Imperfect series

Xu Ming has been sitting on the bench next to the flower bed in the hospital all morning, holding in his hand the expert number that he bought after queuing up at six in the morning. He has deep myopia, and his eyes are blurred after taking off the 800-degree glasses Can't see anything.He knows that surgery can treat myopia now, but with such a deep degree, others say it will be difficult and risky, but he wants to try it because he doesn't want others to say that he is blind.

I made up my mind to come here today, and I wanted to go to the ophthalmology department when I got the number, but I just sat in a chair and passed by all morning.He is timid by nature. He only studied when he was in school, and he didn’t have many friends. His parents just knew that he was short-sighted and brought him glasses. The prescription kept increasing. Sometimes I always feel like an intellectual when I wear glasses.

Later, he met Fang Yi'an in college.

That's the kind of plot on a particularly bad street. He was going to the library with a book, and a ball flew over, smashing his book and glasses.

When his eyes are not working well, his ears are very sharp, and the other party's voice is bright and magnetic, and the "I'm sorry, are you okay" became a sound of nature in his ears.When he wore his eyes to see the person in front of him clearly, he was hit hard in the heart.

A nerd, a man who does not exercise all the year round, a boy who is 1.7 meters [-] in height but not too thin and can only read books, the kind of person he admires the most, is standing in front of Xu Ming at this moment.It was blurry at first, but when he suddenly saw it clearly, Xu Ming stood there in a daze.

"I'm sorry, are the glasses broken? If there are any, I'll make up for it." The boy standing in front of him was breathing unsteadily, with his vest sticking to his body soaked from sweat. Tough, the basketball at his feet is still rolling.

Xu Ming felt a little afraid to look directly at the other party, and quickly said, "No, it's not broken." He tightened the book in his hand.

"My name is Fang Yi'an."

"I……"

"Fang Yi'an, are you alright?"

Seeing someone named Fang Yi'an, Xu Ming, who had been timid since he was a child, immediately felt guilty. He felt that he was interrupting others' basketball, so he hurriedly said, "I'm fine. I'm leaving first. You guys continue."

When Xu Ming was about to leave, Fang Yi'an grabbed his arm, "Name."

"Xu...Xu Ming."

"Fang Yi'an from Class C of finance major, remember? If you feel uncomfortable, please come to me, I will take care of it." Fang Yi'an let go, bent down to pick up the basketball, smiled at Xu Ming, and ran away.

Xu Ming felt that the place where his arm was pinched by him just now was hot, and he stood there dumbfoundedly watching Fang Yi'an patted the basketball, raised his arm from a distance, and threw the basketball into the hoop.

He didn't know how he got to the library. The books were on the table, but his mind had long been left on the playground.For several days in a row, Xu Ming deliberately walked towards the stadium, but he never saw Fang Yi'an again, and he was startled by the loss in his heart.Without any friends, no one would care about why he has been out of his mind for the past few days, and the people in the dormitory are just being human and stumped by studying some new topics.

Two weeks later, Xu Ming saw Fang Yi'an on the playground, but he quickly left immediately, because when he saw Fang Yi'an's figure, he suddenly felt his heart palpitations were severe, and he wished he could go over and say a few words to him.

Although Xu Ming only knows how to study, the classmates around him are not without puppy love, and he also knows a little about relationships, but now he blushes and has a heartbeat and pant for a boy, which is very abnormal. He feels very scared and guilty, he is very afraid Others know, know that he is a pervert.

I wanted to suppress the thoughts in my heart, but Xu Ming didn't have any other spare time besides studying. Fang Yi'an's figure was running around in his mind, making him more and more uneasy.

A month later, Xu Ming looked at Fang Yi'an who came to his class to look for him. He was so nervous that he couldn't speak. He adjusted his glasses and saw the students around him looking at him in surprise and envy. He became even more uneasy. .

"Xu Ming, right? It's not difficult at all to find a master." Fang Yi'an showed his white teeth, "Are you free? Let's have dinner together."

Xu Ming really wanted to refuse, he was very afraid of getting along with Fang Yi'an, but he couldn't control his mind, so he nodded.

Fang Yi'an's English is not good, and the English major of finance belongs to economics, which is different from the English textbooks in other departments. Xu Ming didn't understand why Fang Yi'an came to him for tutoring, but when Fang Yi'an asked, he still agreed.Because he really wanted to get along with Fang Yi'an, even if it was such an opportunity.

Xu Ming knows that he is too ordinary and has a withdrawn personality. No female classmates want to talk to such a boring person like him, and neither do boys. Many girls in the class were willing to talk to him and asked him about Fang Yi'an.

Xu Ming felt that Fang Yi'an treated him very well, invited him to dinner, took him out to play from time to time, and even bought him small gifts, he felt very satisfied.Although Yi An's feelings for the other party deepened with the contact between the two, he tried his best to restrain himself, for fear that the other party would look down on him and find him disgusting if he knew about it.

Fang Yi'an likes to take off Xu Ming's glasses. Whenever this time, Xu Ming is extremely flustered, because he can't see anything, because he can't see Fang Yi'an, he feels very insecure, like a blind man.

Once he gritted his teeth and told Fang Yi'an not to take off his glasses, but Fang Yi'an said, "It's okay, am I by your side? You can't see me holding you."

Hearing what Fang Yi'an said, Xu Ming didn't mention it again, he didn't want Fang Yi'an to be unhappy.Therefore, he naturally couldn't see Fang Yi'an's mocking expression every time he took off his glasses.

During the tutoring process for Fang Yi'an, Xu Ming found that his advanced mathematics was also very dangerous, so he also helped him with tutoring by the way.Fang Yi'an was very happy, Xu Ming remembered that it was the first time Fang Yi'an hugged him.Thinking about it so far, he still remembers it fresh, but at this moment, he hates his cowardice very much.

The cries of the children around him interrupted Xu Ming's memory. The registration form in his hand had been clenched into a ball. He checked the time. It was ten past eleven. Why don't we go up and take a look?I have come here, if I go back like this, I will regret it tomorrow when I think about it.

If, if the doctor has already seen the patient upstairs and leaves work early, there is no way, this is life.

Xu Ming stood up and climbed the stairs to the ophthalmology department. There was no one in the waiting area, and the corridor was empty. He sighed and felt that this was his fate.

Just as he was about to leave, a nurse came out of a consulting room and stopped him, "Are you here to see a doctor?"

Xu Ming stopped and nodded.

The nurse stretched out her hand, "Here."

Xu Ming handed it to him.

"Why did you come here? Doctor Zhang is waiting for you."

"Wait for me?" Xu Ming asked in a daze.

The nurse told him to go in quickly, "There are not many specialist numbers in the morning, and every doctor has a few patients. Your number has not been refunded, so you have been waiting, and the other doctors have left. Come in quickly."

Xu Ming was invited into the consultation room, and when he heard the door closed behind him, he stood nervously at the door, at a loss, as if he had delayed the doctor from getting off work, and that Doctor Zhang himself also wore glasses.