When Aquaman is bound to the system [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 36 Double Strike
In fact, Chu Qinghan regretted it as soon as she said it. Her original intention was just to calm down Jiang Yan, but she didn't expect it to become like this.
Jiang Yan let go of her hand inch by inch, and said in a cold voice, "I'm sorry, I was reckless."
Only when the lost sanity came back gradually did she realize how ridiculous she had done.
How can you ask Chu Qinghan this in front of so many people, she doesn't like her in the first place, if you ask in front of everyone, she will definitely think that he is deliberately persecuting her.
In fact, she just couldn't bear the way she scolded herself for others, no matter how she stood up for her, she looked at her with such disgusting eyes, as if she was hopeless.
Chu Qinghan looked at Jiang Yan's leaving back, feeling inexplicably irritable, and said coldly to the surrounding students: "Go back, don't stick around here."
In the evening, some students went down the mountain, while others stayed on the mountain. The college had contacted famous people on the mountain before, and the house price was [-]% off, so many people were willing to stay here for one night.
Meng Fanyi looked at the dazed Jiang Yan, feeling anxious, poked Xia Yuzhi, hoping she would say something, Xia Yuzhi already knew what happened from the group, and didn't want to persuade Jiang Yan.
Let her suffer, so she won't like Chu Qinghan again in the future.
She knew that she was despicable, but she still couldn't help but chuckle, as long as they broke up, she would have a chance.
Meng Fanyi had no choice but to hold Jiang Yan's hand, and said stammeringly: "Yanyan, what...it's right to like someone, but senior sister Chu Qinghan is really not an ordinary person, so in the future you ...just choose someone you like."
Xia Yuzhi leaned forward and pointed at herself: "Like me. I won't be as confused as she is. If you confess your love to me, then I will definitely be with you."
Jiang Yan couldn't even make a perfunctory smile, and said to them: "I'm fine, you guys go and play, and leave me alone."
Xia Yuzhi dragged Meng Fan out, afraid that the straight steel girl would say something again, which would make Jiang Yan more autistic.
Everyone outside is looking at the night scene. Qinglu Mountain is very beautiful at night, and you can have a panoramic view of the whole city, with brilliant neon lights and flourishing fireworks.
Jiang Yan looked out the window and let out a long sigh.
I am not a glass-hearted person, why do I want to cry so much?
Give up, you won't feel so uncomfortable if you give up.
She hypnotized herself over and over again, but the cold liquid still slid down her face.
Wanting to smoke a cigarette, but couldn't find the lighter, it must have been taken away by Xia Yuzhi. Like a housekeeper, she said that she would help her get rid of bad habits.
How is it a bad habit? You can divert your attention when you feel uncomfortable. In the non-mainstream period, people always said that smoking hurts the lungs, isn’t it sad?
She wiped away her tears and lay down silently.
She hasn't cried since her mother left. When Jiang Yao went to school when she was a child, she was left alone at home, and she didn't cry until she scalded her hands with boiling water. After so many years, she thought her heart was like the snow on Changbai Mountain It was cold, and I didn't expect to cry.
Really useless.
The door of the room was opened, and Jiang Yan turned sideways quickly, so that no one could see her fragility.
"Don't hide it, I've already seen it." Xia Yuzhi approached, holding a plastic bag with several lunch boxes in it.
Sitting next to Jiang Yan, she opened the lunch boxes one by one, "Eat something, I bought it according to your taste, chopped pepper fish head, extra spicy crayfish, sleep after eating, tomorrow will be brand new one day."
Jiang Yan didn't even look at it, put out the cigarette in his hand, turned around and walked out.
"Where are you going?" Xia Yuzhi was worried about her and wanted to follow her.
Jiang Yan waved her hand to signal her not to follow, she wanted to be alone.
The top of the mountain at night is a bit cold, but it can make people think clearly. Chu Qinghan's indifferent eyes keep appearing in his mind. Every time he thinks about it, his heart throbs, and finally, the pain is dense and dense, covering her whole body.
Xia Yuzhi was still worried about her coming out alone, so he secretly followed her and stood far away.
Since she doesn't like you, why do you have to be obsessed with her?
Just look away from her, and maybe you'll find that someone loves you.
Meng Fanyi was in an extremely bad mood because of the male god and Jiang Yan, and was dragged to drink, and went to Chu Qinghan to ask for an explanation when he was drunk.
She couldn't understand how a person who had just rejected others with such vicious words could still sit here as if nothing had happened.
"Sister Chu Qinghan, why did you reject Yanyan?"
Holding a glass of cocktail in his hand, Fu Jing raised his eyebrows, as if watching a play.
Chu Qinghan was silent, because of this matter, she had been restless all afternoon, and if she had to give a reason, she couldn't say it herself.
It's because I don't know, that's why I feel uneasy, and I can't get motivated to do anything.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Meng Fan became even more angry, and slapped the table hard, causing the wine bottles and glasses on the table to shake.
"Yanyan is so good, it's fine if you don't like it, why do you still say such hurtful things? How do you make her look up in school like this? Do you have any heart?!"
After she finished speaking, she fell back and was caught by another sophomore girl. She sighed helplessly, "I'll take her back. This kid is drunk. Don't take what she said to heart."
How could Chu Qinghan not take it to heart? When she thought of Jiang Yan's eyes when she left, she panicked.
"You really don't want to go and see that kid? I think she is sincere to you. If you are not sure that you really don't like her, it's better to explain it clearly as soon as possible, otherwise..."
Fu Jing paused, took a sip of wine, his eyes were dark, as if recalling bad memories.
Chu Qinghan got up and left silently.
She still couldn't let go of Jiang Yan and planned to visit her.As for the explanation, she didn't know how to explain it either.
Fu Jing pulled his thoughts out of the memories of the past, put down the cocktail in his hand, patted the table and said excitedly: "Everyone, it's hard to come out here, everyone should have fun, don't get drunk tonight, don't go home, the consumption of the audience Let the senior sister pay the bill, everyone cheer up!"
Cheers, whistles, and music came and went, and the atmosphere reached a climax, forming two extremes with the silent mountain world outside.
Chu Qinghan stood at the door of Jiang Yan's room, hesitating for a long time, and summoned up the courage to knock on the door, but no one responded.
After waiting for a long time, there was no movement inside, Chu Qinghan was a little discouraged, turned around and walked outside, and met Xia Yuzhi in the corridor.
"What are you doing here? You feel like you haven't performed well, so how about making up for it?"
Chu Qinghan was restless, ignored her provocative words, and walked past her.
"Chu Qinghan, you have been better than me in everything since you were a child, so when I knew that Jiang Yan liked you, I wanted to use my own way to make her fall in love with you and take her away from you, but no matter what No matter how hard I try, she only regards me as a roommate, she has no such thoughts at all, she only has you in her heart, and only you in her eyes, so I am more and more jealous of you. But now I am not jealous, you trample on others Feelings, high-ranking people will not be happy in the future. Don't come to Jiang Yan again, I am responsible for her happiness, you continue your arrogance."
One day you will regret what you did today, at that time Jiang Yan is already mine.
Chu Qinghan suffocated for breath, and her steps were a little unsteady.
She admitted that she was really tentative at the beginning, watching Jiang Yan play those tricks in front of her, and never thought that she would be so persistent.
But when Xia Yuzhi told her to stay away from Jiang Yan, her heart was still clenched.
After walking a few steps, she turned her head and asked Xia Yu, "Where is Jiang Yan?"
It was certain that there was no one in the room, so where did she go?
Xia Yuzhi folded his arms around his chest, leaning against the wall, and said with a half-smile, "Why, you really want to make up the knife? Don't you, sister, is there really such a scumbag as you these days?"
"Tell me, where is she!" Chu Qinghan's voice was full of anger, obviously impatient.
Xia Yuzhi snorted coldly, and the smile on his face disappeared, "Stop doing this with me, I'm not afraid of others being afraid of you, don't try to get any news about Yanyan from me today, and don't bother her again in the future , with me by her side for a day, you can never get close to her again!"
