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Lin Xiaoshen was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "Do you like Su Yan?"

After asking, I remembered that Su Yan is his half-sister, who is not in the Lin family's household registration book at all, and the two of them don't know each other, so where did they like it?

Lu Chenxing stared at him, suddenly grabbed his wrist, ignored his resistance, and forcibly pulled him into a room.

The room is like a study room, it's not big, and there are even a variety of things in it, but you can see the owner's care for it from the furnishings.

Before Lin Xiaoshen could see where it was, Lu Chenxing threw him on the sofa. He wanted to get up, but he pinned him down and couldn't move.

Lu Chenxing's eyes were as cold as if he had just been shaved out of the ice. Braving the cold, he asked him: "Five years ago, when you returned to the Lin residence, you saw the things in this room and asked the housekeeper to burn them down. Didn’t you ever think about why I keep the same ones when I was young?”

Lin Xiaoshen was indifferent: "If I remember correctly, you seemed to be encouraging Gu Minglang to dig out my heart to save you, right?"

Lu Chenxing was stunned for a moment, "...Yes."

Lin Xiaoshen sneered: "My mother was going to die at that time, can't I take something to the underworld? If you snatch the person, you will also snatch the things?" Lu Chenxing looked at the mockery in his eyes and said, "He wants to dig It's my heart!"

Lin Xiaoshen was stunned, then laughed, and asked him coldly after laughing: "Isn't your heart poached from me?"

"Lu Chenxing, ever since I returned to China, which day did you like me? And which day did you not want me to die? Now, why are you pretending to be brotherly? "

The anger and hatred in Lin Xiaoshen's eyes made Lu Chenxing's whole heart burst open, and the pain was so painful that he even started to tremble when he breathed.

He heard his hoarse voice resounding in the air: "What if I say that I hate him? What if I say that he is the one I hate all these years?!"

"What are you crazy about?"

Lu Chenxing's eyes suddenly turned red, like a wild beast ready to tear its prey at any time, every word he uttered was unstable due to anger: "Jason hypnotized three people with potions, Shen Qing was the last one, Ji Rufeng It's the second one, do you know who the first one is?"

Without waiting for Lin Xiaoshen to answer, he said word by word: "I, it's me, the first person is me."

Lin Xiaoshen was stunned for a moment, before he could turn his head, he heard Lu Chenxing continue to say: "You should know that people's emotions are regulated by chemical substances. When you like someone, your body will secrete phenylethyl alcohol. amine, dopamine, and endorphins, and the drug hypnosis used by Jason is to prevent or divert the secretion of these three hormones."

"So, the hypnotized person can have completely different feelings about a person with complete memory."

Lin Xiaoshen was unmoved: "I think you are talking nonsense."

"Don't you believe me?" Lu Chenxing asked him again: "Then you must have heard of the seven-year itch. From liking someone to getting tired of someone, it's actually a process from crazy secretion of dopamine to cessation of secretion. And the hypnotic effect of medicine , just speeded up the process, making it multiply at a speed visible to the naked eye. Maybe a person who loves you like crazy one second, can hate you to the extreme in the next second. "

Lin Xiaoshen looked at him, and slowly said: "So what do you want to tell me? You don't like Gu Minglang? Is it because Jason hypnotized you that you like him so much?"

Lu Chenxing looked at him without saying a word, his eyes were as dark as an abyss swamp, not half as docile as before.

Lin Xiaoshen went on to say: "The things we pursue are different since we were young. I love literature and art, and you like mathematics, physics and chemistry. You are like two lovers of idealism and materialism. Lu Chenxing, do you think that feelings are like Bardot? Amines are endorphins and phenylethylamines, quantitative particles that can be infinitely disassembled and combined in your laboratory, but I don’t think so, I think it is crude, simple and even barbaric.”

It was probably the first time Lu Chenxing treated Lin Xiaoshen so roughly after waking up, he grabbed his chin, leaned over and said, "Then have you ever wondered why I gave up Q University and chased you to learn music? That's because I like..."

"Lu Chenxing." Lin Xiaoshen interrupted him, with a calm and indifferent expression: "If I don't ask some questions, it doesn't mean I don't know. When it's time to shut up, just shut up."

The half-punched window paper was stuck from the inside.

At that moment, Lu Chenxing felt unprecedented pain, his whole heart was throbbing, his face turned pale from the pain, as if someone was cutting his flesh with a knife.

He thought that Lin Xiaoshen didn't understand, but in fact he was pretending to be stupid, because he didn't want to face it, so he simply pretended not to understand!

In fact, he understood it from the first sentence, no, maybe it took longer, from the time he walked into the house and saw himself sitting under the tree looking at him...

So what is his feeling in his eyes?

What is he?

burden?burden?shame?

Or do you have to face and then try to remove the stains in your life?

Lu Chenxing's eyes gradually turned red, and he suddenly tightened his grip on Lin Xiaoshen, and said vindictively, "I don't like you."

Lin Xiaoshen's face was calm, still indifferent.

"I love you." Lu Chenxing looked ferocious, and suddenly bit his lips. After being pushed away by Lin Xiaoshen, he yelled at him: "I don't like you, I love you! I love you! I love you to the point of madness! I wish I could strangle Gu Minglang to death!!"

