Song Li went in with Nian Nian in his arms, and saw that Mama Song was making dumplings in the living room. There were sliced dough and a large bowl of dumpling stuffing in front of her. It smelled like beef and celery stuffing. It had already wrapped a lot.
Niannian was crying all the time. Mother Song felt distressed when she heard this, and immediately put down the dumpling wrappers, wiped her apron with both hands, and came over to him and asked him, "What's wrong with Niannian? Take a look, grandma, you are so small, your eyes are swollen from crying."
Song Li handed Niannian to her, walked to the sofa and sat down by himself, with a straight face, without saying a word.
Mother Song only cared about coaxing Niannian, and didn't pay attention to his abnormality. When she saw Qin Lang walking in behind, she smiled at him embarrassedly: "Qin Lang, don't mind, such a big kid is a bit noisy. He probably peed, I'll go in and change his diaper, you sit down first, you're welcome."
Mother Song went in with Niannian in her arms after she finished speaking. Qin Lang was still carrying the bag that Song Li had casually stuffed into him just now, looking at Song Li on the sofa, a little at a loss, tightened the bag in his hand, and walked across to him sit down.
Song Li is wearing a light blue down jacket today. There is heating in the room. He took it off when he sat down just now. Now he only has a beige round neck sweater with diamond pattern on his body. This color suits him very well and complements his skin. He is white and looks good, if the expression on his face is not so stiff and gloomy now.
They really haven't seen each other for a long time, but Song Li is still not much different from what he remembered, and he is still the same good-looking and clean.
Song Li in his thirties and Song Li in his 20s.
Qin Lang looked at the person in front of him, feeling a little dazed.
Mama Song didn't come out after she entered the room, she might still be coaxing the child, there were only the two of them in the living room, because they had been making dumplings and chatting with Mama Song just now, and they didn't turn on the TV, so now the two of them don't speak, and they seem to be in an atmosphere Extraordinary silence and embarrassment.
Qin Lang clenched his hands on his knees, and said in a low voice, "Xiao... Song Li, long time no see, you still look the same as before, nothing much has changed, that's great."
Song Li was finally willing to look at him sideways, looked at the smile on his face, and said coldly: "I haven't seen you for so long, you have changed a lot, and your eyes are so hard to use. Ten years have passed, who would not Variety."
Qin Lang was stunned, the smile on his face froze: "I'm sorry, that's not what I mean, I just feel that looking at you now, you can still think about the past, and I feel a little emotional. I have no other meaning, don't get me wrong..."
Qin Lang's voice became lower and lower, and he lowered his head slowly. Such a tall man felt a little pitiful and humble.
Seeing him like this, Song Li sighed softly: "Aren't you in the army, how come you have time to come out and run so far."
Qin Lang saw that his tone seemed not as sharp as before, so he cheered up and answered him: "I have been discharged from the army a long time ago, but I didn't know what job I was suitable for when I came out, so I continued to stay in the army as a coach. This place is also because the superiors sent over to do exercises, so they may stay for a while."
Song Li nodded: "You have been imprisoned in the army all year round, and there is no chance to come out. This time is also a good opportunity. If you have time, you can walk around more. There are still many places worth seeing in this city."
Qin Lang nodded hurriedly, looked at his expression that seemed to soften, and asked expectantly: "I don't know anyone here, and I don't know the place well. If possible, I hope you can show me around when you have time..."
"Qin Lang." Song Li interrupted him before he finished speaking, frowning slightly: "I'm already married."
Qin Lang paused and nodded lightly: "I know, your mother told me just now that you are now married and living a happy life. I know it all. I really have no other intentions. I just came to When I came to this city, I knew you were here, so I wanted to see you, Song Li, after so many years, you, do you still blame me?"
Song Li didn't expect that he could really ask such a question, and looked at him amusedly: "Qin Lang, I want to know what position and mood you used to ask this question, don't say anything else, if it wasn't for you Appearing here again suddenly, I may never think of you as a person again in my life. I was not the one who was hurt by that incident. If you really want to apologize, it should be to another person. Apologies, but based on what I know about him, I think he may not want to accept it at all, because he will feel disgusted, disgusted that you appear in our lives again."
Qin Lang's clenched hands shook again and again, he took a deep breath, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was uglier than crying: "I'm sorry, I know that what I did back then was despicable, which caused you to suffer and be wronged, even though it's been so many years , I shouldn't bring it up again to poke your hearts, but I have been very disturbed in my heart for so many years. Every time I think about it, I will have nightmares all night long. Song Li, I can't take it anymore, I really I’m here to apologize to you, trust me!”
Qin Lang was very emotional, his face was flushed red, the veins on the back of his clenched fists were bulging, and his chest was also heaving rapidly.
Song Li still just looked at him indifferently, and said in a calm tone, "I forgive you."
Qin Lang raised his head suddenly, his eyes were wide open, but after seeing Song Li's indifferent expression, he let go of his strength in despair.
"Song Li, you still hate me in your heart."
Song Li frowned, and just as he was about to say something, he heard Song's mother's voice coming out of the room behind him: "Oh, I'm exhausted, why do we make such a fuss every year and today, it took me a lot of effort to get him out of the room?" Coax him to sleep."
Song Li had no choice but to hold back the words that came to his lips, and turned his face away from the side.
Mother Song came over beating her waist and sat in the middle of their house, but found that there seemed to be something wrong with the atmosphere, and she looked at them both strangely: "What's wrong with you two brothers, it's not happy to see you after so many years, Xiao Li You are also really, it is not easy for Qin Lang to come here, and he thought of coming to see you specially, why don't you treat him well, did you play like brothers in your hometown when you were young?"
