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Fang Yan's voice was soft, as if he had no emotion, but Song Lai could see the sadness hidden behind his eyes.

Song Lai didn't want to make Fang Yan sad, especially because of the past.

Song Lai sighed, took out a poor-quality napkin and wiped it casually, trying to cover up his embarrassment.

"There's nothing in my past worth remembering either."

Song Lai said, noticing something was wrong, and looked up at Fang Yan again, "Except for you."

Fang Yan looked at him intently and suddenly smiled.

"is that so.

I thought I was dispensable to you, after all you don't need me either. "

Song Lai was stumped by what he said, and couldn't think of an answer for a moment. It happened that the boss brought up a beef soup with coriander, so Song Lai covered it up.

Fang Yan pushed the bowl of beef soup to Song Lai, and pulled out a pair of wooden chopsticks from the side. He wanted to find a piece of clean paper to wipe, but Song Lai saw it and took it first.

"Don't worry about it."

As Song Lai said, he put his chopsticks into the bowl and flicked it, and then took a spoon to scoop up a spoonful of soup and put it into his mouth.

The familiar taste vibrates the taste buds from the tip of the tongue and spreads to the heart, and Song Lai suddenly thinks of the beef soup in the past.

Song Lai originally thought that he had already forgotten the taste, but now he realizes that there are some things that he remembers so deeply.

Seeing Song Lai standing still, Fang Yan looked at him expectantly. Those exquisite eyes shone like stars on a moonlit night in such a narrow and dreary room.

"How is it? Does it look like it?"

Song Lai raised his eyes to look at him, and always felt that Fang Yan was like an elf who strayed into this dirty world.

Song Lai felt a little sour in his heart, and nodded, "Like."

Fang Yan laughed, and the emotions just disappeared.

"I felt like it was the first time I came here, and I wanted to take you with me then..." Fang Yan said, swallowing the rest of the words.

Song Lai pretended not to notice his hesitation, and asked him while drinking soup, "When did you come? Haven't you been abroad all the time?"

"A few years ago, I was abroad, and later I came back. I traveled to various places. Wherever I went, I used to try the beef soup near the school.

When I was in school, I thought that all beef soup tasted the same, but later I realized that not all of them are true, but this one is the most similar to the one in front of the school. "

Listening to Fang Yan talking about the past, although he didn't say much, Song Lai, as a person who has been there, can empathize with his hardships along the way.

Even with the help of Fang's family, he has to rely on himself for many things. It must not be easy to get through the past ten years.

Song Lai suddenly felt distressed. He put down the spoon in his hand and looked up at Fang Yan.

The traces of time on his face only made him more mature, but Song Lai could still see the shadow of his past.

"I'm glad you're growing up well."

"Actually, you were also an important part of my past."

Fang Yan stared at him blankly, but did not return to his senses.

As if afraid that he would not believe it, Song Lai added, "I didn't lie to you."

Song Lai has always had a bad appetite, and he can't eat much of anything, but maybe the familiar taste made him relax, and now he ate up a bowl of beef soup, and even drank a lot of soup.

Fang Yan became happy seeing him eating and drinking, and got up affectionately to wipe the oil stains from the corners of his mouth.

"I thought you couldn't get used to these for a long time, but I didn't expect you to be able to eat them."

Fang Yan gently wiped the corners of Song Lai's mouth with a tissue, while speaking with a smile, his voice was melodious and imperceptibly natural, and the tenderness between his eyebrows and eyes was about to swallow Song Lai.

Song Lai's breath was stagnant, he leaned back unconsciously, and took out a tissue from Fang Yan's hand, "I'll do it myself."

Fang Yan froze, his eyes darkened, and he stood up straight without saying a word, "I'll pay."

Song Lai sat on the stool and looked at Fang Yan's back, his heart was always in a mess.

Song Lai ate quite a lot this time, and Fang Yan was worried that he would be uncomfortable on the plane later, so he led him around the school to have a snack while it was still early.

Just in time for high school students to go to study in the evening, students poured out, the originally empty street was quickly occupied by students, and the shops in that food street quickly became lively.

Song Lai looked at the youthful faces passing by and the clean school uniforms on them, and felt that the wind in the end of summer had also become refreshing.

Song Lai and Fang Yan, two handsome men in suits and leather shoes, walked among a group of students and attracted many students' attention. It was inevitable that there would be some bumps between people coming and going. Fang Yan gently took Song Lai's arm and dragged him to the road. Inside, he stood in front of him again, "Follow me closely, there are many people."

Song Lai blushed, said nothing, and silently followed behind him.

Walking back and forth like this, Song Lai was able to take a good look at Fang Yan's back.

He is much taller than before, and also much fairer than before. The short hair that used to be tied up is now kept to the ears, combed meticulously with hairspray.

His back was wider, more powerful, and more stable, and he was no longer as thin as before.

Fang Yan is now a reliable adult.

Song Lai couldn't help feeling relieved.

Since he left, Song Lai worried about his future more than once, but now it seems that he has grown up well.

It's just a pity that I am not the one who needs to rely on him.

The author says:

I'm sorry that today is a bit short, and I will update it tomorrow. If there is no accident, it will be v on Wednesday (because the data is too bad haha, I need to v to make it to the list). If it is v on Wednesday, it will be 6000-9000 on the same day. And join us!

The next chapter is sweet physical contact oh ha ha~

So today is also begging for Silian!

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