loneliness meets loneliness

Lin Miluo was stunned at first, before thinking about how the other party knew about it. After thinking for a while, he raised a smile and asked cunningly in the same tone: "Then are you? If you are, maybe I will think about it."

Lin Miluo concluded that this rich young man with a childlike personality who seemed to have never experienced any troubles was just playing for fun.

Unexpectedly, Qin Yi's face was calm, generous, and he said with some surprise: "Yes, I am, how do you know?"

Lin Miluo was also taken aback for a moment, he actually said it so frankly, as if he was talking about something that couldn't be more ordinary.

"Are you too?" Qin Yifeng kept asking with joy, and after a while, he showed a puzzled expression, and said seriously and curiously: "Why do you have this expression? It doesn't matter if you are gay."

Shock exploded on top of his head, his fingers clenched his palms, roaring in his heart.

nothing?How can there be nothing? !

Because he is gay, he was dropped out of school and kicked out of the house by his parents. He came to this city to work hard at the age of 20, and finally got to where he is today, but he is still not accepted by anyone, so he can only hide it all the time.

Before Lin Miluo could argue, Qin Yifeng spoke first.

He stood by the window, with his hands in his pockets, half-turned, the light shrouded his face, his expression was natural, the corners of his lips were raised, and the corners of his eyes shone with warm light, as if the sun was shining when the sun rose. The original purity.

He faded away from his arrogance, and turned into a warm and free-spirited Qin Yifeng, like a bright sun, which makes people's heart skip a beat.

"Hey, you go to that bar every week. Have you lost your love? The person I love died, and you just lost your love."

What he said was natural and generous, and he did not conceal his sexuality at all, like the bright sun, which made people's heart skip a beat.

Lin Miluo was completely stunned, as if he had been shot in the head by a gun, but at this moment another person appeared in front of his eyes.

That was Lin Miluo's first love, at the age of 20.

That person once said to himself: "I will support you for the rest of my life and make you happy."

That person used to have firm and gentle eyes, like the purest love in the world, like clear water in a mountain stream.

That person's eyes were once so warm, like a gentle sun, emitting pure light, speaking gentle words, so true, touching the heartstrings, melting every drop of ice and snow on the snow mountain, as if bathed in sunshine, every emotion is like Woke up.

The past is so beautiful, but the good things are always fleeting, and after that, there is grief.

Warm hugs, gentle love words, sweet memories... everything is gone, almost overnight, the reality is as cruel as a knife, dripping with blood, besides the pain, it is still pain, the pain is almost numb, the whole world is left with nothing but Lower pain.

All the secrets have become common jokes.

Standing in the center of the street, I feel as if I have been stripped naked, all eyes poking out countless googlings on my body, letting others point out, laugh at, and curse at me.

There are obviously two people who love each other, but there is only one person who is scolded.

Parents, friends, classmates, family members, everyone hurriedly distanced themselves from themselves. At that moment, I was alone, holding my body tightly, accepting the scolding of the whole world, and my whole body was dirty.

It was as if he had done something so heinous that he had to pay for it with death.

I just love someone, why would I be so sinful.

Seeing that Lin Miluo didn't respond for so long, Qin Yifeng noticed something strange. Seeing his pale face, trembling knuckles, cold sweat, and shortness of breath, he couldn't help calling out.

"Hello? What's the matter with you? It's the same as last night, standing there in a daze."

Lin Miluo, who was brought back to reality by Qin Yifeng, saw Qin Yifeng standing in front of him, with his hands crossed, his head tilted, with a playful expression, a handsome smile, and a little cuteness of a child.

"Don't say it's okay, you obviously have something to do." He interrupted Lin Miluo with serious eyes, "Just now, you seemed to be thinking about something terrible."

Lin Miluo was startled.

Qin Yifeng reached out to caress the corner of Lin Miluo's eyes, with gentle movements, "You are a person with a story, just like me. You know my story, but what about yours? Anyway, we are all the same, so tell me."

Lin Miluo was stunned, and those bloody scenes flashed before his eyes again...

Scenes were shocking, and the eyes were full of blood.

However, there was a warm feeling from the corner of his eyes.

Lin Miluo met Qin Yifeng's eyes.

For a moment, the heart loses weight.

The sky outside the window is getting darker, and the wind blows the dust and wanders in the world, like an orphan, sleeping on the gray street corner.

"Milo, let me take care of you." He said with a somewhat disrespectful smile.

"Hey, take care of me, and I will take care of you."

Lin Miluo reached out and grabbed Qin Yifeng's tie, and pulled him in front of his face, his eyes gleamed with evil and ambiguous light.

……

"Hey, I didn't promise you." Lin Miluo snorted, turned around, and said.

"I didn't ask you to promise me." Qin Yifeng shrugged, with a look of indifference, and stubbornly turned his head: "I just want to take care of you."

"Then you should at least learn how to tie a tie first." Lin Miluo raised his chin and said sarcastically, "Do you think you are wearing a red scarf?"

Qin Yifeng looked down at the crooked tie on his neck, and the corners of his mouth twitched.

Today, my mother went to a party, and I tied the tie by myself. I wanted a servant to tie it for me, but I thought that as a president, I couldn't even tie the tie well, and it was too embarrassing to ask others to help me, so I reluctantly tied it. Yes, in fact, he thought he was doing pretty well.

"Let me take care of you, Mr. Qin."