Song Li seemed determined not to look down, even though Song's mother said so, he didn't take the initiative to speak up, so angry that she gently pinched him with her hands.
Seeing this scene, Qin Lang smiled wryly and said, "Auntie, it's okay. I took the liberty to disturb you today. We haven't seen each other for so long. It's inevitable that we're not familiar with each other for a while. It's okay. Anyway, I won't leave for the time being. , come and visit often when I have free time recently.”
"Oh, that's good." Song's mother was a little happy, and she sat down and patted him on the shoulder: "Qin Lang is promising now, he has become an instructor of the army, and my aunt hasn't returned to her hometown for a long time. How are my sisters now, I haven’t gone back to see them for so many years, they must blame me.”
"Auntie who doesn't know." Qin Lang shook his head and said seriously: "They have nothing to do in their hometown, they just take their grandson to play mahjong. I'm free, I want to come to the city to see you."
"That would be great!" Mother Song clapped her hands happily, stood up and said, "I'll call your mother some other day, and we two sisters have to have a good chat."
Qin Lang smiled and nodded: "My mother will be very happy too."
"That's good." Song's mother was in a good mood, and she walked into the kitchen with the dumplings just made: "I'm going to make dumplings, the dumplings made by auntie are not bad, especially the beef and celery stuffing, Qin Lang, you are here today Coincidentally."
Qin Lang followed and stood up: "Auntie, let me help you."
"No, no, no." Song's mother refused to let him move: "You sit in your seat, take a good rest, and chat with Xiao Li, you two brothers haven't seen each other for so long, don't be so unfamiliar, talk more about the past, let's talk together. We'll get to know each other again."
Qin Lang turned his head to look at Song Li, and smiled with the corner of his mouth pulled.
Song's mother hummed a ditty and went in to order dumplings, leaving only the two of them facing each other silently.
Song Li obviously didn't want to talk to him, Qin Lang wanted to talk, but seeing his attitude, he really didn't know how to speak.
The three of them sat together to eat dumplings at noon. Mama Song was afraid that she would not have enough to eat, so she cooked two more dishes. Qin Lang ate three big bowls and praised Mama Song for her cooking skills.
Song's mother was so happy that she couldn't close her mouth, she kept picking up vegetables for him.
Qin Lang was about to leave shortly after dinner, and Song's mother was still reluctant to let him go.
Song Li didn't want to, so he sat there eating melon seeds and didn't move.
Seeing him like this, Song's mother didn't look too good. She lowered her head and pushed him with her hand, and said in a low voice, "You child, you've been making trouble since morning. It's so hard for Qin Lang to come here. Who can you show your face to?"
Song Li raised his eyelids: "Show him."
Sending mother's face darkened immediately, and just about to have an attack, Qin Lang from behind hurriedly came over to stop her: "Auntie, it's okay, it's okay, don't be angry."
Mother Song couldn't help but sighed apologetically and said: "Qin Lang, don't worry about it. This Xiaoli was not like this before. You should have known that his temperament was the most gentle and easy-talking when you had such a good relationship. I don't know how he responded today. Don't take it to heart."
Qin Lang shook his head with a smile, and took a deep look at Song Li.
After Qin Lang left, Song's mother couldn't help nagging Song Li, saying that the older he was, the more he had no rules, and it was a joy to have friends coming from afar. Elementary school students knew the truth, but he, a university teacher, didn't understand it at all. .
Song Li's left ear went in and out of his right ear, and when she finished nagging, he suddenly asked, "Mom, how did you tell Qin Lang about my marriage?"
Song's mother was dry, she took a sip of water from the cup and said, "I didn't say anything about your marriage. It was Qin Lang who asked me, so I said it casually, saying that you have only been married for a year. Come on, there’s nothing else to say.”
Song Li nodded: "What about Niannian?"
"I didn't mention it." Song's mother glanced at him: "I was thinking that you and Xiaohe are also in a special situation. People who don't know can know as little as possible. Besides, it's impossible for Qin Lang to stay here for a long time. Come and play Why are you talking so much to others in these few days?"
Hearing what she said, Song Li didn't ask any more questions.
Song's mother looked at him: "What are your plans today, Xiaohe is on a business trip again, you and Niannian are staying with Mom."
Song Li shook his head: "No, we will go back when Niannian wakes up."
"That's fine." Mother Song stood up: "Then I'll go out for a stroll, and call Mom if I need anything."
Song Li looked up at her: "Mom, walk slowly when you go out, the road is icy and slippery."
"Cheng Chengcheng, I see, it's as if your mother and I are in our seventies and eighties."
Song Li watched her put on her coat and go out with her bag.
After Song's mother left, he sat there alone and thought about many things, many absurd memories of his youth that he thought he would never touch again.
In the end, Nian Nian's crying in the room brought him back to his thoughts. Hearing the cry of the little guy inside, Song Li hurriedly stood up and went to the room.
Waking up every year will basically not cause trouble, unless he wakes up and can't see anyone around him. It's also because he was too absorbed in thinking about things just now and forgot the time when the little guy woke up, which made him cry for nothing.
"Baby, it's because Daddy is not good. I forgot that you should wake up." Song Li picked up the little man from the bed, and gently coaxed him along his back.
The little guy was crying and hiccupping, one after a while, his eyes were swollen into little cherries.
Song Li wiped away his tears, put him on the bed and changed a clean diaper, kissed him and made funny faces, which made him "giggle happily, blowing on bubbles and reaching for his hair.
After finally coaxing him, Song Li put on his clothes again, put on his hat and gloves, and then picked him up.
He didn't go home either, but called Xue Sang and said he was going to his place today.
Xue Sang hasn't opened a shop yet, and he's been spending some time at home these few days. When he heard that he was going, he immediately agreed happily, and told him to bring Nian Nian there.
