The stand-in of feigning death is subject to A and Cha

"Want to hear a story? I'll tell you when I go back tonight, okay?"

"I want you to hold me."

"it is good."

After a few words, the two of them finally hung up the phone.

Lu Chenxing looked at Lin Xiaoshen, and found that he was also looking at him, his eyes were red, his face was livid, and the hand holding the melon seeds was shaking.

"What Germany? What private clinic? You... what are you talking about?"

Lu Chenxing smiled, so happy, so proud, holding his face, like a well-behaved and obedient brother: "Of course...brother, you used to treat illnesses

That private clinic. "

Lin Xiaoshen loosened his hand, and the melon seeds were scattered all over the ground.

He seemed to be suddenly dull, he didn't realize the meaning of his words, or he didn't dare to think about it, didn't dare to face it, and trembling his voice: "What, what do you mean?"

Lu Chenxing smiled and said: "Didn't my brother say when I was a child that when you were abroad for medical treatment, did you meet a playmate who treated you very well?" "Brother, guess who that person is?"

Lin Xiaoshen was about to go crazy: "Isn't it Frank? He said his name was Frank."

Lu Chenxing smiled, it was ridicule, it was pride, it was gloating with joy, he held Lin Xiaoshen's face, stared at his terrified and pitiful expression, tears came out of his laughter: "My silly brother, how could it be possible? Could it be Frank? He hates his father so much that he never set foot in that clinic. Even after the clinic caught fire and his father was burned alive, he never went back to see his father for the last time. You forgot Is it? You told me all of this."

"That person..." Lu Chenxing stuck to his ear, word by word, every word to heart: "It's Gu Minglang."

"But he thought that the person he met back then was me. You're right, that brother is really gentle, I like it very much."

Lin Xiaoshen pushed him away violently, covered his ears and screamed loudly, his eyes were red, tears welled up in his eyes, the heart-piercing pain surged from all directions, spread to all limbs, every inch of skin, every bone, submerging his whole body, Make him miserable.

The city wall he built in his heart, the copper wall and iron wall he thought was invulnerable, turned out to be so vulnerable.

His childhood dream was completely shattered at this moment.

why?

Why do you have to hit him again and again?

Why do you want to give him hope again and again and push him to hell again and again?

Why was it that the person who hurt him the most was the one who loved him the most and gave him infinite beauty?

Why not Frank?Why not him!

Why is it Gu Minglang!

Seven years of wronged love and youth, it turned out that it was wrong from the very beginning, everything was wrong, he was wrong, Frank was wrong, Gu Minglang was wrong, all wrong, all wrong!

He really wanted to die, it was so painful to live, it was too painful, he was used again and again, deceived again and again, why couldn't he want to be alone?

He obviously doesn't want anything, why still won't let him go?

Lu Chenxing looked at his collapse, with a cold expression, and said softly: "You deserve it, whoever told you to kill my mother, you deserve it, you deserve it, you deserve it..."

Lu Chenxing, who had achieved his goal, was satisfied, like a hero who has won a big victory, trampled the loser under his feet, trampled him, insulted him, and crushed him

Ash.

He stretched out his hand to wipe away the teardrops on Lin Xiaoshen's face, lowered his eyelids, and said slowly: "Does it hurt? That's right. I was in the same pain as you back then. I was cut into pieces by the person I loved the most. Anyone would go crazy, wouldn't they? Brother, let's go to hell together."

No, Lin Xiaoshen looked at him blankly and thought, he is already in hell.

He was already beyond redemption.

Lu Chenxing probably rejected Gu Minglang's appointment, and Gu Minglang returned to the hospital at night.

He pushed open the door and saw that the ward was pitch black, so he turned on the light and called out, "Lin?"

Lin Xiaoshen was facing the door with his back, curled up on the bed, and when he heard the sound, he shook violently, as if he had just woken up from a nightmare, but he still didn't move or get up.

He couldn't help but hugged his legs tightly, shrinking himself smaller and smaller, as if he was afraid of the cold or fear, and his whole body was shivering.

Gu Minglang put the wontons he bought on the table, took out a small bowl and filled them out, sat next to his bed, and gently pushed him: "Lin, get up and eat something, the doctor said you've been hungry all day gone."

Lin Xiaoshen didn't speak, and wept silently with his eyes closed.He was obviously very hungry, but when he smelled the aroma of wontons, he only felt nauseated.

"Forest?"

Gu Minglang pushed him again.

Finally, Lin Xiaoshen moved, exposed himself from the quilt, turned around, sat up slowly, leaned against it without saying a word, and looked at the bowl of crystal clear wontons.

Gu Minglang fed him mouthful, and he ate in silence without crying or fussing.

"You... just cried?" Gu Minglang was stunned when he saw his red eyes.

Lin Xiaoshen didn't speak, as if he didn't hear, he continued to eat the wontons he handed over, like a walking corpse who lost his soul, a puppet at the mercy of others, numb without any emotion.

His heart is really dead.

