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Hengdian in midsummer is unspeakably hot. Originally, the air was full of humidity during the sweltering heat in the south. Every time you walk around, you will sweat profusely. Zhang Zhehan has always been a person who is afraid of heat. In the summer, under the layers of costumes, it is like being in a small cage, and the whole person can't breathe.

In the first few days, both of them studied their lines seriously and brewed their emotions. Even if there was a simple communication, it was just a well-regulated discussion.

It’s just that before shooting, Gong Jun had to take more time to memorize and recite the poems that were already mouth-wrenching, as well as the entire lines, so that he would not be overwhelmed because he had to spend time recalling the lines when shooting. It caused faults in acting, but he didn't know that Zhang Zhehan saw all his efforts.

In the play, Zhou Zishu, who is cruel and ruthless, transforms into a beggar under the bridge;

In the play, Zhou Zishu, the leader of the skylight, is burdened with righteousness and human life. He does not want to help the tyrant, and resolutely redeems his freedom with his own life. He originally planned to spend the last three years traveling in mountains and rivers, drinking and basking in the sun. , but didn't want to meet Zhang Chengling by accident, and then met Wen Kexing by chance.Originally living towards death, under the pseudonym Zhou Xu, he once again shouldered the responsibility. With Wen Kexing's sincerity and enthusiasm, he rekindled the hope of living.

In the play, Wen Kexing lived a miserable life, his parents died, and he was forced into the ghost valley of "either someone kills me or I kill". The fork in the road, although it is considered to miss the hearts of the people, but fortunately, the deep hatred will be repaid in the end. Originally, there is no concern and no worries, but I just want to burn with the world, but I don't want to meet Zhou Zishu to open a skylight for my gloomy life to shine a ray of light.

The time in the crew is the slowest, because there is no concept of sooner or later, I have to follow the arrangement and plan to play that person one scene at a time.But in the time of the crew, the temperature rises very quickly. In the 24 hours of a day, there are more than a dozen hours or even more time, playing the role of each other's confidant and lover.

In just one week, Zhang Zhehan and Gong Jun quickly became acquainted with each other because of the large amount of rivalry, and they interacted more and joked more.It was also at that time that Gong Jun realized that he would consciously or unconsciously help Zhang Zhehan, who was afraid of the heat, to fan the wind and shade the sun. What I did was just to respect my predecessors.

As the plot progressed, Gong Jun changed from his previous shyness and restraint, and turned into a "stalker" Wen Kexing, chasing Zhou Zishu who he thought was a "variable" every step of the way. Entangling", slowly walked into Zhou Zishu's life, and Gong Jun outside the play also got to know Zhang Zhehan step by step.

I still remember that it was the first time two people tried for a long time to shoot a good scene. The two rolled on the grass several times and were not on the same frequency. Either you hit me, or I crushed you, let alone What an aesthetic.Zhang Zhehan and Gong Jun also found the common laughing point of the two during the "tumbling" again and again, laughing and laughing almost throughout the entire shooting.Also in this scene, there was a scene where Zhou Zishu got up from the lawn. Gong Jun held Zhang Zhehan's hand for the first time. The big boy of 181cm has such small hands.When getting up for the real shot, it was Wen Kexing who pulled Zhou Zishu up from the lawn with his strength, but because of Zhou Zishu's "seven nails plus body" standing straight up, it was particularly difficult. During the first shot, instead of pulling up , and caused Zhang Zhehan, who was half up, to fall back to the ground again.Gong Jun subconsciously squatted down, although he was smiling, he still stretched out his hand to pat Zhang Zhehan. Maybe he didn't even realize that when he knelt down behind him, he still didn't want to let go of Zhang Zhehan's hand, and even patted Zhang Zhehan unconsciously. When I took it away, my fingertips were still entwined around his hand; in the second shot, in order to prevent Zhang Zhehan from falling again, Gong Jun held it with one hand, and put the other hand on Zhang Zhehan's waist. With a smile, everything is in silence.

After the shooting ended that day, both of them felt that something had changed, but for the two who have been in the entertainment industry for many years, this strange feeling will soon be forgotten .

In the next few days of shooting, the two not only had a little more tacit understanding, but also a little more affection.In the scene where the brothers and sisters recognize each other filmed in Longyuan Pavilion, after learning the truth, Zhou Zishu realized that Wen Kexing in front of him was his junior brother. After getting along with each other for a long time, this mutual friendship has become closer and closer, but Finding a breakthrough in this situation, Zhou Zishu gently turned Wen Kexing's body around, and embraced the person in front of him into his arms, and Wen Kexing also slowly raised his arms to hug Zhou Zishu in front of him.

"Cut." The director's voice-over interrupted the thoughts of the two, but the feeling of wanting to talk still shrouded in the hearts of the two.The director immediately added, "Don't hug Wen Kexing, don't hug Wen Kexing."