Song Li replied that he took it with him and went with him. Niannian is now his personal pendant, and he can't leave it wherever he goes, so why don't he take it with him?
As soon as he reached his side and pressed the doorbell, the door was immediately opened, Xue Sang's face was revealed, and he went straight to Song Li's arms to look at him: "My precious godson, show me quickly, I want to die godfather!"
Song Li was speechless, the door opened so quickly, it seemed that he had been waiting inside early in the morning.
Carefully handed Niannian into his arms: "Take it easy, don't scare him."
"Don't worry, I'm godson, I love you more than you."
This is true, although Xue Sang is usually very careless, but he is really serious and meticulous when raising children. Song Li still remembers that when they were born every year, several of them were in the hospital, and several of them were in the hospital. Among the men, Xue Sang was the only one who hugged him the most handsomely, and he didn't make Niannian cry.
When I asked him afterwards, he actually said that he did his homework in advance for his precious godson. He learned to treat pillows like children for several days in front of the video teaching, and he learned everything about breastfeeding and changing diapers. Some children's own fathers dare not even hug them, it's really shameful.
Good guy, even if you praise yourself, you still don't forget to blame others.
As expected of Xue Sang.
After a while, Xue Sang went in with Niannian in his arms. Song Li closed the door, took out the pair of slippers he usually wears here from the shoe cabinet, and changed into them.
I went into the room and looked around, but didn't see another person, and asked strangely: "Why are you alone, Ye Yi?"
"Their company starts work today, and they won't be back until evening."
Song Li nodded, almost forgetting that the Spring Festival holiday is over now.
Going to the sofa and sitting down, looking at the one big and one young who were having fun, he sighed and said, "Fortunately, Ye Yi is not here, otherwise it would be really inconvenient for me to say those words later."
Xue Sang looked up at him, and continued to tease the little guy in his arms with toys.
"What's the matter, I came here on purpose, just say no to the phone."
Song Li took an orange from the fruit plate, put it under his nose and smelled it, it had a very sweet and pleasant orange smell, so he lowered his head and peeled it: "It's a bit unbelievable to say, and it's absolutely impossible for you to think of it. "
Just as Xue Sang was about to speak, Niannian bit his finger suddenly, and "bajibaji" wrapped it up forcefully, and immediately frowned: "Little guy, why do you even eat godfather's hand, let go!" Let go, how dirty."
Seeing that he was screaming loudly, Song Li was afraid that he would hurt Niannian, so he didn't dare to pull out his hand directly, smiled and took out a clean baby teething stick from the bag next to him and handed it to him.
"Bite this for him. Niannian is growing teeth recently, and he wants to bite on everything."
Xue Sang said with an "oh" and said with a smile, "It's ok, I really look like a novice dad."
Putting the teething stick into the little guy's mouth, Xue Sang looked down at his drool-stained finger, which was red from being sucked, the little guy was quite energetic.
Song Li stretched out his hand and patted him: "Stop researching, did you hear what I just told you?"
Xue Sang took out a tissue to wipe his hands clean, and rolled his eyes at him: "It's not that you are telling me what to do, just tell me if you have anything to say, just talk about it, if I can guess it, I will let you tell me."
Song Li knew that he was divorced, so he spoke straightforwardly, handed him half of the peeled orange, and at the same time leaned over and said in a calm voice: "Today, Qin Lang came to my house."
Just as Xue Sang stuffed the orange into his mouth, his throat twitched when he heard the words, and he coughed violently.
Nian Nian was still in his arms, but now he was quite frightened, and seeing that he was about to cry, Song Li hurriedly stretched out his hand to hug him.
Xue Sang coughed for a long time, blushed and had a thick neck, stretched out his hand to pat his chest, and looked up at him: "Who did you just say? Qin Lang? Which Qin Lang? Is it the Qin Lang who killed a thousand swords that we all know?"
Song Li patted Niannian's small chest to coax him, and replied in a low voice, "Yes, it's that Qin Lang."
Xue Sang paused for two seconds, the two almond eyes staring at him became more and more rounded, his mouth opened, and the veins on his forehead were about to pop out.
"My grass..."
Song Li immediately covered Niannian's two small ears with his hands, and said in his heart, "Do not see or listen to evil".
Xue Sang had just finished cursing, but he was still angry, jumped up from the sofa, pinched his waist and spun around: "Damn, that scum, how dare he appear in your life again, and why the hell did he go to your house ! What does he want to do, repeat the old tricks and commit another crime!"
Song Li knew that he would blow up, but he didn't expect it to blow up like this, so he said helplessly, "Calm down first, I'll scare your godson."
Nian Nian, who was biting his teething stick and staring back and forth between the two of them with big eyes, said: ...
Xue Sang looked at Nian Nian, endured it again and again, but was still so angry that he let out another "reply".
"Then tell me, what's the matter with that scumbag? Didn't he go to serve in the army? I haven't heard from him for many years, why did he suddenly appear again?"
Song Li shook his head: "I don't know, it seems that he has retired from the army and is now an instructor in the army. This time he is on a business trip and will stay here for a while."
"Stay for a while! How long is a period of time!"
Song Li still shook his head.
The more Xue Sang thought about it, the angrier he became, and he asked him again: "Then why did he go to your house? How did he have the face to go? What did he tell you?"
Song Li recalled the content of his conversation with Qin Lang, as well as the regret and genuine sadness shown on his resolute and tough facial features, and said softly: "It seems that he came here on purpose to apologize and beg for my forgiveness."
