The stand-in of feigning death is subject to A and Cha

Lin Xiaoshen didn't dare to let Gu Minglang know before, because he was afraid that he would be sad.

But now telling him personally is to escape from him forever, to prevent him from digging out his heart.

What an irony.

But thinking that I couldn't save Lu Chenxing, thinking that he was going to fetch water from a bamboo basket in vain, and thinking of how hopeful he was when he was beaten, I felt very refreshed.

But unexpectedly, Gu Minglang didn't react at all, not even frowning.

She said to him calmly, "No, you don't have a heart attack."

Lin Xiaoshen: "..."

He felt a sensation of his scalp exploding, and even had the illusion of being in a thriller, his whole body was horrified.

But Gu Minglang didn't seem to see his panic, and his tone was unprecedentedly gentle and bewitching: "Lin, you are very healthy, you don't have any problems.

sick. "

At that moment, Lin Xiaoshen felt his whole body trembling.

Is he crazy or Gu Minglang crazy, or is the whole world crazy?

He has been tormented by this damn heart disease for so many years, and he lives in the fear of the end of time every day, fearful and frightened, and finally he said lightly: "You are not sick."

Fuck you, doesn't he know if he's sick?He has been taking medicine for so many years, are those laboratory reports all fake...

Lin Xiaoshen froze suddenly, just looked at Gu Minglang, and told him over and over again in the most gentle voice: "Lin, you don't have a heart disease, don't think about it."

"You've been healthy these seven years, haven't you? You're not sick, you're not going to die."

Lin Xiaoshen was going crazy, he was really going crazy.

Why did he tell Gu Minglang that he had a heart attack, yet he still insisted on pawing at him like this?

If I can't save Lu Chenxing, what is he still pestering me for?

Is it fun? !

"Follow me to the hospital!" Lin Xiaoshen broke down. He felt like a normal person who had entered a mental hospital by mistake and was treated as a lunatic. He tried his best to prove himself, but no one was willing to believe him, and even kept brainwashing him, telling He you are crazy.

"Let's go to the hospital! Go to the hospital for tests! I want you to take a good look! I have a heart attack, the kind that will die if I don't cure it! Come with me, go!!"

Lin Xiaoshen dragged Gu Minglang into the car like crazy, and asked Ji Chen to drive to the urban hospital with red eyes. Along the way, he kept yelling, telling Gu Minglang that he really had a heart attack.

The results came out very quickly.

Not sick, very healthy.

The moment the doctor said it, Lin Xiaoshen felt that the whole world collapsed.Landslides and ground cracks are beyond redemption.

For a moment, he even wondered if he was dead.

He felt that he might have died long ago, by the kidnappers.

Now I am dreaming, dreaming that he is not sick, dreaming that everything is fine.

He was dreaming, but he was already dead.

"Lin." Gu Minglang hugged him gently, just like when he was abroad, looking at him with such doting eyes, as if he would never get angry no matter what he did, and would always tolerate him and trust him unconditionally, " I said, you are healthy and there is no problem, don't make trouble, okay, let's go back?"

No, Lin Xiaoshen slowly pushed him away, his eyes were empty, he looked around in panic, and backed away subconsciously.

Nothing is right, everything is wrong, nowhere is right!

He doesn't have a healthy body, he doesn't have such a tender lover, he doesn't have anything!

He is a stand-in, a tool, a burden, and a useless person!

He has nothing, no one wants him, he is redundant everywhere...

His world has long been a purgatory, both physically and mentally suffering and tormenting, how can it be so beautiful?

This dream is too unrealistic...

How dare he have such a dream?How dare he dream of that bastard Gu Minglang?Don't you think it's bad enough to be cheated?

Are you really that cheap?

No, he doesn't want to see Gu Minglang, whether it's cold, violent or tender, he doesn't want it!

He doesn't want him!

Never again!

Doctors, nurses, Ji Chen, and Gu Minglang, before everyone could react, Lin Xiaoshen slammed his head against the wall.

The next second, Gu Minglang's furious roar came from the hospital: "Lin Xiaoshen!"

The second before he fainted, Lin Xiaoshen thought with relief that this is the real Gu Minglang.

Several months have passed since Lin Xiaoshen was sent here by his parents.

Although he can't see with his eyes, his ears are so sensitive that he can even hear other people's whispers, and those people don't shy away from him as a child.

Therefore, he knows a lot about this clinic.

For example, the founder of the clinic is a German doctor. He is very skilled in medicine and a good person. He takes in many people who have no money for medical treatment in the vicinity and gives them free treatment...

For example, the doctor has a son who is a bit older than him. He is said to be very good-looking, but he doesn't like to talk very much and is cold...

For another example, the boy's name is Frank, he is a Chinese-German mixed race...

The doctor came to see him once, and squatted in front of him holding his little hand.Although he can't see his eyes, he can feel that he is very gentle,

The voice of love asked him: "Are you Lin?"

He smiled brightly: "Yes, Mr. Doctor, my name is Lin, thank you for your willingness to save me."