Xia Yuzhi would not have dared to blatantly quarrel with Chu Qinghan if it had been delayed. After all, the business of the Xia family still depended on the Chu family. The end, but she can't care so much for Jiang Yan.
That fool is a stubborn person, if Chu Qinghan went to her and said a few nice words to coax her, maybe he would forget about today's pain again.But she can't forget that she wants to protect the person she likes.
Chu Qinghan turned around and walked out hastily.
Instead of wasting time here, she should find Jiang Yan and explain to her clearly that those words were spoken in a hurry, not her sincere words.
Whether she listens to her explanation or not, she will speak.
But after searching outside, she still couldn't find it. Seeing that it was already midnight, she went to Jiang Yan's room again, and only Xia Yuzhi was sitting alone.
Xia Yuzhi was also in a hurry, she was afraid that Jiang Yan would catch a cold, so she came back to get a dress for her, and when she went to look for her again, she disappeared.
The terrain in the mountain was complicated, with steep rock walls everywhere, and it was at night, such a big person said nothing, she couldn't control her wild thoughts.
In the dead of night, there are only unknown insects calling on the mountain. Fortunately, the moonlight is bright tonight, illuminating Jiang Yan's way down the mountain.
She stood in the night wind for a long time, and finally decided to go down the mountain alone.
If she goes back, she will inevitably see Chu Qinghan tomorrow, as well as Xia Yuzhi and Meng Fanyi, they will definitely comfort her, she doesn't want to trouble others with her own affairs.
Isn't it just a lovelorn? It's not a big deal, why bother.
Because of the rugged path, it took Jiang Yan a long time to walk down the mountain. At this time, the sky was already pale.
She was walking on the road alone, and her feet hurt like heartache, but compared with the pain in her heart, it didn't seem so unbearable.
When passing by a breakfast stall, the stall owner stopped her and handed her a bun.
"Little girl, there is no hurdle in life that you can't get past. Go home after eating the buns made by the aunt."
Jiang Yan took her bun, took out her mobile phone and wanted to pay, but was stopped by her aunt, "I don't want your money, it's a gift from my aunt, I hope you can come out of your depressed mood. The sun is about to rise, and today is another day. It's a new day."
Jiang Yan nodded, said thank you, turned around and walked on, took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun, it was delicious.
Big tears fell down and landed on the steamed stuffed bun. She ate it together with her tears, and then booked a flight home.
There are fifteen days of spring break, and today is only the second day.
She wants to go home to sweep her mother's grave, and then visit her grandparents next door. When she was young, she often went to Cengfan, and now her grandparents often let her go there for dinner. They are a very good couple of old people.
Jiang Yan admits that she is not a strong person, and she will bury herself in the sand like an ostrich at this time, but there is no rule, she must face it with a smile.
For these fourteen days, let her stay alone and lick her wounds alone.
Xia Yuzhi received a text message from Jiang Yan at two o'clock in the morning, and only then did she know that she had gone down the mountain alone.
If she didn't dare to act alone at night, she might go to Jiang Yan immediately.
After calming down, he only felt angry and kicked over the rattan chair next to him.
At night, she is a girl, what if she is in danger?Didn't all the female college students who lost contact in the news give her any warning?
Then she began to feel distressed again, sitting alone on the single sofa and opening her eyes until dawn.
The next day, when the large troops gathered, Chu Qinghan's team was short of three people.
Xia Yuzhi and Meng Fan went down the mountain early in the morning. They wanted to go back to the dormitory to accompany Jiang Yan, but the dormitory was empty after returning.
Meng Fanyi hurriedly called Jiang Yan, who told her that she was already at the airport.
Xia Yuzhi grabbed the phone and said, "I want to go with you too. Which airport are you at? I'll find you right away."
"I'm going to board the plane soon, and you won't be able to catch up now. Don't worry, I'm fine."
Jiang Yan's voice sounded the same as usual, but if you listen carefully, you can hear that she is very tired, and she just pretended to be nonchalant to reassure them.
Xia Yu hung up the phone knowingly, with thoughtful eyes.
Meng Fanyi's idea was very simple, he was very angry, and remembered Chu Qinghan's grudge, so he didn't say hello when he met him at school.
After Jiang Yan went back, she had a good night's sleep, and went to the cemetery to talk to her mother a lot, including about being dumped. Although she kept smiling, tears still fell down unconsciously.
"You must think that I'm worthless, I'm going to die for a girl, but I just can't help liking her, as if something is driving me, so I have to pay attention to her, like her, so that I can't Extricate yourself."
"But don't worry, I only leave you the vulnerable side. After I go back, I will still be the former Neptune Jiang Yan."
Will never like anyone again.
After the fifteen-day vacation, Jiang Yan returned to campus, but because of that incident, she began to be targeted by her classmates intentionally or unintentionally.For example, during recess, someone would read homosexual novels, and someone would deliberately throw away the homework she had done so that she would be criticized by the teacher, or there would always be someone pointing behind her with contemptuous tone and wretched eyes.
She didn't care about these little tricks at all, and never paid attention to them once.
But those people thought that she had a guilty conscience and didn't dare to resist, so they became more aggressive and began to run to their class intentionally or unintentionally.
Freshmen need to go to evening self-study. The two self-study sessions last until nine o’clock, and there is a 10-minute break in between. People who come to watch the excitement will always choose this time, gather at the door, and look in from time to time.
In the past, it was okay for them to be too much, but today, several girls from the art troupe gathered together to talk loudly at the entrance of the engineering management class, which seriously affected the students who were still studying.
"Jiang Yan, they should have come to watch you. You go out and let them watch it. If you satisfy their curiosity, they will no longer gather at the door of the classroom."
The squad leader is a boy, who usually speaks in a effeminate way, but at this time he is rather stubborn.
A girl slapped the table and choked with him: "Zhu Changqing, what do you mean?! What do you mean 'let them watch it'? Is Jiang Yan a monkey juggling in the zoo? Why let them watch?!"
Meng Fanyi, who was sleeping soundly, was awakened by the girl's voice, and after asking the students next to him, he was so angry that he rushed to the door and shouted to them: "Are you sick, gather at the door of other classes Chatting, everyone’s voice is so ugly that you think you are a lark?"
A girl who didn't look very good, but had an extremely flirtatious expression, said to Meng Fan with disdain: "Isn't this corridor a public area? I can chat wherever I like. You live in the Pacific Ocean, so you have such wide control." ?”
"Yeah, it's really strange. The girls in this class must have been assimilated by that homosexual. It's weird."
"Hey, call out the homosexuals in your class, let us see, sisters don't care about your attitude just now."
As soon as these words came out, the girls behind laughed together, their voices were louder and harsher than before.
Meng Fan punched the door one by one, shaking off the dust on it.
"I'm gay, look, I'll show you enough!"
This punch scared the girls, all of them looked like they were watching a show, but after seeing the anger on Meng Fanyi's face, they didn't dare to act like monsters anymore, exchanged glances with each other, and moved to the corner next to them.
The back of Meng Fanyi's hand was bleeding, but she didn't care, she just gave the girls a hard look, and then said to the girl in the lead: "Liu Ting, I know you, you think it's great to be the head of the art troupe, don't you?" ? Don’t forget how you got to this position. If I hadn’t accidentally injured my leg during the selection process, you thought you would have been selected just because of your appearance? If you want everyone to know your true colors, then Even with these dog legs as a demon, I have plenty of ways to cure you."
The girl named Liu Ting's complexion changed drastically, but she still pretended to be calm in front of her fans, and said with a straight neck: "Don't pour dirty water on me, I am a clean person, so I am not afraid of you spreading rumors."
Meng Fan snorted coldly, and said in a cold tone, "Are you sure? Pure and innocent?"
Liu Ting's scalp was numb from her look, and she finally left with the girl behind her.
Jiang Yan originally wanted to go out and face it by herself, but Xia Yuzhi kept pulling her away to prevent her from coming forward.