"Forgive me! Why didn't he just die!" Xue Sang snorted coldly, sat down, glanced at the expression on Song Li's face, and pointed at him: "Don't be soft-hearted, let me tell you, when I was in my hometown How that scumbag treated you, you have forgotten, right, if you are soft-hearted this time, I will break your teeth, believe it or not."
Song Li felt that his teeth were sore for no reason, swallowed his saliva, and whispered: "Xiao Sang, I know you are angry, I was actually quite angry today, and I didn't give him any good looks, but after I thought about it carefully, After all, this happened more than ten years ago, and you were hurt more seriously than me back then, I think even if he wants to apologize, he should apologize to you."
"Pull it down." Xue Sang said "tch", with a disdainful expression on his face: "The situation back then, if I didn't carry it for you, you know what will happen to you, you may not even take the college entrance examination If I continue to participate in the method, I will be different, I am a person with a puddle of mud, and I am no worse than him."
Even though he said that, but thinking of the situation back then, when those people pointed and cursed those ugly words at Xue Sang, he still felt very uncomfortable, and couldn't help reaching out to hold his hand: "Xiao Sang, I'm sorry."
"Damn!" Xue Sang flicked his forehead: "It's endless, isn't it? Let's not talk about this, but talk about that scum, what does he mean by running here suddenly? Is it true that he is not dead? He teased you first, you are so stupid and simple, you were so happy after being said a few words of love, and then things got serious, he was lucky, he scared away like a coward, leaving you alone, if it wasn’t for you I was thinking fast at the time, you can have today."
What Xue Sang scolded was right, and Song Li thought it was ridiculous when he thought about it now. They all lived in their hometown in the countryside back then, and the social atmosphere was not as open as it is now, let alone such a whimsical thing as the legalization of same-sex marriage.
They are in such a feudal and closed-minded village and town. If two men are together, if they are exposed, it means that the two men will be ruined for the rest of their lives.
In fact, he had never really been with Qin Lang, but at that time Qin Lang liked to pester him and be courteous to him. In a small town, boys like Qin Lang who are tall, sunny, and from a good family background are really popular with everyone, but He just doesn't have any thoughts about other girls, he just likes to pester Song Li every day.
After a long time, some girls naturally felt jealous, and their eyes gradually became weird when they looked at them, until one day Qin Lang didn't know why he was crazy, and he took him to the school's grove after school, with his hands hard Holding his shoulders, with red eyes, she said that she liked him over and over again.
Song Li was so pure and shy at the time, he never thought that such a thing would happen to him, his shoulder hurts from being pinched, and the crazy and hot things in his eyes made him want to run away in fear.
But how could Qin Lang let him escape? He saw Song Li blushing, his dodging eyes were clear and shy, like a frightened deer, he felt so uncomfortable that he lowered his head and wanted to kiss him forcefully.
Song Li was so frightened that he picked up the schoolbag in his hand and threw it on his head without thinking.
Qin Lang didn't kiss him, he knelt down in pain with his head in his arms, and Song Li ran away as if fleeing for his life.
At first, I thought this matter would just be brought up like this, but I didn’t expect that the school would spread the photos of them in the grove the next day. It was the one where Qin Lang pressed him to force the kiss. It should be a candid shot. Qin Lang, but Song Li was completely covered up because he was much thinner than him, and his face could not be seen at all.
Song Li was terrified and dared not tell his family members, only dared to tell Xue Sang about it secretly.
Xue Sang was already the leader of the gangsters in the school at that time, except for those little gangsters who didn't learn well to play with him on weekdays, the teachers and classmates didn't want to have anything to do with him at all.
In addition, he is beautiful and flamboyant, and some people say that he likes men, sells his ass, and pours all kinds of dirty water on him. Xue Sang has long been used to such things, and he doesn't take it to heart.
It's just that Song Li, who grew up in a honey jar, has never experienced this. When the school investigated this matter, he was so afraid that he dared not sleep, so he hid at Xue Sang's house, and was so scared that he had a high fever for several days.
Xue Sang couldn't stand it anymore, so he secretly ran to find Qin Lang, who knew that guy was a typical coward, but he was recruited by his family to serve as a soldier when the school started to investigate.
Once he ran away, if the investigation continued, Song Li would be the only one to blame. How could Xue Sang let such a thing happen? He thought about it all night and gritted his teeth to make a decision.
He turned himself in to school early the next morning. At that time, the school was already buzzing because of this incident, and the parents were protesting collectively, saying that the little pervert who corrupted the style of study must be expelled from school, and he must not be allowed to stay here and affect the school. For the other normal and healthy children, the school leaders had no choice but to let Xue Sang drop out of school.
The matter actually came to an end here, after Xue Sang dropped out of school, he planned to go to the big city to work hard alone, Song Li cried like something when he sent him off, and kept saying sorry to him.
Two years later, Song's father received an order to go to the city, and Song Li and his family moved out. Later, Song Li also passed the college entrance examination and went to university smoothly. Their life in this city was considered to be stable. Have not been back to that town.
More than ten years have passed in a blink of an eye, and this memory that is not glorious but unforgettable to them has been dug out once again by surprise.
Of course Song Li was also angry, but after all it had been so long, he really didn't want to have anything to do with Qin Lang.
"Lili, Lili."
Xue Sang's voice called him back from his chaotic thoughts, Song Li looked up at him, his eyes still a little dazed.
"Why are you in a daze, I keep calling you every year."
Song Li lowered his head, and sure enough, he saw Nian Nian stretching out his little claws at him with a "yah".
Song Li held his little hand, lowered his head and kissed him.
"Song Li." Xue Sang called him again, with a serious tone: "Have you told your husband about Qin Lang?"
Song Li was stunned, shaking his head: "No, it happened so long ago, there's no need to tell him specifically."
