forbidden to imagine

Song Lai and Fang Yan waited at the school gate for two hours before Zhang Anan walked out of the school.

Zhang Anan didn't know that someone would come to pick him up, so he walked very slowly with his head down all the way, looking extremely tired.

Song Lai watched the dejected Zhang Anan walk out of the sparsely populated school in the car, feeling very uncomfortable.

It has been more than an hour since school ends, and the other children have already left the school happily, but Zhang An'an still looks so dejected even now.

Looking at the girl whose head was hanging down to her chest, Song Lai felt like seeing her former self.

He knows too well the feeling of being bullied and isolated, as well as the difficulty and pain involved.

Looking at Song Lai's tense face, Fang Yan sighed slightly, stretched out his hand to hold his tightly clenched fist, and comforted him in a low voice, "It's okay.

I am here. "

Fang Yan's voice seemed to have magic power, but a few words calmed Song Lai's aggrieved heart inexplicably.

Song Lai turned her head to look at him, and pursed her lips.

"Go and get An An over."

Fang Yan nodded, let go of his hands and got out of the car to meet Zhang Anan.

Sitting in the car, Song Lai could see clearly Zhang An'an's panic that had nowhere to hide when she found Fang Yan, and the disguise she thought was perfect.

The more Zhang An'an pretended to be happy, the more unhappy Song Lai felt.

After Zhang An'an got in the car, he kept chattering non-stop, talking about the school's blackboard newspaper and interesting things in class.

The young Zhang An'an didn't know that her pretending at the moment made Song Lai and Fang Yan more distressed than crying.

Halfway through the car, Song Lai couldn't help but let Fang Yan pull over and stop.

He turned around and looked at Zhang An'an with a serious expression.

"An'an, do you have something to hide from us?"

Song Lai's face was ugly, Zhang An'an was a little frightened, subconsciously swallowed dryly, his immature hands twisted together, at a loss.

Song Lai let out a long sigh. He wanted to endure it for a few more days, but he thought that he would leave soon, and Zhang Anan had to face everything by himself, so he couldn't bear it any longer.

Zhang An'an had never seen Song Lai's appearance before, so he was confused for a moment, and unconsciously glanced at Fang Yan, as if asking for help.

Fang Yan on the side also looked dignified, looking very deep.

Zhang An'an bit her lip and lowered her head, not daring to look at them anymore.

"I'm sorry..."

Zhang An'an's subconscious apology pierced Song Lai's heart, making him almost out of breath.

Song Lai clenched his fists tightly, opened the car door and changed to the back seat, and gently hugged Zhang Anan who was curled up in a ball, and slowly patted her back with his broad palm.

"An'an, I didn't blame you, and Brother Xiaolu didn't mean to blame you either.

You did nothing wrong and don't need an apology. "

Zhang An'an whimpered twice, his voice full of grievances, "But...but you and Brother Xiaolu are unhappy..."

Song Lai closed his eyes and sighed, his voice became softer.

"We're not unhappy.

An'an, as long as you have done nothing wrong or hurt others, even if others are unhappy, you don't need to apologize. "

"An'an, I know you are a very sensible child, you don't want to worry your parents, but you have to know that what parents want is not necessarily a sensible child, what they want most is a happy child.

An An, it is good to be sensible, but happiness is more important.

So no matter when you should learn to be happy, as long as your happiness does not affect others or hurt others, then happiness is the most important thing. "

Although Zhang An'an is young, she has experienced ups and downs. She was trafficked to a remote town in her early years and suffered a lot. She learned to observe words, to be patient and tolerant early on. In addition, the Zhang family's husband and wife were exhausted because of looking for a child. In light of money, the two of them are now running a red and white event shop, and the conditions are not good. In such a small town, they will attract criticism to some extent, and they even bring Zhang An'an to be bullied at school.

Zhang An'an didn't dare to worry his parents, and he never said anything about being bullied at school, not to mention that the Zhang family couple were honest and honest, Zhang An'an was influenced by them, and he was not a troublemaker.

Listening to Song Lai's words at this moment, Zhang Anan's tears could no longer be held back, streaming down.

