Ling Xun clearly remembered the conflict in his mood at that time.

He sat in the private room of the Internet cafe, afraid that others would see his emotions, but he couldn't lie to himself.

He wanted to say, then why are you still with me.

However, he typed it several times, but he still didn't send it out and deleted it.

It's just his first man, and he was so confused. He really didn't know what to do when he handed over the first time to such a family man.

At that time, he only had a few years from now.

I don't know if it was because he was innocent, or because he was really reluctant, he finally asked: "You have a family, why do you still want to meet me?"

Liu Gang's answer is very simple. It is an excuse for many men, especially those in the gay circle who already have families, to come out and fool around.

"There is no relationship between us. I married her just to give my family an explanation."

Ling Xun didn't know whether he should believe it, because he hadn't considered this issue at that time.

Although because of his sexual orientation, he once rejected two or three girls who expressed his affection for him, but he really hadn't thought about the issue of marriage.

Now, Liu Gang has put this problem in front of his eyes, and he will face it if he doesn't.

Before he could think it over, Gang Liu directly sent another sentence: "If you can't accept it, I'm willing to stay away from you in the future and won't bother you again."

At that moment, Ling Xun felt as if something had ripped out his heart, leaving it empty.

Is this my first love?This man who took him away for the first time, just said he wanted to leave him so lightly?

He didn't know what was wrong with him, so he replied: "That's not what I meant."

Immediately afterwards, Liu Gang said: "That means we can still be together, right? If so, I am willing to promise you for the rest of my life. Are you willing to be with me for the rest of your life?"

Ling Xun was stunned, this vow was too sweet and at the same time too heavy.

He was in a bad mood. Although he knew that it was not fair to that woman, he still replied: "Okay, I promise you."

Later, when he thought of this matter, he was actually somewhat conflicted.

After all, he was considered immoral. Although he didn't take the initiative to become a mistress, Liu Gang actually gave him the right to choose later on.

It's just that Liu Gang grasped this timing just right, knowing that he is not deeply involved in the world, and also knowing that this is a precious first time for him, so from the beginning, he was determined to accept his attitude.

He tried not to think about it so much, and then tried to keep himself calm.

Later Liu Gang said a lot, what will always be good to him, and will try his best to spare time to see him, and gave him another phone number.

Ling Xun thought, maybe he really wanted to be like this and stay with him all the time.

He didn't know if Liu Gang would choose to divorce after a few years when the elders in the family couldn't control him anymore.

At that time, what will be left of that woman?

After meeting that day, Liu Gang called him every day. Ling Xun's family conditions were not good at that time, but in order to facilitate contact with Liu Gang, he spent 100 yuan to buy a broken second-hand mobile phone. Lianliankan, there is no game to play.

Moreover, the main function is to make calls and send text messages, without any other redundant functions.

Every night, he would hold his mobile phone and chat with Liu Gang for more than an hour at the corner of the corridor.

As time passed, everyone knew that he was supposed to be in love, but no one knew that his partner was actually a man, and a married man at that.

It has been three months since we met for the second time. Spring is here and everything is recovering.

Liu Gang opened a room, and Ling Xun was doing farm work at home at the time, and when he received a call from Liu Gang, he went straight to the city wearing a suit of dirty clothes.

When Liu Gang saw what he was wearing, he went to Li Ning to buy him a suit.

Ling Xun is a very easy to satisfy person, as long as others treat him better, he will always remember.

So, in the hotel room, after the incident, Liu Gang told him again that in fact, not only was he married, but also had a son, Ling Xun panicked again.

Isn't it too embarrassing for me to be like this?

He was thinking, is it too shameless for him to be like this, and is it too self-deprecating?

Liu Gang didn't retreat as he did when he confessed to him for the first time that he was married. Instead, he declared domineeringly that anyway, you are already mine, and you will be mine forever. Don't even think about running away.

Maybe it was because he understood Xiao Shou's psychology very well, Ling Xun's heart softened at that time, and he was conquered by this man's domineering.

Or, this man is what I want.

After they separated again, they still kept in touch by phone. Ling Xun simply thought that as long as he didn't think about it so much and kept meeting him as little as possible, he wouldn't have such a strong sense of guilt.

That year, in his third year of high school, because of emotional matters, he spent too much time and energy, so he failed the exam.

Looking at the frowning parents at home, he felt uncomfortable.

However, it is already a habit to tell Liu Gang the matter as soon as possible.

Moreover, it is texting, not direct phone calls.

Because he didn't know whether Liu Gang was at home at this time, whether his wife and son were by his side.

Liu Gang quickly called, Ling Xun seemed to be emotionally broken, and finally found a place to vent.

Finally, Liu Gang said: "Well, my wife and children have returned to their mother's house. I will go home tomorrow, and I will pass by a place. You can wait for me there."

Ling Xun hesitated for a while, and finally agreed.

On the appointed day, Ling Xun arrived early at the place Liu Gang and the others had mentioned, wearing the flowery trousers he bought for 15 yuan and short sleeves worth [-] yuan.

However, because the quality of his mobile phone was really backward, before Liu Gang arrived, it had run out of battery and automatically shut down.

He didn't dare to go anywhere, he just waited there blankly, every time he passed a car, he had to take a good look to see if there was Gang Liu in it.

Finally, a van stopped in front of him, the door opened, Liu Gang inside, wearing sunglasses, looked at him with a smile on his face, and told him to get in the car.

That night, Ling Xun felt a sense of guilt because they rolled the sheets on Liu Gang and his wife's bed, and there was their wedding photo hanging above the bed.

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