Jiang Yan knew how Chu Qinghan would react, but she didn't care.

It didn't make her happy to say that though.

Yes, even if she hurt Chu Qinghan, she was still unhappy.

As long as she thinks that that person doesn't like her, she can't breathe in her heart. She calls this kind of psychology "offensiveness".

Meng Fanyi became more and more busy, leaving early and returning late every day. Although he was tired every day, he enjoyed it.

There was still no news of Xia Yuzhi, and the students quickly forgot about her, as if there had never been this person in the 16th class of engineering management.

The first time Jiang Yan felt unwell was in the middle of the first semester of her sophomore year. During that time, she always felt sick and weak, and she didn't want to eat.

At first I thought it was because of the hot weather, but as the weather gradually turned cold, the symptoms not only did not get better, but also became more serious.

Once when I went to dinner with Jiang Yao, she almost fainted. If Jiang Yao hadn't helped her in time, she would have fallen face down to the ground.

Seeing her like this, Jiang Yao worried: "Why don't you go to the hospital, I always feel uneasy."

Seeing that he was so nervous, Jiang Yao smiled and said: "It's okay, I know my own body well, it's just that I haven't eaten well recently and have anemia, after this period of time, I will eat more to make up for the previous one. As long as you're healthy, you'll be fine."

Jiang Yao knew that his sister didn't like to go to the hospital, so he didn't mention it again. It was only later that he realized how stupid he was now.

Jiang Yan could still meet Chu Qinghan on campus, no matter how indifferent she was, the other party would come up to her and say a few words to her.

"I'm going to play on my friend's island this weekend, do you want to go with me?"

Jiang Yan walked forward on her own, and what she said went in her left ear and out of her right ear.

"That small island is very interesting. She also has a manor on the island. We can barbecue, fish, hold parties, and do whatever."

Jiang Yan listened to her patiently, then stopped abruptly and looked back at her, "This seems to be the first time you have talked so much to me."

Chu Qinghan didn't know why, but in retrospect, it was true that she was too indifferent in the past, and she spoke concisely with Jiang Yan, rarely chattering.

Seeing her silence, Jiang Yan smiled mockingly, "So senior sister is here to pity me now? Think I was rejected by you in public, so that I was ridiculed and isolated by my classmates, so did you come to spread love?"

"I didn't mean that, I just..." Chu Qinghan couldn't continue, she couldn't admit her feelings for Jiang Yan.

During this period of time, she thought a lot, analyzed her psychology from meeting Jiang Yan to rejecting her, and finally came to the conclusion that she should like her.

This realization shocked her for several days, so when she didn't meet in the middle, she was just waiting for herself to calm down and see if she was wrong.

As a result, the longer the time, the clearer the emotion, and the feeling of tightening her heart made her deeply understand what emotion is.

Jiang Yan didn't want to listen to her explanation, so she coldly withdrew her eyes and continued to walk forward. As soon as she took a step, the sky spun before her eyes, and she fell to the ground.

His knees hit the ground heavily, his jeans were immediately stained red with blood, and his palms were scratched, causing burning pain.

Chu Qinghan was taken aback, and hurried to help her, but Jiang Yan waved her away mercilessly, she slowly got up by herself, and then left as if nothing had happened.

The number of dizziness has become more and more frequent recently, it is time to take time to go to the hospital, although she doesn't like the hospital.

The smell of disinfectant always reminds her of her mother, that gentle and beautiful woman.

She died of illness on the hospital bed at such a young age, and she didn't even see her husband's face before she died.

If it was her, she would probably choose to spend the last time with the one she loves.

Anywhere is fine, as long as it's not a hospital.

She doesn't want the last memories of her life to be countless medical equipment and disinfectant.

Since he was doomed to die, why bother to suffer those crimes?

Chu Qinghan followed Jiang Yan with worried eyes.She always felt that Jiang Yan seemed to be much thinner than before.

Although she was thin before, she was very well-proportioned. Unlike now, even wearing a slim coat feels spacious.

