forbidden to imagine

Song Lai had light in his eyes and the hope that Fang Yan could achieve it, but Fang Yan didn't dare to be overconfident.

He opened his thin lips lightly, as if he had something to say, but he closed them quickly, just smiling.

Seeing his bitter smile, Song Lai gently tugged at his hand, looked up at him very seriously, "I'm serious."

Fang Yan nodded, "I know."

But in fact, he didn't know it in his heart.

The two of them just walked back hand in hand, talking one after another, it was nothing more than small things in the past, but they were also treasures engraved in Fang Yan's memory.

"In the third year of high school, I suddenly suffered from acute appendicitis in my evening self-study. The head teacher called you, do you remember?" Fang Yan asked as he walked.

Song Lai thought for a while, then nodded, "Why don't you remember, your teacher called me 'Mr. Lu' as soon as he opened his mouth that day, I thought someone made a mistake.

By the way, you didn't tell your class teacher who I am at that time? "

Fang Yan smiled and shook his head, "I only remember your number in a hurry, and there is no time to say so much."

"Then who is the contact person you filled in at school?" Song Lai became curious.

Fang Yan couldn't help laughing when he recalled the contact list he saw from the head teacher after the operation.

"It's your number, and your name is Road Administration."

Song Lai froze for a moment, turned to look at him, "Why?"

"I just remember your number.

Just want to remember your number too. "

Fang Yan's tone was stubborn and serious, paranoid like a child, Song Lai couldn't help laughing, and teased him, "Then what if I didn't answer the phone that day?"

"In that case, it should mean that we have no fate."

Fang Yan said lightly.

Song Lai rolled his eyes at him, dissatisfied and said, "You are too hasty."

Thinking of Fang Yan at that time, Song Lai was still a little shocked, "I was really scared that day. When I rushed to the hospital, I saw that you were unconscious and pale. The hospital still insisted on my signature, so I immediately contacted your uncle. If he doesn't come, I really dare not sign."

Seeing that Song Lai still remembered clearly, Fang Yan's heart softened a lot.

He held Song Lai's hand tightly, and his voice was very quiet.

"The first thing I saw when I woke up was you."

Remembering that he guarded Fang Yan all night at that time, Song Lai vaguely felt a little embarrassed, so he quickly changed the subject, "What's the matter, then I got a fever later, didn't you come to take care of me too?"

Fang Yan was startled when he heard the words, and stopped to look at him, "Which time?"

Song Lai frowned, "There are still several times? Isn't it just the one after your college entrance examination?"

Fang Yan froze in place at Song Lai's words, unable to move for a long time.

He stared closely at the person in front of him, as if he couldn't see through Song Lai at the moment.

Until this moment, Fang Yan always thought that he didn't remember anything, because he didn't give himself memory, time, and reasons for nostalgia. He was so determined that he would not stand by his side.

But at this moment Fang Yan suddenly realized that he didn't seem to have forgotten the past he remembered.

"You remember."

Fang Yan said with difficulty, "You remember everything."

Song Lai's heart tightened, he looked up at Fang Yan, and couldn't breathe.

Fang Yan's words made Song Lai enlightened, and he suddenly realized that those things about Fang Yan's past that he thought he had forgotten were actually kept in the depths of his memory, not lost, but not remembered for the time being.

Song Lai felt panicked and panicked. He subconsciously wanted to break away from Fang Yan's hand, but Fang Yan held him tightly and couldn't move.

"You remember, don't you?" Fang Yan seemed to want to get an affirmative answer, chasing after him.

Song Lai's heart trembled violently, he raised the corners of his lips to force a smile, but he just dealt with it.

"It doesn't matter if you remember or not.

It's just remembering some important things, so don't worry about it. "

"Why don't you admit it? You clearly remember it.

I always thought that the only one I remembered and missed was me. "

Fang Yan's eyes were full of sadness.

Song Lai took a deep breath, his face gradually turned pale.

"Fang Yan, can we not care about the past? I would rather you come for revenge than for gratitude."

Saying that, Song Lai smiled again, first to ease the awkward stalemate at this moment, "It's getting late, it's time to pick up An An."

He voluntarily threw down the steps, Fang Yan had no choice but to get down, but there was a thorn in his heart that always made him ache.

The two of them were cold for a while, but they didn't let go of each other's hand. Afterwards, Fang Yan also said something. Although Song Lai didn't care to listen, he didn't forget to respond.

Song Lai's heart was chaotic, but there was an order in the chaos. He always felt that something was breaking out of the ground, trying to disturb the existing calm.

Song Lai has never been a person who is willing to stay in the comfort zone, but now, compared with turmoil and ups and downs, he prefers to stay in Fang Yan's circle and not think about anything else.

He has always been sober, but now he is willing to be confused for a while.

Song Lai and Fang Yan walking hand in hand on the road of the small town are really eye-catching, but I don't know if Song Lai is thinking about it or what, he doesn't mean to let go of his hand, Fang Yan is naturally happy to be able to hold each other all the way He, even if others pay more attention, but he doesn't care.

From the day he fell in love with Song Lai, he no longer cared about other people's opinions.

An An dragged on for a while after class, and came out later, Fang Yan and Song Lai had been standing at the door waiting, as soon as An An came out, Fang Yan went up to take her schoolbag for her, just like a manservant .