Those girls are not good at anything. They are not good at studying and rely on art to get into A University. They bring their old habits to the university. They form small groups to exclude others and spread false rumors. They can be found everywhere.
She might argue when she goes out, but Meng Fanyi doesn't. She is good at controlling violence with violence. If words can't persuade her, she can only solve it with force.
As it turns out, the effect is very good.
Jiang Yan untied the hairband on her head and bandaged Meng Fanyi's wound.
"Why are you so stupid, it would be good to scare you a little bit, why did you hurt yourself?"
Meng Fanyi was still very angry, and thumped the table with his other hand, "When I saw Liu Ting's face, I got angry. She tripped me when I was electing the head of the regiment, and now he dares to come and shout in front of me. I don’t think she has experienced the beatings of society.”
Xia Yuzhi handed her a hamburger and said, "Good job, I will reward you with a cod burger."
Meng Fanyi stopped being angry immediately, and took the hamburger happily: "Hey, I'm just hungry and need to replenish energy."
The happiness of cooking is as simple as that.
The next day, Jiang Yan was called to the office by the head teacher, and ran into Chu Qinghan who had been hiding for many days.
When her eyes swept over, Jiang Yan avoided subconsciously, walked up to Zhao Lili as if nothing had happened, and asked her what's the matter.
"It's like this. Recently, many classmates responded to me, saying that you are not in a good mental state and may need psychological counseling. I called you here to ask for your opinion."
Jiang Yan laughed secretly, and slowly clenched her hands.
Those people should not be talking about poor mental state, but that she likes the same sex is a kind of mental illness, so they sued Zhao Lili, hoping that she, the head teacher, would come forward and let her "cure the disease".
Zhao Lili said that to save face for her.
Chu Qinghan came over at some point, and said to Zhao Lili, "Mr. Zhao, I think there is nothing wrong with Junior Jiang Yan."
She said this to give herself a psychological comfort. There is nothing abnormal about liking the same sex.
Jiang Yan swallowed the words of refusal, and said to Zhao Lili, "Teacher, I'll go. I also feel sick. There's no harm in going to see a psychiatrist."
He said this almost retaliatoryly, and after he finished speaking, he glanced at Chu Qinghan from the corner of his eye, and she really looked wrong.
That's it, look no further.
Jiang Yan stayed in the psychological counseling room for a day, and slept by the door after returning to the dormitory at night. Neither Xia Yuzhi nor Meng Fanyi disturbed her, and they were careful in everything they did, for fear of making noise.
Sleeping until noon the next day, Jiang Yan woke up suddenly, with hair like a chicken coop, and said: "The final exam is coming soon, it's time to review."
Xia Yuzhi and Meng Fan looked at each other in blank dismay, and then gave her a share of the key points they had printed out, and the three of them started their "pleasant" reviewing journey.
As the summer vacation approached, Chu Qinghan came to look for Jiang Yan again, but Xia Yuzhi blocked the door and refused to let him in.
"Didn't I tell you not to bother with Yanyan anymore? You can't understand people's language, right?"
Chu Qinghan's face was cold, and his tone was gloomy: "Xia Yuzhi, you are too much, do you know who you are talking to? Don't think that you are my cousin and I will indulge you blindly."
As soon as Xia Yuzhi encountered Jiang Yan, he would go to the top, and he didn't care who the other party was, anyway, she was absolutely not allowed to get close to Jiang Yan.
"No matter who you are, I only have one sentence, you are not allowed to get closer to Yanyan."
Xia Yuzhi simply didn't want her to enter the dormitory. In fact, Jiang Yan and Meng Fan went to eat and didn't come back. She didn't catch up because she slept late, so she simply asked them to bring food.
Chu Qinghan's complexion became more and more serious, and her red lips parted slightly: "How much more noble do you think you are than me? Didn't you approach Jiang Yan with a purpose? If she knows that you treat her so well, it's just to compete with me. Will I still care about you?"
This has always been Xia Yuzhi's worry, but she thought, as long as Jiang Yan doesn't know this secret, she won't hate her, and they can be together forever.
"You don't need to remind me, I know what I'm doing. On the contrary, you don't like her, why do you go to her over and over again? You just want to gain a sense of existence, or do you suddenly realize that one day, in fact, you Are you in love with Jiang Yan?"
Xia Yuzhi finished speaking with sarcasm, and then added in a sly way: "It should be impossible, our Miss Chu has always received an elite education, and the rules in the family are strict, how can she like the same sex?"
Every time she said a word, Chu Qinghan's face darkened, and in the end it could be called dark and terrifying.
Xia Yuzhi was actually a little scared, but she was still pretending to be calm. She couldn't show timidity in front of Chu Qinghan, making her feel like a soft persimmon.
Meng Fan took a look at Jiang Yan and only had one word in mind.
Gan!
What kind of peerless luck is this? When they brought up the meal, Chu Qinghan just said that Xia Yuzhi approached Jiang Yan with a purpose, and then the words of the two fell into their ears verbatim. The key point is that Xia Yuzhi has not refuted yet.
In other words, what Chu Qinghan said is true?
What a crime, what did Jiang Yan do wrong to meet these two weirdos.
One is more poisonous than the other.
There was no reaction on Jiang Yan's face, but she was still disappointed in her heart.
Sure enough, there is no love or hate for no reason. From the very beginning, Xia Yuzhi showed an unusual interest in her, which turned out to be the reason.
It's okay if you don't know, you will always feel uncomfortable if you know, and you won't be able to get along with her like before.
Chu Qinghan turned around, saw Jiang Yan and Meng Fanyi standing a few steps away, subconsciously called out "Jiang Yan", Xia Yuzhi was terrified and walked out immediately.
"Yanyan, when did you come back?"
She tried her best to keep calm, but her voice was still a little trembling, and she clenched her hands tightly, using the pain to force herself to reason.
Jiang Yan was expressionless, and said: "Just when you are blaming each other, one embarrasses me in front of everyone, and the other approaches me with malicious intentions. You really deserve to be cousins."
Chu Qinghan and Xia Yuzhi were stunned at the same time, Chu Qinghan wanted to say something, Jiang Yan walked past her and walked into the dormitory.
Meng Fanyi "hummed" at Xia Yuzhi, then threw the rice in her hand onto her table.
"Don't expect me to bring you food in the future, scheming bitch!"
Xia Yuzhi's heart sank again and again, and slowly fell to the bottom.
Just now I was thinking, she wants to keep this secret, and now Jiang Yan knows, she must be very disappointed in her, right?
Xia Yuzhi didn't dare to think about it, the more he thought about it, the more flustered he became, and when he looked sideways at Chu Qinghan, he became even more annoyed.
If it wasn't for her, how would Jiang Yan know? !
She walked into the dormitory, shut the door of the dormitory heavily, and isolated Chu Qinghan from the outside.
Chu Qinghan stood for more than a minute, but still didn't muster up the courage to knock on the door again.
Jiang Yan suffered so much all at once, let her have a chance to digest it.
In the dormitory, the three of them sat on their respective beds, thinking differently.
Jiang Yan only felt that what happened during this period was so absurd and outrageous. After carefully connecting the cause and effect, he found that everything could be traced.
Every time there is Chu Qinghan, Xia Yuzhi treats her very well, either saying something that makes people misunderstood or doing actions that attract people's daydreams. At first, she thought Xia Yuzhi was helping her and deliberately made Chu Qinghan jealous , Thinking about my own thoughts now is really naive.
Xia Yu knew where he was helping her, he obviously had other motives.
Maybe this is a game played by the two sisters. One lures the enemy deeper, and the other deliberately says something to provoke her, making it even more difficult for her to extricate herself, and they will laugh at her stupidity together later.
Thinking about it, Jiang Yan felt cold all over her body. In July, when the sun was scorching hot, Jiang Yan wanted to wrap herself in a quilt.
Meng Fanyi kept glaring at Xia Yuzhi, and said after a long time: "Xia Yuzhi, I regard you as a friend, tell me honestly, is what Chu Qinghan said true? You really want to talk to Chu Qinghan Is the competition close to Yanyan?"