Jiang Yan returned to the dormitory, treated the wounds on her hands and knees, and began to feel dizzy and nauseous again.

When Meng Fan came back, she was retching on the toilet and hadn't eaten anything, so she couldn't vomit anything, only a little gastric juice.

Meng Fanyi was so tired that she was drowsy, but woke up abruptly, and ran in to ask her what was wrong, Jiang Yan waved her hand to indicate that she was fine, but Meng Fan didn't believe it, and insisted on dragging her to the hospital.

In fact, she was really worried about Jiang Yan's physical problems. Recently, she watched her lose more than ten pounds, and the flesh on her face could hardly cover her bones. Jiang Yan explained that it was because of the hot weather. It was already late autumn for dinner, and she didn't believe it was because of this reason.

"No, I have to take you to the hospital today, Didi has already called, you get dressed and go downstairs!"

Jiang Yan got better, and took her hand to be cute, "Can you not go, it's already this time, it's cold outside, let's go tomorrow?"

Meng Fan kept a cold face and was unmoved by what he said.

She can let Jiang Yan do whatever she wants, but she won't let her spoil her body.

This situation is not a day or two, but has been going on for a while, so I have to go to this hospital today.

Jiang Yan was very conflicted in her heart, but she couldn't bear Meng Fanyi's firm attitude, so she slowly put on her clothes.

Meng Fanyi folded his arms and leaned against the door to watch her change, very patiently.

As soon as the clothes were put on, it suddenly started to rain, and the moment the heavy rain fell, there were lightning flashes and thunder.

Jiang Yan: Even God is helping her!

"Yiyi, why don't we go again tomorrow, and don't go out in this weather."

Meng Fanyi really wanted to tug at her ear and yell, even if you get stabbed today, you still have to go to the hospital for me!

But looking at the raindrops outside that could kill people, he gave up this idea.

It's not that I have to go today, it's not easy to walk on such a heavy rainy road, and Didi's driver has already canceled the list.

"Then wait until the rain stops before you go, you can't be a fool on me anymore."

Jiang Yan nodded like a pounding garlic, rubbing Meng Fanyi's arm, "I knew we were the best one by one, I love you, I love you."

Meng Fanyi patted her head lovingly, thinking that he must take her to the hospital tomorrow.

There was no class the next morning, and Meng Fan, who could have slept late, was thinking about taking Jiang Yan to the hospital, so he woke up early, but Jiang Yan woke up earlier than her, and the bed was already empty.

She called and it was a bit noisy over there.

"Yanyan, where are you? It was agreed to go to the hospital, why are you missing? Come back quickly, or your head will be knocked out."

"I'm in the hospital, and I'm ready to line up for the checkup. I didn't call you because you were sleeping soundly. You can wait for me in the dormitory, and I'll go back after the checkup."

Meng Fanyi was a little unconvinced, would someone who was so resistant to the hospital take the initiative to go?

"You take a video of the hospital and show me the name of the department and your voice."

Jiang Yan paused, and said with a smile: "Can you trust me? Anyway, it's my own life, how can I not cherish it? You can tell by the sound, I have a lot of people here, I'm definitely not lying to you."

Meng Fanyi also felt that he was a little too suspicious, and Jiang Yan was not a three-year-old child, so he should know which is more important.

"Okay, then you go to check first, and tell me when you come back, sister Meng treats you to a big meal today."

Jiang Yan answered and hung up the phone. She glanced at the fallen leaves and felt guilty.

In fact, she did not go to the hospital, but in the park.Sitting on the bench, watching the uncle and aunt next to me doing Tai Chi, they are all alive and well, not at all like people of this age.

When the time was up, I turned around and went to the pharmacy to buy some vitamins and blood supplements, and went back to school slowly.

Chu Qinghan waited downstairs in Jiang Yan's dormitory for a full two hours before seeing her approaching with a grim complexion. She hurried up and asked, "Jiang Yan, are you alright?"

Jiang Yan looked up at her, without any waves in her eyes, "It's okay, thank you for your concern."

After she finished speaking, she glanced away and continued to walk towards the dormitory, leaving Chu Qinghan with a thin and lonely back.

