loneliness meets loneliness

"arrive."

Next to my ears was the crisp sound of keys as Shen Yuansi slowly opened the cell door.

At the moment when she raised her head and looked in the direction Shen Yuansi pointed, a little nervousness suddenly crept into Jing Yan's heart.

The rusty iron pillars slowly come into view, followed by the most common harsh environment in Chinese prisons, which makes people frown. Just looking at it can feel the skin of the whole body protesting.

The boss with a serious cleanliness actually lives in this kind of place.

He furrowed his eyebrows deeply, bit his lower lip, and felt some sweat appearing in the palm of his hand.

All of a sudden, those dirty images that I had imagined before now came before my eyes one by one. I don’t know what the boss will look like. Driven by this kind of psychology, I smiled cutely when I faced the bloody rivers and corpses lying all over the place. At this moment, he was a little afraid to look up.

And Shen Yuansi stood beside him leisurely, without speaking, looking expectantly waiting for Jingyan's next reaction.

"what are you waiting for?"

Suddenly, a voice as warm and indifferent as snow sounded, hitting Jing Yanzheng's head that refused to lift up.

This voice was as delicate as if it had been filtered by a high-end microphone, and it made my eardrums itch when I heard it, with a touch of emotion in it.

This sound is...

Jing Yan was startled at first, froze all over, then lowered her head slightly as if she had been knocked, and immediately came to her senses, and suddenly raised her head to look with an expression of expectation and astonishment.

In the misty air, Jing Yan's eyes widened in an instant.

In the empty prison cell, under the dim light, he sat quietly, his elegant and flawless face appeared a little delicate and delicate under the dusty light, as if the silver bird was not established in the early stage, That 19-year-old boy with a bright smile and a beautiful appearance.

Perhaps it was squeezed by the living conditions these days, his complexion became whiter, and under the large gray prison uniform, his body was slimmer and longer, only the thin neck and neck skin were exposed, making him appear even more thin.

Shen Yuansi licked his lips, looked left and right, Jingyan saw that Han Nuo was always like a wolf pounced on a lamb, and was wondering why Jingyan was so calm, when she heard Jingyan yelled : "Boss!"

The sudden roar frightened him almost to the point of weakness.

Then I saw a short and thin figure rushing into the opened cell quickly, and then slapped Han Nuo up and down.

Seeing this, Shen Yuansi smacked his lips and sighed, "It's like an unweaned child seeing his own mother."

"Hey, don't pull my clothes." Han Nuo lowered his head, looked at Jingyan's busy hands, and desperately grabbed his clothes that were about to fall off.

"Boss, are you okay? How is it possible! No scars at all?! And the skin seems to be better?! Didn't you get beaten? Did your ass hurt? Didn't you get raped?" Jing Yan seemed to be searching for stolen goods The policeman lowered his head, scratched around with his hands, and screamed.

"..." Several neat black lines were drawn on Han Nuo's forehead.

Shen Yuansi at the door was trying to hold back his laughter.

Han Nuo's complexion sank slightly, his voice was a little cold, and he said sullenly: "Do you think it's normal for me to be beaten up with a bruised nose and face, and then lying here dying by the wheel? "

"..." Jingyan's hand stopped, he froze, and asked slowly with doubts and black lines: "Shouldn't it be like this?"

Could it be that the information I found is wrong?How could it be possible, even though he, Jingyan, is only a killer now, he is still good at checking information and so on!Otherwise, how could he have followed Han Nuo for so many years!

"..."

Obviously Han Nuo no longer wants to answer this question.

With a speechless expression, he turned his face aside, tugged at the corners of his mouth, and did not speak.

At this moment, Shen Yuansi, who had been standing at the door watching, said, "So you have to thank me, didn't I say it all, it's taking care, taking care!"

He deliberately emphasized it twice, with a pure expression on his face, as if he was really a kind-hearted young man of the century.

Pretending, pretending again, you think I'm so easy to deceive.

Jing Yan was thinking in her heart, and a few speechless expressions were drawn on her face.

Being treated like that by the boss at the time and still being so kind to the boss now, Shen Yuansi is not a good young man at all, he must be plotting something wrong.