In fact, she still didn't believe it. After all, Xia Yuzhi told her that she liked Jiang Yan the day after Jiang Yan was rejected, that is, the day they went down the mountain together.
A person's eyes can't deceive anyone. When she said that she likes Jiang Yan, there was light in her eyes.
Xia Yuzhi wanted to argue, but couldn't speak, because these are facts.
She could have denied it to death, but she didn't want to lie to Jiang Yan anymore.
Telling a lie requires countless lies to cover it up. She thinks she can't be tight, so let's admit it now.
Maybe if she was more sincere, Jiang Yan would forgive her?
Meng Fan couldn't wait for her explanation, his heart sank, he thumped the cabinet twice, and sighed: "I'm going to drink with senior sister Li Wei, you two have a chat."
The original intention was to give the two of them a space to be alone, but Jiang Yan didn't ask any questions. Xia Yuzhi thought about a lot of words and felt dissatisfied. Time passed by.
After sitting in vain for two hours, Xia Yuzhi spoke weakly.
"Yanyan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you."
Jiang Yan didn't even have the energy to speak, so she just sat there blankly, ready to go to bed when the time came, and go home directly tomorrow.
Fortunately, tomorrow is the summer vacation, so we don't have to face each other day and night in the dormitory, which saves a lot of embarrassment.
Xia Yuzhi knew that Jiang Yan didn't want to talk to her, but she had to explain, otherwise she would really lose her.
"Yanyan, just say something, don't ignore me, okay? I really didn't do it on purpose. I approached you with a purpose in the beginning, but after I got to know you, I regarded you as a real friend. I said I like you too. Really, I really like you, how can you trust me?"
Jiang Yan turned to look at her with indifferent eyes: "Don't, I can't afford your liking."
The two sisters treated her like a monkey, and now they still say they like her. Is the word "like" so cheap in their eyes?
Xia Yuzhi was so anxious that he burst into tears, tears falling down.
"Yanyan, don't be like this, give me a chance, I can prove it to you."
She grabbed Jiang Yan's hand, and the appearance of Lihua with rain was very pitiful. In the past, Jiang Yan might still coax her, but now she just feels disgusted.
"Don't touch me! Your hypocritical appearance is disgusting!"
She waved her hand away, and because of too much strength, she pushed Xia Yuzhi to the ground, and her elbow hit the hard tile, breaking a large piece.
When Jiang Yan saw it, her eyes darkened for a moment, but instead of helping her up, she left the dormitory in a restless mood.
Xia Yuzhi looked at her back and sobbed softly.
If she had known that there would be today, she shouldn't have come back with a purpose in the first place. Sure enough, whatever the cause is, it will bear the same kind of fruit. Everything is done by herself, so no one else is to blame.
Sitting on the playground, Jiang Yan felt a bit indescribable, looking up at the starry sky, her eyes were sore before she looked away.
Other people's college life, falling in love, playing games, drinking and singing, can be as exciting as it needs to be, but why is it that when it comes to her, it's just cutting blood and messing it up?
One or two seemed to have a grudge against her, constantly making her doubt life, and Xia Yuzhi taught her another profound lesson before she could get over the sadness of Chu Qinghan's rejection of her.
What's wrong?
Meng Fanyi was drinking with Li Wei on the playground, but when he looked up, he saw a familiar figure.
She crawled over with the wine jar in her arms, tugged at Jiang Yan's sleeve, "Yanyan, why did you come out? Did Xia Yu know that dog thief didn't accompany you?"
Jiang Yan looked into her misty eyes, and sighed: "Drink less, I still like to drink if I can't drink enough, and I will trouble Senior Li Wei again when I get drunk."
"Sister, you don't think I'm troublesome!" Meng Fan tugged on Li Wei's trousers, who was standing, and looked up at her, "Is that right, sister?"
Li Wei smiled: "Of course, never."
Satisfied, Meng Fan turned his head and leaned on Jiang Yan's shoulder, and helped her to accuse Xia Yuzhi, saying a sentence incongruously, and soon there was a shallow snoring sound.
Li Wei knelt down and pinched her face, a smile appeared on her face, "Junior girl, I'll send her back first, and you should go back early, and the lights will be turned off later."
Jiang Yan nodded, watching Li Wei easily picked up Meng Fanyi and walked towards her dormitory.
In fact, a heartless person like Meng Fanyi is quite good, at least she will not suffer from emotional pain. Even if the senior she admires confesses to others, she will only be sad at the time, and then she will be a hero again.
She couldn't envy such a free and easy person.
I wanted to just sit on the playground all night like that, but Jiang Yan returned to the dormitory just before the lights were turned off because the teacher checked the dormitory at night.
The dormitory was empty, and Xia Yuzhi was nowhere to be seen.
This made Jiang Yan breathe a sigh of relief, she lay down peacefully, and fell asleep in the middle of the night.
The next day, Xia Yuzhi and Meng Fanyi still didn't come back after sleeping until the sun was high.
Jiang Yan simply packed up and saluted, and then set foot on the way home.
The summer vacation was very decadent, because Jiang Yao was not around, and he didn't go out to play.Ten days before school, Jiang Yao came back and took her to country D.
He said he was reuniting with his father, but in fact, he hadn't seen him a few times in the past ten days. Jiang Yanguang was jet-lagged for three or four days, and was about to come back soon after he finally got used to it.
At that time, Jiang He happened to have an important project to advance, and she couldn't accompany her children, so she could only use money to make up for it. She sent the bonus of the previous quarter to Jiang Yao in one lump sum, and asked her to take Jiang Yan for a stroll and have something to eat. Eat, buy whatever you want.
Jiang Yan's desire for these things is very weak, but when he walked to the street, he still saw a pair of rings at a glance.
The style is not as old-fashioned as men's and women's styles, but lively and suitable for female couples.
For some unknown reason, Jiang Yan bought the pair of rings, and put them in her bag as if nothing had happened when Jiang Yao found them, pretending nothing happened.
Jiang Yao has always expressed her understanding of her sister's orientation, so when she knew that Jiang Yan's confession was rejected, her first reaction was to comfort her.
At that time, he was attending an exchange meeting with his mentor at a foreign university, but he still took the time to call and talk for half an hour.
In fact, it's okay for her brother to know about it, but Jiang Yan always feels embarrassed, after all, she promised her brother that he would no longer like Chu Qinghan.
On the last day, Jiang He personally sent the siblings to the airport and apologized sincerely to them.
Jiang Yao was independent since he was a child, and he got along with his father more like friends, but Jiang Yan hated him a little because of his mother's death, so his attitude towards him has never been salty, listening to his apology, he didn't have any special feelings in his heart.
The two landed directly in Shencheng and went to University A to sign up.
Jiang Yao has excellent grades and is often taken by his tutors to universities around the world for exchanges. He didn't have much time to stay in school, and was called away as soon as he entered the campus.
Jiang Yan walked aimlessly on the campus alone, feeling that time passed too fast, and she was already a sophomore.
Meng Fan came only one day later, and brought a bunch of special products to Jiang Yan, and also distributed some to Xia Yuzhi, after all, it's not good to isolate her in a dormitory.
But Xia Yuzhi never came, and there was still no news after two weeks of class.
Then one day, Jiang Yan heard the conversation between class teacher Zhao Lili and other class teachers, and then she knew that she had suspended school.
At that time, my mood was a bit indescribably complicated, and I told Meng Fanyi after I went back, and Meng Fanyi also found it incredible.
"Isn't it because of that incident that she left? Is she such a glass-hearted person?"
Jiang Yan was silent, whether it was true or not, after all, things were different.
Chu Qinghan resigned from the position of the student council president and concentrated on preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. The original vice president became the official, and Meng Fanyi, the secretary general, became the vice president, and followed other members of the subordinate department to welcome the freshmen.
Nothing has changed, yet everything seems to have changed.
When I saw Chu Qinghan again, it was at the entrance of the library.
