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In an instant, Lu Li's eyes showed a bit of panic.

Almost unconsciously, he lowered his eyes, hiding the emotion in them.

Seeing that Chu Zhenyi had almost eaten, he picked up a crutch and stood up slowly, "It's getting late, let's go back."

On the way back, Lu Li was still sitting in the passenger seat. It seemed that since last time, as long as he was in Chu Zhenyi's car, the passenger seat was his fixed seat.

While Lu Li was concentrating on driving, Lu Li looked at Chu Zhenyi's side face, with sharp edges and corners, reflecting a special charm under the reflection of the street lights outside the car window.

Chu Zhenyi felt his gaze, looked back at him, and asked a little strangely, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Lu Li shook his head, the surrounding darkness well concealed the strange emotion on his face, and thanks to his long-term acting training, his voice did not reveal too much information.

Chu Zhenyi didn't know what Lu Li was thinking at this time. He was thinking about work while driving, and suddenly thought of something that he always wanted to say but always forgot, "Ah Li, please do something Is it okay?"

Lu Li's heart skipped a beat, and Chu Zhenyi continued, "After the new year, if you have time, can you sing the theme song of "Beyond the Light"?"

"We have an excellent singer in our production crew. If we don't lose money to outsiders, there's no need to find someone else, right?"

Hearing Chu Zhenyi's words, Lu Li let go of what he had raised. As long as it's not that matter, everything else is easy to talk about.

He nodded, and simply agreed, "Okay."

"Success, I will contact Han Cheng later, ask him about the price, and sign the contract as soon as possible."

After Chu Zhenyi continued to drive, he turned his head out of the car window on his side and sighed softly.

He also couldn't tell what kind of thoughts he had now, surprised, flustered, overwhelmed...

There is also a sudden realization.

Many of Chu Zhenyi's behaviors have been explained at this moment. The various loves for him are not what he thought before, it is the love of the elders for the young, but out of a deeper feeling .

A feeling that Lu Li had never considered!

The same-sex relationship is still very common in the art circle. It existed in the dance troupe in his previous life, and no one would look at those people with strange eyes.

Therefore, Lu Li didn't feel uncomfortable because a man of the same sex had feelings for him, but because he had never really had feelings for anyone in his past and present lives, neither women nor men.

Love, these two words, never appeared in Lu Li's life.

... Well, even family affection and friendship, he only truly experienced it after traveling to this world.

Lu Li's thoughts are a little confused right now, and he can't sort out his real thoughts.

Afraid?

Seems a bit.

Disgusting?

It seems not, and even a little happy.

He didn't know what this joy was, and he didn't want to know for the time being.

Let's do this first, let's do this first, and pretend that nothing has been discovered.

He cherishes every hard-won relationship in his life, including the relationship with Chu Zhenyi that he once mistaken for friendship, and he doesn't want to destroy it.

Lu Li, who has always been decisive and straightforward, is like an ostrich burying his head in the sand this time, closing his eyes and pretending that everything is still the same as before.

The next day, Han Chengcheng came to the set to pick up Lu Li and his small team. If there were no accidents, he would have really left the set this time. The filming had already come to an end, so there was no need for him to come back.

Before parting, Lu Li bid farewell to every actor who was still in the group. During this time, he has received a lot of care and learned a lot here. We can cooperate again.

When it was Chu Zhenyi's turn at last, seeing the reluctance in his eyes, Lu Li felt a little sad in his heart.

Feelings are like this, when you don't find it, it is the epiphyllum that blooms quietly at night, quietly releasing a charming fragrance, but it is fleeting.

But when you find it, it turns into a bright peony flower, showing its existence unscrupulously, bright and eye-catching.

On the way back, Lu Li gave Zhang Song, Xiao Wen, and Tong Tong, who had been following him, a holiday so that they could also go back for the New Year.

When he returned home, he was warmly welcomed by Song Zhixin.Song Zhixin had the winter vacation two days ago. When she was bored at home, seeing her son came back, she was really happy.

After a few days of eating and drinking at home, it is the most important day for Huaguo people——

New Year's Eve.

Lu Li hadn't celebrated the New Year with anyone for a long time. For a long time, this day of family reunion was no different from any other day for him...

Oh, still a little.

During the Chinese New Year, most restaurants are closed. During this time, he can only cook some noodles or instant dumplings to fill his stomach.

Then, I ate alone, watched TV alone, and slept alone.

Close the door, don't listen to the laughter outside, don't think about other people's reunion, just go through these few days quietly by yourself.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Song Zhixin spread out the stuff on the table in the living room, preparing to watch the Spring Festival Gala while making dumplings.