Xue Sang was rare and serious: "I have a bad feeling that Qin Lang is not a good person. I'm afraid he still has some thoughts about you."
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Niannian was crying all the time. Mother Song felt distressed when she heard this, and immediately put down the dumpling wrappers, wiped her apron with both hands, and came over to him and asked him, "What's wrong with Niannian? Take a look, grandma, you are so small, your eyes are swollen from crying."
Song Li handed Niannian to her, walked to the sofa and sat down by himself, with a straight face, without saying a word.
Mother Song only cared about coaxing Niannian, and didn't pay attention to his abnormality. When she saw Qin Lang walking in behind, she smiled at him embarrassedly: "Qin Lang, don't mind, such a big kid is a bit noisy. He probably peed, I'll go in and change his diaper, you sit down first, you're welcome."
Mother Song went in with Niannian in her arms after she finished speaking. Qin Lang was still carrying the bag that Song Li had casually stuffed into him just now, looking at Song Li on the sofa, a little at a loss, tightened the bag in his hand, and walked across to him sit down.
Song Li is wearing a light blue down jacket today. There is heating in the room. He took it off when he sat down just now. Now he only has a beige round neck sweater with diamond pattern on his body. This color suits him very well and complements his skin. He is white and looks good, if the expression on his face is not so stiff and gloomy now.
They really haven't seen each other for a long time, but Song Li is still not much different from what he remembered, and he is still the same good-looking and clean.
Song Li in his thirties and Song Li in his 20s.
Qin Lang looked at the person in front of him, feeling a little dazed.
Mama Song didn't come out after she entered the room, she might still be coaxing the child, there were only the two of them in the living room, because they had been making dumplings and chatting with Mama Song just now, and they didn't turn on the TV, so now the two of them don't speak, and they seem to be in an atmosphere Extraordinary silence and embarrassment.
Qin Lang clenched his hands on his knees, and said in a low voice, "Xiao... Song Li, long time no see, you still look the same as before, nothing much has changed, that's great."
Song Li was finally willing to look at him sideways, looked at the smile on his face, and said coldly: "I haven't seen you for so long, you have changed a lot, and your eyes are so hard to use. Ten years have passed, who would not Variety."
Qin Lang was stunned, the smile on his face froze: "I'm sorry, that's not what I mean, I just feel that looking at you now, you can still think about the past, and I feel a little emotional. I have no other meaning, don't get me wrong..."
Qin Lang's voice became lower and lower, and he lowered his head slowly. Such a tall man felt a little pitiful and humble.
Seeing him like this, Song Li sighed softly: "Aren't you in the army, how come you have time to come out and run so far."
Qin Lang saw that his tone seemed not as sharp as before, so he cheered up and answered him: "I have been discharged from the army a long time ago, but I didn't know what job I was suitable for when I came out, so I continued to stay in the army as a coach. This place is also because the superiors sent over to do exercises, so they may stay for a while."
Song Li nodded: "You have been imprisoned in the army all year round, and there is no chance to come out. This time is also a good opportunity. If you have time, you can walk around more. There are still many places worth seeing in this city."
Qin Lang nodded hurriedly, looked at his expression that seemed to soften, and asked expectantly: "I don't know anyone here, and I don't know the place well. If possible, I hope you can show me around when you have time..."
"Qin Lang." Song Li interrupted him before he finished speaking, frowning slightly: "I'm already married."
Qin Lang paused and nodded lightly: "I know, your mother told me just now that you are now married and living a happy life. I know it all. I really have no other intentions. I just came to When I came to this city, I knew you were here, so I wanted to see you, Song Li, after so many years, you, do you still blame me?"
Song Li didn't expect that he could really ask such a question, and looked at him amusedly: "Qin Lang, I want to know what position and mood you used to ask this question, don't say anything else, if it wasn't for you Appearing here again suddenly, I may never think of you as a person again in my life. I was not the one who was hurt by that incident. If you really want to apologize, it should be to another person. Apologies, but based on what I know about him, I think he may not want to accept it at all, because he will feel disgusted, disgusted that you appear in our lives again."
Qin Lang's clenched hands shook again and again, he took a deep breath, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was uglier than crying: "I'm sorry, I know that what I did back then was despicable, which caused you to suffer and be wronged, even though it's been so many years , I shouldn't bring it up again to poke your hearts, but I have been very disturbed in my heart for so many years. Every time I think about it, I will have nightmares all night long. Song Li, I can't take it anymore, I really I’m here to apologize to you, trust me!”
Qin Lang was very emotional, his face was flushed red, the veins on the back of his clenched fists were bulging, and his chest was also heaving rapidly.
Song Li still just looked at him indifferently, and said in a calm tone, "I forgive you."
Qin Lang raised his head suddenly, his eyes were wide open, but after seeing Song Li's indifferent expression, he let go of his strength in despair.
"Song Li, you still hate me in your heart."
Song Li frowned, and just as he was about to say something, he heard Song's mother's voice coming out of the room behind him: "Oh, I'm exhausted, why do we make such a fuss every year and today, it took me a lot of effort to get him out of the room?" Coax him to sleep."
Song Li had no choice but to hold back the words that came to his lips, and turned his face away from the side.
Mother Song came over beating her waist and sat in the middle of their house, but found that there seemed to be something wrong with the atmosphere, and she looked at them both strangely: "What's wrong with you two brothers, it's not happy to see you after so many years, Xiao Li You are also really, it is not easy for Qin Lang to come here, and he thought of coming to see you specially, why don't you treat him well, did you play like brothers in your hometown when you were young?"
Song Li seemed determined not to look down, even though Song's mother said so, he didn't take the initiative to speak up, so angry that she gently pinched him with her hands.