Jing Yan said in her heart.

Jingyan looked at Shen Yuansi who was standing at the door and wanted to continue watching, and her immature face mumbled unhappily, and said, "Can you go out, I have something to say to my boss!"

Shen Yuansi looked at him through the railing for a while, and unexpectedly saw Jing Yan with a little creepiness, his eyes were meaningful, then he lazily stood up straight, turned around and left.

Indifferently said: "Okay, I will leave room for you."

Jingyan looked at his leaving back, wrinkled her little nose, and said dissatisfiedly: "Hmph, how annoying."

Han Nuo said indifferently: "Jingyan, don't say that."

Jing Yan was taken aback for a moment, then immediately frowned her lovely eyebrows, "Boss, what's the matter with you, why did you speak up for him after not seeing you for a few days?"

What happened in the past few days when I was away?

"No, it's just that these few days make me think he's not that bad." Han Nuo sighed, his voice a little low.

At the beginning, Shen Yuansi was punished only because he was playing tricks on him, and he felt that he behaved frivolously, like a playboy. Han Nuo always hated this kind of person the most, and when he got angry, he labeled him and put him in prison.

But at the time he didn't know that Shen Yuansi's father was the director of the Beijing Prison Bureau, but with this relationship, he didn't do much, he just lost face in front of these prisoners and the police, and suffered for a while in prison.

This time, I actually met him again in prison, and I felt ashamed in addition to my astonishment.

The last time he imprisoned Shen Yuansi, this time it was Shen Yuansi's turn to watch him be imprisoned, it was really a turn of events.

Prison is a dirty place, Han Nuo knows it all too well, he thought he would punish himself, and then read jokes and sneered at him, but it didn't work out.

Not only not, but on the contrary, he used his privileges to arrange a prison for himself alone. I don’t know what he told other people. Those policemen didn’t show contempt for power in front of him. Instead, they were more polite, and those prisoners were even more I dare not talk to myself.

I've made myself very boring these days.

Then there is the food.

His food has always been relatively good in the past. Although the quality of the food in the prison is low, he has lived a poor life before, so he doesn't care about the quality of the food, but he always feels that his food is better than that of other prisoners. few.

He had no choice but to bite the bullet and ask Shen Yuansi, Shen Yuansi actually smiled and answered himself, eating less will make you thinner, and thinner looks better? !Then he left and ignored himself.

I don't know what the hell he's up to, just like what Jing Yan said, this person is not that simple, he must have some kind of plot.

At this time, Jing Yan seemed to be a little anxious, but his tone was a little hesitant, "Boss, I think...you seem to be different in some way."

Han Nuo was taken aback by these words.

After a brief start, he regained his composure, raised his head, touched Jingyan's soft hair top, looked at Jingyan's childish face, and sighed involuntarily.

"Jingyan, I don't intend to take revenge on that guy in a despicable way."

that guy?

Jingyan was taken aback, that guy was referring to... A few seconds later, the clever Jingyan realized that he was referring to Qin Yifeng, the one who destroyed the silver bird.

Boss, what does this mean?How could it be, that person obviously...

Seeing Jingyan's anxious expression, Han Nuo comforted him as expected, "Don't worry, listen to me."

Han Nuo shifted his gaze and looked at the small window on the wall. A few wisps of dust filled the window flowed out and flowed all over the floor. The dust all over the floor was like a bumpy life.

After a short sigh, the slow narrative began.

"As the saying goes, people are good and are bullied by dogs. I always remember this sentence and always agree with it. So over the years, I have been flattering this sentence. I don't leave room for the other party when I do anything. And I think those People deserve to die too."

"The flattering faces of those people make me sick. For example, the traitor who was sold to the Queen's Nightclub in the UK last time treated me with respect on the surface, but not only betrayed me in private, but also was told everywhere that I got here by sex. This kind of person is damned, I don't think I did anything wrong in this regard."

A few words were bitten hard, and at that moment, Han Nuo's expression became a bit distorted.