Gong Jun was still immersed in Wen Kexing's complicated and struggling emotions. Although he repeated "no hug, no hug" in his mouth, his hand seemed to have a memory, and he wrapped his arms around Zhou Zishu's back again.After going back and forth several times, the director had no choice but to pull Wen Kexing's sleeve and put his hand in a suitable position.

After this scene, Zhang Zhehan laughed and teased Gong Jun, chatting about various topics.After the whole day of filming was over, the two of them returned to their respective rooms, and only then put away the smiles that had been hanging on their faces.

Zhang Zhehan soaked himself in the water, quietly recalling today's scene, it seems that Gong Jun's voice is still lingering in his ears, and he joked that "we will dance for two if you hug him", but looking at Gong Junqiang on the side, he smiled Echoing it, I couldn't tell what I was feeling for a while, but I felt that something seemed to be loose in my heart.

And Gong Jun in the other room, while recalling his heartbeat speeding up and difficulty breathing when he was close to Zhang Zhehan's forehead today, he kept comforting himself that it was just the need of the plot, but he kept entangled over and over again why he behaved like this Can't let it go anymore, that kind of strange feelings, including the past that can't be revealed in the play, makes the suppressed Gong Jun feel extremely uncomfortable.

In the next few scenes, they got to know each other well and didn't have so many burdens. The two kept joking and joking in the crew. Whenever they took a break, they ran towards each other tacitly. For a while, it seemed that the two had a special knot. In the world, talking about topics that only each other can understand, enjoying the time only for each other, the two people are well aware of this change in their relationship, and they still like to stay with each other tacitly.

In the dead of night, when emotions are spreading along the boundless darkness, Zhang Zhehan tossed and turned. At 1 o'clock in the morning, he finally opened Weibo and wrote "Zhou Xuntianya Wen Shuzi, traveling five lakes to find old acquaintances". Gong Jun.That's right, I searched all over the world again and again, which not only warmed Zhou Zishu, but also found myself; the wanderer traveled to other places, traveled all over the five lakes, and Wen Kexing found a confidant.

The phone's notification sounded, and Gong Jun also saw Zhang Zhehan's reminder to update Weibo immediately, "Zhou Zishu", "Wen Kexing", "Tianya Ke", "Five Lakes League", it turned out that after a few emotions, it was not I was alone and couldn't fall asleep for a long time, but Zhang Zhehan and Zhou Zishu seemed to be inseparable from each other. I don't know whether it was Zhang Zhehan who fell into the soul of Zhou Zishu, or Zhou Zishu awakened Zhang Zhehan. Zhou Zishu?This question has been entangled in Gong Jun's mind. He doesn't remember how long he slept that night, and he doesn't remember whether he really fell asleep that night.In this way, on the second day, Gong Jun picked up his mobile phone and replied in a gentle tone, "I am a guest at the end of the world together, looking for a friend." ".The sentences are simple, and they don't seem to have too much deep meaning, but only Gong Jun knows that this sentence is not only said by Wen Kexing to Zhou Zishu, but also as Gong Jun said to Zhang Zhehan, "During this period Getting along, in my heart, you are already... a bosom friend."

The classic "Live and Die Together" in the following part of the whole play made the emotional two people immerse themselves in it even more. The two-way redemption, the understanding of each other's hearts, and the true love of living and dying together, There is a kind of tragic "scholar dies for the confidant", and there is also a kind of lingering "do not seek the same life but only seek the same death", which makes the two of them suddenly unable to distinguish whether they are in reality or in the play, and everything seems to be logical , everything is just right, and the true feelings in the silent place are brought into full play.Perhaps the most difficult part of filming this costume drama is to suppress all the love in the bottom of my heart. It is obviously a deep-rooted love, but I have to hide it under the euphemistic veil. The emotions in the chest are like soul threads, entangled in the hearts of the two of them.

As the filming progressed and getting along with each other day and night, Zhang Zhehan also seemed to clear away layers of fog. He knew that as a professional actor, he needed to put his true feelings into a role, whether it was Gong Jun or Wen Kexing, so Zhang Zhehan also acquiesced This person has occupied most of his life, but now he can't understand his own mind more and more, and can't tell whether he is moved by Wen Kexing or Gong Jun who plays Wen Kexing .

Before the complex emotions of the two had settled down, it was time for the next rivalry scene, which was another close encounter.On that day, Zhang Zhehan seemed to be very happy, and kept teasing, "It seems to be dancing the Cha-Cha dance of love", laughing all the time, and Gong Jun who was on the side seemed to be infected by this atmosphere, and he was always amused by Zhang Zhehan From ear to ear.I don't remember when that day started. Gong Jun found that his gaze didn't seem to want to move away from Zhang Zhehan's face for a minute, looking at his smiling eyes, looking at the corners of his raised mouth, he didn't want to miss his every move. The more you avoid and resist, the heavier and stronger the love in your heart becomes.While doing makeup, the two chatted about the movie in the crew. Knowing that Zhang Zhehan had been looking forward to the movie "Creed" for a long time, Gong Jun contemplated for a long time before opening his mouth to make an appointment to watch a movie with Zhang Zhehan. The special supplement is because I have a black gold member.And Zhang Zhehan looked at his smug face, smiled and stroked the hair next to his ear, and echoed with a smile, "Our old Wen really pays attention to face-to-face."

