After I collapsed, I became a succubus

It was late at night when Lucian fell into a deep sleep.Vader ran his fingers through his long hair, and at that moment, he made up his mind.

"Vader..."

Suddenly, he heard an extremely thin voice, but it wasn't Lucian, but another voice.

"Can you hear my voice?" The voice was a little nervous, "You may have heard of me, I'm Lucian's system. I sneaked out while he was asleep, it's against the rules, so you Don't tell Lucian...don't kill me yet, I came out because I wanted to talk to you about something."

Vader narrowed his eyes slightly, he looked down at Lucian's beautiful sleeping face, and gave a soft "hmm".

"As much as you love him, I also regard him as... my own, uh, friend." The system's voice stuttered, "Although he has a weird personality and is difficult to serve, he is indeed a Very good host."

Looking at the dimly lit sky outside the window, Vader smiled softly.

"Yeah, I'm starting to rejoice that I didn't kill you back then." He said.

"First, I want to say..." the system said.

"Lucien wants me to imprison him by my side, right?" Vader said, "The control center has issued orders to him these days, hasn't it? But he wants to defy those orders and stay with me until I die Moment?"

The system is silent.

"If you can become a god, your strength can indeed resist the control center. Maybe you can keep him..." the system finally said.

Vader smiled.

"I thought so too at first." He said softly, "Until I was resisting the God of Light and saw his heart."

"His mind is barren, and so is any other god that ever existed. He was once a god of the human race, and the power he held was learning and deception. After the battle of the gods, he lived to the end, and he could not restrain himself Take back all authority, get close to the original, become the original, and start again. This is the will of this world—the world is created and divided, and when it expands to the maximum, someone will appear to cut it off, return to the original point, and recreate. In possession At the time of the original godhead, all the human emotions of the gods are also stripped away, and they themselves will become a concept."

"Even if I defeat the God of Light and become the new Primordial God, I will forget Lucian. It has always been my destiny to reclaim the authority, become the original, and restart the world's chaos." Vader whispered Said, "This is the continuation that you didn't see in the 'book', but I have already experienced this prophecy."

"You..." The system was stunned, "Then you plan to..."

Vader covered Lucian's eyelashes with his hands.

"I want him to see the moment when I end brilliantly," he said, "I want him to..."

……

"Vader."

"Ok?"

"Vader."

"Ah."

Outside the window, the rain was pattering down.Dim light came in from the window, half falling on the bodies of the two.Lucian leaned close to Wade's ear and whispered, "You're a little bigger than yesterday, congratulations. You're going to be 27 soon, right?"

27 years old is Vader's original age, and today, they are 20 years old.

When the clock struck midnight on the day he turned 27, Vader would be back to normal.What followed was that he was discovered by the God of Light.

After Vader returned to the age of 18, they tacitly did not mention any questions about "tomorrow" again, but indulged themselves and lingered with each other.

"There are still seven days, Vader." Lucian said.

He bit Vader's finger with a smirk in his eyes.Until he found Vader looking at him.

been looking at him.

Vader's eyes were so focused.He traced his eyes, his nose, his lips and everything with his sight.Lucian said, "What do you see me doing?"

"Let's go on a trip, Lucian." Vader said suddenly.

"travel?"

"Well, travel." Vader said, "My strength has recovered by [-]%. On the seventh day, we will go to Dusk City. According to what you said, I will sacrifice all the people in Dusk City who have devoured 'la Phil's people, in order to raise the purity of human blood to the highest level, at that time, I will fight the God of Light. Before that... let's go on a trip."

"Why do you suddenly want to travel?" Lucian blinked, a little surprised, "Aren't you afraid of being discovered by the God of Light? Or are you going to find your guards..."

"No." Vader smoothed his long hair with his fingers, "It's just the two of us. We've known each other for so many years, but we haven't traveled well, and we haven't gotten along well."

Lucian sat up from the bed. He was covered with a blanket, and his body was beautiful: "What if the God of Light finds out? Let me remind you first, with our current ability..."

Vader cupped the back of his hand and began to kiss him.

"Then run away," Vader said. "If we are discovered, we will flee."

"Escape for seven days?"

"Well, flee with everyone in this world and our destiny behind your back." Vader said, "There is no mission for you, no identity for you, and no destiny for me in this escape."

He looked at Lucian intently: "It's an escape that only belongs to Vader Sissel and Lucian."

Lucian looked at him, and after a long time, he laughed.

"Okay." He said, "I suddenly realized that we have known each other for so many years, but we have never gotten along well."

