bodhi rose
13
Li Wenjia vomited tears and snot, and almost confessed all the food in his stomach, but even so, he still felt nauseated intermittently.
The brief dusk gradually came to an end.
The chef had already packed up his things and left, Zhang Ma went back and forth to clean up the mess, Liang Yiting didn't know when she left.
Li Wenjia leaned on the tree alone to pant, his shoulders trembled, and he retched a few times from time to time, his face turned pale.
The sound of cicadas gradually sounded, and the surroundings were very quiet. He wiped his face with his sleeve, feeling extremely painful.
The nausea that couldn't be stopped after opening the gate seemed to be reconciled to vomiting out the heart, liver, spleen and lungs.
No matter how delicious and harmless the soup made by the poisonous snake would be, it would feel dirty and poisonous, but by the end of the vomit, it was impossible to tell whether it was because of the soup or something else.
Even he didn't know what it was associated with, which prompted him to spit out the stomach acid again, and stimulated continuous tears.
Zhang Ma finished taking care of everything, and finally brought him a glass of water: "Why do you keep throwing up, kid?"
"..."
"You made the young master run away in anger. There are a lot of bugs at night, go back to the house and have a rest early." She tried her best to help him straighten his back, "Don't think about it, I vomited up, if you don't think about it, you won't vomit. "
Li Wenjia took two steps staggeringly, and when he heard that Liang Yiting had really left, he breathed a sigh of relief.
This vomit hurts the vitality, including the stomach and cavity, the whole internal organs are burning as if they have been strangled once.
Still feeling unwell the next day, Li Wenjia didn't go out again, got up early in the morning and only drank a glass of water, then took a shower and watered a few flowers in the garden.
Before the sun rose in the morning, it was the most comfortable time. He moved a rocking chair under the tree and started flipping through books.
I don't read books very often, but it is probably because of this that I can appreciate fresh and interesting whether it is classic poetry collections or popular novels.
The real start of a new day should be counted from the time Mama Zhang pushed open the outermost fence door.
The store came to deliver the fresh ingredients of the day, and then trucks and artisans came to the door one after another. Mama Zhang arranged everything one by one, much more clearly than he did.
Li Wenjia picked up a fallen leaf and put it in the book as a bookmark. Then he got up and followed the group of craftsmen into the living room to have a look.
"What is this for?" he asked.
Mama Zhang directed a little, and replied: "Master, I want to remodel the living room."
As soon as the words fell, there was a "bang", and the craftsman began to smash the wall.
"The construction period will be completed in about two or three days. If you feel noisy, you can go to the backyard to rest." Zhang Ma added.
Li Wenjia shook his head and went back under the tree outside the house.
He wants to get out of here.
This is not a normal life, no matter how luxurious and comfortable the environment is, he can't settle down to live here.
The phone alerted that a text message was coming, and he took it out to take a look, it was Jane Lowe.
"Hi! How about going out for a cup of tea this weekend?"
Facing the contents of the text message, he clenched his phone tightly and thought about how to reply several times, but in the end he still didn't reply.
Everything that should be said has been said clearly, and that young man is indeed very good...
The news should be joyful, but it only made him more anxious.
He hesitated to delete the information, but in the end he couldn't delete it.
No matter how you look at it, you can't do it, and you can't develop any relationship with him. If the scale between the two can stop at the current level, it will be the most suitable for him.
But once she categorically refuses, maybe... she will never see him again.
No emotion whatsoever, he selfishly just didn't want him to just disappear.
Such a thing as courage really cannot stand the consumption again and again.
I want to leave here more and more...
At least after leaving here, he could face that young man frankly without any worries.
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As if he had a serious illness, he didn't eat or exercise for two days on the weekend, and spent it drowsily.
I cheered up and got up to go to work on Monday. In the mirror, I lost a lot of weight. Fortunately, I was able to drink thick porridge for breakfast. Apart from a little shortness of breath and weakness, I had no other discomfort.
Li Wenjia took out the car keys from the drawer, went to the garage to activate the sports car, and drove down the mountain at the slowest speed.
The day's work is busy and orderly. Although he is not sociable as always, there is an inexplicable sense of tranquility in the hustle and bustle.
The man who took him to work was a man who looked younger than him. He introduced himself as Aren, and he also had lunch with Aren.
"A lot of newcomers have come to the company recently." Ah Ren said.
Li Wenjia smiled and ate only the digestible tofu, "Really."
"The company has expanded its business again. The partner is said to be Manager Lu's college classmate. By the way, do you know that the manager is gay?"
"..."
Just as he was talking, two figures passed by in front of him one after the other, and Lu Qingyu and another man in a suit sat down at a seat by the window in the distance.
"Hey!" Ah Ren lowered his voice and excitedly gossiped with him: "That man is the vice president of our company and Manager Lu's homosexual, it's recognized."
The man was not particularly handsome, but he had clear eyes, a tall figure, and a calm walk and demeanor, which seemed to be a very reliable type.
"They've been having some conflicts lately. One wants to adopt a child, and the other doesn't." Ah Ren said trivially.
Li Wenjia replaced the chopsticks with a spoon, silently scooped up a spoon full of shallot tofu and ate it with his head down.
At thirty, it is time to start a family and start a business at this age.
Lovers, children, careers...
He thought of the girl in his long memory, who was so scared that she couldn't hold her head up because she was pregnant, and she didn't know what to do after she moved out in the second year of high school.Now, does she already have her own home, and does the child have several years of age?
Li Wenjia shook his head, and put all these chest tight thoughts behind him.
The work in the afternoon was easier than in the morning, and it was probably a familiar job. Li Wenjia got used to it quickly, and when he got off work in the evening, he even drove Ah Ren home.
After a few days, he got along well with his colleagues.
The interpersonal relationship in this job is smoother than before. It probably has something to do with him driving his colleagues home without complaint every day. In addition, there are occasional bar gatherings after get off work, even if it’s just to eat two skewers of takoyaki. Never refused.
After having a job, he went back even later.
Two hours before the end of get off work, the mobile phones of colleagues rang one after another with SMS alerts.
Manager Lu sent a group email. The general content is that several new colleagues have come recently. After the department gets off work, we will go to a nearby restaurant to have dinner together, and we will introduce each other to get acquainted.
Li Wenjia, who never shirked at any gathering before, naturally this time is no exception.
A large group of men gathered to eat and drink after a tiring day of work, and they didn't need to pay for it themselves. In the end, they were messed up and out of shape, and all kinds of drinks kept being served.
When Li Wenjia took the first sip, he still hesitated and hesitated. After drinking the first cup, he also understood that it would be impossible to drive back by himself today anyway, so he no longer declined in the future, and drank one cup after another just like them. pulpy.
I don't know what time it was after drinking, but the waiter in the restaurant reminded me that it was closing time, and my colleagues went home one after another.
Li Wenjia was drowsy from drinking, and woke up suddenly, and there was no one around.
Ah Ren didn't drink much, and he was familiar with him, so he didn't leave him alone, and stepped forward to help him up, "Hey, I don't see how refreshing you are drinking."
Li Wenjia put his shoulders on his shoulders, no different from a puddle of mud, and rubbed his hair with a smile.
Ah Ren helped him out of the restaurant. It was already dead of night outside, and there were no cars on the main road.
"Where does your family live?" He hurriedly lifted the drunk who couldn't keep sliding.
Li Wenjia's head hung on his shoulder, and breathed alcohol into his ear, but he didn't say anything.