Seeing this scene, Qin Lang smiled wryly and said, "Auntie, it's okay. I took the liberty to disturb you today. We haven't seen each other for so long. It's inevitable that we're not familiar with each other for a while. It's okay. Anyway, I won't leave for the time being. , come and visit often when I have free time recently.”
"Oh, that's good." Song's mother was a little happy, and she sat down and patted him on the shoulder: "Qin Lang is promising now, he has become an instructor of the army, and my aunt hasn't returned to her hometown for a long time. How are my sisters now, I haven’t gone back to see them for so many years, they must blame me.”
"Auntie who doesn't know." Qin Lang shook his head and said seriously: "They have nothing to do in their hometown, they just take their grandson to play mahjong. I'm free, I want to come to the city to see you."
"That would be great!" Mother Song clapped her hands happily, stood up and said, "I'll call your mother some other day, and we two sisters have to have a good chat."
Qin Lang smiled and nodded: "My mother will be very happy too."
"That's good." Song's mother was in a good mood, and she walked into the kitchen with the dumplings just made: "I'm going to make dumplings, the dumplings made by auntie are not bad, especially the beef and celery stuffing, Qin Lang, you are here today Coincidentally."
Qin Lang followed and stood up: "Auntie, let me help you."
"No, no, no." Song's mother refused to let him move: "You sit in your seat, take a good rest, and chat with Xiao Li, you two brothers haven't seen each other for so long, don't be so unfamiliar, talk more about the past, let's talk together. We'll get to know each other again."
Qin Lang turned his head to look at Song Li, and smiled with the corner of his mouth pulled.
Song's mother hummed a ditty and went in to order dumplings, leaving only the two of them facing each other silently.
Song Li obviously didn't want to talk to him, Qin Lang wanted to talk, but seeing his attitude, he really didn't know how to speak.
The three of them sat together to eat dumplings at noon. Mama Song was afraid that she would not have enough to eat, so she cooked two more dishes. Qin Lang ate three big bowls and praised Mama Song for her cooking skills.
Song's mother was so happy that she couldn't close her mouth, she kept picking up vegetables for him.
Qin Lang was about to leave shortly after dinner, and Song's mother was still reluctant to let him go.
Song Li didn't want to, so he sat there eating melon seeds and didn't move.
Seeing him like this, Song's mother didn't look too good. She lowered her head and pushed him with her hand, and said in a low voice, "You child, you've been making trouble since morning. It's so hard for Qin Lang to come here. Who can you show your face to?"
Song Li raised his eyelids: "Show him."
Sending mother's face darkened immediately, and just about to have an attack, Qin Lang from behind hurriedly came over to stop her: "Auntie, it's okay, it's okay, don't be angry."
Mother Song couldn't help but sighed apologetically and said: "Qin Lang, don't worry about it. This Xiaoli was not like this before. You should have known that his temperament was the most gentle and easy-talking when you had such a good relationship. I don't know how he responded today. Don't take it to heart."
Qin Lang shook his head with a smile, and took a deep look at Song Li.
After Qin Lang left, Song's mother couldn't help nagging Song Li, saying that the older he was, the more he had no rules, and it was a joy to have friends coming from afar. Elementary school students knew the truth, but he, a university teacher, didn't understand it at all. .
Song Li's left ear went in and out of his right ear, and when she finished nagging, he suddenly asked, "Mom, how did you tell Qin Lang about my marriage?"
Song's mother was dry, she took a sip of water from the cup and said, "I didn't say anything about your marriage. It was Qin Lang who asked me, so I said it casually, saying that you have only been married for a year. Come on, there’s nothing else to say.”
Song Li nodded: "What about Niannian?"
"I didn't mention it." Song's mother glanced at him: "I was thinking that you and Xiaohe are also in a special situation. People who don't know can know as little as possible. Besides, it's impossible for Qin Lang to stay here for a long time. Come and play Why are you talking so much to others in these few days?"
Hearing what she said, Song Li didn't ask any more questions.
Song's mother looked at him: "What are your plans today, Xiaohe is on a business trip again, you and Niannian are staying with Mom."
Song Li shook his head: "No, we will go back when Niannian wakes up."
"That's fine." Mother Song stood up: "Then I'll go out for a stroll, and call Mom if I need anything."
Song Li looked up at her: "Mom, walk slowly when you go out, the road is icy and slippery."
"Cheng Chengcheng, I see, it's as if your mother and I are in our seventies and eighties."
Song Li watched her put on her coat and go out with her bag.
After Song's mother left, he sat there alone and thought about many things, many absurd memories of his youth that he thought he would never touch again.
In the end, Nian Nian's crying in the room brought him back to his thoughts. Hearing the cry of the little guy inside, Song Li hurriedly stood up and went to the room.
Waking up every year will basically not cause trouble, unless he wakes up and can't see anyone around him. It's also because he was too absorbed in thinking about things just now and forgot the time when the little guy woke up, which made him cry for nothing.
"Baby, it's because Daddy is not good. I forgot that you should wake up." Song Li picked up the little man from the bed, and gently coaxed him along his back.
The little guy was crying and hiccupping, one after a while, his eyes were swollen into little cherries.
Song Li wiped away his tears, put him on the bed and changed a clean diaper, kissed him and made funny faces, which made him "giggle happily, blowing on bubbles and reaching for his hair.
After finally coaxing him, Song Li put on his clothes again, put on his hat and gloves, and then picked him up.
He didn't go home either, but called Xue Sang and said he was going to his place today.
Xue Sang hasn't opened a shop yet, and he's been spending some time at home these few days. When he heard that he was going, he immediately agreed happily, and told him to bring Nian Nian there.