Maybe Lu Chenxing dared to tell him the truth, that is to say, Lin Xiaoshen would not tell Gu Minglang about it, and he would not bring himself to be humiliated.He didn't want to be stabbed with a knife again, and he was dying of pain.

"Has anyone been here today?" Gu Minglang took the wontons back, as if he was going to press for a result.

Seeing that the wontons were gone, Lin Xiaoshen raised his head to look at Gu Minglang, with a terribly calm expression, and said, "No one has been here, if you don't believe me, you can ask."

The whole hospital is Lu Chenxing's people, if you can ask, you will be damned.

"Then why are you crying?"

Lin Xiaoshen didn't speak, Gu Minglang pinched his chin and continued to ask: "Say, why are you crying?"

"Ah." Lin Xiaoshen twitched the corners of his mouth expressionlessly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I was dreaming. I was a bit sad when I was wheeled that day, so I cried."

Gu Minglang stared at his face, finally let go, continued to feed him wontons, and said in a low voice: "I asked them, and they said they never touched you at all, are you happy to lie to me like this?"

Lin Xiaoshen was too tired, mentally and physically tired, too lazy to deal with him, and continued to pretend to be dumb.

But Gu Minglang just didn't want him to feel better, he turned his face and said in a strong tone, "Speak."

"say what?"

"Why lie to me?"

Lin Xiaoshen said casually: "Is there a reason for deceiving people, isn't it just to make you feel happy?"

"Mr. Gu." He stared wearily at the man in front of him with stagnant eyes, and asked, "If you're tired from feeding, give me the bowl and I'll eat by myself."

"Is it to anger me? Angry me for not coming to save you?"

It is this kind of eyes, this kind of anxious and helpless eyes that can't bear to be harsh, how many people's hearts have been disturbed by cholera, and how many ignorant men and women have been deceived.

He is a buried talent.

Lin Xiaoshen didn't answer him, lay down with his back to him, covered the quilt and continued to sleep.

Before the eyes were closed, the quilt was lifted, and Gu Minglang's voice rang above his head coldly: "I don't like to delay the problem until the next day, what's the matter, tell me."

"nothing."

"Why are you like this? Who came here today? Jiang Xu Linshen or Frank? What did you say?"

Heh, it's ironic that this man is still afraid of cuckolding him.

It was unbelievable that he would be the boy he had liked for so many years back then. He was clearly not like him at all. How could he be alone?

Lu Chenxing is so fucked up, why did he tell him such a cruel fact?

Even if you tell him that the person is dead, it is better than telling him it is the person in front of you.

Is it fate?Both times at the hands of the same man.

Suddenly, my shoulder hurts.

Gu Minglang turned him over, pulled him to his side, grabbed one of his arms, lifted him up, forced him to face himself, and said indifferently, "Speak, what are you angry about? Where have I been?" Offended you?"

Lin Xiaoshen looked at him showing his heart and soul for Lu Chenxing, and suddenly couldn't help thinking, did he like Lu Chenxing because he regarded him as himself, or did he fall in love with his beauty later on?

If it is the former, does it mean that he really likes himself?

Lin Xiaoshen smiled, thinking almost crazily and distortedly, what would happen if after he died, he suddenly found out that he had identified the wrong person?

Will it...

Crazy.

He wanted to see Gu Minglang, who was in control of everything, go crazy, to see him really go crazy, to see him collapse, to see him despair, to see him cry heart-piercingly!

This kind of thing, even just thinking about it makes his scalp tingle!

But he felt it was impossible, Gu Minglang would not be crazy for him, he would only be crazy for the person he loves.

At this moment, Lin Xiaoshen suddenly thought of Lu Chenxing.

His heart that was crumbling, stabbed to pieces, torn to pieces, suddenly showed signs of coming alive.

His heart was ashamed, and he suddenly found a little bit of fun, and found the joy of living.

He thought almost pervertedly, since Lu Chenxing dared to poach his corner, why didn't he dare to poach Lu Chenxing, or... Gu Minglang's corner?

He is a person who has lived today without tomorrow, what is he afraid of?

He is not afraid of anything.

Anyway, he is a dying person, why don't he live boldly and turn the relationship life of these two people upside down?

"Yes." Lin Xiaoshen heard his own voice, so calm, but his heart was pounding, almost bursting with tension, "Chen Xing has been here, do you know what he is here for?"

Gu Minglang was stunned for a moment, obviously he didn't expect him to say that.But soon, more things he didn't expect. If he didn't expect, terrible things that he might never have thought about in his life just happened miraculously in Lin Xiaoshen's mouth.

Lin Xiaoshen was pulled by his arms, and his body under the hospital clothes was weak and thin. He looked very weak and had a somewhat sickly beauty. He said in a serious tone: "Do you know what my beast brother said to me?"

Gu Minglang's pupils dilated slowly, showing real panic.

Lin Xiaoshen said: "He wanted to have sex with me, since he was a child, for many years."

The author has something to say

Gu Minglang, Lu Chenxing, Lin Xiaoshen... suddenly found that they were very good at writing lunatics and perverts. The first two were already crazy, and the latter

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