loneliness meets loneliness

The night outside the window was getting darker.

Qin Shengrui sat in front of the table, his black hair slightly covered half of his face, from a distance, he couldn't see any fluctuating emotions.

He never moved, just looking at that kind of photo, almost turning into a statue, with persistent eyes.

Han Nuo stared at Qin Shengrui who kept his head down, not knowing what he was thinking, looked at the corners of his mouth gradually raised, and said slowly: "Qu Yan said, you have raised many beautiful boys in private, but by chance, I found , you not only raised beautiful boys, but also women, all of them are beautiful, and they all have one common feature."

Qin Shengrui was taken aback, and he raised his head, still looking at Han Nuo calmly.

A faint smile appeared on the corner of Han Nuo's mouth.

Fortunately, Qin Shengrui was so calm even when his secret was exposed by others.

He hummed softly, and with that indifferent and gentle smile, he said: "I found that each of them has a part similar to that woman, such as eyes or mouth. You love that woman deeply, and you have been in love with her for so many years." Love her, and they are all substitutes for that woman."

Qin Shengrui didn't refute anymore, he acquiesced, but his expression was still calm and indifferent.

Han Nuo sighed for a long time, and said: "I think, you love Qin Yifeng so much, and in order to let Qin Yifeng live a peaceful life, you don't hesitate to fight against Yinniao, it's all because of that woman."

"You love her deeply, but also betray her, so you also love Qin Yifeng, because he is the only thing that woman left you."

"That's why you protect Qin Yifeng so recklessly, that's why you attack Yinniao, that's why you still dote on him so much even though you know he's not Madam Qin's child, but the real young master of the Qin family, Mu Quyan, you see No, I don’t even look at it, it must be because of that woman.”

"I think, you want to let Qin Yifeng live a safe and happy life, unlike his mother, like that woman, who spent her whole life in exile, was displaced, and finally died in a dirty alley."

However, Qin Shengrui ruined the lives of the two women.

One died miserably, and the other lived like a puppet.

Although their identities are very different, they are all ordinary women in the mortal world who yearn for love.

Han Nuo turned around and said slowly: "The most similar thing between Qin Yifeng and her should be the eyes."

That day in Mu Quyan's house, he looked at Qin Yifeng carefully, his eyes were exactly the same as the woman in the photo, as if they had been forcibly removed.

Qin Shengrui protects Qin Yifeng so much because of that woman, because Qin Yifeng is her son, and Qin Shengrui loves her deeply but feels sorry for her.

Just like first love will never succeed in all likelihood, and will eventually become a heavy memory in the bottom of my heart, covered with dust and full of sadness.

What a beautiful age to be young, no matter what you do, you are so happy, but when you think about it when you are old, you always feel regret and sadness.

Han Nuo continued slowly: "You gave Qin Yifeng almost everything you could. The powerful Qin Shengrui, the only person who can make him serious, except for that woman, is probably Qin Yifeng."

"But." Han Nuo said again: "You have been blocking Qin Yifeng's sexual orientation, I guess, because Qin Yifeng's persistent love reminded you of your own betrayal of that woman."

Han Nuo's words were to the point, just right, did not embarrass Qin Shengrui, but told the truth.

Qin Shengrui didn't move, but just listened silently.

Han Nuo, who built such a large organization at such a young age, is indeed young and promising.

He was right.

When Qin Yifeng said that he liked Pei Qing, apart from being surprised, he also saw a kind of persistent light in Qin Yifeng's eyes, just like himself back then, but when he locked him in the basement for so long, although he almost collapsed, He didn't give in at all, unlike himself back then, who easily betrayed Jing Xiao.

At this time, the inferiority and selfishness of human beings begin to be revered.

What he failed to do, but his 18-year-old son did it easily, and he felt embarrassed.

This made him instinctively want to sever his son's attachment.

Maybe it was because of the habit of calling the wind and calling the rain these years, maybe it was selfishness, maybe it was both, he couldn't help killing Pei Qing, although Pei Qing's lonely and sparse temperament was the most like Jing Xiao, but there seemed to be an irresistible thought that made him He just wanted to prevent his son from defeating him.

However, now that Qin Yifeng has Lin Miluo again, his persistence has been rekindled, like an inextinguishable flame, he actually did that for Lin Miluo.

He is really as persistent as Jing Xiao, the more he is not allowed to do anything, he insists on doing it.

He is powerful and omnipotent, but he has nothing to do with love.

Just like him now, even after so many years, he still can't get rid of Jing Xiao from his heart.

……

The wall clock on the wall pointed to one o'clock in the morning, and the night outside the window was as dark as a devil's mouth, which was a bit weird and terrifying.

On the yellowed photo on the table is a memory from a long time ago, deeply buried in my heart.

At this time, the story has gradually finished.

Qin Shengrui looked away from the photo, he raised his head, his expression was still as calm as ever, he didn't show a trace of surprise or loss of color from the beginning to the end, and he sat as firmly as Mount Tai.

He spoke slowly, his voice full of maturity.

