Scum smell

(This chapter is better eaten with Yao Beina's "Painting Love")

The door of the side hall is not directly facing the inside, because of the perspective, the outside can see the inside, but the inside cannot see the outside.They weren't very loud either, so the two inside didn't notice them at all.

Wen Lin kissed very intently. They should have been fiddling with the album just now, but now the album fell to the ground. Su Bingxin put her arms around Wen Lin's neck, her face was full of moving red tides.

He retreated decisively without making a sound, and then took out a cigarette from his pocket.

Zhang He folded his arms to look at him, raised his long eyebrows, with a sneer on his face: "Aren't you all right?"

Ji Yao put his hands in the pockets of his suit trousers, smoking a cigarette casually: "It's all right, but the young couple is kissing, so I can't rush in carelessly. Smoke a cigarette here and wait for them to finish."

Zhang He let out a "heh", stretched out his big hand, and directly sucked the cigarette from Ji Yao's lips, pinched it and threw it into the trash can beside him: "Isn't it because of your 'big two ends', have you quit smoking?"

Ji Yao shrugged.

The two waited outside for a while, guessing that it was almost time before going in. Before going in, they learned their lesson and knocked on the open door.Wen Lin's voice came from inside: "Please come in." They walked in and saw that Wen Lin's girlfriend, Su Bingxin, had already sat down properly. Can't see anything.

No, there are still.

Ji Yao subconsciously glanced at the other party's lips. He clearly knew that the red lips of the other party were not due to lipstick, but because of...

He couldn't help thinking that every time he kissed Wen Lin, Wen Lin would always gently suck and bite his lips. He always joked that Wen Lin seemed to be sucking jelly. Wen Lin was a little shy at first, saying that it was very sweet. .Later, when Ji Yao laughed at him again, he became thick-skinned, and he pressed Ji Yao hard to kiss him.

Ji Yao put aside the thoughts flying around in his head, and greeted the couple with a smile: "Congratulations, I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years." Then, he took out a red envelope from his bosom and stuffed it in Su Bingxin's hand .

While taking out the red envelope, he suddenly remembered that he once asked Jiang Qiutong when he hurt him the most.

Jiang Qiutong put his arms around him at that time, thinking for a long time, seemed to be hesitating whether to say it, and then said under Ji Yao's urging, the most painful time was not entirely Ji Yao's injury, but his own injury Own.

What did Ji Yao ask.

Jiang Qiutong said, it was when Siyuan took you home and I took out the red envelope from my arms.

Is this a turn of events?Go back and tell Lao Jiang, will he feel bad? ... No, the person who gave the red envelope was not Lao Jiang. Lao Jiang might be even more unhappy after talking about it. He and Wen Lin have been at loggerheads.

He was thinking about something in his heart, but he couldn't see it on his face.

I saw him blinking mischievously, "Although we have met several times, I never thought that we have such a fate before. I am the same age as Wen Lin, but a few months older than him. Please call me brother and sister." , When the elder brother gives the younger sister a little pocket money, don't think it's too little."

Wen Lin smiled and said, "Thank you buddy." He nodded at Su Bingxin again, "You're welcome with him, if there's anything missing, I'll ask him to make it up for you."

"Hello!" Ji Yao smiled and kicked the chair he was sitting on, and Wen Lin shrugged.

The two played tricks, which made Su Bingxin giggle.

Zhang He also finished delivering the presents, and they exchanged a few words of greeting. Ji Yao pondered for a moment, put his hands together and acted cutely to Su Bingxin: "My good sister, can I take up some time with Wen Lin in your family, I have something to discuss with him—really I'm really sorry."

Su Bingxin sensibly walked away, and Zhang He also went out, standing guard at the door.

Ji Yao laughed when he saw his posture as a bodyguard. Not to mention, Zhang He was a tall man, and he was standing there in a suit. He waved his hand and said that it was too conspicuous, and asked Zhang He to find a place with.

Zhang He looked at the time: "Okay, Xu Yeye should be here soon, I'll pick her up."