Song Lai stood aside and looked at Fang Yan's clever look, and couldn't help laughing.

An An was a little princess once, and she was in a great mood. She got into the car with her head held high, and she didn't laugh until the car drove a hundred meters away.

Song Lai looked back at her, seeing her blushing from laughing, and couldn't help laughing too.

"So happy?"

An An nodded again and again, clutching her stomach, "Little Brother Song, you don't know, the teacher came to ask me who you are after class today! Those little kids have been surrounding me!"

Song Lai and Fang Yan looked at each other when they heard her calling other children of the same age "little kid". They were both a little surprised.

"Why, you don't like to play with those classmates?" Song Lai asked tentatively.

An An shook her head solemnly, "They're all little kids, I'm too lazy to play with them."

Guessing that An An's life at school might not be so comfortable, Song Lai was a little worried, but his face remained the same, with a gentle look, and asked her with a smile, "Why? Are they disobedient?"

An An bit her lip, nodded and shook her head, and suddenly laughed again.

"No, it's just that I'm very mature! I don't like playing with them!"

Before Song Lai could ask again, An An interrupted again, "Brother Song, did Brother Xiaolu take you to my secret base?"

Song Lai is still worried about her, it can be seen that she doesn't want to talk about it, Song Lai doesn't want to ask too much, so he can only keep it in his heart, but there is no sign on his face.

"went.

It's a great place, how did you find it? "

An An lay down on the driver's seat and patted Fang Yan's shoulder, praising him, "Brother Xiao Lu did a good job! I'm worthy of cultivating you!"

An An's appearance made Song Lai and Fang Yan laugh, and An An was a little embarrassed by their laughter, so he also laughed, and the laughter continued along the way, which was very lively.

Song Lai and Fang Yan's decision to come to Chongshan was out of desperation, and they didn't bring anything. Now, taking this opportunity, they went to the ancient city to buy some change of clothes and necessary things. Song Lai also bought a few more. Take back what you eat and drink.

It was late when the three of them arrived home, and An An consciously went to do her homework without being reminded. When she entered the house, she did not forget to tell Fang Yan to take Song Lai around the village.

Song Lai had something on his mind, and it was difficult to talk about it in the room, so he dragged Fang Yan out.

"Do you want to talk about An An?" Fang Yan asked him clearly as soon as he went out.

Song Lai nodded, with a worried face, "I think An An may have encountered some troubles at school."

Fang Yan looked at his own car parked at the door, which was covered by colored plastic, and sighed slightly, "I should drive my car today."

Song Lai understood what he meant, but shook his head again, "Treat the symptoms, not the root cause.

What's more, your car is so ostentatious that it will attract others' comments. If you drive past, you may not know what those people will say. "

Fang Yan let out a "tsk", very displeased, "Country man, the most can't get rid of this habit of gossiping."

Song Lai was thinking about things as he walked, always feeling that this was not an option.

Fang Yan followed behind him, trying to hold his hand several times, but Fang Yan couldn't catch his every move, and only thought it was funny.

Hearing Fang Yan's laughter behind him, Song Lai came back to his senses.

He stopped and looked back at him, not knowing why.

"What are you laughing at?"

Fang Yan shook his head, followed his footsteps, and grabbed his hand, "Does your leg hurt? I walked a lot today."

Song Lai looked around, and was about to break free when he heard a burst of laughter from the corner of the intersection. He hurriedly dragged Fang Yan to hide behind the wall, and pressed Fang Yan against the wall again, with a nervous expression on his face.

"Shh! Don't talk."

Fang Yan was pressed tightly by him, and he could clearly see the fine hairs on Song Lai's sideways face.

The laughter around continued unabated, Song Lai became more and more nervous, pressing him tighter, and Fang Yan's body became hotter and hotter.

Looking at his sweetheart right in front of him, Fang Yan couldn't help himself, he couldn't help lowering his head slightly, and kissed Song Lai's lips.

Originally, he just wanted to have a taste of the hopeful plum to quench his thirst, but he didn't expect this kiss to be so overwhelming that he dragged him unconsciously, and instead pushed him against the wall and kissed him deeply.

Song Lai was terrified by him, but the temperature between his lips and teeth was so hot that Song Lai gradually softened, and he actually softened into his gentleness.

The two kissed passionately, their lips and teeth were connected, their love was lingering, and they were inseparable.

It's like a game of love and desire, no one wants to be the first to lose, so they can only fight to the death.

It wasn't until the laughter faded away, until Song Lai's breathing slowed down, that Fang Yan let him go slowly.

Fang Yan's hands were still resting on the red bricks, and his forehead rested against Song Lai's face, rubbing against Song Lai's ears.

"Brother, you smell so sweet."

Song Lai was already blushing from his kiss, but now his legs became weaker after being hooked by his words.

He wanted to push Fang Yan, but as soon as his hands touched his chest, he was startled by the temperature of his body.

"You...you are so hot..." Song Lai stammered, seeming a little frightened.

Fang Yan smiled softly.

"Brother, what do you say?"

"What...how, what should I do..." Song Lai stumbled, shrinking his neck unconsciously.

"You know."

Fang Yan blew into Song Lai's ear, which made Song Lai tremble.

"What do I want."