The stand-in of feigning death is subject to A and Cha

And Lin Xiaoshen, who didn't know it, was still sitting in the room at this moment, touching his red ears, absentmindedly recalling the kiss when Gu Minglang left.

Gu Minglang hadn't been so gentle to him for many years, he was in a trance for a moment, as if he saw him many years ago.

That dazzling man who could hardly open his eyes, yet was extremely gentle to him.

As soon as it comes out, everything loses its color.

Suddenly remembered something, Lin Xiaoshen got up and went to the study, and took out the two rings that were hidden on the last anniversary.

He sat on the ground with bare feet, remembering Gu Minglang's gentleness just now, his eyes staring at the ring suddenly became moist.

He hugged his legs, buried his face in it, bit his lip and cried silently.

When he was 8 years old, his parents divorced, and all the good things were shattered. His half brother Jiu occupied the magpie's nest, but he didn't cry.

Abandoned by his parents when he was 14 years old, he sat alone by the river, looking at the lights of Wanjia on the opposite side, he did not cry.

At the age of 18, he broke up with Frank, was misunderstood by everyone, his reputation plummeted, and the concert was forced to be cancelled, but he did not cry.

……

During those difficult days, he thought of dying, so he abused himself crazily, but he didn't shed a single tear.

Only now, he really couldn't help crying, because he didn't want to die.

He wants to spend his whole life with him, he really loves his Mr. Gu, he wants to grow old with him...

In the afternoon, Lin Xiaoshen secretly went to the hospital and had another full body checkup, but the condition was still very bad.

He asked the doctor if he took the medicine well, could he delay it for another two years.

The doctor shook his head helplessly: "No, you have been taking medicine since you were a child, and your body's sensitivity to the medicine is constantly decreasing. Taking medicine is useless, you can only operate as soon as possible."

"But there is no suitable heart, and I am still looking for it."

The doctor looked at his young appearance and sighed: "As soon as possible, there is not much time. In addition, your body is not suitable for strenuous exercise, nor can you have big emotional fluctuations, and your sex life should not be violent. Too many, I suggest not to have any.”

Lin Xiaoshen was embarrassed and nodded: "Okay, I understand."

Gu Minglang has always been fierce in sexual affairs, especially in the past few years, when he was in poor health, he would often be made to pass out and be sent to a private hospital in the middle of the night.

The doctor knew him well, and later suspected that he had a physical problem and forced him to go for a checkup. Lin Xiaoshen was afraid that Gu Minglang would find out, so he kept procrastinating.

"If you want to delay it for another two years," the doctor stared at the case and pondered, "you should contact a private clinic in Germany. It's very famous. That doctor is very good."

"No, thank you, that's all. You can prescribe me some more medicine. I will try my best to follow the doctor's advice and live for two more years."

While prescribing the medicine for him, the doctor persistently wrote a note to him, "Although this private clinic is expensive, it is really powerful, try it."

When Lin Xiaoshen came out of the hospital, he glanced at the note the doctor gave him, on which was written his name and contact information——

Frank Jacobs, followed by email addresses.

Lin Xiaoshen took a look, tore it up and threw it into the trash can.

Jiang Xu's matter has already left him speechless, if there is another Frank, Gu Minglang will really be angry.

He wanted to be good, to coax him to be happy, not to be angry or sad.

A week passed quickly.

During this period of time, Lin Xiaoshen has been restraining his diet and taking medicine to maintain his health. He has never touched alcohol or tobacco, or even went to the company again.

In the past seven years in Tianduan, he worked day and night, and his body was too heavy.

He needs to rest.

But Nan Zhi at the front desk soon called and said in tears, "Secretary Lin, you haven't come to the company for a long time. The higher-ups and the lower-level have great opinions. Many people have already said that you are publicly provoking Mr. Gu..."

Lin Xiaoshen just told Gu Minglang yesterday that he was a little tired and wanted to ask for leave. He said it was up to him, if he didn't want to go, don't go, just stay at home.

Are those people dead?Do you have to kick your feet in the past to move? !

Lin Xiaoshen was basking in the sun in the yard, when he heard this, he said, "Just say that I took Ji Rufeng to the set, and I don't have time to go back to the company, and Mr. Gu has Ji Chen following him, so it's nothing to do with me."

As soon as he finished speaking, Ji Rufeng called the next day, saying that he would return to "Ten Years".

Lin Xiaoshen was so angry that he almost had a heart attack on the spot, so he had no choice but to call someone to apologize and bring the lead actor back.

A few days later, I was worried, fearing that he would make a show, so I followed the crew to watch it again.

Coincidentally, I saw Shen Qing being cheated into Ji Rufeng's car by the staff.

That day, he stood outside the curtain, watching the two play through a gap.

The boy's face was red, and even the hands holding the hem of his clothes were trembling.

It could be seen that he was very nervous, and his mistakes all morning made him flustered, fearing that he would make another mistake.

And Ji Rufeng, who used to scold female celebrities for crying, had such gentle eyes that Lin Xiaoshen suspected that he was blind.

"What to do here, hasn't your agent taught you?"

"Taught, taught..." Shen Qing seemed even more panicked.

"Then what are you waiting for? Look clearly, who am I? The one you love. I am standing in front of you naked now, what should you do? How is it written in the script?"

Finally, Shen Qing didn't stop talking about the lines for the fifth time, but followed his guidance, raised his head naturally, and looked at Ji Rufeng in front of him.

The two looked into each other's eyes with a distance that seemed like nothing, and all the ambiguous factors spread in the car.

The spring sun refracted in from the window, and the air suddenly became hot.

"That's the feeling." When Shen Qing leaned over, Ji Rufeng suddenly avoided, "Do you understand? How will you act later, will you understand?"

"Understood." Shen Qing lowered his eyes calmly, as if a little embarrassed and embarrassed.

"I don't understand the style..." Lin Xiaoshen murmured, ready to leave.

But at the moment when he turned around and got out of the car, he saw Ji Rufeng suddenly stretch out his hand, press down on the back of Shen Qing's neck, and close his eyes under his shocked eyes.

Lips pressed together, breathing tangled.

Lin Xiaoshen stared at the two people in a daze. The scene overlapped with the scene many years ago. He seemed to have been punched hard in the heart, and he didn't recover for a long time.

"Love is restraint, but also can't help it." At that banquet, the man was like this, hugging him tightly in the corner of the garden, his eyes darkened, "I'm sorry, I am the latter now."

"Lin, you have the right to push me away, before I do something excessive."

At that time, Lin Xiaoshen didn't push Gu Minglang away, but let him do whatever he wanted, so that he couldn't participate in the whole banquet.

Just when Lin Xiaoshen thought that Ji Rufeng was blatantly taking advantage, he backed away without hesitation.

Then he pulled Shen Qing, who was still in a dazed state, out of the car, and passed the section that got stuck more than a dozen times in the morning.

It was the first time that Ji Rufeng left without finishing the filming. Shen Qing smiled and said in front of everyone: "Emotional scenes are your weakness, so next time you don't understand, you can come to my lounge and ask. Your acting skills are very good, so it's convenient to stay." Do you have a contact method? I think we can have an in-depth exchange."

He rescued Shen Qing in a way of turning spring wind into rain.

After that, no one in the crew dared to trip him up again.

Because everyone knew that Ji Rufeng looked at him differently.

It would be a lie to say that he was not shocked, Lin Xiaoshen has been in Tianduan for seven years.

For seven years, Gu Minglang never gave him the slightest bit of shelter, and even made the boundary between the two of them very clear.

He had never experienced such a blatant preference.