"Mom, teach me how to make it, and I'll help you." Lu Li watched Song Zhixin hold a rolling pin in one hand and hold a small piece of dough in the other. After a few rounds, a dumpling wrapper came out. Add a hand.

Song Zhixin waved his hand, "I don't need you here, I'll take care of everything I have to teach you, let's watch TV."

"Oh," the disgusted Lu Ali snuggled into the sofa, took a pillow from the side and hugged it in his arms, and watched TV obediently.

The Spring Festival evening has gone through so many years, and the form of each year is actually quite different. It’s not necessarily how exciting it is, but there are a variety of performances such as magnificent songs and dances, classic traditional dramas, and humorous cross talk sketches. But it shows to the world the prosperity and prosperity of Huaguo and the prosperity of singing and dancing.

Lu Li may not be able to tell the good or bad of other shows, but in his opinion, those dance performances are above the standard. Looking at the beautiful performances of those performing artists, Lu Li couldn't help feeling a little bit hopeful. It must feel good to dance on the gorgeous stage.

When the phone rang, Lu Li's eyes rolled from laughter at the teaser, he picked up the phone without even looking at it, and a gentle and pleasant male voice came from inside, "Ah Li?"

Hearing this voice again after a few days, Lu Li straightened up and his heart trembled, "Brother?"

Chu Zhenyi chuckled, "Did you answer the phone without looking at the caller ID?"

Lu Li pursed his lips, "I was watching TV just now, I didn't pay attention."

"Watching the Spring Festival Gala?"

Lu Li hummed. Hearing the voice next to his ear, he instinctively panicked for a while, not knowing what to say.

"It's really you." Chu Zhenyi seemed to smile again, "Young people in your age group are probably swiping their phones at this time, and there should be few who can watch and go to the Spring Festival Gala."

young people.

Hearing these three words, Lu Li somehow felt a little unhappy, and blurted out a sentence without thinking, "What's wrong with my age? Are you very old?"

Chu Zhenyi was stunned for a moment, then smiled randomly, "Compared to you, isn't he much older?"

Lu Li was even more unhappy. Counting his age in his previous life, Chu Zhenyi was at most three or four years older than him.

After not hearing Lu Li's voice for a long time, Chu Zhenyi asked with some doubts, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Lu Li pursed his lips again. He didn't know what happened to him, but he started to worry about his age, so he simply changed the subject, "Are you on vacation? What are you doing?"

"I'm giving them a holiday this afternoon," Chu Zhenyi replied, "I'm editing a film."

"Cut the film?" Lu Li's eyes widened suddenly, "Now?"

What does it mean to stay in the crew and edit a film if you don't go home to celebrate the New Year?

Hearing the meaning of Lu Li's words, Chu Zhenyi explained, "My dad is in the country, and I'm the only one at home. It's not interesting. It's better to hurry up and do more work."

All of a sudden, Lu Li was reminded of himself in his previous life. When there was only one person, it seemed that any show would no longer be meaningful.At this moment, he imagined that in the empty studio, only Chu Zhenyi was working there alone, and his heart was suspended in mid-air, feeling a little uncomfortable.

"You..." Lu Li hesitated for a while before speaking, "My mother is making dumplings, do you want to come over and eat?"

Chu Zhenyi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Lu Li to invite him at this time.

I'm afraid it's because in the eyes of the children, I'm like an older brother like Han Cheng, and at this time, I heard that I'm celebrating the New Year alone, so I sent out the invitation out of a soft heart.

He should refuse, this kind of invitation is obviously inappropriate, the friendship between the two of them is far from the level where they can go to each other's home for the New Year.

But even though he kept telling himself in his heart that this was wrong, he should keep that child far away, and shouldn't be so selfish to drag that clean child into such a difficult relationship.

Taking advantage of the fact that his relationship is not yet deep, and Lu Li has not discovered his secret thoughts, staying away from the other party and diluting this relationship is the most correct choice.

However, people are not robots after all, they cannot be absolutely rational, and they will always be unable to control themselves at certain moments...

Or maybe, the purpose of his call today is to subconsciously pray for something...

Today is such a special day, even though I have been used to it for many years, but after I have more feelings in my heart, I can't help but want to find some comfort...

"it is good."

In a trance, Chu Zhenyi heard himself saying this.

The author has something to say that the content of the last chapter is the plot in the outline I made long ago. When I saw what happened recently, I was also quite surprised. I can only say that reality is more magical than reality.

It's a pity that my little brother...

感谢在2020120523:29:34~2020120623:20:06期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thank you for the 8 bottles of the little angel Chengchengzi of the irrigation nutrient solution;