The stand-in of feigning death is subject to A and Cha

The moment the truth came to light, Lin Xiaoshen's heart full of holes suddenly shattered, and he began to throb in pain, as if being bitten by thousands of ants or hundreds of beasts.

The large and small wounds that he had carefully stitched up were torn open in an instant, exposed to the air, blood gushed out, and shattered the entire heart, making it impossible to repair again.

How can it be so painful?

He couldn't breathe because of the pain, his heart trembled because of the pain, and he wanted to kill himself with his tongue!

A man who has been in love for almost ten years, treats himself as a lowly plaything, and sees himself being played around by him, but looks on coldly, and even sneers in his heart.

Behold, how stupid, how vile, how a few words could make him wag his tail like a dog.

With a wave of hands, he knelt down in front of him like a bitch to be fucked obediently, screamed loudly under him, and uttered obscenities.

He thought he had loved him noblely for so many years, and he was so moved by that ridiculous affection that he even worried that after his death, that man would be sad and in pain.

It's just a big joke.

If Gu Minglang knew, he would probably die laughing.

How can anyone be so stupid?

Really stupid.

Lin Xiaoshen sat on the bed, covered his face with one hand, his eyes were red, and his voice was hoarse, crying out all the grievances he had suffered in these years, all the youth and feelings he had paid for by mistake.

Lin Shen's previous unwillingness and revenge, all disappeared at the moment when he saw Lin Xiaoshen's tears.

He suddenly regretted it.

He didn't want to...see him tearing his heart out.

He didn't feel happy, just sad.

"Okay, it's okay, it's all over." Lin Shen stepped forward to hug him, patted his back gently, and comforted him gently.

Lin Xiaoshen leaned against his arms with empty eyes, letting the tears flow freely, like a puppet whose soul was taken away, the whole body was numb from the pain, like a walking dead.

"Lin Shen, how could I fall in love with such a scumbag for so many years..."

Lin Shen wiped away his tears little by little, then kissed his forehead tenderly, then hugged him tightly in his arms, and said over and over again like coaxing a child: "Okay, okay, I don't love you anymore, let's talk again." No more love, no more pain, I promise, no more pain..."

Yes, it really doesn't hurt anymore.

Lin Xiaoshen washed away the horrific past with tears, completely changed himself from skin to muscles and bones, loved and hated, cried and hurt, and in the end, he completely let go.

What he was crying was not Gu Minglang, what he was crying was the wrongly paid youth.

He can pick it up and put it down.

When Shen Yu and Lin Shen learned of Gu Minglang's cheating, they chose to turn a blind eye, but Lin Xiaoshen would never do it, he could not tolerate sand in his eyes.

As Ji Rufeng said, he was actually more ruthless than anyone else.

Since he can bet on a relationship to the point of betting seven years of youth, he can treat these seven years as a fart without looking back.

The reason why he spent all his money to play with Gu Minglang was not because he was naked in gambling, but because he could afford to lose.

There is plenty of sunshine in the UK, which adds a variety of colors such as orange, red, golden, and brown leaves. Therefore, North Yorkshire in autumn is very beautiful, with thousands of reds everywhere, and the forests are fully dyed.

Lin Xiaoshen took care of his injuries for a few days, except for the serious injury on his arm, he recovered well.

He wanted to go for a walk, but Lin Shen was worried that he was weak, so he pushed him in a wheelchair to play in a nearby garden.

Lin Xiaoshen laughed: "Don't treat me like a cripple, okay?"

"I'm afraid you're tired." Lin Shen squatted in front of him, wrapped a scarf around his scarred neck, took the thin blanket handed over by the servant, and carefully covered his legs, then raised his eyes to look at him, and said in a warm voice : "I'm still so afraid of the cold, it's useless to bask in the sun, look, my hands are so cold, can you cover them?"

"it is good."

Lin Xiaoshen stretched out his hand, and his white wrist protruded from the cuff, revealing some bruises. Lin Shen saw it, and without saying a word, he covered it for him without saying a word, and then warmed his hands.

Gentle and considerate by nature.

There is a small town with a long history near the castle. Although it is not very big, it has attracted many tourists because of its special attractions, thus forming a bustling commercial street.

Lin Shen pushed Lin Xiaoshen for a walk on the street, told him some things after going abroad, and also brought up some interesting stories about the two of them in the past, making Lin Xiaoshen laugh.

"I'm a disobedient entertainer, and I always seemed to annoy you before, didn't I?"

"No, I was too strong back then, so I was very strict with you. In fact, you are much more at ease than Ji Rufeng."

Lin Shen looked at his bent eyes, and suddenly said, "Then why didn't I see you smile at me before?"

Lin Xiaoshen was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it, he found that it was indeed the case.

He doesn't like to make people smile at work, he is always very serious, even to Ji Rufeng. In private, he doesn't have many friends, so it's no wonder that everyone in the company calls him a devil.

Lin Xiaoshen joked: "Maybe it's because I'm a rival in love, but now that I'm not, I won't be so stern with you."

Lin Shen smiled: "It makes sense."

Then squatted down, touched his face involuntarily, and said pitifully: "Smile more, you look beautiful when you smile, very different from your usual ones, just like the prince in a fairy tale Same."