Everyone left, only Wen Lin and Ji Yao were left. The two looked at each other speechlessly, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

In the end, it was Ji Yao who spoke first. He lowered his head and played with his fingers without looking at Wen Lin: "Su Bingxin is better than I imagined, I wish you happiness."

Su Bingxin came from a good background, so she was notoriously proud. Ji Yao was very worried at first, fearing that a gentle person like Wen Lin would suffer.But looking at it today, the other party seems to be quite easy to get along with. If he is so attached to Wen Lin, he should also have feelings for Wen Lin, so he feels more at ease.

Wen Lin twitched the corner of his mouth: "Thank you. Is there anything else you can do? If not, I'll leave first."

He stood up and walked towards the door.The moment the two met, Ji Yao stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of the other's clothes tremblingly.He still lowered his head, and the force was very light, but Wen Lin stood there motionless as if he had been frozen.

Ji Yao stared at his hand, as if he wanted to see a monster, as if he hadn't figured out why it acted on its own.However, he hesitated, but did not let go of the person.

The atmosphere in the room became more and more oppressive and awkward, and the two were silent for a long time, as if they were competing.

In the end, it was Wen Lin who lost - he was always the one who lost.

He sighed and asked softly, "Is your injury... all healed?"

"……………………"

With just this sentence, Ji Yao's heart was smashed into pieces.

He grabbed the corner of the clothes tightly, arched his body, and couldn't even speak.

Before he came, he asked Zhang He, did you think Wen Lin had let go, Zhang He said I don't think so, the time is too short, Ji Yao was a little happy and a little worried at the time, and said oh, that's it.

But now, he really wished that Wen Lin would forget him completely.

He thought in his heart, you are still a fucking human being, you should just die.

He murmured: "Wen Lin, I'm sorry... I'm really really sorry..."

It seemed like he had nothing to say except sorry.He said sorry over and over again, which made him sick, but that sense of guilt still tormented him and weighed heavily on his heart.

The vision in front of him was clear for a while and blurred for a while. He felt that his hand clenched on the corner of his clothes was gently pushed away. Distorted."

He let go of his hand in fear, and then felt Wen Lin walking in front of him, then squatted down, frowning at him, and then he realized that he was crying.He didn't want to cry at first, he thought it was too shameless to be too girly like that, but when Wen Lin asked you how are you so gently, he couldn't hold back all of a sudden.

Wen Lin didn't say anything, just handed him a handkerchief.

Ji Yao grabbed the handkerchief, wiped his face clean, took a few deep breaths, and finally calmed down a bit.He cleared his throat, and although he was still a little sobbing and nasal, he was able to speak.

"Wen Lin, I didn't come here to make trouble. I just want to make a lot of things clear while you are not married. I know that if you don't say a lot of things and keep it in your heart, it will become a dead knot and obsession, which will make people feel sad for a lifetime. I can't forget it. I don't want to be your knot and obsession, I hope you live a happy life, so although it seems a bit shameless, I'm still here."

Wen Lin still had that gentle expression on his face, he didn't know whether it was happiness or disgust.He nodded and said, "Okay, I'll listen."

Ji Yao talked a lot, talking about her thoughts on Wen Lin, what she did to Wen Lin before, that she thought Wen Lin was nice and gentle, and that he was too fake to be real, and so on.He carefully organized his words, his purpose was to erase Wen Lin's nostalgia for him, to let go of him completely, to get the feeling of "Well, I used to have a good relationship with this person" instead of "I'm ashamed when I mention him." Itching", or "We were in love once, it hurts when I think about it" and other feelings of love and hate, so I kept looking at Wen Lin's face, but Wen Lin always had that expression, until finally he had nothing to say, Wen Lin still like that.

"........."

He thought in frustration, did it work or not?

Wen Lin didn't express any comments on his long speech, but just asked: "Have you finished?"

"Yeah." He waved his hand awkwardly, and then cheered up again, thinking that the reaction was so flat, he should have put it down.He felt a little ashamed, thinking that he was purely feeling too good about himself, so he ran over a lot of blah blah when he was engaged.

"Go if you're busy, I'll stay here for a while, don't worry about me." He held the handkerchief, thinking that this was probably the last thing Wen Lin would give him.