"Because this is the way this world is. What's called 'people are inherently good' is simply a false idea of ​​human beings, because this world is not kind at all. Some people are inherently bad, otherwise there would be no such people. Crime is locked here. If you are kind, you will be bullied by bad people. Only if you are also bad will you not be bullied. Just like only cheaters will not be cheated. This society is like a smog that can never be cured. Yes, this disease spreads all over the world, it is called a world disease.”

He let out a long breath, and suddenly remembered a sentence in a book a long time ago when he was pretending to be a literary artist: "This society is like a smog that can never be cured. When it is sick, this disease spreads all over the world and is called a world disease. "Can't help blurting out.

"However, I was wrong. Only ordinary people like us must be bad to live, because there is another kind of person in this world, that is Qin Yifeng."

Han Nuo paused for a moment, Qin Yifeng's appearance seemed to unfold little by little in front of his eyes.

"They have good capital, excellent appearance, wealth, a father who loves themselves, and they will meet a perfect lover, just like the perfect hero in a novel. They have everything when they are born. They are really happy. I just wanted to live a good life, but in the end I was judged as a bad person and stayed here."

"People outside say that I am a smiling tiger, a tall and dangerous jade-faced Yan Luo, but they don't know that I am also an ordinary person, and I also grew up from a lowly poor person with a little bit of hard work, otherwise I would only be able to do it at nine o'clock every morning. I work hard at night and work overtime, and I am bullied by my boss. The salary is still only a little. In this powerful society, I may never find a girlfriend to marry in my life. In order to live a good life, I walk on the cusp of danger every day. , I must live like this, otherwise I can only become a pauper, this is our fate."

"But...he is so happy."

As he said that, a strange light slowly bloomed in Han Nuo's eyes, not very dazzling, but with a unique feeling, like water flowing slowly, moistening the tip of his heart little by little.

That expression seemed to be longing for something, like a stream of light, like a thirsty dry land, like a dry barren field, like a fate destined to be born.

"He has a father and lover who can do everything for him, a huge and unfailing family wealth, and rich friends who have been standing there for thousands of years. He can see the glitz in his eyes when he is born, and he can get everything without hard work, although this is when I was very young. I know the truth, but seeing with my own eyes, seeing him turn around and become happy even when he encounters setbacks, is really shocking. He is not only lucky, but also has his own energy. What is this energy? , I don’t know for sure, but what is certain is that I don’t have it, you don’t have it, and Mu Quyan doesn’t have it.”

"We all need to rely on ourselves, climb up step by step, and finally climb to the top. We must rely on evil to survive. In the end, we are still kicked away and become cannon fodder."

"Just like Mu Quyan, he is worse than us. His birth should be graceful and luxurious, but his fate is doomed to be tragic and turbulent. With the blood of nobles on his body, he is destined to walk a low road. Qin Yifeng, he There is low blood flowing from his body, but he has walked the path of nobility all his life."

Han Nuo suddenly fell silent.

He found that he had talked so much and didn't express the main point clearly, but now he couldn't figure out what the main point was.

But he knew one thing, he didn't want to take revenge on Qin Yifeng anymore, and he also bought the days of worrying and exhausting his body and mind all day long.

Qin Yifeng is 24 years old, and he happily owns the whole world.

Han Nuo is 26 years old. He has lost the whole world, but he feels a sense of freedom and comfort that he has not seen for a long time.

"Boss." Jingyan's lips moved up and down, and his hand grasped Han Nuo's arm, and suddenly he didn't want to let go, just wanted to hold him like this, and it felt good to look at him.

We didn't do anything wrong, it's just bad luck. If we have a next life, we hope to have a good life like Qin Yifeng.

The author has something to say: I will not tell you that Uncle Shen has that kind of meaning for Boss Han ╮(╯▽╰)╭

I will not tell you that I actually want to see Uncle Shen bully Boss Han ╮(╯▽╰)╭

That's right, Uncle Shen is a rascal, my favorite type!And the face value is high!Blue-eyed mulatto!

I actually want Uncle Shen and Boss Han to be together!But I can't bear Jing Yan, or... a 3P?

Fuck... I must have missed my medicine today

In addition, I really don't want Boss Han to be whitewashed, I just hope he can be happy.