Song Li replied that he took it with him and went with him. Niannian is now his personal pendant, and he can't leave it wherever he goes, so why don't he take it with him?
As soon as he reached his side and pressed the doorbell, the door was immediately opened, Xue Sang's face was revealed, and he went straight to Song Li's arms to look at him: "My precious godson, show me quickly, I want to die godfather!"
Song Li was speechless, the door opened so quickly, it seemed that he had been waiting inside early in the morning.
Carefully handed Niannian into his arms: "Take it easy, don't scare him."
"Don't worry, I'm godson, I love you more than you."
This is true, although Xue Sang is usually very careless, but he is really serious and meticulous when raising children. Song Li still remembers that when they were born every year, several of them were in the hospital, and several of them were in the hospital. Among the men, Xue Sang was the only one who hugged him the most handsomely, and he didn't make Niannian cry.
When I asked him afterwards, he actually said that he did his homework in advance for his precious godson. He learned to treat pillows like children for several days in front of the video teaching, and he learned everything about breastfeeding and changing diapers. Some children's own fathers dare not even hug them, it's really shameful.
Good guy, even if you praise yourself, you still don't forget to blame others.
As expected of Xue Sang.
After a while, Xue Sang went in with Niannian in his arms. Song Li closed the door, took out the pair of slippers he usually wears here from the shoe cabinet, and changed into them.
I went into the room and looked around, but didn't see another person, and asked strangely: "Why are you alone, Ye Yi?"
"Their company starts work today, and they won't be back until evening."
Song Li nodded, almost forgetting that the Spring Festival holiday is over now.
Going to the sofa and sitting down, looking at the one big and one young who were having fun, he sighed and said, "Fortunately, Ye Yi is not here, otherwise it would be really inconvenient for me to say those words later."
Xue Sang looked up at him, and continued to tease the little guy in his arms with toys.
"What's the matter, I came here on purpose, just say no to the phone."
Song Li took an orange from the fruit plate, put it under his nose and smelled it, it had a very sweet and pleasant orange smell, so he lowered his head and peeled it: "It's a bit unbelievable to say, and it's absolutely impossible for you to think of it. "
Just as Xue Sang was about to speak, Niannian bit his finger suddenly, and "bajibaji" wrapped it up forcefully, and immediately frowned: "Little guy, why do you even eat godfather's hand, let go!" Let go, how dirty."
Seeing that he was screaming loudly, Song Li was afraid that he would hurt Niannian, so he didn't dare to pull out his hand directly, smiled and took out a clean baby teething stick from the bag next to him and handed it to him.
"Bite this for him. Niannian is growing teeth recently, and he wants to bite on everything."
Xue Sang said with an "oh" and said with a smile, "It's ok, I really look like a novice dad."
Putting the teething stick into the little guy's mouth, Xue Sang looked down at his drool-stained finger, which was red from being sucked, the little guy was quite energetic.
Song Li stretched out his hand and patted him: "Stop researching, did you hear what I just told you?"
Xue Sang took out a tissue to wipe his hands clean, and rolled his eyes at him: "It's not that you are telling me what to do, just tell me if you have anything to say, just talk about it, if I can guess it, I will let you tell me."
Song Li knew that he was divorced, so he spoke straightforwardly, handed him half of the peeled orange, and at the same time leaned over and said in a calm voice: "Today, Qin Lang came to my house."
Just as Xue Sang stuffed the orange into his mouth, his throat twitched when he heard the words, and he coughed violently.
Nian Nian was still in his arms, but now he was quite frightened, and seeing that he was about to cry, Song Li hurriedly stretched out his hand to hug him.
Xue Sang coughed for a long time, blushed and had a thick neck, stretched out his hand to pat his chest, and looked up at him: "Who did you just say? Qin Lang? Which Qin Lang? Is it the Qin Lang who killed a thousand swords that we all know?"
Song Li patted Niannian's small chest to coax him, and replied in a low voice, "Yes, it's that Qin Lang."
Xue Sang paused for two seconds, the two almond eyes staring at him became more and more rounded, his mouth opened, and the veins on his forehead were about to pop out.
"My grass..."
Song Li immediately covered Niannian's two small ears with his hands, and said in his heart, "Do not see or listen to evil".
Xue Sang had just finished cursing, but he was still angry, jumped up from the sofa, pinched his waist and spun around: "Damn, that scum, how dare he appear in your life again, and why the hell did he go to your house ! What does he want to do, repeat the old tricks and commit another crime!"
Song Li knew that he would blow up, but he didn't expect it to blow up like this, so he said helplessly, "Calm down first, I'll scare your godson."
Nian Nian, who was biting his teething stick and staring back and forth between the two of them with big eyes, said: ...
Xue Sang looked at Nian Nian, endured it again and again, but was still so angry that he let out another "reply".
"Then tell me, what's the matter with that scumbag? Didn't he go to serve in the army? I haven't heard from him for many years, why did he suddenly appear again?"
Song Li shook his head: "I don't know, it seems that he has retired from the army and is now an instructor in the army. This time he is on a business trip and will stay here for a while."
"Stay for a while! How long is a period of time!"
Song Li still shook his head.
The more Xue Sang thought about it, the angrier he became, and he asked him again: "Then why did he go to your house? How did he have the face to go? What did he tell you?"
Song Li recalled the content of his conversation with Qin Lang, as well as the regret and genuine sadness shown on his resolute and tough facial features, and said softly: "It seems that he came here on purpose to apologize and beg for my forgiveness."
"Forgive me! Why didn't he just die!" Xue Sang snorted coldly, sat down, glanced at the expression on Song Li's face, and pointed at him: "Don't be soft-hearted, let me tell you, when I was in my hometown How that scumbag treated you, you have forgotten, right, if you are soft-hearted this time, I will break your teeth, believe it or not."