Vader laughed.He hugged him and kissed him.Lucian said: "If someone finds out, then we will escape faster."

"Just escape for these seven days."

"During these seven days, we should not talk about anything that has nothing to do with us."

……

They made this crazy and bold decision.As the protagonist of this world, as a fast-travel violator hunted down by the control center, as a rebel under the watchful eyes of the whole world, the final BOSS God of Light, and even the will of the world, make an escape.

They set out from the city-state by teleportation array.Sure enough, their departure caught the attention of the closely searched Rose Hermit.The rose hermits shouted, trying to figure out their plan and direction.

"They must have returned to Wangcheng to rescue soldiers!" They thought so.

The strong wind blew Lucian's long hair, Lucian smiled into Vader's arms, and said to him, "They must not know where we are going?"

"Actually, we don't know where we're going," Vader replied.

On the first day of fleeing, they went to the clan of the undead clan.

There are still few people living in the undead tribe, only white sand, dark night, and cold wind.Lucian walked beside Vader in a gray cloak. Vader stopped by a swamp and said, "It was here that I died for the first time."

"What were you thinking when you died?" Lucian said offensively.

He rolled his eyes, as if preparing for Vader to give him only a slightly angry glance.But Vader held his hand and said, "I'm thinking of you."

"Thinking... how to get revenge on me?"

"Well." Vader said, "I think even if I die, buried in the ground, smashed to pieces... I will never forget my hatred for you. Just thinking about hating you makes me feel that I must never die, absolutely I want to see you again..."

His fingers stuck into Lucian's, crossed his fingers, and held him tightly: "Do you know? When I absorbed the blood of the undead, it was also my hatred for you, which prevented me from being The curse of divine blood swallowed, let me remember... I still have something to do."

They stood side by side on the high sand dunes and did not speak for a long time.

On the second day of fleeing, they went to the valley of the Dragon Clan.The God of Light was indeed looking for them, but the gray-robed mage Huihe who lived nearby used spells to temporarily block part of their breath.

"Long time no see." Lucian said to her, "How is the red dragon?"

"Long time no see." Hui He smiled, "I wish you all a happy day too."

Her figure disappeared into the dust.Lucian looked at her back and said, "If we hadn't come, she would have been waiting for the red dragon, right? Until she died."

Vader didn't speak.

They walked on intermittent valleys.Vader said: "Here, as the Holy Son of the Holy See, you once fought against the army of the Lord of the City of Envy."

"I seem to remember that," Lucian said. "Did I ride Simon? Then it was during this war, they nicknamed me 'Lily'... oh, I remember the last One day Simon had a bad stomach and didn't come out."

"I did it," Vader said.

Lucian looked at Vader and blinked.Vader's expression remained unchanged, and he said: "If you still remember that time, you were my 'white moonlight'."

"so what?"

"My hearing is very good, and I don't want to hear you bickering with that little devil while you're fighting."

Lucian couldn't help laughing.He covered the expression on his face with his hands.

On the third day of fleeing, they went to Demon Realm.The subordinates of Demon Realm are all looking for Vader.But they came willfully, without alarming anyone.They first went to the City of Greed, where they disguised themselves and drank Lucian's favorite soda in that tavern.While stirring the soda, Vader said, "I remember you said here that you want to raise me."

Lucian said: "I deliberately teased you. By the way, if you don't like soda, you can give it to me."

Vader stopped stirring and drank it gracefully.

They rushed to the lazy city again through the teleportation array.Noah seemed to have found their trail, and sent someone to look for them in a panic.But they just checked in here and left.

"This is where our first... happened." Vader's ears turned red when he said this.

Lucian couldn't help but chuckled, and he said maliciously: "You don't plan to relive your old dreams here? I still remember, you thought it was someone else who fucked me..."

"Let's talk about it later," Vader said.

They arrived in Pride City in a hurry before the sun went down."This is where we confess our love," Vader said.

Lucian, who had been teasing him and making sarcastic remarks along the way, was rarely quiet, and sat beside him.They sat side by side on the high steps, watching the sunset.

When the sun was setting, they arrived at the city of the Demon King.Looking at the castle in the distance, Lucian said softly, "I'm running away from marriage here."

"Ah."

"With Burton."

"But I got you back." Vader held his hand, "and..."

"I still like you."

Lucian lowered his head, he felt some pain in his eye sockets, and said in a hoarse voice, "I always knew."

"Ah."

Lucian thought if he could do it all over again.

He might stay here and take Vader's ring on his wedding day.

