihao has also agreed to sign the divorce agreement on May [-]st."

"I really know how to choose a date. It was the day they got married six years ago." I couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

"Maybe it's just a good get-together. In fact, if Xu Shihao's parents didn't agree with him giving up all his property, he would have signed it a long time ago. I don't think he cares about having nothing. Of course, he also has the ability to make more money. If you pick up a business host, you can get at least five to sixty thousand yuan, so why does he care how much money he gives Shen Lin?"

"Okay, at least I will leave him a suite, so that he doesn't even have a home. You have done a good job in thinking and work, and you can make Shen Lin's subordinates show mercy and not kill them all. You are worthy of Xu Shihao. You have worked hard these days!"

"It's okay to work hard, and I didn't do it in vain. It's just that Shen Lin can be merciful. It really doesn't matter to me. It was the other lawyer who took a few photos for her, and she calmed down."

"What picture?"

"I'm just talking about a private matter. It's a picture of you eating and shopping with a little boy. There is also a picture of kissing in the car, but the light is too dim at night, so I can't see clearly..."

"I was secretly photographed again?" I sat up from the bed depressedly, my stomach was blocked.

"Actually, it's nothing, except that the photos of kissing look quite normal. Even if you kiss, it's your freedom. But these photos helped Xu Shihao. Didn't Shen Lin suspect that he wanted to rekindle with you after the divorce? Now she believes that there is no such possibility, you have a new love, Xu Shihao is just an old love, even if you get divorced, Xu Shihao still has no money, so Shen Lin doesn't care anymore, she doesn't want to entangle with him for that house gone."

I laughed helplessly and self-deprecatingly: "Unexpectedly, I still helped Xu Shihao. I didn't want to help him with anything."

"Don't worry, he won't appreciate you. I told you this not because of what Shen Lin thinks, but because of Xu Shihao. He knows that you are on good terms with others now. How uncomfortable you feel, you should I know, so..."

"It's none of my business? Whether he gets divorced or not has nothing to do with me, and whether I fall in love or not has nothing to do with him."

"You think so, but he doesn't think so. You should be mentally prepared. He probably has to go to you after getting divorced."

"If you have the ability, let him come and find him! I won't make him sick to death?"

Lin Yadong laughed over there: "It's really unlucky to be your ex-boyfriend."

"Yes! So no one should want to be my boyfriend lightly. I'm doing it for their own good."

"The one in the photo... is really your boyfriend? Have you finally fallen into it again?"

"It's not so much a matter of falling into it, it's just being sincere and ready to cultivate and cultivate."

"It's not easy for you to be sincere. You haven't been sincere to anyone in these years, and there are no fake ones, or there is no one who makes you want to be tempted. I know you, you should be this time seriously."

"Don't just talk about me, have you and Xiao Hu made any progress?"

"Progress? From twice a week to three times a week."

"Go away! Speak seriously!"

"Seriously... no, it's still the same, just don't ask him to tell his family, and he will be cold and violent to me as soon as he mentions it."

"Then what are you going to do? Just spend it like this?"

"What can I do? Is this a matter of persecution? Do you think I'm not depressed?"

"Yadong, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. If you really love him, don't wait until you can't live without him before thinking about breaking up."

"I understand the truth... oh... let's talk about it later, it's really inseparable now, I can't stand not sleeping with him all night."

"No promise!"

"You're promising! Let's see how you tell your old man about having a new love again!"

"Don't bother me! Hang up!" I hung up the phone angrily and dropped the phone.

It's really hard to recite every family's scriptures!Lin Yadong's matter, my own matter, Xu Shihao's matter, even Yue Yang's matter... there is nothing that does not make people upset.Don't you just like a man?Who's in the way?We didn't steal or rob or harm the society, but we just want to live with the people we like, why is it so difficult?

I was depressed when my phone rang again, this time it was Ling Guo.

"Hello..." I replied weakly.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked nervously, "Are you sick? Or something happened?"

"Nothing, I'm tired and fell asleep." There's no need to let him know my troubles. I lied, then sat up from the bed, pulled myself together and asked, "How are you doing over there? Are you tired too?" Is it broken?"

"It's okay, it's a little troublesome, but it's not difficult, just make a few more trips. When are you coming back?"

"Come home tomorrow night."

"I want to pick you up."

"Come on, don't worry about it. Either I will send you back to school or you will go to school early in the morning. It will be May Day in a few days. Let's meet again at that time. Can you take a few days off?"

"Seven days, how about you?"

"Three days at most."

"Three days are fine, let's go on a trip together."

"Travel? There are heads everywhere, don't you think there are too many people?"

"Ah... that's right, but it's inconvenient."

I smiled: "What are you thinking about all day long? What is convenient? I think there are too many people making noise, eating well and playing well, being pitted, butchered and squeezed. If you really want to go out and play , I will take you out for a good time when the summer vacation is over."

"Okay!" He exclaimed excitedly, and then said: "Oh, by the way, Yueyang Wuyi is going on a trip with a few classmates, and I heard that Wang Yan will also go together."

"is it?"

"Just... is it? You don't care?"

"I've thought it over, don't worry about it, it's his own life, let him decide for himself."

"It would be great if all the parents in the world were like you." He said with emotion.

I laughed again: "There are not so many parents in the world who are like me."

He also laughed, and then remembered something: "By the way, Yue Jiao, please help me raise a dog."

"Keeping a dog?"

"Well, it's pot-packed meat. Grandma's house is sold and there is no place for it to go. Can you help me raise it first?"

Thinking of the giant Beatle, the guy who trembled, shook his butt and drooled when he saw people. To be honest, my head is a bit big, but that is still a dog that has passed. I decided to accept him, and there is no reason not to Accept his dog. "Okay, but you have to take it to the pet shop for a bath every weekend."

"No problem! Wrap it on me!"

"Happy?"

"Happy, you will be even happier if you kiss me again."

"Where are you?"

"Dormitory. Yue Yang is not here, he went out to find Wang Yan."

"Ah...then let's give it a kiss. Hmm!" I kissed the phone loudly.

He smirked there for a long time, then kissed back, and whispered: "Yue Jiao, I like you."

"Got it, I like you too. Go to bed, it's late."

"OK, good night."

"Good night."

After saying goodnight to each other, I hung up the phone with a smile, feeling an inexplicable warmth in my heart.Falling in love is indeed something that has a very high happiness index. I haven't been in love for so many years. Although I don't feel that life is unhappy, there is always a feeling of emptiness.Suddenly talking about love, my heart is like a honeypot stuffed, and it's still sweet. It's really hard for me at my age.

I didn't expect that I could fall in love again, let alone be with a boy who is so much younger than me. It's really unpredictable!However, what is even more unpredictable is what happened next...