Hearing Zhang An'an's cry, Song Lai's heart throbbed. He slowly let go of Zhang An'an, took the tissue handed by Fang Yan and gently wiped her tears.

"An'an, a good boy should learn to protect himself first.

You can't let someone hurt you at any time.

I know you have something that you don't want to tell your parents, and you don't want to tell us, but whether it is us or your parents, I hope you are healthy, healthy and happy.

You have to learn to protect yourself.

Brother is not asking you to hurt others, but just asking you to bravely refuse when faced with other people's harm.

Whether you and I, or you and your parents, we are all equal, no one should be bullied, no one should be hurt, no one should be unconditionally tolerant. "

"An'an, you have to learn to distinguish clearly. Tolerance and kindness do not mean endless tolerance and slaughter.

You have to stand up for yourself and you have to reject those who hurt you.

Maybe it's a little hard for you, and maybe you'll get hurt in between, but you have to let the bully know that it's not right. "

"An'an, when you can't solve some things, you should also seek help from adults appropriately.

But you must remember to protect yourself at all times. "

Zhang Anan didn't speak all the way, but kept crying in Song Lai's arms.

Song Lai was worried that going back like this would make brother Zhang and sister-in-law Zhang worry, so he asked Fang Yan to call them and said that he would take An An to eat something in the town before going back.

After all, Zhang Anan was a child, and after seeing something delicious and fun, he stopped crying after a while, and Fang Yan took her to buy a lot of things before going back.

Song Lai followed them all the time, looking at Zhang An'an's thin body, Song Lai always felt distressed and always remembered the past.

It was late when the three of them went back, and Zhang Anan fell asleep on the road. Song Lai took this opportunity to talk to brother Zhang and sister-in-law Zhang. Although they didn't mention the school, it also made them care about Zhang. An An, after all, although the child's disguise is clumsy, it is difficult to detect if you don't pay attention.

After late at night, it rained in the mountains. Although the rain was not heavy, the sound of pattering was very clear in the night.

Song Lai Song Lai couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

He couldn't sleep, and Fang Yan couldn't sleep either.

Song Lai was in a mess and couldn't help turning over. Fang Yan reached out to hold him after noticing his movement.

"Did you suffer from back pain again?" Fang Yan asked lightly.

Song Lai was held by his hand, and he didn't struggle, but turned sideways to face him, "It doesn't hurt, did it bother you?"

Fang Yan shook his head, and took Song Lai into his arms with the other hand.

"Do you have a headache? I don't think you brought any medicine with you this time."

Hearing Fang Yan mentioning the medicine, Song Lai was startled, and after thinking for a while, he suddenly realized that he hadn't felt a headache or a backache for a long time.

Song Laiwo recalled carefully in Fang Yan's arms, and realized in a trance that since he lived with Fang Yan, he rarely felt headaches, and his back pain was also very rare. Even those miscellaneous medicines were completely forgotten.

Thinking about it, Song Lai slowly regained his composure.

It seems that Song Lai didn't realize the importance of Fang Yan in his life until this moment.

Sometimes it is so hot that it cannot be ignored, and sometimes it is as subtle as a long stream of water.

Fang Yan didn't hear Song Lai's voice, so Fang Yan asked again, "Thinking about An An?"

Only then did Song Lai come back to his senses. He was both a little happy and a little bored because of An An's affairs, and unconsciously wanted to cuddle up with Fang Yan even more, so he nestled firmly into his arms and found a comfortable position to lie down. Rubbing against his chest, he nodded sullenly.

"Always a little worried.

What will An An do if we leave? "

Fang Yan raised his hand and patted Song Lai's back lightly, comforting him, "Everyone has to grow up by himself.

This is a lesson in An An's life. Although it is not a compulsory course for everyone, once you encounter it, you can't avoid it. You must complete this course before you can graduate. "

"That's what I said, but I'm always worried that An An can't beat them.

You have also seen that the children in the school are strong and strong. An An suffered a lot after being abducted when she was a child. At the beginning, the family had no children, so it was okay for An An. My nanny, such a young child, has to do all kinds of dirty and tiring work, and the burn scar on her arm is still shocking. She couldn't eat well and sleep well since she was a child. The past few years are not enough for her to recover, but at school... ..." Song Lai said, feeling really uncomfortable in his heart, and could not continue, his voice was a bit thick.