"But it doesn't matter, we are together now." He turned his head and smiled at Vader, "I owe you this time, and I will pay it back."

Vader smiled.He didn't blink his eyes, just looked at Lucian.

On the fourth day of fleeing, they went to the elves.The Elven God Tree shielded them from the increasingly unscrupulous prying of the God of Light.Lucian walked barefoot to the edge of the holy pool, and said, "I don't know why, but I always feel that no matter where we are, we are always arguing..."

"You were in pain when you were here, right?" Vader asked.

"Yeah." Lucian said, and leaned on Vader's body again, "So you have to treat me better in the future, Master Vader."

He used the familiar title again.Vader picked many delicious fruits from the elves' woods and shared them with him.

On the fifth day, they went to the territory of the orcs.In addition to revisiting the old place in the cave, Vader also became a white tiger.He carried Lucian who had turned into a cat on his back, and Lucian grabbed his fur with four paws.Lucian laughed happily and exclaimed all the way, letting Vader lead him to run in the jungle, enjoying the breath of the wind.

"This is so cool!" he said to Vader.

Vader roared proudly, and said to Lucian, "If you like dragons, I can become one too."

"It's still a tiger, I like furry things." Lucian said.

They stopped under a big tree, Lucian slipped into Vader's arms, and fell asleep peacefully after a while.Before going to sleep, he said to Vader: "Master Vader, you won't..."

"I'll still be holding you when you wake up," Vader said.

Lucian was taken aback by Vader's sudden words. After a long time, he lowered his head and gave a soft "hmm".

His cheeks were slightly red, as if the fur of a small animal had been brushed suddenly.Immediately, he fell asleep peacefully and softly under Vader's abdomen in the posture of a cat.

Vader crouched under the flower tree in the posture of a white tiger.There was a wind blowing, and the petals fell on them.

He felt the peeping of the God of Light again.But this time, he managed to block it with his own abilities.

The destination on the sixth day surprised Lucian a little.Because they went to the Kraken's territory.Lucian said, "I've never been here before."

"Travel." Vader said, "Let's see all the scenery here together."

Lucian then rolled his eyes and said, "Speaking of which, we have actually traveled to every corner of this world, every race, for your divine blood..."

"The meaning is different this time." Vader smiled, "It's not for a certain purpose, it's not for a certain mission, it's just our..."

"It's just fleeing."

Lucian stood at the entrance of the cave, watching Vader's back.At that moment, he realized what Vader might be thinking.

Perhaps, he was trying to tell Lucian something through all the escapes.

"...The sea monster's blood drop was hidden in a clam pearl. When I entered, I heard the sea monster's bewitching singing. At that time, I thought of you again. I saw you and stood in front of me , stretch out your hand to pull me, and walk into the abyss of the sea next to you with you."

Walking on the bottom of the sea, Vader told Lucian sentence by sentence the story that Lucian had never participated in.Lucian walked beside him. He looked at the extremely dangerous abyss and said softly, "How did you break free from the illusion at that time?"

"I hated myself back then, for loving you so much after being fooled by you," Vader said. "I found that I still love you so much, Lucian. I knew I couldn't stay here because I wanted to see To you, let you see my hatred, only in this way...you will stay by my side."

Lucian stopped in his tracks.

"It's so strange." He heard his own voice, "What have I done to you? What made you... love me so much? After I treated you like this... Vader, tell me, don't you Too unreasonable?"

He didn't expect Vader's reply, but just grasped his fingertips tightly.Something jumped in his body, as if it was about to break out of the ground at any time.

Vader closed his eyes.

"I once asked myself this question." He said, "After you escaped from marriage, I read desperately, thinking that I could forget you. But in every book, the characters of your name appear."

"I will be a general, a demon king, and an emperor. I conquer the world and want to forget you with blood. But I always wonder if you will see me like I am now, and what kind of mood you will feel. I am famous, I went to the newspaper, I let everyone in the world remember my name, and I was scared because of me. At this time, I thought, you who live in a certain corner of the world, even if you avoid and hate my news ..."

"I will also have to hear my name from their mouths."

"I tell myself you're a betrayer and I'm a complete loser caught in your game. I run out of ideas to explain our love, how it's irrational, how shallow it is. I tell myself yes Because of hormones, because of your breath, your skin, your body. I told myself that they are just a combination of flesh, blood and bones. I analyzed so many formulas, elements, and percentages that make up them, as if everything is just science.”

"But the next night, I dreamed of you again. Science collapsed."