Chu Qinghan's heart felt sore, her throat felt sore, and she wanted to say something to keep her, but she couldn't say anything, and could only watch her drift away.

Since then, she has artificially created chance encounters every day and met Jiang Yan. Although she could only say a few words, she felt satisfied.

The semester passed like this, and Jiang Yan felt that she had learned nothing this year except that she was one year older.

During the Chinese New Year, Jiang Yao cooked a large table of dishes, and the brother and sister gathered around the table to watch the Spring Festival Gala and eat the New Year’s Eve dinner.

"Dad asked me to apologize to you on his behalf. He really couldn't get away, so he couldn't come back and reunite with us."

Jiang Yan continued to eat her own food, not paying attention to her brother's words.

From the death of her mother to the present, in the 15 years, the so-called father has celebrated the New Year with them no more than three times, and she has long been used to it.If he sat at the dining table today, she would find it strange.

"Yanyan, you can't blame Dad for what happened back then, he couldn't help himself, so don't hold grudges against him anymore, okay?"

Jiang Yao inherited Jiang He's character, gentle and humble, never blushed with anyone, and his good temper is a bit outrageous.

Now she is persuading Jiang Yan to let go of her prejudices, and it is also for her sake. It is impossible for a person to live with hatred all his life, so she will be very tired.

"Brother, stop persuading me. Aren't you tired after 15 years of persuasion? I know this very well."

"Okay, brother, stop nagging and eat vegetables."

The brothers and sisters finished the New Year's Eve dinner, cleared the table and went out to set off fireworks.Because of the ban on burning, I can only enjoy the small ones, and Jiang Yan's mood has improved a lot.

But she never expected that Chu Qinghan would call her.

When the phone rang, she happened to have unburned fireworks in her hand, so she asked Jiang Yao to pick it up for her. Jiang Yao connected it directly, and then his face changed.

He turned on the speakerphone and asked her to talk directly to Jiang Yan.

"Sister, I happened to be passing through Beicheng and wanted to see you."

Her voice was slightly shaky, expectant and nervous.Jiang Yan didn't know what she was expecting, did she think she would meet her?

"Senior sister, you are not at home to have a reunion dinner with your family during the Chinese New Year. What are you doing in Beicheng?"

Chu Qinghan was at a loss for words, she actually came here specifically to find Jiang Yan, not the so-called "passing by".

When she was bored looking through the circle of friends, she saw Jiang Yao’s circle of friends. Several pictures showed Jiang Yan making dumplings. Her face was covered with some flour, and the dumplings she made were ugly. They looked nothing like herself. do not match.

At that moment, an unspeakable longing suddenly surged in her heart, wishing that it was herself sitting opposite Jiang Yan.

With this impulse, I bought a plane ticket to Beicheng on New Year's Eve. It was already nine o'clock in the evening when I landed, and the night wind blew me awake a lot.

But she still wants to see Jiang Yan, and no matter how much wind blows, this thought will not dissipate.

"To see a friend, remembering that you are also in Beicheng, I want to drop by to see you,"

She tried her best not to look so deliberate, but ignored the girl's sensitive mind.

When Jiang Yan heard her words, the corners of her lips curled up, and she taunted: "The senior sister is really busy every day. I just saw a friend, and I can't wait to see the next one."

The "friends" who let her sit and visit on New Year's Eve must be very important, right?

For some reason, Jiang Yan felt a little sour.

It's been so long, and I still feel uncomfortable when I hear this, but I'm really hopeless.

"I..." Chu Qinghan stood in the cold wind, as if the blood on his body was cold.

If she had known today why bother, if she could let go of her arrogance and admit her feelings for Jiang Yan earlier, she would not have come to where she is today.

"Senior sister, it's windy at night, I don't have time to talk nonsense to you. Don't 'drop in' to see me, our friendship is not yet there."

Jiang Yan hung up the phone after finishing speaking, simply and neatly.

Looking at her face, Jiang Yao couldn't bear it, "Why don't you let her come to the house?"