Song Li felt that his teeth were sore for no reason, swallowed his saliva, and whispered: "Xiao Sang, I know you are angry, I was actually quite angry today, and I didn't give him any good looks, but after I thought about it carefully, After all, this happened more than ten years ago, and you were hurt more seriously than me back then, I think even if he wants to apologize, he should apologize to you."
"Pull it down." Xue Sang said "tch", with a disdainful expression on his face: "The situation back then, if I didn't carry it for you, you know what will happen to you, you may not even take the college entrance examination If I continue to participate in the method, I will be different, I am a person with a puddle of mud, and I am no worse than him."
Even though he said that, but thinking of the situation back then, when those people pointed and cursed those ugly words at Xue Sang, he still felt very uncomfortable, and couldn't help reaching out to hold his hand: "Xiao Sang, I'm sorry."
"Damn!" Xue Sang flicked his forehead: "It's endless, isn't it? Let's not talk about this, but talk about that scum, what does he mean by running here suddenly? Is it true that he is not dead? He teased you first, you are so stupid and simple, you were so happy after being said a few words of love, and then things got serious, he was lucky, he scared away like a coward, leaving you alone, if it wasn’t for you I was thinking fast at the time, you can have today."
What Xue Sang scolded was right, and Song Li thought it was ridiculous when he thought about it now. They all lived in their hometown in the countryside back then, and the social atmosphere was not as open as it is now, let alone such a whimsical thing as the legalization of same-sex marriage.
They are in such a feudal and closed-minded village and town. If two men are together, if they are exposed, it means that the two men will be ruined for the rest of their lives.
In fact, he had never really been with Qin Lang, but at that time Qin Lang liked to pester him and be courteous to him. In a small town, boys like Qin Lang who are tall, sunny, and from a good family background are really popular with everyone, but He just doesn't have any thoughts about other girls, he just likes to pester Song Li every day.
After a long time, some girls naturally felt jealous, and their eyes gradually became weird when they looked at them, until one day Qin Lang didn't know why he was crazy, and he took him to the school's grove after school, with his hands hard Holding his shoulders, with red eyes, she said that she liked him over and over again.
Song Li was so pure and shy at the time, he never thought that such a thing would happen to him, his shoulder hurts from being pinched, and the crazy and hot things in his eyes made him want to run away in fear.
But how could Qin Lang let him escape? He saw Song Li blushing, his dodging eyes were clear and shy, like a frightened deer, he felt so uncomfortable that he lowered his head and wanted to kiss him forcefully.
Song Li was so frightened that he picked up the schoolbag in his hand and threw it on his head without thinking.
Qin Lang didn't kiss him, he knelt down in pain with his head in his arms, and Song Li ran away as if fleeing for his life.
At first, I thought this matter would just be brought up like this, but I didn’t expect that the school would spread the photos of them in the grove the next day. It was the one where Qin Lang pressed him to force the kiss. It should be a candid shot. Qin Lang, but Song Li was completely covered up because he was much thinner than him, and his face could not be seen at all.
Song Li was terrified and dared not tell his family members, only dared to tell Xue Sang about it secretly.
Xue Sang was already the leader of the gangsters in the school at that time, except for those little gangsters who didn't learn well to play with him on weekdays, the teachers and classmates didn't want to have anything to do with him at all.
In addition, he is beautiful and flamboyant, and some people say that he likes men, sells his ass, and pours all kinds of dirty water on him. Xue Sang has long been used to such things, and he doesn't take it to heart.
It's just that Song Li, who grew up in a honey jar, has never experienced this. When the school investigated this matter, he was so afraid that he dared not sleep, so he hid at Xue Sang's house, and was so scared that he had a high fever for several days.
Xue Sang couldn't stand it anymore, so he secretly ran to find Qin Lang, who knew that guy was a typical coward, but he was recruited by his family to serve as a soldier when the school started to investigate.
Once he ran away, if the investigation continued, Song Li would be the only one to blame. How could Xue Sang let such a thing happen? He thought about it all night and gritted his teeth to make a decision.
He turned himself in to school early the next morning. At that time, the school was already buzzing because of this incident, and the parents were protesting collectively, saying that the little pervert who corrupted the style of study must be expelled from school, and he must not be allowed to stay here and affect the school. For the other normal and healthy children, the school leaders had no choice but to let Xue Sang drop out of school.
The matter actually came to an end here, after Xue Sang dropped out of school, he planned to go to the big city to work hard alone, Song Li cried like something when he sent him off, and kept saying sorry to him.
Two years later, Song's father received an order to go to the city, and Song Li and his family moved out. Later, Song Li also passed the college entrance examination and went to university smoothly. Their life in this city was considered to be stable. Have not been back to that town.
More than ten years have passed in a blink of an eye, and this memory that is not glorious but unforgettable to them has been dug out once again by surprise.
Of course Song Li was also angry, but after all it had been so long, he really didn't want to have anything to do with Qin Lang.
"Lili, Lili."
Xue Sang's voice called him back from his chaotic thoughts, Song Li looked up at him, his eyes still a little dazed.
"Why are you in a daze, I keep calling you every year."
Song Li lowered his head, and sure enough, he saw Nian Nian stretching out his little claws at him with a "yah".
Song Li held his little hand, lowered his head and kissed him.
"Song Li." Xue Sang called him again, with a serious tone: "Have you told your husband about Qin Lang?"
Song Li was stunned, shaking his head: "No, it happened so long ago, there's no need to tell him specifically."
Xue Sang was rare and serious: "I have a bad feeling that Qin Lang is not a good person. I'm afraid he still has some thoughts about you."
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