Ah Ren simply picked him up: "It's not safe for you to go home drunk like this. You're lucky. I happen to live alone. No one would dislike me if I carried a drunk home. Come with me for a night." .”
"Wow - don't spit on me!" Ah Ren cried out strangely.
Li Wenjia heard the strange voice, leaned on his back and giggled.
"Looking good is taking advantage." Ah Ren sighed to himself, "If it were Brother Li who vomited on me like this and smirked at me full of alcohol, I would definitely punch him flying."
Ah Ren's bachelor apartment is pitifully small, the living room is the bedroom, with only a layer of bookshelves as a partition, and the sofa is so small that it can't sleep a big man at all.
But normal men don't think about it so much, and it's not that there are taboos between a man and a woman, so it's okay to sleep together, as long as the bed is big enough.
In the early morning of the next day, the sun shone through the gaps in the curtains bit by bit. A ray of bright white sunlight shone on his thin eyelids. His thick eyelashes trembled, and he seemed to feel the light when he closed his eyes.
Ah Ren was still snoring, Li Wenjia sat up with his hands on his forehead, only to find that the two of them not only slept under the same quilt, but were also naked except for their underwear.
Having a headache from a hangover, Li Wenjia took it easy before pushing Ah Ren, "Get up."
He was answered by louder grunts.
"If you don't get up, you'll be late for work!"
Ah Ren sat up in shock in an instant, "Why didn't the hands and the phone ring???"
"Turn off the phone." Li Wenjia compared him to being safe, and got up to find some clothes to wear.
Ah Ren opened the closet next to the bed, and while putting on his own pants, he was looking for clothes for Li Wenjia, "Well, you were so drunk last night that your clothes and pants were all vomited, I put them in the washing machine for you."
"Thank you."
"I forgot, that coat of yours looks like it's from Versace, so it doesn't matter if it's machine washed together?...Ah, it must be a fake, right?"
"It's okay." Li Wenjia didn't understand the English words he said at all, took the shirt he threw over, put it on, buttoned it, and went to the bathroom.
The two of them hurriedly and methodically packed up and prepared to go out respectively.
"Hey! Do you want a piece of toast? I made it in the bread machine yesterday! If you don't eat it, it will go bad—" Aren asked behind.
Li Wenjia had already opened the door and went downstairs.
Downstairs, a black car was parked at the door. Seeing him coming out, Ah Qi threw away half of the cigarette in his hand, stamped it out with his foot, and said nonchalantly, "Mr. Liang wants to see you."
I don't know how long he has been waiting here, but his feet are full of cigarette butts.
Ah Ren rushed downstairs with his briefcase and toast in his mouth, but he didn't catch up with him.
All he saw was a car driving away.
…………
……
Such an unremarkable small apartment can be found here, and the real feeling of being restrained clearly emerges.Li Wenjia was expressionless, holding his briefcase tightly, looking out the car window without saying a word.
If it wasn't for such a sudden incident, I wouldn't necessarily be late if I go to work.
It took a long time before he remembered to take out his mobile phone and call the company to ask for leave.
All the way, he was reticent and indifferent, until the car drove to the gate of the villa, and seeing Liang Yiting standing leisurely under the tree with his hands behind his back, unknown anger instantly ignited.
But that fire was suppressed, only slowly roasting himself.
Liang Yiting walked up to him, stared at his darkened eye circles, and smiled calmly: "Night does not return."
"Don't have a next time. If there are too many entertainments, then it's worth not doing the job." While talking, he stretched out his right hand and held his wrist.
Li Wenjia stared at him intently, he held his wrist stiffly and led him all the way into the house.
During the renovation period, the living room was insulated with cloth, because I never looked at it carefully when I came home late, but now that the repairs have been completed and the isolation has been removed, it has a new look.
The two-step sunken steps are separated from the surrounding European style. Behind an ancient ukiyo-e screen, there are bead curtains and jade cases, carved beams and painted buildings in the Tang Dynasty style. Everything from the zither to the strings is prepared.
"I remember that you seem to like folk music." Liang Yiting's voice was deep and sweet, very close to him.As if trying to remember it, he said casually: "What do you like? Qin? Zheng? Or pipa and erhu?"
Then he laughed again, "I'll buy them all for you, Wen Jia."
"..."
After recovering from a slight daze, Li Wenjia twitched the corners of his mouth, lowered his eyes, and replied in a polite manner: "It's just something that I thought was fun when I was a student, and I don't like it that much anymore."
Liang Yiting didn't take it seriously, "It's not so easy to forget what you liked, you will still like it again."
He moved closer to him, touched his face with his fingers, and forced him to look at himself without any scruples, "You never want to see me."
Li Wenjia and him looked at each other, struggling to look away.
"But I miss you."
As always, the plain tone of indistinguishable truth and falsehood made Li Wenjia shudder imperceptibly, her heartbeat seemed to beat two beats faster.
His body became more and more stiff, and his eyes were fixed on a certain place in nothingness as if in a daze.
Liang Yiting pressed his face to him, whispered and said: "Let's make love."
The palpitating temperature that flowed slowly dissipated without a trace in an instant.
Liang Yiting's hand covered his waist, and his sharp lips imprinted the throbbing blood in his neck, sucking lightly on the bright red birthmark, and it didn't take long before it was as red as if it was about to bleed.
For a moment, he forgot the struggle, even the resentment towards him, what seized his heart was a lonely and empty pain and fear.
This man once brought him the most dazzling love feelings, but at the same time, he can design him out of the way, invite other men to share him without hesitation, treat love as a game, and talk to so many people without any grievances. After getting out of bed, turning around and being able to persecute him so calmly seemed to be a matter of course.
And myself, did I expect something just now?
Can't leave, can't get out.Struggling, but in his subconscious, he seemed to be waiting blankly, waiting for something that would never come.
Among his prey, would anyone be as useless as he was?
"Do not touch me!"
Liang Yiting was not angry, and was almost used to his resistance.
After a fight that wasn't considered fierce, Li Wenjia was pressed down on the table by him a few times, and the hand that was propped against his chest was suddenly grasped, and there was a warm and rapid heartbeat under the palm.
Liang Yiting's heart was beating fast, but his expression was still calm. Seeing Li Wenjia struggling again for no reason, even crying, it was almost as if he was sick.He held his wrist, and whispered like coaxing someone to take medicine: "Why were you so good last time?"
There was a hiss in Li Wenjia's panting voice, he put his palm on his heart, curled his fingers subconsciously, and his clean nails made five hot and short red marks at the position of his heart.
Liang Yiting kissed him fiercely, and waited until the kiss relieved his impatient desire, then he picked him up and walked towards the bedroom.
In broad daylight, there were still people walking and cleaning outside the door, but prostitution in the daytime was nothing to that person. After all, he had even participated in sex parties, and he didn't even blink his eyes when he did those outrageous things.
It is an extremely passionate yet gentle entanglement, with a strong and ambiguous atmosphere that can make people addicted.
However, in such an atmosphere, Li Wenjia was still distracted.
The man stayed in his body, just kissed him tenderly, and there was a sexy and uncontrollable gasp in his ear...
It wasn't just him who was treated like this.
Thinking of this, nausea spread from the depths.
Liang Yiting seemed to be dissatisfied with his absence, and suddenly increased his intensity and lashed out violently, with his greasy fingers pointing down, caressing his sensitive parts lovingly.