Jiang Yan found a long-lost book from under the bed, wiped off the dust on it, and returned it.
If you know you will hit
Jiang Yan let go of her hand inch by inch, and said in a cold voice, "I'm sorry, I was reckless."
Only when the lost sanity came back gradually did she realize how ridiculous she had done.
How can you ask Chu Qinghan this in front of so many people, she doesn't like her in the first place, if you ask in front of everyone, she will definitely think that he is deliberately persecuting her.
In fact, she just couldn't bear the way she scolded herself for others, no matter how she stood up for her, she looked at her with such disgusting eyes, as if she was hopeless.
Chu Qinghan looked at Jiang Yan's leaving back, feeling inexplicably irritable, and said coldly to the surrounding students: "Go back, don't stick around here."
In the evening, some students went down the mountain, while others stayed on the mountain. The college had contacted famous people on the mountain before, and the house price was [-]% off, so many people were willing to stay here for one night.
Meng Fanyi looked at the dazed Jiang Yan, feeling anxious, poked Xia Yuzhi, hoping she would say something, Xia Yuzhi already knew what happened from the group, and didn't want to persuade Jiang Yan.
Let her suffer, so she won't like Chu Qinghan again in the future.
She knew that she was despicable, but she still couldn't help but chuckle, as long as they broke up, she would have a chance.
Meng Fanyi had no choice but to hold Jiang Yan's hand, and said stammeringly: "Yanyan, what...it's right to like someone, but senior sister Chu Qinghan is really not an ordinary person, so in the future you ...just choose someone you like."
Xia Yuzhi leaned forward and pointed at herself: "Like me. I won't be as confused as she is. If you confess your love to me, then I will definitely be with you."
Jiang Yan couldn't even make a perfunctory smile, and said to them: "I'm fine, you guys go and play, and leave me alone."
Xia Yuzhi dragged Meng Fan out, afraid that the straight steel girl would say something again, which would make Jiang Yan more autistic.
Everyone outside is looking at the night scene. Qinglu Mountain is very beautiful at night, and you can have a panoramic view of the whole city, with brilliant neon lights and flourishing fireworks.
Jiang Yan looked out the window and let out a long sigh.
I am not a glass-hearted person, why do I want to cry so much?
Give up, you won't feel so uncomfortable if you give up.
She hypnotized herself over and over again, but the cold liquid still slid down her face.
Wanting to smoke a cigarette, but couldn't find the lighter, it must have been taken away by Xia Yuzhi. Like a housekeeper, she said that she would help her get rid of bad habits.
How is it a bad habit? You can divert your attention when you feel uncomfortable. In the non-mainstream period, people always said that smoking hurts the lungs, isn’t it sad?
She wiped away her tears and lay down silently.
She hasn't cried since her mother left. When Jiang Yao went to school when she was a child, she was left alone at home, and she didn't cry until she scalded her hands with boiling water. After so many years, she thought her heart was like the snow on Changbai Mountain It was cold, and I didn't expect to cry.
Really useless.
The door of the room was opened, and Jiang Yan turned sideways quickly, so that no one could see her fragility.
"Don't hide it, I've already seen it." Xia Yuzhi approached, holding a plastic bag with several lunch boxes in it.
Sitting next to Jiang Yan, she opened the lunch boxes one by one, "Eat something, I bought it according to your taste, chopped pepper fish head, extra spicy crayfish, sleep after eating, tomorrow will be brand new one day."
Jiang Yan didn't even look at it, put out the cigarette in his hand, turned around and walked out.
"Where are you going?" Xia Yuzhi was worried about her and wanted to follow her.
Jiang Yan waved her hand to signal her not to follow, she wanted to be alone.
The top of the mountain at night is a bit cold, but it can make people think clearly. Chu Qinghan's indifferent eyes keep appearing in his mind. Every time he thinks about it, his heart throbs, and finally, the pain is dense and dense, covering her whole body.
Xia Yuzhi was still worried about her coming out alone, so he secretly followed her and stood far away.
Since she doesn't like you, why do you have to be obsessed with her?
Just look away from her, and maybe you'll find that someone loves you.
Meng Fanyi was in an extremely bad mood because of the male god and Jiang Yan, and was dragged to drink, and went to Chu Qinghan to ask for an explanation when he was drunk.
She couldn't understand how a person who had just rejected others with such vicious words could still sit here as if nothing had happened.
"Sister Chu Qinghan, why did you reject Yanyan?"
Holding a glass of cocktail in his hand, Fu Jing raised his eyebrows, as if watching a play.
Chu Qinghan was silent, because of this matter, she had been restless all afternoon, and if she had to give a reason, she couldn't say it herself.
It's because I don't know, that's why I feel uneasy, and I can't get motivated to do anything.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Meng Fan became even more angry, and slapped the table hard, causing the wine bottles and glasses on the table to shake.
"Yanyan is so good, it's fine if you don't like it, why do you still say such hurtful things? How do you make her look up in school like this? Do you have any heart?!"
After she finished speaking, she fell back and was caught by another sophomore girl. She sighed helplessly, "I'll take her back. This kid is drunk. Don't take what she said to heart."
How could Chu Qinghan not take it to heart? When she thought of Jiang Yan's eyes when she left, she panicked.
"You really don't want to go and see that kid? I think she is sincere to you. If you are not sure that you really don't like her, it's better to explain it clearly as soon as possible, otherwise..."
Fu Jing paused, took a sip of wine, his eyes were dark, as if recalling bad memories.
Chu Qinghan got up and left silently.
She still couldn't let go of Jiang Yan and planned to visit her.As for the explanation, she didn't know how to explain it either.
Fu Jing pulled his thoughts out of the memories of the past, put down the cocktail in his hand, patted the table and said excitedly: "Everyone, it's hard to come out here, everyone should have fun, don't get drunk tonight, don't go home, the consumption of the audience Let the senior sister pay the bill, everyone cheer up!"
Cheers, whistles, and music came and went, and the atmosphere reached a climax, forming two extremes with the silent mountain world outside.
Chu Qinghan stood at the door of Jiang Yan's room, hesitating for a long time, and summoned up the courage to knock on the door, but no one responded.
After waiting for a long time, there was no movement inside, Chu Qinghan was a little discouraged, turned around and walked outside, and met Xia Yuzhi in the corridor.
"What are you doing here? You feel like you haven't performed well, so how about making up for it?"
Chu Qinghan was restless, ignored her provocative words, and walked past her.
"Chu Qinghan, you have been better than me in everything since you were a child, so when I knew that Jiang Yan liked you, I wanted to use my own way to make her fall in love with you and take her away from you, but no matter what No matter how hard I try, she only regards me as a roommate, she has no such thoughts at all, she only has you in her heart, and only you in her eyes, so I am more and more jealous of you. But now I am not jealous, you trample on others Feelings, high-ranking people will not be happy in the future. Don't come to Jiang Yan again, I am responsible for her happiness, you continue your arrogance."
One day you will regret what you did today, at that time Jiang Yan is already mine.
Chu Qinghan suffocated for breath, and her steps were a little unsteady.
She admitted that she was really tentative at the beginning, watching Jiang Yan play those tricks in front of her, and never thought that she would be so persistent.
But when Xia Yuzhi told her to stay away from Jiang Yan, her heart was still clenched.
After walking a few steps, she turned her head and asked Xia Yu, "Where is Jiang Yan?"
It was certain that there was no one in the room, so where did she go?
Xia Yuzhi folded his arms around his chest, leaning against the wall, and said with a half-smile, "Why, you really want to make up the knife? Don't you, sister, is there really such a scumbag as you these days?"
"Tell me, where is she!" Chu Qinghan's voice was full of anger, obviously impatient.
Xia Yuzhi snorted coldly, and the smile on his face disappeared, "Stop doing this with me, I'm not afraid of others being afraid of you, don't try to get any news about Yanyan from me today, and don't bother her again in the future , with me by her side for a day, you can never get close to her again!"