During the filming of the next scene, Gong Jun put his arms around Zhang Zhehan's waist, and his waist seemed to be able to be held in one hand. Gong Jun gently brought him into his arms. He was obviously a big boy of 181cm. She actually looked so petite in front of her.His fingers seemed to be uncontrollable, and he always wanted to clenched a little bit, a bit tentative, a bit funny, when Gong Jun's slender fingers wrapped around Zhang Zhehan's waist, he touched them rhythmically a few times, as if for the sake of play. Looking for a more comfortable position to leverage.

When the cheerful play is over, it is "Rainy Night Quarrel".Zhou Zishu had originally extinguished all hope, and only wanted to live the last three years in peace, but he didn't want Ye Baiyi's appearance and promised him "ten years", which gave him joy and hope, but this hope It was fleeting, as if God had made a big joke, and the joy turned into empty joy, letting him see that deep down in his heart, he still longed to live, but after waking up from the dream, it was all in vain, he hated this Unable to survive but still nostalgic for the self in the world, hating such a self who can only accept the fate, facing Wen Kexing's sadness, he even developed a feeling of "I am going to die, it is I who have lived a life of shame" It's a joke, who are you showing this miserable appearance to?" He wanted to vent all his disappointment, all his sadness, and all his grievances on Wen Kexing, and he also wanted to vent all his negative emotions. Throw it to him.The person who turns around first is not necessarily carefree, and the person who leaves first is not necessarily happy. Zhou Zishu got drunk on a rainy night and seemed to lament "he doesn't understand me", but in fact he lamented that he was still mediocre.

This scene also prevented Gong Jun from acting for a long time, the raindrops were getting heavier and heavier, but only when he was drenched in the rain, the suppressed emotions seemed to make him feel better both physically and mentally.In this scene, Wen Kexing sighed that he was "inappropriate after all" and "it's too late for those who want to stay", but "fortunately", I don't like you that much yet.It was raining all over the sky, and he played the flute in the rain with red eyes, letting the sadness spread. He smiled wryly and said, "I see a gentleman, I don't like Yunhu." His absent eyes and the smile on his mouth rendered the sadness to the extreme. With the help of Gu Xiang, he struggled to stand up, and after saying "Cool rain knows the autumn, Qingwu dies of old age, a night of bitter cold oppresses the thin quilt, the world is wasted, life and death are in harmony, and we regret seeing each other late, sighing for nothing", slamming the flute in grief and indignation, flying to the ground and go.Lost, absent-minded, helpless, grief and indignation, layers of emotions are laid out, and each layer is full.At this time, the words "extreme joy begets sorrow" lingered repeatedly in Gong Jun's heart, and substituted emotions, as if the two who were about to be separated were Zhang Zhehan and Gong Jun in reality.Wen Kexing in the play is unable to keep Ah Xu by his side, but what about Gong Jun outside the play?And how can Zhang Zhehan be by his side all the time?

I still remember the night scene of "Inside the Desolate House". Gong Jun said "Ah Xu, I'm sorry" during the filming, and when the director asked, "Then why did you say sorry? Did you vomit blood all over him?" Zhang Zhehan seemed to understand what Wen Kexing meant at once, and explained to the director for Wen Kexing: "No, he is because he didn't tell me that he is the owner of the valley." "Yes, because I didn't tell him my background." After finishing speaking, he paused, "And that... I don't think I'm good enough for him." For a moment, it seemed that he couldn't control his expression, and the corners of his mouth drooped It seems to have exposed his inner inferiority complex.At this time, Zhang Zhehan watched Gong Jun get up from his side, seemed to be asking Gong Jun, and seemed to be talking to himself: "Do you think I am worthy?" After saying this, Zhang Zhehan was in a daze. Say something like this.Gong Jun's heart is like a volcanic eruption. Could it be that the other party is also like himself, hiding his true feelings in jokes?When Zhang Zhehan saw Gong Jun turned around and looked over, he put on a playful expression and shouted "You don't deserve it".

Seeing Gong Jun's hard work, Zhang Zhehan, who has rich experience, did not hesitate to share. In other words, Zhang Zhehan was sharing with Gong Jun the Zhou Zishu in his eyes, and the favorite Wen Kexing in Zhou Zishu's eyes.There is no special psychological hypnosis, Zhang Zhehan, he just entered the play and went to Zhou Zishu's world for a while. During that period of filming, he was Zhou Zishu, and the tacit understanding between his gestures and gestures was created by Zhou Zishu and Wen Kexing , he also fell in love with Wen Kexing out of control.

But Gong Jun is not the case. Although he likes the role of Wen Kexing very much, he also clearly knows that he is not Wen Kexing after all.