Li Wenjia gradually frowned, and the pleasure intensified, but the nausea also became more intense. The two feelings were intertwined, and he was about to collapse.
The bedside phone rang at this moment.
No one paid attention to it, the bed creaked and rocked, and Liang Yiting made him moan and pant even louder.
As if I wanted to get back all the days before, the love lasted for a long time, and I even took a light sleep in the middle, and it was almost afternoon when I was completely happy.
Li Wenjia finally opened his eyes drowsily, and found that Liang Yiting had not left.He put a cushion on his back, and looked at his mobile phone beside him in his pajamas. The fragrance of bath liquid radiated from his body, and there were still drops of water hanging from the ends of his black hair.
He has a handsome appearance, and when he is clean and expressionless, he also has a trace of natural and unaffected charm, but this kind of feminine beauty is compromised by the soaring hostility that is more manly than a man, and he is calm and safe. At that time, the beauty is so beautiful that both people and gods are indignant.
Li Wenjia's mind went blank for a while, and finally saw clearly that what he was holding in his hand was his own mobile phone, and he got up suddenly and snatched it back.
Liang Yiting didn't fight him, but just looked at him indifferently.
As expected, on the mobile phone page were the text messages with Jane Lowe before, and he was also the one who missed the call just now, and the reminder on the main screen was gone, obviously he had checked it.
Li Wenjia's hands trembled a little, "How could you turn over mine..."
"Don't associate with the surname Jane again." The words were interrupted by a flat voice, and the emotion could not be heard.
"What right do you have to do that!"
Liang Yiting smiled and looked at him: "Because... I want to crush him to death as easily as crushing an ant. This is my right."
After a pause, he said reassuringly, "What's so good about that man."
…………
In his eyes, Jane Lowe, who is worthless, is enough to attract a large number of opposite sexes, not to mention that he was the only color in those gloomy days that cannot be recalled.
Regardless of character or experience, that young man is much cleaner and purer than him.
Unable to calm down, almost wanting to laugh at the thought of this.
Li Wenjia didn't want to argue with him too much.In fact, he hadn't seen Jane Lowe for a long time.
Erosive desires filled all the time the two spent together, nothing but food and sex.
The stimulation of the senses seems to numb other things as well.Like it or not, it becomes insignificant when the body sinks.But when he is a little sober, he will torture himself endlessly, what is this?
Two days later, Liang Yiting had business to do before leaving. He fell into a drowsy sleep, and vaguely saw the man standing in front of the full-length mirror with his head bowed and adjusting his cuff buttons, and then the surrounding gradually became deserted.
Li Wenjia felt powerless in the silence.
That kind of feeling is no longer the same as it was at the beginning. I will be willing to enjoy it because I am full of love. Because I like it, I will be happy no matter how much I toss and not feel tired.
When I went to the bathroom to clean up my body, I thought it would be a dull complexion in the mirror, but it was extremely gorgeous, and the lip color was particularly exaggerated, as rosy and plump as if I had just sucked blood.
Stretching out his hand to lift the slightly long hair on his forehead, his entire face was exposed to the bright light, with a smooth curved chin, and pale and weird eyes.
There is an inexplicably familiar femininity.After watching for a while, I suddenly remembered what my mother looked like at that time.
His mother gave birth to him earlier, and in a few years, he will almost grow up to the age when she passed away.
On the first day back to work, there was a lot of work to be done, and when he was going to pour water in the pantry, Ah Ren curiously asked him to gossip, "What happened to you that day?"
"...It's nothing." Li Wenjia said.
"That car is very cool. Is it your family's car? You come to work in the company with such money."
"You read it wrong." Li Wenjia lowered his head and poured the tea, perfunctory him, and wanted to leave quickly, but Ah Ren grabbed him again: "Workaholic, can you die if you take more rest?"
Time stood still for a moment.
Li Wenjia turned her head stiffly, and pulled back the undershirt that had been torn off her shoulders.A Ren stared at the marks on his body dumbfounded: "Wow, your girlfriend is too fierce!"
The door of the tea room was suddenly opened again. It was a new colleague who joined the company in the same period, a young man in fashionable clothes, smiling: "What are you talking about?"
Li Wenjia's complexion was not very good, and he took advantage of this time to go out.
Ah Ren didn't think it was a big deal, but seeing Li Wenjia like this was a bit embarrassing, he touched his head and laughed and changed the subject: "It's you, I just wanted to gossip about Wenjia, last time I saw his family drive a luxury car to pick him up .”
The young man poured his coffee and smiled nonchalantly: "Luxury cars? You're still curious now, don't you go home with Li Wenjia's more than 1000 million Pagani every three days."
"Pfft——" Ah Ren choked on the scalding coffee.
The young man looked at him amusedly: "It's not your fault. This latest model can't be bought with money. You have to place an order in advance. The model is indeed rare."
The door of the general manager's office suddenly opened, and Lu Qingyu and his lover, the vice president, came out one after the other. The tall man in a well-fitting suit met Li Wenjia face to face, nodded kindly to him, and turned back to talk to Lu Qingyu again. After a few instructions, he left.
Lu Qingyu waved at the back of the man, with a shallow but sweet smile.
Holding the coffee, Li Wenjia thought that this man's reliable and steady appearance was not at all similar to Liang Yiting back then. Lu Qingyu finally got together with such a man. To be honest, it was a bit unexpected.
"Li Wenjia." Lu Qingyu stopped him.
"Ok?"
"Come with me to Yiren's headquarters later. You are mainly responsible for the design of their new stores. Some of them need to be changed, and it will be clearer in person. It is a relatively large list, so nothing can go wrong."
"Ok."
After sorting out some materials, they took Lu Qingyu's car and went out together.
There was nothing to say along the way, but while waiting for the traffic light, Lu Qingyu suddenly smiled and said, "Are you jealous?"
This topic confused Li Wenjia, "What?"
Lu Qingyu's smile was a little too smug: "When you... just saw us."
"..."
"Are you just jealous?"
"No." He said so, but he was quickly recalling whether he had really shown that emotion in his heart.
It took a while to realize why I had to respond to his out of place question.
It seems that Lu Qingyu, who can say such words, is still hard to change.
Li Wenjia smiled and said, "If thinking this way makes you feel good, then you should think about it that way."
The mood that has been bad has not been carried over to work.
When negotiating work with customers, I always subconsciously tense up and keep my words and smiles. I also accept all the opinions put forward and record them wholeheartedly.
After the official business is over, the whole person relaxes, and the previous depression seems to have become distant because of this relaxation.
It was less than an hour before get off work, and Lu Qingyu approved that he could go home early, and he had other things to do, so the car only took him to the nearest bus stop.
Li Wenjia looked around, looked at the stop sign for a long time, and found that this place was not far from the nursing home, so he went to a nearby store to buy some comics and a few bags of snacks, and went to see Jingyun.
Although they often talk on the phone, Li Wenjia still feels guilty for not being able to see each other every day.
Children at this age love playing the most. Being unable to go out because of illness is as painful as being in prison, and Jingyun always stays here alone, without relatives by his side.When I think of this, almost my whole body will fail.
He's not a good father, he's useless, and he hasn't been able to think of a better way until now.
If it doesn't work, go for it...
Thinking of this, he pushed open the door of the ward, but the bed was empty, and there was no one in the room.
Li Wengarden was there, almost showing panic in an instant.
A nurse happened to pass by and was stopped by him, "Where are the children here?"
The nurse was startled by him, and looked around: "Is the child not there? I'm not sure—"
Li Wenjia turned around and ran towards the hall.