The handsome young man stretched out his hand to grab Qin Yifeng's tie, a dark smile froze on the corner of his mouth.

Qin Yifeng twitched the corner of his mouth and stammered to resist: "You seem to need more care, it's me...I'll do it."

"You're welcome, just lie down."

Following Lin Miluo's words, President Qin was finally overwhelmed.

The large dog was finally thrown down by the owner.

……

It was another Wednesday, and Lin Miluo came to the Venus Bar as usual.

He shouldn't have come today.

But since that day, Lin Miluo never saw Qin Yifeng again.

A few days ago, he even said that he wanted to support me, but there was no movement so soon. What the hell was he doing? It made him spend several days in a state of anxiety. He called the president's office, but his secretary picked him up, saying that he was not in. , It's really an old-fashioned way to refuse. Could it be that he found a new love on his honeymoon.

Sure enough, one candy and one whip is the most correct way of education.

Lin Miluo gritted his teeth "giggling", he was already irritable enough.

Along the way, he wondered if he would meet Qin Yifeng, feeling uneasy like a primary school student about to take an exam. This kind of weird mood made Lin Miluo feel extremely bad, why should he keep thinking about him.

Lin Miluo pushed open the door of the Venus Bar, and after a "ding dong", what came into view were pairs of men's eyes full of desire, staring straight at him, as ugly as garbage on the street, he I don't even know my own ugliness, what could be uglier than this.

After ordering a glass of wine, Lin Miluo secretly looked at the men around him while pretending to drink. There were many people around, but there was no Qin Yifeng, and they were all gangster-like perverts.

Lin Miluo withdrew his gaze, for some reason, he felt a little disappointed in his heart.

I must have thought too much that time, how can it be different, the rich second generation are all the same, just like that person, completely unreliable.

While thinking angrily, while drinking, the more he drank, the worse his mood became, and he finished his glass of wine very quickly. Lin Miluo frowned, broke the old rules, and ordered another glass.

The people around immediately chattered like elementary school students in class.

"He ordered another glass of wine."

"It's really strange. It's been a long time, and this is the first time I've seen him drink two glasses of wine here in one day."

"Did you fall in love again?"

"No way, who can beat him, he is so powerful."

"..."

Time passed so quickly, it was already nine o'clock in the blink of an eye, Lin Miluo looked at the time again, and he was about to leave, until an hour passed, and Qin Yifeng was nowhere to be seen, it seemed that he was really worrying too much, like a fool What to look forward to.

Throwing down a bill, Lin Miluo angrily turned around and was about to leave, but was stopped by the bartender.

"Wait, Mr. Lin, our boss said that from now on, as long as it's you, all orders will be free." The bartender stopped Lin Miluo and said.

"Who is your boss?" Lin Miluo frowned and asked, he didn't know the boss here.

"Our boss' surname is Qin, and his name is Qin Yifeng."

What?Lin Miluo almost bit off his tongue: "When did he become your boss?"

"Just three days ago, Boss Qin bought this bar." The bartender replied respectfully.

Lin Miluo sat down again, a little dazed, and didn't react for a while.

Three days ago, it was the day Qin Yifeng called himself into his office. In the past few days, could he be busy with this matter? He bought this bar for...

Just when Lin Miluo was still in a daze, the familiar voice came from behind, with a bit of grievance.

"I thought you wouldn't come here to drink after I bought this bar."

Lin Miluo turned around in shock.

Sure enough, it was Qin Yifeng, who walked step by step with a smile all over his eyes, with a hearty and bright smile, and a bit of a domineering king.

Lin Miluo straightened his back and looked away indifferently: "Why don't I come, it's your business to buy a bar, why should I change my habits because of you."

Qin Yifeng lowered his eyes and said sadly: "I thought you came here to wait for me."

Lin Miluo snorted, looking away, full of dissatisfaction.

Disappeared for a few days for no reason, didn't even give a word of apology, pretended to be pitiful and thought everything would be fine.

Qin Yifeng leaned against the bar with one leg bent, and said relaxedly: "I just wanted to get to know you these few days, but I didn't expect that you, a person who was dropped out of college, could come to Qin Mu. Out of curiosity, I came to Qin Mu. I checked the reason why you dropped out of school, and unexpectedly, there was an unexpected harvest."

Hearing this, Lin Miluo was stunned, his fingertips pinched his palm tightly, his lips trembled slightly, and his voice was slightly panicked: "I... I don't know what you're talking about."

There was a bit of uneasy hesitation in his tone, as if he was avoiding something.

Expecting that Lin Miluo would answer in this way, Qin Yifeng smiled and said, "Why are you so scared? I said I would take care of you. I even brought all the original videotapes to help you deal with the aftermath."

A sentence exploded above Lin Miluo's head.

Lin Miluo held Qin Yifeng's collar tightly, and asked, "Did you buy it?"

"It's not buying." Qin Yifeng showed a beautiful smile, and smiled mischievously: "It's robbery."

Lin Miluo frowned, lowered his face, and said, "Then are you busy with this these days?"

Qin Yifeng raised his head and said proudly: "Yes, I can do it, you should thank me."

Lin Miluo froze in place, a complex meaning came to his mind.

He knew everything and saw it all.

Qin Yifeng took a few steps closer, put his lips and teeth against Lin Miluo's ear, and exhaled in a low voice: "If you want, follow me upstairs."