Fang Yanchang sighed, he hugged Song Lai tightly, and rubbed his chin against Song Lai's hair.

"Why don't I go and enroll An'an in a Sanda or Taekwondo class tomorrow. I saw that there are such classes in the town before. I can learn a little self-defense and exercise my physical fitness."

Hearing this, Song Lai hurriedly raised his head to look at him, "Okay, I'll be more at ease if I learn a little bit, and I can be more courageous."

Seeing that Song Lai is very concerned about An An's affairs, Fang Yan has mixed feelings in his heart.

Fang Yan couldn't calm down when he thought that Song Lai himself was also a victim of school violence.

When An An was injured, he still had his parents and Song Lai to rely on, but at that time, the young Song Lai had no one to support him, no one to stand with him, and no one to care about and protect him.

As long as he thought of this, Fang Yan felt cramped in his heart and couldn't breathe well.

That was when Song Lai needed help and support the most, but he was not by his side at that time.

Fang Yan blamed himself and felt distressed, so he couldn't help hugging Song Lai even tighter, as if only in this way could he be sure that he was fine and would still be by his side.

When sending Zhang An'an to school the next day, Fang Yan took Zhang An'an to sign up for a taekwondo class, and gave the teacher a thousand and one instructions, and he was as careful and serious as Song Lai.

Song Lai looked at Fang Yan's words of exhortation and worry, and couldn't help but exchanged glances with Zhang An'an, both squinting and laughing at him.

Maybe it was because of the support of Song Lai and Fang Yan, who had learned some Taekwondo, and the head teacher took extra care of him after Fang Yan told him to, Zhang An'an's complexion improved a lot within a few days, and Song Lai and Fang Yan secretly I went to the school to have a look, and found that Zhang An'an was more cheerful than before, and occasionally had a few children of the same age around him.

Song Lai knew that although this was just the beginning, everything was going in a good direction. At least Zhang Anan had taken the first step.

On the way back from school, Song Lai kept staring at Fang Yan who was driving. He really didn't realize that Fang Yan was such a careful and kind person.

The onlookers didn't mean to, but Fang Yan, who was being stared at, felt itchy, pulled over halfway, pulled Song Lai and gave him a long kiss, which made Song Lai breathless before letting go.

Song Lai was gasping for breath, clutching his chest and glaring at Fang Yan, but now his panting appearance showed a soft and boneless coquettish attitude, which was an unconscious seduction, Fang Yan couldn't hold back for a while, and then She leaned over and kissed him, but refused to give up after being pushed away by Song Lai, opened her arms to hug Song Lai, only to withdraw her hand angrily after being glared at by Song Lai, reluctantly.

"Obviously you seduced me, it's too bad if you don't kiss me now."

Song Lai almost lost his temper, he sneered, and glared at Fang Yan viciously, "Heaven and earth conscience, who seduced you? It was you who suddenly became lustful, okay?"

Fang Yan snorted softly, and muttered aggrievedly, "It's obvious that you keep staring at me, your eyes are full of peach blossoms, and you're going to take my soul out of me."

Song Lai was furious, and gave him a blank look, "Shut up! I just glanced at you, who knew you were a pervert!"

Fang Yan raised his head and smiled when he heard the words, "Is this sex? I still have a more sex side, do you want to see brother."

This "Brother" was simply a tantalizing call, which made Song Lai's bones weak. He waved his hands again and again, sat up straight and didn't dare to look at Fang Yan again, for fear that if he gave him another look, he would be able to clean himself up here. Swallow it.

Seeing Song Lai's face as if facing a formidable enemy, Fang Yan couldn't help laughing, pursed his lips and shook his head again and again.

"Why do you look at me like that? Are you so fascinated by me?"

Song Lai snorted, "I was just thinking that you cared so much about An An.

After all, in Kangyuan, I didn't see you caring too much about other children. "

"Because is you."

Fang Yan spoke suddenly.

Song Lai was startled, and couldn't help but look over.

"what?"

"Because you care about An'an very much, so I care."

Fang Yan said slowly, "Brother, I'm not kind, I just care about what you care about."