The quiet environment suddenly became noisy.
"Please calm down, calm down! There are so many people in the nursing home, it is impossible for us to keep an eye on it all the time..."
Li Wenjia pulled the other party tightly, his eyes were red, and he was nervous and flustered: "He is very good, he won't run around by himself."
"Recently, a gentleman often came to visit the child." The nurse on the side said.
His fingers were trembling, and his voice was fast and impatient: "The child has no guardian by his side, you don't know, how can you let strangers come to see him!"
Here, it is impossible to have other people who often visit Jingyun.
Regarding his nervousness, the staff became a little impatient: "Please don't be so nervous. Those who will come to visit must be people they know. Maybe they are just playing nearby, and they have already sent someone to look for them." No one could understand his panic. .
While chattering, someone ran over while talking loudly: "The child is found, it's in the nearby square garden!"
Li Wenjia finally let go, ignored the discussions and complaints behind those people, and ran out without saying a word.
The square garden is very close to the nursing home, at most a quarter of an hour away.
The evening sun shines, the dark green vegetation intertwined with the rusty red light, it is already a rich and colorful late summer scene.
A cool breeze blew away the sultry heat of the day, a few pigeons cooed, and one or two wild cats ran past the flower bed.
The acacia trees in the garden are blooming lushly, but the season is approaching, they are in full bloom, and they are beginning to fall little by little...
The air is filled with the fragrance of Albizia julibrissin, and with every slow step, there will be withered pink velvet.
Gathered under the tree were two heads, one big and one small, as well as a newborn puppy.
"Little Huang, let's drink milk." Jing Yun stretched out his palm, letting the puppy lick it.
"It's over! Brother, you can add more, add more!"
Jane Lowe took the milk box and carefully poured the milk into his palm little by little.After pouring, he saw Li Wenjia from the corner of his eye, stood up immediately, and smiled at him, "Wen Jia, you're here." After a pause, he became anxious again: "How did you find this place? I'm so sorry I didn't tell you before."
Jingyun was also overjoyed when he heard the voice, jumped up and rushed straight into Li Wenjia's arms.
Li Wenjia staggered a bit, and reached out to wrap his arms around him.
Jingyun let him hug him for a while, only to realize that he was not in the right condition, and comforted him anxiously: "Father, this brother is very good, he is a good person, don't worry."
Li Wenjia didn't speak, but stroked Jingyun's heart mechanically over and over again.
As the breeze blew, Albizia Julibrissin flowers fell slowly between the three of them, and one flower fell on Jing Yun's black hair.The soft velvet is reflected against the evening sunlight, like a lingering feeling, gorgeous but revealing the desolation of prosperity and decline.
Li Wenjia smiled slightly, and looked at Jian Luowei: "I should be the one who asked you how you got here."
"I... I went to Qiyun Building and asked someone about you."
"..." Li Wenjia paused, then pinched Jingyun's face and let him play by himself.
"I know it's not good to do this." The young man lowered his head as if he gritted his teeth slightly, "Actually, I can't ask anything. There are quite a lot of rules there. I just heard that you have children...but I don't mind."
Jing Yun teased Xiao Huang, looking at them curiously.
Albizia julibrissin exudes a strong fragrance, and Li Wenjia's sigh is lingering with sadness in the splendor and fragrance flowing in the late summer.
If time can be frozen, he is willing to freeze at this moment.
Engrave your whole life in this one and only picture.The sunset is bright, there is a puppy, a few pigeons, there are his children, and there are people who love him.Don't be engraved with heavy ink and color, as long as it is simple and flat.
However, time is still flowing. There are no gentle colors in the light and shadow of his world, but a piece of cold and gorgeous silk red. When he is about to forget, it will make him tear his heart and lungs once, showing his sense of existence.
"We still...don't meet again."
"..."
Li Wenjia said calmly: "My fate is not good, whoever is with me will be unlucky."
"How old is it, you still believe this." Jane Luowei raised the corners of her lips and approached him, "Wen Jia..."
Li Wenjia shook his head: "I don't believe it, it's you."
Jane Lowe's movements stopped.
"You're too young to be with me, you'll regret it."
After thinking a lot, avoiding him is indeed not just because of Liang Yiting.
"Why! Until now, you still—"
"Lovi!" Li Wenjia interrupted him abruptly.
He looked at him for a long time, and the tone became soft again, "It's not inferior when you are close, but you complain when you are far away."
Jane Lowe looked at him fixedly.
"Dad! I'm hungry." The child's voice broke the silence.
Li Wenjia turned around to hold Jingyun, "Let's go back to eat, what do you want to eat?"
It's exactly six o'clock.
Li Wenjia was flipping through the menu at a Michelin three-star restaurant located in the city's business district.
Now that he has more money, he can occasionally take his children to have a good meal.Spending money on Jing Yun was a matter of course, and no matter what, he would not feel that it was too extravagant.
Jingyun held his chin, and seemed to be able to experience his father's different charm during the small ordering process.
Although poor, the style of spending money did not leave a sign of shabbiness. When communicating with the waiter, the pronunciation of the English dish names is also very clear and standard, just like a regular customer.
"Actually, as long as you are with Dad, everything is delicious."
"Little devil." Li Wenjia smiled and closed the menu.
All the dishes were presented, and Li Wenjia started to have a class with him when the warmth in his stomach was relieved, "Do you know what happened today?"
Jingyun bit the spoon, he was accustomed to his father's education and was not nervous.
"Dad knows, you'll be bored by yourself, but you can't go out with people you don't know, it's dangerous."
"Brother Jian is very nice." Jing Yun blinked his big eyes and looked at him.
"That's luck. What if you meet a bad guy who pretends to be a good guy and tricks you into selling you?"
"..."
"In short, you can't follow strangers, understand? No matter how the other party coaxes you, as long as you don't know each other, you can't follow."
"Yes! I understand!" Jing Yun nodded solemnly.
Ten p.m.
The vast coastline becomes a shimmering strip of light. Overlooking from the terrace of the luxury villa, you can vaguely see the palm trees and the horizon that changes from dark blue to dark in the distance.
A figure approached quickly, stopped at the mailbox at the gate of the villa, and disappeared quickly.
Liang Yiting stood on the balcony and loosened his tie, holding on to the railing alone to blow the air.
He had just returned from a dinner party, and he was wearing a black matte suit hand-stitched in Italy, showing his slender and elegant physique.His complexion is clean and moist white, while his hair is as black as ink, reflecting his dazzling facial features. His whole body is flawless, like an extremely expensive luxury.
His demeanor was soaked in a strategizing style, lazy and arrogant, luxurious to the point of glaring, so that people can only look up and find it difficult to approach.
A little fatigue didn't affect his impeccable appearance at all, it just made his eyes a little empty.
After a while, he went back to his room to take a shower and rest early.
However, the exhaustion was completely gone, and when she was lying down in her pajamas, Li Wenjia's peaceful mind was overwhelmingly occupied.
It's just that we haven't seen each other for a day.This feeling of longing made him nervous, and in just a few months, he almost forgot how he got here in the past ten years.
In his mind, that person was almost magical, and he could easily provoke his most primitive instinct, which was not as deep as love, but hunger, the most primitive appetite related to life and death.
I slept deeply all night, although I always dreamed that I was running and chasing something.
The normal schedule allowed Liang Yiting to wake up naturally the next morning, then wash up and eat breakfast as usual.