"Why do you sit? Does she have no home of her own? The New Year's Eve wants to sit at someone else's house?!"

Jiang Yao lost his temper after being choked by his sister, and touched his nose in embarrassment.

He just felt that Chu Qinghan's phone call made his sister, who was already in a bad mood, even worse.

Jiang Yan watched the fireworks in his hand gradually dim, and his eyes sank.

Things that are so beautiful are really fleeting, and I can't grasp them no matter what.

Jiang Yan fainted for the second time, on the Lantern Festival.

Jiang Yao was invited out by her mentor that day, she was bored and had to go to the grandparents' house next door to play, when she got up to say goodbye, her eyes went dark and she passed out.

Grandpa and grandma were terrified, and after calling an ambulance, they hurriedly called Jiang Yao.

When Jiang Yan woke up, her nose was filled with the smell of disinfectant that she hated most, and she subconsciously frowned.

"Yanyan, are you awake? Is there any other discomfort?"

Jiang Yao's voice was gentler than usual, but Jiang Yan felt something was wrong.

His face was gloomy, and his whole body exuded a depressed mood.So she asked, "Is there something wrong with my body? Why do you have such an expression?"

As if she was going to die soon.

Jiang Yao shook his head and showed a smile: "No problem, just a little anemia, just infuse some nutrient solution."

Jiang Yan has been dependent on her elder brother since she was a child, and she can't hide any of his expressions from her. Jiang Yan can tell that he is lying almost at a glance.

"Is there really something wrong? If you tell me, I'll be prepared. It's okay. Let's talk."

Jiang Yao tucked the quilt for her, patted her head, and said softly, "It's really fine, how could my brother lie to you?"

Jiang Yan curled her lips, and thought to herself, how many times have you lied to me? You lied to her all the time when you were young, and you lied to her again when she was taking the university entrance exam.

Jiang Yao's heart was heavy, and he really couldn't face his sister's sincere eyes. He was afraid that he would slip up if he was not careful, so he went out after a short stay.

People were coming and going in the corridor, and doctors and patients were intertwined. He became more and more irritable when he saw it. He took out the cigarette on his body, lit one and took a deep puff.

In fact, he has never smoked. Today, this pack of cigarettes was given to him by a senior when he was having dinner with his tutor. He originally wanted to put it back at the end of the day, but he received a call from the grandfather next door and hurried to the hospital. Haven't said hello yet.

The smoke went all the way down the trachea, choking his eyes scarlet, and he squatted on the ground for a long time without recovering.

How can this happen, how can this happen?

A good person will get sick when he says he is sick, and it is still a disease that cannot be cured.Yanyan is only 20 years old, her life has just begun, how can she spend the rest of her life in a hospital bed like this?

A nurse came over, patted him on the shoulder, and reminded softly, "Sir, smoking is not allowed here."

Jiang Yao nodded, and put out the cigarette butt with his hands. The nurse was heartbroken and asked, "Sir, are you all right? Do you want me to help you to rest?"

Jiang Yao signaled that he was fine, don't worry, his voice was muffled, and he didn't look up from beginning to end.

Even if Jiang Yao didn't say anything, Jiang Yan still had a way to know about her condition.She secretly went to the doctor in charge while Jiang Yao was going to cook. The doctor told her about her condition in detail, and comforted her to be more open, and to keep her mood at ease, which is conducive to recovery.

Jiang Yan laughed, how can she recover from a terminal illness?

After returning, she pretended not to know anything, and chatted with Jiang Yao.

"Brother, did the doctor tell you when I will be discharged from the hospital? School will start in two days."

Jiang Yao was startled, and the chopsticks in his hand fell to the ground. He bent down to pick them up, and didn't look up for a long time.

Seeing him like this, Jiang Yan felt uncomfortable, her nose was sour, and she couldn't stop her tears.

She quickly wiped away her tears with a piece of paper, pretending to be nonchalant.

Jiang Yao raised his head again, his eyes were red, Jiang Yan joked: "Brother, are you so spicy, don't be brave if you can't eat spicy food, are you crying now?"