"You know everything, so are you here to die today?"

His tone was indifferent and calm, as if he was talking about "what's for supper tonight" leisurely.

Han Nuo stood leisurely with one leg bent, his face was relaxed, upon hearing this, he smiled softly a few times, and said: "Of course not, I just came to visit Mr. Qin, I begged Mr. Qin to let the silver bird go." , Yinniao is just a lowly organization that survives on arms and drugs, unlike Qin Mu, who is a giant in the business world."

As he spoke, he shook his head lightly, with a smile all over his face, without any hint of begging for mercy or timidity, he couldn't tell at all that he was begging for mercy, but was as relaxed as if he was chatting with a good friend.

"Besides, it's not me who wants to fight Qin Mu the most in Yinniao. You know better than me who it is."

Han Nuo said calmly.

It couldn't be more obvious, except for Mu Quyan, who would provoke Qin Mu.

Qin Shengrui remained calm and sat firmly on the armchair. He looked at him expressionlessly, and when he was about to speak, Han Nuo spoke first.

He took a few steps forward, and under the gorgeous chandelier above his head, his face was illuminated more clearly, and Qingmei's features became more concave and convex. He raised the corners of his lips and said, "There is one thing I didn't tell you. Madam Ling has returned, she How long I stood at the door, I don't know."

Han Nuo's tone was low, and his warm breath spread in the air, spreading out a piece of warm air.

Qin Shengrui was startled for a moment, his expression changed, and he quickly raised his head and looked towards the door.

Sure enough, the lights in the hall downstairs had turned on at some point, and for how long it had been on.

And Mrs. Qin, his wife, Qing Min was standing at the door of the study, with one hand still resting on the banister of the stairs, it seemed that she was about to go upstairs to the study to see herself.

She was still wearing the fancy dress she had gone to the party, and her face was still beautifully made up. It seemed that she came to the study to find herself as soon as she came back.

She must have seen the light on in the study, seeing that she hadn't slept so late, she came to the study to care about herself, but happened to hear the last thing she should have heard.

Qin Shengrui's face was a little stiff, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

This kind of stiffness is like a few years ago, when I first met Qingyun in the company, Qingyun arrogantly gave orders to himself, and he stood there in a daze when he didn't know what coffee was.

It's all because he was too focused just now, looking at Jingmei in the photo, he fell into deep thought, and Qinghui had called before saying that he would not come tonight, so he let down his guard and didn't notice that Qinghui had come back at all.

He looked at Qingyun at the stairs, and she was also standing there, staring at him blankly, standing there like a sculpture.

At this moment, Han Nuo spoke, and the corners of his lips curled into a faint smile.

"It's so late, I won't bother you, you guys have a good rest."

As he spoke, he called back in a low voice: "Jing Yan."

Then, the two figures quickly disappeared by the window of the study on the second floor.

It's as fast as if you haven't been here tonight.

After Han Nuo left.

Qin Shengrui slowly got up from the armchair, and quickly put the photos into the drawer.

But it's useless to accept photos at this time, Qing Yun must have heard it.

He pulled the pajamas on his body, walked to the door of the study, and greeted him indifferently: "You're back? Didn't you say you won't be back tonight?"

He lowered his eyes, turned off the light in the study, and his movements and tone were as natural as usual, as if he was not affected at all by just now.

Over the years, the best thing he has learned is to pretend.

Even if the sky is falling now, he still has a leisurely expression of "what's for afternoon tea".

"I'm tired, I'll come back to see you." Qing Yu looked at him fixedly, and replied stiffly, with no emotion in his tone.

Qin Shengrui walked past Qingyun and walked down the stairs slowly.

Qingyun's eyes moved slowly with his movements.

His lowered eyelids were indifferent, and his movements were somewhat lazy, revealing an unconcealable elegance.

He is still the same as when he was young, and that temperament has not changed.

When I saw him for the first time, he had this look, with a cold and noble temperament in his indifference.

Her fingers slowly pinched the wood of the stair railing.

Now that she can still speak normally, she can't help admiring herself.

She knew that Qin Shengrui had been unable to let go of Jingmei all these years, she knew that Qin Shengrui didn't love herself that much, and she knew that Qin Shengrui's marriage with her was mostly related to her father's status and influence.

But as long as this man is by her side, she doesn't care.

No matter how much he loves her, she is the only one who can stand beside him openly, sleep in the same bed with him every night, and write her name and his name on the marriage certificate, only she, Li Qinghui.

No matter how much he loves Jingmei, he can only think about it in his heart.

Perhaps this is the cruelty of women, perhaps this is a kind of sad self-comfort.

but……

The author has something to say: I think someone scolded me again.

The last time I wrote about urban fans, some people scolded me, saying that Xiaogong Xiaoshou was too annoying, and said that I would never read this author's article again.

But I don't think Qiwan is pitiful... (Well, don't hit me, I will find a true love for Qiwan, I have already thought about it, I just need to write, I need time to write)

This time I also feel that Qing Min is so pitiful TT

Poor woman, spent her whole life without love.