The weather is no longer exaggeratedly hot, and he has changed his dining place to an outdoor terrace.
The brief dusk gradually came to an end.
The chef had already packed up his things and left, Zhang Ma went back and forth to clean up the mess, Liang Yiting didn't know when she left.
Li Wenjia leaned on the tree alone to pant, his shoulders trembled, and he retched a few times from time to time, his face turned pale.
The sound of cicadas gradually sounded, and the surroundings were very quiet. He wiped his face with his sleeve, feeling extremely painful.
The nausea that couldn't be stopped after opening the gate seemed to be reconciled to vomiting out the heart, liver, spleen and lungs.
No matter how delicious and harmless the soup made by the poisonous snake would be, it would feel dirty and poisonous, but by the end of the vomit, it was impossible to tell whether it was because of the soup or something else.
Even he didn't know what it was associated with, which prompted him to spit out the stomach acid again, and stimulated continuous tears.
Zhang Ma finished taking care of everything, and finally brought him a glass of water: "Why do you keep throwing up, kid?"
"..."
"You made the young master run away in anger. There are a lot of bugs at night, go back to the house and have a rest early." She tried her best to help him straighten his back, "Don't think about it, I vomited up, if you don't think about it, you won't vomit. "
Li Wenjia took two steps staggeringly, and when he heard that Liang Yiting had really left, he breathed a sigh of relief.
This vomit hurts the vitality, including the stomach and cavity, the whole internal organs are burning as if they have been strangled once.
Still feeling unwell the next day, Li Wenjia didn't go out again, got up early in the morning and only drank a glass of water, then took a shower and watered a few flowers in the garden.
Before the sun rose in the morning, it was the most comfortable time. He moved a rocking chair under the tree and started flipping through books.
I don't read books very often, but it is probably because of this that I can appreciate fresh and interesting whether it is classic poetry collections or popular novels.
The real start of a new day should be counted from the time Mama Zhang pushed open the outermost fence door.
The store came to deliver the fresh ingredients of the day, and then trucks and artisans came to the door one after another. Mama Zhang arranged everything one by one, much more clearly than he did.
Li Wenjia picked up a fallen leaf and put it in the book as a bookmark. Then he got up and followed the group of craftsmen into the living room to have a look.
"What is this for?" he asked.
Mama Zhang directed a little, and replied: "Master, I want to remodel the living room."
As soon as the words fell, there was a "bang", and the craftsman began to smash the wall.
"The construction period will be completed in about two or three days. If you feel noisy, you can go to the backyard to rest." Zhang Ma added.
Li Wenjia shook his head and went back under the tree outside the house.
He wants to get out of here.
This is not a normal life, no matter how luxurious and comfortable the environment is, he can't settle down to live here.
The phone alerted that a text message was coming, and he took it out to take a look, it was Jane Lowe.
"Hi! How about going out for a cup of tea this weekend?"
Facing the contents of the text message, he clenched his phone tightly and thought about how to reply several times, but in the end he still didn't reply.
Everything that should be said has been said clearly, and that young man is indeed very good...
The news should be joyful, but it only made him more anxious.
He hesitated to delete the information, but in the end he couldn't delete it.
No matter how you look at it, you can't do it, and you can't develop any relationship with him. If the scale between the two can stop at the current level, it will be the most suitable for him.
But once she categorically refuses, maybe... she will never see him again.
No emotion whatsoever, he selfishly just didn't want him to just disappear.
Such a thing as courage really cannot stand the consumption again and again.
I want to leave here more and more...
At least after leaving here, he could face that young man frankly without any worries.
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As if he had a serious illness, he didn't eat or exercise for two days on the weekend, and spent it drowsily.
I cheered up and got up to go to work on Monday. In the mirror, I lost a lot of weight. Fortunately, I was able to drink thick porridge for breakfast. Apart from a little shortness of breath and weakness, I had no other discomfort.
Li Wenjia took out the car keys from the drawer, went to the garage to activate the sports car, and drove down the mountain at the slowest speed.
The day's work is busy and orderly. Although he is not sociable as always, there is an inexplicable sense of tranquility in the hustle and bustle.
The man who took him to work was a man who looked younger than him. He introduced himself as Aren, and he also had lunch with Aren.
"A lot of newcomers have come to the company recently." Ah Ren said.
Li Wenjia smiled and ate only the digestible tofu, "Really."
"The company has expanded its business again. The partner is said to be Manager Lu's college classmate. By the way, do you know that the manager is gay?"
"..."
Just as he was talking, two figures passed by in front of him one after the other, and Lu Qingyu and another man in a suit sat down at a seat by the window in the distance.
"Hey!" Ah Ren lowered his voice and excitedly gossiped with him: "That man is the vice president of our company and Manager Lu's homosexual, it's recognized."
The man was not particularly handsome, but he had clear eyes, a tall figure, and a calm walk and demeanor, which seemed to be a very reliable type.
"They've been having some conflicts lately. One wants to adopt a child, and the other doesn't." Ah Ren said trivially.
Li Wenjia replaced the chopsticks with a spoon, silently scooped up a spoon full of shallot tofu and ate it with his head down.
At thirty, it is time to start a family and start a business at this age.
Lovers, children, careers...
He thought of the girl in his long memory, who was so scared that she couldn't hold her head up because she was pregnant, and she didn't know what to do after she moved out in the second year of high school.Now, does she already have her own home, and does the child have several years of age?
Li Wenjia shook his head, and put all these chest tight thoughts behind him.
The work in the afternoon was easier than in the morning, and it was probably a familiar job. Li Wenjia got used to it quickly, and when he got off work in the evening, he even drove Ah Ren home.
After a few days, he got along well with his colleagues.
The interpersonal relationship in this job is smoother than before. It probably has something to do with him driving his colleagues home without complaint every day. In addition, there are occasional bar gatherings after get off work, even if it’s just to eat two skewers of takoyaki. Never refused.
After having a job, he went back even later.
Two hours before the end of get off work, the mobile phones of colleagues rang one after another with SMS alerts.
Manager Lu sent a group email. The general content is that several new colleagues have come recently. After the department gets off work, we will go to a nearby restaurant to have dinner together, and we will introduce each other to get acquainted.
Li Wenjia, who never shirked at any gathering before, naturally this time is no exception.
A large group of men gathered to eat and drink after a tiring day of work, and they didn't need to pay for it themselves. In the end, they were messed up and out of shape, and all kinds of drinks kept being served.
When Li Wenjia took the first sip, he still hesitated and hesitated. After drinking the first cup, he also understood that it would be impossible to drive back by himself today anyway, so he no longer declined in the future, and drank one cup after another just like them. pulpy.
I don't know what time it was after drinking, but the waiter in the restaurant reminded me that it was closing time, and my colleagues went home one after another.
Li Wenjia was drowsy from drinking, and woke up suddenly, and there was no one around.
Ah Ren didn't drink much, and he was familiar with him, so he didn't leave him alone, and stepped forward to help him up, "Hey, I don't see how refreshing you are drinking."
Li Wenjia put his shoulders on his shoulders, no different from a puddle of mud, and rubbed his hair with a smile.
Ah Ren helped him out of the restaurant. It was already dead of night outside, and there were no cars on the main road.
"Where does your family live?" He hurriedly lifted the drunk who couldn't keep sliding.
Li Wenjia's head hung on his shoulder, and breathed alcohol into his ear, but he didn't say anything.
