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On the first day of the May [-]th holiday, I had already used up half a day, and the rest of the day went home to rest. Although I didn’t feel much pain, I was exhausted and my waist was sore. After all, I haven’t had such a toss in many years up.

The next day, I accompanied him to the pet store to pick up the dog, and then took him to play with the dog for a day. Guobaorou also lived in my house from that day on.

On the third day, I accompanied him to his grandma's house to pack things.The furniture in his grandma's house is not very new, so he can directly dispose of it to the second-hand collector, but he is reluctant to throw away some relics, so he puts them in boxes.He didn't have many things in his grandma's house, except for a few sets of clothes and some old books. The books were discarded, the clothes were put into a backpack, and then all were taken back to his aunt's house.

It was already evening when I accompanied him to send the things back. Regarding the fact that he was leaving with me when he didn’t even come home for dinner, her aunt called him aside and whispered instructions for a long time, looking at me from time to time. You already know about our relationship.Although he respected his own choice, he was still a child after all, so he might be worried, afraid that he would be cheated by an old man.

After getting in the car, I still couldn't help asking him: "What did your aunt tell you?"

"Tell me to be careful, lest you bully me." I was quite honest.

I smiled: "Which one of us is bullying the other? I've put you on top, raised a dog for you, and helped you move house like a cow."

He also laughed, then leaned over and asked in a low voice, "Can you keep me on top?"

"Go away!" I pushed him away and said, "With the lube, just lie down and wait for me to fuck you."

It turned out that with the lubricant that night I still didn't succeed in getting on the position.I suspect this kid is doing it on purpose, as soon as I touch him, he screams in pain or cries like hell, as if I'm going to stab him with a knife instead of my dick.

In the middle of the night, I saw him lying there wiping tears, feeling aggrieved. I also had no patience to coax him. I have to go to work tomorrow.

"Forget it." I said discouragedly: "Let you stay on top, don't take too long! I won't get up tomorrow after tossing for a long time."

"Hmm! Hmm!" He nodded and turned over like a pounding garlic, took the lubricant and stabbed it in.I glared at him, feeling that he did it on purpose, but seeing his happy and satisfied face, I couldn't bear to question him.

"Yue Jiao..." He leaned down, kissed me while moving, and whispered softly: "I like you, I like you very much, I really... like you so much, I only like you..."

Oh...forget it.I closed my eyes and didn't want to pursue it anymore, so I accepted his persistent liking.In fact, I really don't care much about who gets on and who gets off, as long as they are comfortable.He can be distracted and infatuated on the top, and I can also desire/immortal/desire/death below, everyone gets what he wants.What matters when two people are together is not dignity, but harmony.

On the first morning when Ling Guo slept next to him, I didn't see him when I opened my eyes. I was wondering what was going on, when I vaguely heard the sound of pots and pans coming from the kitchen.

He's making me breakfast?Impossible?I lifted the quilt and sat up, put on my clothes and got out of bed.Walking into the kitchen, he saw that he was boiling a pot of boiling water, with a bowl of eggs in his hands, chopped green onions on the cutting board, fried dough sticks and soy milk, and freshly opened salt, sugar, soy sauce, etc. condiment.

"Are you up?" He glanced at me, and put the beaten eggs into the boiling water pot together with the bowl.

"Did you go out to buy breakfast? Why did you buy eggs and seasonings?" I rubbed my eyes, as if I was not sure that I would see these things in my kitchen.

"What if you don't buy it?" He looked at me contemptuously: "Your modern kitchen is just a decoration, let alone cooking materials, and you can't even find instant noodles. How do you eat every day?"

"Hehe..." I laughed dryly: "Let's eat outside, I really don't know how to cook."

"It's hard for you to grow up so big."

"What do you mean?" I glared at him.

"Go wash up." He pushed me away. "I've already slipped off the balcony with potted meat, you can eat after washing."

When I came out of the bathroom, he was serving the steamed egg custard to the coffee table in the living room. There were green chopped green onions floating on the golden egg body, which looked very appetizing.Seeing that I was in a good mood, I couldn't help but sang a song: "You are a carrot, I am a pit, and Tangling is a family." Then I kissed him on the face.