Lin Xiaoshen slapped backhand one by one

Snapped!

Lu Chenxing turned his face away from the beating, his ears were buzzing, and he froze, together with the air.His fair cheeks turned red in an instant, it was Lin Xiaoshen's strength that he had never exerted before, and he was rushing to kill him.

"Are you awake? When you are awake, take a good look at who is this person in front of you."

"It's your half brother!"

Lu Chenxing was quiet for a while, and asked after a long time: "When did you find out what I wanted? After I pulled you into this house, or when you just entered this house?"

"Before entering the house." Lin Xiaoshen said: "When you begged me to move back to live with you, I noticed something, and after observing you for a few days, I

"What are you thinking?" Lu Chenxing asked.

"Rather than this, I'd rather you like Gu Minglang."

Lu Chenxing's breathing trembled, as if he was shivering when a basin of cold water was poured on his head, he suddenly remembered something, and opened his eyes wide: "So that night

superior……"

"I let you see it on purpose, to make you give up."

Lu Chenxing felt that he couldn't hear anything now. He felt so painful that his whole body was in pain. Lin Xiaoshen stabbed his heart, liver, spleen and lungs to pieces. This person killed him one by one under the name of caring for him. scratched.

Lu Chenxing looked at the indifferent person in front of him, tears were like crystal clear pearls, and suddenly began to fall one by one.He has been praised for being beautiful since he was a child, and even the appearance of crying is shockingly beautiful.

But this beauty can't impress the person he wants to impress.

This man doesn't love him, not at all, Lu Chenxing even thought that if Lin Xiaoshen found out what he wanted one day, he would definitely kill him in anger.

At that time, he was thinking that even if Lin Xiaoshen stabbed him to death, he would not feel sad, let alone blame him, and he did not expect any response from him.

He always felt that he was different from Gu Minglang, he would not force him, he would be gentle with him, and would be willing to give him all respect and freedom.

So for 20 years, he never expressed his heart.

Except when he was 17 years old, his father died and Lin Xiaoshen rushed back from abroad.

He remembered that he begged him to stay, begged him to stay in the country, but Lin Xiaoshen looked at him indifferently, then pushed his hand away without hesitation, and said that he would never come back, never come back , and said...he had a boyfriend.

At that moment, Lu Chenxing couldn't control his emotions.

He felt that he had been abandoned. Lin Xiaoshen had abandoned him when he came back, and he didn't want himself anymore.

Reason is swallowed by anger, leaving only instinct.

He pressed Lin Xiaoshen against the wall and kissed him forcefully, robbing him of his breath and breath, and then, the crisp sound of slaps resounded in the corridor.

Lin Xiaoshen scolded: "Beast!"

and after?

Later, Lu Chenxing was timid and frightened, thinking of Lin Xiaoshen's hateful and disappointed eyes at that time, he was so frightened that he couldn't fall asleep at all.

So he found someone to help him erase Lin Xiaoshen's memory.

Later, that person died.

Before Lu Chenxing was knocked unconscious by Jason, he saw a man in a suit and leather shoes, with black hair and blue eyes, looking down at him on the ground.

--It's Gu Minglang.

They had known each other a few years ago, and Aunt Mei loved the two of them the most before they were burned in the orphanage.

Before he fell into a complete coma, he heard Gu Minglang say: "I really need a helper, it's not a coincidence that you came here."

That voice was ruthless as if talking about a commodity.

When he woke up again, everything changed, the person he loved so desperately became Gu Minglang!

Three years of hard work abroad, two years of personal risk testing, smuggling and all kinds of illegal things, he has done many times, many dangerous situations, almost opening up the American market for him with his life.

When he turned around and returned to the country, Gu Minglang prepared a way out for him—a generation of Lin Xiaoshen to die.

Lu Chenxing has been working abroad for five years, and he has never encountered anything black and white, but when he faced Gu Minglang's insidiousness, he still broke out in a cold sweat.

They used to grow up together in an orphanage, but their childhood friendship seemed as light as dust in his eyes.

This man has no heart, even the blood dripping from his heart is black!

Up to now, Lu Chenxing has completely seen through Gu Minglang.

But Lin Xiaoshen didn't, he was kept in the dark like a child, being teased and played by Gu Minglang again and again.

Every time he thinks that his beloved is being treated so cheaply by that man, especially when he thinks that he was once an accomplice, he breaks down so much that he wants to cry.The person he loved so much had his dreams destroyed and his life ruined by himself.

What Lu Chenxing dared not recall the most was when Lin Xiaoshen looked at the violin on the shelf and said softly to him: "I want to play the violin. I used to play it very well."

And at that time, he broke his favorite violin in front of him, and told him: "You are not worthy."

He clearly remembered that day, when Lin Xiaoshen looked at him, his eyes slowly turned red.

That was the first time he cried in front of him, crying so sadly, so heartbreaking.

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What Gu Minglang took was not the script of the male lead, but the script of the villain. Sorry, Chen Chen gave the wrong script when he was reincarnated...