Xia Yuzhi would not have dared to blatantly quarrel with Chu Qinghan if it had been delayed. After all, the business of the Xia family still depended on the Chu family. The end, but she can't care so much for Jiang Yan.
That fool is a stubborn person, if Chu Qinghan went to her and said a few nice words to coax her, maybe he would forget about today's pain again.But she can't forget that she wants to protect the person she likes.
Chu Qinghan turned around and walked out hastily.
Instead of wasting time here, she should find Jiang Yan and explain to her clearly that those words were spoken in a hurry, not her sincere words.
Whether she listens to her explanation or not, she will speak.
But after searching outside, she still couldn't find it. Seeing that it was already midnight, she went to Jiang Yan's room again, and only Xia Yuzhi was sitting alone.
Xia Yuzhi was also in a hurry, she was afraid that Jiang Yan would catch a cold, so she came back to get a dress for her, and when she went to look for her again, she disappeared.
The terrain in the mountain was complicated, with steep rock walls everywhere, and it was at night, such a big person said nothing, she couldn't control her wild thoughts.
In the dead of night, there are only unknown insects calling on the mountain. Fortunately, the moonlight is bright tonight, illuminating Jiang Yan's way down the mountain.
She stood in the night wind for a long time, and finally decided to go down the mountain alone.
If she goes back, she will inevitably see Chu Qinghan tomorrow, as well as Xia Yuzhi and Meng Fanyi, they will definitely comfort her, she doesn't want to trouble others with her own affairs.
Isn't it just a lovelorn? It's not a big deal, why bother.
Because of the rugged path, it took Jiang Yan a long time to walk down the mountain. At this time, the sky was already pale.
She was walking on the road alone, and her feet hurt like heartache, but compared with the pain in her heart, it didn't seem so unbearable.
When passing by a breakfast stall, the stall owner stopped her and handed her a bun.
"Little girl, there is no hurdle in life that you can't get past. Go home after eating the buns made by the aunt."
Jiang Yan took her bun, took out her mobile phone and wanted to pay, but was stopped by her aunt, "I don't want your money, it's a gift from my aunt, I hope you can come out of your depressed mood. The sun is about to rise, and today is another day. It's a new day."
Jiang Yan nodded, said thank you, turned around and walked on, took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun, it was delicious.
Big tears fell down and landed on the steamed stuffed bun. She ate it together with her tears, and then booked a flight home.
There are fifteen days of spring break, and today is only the second day.
She wants to go home to sweep her mother's grave, and then visit her grandparents next door. When she was young, she often went to Cengfan, and now her grandparents often let her go there for dinner. They are a very good couple of old people.
Jiang Yan admits that she is not a strong person, and she will bury herself in the sand like an ostrich at this time, but there is no rule, she must face it with a smile.
For these fourteen days, let her stay alone and lick her wounds alone.
Xia Yuzhi received a text message from Jiang Yan at two o'clock in the morning, and only then did she know that she had gone down the mountain alone.
If she didn't dare to act alone at night, she might go to Jiang Yan immediately.
After calming down, he only felt angry and kicked over the rattan chair next to him.
At night, she is a girl, what if she is in danger?Didn't all the female college students who lost contact in the news give her any warning?
Then she began to feel distressed again, sitting alone on the single sofa and opening her eyes until dawn.
The next day, when the large troops gathered, Chu Qinghan's team was short of three people.
Xia Yuzhi and Meng Fan went down the mountain early in the morning. They wanted to go back to the dormitory to accompany Jiang Yan, but the dormitory was empty after returning.
Meng Fanyi hurriedly called Jiang Yan, who told her that she was already at the airport.
Xia Yuzhi grabbed the phone and said, "I want to go with you too. Which airport are you at? I'll find you right away."
"I'm going to board the plane soon, and you won't be able to catch up now. Don't worry, I'm fine."
Jiang Yan's voice sounded the same as usual, but if you listen carefully, you can hear that she is very tired, and she just pretended to be nonchalant to reassure them.
Xia Yu hung up the phone knowingly, with thoughtful eyes.
Meng Fanyi's idea was very simple, he was very angry, and remembered Chu Qinghan's grudge, so he didn't say hello when he met him at school.
After Jiang Yan went back, she had a good night's sleep, and went to the cemetery to talk to her mother a lot, including about being dumped. Although she kept smiling, tears still fell down unconsciously.
"You must think that I'm worthless, I'm going to die for a girl, but I just can't help liking her, as if something is driving me, so I have to pay attention to her, like her, so that I can't Extricate yourself."
"But don't worry, I only leave you the vulnerable side. After I go back, I will still be the former Neptune Jiang Yan."
Will never like anyone again.
After the fifteen-day vacation, Jiang Yan returned to campus, but because of that incident, she began to be targeted by her classmates intentionally or unintentionally.For example, during recess, someone would read homosexual novels, and someone would deliberately throw away the homework she had done so that she would be criticized by the teacher, or there would always be someone pointing behind her with contemptuous tone and wretched eyes.
She didn't care about these little tricks at all, and never paid attention to them once.
But those people thought that she had a guilty conscience and didn't dare to resist, so they became more aggressive and began to run to their class intentionally or unintentionally.
Freshmen need to go to evening self-study. The two self-study sessions last until nine o’clock, and there is a 10-minute break in between. People who come to watch the excitement will always choose this time, gather at the door, and look in from time to time.
In the past, it was okay for them to be too much, but today, several girls from the art troupe gathered together to talk loudly at the entrance of the engineering management class, which seriously affected the students who were still studying.
"Jiang Yan, they should have come to watch you. You go out and let them watch it. If you satisfy their curiosity, they will no longer gather at the door of the classroom."
The squad leader is a boy, who usually speaks in a effeminate way, but at this time he is rather stubborn.
A girl slapped the table and choked with him: "Zhu Changqing, what do you mean?! What do you mean 'let them watch it'? Is Jiang Yan a monkey juggling in the zoo? Why let them watch?!"
Meng Fanyi, who was sleeping soundly, was awakened by the girl's voice, and after asking the students next to him, he was so angry that he rushed to the door and shouted to them: "Are you sick, gather at the door of other classes Chatting, everyone’s voice is so ugly that you think you are a lark?"
A girl who didn't look very good, but had an extremely flirtatious expression, said to Meng Fan with disdain: "Isn't this corridor a public area? I can chat wherever I like. You live in the Pacific Ocean, so you have such wide control." ?”
"Yeah, it's really strange. The girls in this class must have been assimilated by that homosexual. It's weird."
"Hey, call out the homosexuals in your class, let us see, sisters don't care about your attitude just now."
As soon as these words came out, the girls behind laughed together, their voices were louder and harsher than before.
Meng Fan punched the door one by one, shaking off the dust on it.
"I'm gay, look, I'll show you enough!"
This punch scared the girls, all of them looked like they were watching a show, but after seeing the anger on Meng Fanyi's face, they didn't dare to act like monsters anymore, exchanged glances with each other, and moved to the corner next to them.
The back of Meng Fanyi's hand was bleeding, but she didn't care, she just gave the girls a hard look, and then said to the girl in the lead: "Liu Ting, I know you, you think it's great to be the head of the art troupe, don't you?" ? Don’t forget how you got to this position. If I hadn’t accidentally injured my leg during the selection process, you thought you would have been selected just because of your appearance? If you want everyone to know your true colors, then Even with these dog legs as a demon, I have plenty of ways to cure you."
The girl named Liu Ting's complexion changed drastically, but she still pretended to be calm in front of her fans, and said with a straight neck: "Don't pour dirty water on me, I am a clean person, so I am not afraid of you spreading rumors."
Meng Fan snorted coldly, and said in a cold tone, "Are you sure? Pure and innocent?"
Liu Ting's scalp was numb from her look, and she finally left with the girl behind her.
Jiang Yan originally wanted to go out and face it by herself, but Xia Yuzhi kept pulling her away to prevent her from coming forward.
Those girls are not good at anything. They are not good at studying and rely on art to get into A University. They bring their old habits to the university. They form small groups to exclude others and spread false rumors. They can be found everywhere.