Ah Ren simply picked him up: "It's not safe for you to go home drunk like this. You're lucky. I happen to live alone. No one would dislike me if I carried a drunk home. Come with me for a night." .”
"Wow - don't spit on me!" Ah Ren cried out strangely.
Li Wenjia heard the strange voice, leaned on his back and giggled.
"Looking good is taking advantage." Ah Ren sighed to himself, "If it were Brother Li who vomited on me like this and smirked at me full of alcohol, I would definitely punch him flying."
Ah Ren's bachelor apartment is pitifully small, the living room is the bedroom, with only a layer of bookshelves as a partition, and the sofa is so small that it can't sleep a big man at all.
But normal men don't think about it so much, and it's not that there are taboos between a man and a woman, so it's okay to sleep together, as long as the bed is big enough.
In the early morning of the next day, the sun shone through the gaps in the curtains bit by bit. A ray of bright white sunlight shone on his thin eyelids. His thick eyelashes trembled, and he seemed to feel the light when he closed his eyes.
Ah Ren was still snoring, Li Wenjia sat up with his hands on his forehead, only to find that the two of them not only slept under the same quilt, but were also naked except for their underwear.
Having a headache from a hangover, Li Wenjia took it easy before pushing Ah Ren, "Get up."
He was answered by louder grunts.
"If you don't get up, you'll be late for work!"
Ah Ren sat up in shock in an instant, "Why didn't the hands and the phone ring???"
"Turn off the phone." Li Wenjia compared him to being safe, and got up to find some clothes to wear.
Ah Ren opened the closet next to the bed, and while putting on his own pants, he was looking for clothes for Li Wenjia, "Well, you were so drunk last night that your clothes and pants were all vomited, I put them in the washing machine for you."
"Thank you."
"I forgot, that coat of yours looks like it's from Versace, so it doesn't matter if it's machine washed together?...Ah, it must be a fake, right?"
"It's okay." Li Wenjia didn't understand the English words he said at all, took the shirt he threw over, put it on, buttoned it, and went to the bathroom.
The two of them hurriedly and methodically packed up and prepared to go out respectively.
"Hey! Do you want a piece of toast? I made it in the bread machine yesterday! If you don't eat it, it will go bad—" Aren asked behind.
Li Wenjia had already opened the door and went downstairs.
Downstairs, a black car was parked at the door. Seeing him coming out, Ah Qi threw away half of the cigarette in his hand, stamped it out with his foot, and said nonchalantly, "Mr. Liang wants to see you."
I don't know how long he has been waiting here, but his feet are full of cigarette butts.
Ah Ren rushed downstairs with his briefcase and toast in his mouth, but he didn't catch up with him.
All he saw was a car driving away.
…………
……
Such an unremarkable small apartment can be found here, and the real feeling of being restrained clearly emerges.Li Wenjia was expressionless, holding his briefcase tightly, looking out the car window without saying a word.
If it wasn't for such a sudden incident, I wouldn't necessarily be late if I go to work.
It took a long time before he remembered to take out his mobile phone and call the company to ask for leave.
All the way, he was reticent and indifferent, until the car drove to the gate of the villa, and seeing Liang Yiting standing leisurely under the tree with his hands behind his back, unknown anger instantly ignited.
But that fire was suppressed, only slowly roasting himself.
Liang Yiting walked up to him, stared at his darkened eye circles, and smiled calmly: "Night does not return."
"Don't have a next time. If there are too many entertainments, then it's worth not doing the job." While talking, he stretched out his right hand and held his wrist.
Li Wenjia stared at him intently, he held his wrist stiffly and led him all the way into the house.
During the renovation period, the living room was insulated with cloth, because I never looked at it carefully when I came home late, but now that the repairs have been completed and the isolation has been removed, it has a new look.
The two-step sunken steps are separated from the surrounding European style. Behind an ancient ukiyo-e screen, there are bead curtains and jade cases, carved beams and painted buildings in the Tang Dynasty style. Everything from the zither to the strings is prepared.
"I remember that you seem to like folk music." Liang Yiting's voice was deep and sweet, very close to him.As if trying to remember it, he said casually: "What do you like? Qin? Zheng? Or pipa and erhu?"
Then he laughed again, "I'll buy them all for you, Wen Jia."
"..."
After recovering from a slight daze, Li Wenjia twitched the corners of his mouth, lowered his eyes, and replied in a polite manner: "It's just something that I thought was fun when I was a student, and I don't like it that much anymore."
Liang Yiting didn't take it seriously, "It's not so easy to forget what you liked, you will still like it again."
He moved closer to him, touched his face with his fingers, and forced him to look at himself without any scruples, "You never want to see me."
Li Wenjia and him looked at each other, struggling to look away.
"But I miss you."
As always, the plain tone of indistinguishable truth and falsehood made Li Wenjia shudder imperceptibly, her heartbeat seemed to beat two beats faster.
His body became more and more stiff, and his eyes were fixed on a certain place in nothingness as if in a daze.
Liang Yiting pressed his face to him, whispered and said: "Let's make love."
The palpitating temperature that flowed slowly dissipated without a trace in an instant.
Liang Yiting's hand covered his waist, and his sharp lips imprinted the throbbing blood in his neck, sucking lightly on the bright red birthmark, and it didn't take long before it was as red as if it was about to bleed.
For a moment, he forgot the struggle, even the resentment towards him, what seized his heart was a lonely and empty pain and fear.
This man once brought him the most dazzling love feelings, but at the same time, he can design him out of the way, invite other men to share him without hesitation, treat love as a game, and talk to so many people without any grievances. After getting out of bed, turning around and being able to persecute him so calmly seemed to be a matter of course.
And myself, did I expect something just now?
Can't leave, can't get out.Struggling, but in his subconscious, he seemed to be waiting blankly, waiting for something that would never come.
Among his prey, would anyone be as useless as he was?
"Do not touch me!"
Liang Yiting was not angry, and was almost used to his resistance.
After a fight that wasn't considered fierce, Li Wenjia was pressed down on the table by him a few times, and the hand that was propped against his chest was suddenly grasped, and there was a warm and rapid heartbeat under the palm.
Liang Yiting's heart was beating fast, but his expression was still calm. Seeing Li Wenjia struggling again for no reason, even crying, it was almost as if he was sick.He held his wrist, and whispered like coaxing someone to take medicine: "Why were you so good last time?"
There was a hiss in Li Wenjia's panting voice, he put his palm on his heart, curled his fingers subconsciously, and his clean nails made five hot and short red marks at the position of his heart.
Liang Yiting kissed him fiercely, and waited until the kiss relieved his impatient desire, then he picked him up and walked towards the bedroom.
In broad daylight, there were still people walking and cleaning outside the door, but prostitution in the daytime was nothing to that person. After all, he had even participated in sex parties, and he didn't even blink his eyes when he did those outrageous things.
It is an extremely passionate yet gentle entanglement, with a strong and ambiguous atmosphere that can make people addicted.
However, in such an atmosphere, Li Wenjia was still distracted.
The man stayed in his body, just kissed him tenderly, and there was a sexy and uncontrollable gasp in his ear...
It wasn't just him who was treated like this.
Thinking of this, nausea spread from the depths.
Liang Yiting seemed to be dissatisfied with his absence, and suddenly increased his intensity and lashed out violently, with his greasy fingers pointing down, caressing his sensitive parts lovingly.
Li Wenjia gradually frowned, and the pleasure intensified, but the nausea also became more intense. The two feelings were intertwined, and he was about to collapse.