Jiang Yao smiled softly: "It's a bit spicy. You are the most spicy food in our family. I can't stand it. But today is the last meal. I will eat light food tomorrow, so that I can leave the hospital and go to school early."

Jiang Yan responded with a smile, picked up a chopsticks of chili and ate it, crying while saying that the food was too spicy, so he had to eat something light.

Jiang Yan entered school half a month late, and Meng Fanyi was in a panic. If she hadn't called every day, she would have gone to Beicheng to find Jiang Yan.

"Are you really coming back tomorrow? Last time you said it was tomorrow, but you ignored me for ten days, and I don't believe you anymore." Meng Fanyi said quite dissatisfied.

Looking at her cute little expression, Jiang Yan smiled and said, "Really, I won't lie to you this time, you can see me as soon as you wake up."

"Well, I'll wait for you and treat you to a big meal when you come."

"it is good."

Looking at the bleak scene outside, Jiang Yan also felt a sense of desolation in his heart.

Why did she have to go back to school? She couldn't explain clearly, probably to give her heart an explanation.

Meng Fan urged her to come quickly every day, she couldn't live up to this heart, and...

Do you want to meet the person you like too?

Jiang Yan's heart became heavier and heavier, like a drowning person, even breathing was painful.

Jiang Yao gave up the opportunity to be an exchange student at a TOP5 university abroad, and accompanied Jiang Yan the whole time, sent her to the dormitory, gave her a lot of instructions, and then left.

Meng Fanyi asked curiously: "Why did your brother suddenly become a mother-in-law? He didn't even see your face much before."

Jiang Yan smiled: "Maybe it's been a year since I changed my sex, and I think my sister is important."

Probably because she won't live long, so she is paying special attention to it.

After that day, Jiang Yan still went to class as usual, but most of the time she stared out the window in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking.

When the spring was warm and the flowers were blooming, Xia Yuzhi came back.

She looked haggard a lot, and she lost a lot of weight. The first time she saw Jiang Yan was to apologize to her.

Jiang Yan waved her hand to signal her not to do so.After such a long time, she had long forgotten about it.

As Jiang Yao said, people have to live in the present, and the hatred in the past is always in their hearts, so they will be unhappy.

Xia Yuzhi was much quieter, not as lively and cheerful as before, and also became estranged from Jiang Yan and Meng Fanyi a lot.

She still followed them to and from school, had dinner together and returned to the dormitory, but the atmosphere was no longer as warm as before, but there was an indescribable indifference.

Meng Fanyi's student union is busy and rarely stays in the dormitory, so when there are only her and Jiang Yan in the dormitory, there is nothing to say.

Xia Yuzhi didn't want to do this, but there was nothing he could do.No matter how she explained to Jiang Yan, she was always indifferent, with no waves in her eyes, like someone who sees through the world.

Then one day, she saw Chu Qinghan silently following Jiang Yan, with shocking affection hidden in her eyes. At that time, she suddenly realized that perhaps during the days she left, their relationship had already turned upside down The change.

Jealousy disfigured her, and bold ideas were born.

One day before the holiday, Jiang Yan received a call from Xia Yuzhi.

"Yanyan, I'm at Lanyue Hotel, can you come pick me up? I've been drunk by some people I don't know, and they're looking for me everywhere now, I'm so scared."

Her voice was crying, as if she was really scared.

It's just that Jiang Yan is a little strange. Isn't Lanyue Hotel the Chu family's property? Xia Yuzhi is also their own family. She didn't seek refuge in the hotel in her own hotel, but called her instead. Is this reasonable?

"Calling the hotel manager will help, I can't make it right now."

Xia Yuzhi immediately cried, out of breath, and asked while crying, if Jiang Yan was still angry with her, otherwise why would she refuse to save her.

With such a big hat off, Jiang Yan was speechless on the spot, and went out with her mobile phone.

Xia Yuzhi hung up the phone, and in a second he became calm and composed from being pitiful, not even a little scared.