He smiled: "Can you stop changing the words randomly? But the words you changed are quite appropriate. It is true that I am a carrot and you are a pit."

I glared at him and sat down to eat.

He also sat down, and then said to me very seriously: "In the future, you should also learn to cook. Eating outside all the time is unhygienic and easy to gain weight."

"You think I'm fat?" I glared at him again.

"No, you're not fat." He quickly explained: "But don't men get fat easily after turning [-]? You should take precautions before you burn it. Besides, the food outside is oily, so it's not as nutritious and safe as making it yourself."

"How easy is it to cook? If I could learn it, I would have done it long ago." I also know that there are many benefits to eating home meals.

"Learn slowly. I'll buy you some simple recipes later. If you really can't learn it, I can teach you by hand."

I said casually: "You know how? Then what else do I have to learn? You do it."

His eyes lit up and he seemed very happy, but he still shook his head: "I will, I can't live at your house every day, how far is the school from your house. Besides, I will always fly in the sky after graduation, and I can't give you money every day. You cook and eat, you have to learn to do it yourself."

"Ah... you're really thinking too far." I have to admit, his thoughts surprised me, is this the rhythm of life?Isn't it just about love?

"You..." His eyes dimmed again, he put down his food and looked at me seriously and asked, "What do you mean?"

"It's not interesting, it's just that you think too far." I told the truth, because I couldn't make any promises to him, and it was already unrealistic to promise to have a relationship with him.

However, he suddenly stood up, grabbed the backpack he threw on the sofa last night, and rushed to the door without looking back.

"What are you doing?" I froze for a moment.

"Go home! Aren't you going to work today?" He said angrily, took out the shoes from the shoe cabinet and started to wear them.

"Then... you also finish your breakfast before leaving." I probably knew why he was angry.

"Don't eat! I'm full!" He said as he opened the door, slammed it and left without even looking at me.

I put down my half-eaten breakfast and sigh.Actually... What I said just now was not completely unintentional, I was really afraid that he would be too serious, and then he would not be able to turn around, and would end up with scars all over his body.Promises like this are not very reliable between men and women, let alone between two men?Wasn't it because I was stupid and believed that Xu Shihao would not leave me before I got serious with him?How did it end?Breaking up with me to have a baby, even if it's because I don't love me anymore, I won't be so unacceptable.

Maybe the development with Ling Guo was too fast, I slept with him before I had time to figure out how to talk about this relationship, now I feel a little scared when I think about it, am I playing with fire?Obviously she can no longer live with men in this life, but she provokes Ling Guo, and even makes a pure little boy lose her virginity.If Ling crosses a road and runs to Hei, how can I repay my peach blossom debt?He's a nice kid, and I never thought of hurting him, but in the current situation, I must have hurt him.As for the severity, it depends on his ability to resist blows.

I don't dare to think about this matter any more, because the more I think about it, the more depressed I become, and the more I think about it, the more guilty I feel.Fortunately, I'm busy during the day, and I don't have time to think about it.I took Hu Xin for a day of running and didn’t even bother to eat lunch. When I came back, it was past eight o’clock in the evening. Lin Yadong was still writing materials in the office, so I called him to take them to have dinner together.

Just as I was about to go out, my phone rang, and I looked at the number, and it was the unfamiliar yet familiar number that I hadn't saved.I hesitated for a while or hung up directly, Lin Yadong asked curiously: "Who is it?"

"Xu Shihao." I said in a muffled voice.

"Sure enough, I guessed right. He's going to find you after he gets divorced." He smiled smugly.

I glared at him. Although I was hungry, I didn't feel like eating anymore.Then the phone rang again, and it was still Xu Shihao, he was so thick-skinned that he insisted on calling if he was not picked up.The bell rang for a long time, and we all got into the elevator before hanging up. Then Lin Yadong said again: "Just answer it, in case something happens."

After thinking about it, I answered the phone: "Hello, what's the matter? I'm working overtime."