"I took everything between us apart and thought about it logically. Then I found out that there was no logic to it. All I knew was that if I forgot you, I would feel pain. That pain will always be with me Me, long after, I will remember the pain of loss. Unless I stay away from everything related to you."

Lucian closed his eyes, and he opened his mouth to breathe hard until Vader took his hand.

"I stay away from demons, white hair, red, light, white clothes, and everything related to you. I destroy all my feelings, but in the end I found that I can't stay away from myself."

"There is a person who has watched and observed you from childhood to adulthood. When you feel the loneliest and most desperate, there are actually a pair of eyes following you. When you are dying, he is the only one who gives you a hand and wipes you. Get rid of your memory, because he still needs you to hate him... That person analyzes all your psychology, and when everyone abandons you like nothing, you are always in the eyes of that person. He seems to be doing it for you Like anyone who exists in this world, he is like your property."

Lucian was stunned, he had no idea that Vader saw that incident.

Vader's tone became heated: "Even if he's not that good and a bad guy, he can only be a bad guy to you alone! And how can you... not love him? Not love the only thing you have? Would you Disappear in everyone's eyes, but only he will always look at you! Isn't it like this?"

"I can stay away from everything, but I can't stay away from myself—the self that has been completely marked by another person. Lucian." Vader finally softened his tone again, "So I finally admit... I love you."

"I can't explain why I love you, but I'm sure, I can't stop loving you."

Vader's voice seemed hollow in the deep seabed.Lucian couldn't breathe.He bit his lip repressedly, and suddenly thought of the conversation he had with the system many years ago.

That was many years ago, when the system accidentally mentioned to him that he had unintentionally saved Vader.That was when he had just entered this world, hadn't devoted himself yet, but was still watching and observing Vader.

Vader killed the teacher, and correspondingly, he was also suspected by the teacher's brother.One of them took Vader into a dark alley, and he forced Vader to tell the truth with a knife.

According to the original book, Vader will be beaten to pieces here.The system couldn't bear to look straight at first, but saw Lucian walking out of the void in the appearance of an adult, and knocked the brother unconscious.

system:?

Young Vader watched the stranger warily, asking what he was going to do.Lucian didn't talk nonsense, he directly erased Vader's memory, and slipped back.

System: "... Lucian, what exactly do you want to do?"

"Didn't I originally plan to meet him next week, think he's pretty, and bring him home?" Lucian said, "Now that he's been beaten, he'll have to be disfigured for at least a week? I don't want others to think I'm aesthetically pleasing Weird."

system:……

Lucian never took this matter to heart, because he was really uneasy and kind.Even when he was read by Vader later, he only cared about those memories of him setting Vader up.

But he didn't expect... Vader remembered it.

At this moment, he recalled the warnings that the system had whispered in his ears after he followed him back to Sissel's house.

"This Vader is really scary, like a beast."

"Beasts, I like taming animals."

"But you've been watching him for too long."

"Nightmare missions. He is my target. If I don't observe him, who should I observe? How can I tame him if I don't observe him?"

At this moment, Lucian thought of another sentence.

——You think you are the animal trainer taming the animal, but domestication is a two-way process. When you domesticate him, you are also tamed by him at the same time.

— Lucian.

Lucian clenched his fist, and after a long time, he let it go again.

They stood on the deep seabed for a long time, listening to the sound of water flowing.Finally, Vader hugged Lucian from behind.

"I shouldn't have said that." Vader said softly, "Let's continue running."

"it is good."

Vader originally thought that he would see a frustrated, or excited, calm Lucian.But when he saw Lucian looking back at him, he was startled by Lucian's expression.

He saw Lucian smiling.Lucian seemed to let go of something completely, and looked at him tenderly with his eyes.

Gentle and bright.

"you……"

Lucian looked at him, as if he wanted to see every outline of his face, and finally, he smiled.

"You're so pretty." He said suddenly.

Lucian stood on tiptoe and kissed Vader's forehead, then the tip of his nose, his lips.He hugged Vader and kissed him passionately.Finally, he said, "One more day, isn't it?"

Vader looked at him, and after a long while, he also smiled quietly.

"Yeah," he said.

"Then let's continue to escape." Lucian said, "Tell me more about you, about you liking me..."

"it is good."

……

In the early morning of the seventh day, they set off.

"... Vader."

When he walked into the final teleportation array, he heard Lucian's voice.

"what?"

"It's nothing." Lucian smiled and shrugged at him, "Telling you now will make you too proud. I'll tell you at the end of today."