She might argue when she goes out, but Meng Fanyi doesn't. She is good at controlling violence with violence. If words can't persuade her, she can only solve it with force.
As it turns out, the effect is very good.
Jiang Yan untied the hairband on her head and bandaged Meng Fanyi's wound.
"Why are you so stupid, it would be good to scare you a little bit, why did you hurt yourself?"
Meng Fanyi was still very angry, and thumped the table with his other hand, "When I saw Liu Ting's face, I got angry. She tripped me when I was electing the head of the regiment, and now he dares to come and shout in front of me. I don’t think she has experienced the beatings of society.”
Xia Yuzhi handed her a hamburger and said, "Good job, I will reward you with a cod burger."
Meng Fanyi stopped being angry immediately, and took the hamburger happily: "Hey, I'm just hungry and need to replenish energy."
The happiness of cooking is as simple as that.
The next day, Jiang Yan was called to the office by the head teacher, and ran into Chu Qinghan who had been hiding for many days.
When her eyes swept over, Jiang Yan avoided subconsciously, walked up to Zhao Lili as if nothing had happened, and asked her what's the matter.
"It's like this. Recently, many classmates responded to me, saying that you are not in a good mental state and may need psychological counseling. I called you here to ask for your opinion."
Jiang Yan laughed secretly, and slowly clenched her hands.
Those people should not be talking about poor mental state, but that she likes the same sex is a kind of mental illness, so they sued Zhao Lili, hoping that she, the head teacher, would come forward and let her "cure the disease".
Zhao Lili said that to save face for her.
Chu Qinghan came over at some point, and said to Zhao Lili, "Mr. Zhao, I think there is nothing wrong with Junior Jiang Yan."
She said this to give herself a psychological comfort. There is nothing abnormal about liking the same sex.
Jiang Yan swallowed the words of refusal, and said to Zhao Lili, "Teacher, I'll go. I also feel sick. There's no harm in going to see a psychiatrist."
He said this almost retaliatoryly, and after he finished speaking, he glanced at Chu Qinghan from the corner of his eye, and she really looked wrong.
That's it, look no further.
Jiang Yan stayed in the psychological counseling room for a day, and slept by the door after returning to the dormitory at night. Neither Xia Yuzhi nor Meng Fanyi disturbed her, and they were careful in everything they did, for fear of making noise.
Sleeping until noon the next day, Jiang Yan woke up suddenly, with hair like a chicken coop, and said: "The final exam is coming soon, it's time to review."
Xia Yuzhi and Meng Fan looked at each other in blank dismay, and then gave her a share of the key points they had printed out, and the three of them started their "pleasant" reviewing journey.
As the summer vacation approached, Chu Qinghan came to look for Jiang Yan again, but Xia Yuzhi blocked the door and refused to let him in.
"Didn't I tell you not to bother with Yanyan anymore? You can't understand people's language, right?"
Chu Qinghan's face was cold, and his tone was gloomy: "Xia Yuzhi, you are too much, do you know who you are talking to? Don't think that you are my cousin and I will indulge you blindly."
As soon as Xia Yuzhi encountered Jiang Yan, he would go to the top, and he didn't care who the other party was, anyway, she was absolutely not allowed to get close to Jiang Yan.
"No matter who you are, I only have one sentence, you are not allowed to get closer to Yanyan."
Xia Yuzhi simply didn't want her to enter the dormitory. In fact, Jiang Yan and Meng Fan went to eat and didn't come back. She didn't catch up because she slept late, so she simply asked them to bring food.
Chu Qinghan's complexion became more and more serious, and her red lips parted slightly: "How much more noble do you think you are than me? Didn't you approach Jiang Yan with a purpose? If she knows that you treat her so well, it's just to compete with me. Will I still care about you?"
This has always been Xia Yuzhi's worry, but she thought, as long as Jiang Yan doesn't know this secret, she won't hate her, and they can be together forever.
"You don't need to remind me, I know what I'm doing. On the contrary, you don't like her, why do you go to her over and over again? You just want to gain a sense of existence, or do you suddenly realize that one day, in fact, you Are you in love with Jiang Yan?"
Xia Yuzhi finished speaking with sarcasm, and then added in a sly way: "It should be impossible, our Miss Chu has always received an elite education, and the rules in the family are strict, how can she like the same sex?"
Every time she said a word, Chu Qinghan's face darkened, and in the end it could be called dark and terrifying.
Xia Yuzhi was actually a little scared, but she was still pretending to be calm. She couldn't show timidity in front of Chu Qinghan, making her feel like a soft persimmon.
Meng Fan took a look at Jiang Yan and only had one word in mind.
Gan!
What kind of peerless luck is this? When they brought up the meal, Chu Qinghan just said that Xia Yuzhi approached Jiang Yan with a purpose, and then the words of the two fell into their ears verbatim. The key point is that Xia Yuzhi has not refuted yet.
In other words, what Chu Qinghan said is true?
What a crime, what did Jiang Yan do wrong to meet these two weirdos.
One is more poisonous than the other.
There was no reaction on Jiang Yan's face, but she was still disappointed in her heart.
Sure enough, there is no love or hate for no reason. From the very beginning, Xia Yuzhi showed an unusual interest in her, which turned out to be the reason.
It's okay if you don't know, you will always feel uncomfortable if you know, and you won't be able to get along with her like before.
Chu Qinghan turned around, saw Jiang Yan and Meng Fanyi standing a few steps away, subconsciously called out "Jiang Yan", Xia Yuzhi was terrified and walked out immediately.
"Yanyan, when did you come back?"
She tried her best to keep calm, but her voice was still a little trembling, and she clenched her hands tightly, using the pain to force herself to reason.
Jiang Yan was expressionless, and said: "Just when you are blaming each other, one embarrasses me in front of everyone, and the other approaches me with malicious intentions. You really deserve to be cousins."
Chu Qinghan and Xia Yuzhi were stunned at the same time, Chu Qinghan wanted to say something, Jiang Yan walked past her and walked into the dormitory.
Meng Fanyi "hummed" at Xia Yuzhi, then threw the rice in her hand onto her table.
"Don't expect me to bring you food in the future, scheming bitch!"
Xia Yuzhi's heart sank again and again, and slowly fell to the bottom.
Just now I was thinking, she wants to keep this secret, and now Jiang Yan knows, she must be very disappointed in her, right?
Xia Yuzhi didn't dare to think about it, the more he thought about it, the more flustered he became, and when he looked sideways at Chu Qinghan, he became even more annoyed.
If it wasn't for her, how would Jiang Yan know? !
She walked into the dormitory, shut the door of the dormitory heavily, and isolated Chu Qinghan from the outside.
Chu Qinghan stood for more than a minute, but still didn't muster up the courage to knock on the door again.
Jiang Yan suffered so much all at once, let her have a chance to digest it.
In the dormitory, the three of them sat on their respective beds, thinking differently.
Jiang Yan only felt that what happened during this period was so absurd and outrageous. After carefully connecting the cause and effect, he found that everything could be traced.
Every time there is Chu Qinghan, Xia Yuzhi treats her very well, either saying something that makes people misunderstood or doing actions that attract people's daydreams. At first, she thought Xia Yuzhi was helping her and deliberately made Chu Qinghan jealous , Thinking about my own thoughts now is really naive.
Xia Yu knew where he was helping her, he obviously had other motives.
Maybe this is a game played by the two sisters. One lures the enemy deeper, and the other deliberately says something to provoke her, making it even more difficult for her to extricate herself, and they will laugh at her stupidity together later.
Thinking about it, Jiang Yan felt cold all over her body. In July, when the sun was scorching hot, Jiang Yan wanted to wrap herself in a quilt.
Meng Fanyi kept glaring at Xia Yuzhi, and said after a long time: "Xia Yuzhi, I regard you as a friend, tell me honestly, is what Chu Qinghan said true? You really want to talk to Chu Qinghan Is the competition close to Yanyan?"