"What overtime do you work on the May [-]th holiday?" There was some noise on his phone, as if he was standing on the street.

I replied lukewarmly: "I'm not eating the imperial food, I'm not as free as you."

"Then what time do you get off work?"

"uncertain."

"Then... I'll go to your company to find you."

"No, I have to go out later when I have something to do."

"That's fine, no matter what time you come back, I'll be waiting, I'm at the gate of your community." He said and hung up the phone.

"What?" I was stunned, I forgot to get out when the elevator arrived, until Lin Yadong pulled me.

Seeing that I was staring at the phone in a daze, he had already guessed seven or eight points, so he patted me on the shoulder and said, "You should go and deal with your own affairs first, Hu Xin and I can just have a bite when we go home."

He looked at it and sighed: "Okay, I'll invite you to dinner another day, then I'll go back first."

So, I drove back without even eating a bite of food.Sure enough, at the gate of the community, I saw Xu Shihao smoking against the wall.I stopped in front of him and lowered the window.Seeing me throwing away the cigarette immediately, he said in surprise, "You came back so soon?"

"Get in the car." I opened the car door, not wanting to say anything to him at the gate.He got into the car and kept looking at me without saying a word.

The car was parked downstairs at my house, I didn't get out of the car, because I didn't intend to take him home, I just talked in the car if there was anything to do.

"Tell me, what do you want from me?" I didn't even look at him.

"Yue Jiao..." He said cautiously: "I really didn't expect you to start over with me, I just hope we can be friends again, the kind that can talk about what's on our mind."

"Forget it." I smiled: "I really don't have anything in my heart to tell you, and I don't want to listen to yours."

He sighed heavily: "Yue Jiao, I know I'm sorry for you, and I'm not qualified..."

"Don't be so serious." I interrupted him: "For me, the matter between us is a matter of the previous life. I don't want to mention it again, let alone think about it. As for you, you have already put it down." Don't bring up the things that matter, otherwise you will only be asking for trouble."

"I... I never let go."

I glanced at him, and although his sad eyes made my heart tremble a little, I still couldn't face him. "Xu Shihao, you interrupt my normal life." After speaking, I opened the car door and got out of the car, and went upstairs without looking back.

I didn't expect him to catch up, and it was when I got out of the elevator and stood in front of my house in a daze.

Of course, what I didn't even expect was that I saw Ling Guo at the door of my house. He was sitting outside the door with his legs stretched out and his head leaning against the door, looking like he was about to fall asleep.As soon as I got out of the elevator, he was taken aback and dropped all the keys in his hand. He also stood up from the ground the moment he saw me.

"You... what are you doing?" I bent down and picked up the keys on the ground.

"Wait for you to come back." His voice sounded a little hoarse, and there was no expression on his face.

"How long have you been waiting?"

"Come here at seven."

"Why don't you call me?"

"I don't want to fight... and... I don't know what to say."

I didn't know what to say for a while, so I stood face to face with him.At this moment, the door of another elevator opened, and Xu Shihao rushed out from inside and said to me: "Yue Jiao, you forgot to lock the car."

I was stunned for a moment, because I didn’t expect him to follow up, and secondly, I was afraid that Ling Guo would misunderstand, but Ling Guo really misunderstood. , turned around and rushed into the elevator that was about to close.

"Ling Guo!" I pressed the elevator door to explain to him, "Don't leave yet."

"Why don't you leave? Want to see your old relationship rekindled?" He pushed me away and closed the elevator.

I stopped chasing him and watched the elevator go down layer by layer silently.Xu Shihao didn't seem to have expected to encounter such a situation, and stood beside me in a daze.

After a long time, I sighed heavily, pressed the elevator again, and said to Xu Shihao, "I'll take you down, and lock the car by the way."

He followed me into the elevator silently, and he didn't ask me until he got out of the apartment building: "I heard Lin Yadong said that you have a boyfriend again, is that the boy just now?"

"Yeah." I responded softly, pressed the electronic lock on my car, and then walked back while throwing a sentence: "Don't come to me again in the future."