"Yeah." Wen Lin got up and left. When he turned around, he heard Ji Yao's low voice from behind, saying to him, "Wen Lin, you...will be happy? Right?"

Wen Lin's footsteps stopped again, and he stood there stiffly.In fact, he has a lot to say.

Wen Lin was born in the middle class, and his parents were more than the upper class than the lower class. They looked down on the blue-collar class and didn't make it to a higher class, so they bet all their efforts on him.Like countless parents of similar families since childhood, they wanted him to be obedient, excellent, and educated, and sent him to various cram schools to learn painting, music, calligraphy, martial arts, and other things.

When their family gets rich, Wen Lin has to learn more. Not only do they require him to be outstanding, but they also require him to be outstanding, to behave himself, to be a gentleman, and to distinguish him from ordinary second-generation nouveau riche Open, let people know at a glance that they are not from the same way.

Restraining one's emotions, restraining one's character, being gentle and graceful, such instructions have been engraved in his mind.He is smiling every day, but he is not happy.

When he saw Zhang He and Ji Yao for the first time, seeing that they had the same identities, yet they were loose and free, how envious he was at that time.He envied Zhang He, but yearned for Ji Yao.

Ji Yao was like a flame, bright and dazzling, illuminating his dull and depressing life.He knew that Ji Yao never liked his type, and Ji Yao liked Zhang He more. When he saw Zhang He, his face was bright.

He also wanted to be like Zhang He when he was happy and proud, and when he was unhappy, he would flinch, but he couldn't do it.

The education instilled in him since birth made him look like this expressionless expression. He tried hard to be like Zhang He, but the result was as ridiculous as a parrot learning his tongue.

He always has to think a lot, he has to worry about the reactions of others, and he has to think about the cost and consequences of everything he does.Even he himself doesn't know what his true character is like, those things have been integrated into his blood and bones.He didn't know how to take the mask off, he didn't even know what it looked like.

For example, now, he clearly wants to tell Ji Yao that I will not be happy. A business marriage is a combination of interests. Everyone gets what they need. Su Bingxin is much more sophisticated than me.

He wanted to comfort Ji Yao, I will probably be like this for the rest of my life, not everyone is so lucky to be able to marry someone they like, or someone who likes themselves, as for someone who likes and likes themselves?That is even more wishful thinking.

In fact, he is considered lucky, at least Su Bingxin is really good, and he can indeed bring many benefits to their family.And many working-class people are busy every day, don't they want to make an offer at the marriageable age and exchange benefits?

At any rate, he had loved before and knew what it was like to love someone.

He also wanted to tell Ji Yao, you don't have to think too hard about me.In the past, I deliberately behaved badly in front of you to make you feel distressed, but in fact, my heart was not as painful as it appeared.I always knew that the time with you was stolen, but I was still very happy, just like having a beautiful dream, but it was a little painful when I woke up, but it is much better now.

He wanted to say don't cry, you always cry for me, what is it?Are you in the same way in front of those men, crying all day long?

...a lot of words.

His heart was full of twists and turns, and his heart was broken, but his face still had that touching, mask-like gentle expression.

He has spent his whole life to please others, for his parents, for Ji Yao, and later for his wife and children. He will never be happy again. For him, the future life is just one task after another that he has to complete. All he can do is play those roles well and do what they require him to do.

Just like now, he clearly wants to tell Ji Yao many things.But their identities are different now, Ji Yao already has a new love, and he has become someone else's fiancé.

That's not appropriate.

He has to play this role well, because everyone... expects him to be like this.

So in the end he just paused in place for a moment, then walked away without saying anything.

However, neither of them noticed that there was a person standing at the door just now, listening to the whole process.

Su Bingxin hid behind the door, her face was pale, and she covered her mouth.

What are they talking about?

What does it mean?

What kind of relationship is Wen Lin and his buddies...?

Oh my god... my god... this is so... so disgusting! ! !

Su Bing wanted to vomit, she walked to an empty place, bent over and retched a few times, then took out the phone with trembling fingers.As soon as the number was dialed, she cried, "Husband...that bastard Wen Lin, he's gay...he wants me to be his wife!"