"It should be Lin. Please believe me, I can make you fully recovered. You will see beautiful flowers, and you will leave the wheelchair that imprisoned you. You can run freely in the sea of ​​flowers, and enjoy this experience like ordinary people. The beauty of the world."

He said guiltily: "But it may take some time. My experiment has not been successful. I'm really sorry. As compensation, do you have any wishes? Maybe I can help you realize it."

Lin Xiaoshen thought for a while, and tentatively said, "I'm very lonely, can I have a playmate?"

The doctor smiled: "Of course. I have a son who is a few years older than you. I can let him play with you."

"His name is Frank."

Lin Xiaoshen, who had been looking forward to that day for a long time, sat in the yard for a long time, but did not wait for the playmate he wanted.

He was very disappointed, because the nurse said that Frank didn't want to come to the clinic, he didn't like children, and he didn't want to help his father comfort the children, he thought it was troublesome.

Later, the matter was left alone, and Lin Xiaoshen never asked the doctor about it again.

Until that time, the nurse threw him in the garden again. He got out of the wheelchair and touched the fragrance of flowers. There was the long-awaited beauty there.

The hand that was groping in the air was suddenly held by someone, and a clear voice rang in his ears: "Lin, there is a pool in front of you."

He raised his head against the sun and reached out to touch him.

His waist suddenly tightened.The man picked him up, and his body suddenly hung in the air, so scared that he immediately hugged the man's neck.

The man asked, "Afraid of heights?"

He whispered: "Afraid of falling."

"Then hold tight."

Hearing what he said, Lin Xiaoshen quickly tightened his two small arms, and drew his head around his neck.

The man put him back on the wheelchair, Lin Xiaoshen quickly grabbed his clothes, and said timidly, "Sir, what's your name?"

"Does my voice sound so old?"

Lin Xiaoshen immediately changed his words: "Brother, what's your name..."

"Frank."

Since then, he has had a playmate.

The months of waiting for treatment seemed to suddenly become less difficult because of Frank's arrival.

Although he was always cold and didn't like to talk much, he was very soft, far more gentle and considerate than the nurse who took care of him.

Lin Xiaoshen is afraid of the cold and always likes to hold his hand to keep warm.After getting acquainted with it, he didn't like that cold wheelchair anymore, he yearned for the warmth of his arms.

No one has hugged him for a long time.

Although Frank always said he was disgusted, calling him a little troublesome little waste, but when Lin Xiaoshen approached, he never saw him willing to stretch out

hand to push.

That soft little body was tucked into his arms, tightly hugging the storybook he brought to read to him, like a well-behaved and cute cub, with its little furry head rubbing against his chest, delicate like a doll.

It melts people's hearts.

"How long will you stay here?" Lin Xiaoshen often asked him this way.

"I don't know, you?"

"I'll leave when I recover. When I can see with my eyes, I can write down your appearance. They all say that you look very good-looking."

"They're lying to you."

Lin Xiaoshen didn't speak, and suddenly said: "It may not be cured..."

He suddenly reached out to touch his face, from the chin to the mouth, the bridge of the nose, the eyes, and the eyebrows, not letting go of any detail, trying to record his appearance with the sense of touch.

"It will be cured."

Lin Xiaoshen smiled, took his hand to touch himself, and said to him: "Here, here, and here are all bad. My mother said that everyone is an apple before birth, but God may see that I look like an apple." It's so cute, so I couldn't help but take a few more mouthfuls."

"Lack of arms and legs is the bite of God. Like you, there is a high probability that the result is too tempting, and the inside is gnawed by bugs

Lin Xiaoshen looked at him in shock, and then tears began to roll in his eyes.The beautiful fairy tale his mother had woven for him suddenly shattered.It turned out that he was not stung by God, he was bitten by bugs.

Lin Xiaoshen was very naive when she was a child. Although she knew what her mother said was false, she still felt that it was romantic to be bitten by God, not...

Eaten by bugs...

Disillusioned, Lin Xiaoshen will not make trouble, but he will cry, sitting on the ground with teary eyes, sobbing softly at the instigator, as if to let guilt drown him to death.

Tears fell down, like broken beads, crystal clear.

He was crying vigorously, when someone smacked his right cheek suddenly.

Gritting his teeth lightly, his soft and cold lips pressed against his face, tickling, trapped in the warm breath.

"Okay, God finished biting, are you satisfied, the cutest little apple?"

Lin Xiaoshen was stunned for a moment, tears still hanging on his eyelashes, blinked, and suddenly said: "Mom said God bit the left side."

When Lin Xiaoshen woke up, he had a severe headache and wanted to rub it subconsciously, but he touched a thick layer of gauze, and he was stunned for a long time without realizing what happened.

"Lin〇"

Lin Xiaoshen turned his head abruptly, and saw Gu Minglang sitting beside him, looking at himself with a cold expression, and said, "You called Frank all night." The author had something to say

Maybe it’s very confusing after reading it. It’s normal. The confusing operation of crazy criticism is not so easy to understand? I also want to double update tomorrow (〇0)〇) Seeing that other wives have a lot of recommended tickets, Chen Chen read it It’s so little to worry about myself, I’m weak to ask, can Chenchen ask for a little bit?

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