The bedside phone rang at this moment.
No one paid attention to it, the bed creaked and rocked, and Liang Yiting made him moan and pant even louder.
As if I wanted to get back all the days before, the love lasted for a long time, and I even took a light sleep in the middle, and it was almost afternoon when I was completely happy.
Li Wenjia finally opened his eyes drowsily, and found that Liang Yiting had not left.He put a cushion on his back, and looked at his mobile phone beside him in his pajamas. The fragrance of bath liquid radiated from his body, and there were still drops of water hanging from the ends of his black hair.
He has a handsome appearance, and when he is clean and expressionless, he also has a trace of natural and unaffected charm, but this kind of feminine beauty is compromised by the soaring hostility that is more manly than a man, and he is calm and safe. At that time, the beauty is so beautiful that both people and gods are indignant.
Li Wenjia's mind went blank for a while, and finally saw clearly that what he was holding in his hand was his own mobile phone, and he got up suddenly and snatched it back.
Liang Yiting didn't fight him, but just looked at him indifferently.
As expected, on the mobile phone page were the text messages with Jane Lowe before, and he was also the one who missed the call just now, and the reminder on the main screen was gone, obviously he had checked it.
Li Wenjia's hands trembled a little, "How could you turn over mine..."
"Don't associate with the surname Jane again." The words were interrupted by a flat voice, and the emotion could not be heard.
"What right do you have to do that!"
Liang Yiting smiled and looked at him: "Because... I want to crush him to death as easily as crushing an ant. This is my right."
After a pause, he said reassuringly, "What's so good about that man."
…………
In his eyes, Jane Lowe, who is worthless, is enough to attract a large number of opposite sexes, not to mention that he was the only color in those gloomy days that cannot be recalled.
Regardless of character or experience, that young man is much cleaner and purer than him.
Unable to calm down, almost wanting to laugh at the thought of this.
Li Wenjia didn't want to argue with him too much.In fact, he hadn't seen Jane Lowe for a long time.
Erosive desires filled all the time the two spent together, nothing but food and sex.
The stimulation of the senses seems to numb other things as well.Like it or not, it becomes insignificant when the body sinks.But when he is a little sober, he will torture himself endlessly, what is this?
Two days later, Liang Yiting had business to do before leaving. He fell into a drowsy sleep, and vaguely saw the man standing in front of the full-length mirror with his head bowed and adjusting his cuff buttons, and then the surrounding gradually became deserted.
Li Wenjia felt powerless in the silence.
That kind of feeling is no longer the same as it was at the beginning. I will be willing to enjoy it because I am full of love. Because I like it, I will be happy no matter how much I toss and not feel tired.
When I went to the bathroom to clean up my body, I thought it would be a dull complexion in the mirror, but it was extremely gorgeous, and the lip color was particularly exaggerated, as rosy and plump as if I had just sucked blood.
Stretching out his hand to lift the slightly long hair on his forehead, his entire face was exposed to the bright light, with a smooth curved chin, and pale and weird eyes.
There is an inexplicably familiar femininity.After watching for a while, I suddenly remembered what my mother looked like at that time.
His mother gave birth to him earlier, and in a few years, he will almost grow up to the age when she passed away.
On the first day back to work, there was a lot of work to be done, and when he was going to pour water in the pantry, Ah Ren curiously asked him to gossip, "What happened to you that day?"
"...It's nothing." Li Wenjia said.
"That car is very cool. Is it your family's car? You come to work in the company with such money."
"You read it wrong." Li Wenjia lowered his head and poured the tea, perfunctory him, and wanted to leave quickly, but Ah Ren grabbed him again: "Workaholic, can you die if you take more rest?"
Time stood still for a moment.
Li Wenjia turned her head stiffly, and pulled back the undershirt that had been torn off her shoulders.A Ren stared at the marks on his body dumbfounded: "Wow, your girlfriend is too fierce!"
The door of the tea room was suddenly opened again. It was a new colleague who joined the company in the same period, a young man in fashionable clothes, smiling: "What are you talking about?"
Li Wenjia's complexion was not very good, and he took advantage of this time to go out.
Ah Ren didn't think it was a big deal, but seeing Li Wenjia like this was a bit embarrassing, he touched his head and laughed and changed the subject: "It's you, I just wanted to gossip about Wenjia, last time I saw his family drive a luxury car to pick him up .”
The young man poured his coffee and smiled nonchalantly: "Luxury cars? You're still curious now, don't you go home with Li Wenjia's more than 1000 million Pagani every three days."
"Pfft——" Ah Ren choked on the scalding coffee.
The young man looked at him amusedly: "It's not your fault. This latest model can't be bought with money. You have to place an order in advance. The model is indeed rare."
The door of the general manager's office suddenly opened, and Lu Qingyu and his lover, the vice president, came out one after the other. The tall man in a well-fitting suit met Li Wenjia face to face, nodded kindly to him, and turned back to talk to Lu Qingyu again. After a few instructions, he left.
Lu Qingyu waved at the back of the man, with a shallow but sweet smile.
Holding the coffee, Li Wenjia thought that this man's reliable and steady appearance was not at all similar to Liang Yiting back then. Lu Qingyu finally got together with such a man. To be honest, it was a bit unexpected.
"Li Wenjia." Lu Qingyu stopped him.
"Ok?"
"Come with me to Yiren's headquarters later. You are mainly responsible for the design of their new stores. Some of them need to be changed, and it will be clearer in person. It is a relatively large list, so nothing can go wrong."
"Ok."
After sorting out some materials, they took Lu Qingyu's car and went out together.
There was nothing to say along the way, but while waiting for the traffic light, Lu Qingyu suddenly smiled and said, "Are you jealous?"
This topic confused Li Wenjia, "What?"
Lu Qingyu's smile was a little too smug: "When you... just saw us."
"..."
"Are you just jealous?"
"No." He said so, but he was quickly recalling whether he had really shown that emotion in his heart.
It took a while to realize why I had to respond to his out of place question.
It seems that Lu Qingyu, who can say such words, is still hard to change.
Li Wenjia smiled and said, "If thinking this way makes you feel good, then you should think about it that way."
The mood that has been bad has not been carried over to work.
When negotiating work with customers, I always subconsciously tense up and keep my words and smiles. I also accept all the opinions put forward and record them wholeheartedly.
After the official business is over, the whole person relaxes, and the previous depression seems to have become distant because of this relaxation.
It was less than an hour before get off work, and Lu Qingyu approved that he could go home early, and he had other things to do, so the car only took him to the nearest bus stop.
Li Wenjia looked around, looked at the stop sign for a long time, and found that this place was not far from the nursing home, so he went to a nearby store to buy some comics and a few bags of snacks, and went to see Jingyun.
Although they often talk on the phone, Li Wenjia still feels guilty for not being able to see each other every day.
Children at this age love playing the most. Being unable to go out because of illness is as painful as being in prison, and Jingyun always stays here alone, without relatives by his side.When I think of this, almost my whole body will fail.
He's not a good father, he's useless, and he hasn't been able to think of a better way until now.
If it doesn't work, go for it...
Thinking of this, he pushed open the door of the ward, but the bed was empty, and there was no one in the room.
Li Wengarden was there, almost showing panic in an instant.
A nurse happened to pass by and was stopped by him, "Where are the children here?"
The nurse was startled by him, and looked around: "Is the child not there? I'm not sure—"
Li Wenjia turned around and ran towards the hall.
The quiet environment suddenly became noisy.