In fact, she still didn't believe it. After all, Xia Yuzhi told her that she liked Jiang Yan the day after Jiang Yan was rejected, that is, the day they went down the mountain together.
A person's eyes can't deceive anyone. When she said that she likes Jiang Yan, there was light in her eyes.
Xia Yuzhi wanted to argue, but couldn't speak, because these are facts.
She could have denied it to death, but she didn't want to lie to Jiang Yan anymore.
Telling a lie requires countless lies to cover it up. She thinks she can't be tight, so let's admit it now.
Maybe if she was more sincere, Jiang Yan would forgive her?
Meng Fan couldn't wait for her explanation, his heart sank, he thumped the cabinet twice, and sighed: "I'm going to drink with senior sister Li Wei, you two have a chat."
The original intention was to give the two of them a space to be alone, but Jiang Yan didn't ask any questions. Xia Yuzhi thought about a lot of words and felt dissatisfied. Time passed by.
After sitting in vain for two hours, Xia Yuzhi spoke weakly.
"Yanyan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you."
Jiang Yan didn't even have the energy to speak, so she just sat there blankly, ready to go to bed when the time came, and go home directly tomorrow.
Fortunately, tomorrow is the summer vacation, so we don't have to face each other day and night in the dormitory, which saves a lot of embarrassment.
Xia Yuzhi knew that Jiang Yan didn't want to talk to her, but she had to explain, otherwise she would really lose her.
"Yanyan, just say something, don't ignore me, okay? I really didn't do it on purpose. I approached you with a purpose in the beginning, but after I got to know you, I regarded you as a real friend. I said I like you too. Really, I really like you, how can you trust me?"
Jiang Yan turned to look at her with indifferent eyes: "Don't, I can't afford your liking."
The two sisters treated her like a monkey, and now they still say they like her. Is the word "like" so cheap in their eyes?
Xia Yuzhi was so anxious that he burst into tears, tears falling down.
"Yanyan, don't be like this, give me a chance, I can prove it to you."
She grabbed Jiang Yan's hand, and the appearance of Lihua with rain was very pitiful. In the past, Jiang Yan might still coax her, but now she just feels disgusted.
"Don't touch me! Your hypocritical appearance is disgusting!"
She waved her hand away, and because of too much strength, she pushed Xia Yuzhi to the ground, and her elbow hit the hard tile, breaking a large piece.
When Jiang Yan saw it, her eyes darkened for a moment, but instead of helping her up, she left the dormitory in a restless mood.
Xia Yuzhi looked at her back and sobbed softly.
If she had known that there would be today, she shouldn't have come back with a purpose in the first place. Sure enough, whatever the cause is, it will bear the same kind of fruit. Everything is done by herself, so no one else is to blame.
Sitting on the playground, Jiang Yan felt a bit indescribable, looking up at the starry sky, her eyes were sore before she looked away.
Other people's college life, falling in love, playing games, drinking and singing, can be as exciting as it needs to be, but why is it that when it comes to her, it's just cutting blood and messing it up?
One or two seemed to have a grudge against her, constantly making her doubt life, and Xia Yuzhi taught her another profound lesson before she could get over the sadness of Chu Qinghan's rejection of her.
What's wrong?
Meng Fanyi was drinking with Li Wei on the playground, but when he looked up, he saw a familiar figure.
She crawled over with the wine jar in her arms, tugged at Jiang Yan's sleeve, "Yanyan, why did you come out? Did Xia Yu know that dog thief didn't accompany you?"
Jiang Yan looked into her misty eyes, and sighed: "Drink less, I still like to drink if I can't drink enough, and I will trouble Senior Li Wei again when I get drunk."
"Sister, you don't think I'm troublesome!" Meng Fan tugged on Li Wei's trousers, who was standing, and looked up at her, "Is that right, sister?"
Li Wei smiled: "Of course, never."
Satisfied, Meng Fan turned his head and leaned on Jiang Yan's shoulder, and helped her to accuse Xia Yuzhi, saying a sentence incongruously, and soon there was a shallow snoring sound.
Li Wei knelt down and pinched her face, a smile appeared on her face, "Junior girl, I'll send her back first, and you should go back early, and the lights will be turned off later."
Jiang Yan nodded, watching Li Wei easily picked up Meng Fanyi and walked towards her dormitory.
In fact, a heartless person like Meng Fanyi is quite good, at least she will not suffer from emotional pain. Even if the senior she admires confesses to others, she will only be sad at the time, and then she will be a hero again.
She couldn't envy such a free and easy person.
I wanted to just sit on the playground all night like that, but Jiang Yan returned to the dormitory just before the lights were turned off because the teacher checked the dormitory at night.
The dormitory was empty, and Xia Yuzhi was nowhere to be seen.
This made Jiang Yan breathe a sigh of relief, she lay down peacefully, and fell asleep in the middle of the night.
The next day, Xia Yuzhi and Meng Fanyi still didn't come back after sleeping until the sun was high.
Jiang Yan simply packed up and saluted, and then set foot on the way home.
The summer vacation was very decadent, because Jiang Yao was not around, and he didn't go out to play.Ten days before school, Jiang Yao came back and took her to country D.
He said he was reuniting with his father, but in fact, he hadn't seen him a few times in the past ten days. Jiang Yanguang was jet-lagged for three or four days, and was about to come back soon after he finally got used to it.
At that time, Jiang He happened to have an important project to advance, and she couldn't accompany her children, so she could only use money to make up for it. She sent the bonus of the previous quarter to Jiang Yao in one lump sum, and asked her to take Jiang Yan for a stroll and have something to eat. Eat, buy whatever you want.
Jiang Yan's desire for these things is very weak, but when he walked to the street, he still saw a pair of rings at a glance.
The style is not as old-fashioned as men's and women's styles, but lively and suitable for female couples.
For some unknown reason, Jiang Yan bought the pair of rings, and put them in her bag as if nothing had happened when Jiang Yao found them, pretending nothing happened.
Jiang Yao has always expressed her understanding of her sister's orientation, so when she knew that Jiang Yan's confession was rejected, her first reaction was to comfort her.
At that time, he was attending an exchange meeting with his mentor at a foreign university, but he still took the time to call and talk for half an hour.
In fact, it's okay for her brother to know about it, but Jiang Yan always feels embarrassed, after all, she promised her brother that he would no longer like Chu Qinghan.
On the last day, Jiang He personally sent the siblings to the airport and apologized sincerely to them.
Jiang Yao was independent since he was a child, and he got along with his father more like friends, but Jiang Yan hated him a little because of his mother's death, so his attitude towards him has never been salty, listening to his apology, he didn't have any special feelings in his heart.
The two landed directly in Shencheng and went to University A to sign up.
Jiang Yao has excellent grades and is often taken by his tutors to universities around the world for exchanges. He didn't have much time to stay in school, and was called away as soon as he entered the campus.
Jiang Yan walked aimlessly on the campus alone, feeling that time passed too fast, and she was already a sophomore.
Meng Fan came only one day later, and brought a bunch of special products to Jiang Yan, and also distributed some to Xia Yuzhi, after all, it's not good to isolate her in a dormitory.
But Xia Yuzhi never came, and there was still no news after two weeks of class.
Then one day, Jiang Yan heard the conversation between class teacher Zhao Lili and other class teachers, and then she knew that she had suspended school.
At that time, my mood was a bit indescribably complicated, and I told Meng Fanyi after I went back, and Meng Fanyi also found it incredible.
"Isn't it because of that incident that she left? Is she such a glass-hearted person?"
Jiang Yan was silent, whether it was true or not, after all, things were different.
Chu Qinghan resigned from the position of the student council president and concentrated on preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination. The original vice president became the official, and Meng Fanyi, the secretary general, became the vice president, and followed other members of the subordinate department to welcome the freshmen.
Nothing has changed, yet everything seems to have changed.
When I saw Chu Qinghan again, it was at the entrance of the library.
Jiang Yan found a long-lost book from under the bed, wiped off the dust on it, and returned it.
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