She wiped the tears off her face, went into the bathroom to wipe off the lipstick on her mouth, put on powder to make herself look paler, and finally picked up a bottle of white wine and drank it down.

When Chu Qinghan complained to her father, she was arrested and locked up for half a year. She finally persuaded them to let her out, but it was not to watch them fall in love.

She has to fight for what she likes, as well as the person she likes, she has to use her own way to make Jiang Yan her only choice.

Jiang Yan took a taxi and arrived at Lanyue Hotel in 10 minutes. She stood in the lobby and called Xia Yuzhi.

"Where are you?"

Xia Yuzhi timidly said: "I'm in room 8012, they're blocking the elevator, I dare not go out, can you come up and find me?"

Jiang Yan walked towards the elevator, just in time to be seen by Chu Qinghan who was standing on the second floor.

Ginger smoke?What is she doing here?

"Miss, do you still want to read our financial report for this quarter?"

"No, send me email back."

Chu Qinghan hurriedly replied, then walked towards the elevator, and saw that the elevator stopped on the eighth floor.

Xia Yuzhi seems to be here today, so she came to see Xia Yuzhi?

Thinking of this, she clenched her hands tightly, and the documents in her hands were crumpled into a ball.

Jiang Yan arrived on the eighth floor and saw no one by the elevator. She was very puzzled. After finding room 8012, she gently knocked on the door.

"It's me, Jiang Yan."

As soon as the voice fell, the door of the room was opened, and the people inside pulled her in, and closed the door by the way.

After seeing the scene in front of him clearly, Jiang Yan quickly turned his eyes away, and said in a slightly cold voice, "Why are you dressed like this?!"

Xia Yuzhi's pajamas were very cool, as if he hadn't worn them.

Xia Yuzhi ignored her words, hugged her tightly, and tightly strangled her.

"Yanyan, stay with me, for you, I don't want anything."

If her parents know that she continues to be with girls, they will really drive her out of the house, but she doesn't care, as long as she can be with Jiang Yan, she can give up everything.

Jiang Yan was a little out of breath from being strangled by her, looking down at her pear blossoms with rain, her eyes gradually dimmed.

"Xia Yuzhi, don't do such unselfish things. Even if you use your body to keep me, I won't like you."

The light in Xia Yuzhi's eyes gradually shattered, and the tears became more violent, "Can't you give me a chance? I really love you!"

Jiang Yan sneered: "If you loved me, you wouldn't force me in this way. In the end, don't you love yourself? Xia Yuzhi, I don't care if you compete with Chu Qinghan or if you really like him a little bit." I, it is impossible for me to be with you, I have made this very clear from the very beginning."

After Jiang Yan finished speaking, Xia Yuzhi let go of her arms inch by inch, and fell to the ground in a slump.

Jiang Yan took a bath towel and put it on her body, then turned and left, before she reached the door, a sense of dizziness hit her, and she almost fell to the ground.

"Yanyan, what's wrong with you?!" Xia Yuzhi stood up suddenly, and the bath towel on his body fell to the ground.

She quickly helped Jiang Yan to sit down, then poured her a glass of water.

"I'm fine, you put on your clothes first."

Xia Yuzhi immediately blushed, as if someone had punched her hard.

After getting dressed, the two sat facing each other. Jiang Yan supported her head with her hands, unwilling to open her eyes. Xia Yuzhi knew that she didn't want to face him, so she walked away wisely.

"Take a good rest. I have the right to use this room forever. You can live in it for as long as you want."

Jiang Yan wanted to leave very much, but she couldn't support her body, so she could only sit.

My health is getting worse and worse. It seems that finishing college is a luxury.If Jiang Yao knew what she looked like, he would definitely send her to the hospital immediately.

The door rang again, Jiang Yan thought that Xia Yuzhi had left and returned, and leaned on the wall to open the door.

"What’s wrong with you?!"

Chu Qinghan stood outside for a long time, imagining what the two inside were doing, the more he thought about it, the more hesitant he was, wishing he could open the door with the universal room card.

But reason told her not to do so, Jiang Yan would hate her even more.

It wasn't until seeing Xia Yuzhi running out crying that his hanging heart finally let go.