"It seems to be a flower shop, right?" Lin Xiaoshen raised his head and saw the opposite street, interrupted him loudly, pulled his hand down calmly, and said with a smile: "The flowers in the garden are all withered, let's buy some new ones. "

Seeing his hand being pulled down, Lin Shen didn't say anything, but withdrew his expression naturally, and responded, "Okay, what do you like?"

"White Rose."

"Sorry, the flowering period of the white rose has passed, is there any other flower you like?"

Lin Xiaoshen thought for a while, then shook his head and said, "Then do whatever you want, I won't pick, and I won't live for long anyway."

Lin Shen nodded, pushed him to a corner, whispered a few words, then got up and went to the flower shop opposite.

People come and go on the street.Lin Xiaoshen was wearing a scarf and sat quietly on the spot, so obedient that he didn't even move his eyes.Lin Shen looked back at him before entering the store, and suddenly stopped his hand on the door, his heart shook, and the words "the years are quiet, and the Yiren is calm" suddenly came to mind.

He seemed to have suddenly discovered another side of him that no one knew.

Lin Xiaoshen, who was originally irritable and irritable, seemed to be very soft after being peeled off the indestructible shell, perhaps just like the petals of the white rose he liked, soft and delicate.

The setting sun dyed the sky red, and the afterglow of orange fell.

Lin Xiaoshen raised his head, his weakened white chin was exposed from the scarf, and he seemed to see a few seagulls.

I heard that the town is near the sea, so it should have flown over from the sea, and I can take Lin Shen to have a look later.

The line of water and sky under the sunset must be beautiful.

A gust of wind blows around.A child ran over playfully, holding a kite in his hand, running happily, and accidentally bumped into Lin Xiaoshen's wheelchair and fell to the ground.

"Are you okay?"

Lin Xiaoshen pulled the child up, asked softly, and patted the ashes for him.The child seemed to be in a hurry to play with his friends, before he even had time to say thank you, he picked up the kite on the ground and ran away quickly.

Lin Xiaoshen was amused: "The skin is quite thick, why don't you cry?"

If it had been changed when he was a child, he would have been begging for favor with tears.

The thin blanket fell to the ground, Lin Xiaoshen bent down to pick it up, but just as he stretched out his fingers, a pair of black leather shoes came into sight.Afterwards, someone picked up the thin blanket on the ground and handed it to him.

The thumb covered on the thin blanket was white and strong, and the nails were gradually rounded and clean.There is a white jade finger on it, carved with engraved characters, which is vulgar at first, but it suddenly complements each other.

Lin Xiaoshen froze, his hands and feet were suddenly cold, as if he had fallen into an ice cave, he was so nervous that he couldn't help but breathe lightly.

The outstretched fingers paused slightly, then wiped the thin blanket, bent over as if wanting to grope on the ground, and murmured: "Hey, where is my blanket? Where did it go?"

The hand that was handing the blanket seemed to freeze for a moment.

After a while, he put the blanket in his hands, and then squatted down in front of him.

Familiar faces came into view.As handsome as ever, with a mouth-watering beauty, but like a rakshasa who is threatening his life, Lin Xiaoshen was so frightened that he almost couldn't help jumping up.

He hated Gu Minglang, but he was even more afraid of Gu Minglang, so afraid that he wanted to kill him.

"Thank you."

Lin Xiaoshen took the blanket, and was stunned when he touched the blanket with realistic acting skills, his eyes were blank for a while, he smiled and thanked, and tentatively touched the blanket.

Gu Minglang seemed to be confirming his gender.

"Thank you, sir. I'm waiting for my servant. He said to go to the store across the street to buy something. Can you go and look for me? He is wearing a brown jacket and a pair of glasses. He looks very refined."

Gu Minglang didn't move, he squatted on the ground and kept looking at him.

Lin Xiaoshen didn't dare to look at his face at all, he was afraid that he would show his feet when he looked at him, and even more afraid that he couldn't help but jump up and strangle him to death.

"gentlemen?"

"Sir, can you do me this favor?"

Lin Xiaoshen was betting that when Gu Minglang saw that he was blind, he would follow suit and pretend not to know him.

Sure enough, Gu Minglang remained silent.

After a while, he reached out his hand, as if wanting to poke his eyes.Lin Xiao was terrified, and his hand clutching the blanket was almost crushed.

Fortunately, Gu Minglang stopped halfway.

Probably because he was afraid that if he poked a blind man on the street, he would be beaten to death.

Then he withdrew his hand, got up and walked to the store across the street.

The moment Gu Minglang pushed the door and walked in, Lin Xiaoshen stood up abruptly, threw down the wheelchair blanket and ran away.

There was the whistling wind in my ears, my chest was pounding with fear, and my heart almost jumped out of my throat.

After running for an unknown amount of time, Lin Xiaoshen finally stopped until his chest was about to explode, panting violently with his back against the street lamp.

After recovering, Lin Xiaoshen immediately took out his cell phone, wanting to call Lin Shen.

"Drip drip"

A car stops on the street.

Lin Xiaoshen's hand touching the phone froze, turning his head slowly and bluntly like a zombie.

The car window rolled down, and Gu Minglang's face slowly appeared in sight.

"Lin, come up."

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I don’t know if I can code another 3000 today, alas, let’s start playing in the next chapter, since you can’t avoid it, let’s just start playing