"Please calm down, calm down! There are so many people in the nursing home, it is impossible for us to keep an eye on it all the time..."
Li Wenjia pulled the other party tightly, his eyes were red, and he was nervous and flustered: "He is very good, he won't run around by himself."
"Recently, a gentleman often came to visit the child." The nurse on the side said.
His fingers were trembling, and his voice was fast and impatient: "The child has no guardian by his side, you don't know, how can you let strangers come to see him!"
Here, it is impossible to have other people who often visit Jingyun.
Regarding his nervousness, the staff became a little impatient: "Please don't be so nervous. Those who will come to visit must be people they know. Maybe they are just playing nearby, and they have already sent someone to look for them." No one could understand his panic. .
While chattering, someone ran over while talking loudly: "The child is found, it's in the nearby square garden!"
Li Wenjia finally let go, ignored the discussions and complaints behind those people, and ran out without saying a word.
The square garden is very close to the nursing home, at most a quarter of an hour away.
The evening sun shines, the dark green vegetation intertwined with the rusty red light, it is already a rich and colorful late summer scene.
A cool breeze blew away the sultry heat of the day, a few pigeons cooed, and one or two wild cats ran past the flower bed.
The acacia trees in the garden are blooming lushly, but the season is approaching, they are in full bloom, and they are beginning to fall little by little...
The air is filled with the fragrance of Albizia julibrissin, and with every slow step, there will be withered pink velvet.
Gathered under the tree were two heads, one big and one small, as well as a newborn puppy.
"Little Huang, let's drink milk." Jing Yun stretched out his palm, letting the puppy lick it.
"It's over! Brother, you can add more, add more!"
Jane Lowe took the milk box and carefully poured the milk into his palm little by little.After pouring, he saw Li Wenjia from the corner of his eye, stood up immediately, and smiled at him, "Wen Jia, you're here." After a pause, he became anxious again: "How did you find this place? I'm so sorry I didn't tell you before."
Jingyun was also overjoyed when he heard the voice, jumped up and rushed straight into Li Wenjia's arms.
Li Wenjia staggered a bit, and reached out to wrap his arms around him.
Jingyun let him hug him for a while, only to realize that he was not in the right condition, and comforted him anxiously: "Father, this brother is very good, he is a good person, don't worry."
Li Wenjia didn't speak, but stroked Jingyun's heart mechanically over and over again.
As the breeze blew, Albizia Julibrissin flowers fell slowly between the three of them, and one flower fell on Jing Yun's black hair.The soft velvet is reflected against the evening sunlight, like a lingering feeling, gorgeous but revealing the desolation of prosperity and decline.
Li Wenjia smiled slightly, and looked at Jian Luowei: "I should be the one who asked you how you got here."
"I... I went to Qiyun Building and asked someone about you."
"..." Li Wenjia paused, then pinched Jingyun's face and let him play by himself.
"I know it's not good to do this." The young man lowered his head as if he gritted his teeth slightly, "Actually, I can't ask anything. There are quite a lot of rules there. I just heard that you have children...but I don't mind."
Jing Yun teased Xiao Huang, looking at them curiously.
Albizia julibrissin exudes a strong fragrance, and Li Wenjia's sigh is lingering with sadness in the splendor and fragrance flowing in the late summer.
If time can be frozen, he is willing to freeze at this moment.
Engrave your whole life in this one and only picture.The sunset is bright, there is a puppy, a few pigeons, there are his children, and there are people who love him.Don't be engraved with heavy ink and color, as long as it is simple and flat.
However, time is still flowing. There are no gentle colors in the light and shadow of his world, but a piece of cold and gorgeous silk red. When he is about to forget, it will make him tear his heart and lungs once, showing his sense of existence.
"We still...don't meet again."
"..."
Li Wenjia said calmly: "My fate is not good, whoever is with me will be unlucky."
"How old is it, you still believe this." Jane Luowei raised the corners of her lips and approached him, "Wen Jia..."
Li Wenjia shook his head: "I don't believe it, it's you."
Jane Lowe's movements stopped.
"You're too young to be with me, you'll regret it."
After thinking a lot, avoiding him is indeed not just because of Liang Yiting.
"Why! Until now, you still—"
"Lovi!" Li Wenjia interrupted him abruptly.
He looked at him for a long time, and the tone became soft again, "It's not inferior when you are close, but you complain when you are far away."
Jane Lowe looked at him fixedly.
"Dad! I'm hungry." The child's voice broke the silence.
Li Wenjia turned around to hold Jingyun, "Let's go back to eat, what do you want to eat?"
It's exactly six o'clock.
Li Wenjia was flipping through the menu at a Michelin three-star restaurant located in the city's business district.
Now that he has more money, he can occasionally take his children to have a good meal.Spending money on Jing Yun was a matter of course, and no matter what, he would not feel that it was too extravagant.
Jingyun held his chin, and seemed to be able to experience his father's different charm during the small ordering process.
Although poor, the style of spending money did not leave a sign of shabbiness. When communicating with the waiter, the pronunciation of the English dish names is also very clear and standard, just like a regular customer.
"Actually, as long as you are with Dad, everything is delicious."
"Little devil." Li Wenjia smiled and closed the menu.
All the dishes were presented, and Li Wenjia started to have a class with him when the warmth in his stomach was relieved, "Do you know what happened today?"
Jingyun bit the spoon, he was accustomed to his father's education and was not nervous.
"Dad knows, you'll be bored by yourself, but you can't go out with people you don't know, it's dangerous."
"Brother Jian is very nice." Jing Yun blinked his big eyes and looked at him.
"That's luck. What if you meet a bad guy who pretends to be a good guy and tricks you into selling you?"
"..."
"In short, you can't follow strangers, understand? No matter how the other party coaxes you, as long as you don't know each other, you can't follow."
"Yes! I understand!" Jing Yun nodded solemnly.
Ten p.m.
The vast coastline becomes a shimmering strip of light. Overlooking from the terrace of the luxury villa, you can vaguely see the palm trees and the horizon that changes from dark blue to dark in the distance.
A figure approached quickly, stopped at the mailbox at the gate of the villa, and disappeared quickly.
Liang Yiting stood on the balcony and loosened his tie, holding on to the railing alone to blow the air.
He had just returned from a dinner party, and he was wearing a black matte suit hand-stitched in Italy, showing his slender and elegant physique.His complexion is clean and moist white, while his hair is as black as ink, reflecting his dazzling facial features. His whole body is flawless, like an extremely expensive luxury.
His demeanor was soaked in a strategizing style, lazy and arrogant, luxurious to the point of glaring, so that people can only look up and find it difficult to approach.
A little fatigue didn't affect his impeccable appearance at all, it just made his eyes a little empty.
After a while, he went back to his room to take a shower and rest early.
However, the exhaustion was completely gone, and when she was lying down in her pajamas, Li Wenjia's peaceful mind was overwhelmingly occupied.
It's just that we haven't seen each other for a day.This feeling of longing made him nervous, and in just a few months, he almost forgot how he got here in the past ten years.
In his mind, that person was almost magical, and he could easily provoke his most primitive instinct, which was not as deep as love, but hunger, the most primitive appetite related to life and death.
I slept deeply all night, although I always dreamed that I was running and chasing something.
The normal schedule allowed Liang Yiting to wake up naturally the next morning, then wash up and eat breakfast as usual.
The weather is no longer exaggeratedly hot, and he has changed his dining place to an outdoor terrace.
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