Seeing Jiang Yan not coming out for a long time, she mustered up the courage to knock on the door, but saw that her face was pale and she couldn't even stand up straight.

"It's okay, what are you doing here?"

Chu Qinghan paused, and explained: "I happen to have something to deal with today."

"So you know about Xia Yuzhi's coming here?"

Chu Qinghan's silence gave Jiang Yan the answer, her dizziness gradually improved, but her heart began to twist slowly.

"Sister, do you like me?"

Chu Qinghan didn't expect her to ask such a question suddenly, and was a little taken aback.

Jiang Yan approached her, stared into her eyes and said, "Don't you like it? That's a pity. I wanted to have a more in-depth exchange with my senior."

Chu Qinghan didn't speak, and lowered his head to kiss her lips, and then the two rolled together naturally.

Chu Qinghan still had a sliver of reason, and asked hoarsely, "Jiang Yan, don't you regret it?"

She knew that she hadn't forgiven herself yet, so she asked her this question just to give her a chance to repent.

Jiang Yan smiled lowly, her voice was tainted with sex, and she was very charming: "Senior sister, are you not good?"

Chu Qinghan's eyes darkened, and her voice became even hoarse: "Even if you regret it, I won't let you go, I will let you know whether I can do it or not!"

The next day, Jiang Yan, whose bones were about to fall apart, regretted that she had said such words to provoke Qinghan.

Her body was quite refreshed, it should be Chu Qinghan holding her and taking a bath.

She got out of bed, got dressed, took a last look at Chu Qinghan, and left with her head raised.

Jiang Yan went home, and after staying at home for a while, she took the initiative to go to the hospital.

Although she has given up any hope, at least those who love her should feel at ease.

If she doesn't receive treatment, I'm afraid Jiang Yao will drop out of school to guard him.His grades are so excellent and he has a bright future, so he shouldn't be delayed because of her.

The first year passed, and the condition worsened, Jiang Yan smiled.

In the second year, when her condition got worse and she had to undergo dialysis three times a week, she had her long hair cut off.

In the third year, the countdown to life, Jiang Yan received a call from Meng Fanyi.

Before that, she heard Jiang Yao's call with his father. The gentleness he had maintained for so long finally collapsed overnight, and he snarled and asked his father, which is more important, money or daughter.

In fact, this is an unsolvable problem. Her father earns money to give them a better life. At least since she was a child, she seldom wants something but can't get it.

If there is, it is Chu Qinghan.

Thinking of this, she decided to go to the class reunion and take one last look at her.

……

Awakened by the pain again, Jiang Yan slowly opened her eyes, this time Chu Qinghan was beside her.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Chu Qinghan asked with concern.

Jiang Yan smiled and hugged her, buried her face in her chest, "I dreamed that you said you didn't love me and wanted to leave me."

Chu Qinghan hugged her tightly and quickly expressed his sincerity, "No, this kind of thing is absolutely impossible."

Jiang Yan smiled "puchi", raised her head to look at her, there was a smile in her eyes, and there were stars and stars.

"I'm just kidding, don't be so nervous, you were not like this before, how come the older you get, the more innocent you are?"

Chu Qinghan pecked her lightly, and seemed to sigh: "How can I not be nervous, I can't bear you disappearing for three years, I feel panic if I don't see you for a second."

So she decided to take a good vacation for herself, rest for three to five years, and accompany Yanyan to the place she wanted to go.

But she hasn't told her yet, thinking of giving her a surprise after it's settled.

"Senior sister, Chinese New Year is coming soon, can we see fireworks this year?"

Chu Qinghan nodded: "Yes, I will definitely see it."

Jiang Yan started to feel dizzy again, she nestled into Chu Qinghan's arms, feeling the temperature of her body, half asleep and half awake.

Chu Qinghan fully fulfilled her promise, she didn't go to work anymore, but stayed with Jiang Yan, cooking for her every day, taking her out shopping, buying a bunch of clothes and shoes, looking at the increasingly full wardrobe, her heart Also gradually settled down.

This is what a home looks like.

I used to think that the house was too big and the space was too deserted, and I would sleep directly in the company when I was late for overtime. Now that I have a hostess, I feel warm in an instant. She doesn't want to go anywhere now, she just wants to stay with the person she likes.

With Yanyan, nothing will be boring.

"Yanyan, shall I go out and buy you new clothes tomorrow?"

Sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window drinking milk tea, Jiang Yan was puzzled and said, "Didn't you just buy it two days ago, why do you want to buy it again? I can't wear it all after buying so much."

"The Chinese New Year is only a few days away. Everyone else is buying new clothes. I won't allow you to have them."

After Chu Qinghan finished speaking, she leaned over to take a sip of her milk tea, kissed her by the way, and said in satisfaction, "It's so sweet."

Jiang Yan showed no mercy: "You are so greasy."

Chu Qinghan laughed first, then threw her on the ground, kissed and tickled her.

"You dare to say that your wife is greasy, let's see how I deal with you."

Jiang Yan couldn't stop laughing, begging for mercy repeatedly: "Don't dare, don't dare, just let me go, you are not greasy at all."

Only then did Chu Qinghan let her go, pulled her into his arms, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Yanyan, I love you so much, as long as you can stay by my side, I am willing to give you the best in the world, don't leave me again, okay?"

There was a gloomy look in Jiang Yan's eyes, but she still smiled and said "OK".

I've been with you for the rest of my life, and I won't break my word.

It's just that you have to live the rest of your life by yourself. After I die, whether you are sad or happy, lonely or like others, that is your business, and has nothing to do with me.

In the next few days, the two went out to buy clothes, store up some food, and made dumplings together on New Year's Eve. Chu Qinghan suddenly talked about the New Year's Eve four years ago, when she stood downstairs at Jiang Yan's house for a long time. At night, I went back after seeing that the lights in her room were off.

"How do you know where my home is, even the location of my room so clearly."

Jiang Yan was a little surprised in her heart, but it was only a little bit, and then she calmed down.

The damage had been done long ago, no matter how much she did to make up for it, it was impossible to erase the scars in her heart.

"Your brother often mentioned you in front of us when you were still in the third year of high school, saying that you were beautiful and smart, and even showed us your photo. Your room is on the side of the street. I knew it early on."

Maybe she felt that Jiang Yan was different from the beginning, but she just refused to admit it.

Like is a seed buried deep in the heart, it is not obvious at the beginning, and you will not know how strong it is until it breaks through the ground.

Three years ago, Jiang Yan disappeared after having a good time with her. She almost went crazy. She didn't go to the postgraduate entrance examination. She got a graduation certificate and went to work in her own company. She devoted herself to her work day and night, and used this method to numb herself.

I never expected that I would see her again. Although she has changed a lot, it still doesn't affect her love for her.

This time, she won't let go.

After hearing what she said, Jiang Yan remembered the reluctance on Jiang Yao's face when he took her to take a picture, how ugly that was.

"So who saw that photo? Has my image been ruined long before I entered school?"

Thanks to her efforts to maintain the goddess personality!

The clown was herself.

Chu Qinghan kissed her sideways, and said in a doting tone, "It's okay, you are the most beautiful in my heart."

Jiang Yan put an ugly dumpling on the chopping board, and said mockingly: "You really are getting greasy."

Chu Qinghan let her tease, with a smile on his face all the time.

After eating the dumplings, Chu Qinghan took Jiang Yan out to watch the fireworks.

"We can't put them here, right? We can only buy those little fairy sticks."

"Yes, my fairy will be able to see her exclusive fireworks later."

Before Jiang Yan could understand what she meant, a beautiful firework had already exploded in the sky, and then there were sounds one after another.

Her name slowly appeared in the air, followed by several heart shapes, and finally the three words "I love you", which made the couple next to her envious.

Jiang Yan hugged her and whispered, "Thank you."

Thank you for allowing me to have such wonderful memories at the end of my life.

Chu Qinghan rested his chin on her shoulder, with a coaxing expression

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