Imperfect series

When Yan Jun came home, Yan's mother could see from her son's every move that he was in a good mood today. Even when he smiled, he was not as deliberate as usual, and even when he was in a daze, his expression was much softer.Mama Yan, who has been paying attention to her son's every move, told Papa Yan about this discovery when she was sleeping at night, and Papa Yan said flatly, "I discovered it too."

"What tone are you talking about?" Yan's mother was a little upset. After all, Yan Jun was almost 28, and the family finally came out of the pain of blindness. Parents are stronger than Yan Jun himself. Now I see Shen Ruo The stagnant child looked a little more vibrant, "Aren't you happy?"

Father Yan sighed deeply, "I'm just afraid that he will fall in love with someone, or someone will fall in love with him. Yan Jun is a good boy, but... you know, I don't want him to fall in love to avoid future pain. that's all."

"..." Mama Yan fell silent, "But..."

"No but, I'll talk to him tomorrow."

"Can you hope for your son!" Yan's mother was angry, and her voice was crying.

"It's for his own good to fall in love? In the future, when people dislike you and say you're bruised, I'll see who will suffer the most. Don't hold me and cry." Papa Yan said, "That's it, we're only sixty, Can you... still be with him for 20 years, let's take good care of our bodies and strive to accompany him for 30 years?"

"What about after that?"

Papa Yan was a little sad, "Anyway, I won't be able to see anything after my death, whatever, even if he has something, I don't know."

Yan's mother muttered, "But I still hope that my son will be happy."

Papa Yan clicked his tongue, and he didn't know what to do.Being a parent is a life of worry.

Yan Jun couldn't sleep on the bed, and Hongdou lay on the mattress beside the bed without making a sound. "Red bean?" He stretched out his hand to the side of the bed, and quickly touched the furry head that was leaning over. He chuckled twice, "Did it bother you?"

Hongdou played with Yan Jun's palm with his nose, and licked it twice with his tongue.

"Don't lick, you have to wash your hands in a while. If my mother hears it, it's time to get up and ask me." Thinking of his parents, Yan Jun knew that they were not really happy these years, they just made themselves feel that they were good.

Feeling stuffy and flustered, although the air conditioner brought coolness, the skin on his body did not feel comfortable. When he got out of bed, Hongdou also stood up and stayed by his side. Yan Jun sat on the chair by the table, touching his chin, "Go to bed, I'll be by myself later."

Hongdou didn't leave, it was his responsibility, he lay down and rested his chin on Yan Jun's feet, Yan Jun was a little sad, for reasons that he couldn't explain clearly, made him sad.

He took out paper and a pen from a drawer on one side, touched the paper, and drew on it with the pen. He wanted to draw red beans. He remembered seeing Labradors. I don’t know if the red beans are the same as the ones on TV. .He wanted to draw his parents, but he didn't know if they were still the same as he had seen before, or if it was because he had a lot of gray hair.He wanted to draw boys, but he didn't know if the smiles on their faces were the same as his previous self, flamboyant and unscrupulous.

The pen in his hand gradually stopped, and then, he took the pen and desperately blacked out what he had just drawn, causing the paper to be torn by him.Hong Dou raised his head, wanting to put his head on Yan Jun's lap, he could feel the master's irritability, and he wanted to comfort him.

After scratching enough, the paper was too torn, so I stood up and took the torn paper into the toilet, and threw the paper into the toilet.Back to the bed, Hong Dou never left, Yan Jun's voice trembled, "I'm sorry."

The room was reflected by the dim street lamps on the roadside downstairs, Yan Jun's eyes seemed to have a little water, but the moment he closed his eyes, it disappeared.

Xia Zhi went back to school, found the boy who came to talk, and told him that he would pick up the part-time job, so there was no need to spread the word.The boy was very happy to hear that, but then he became nervous again, "You won't be angry, are you? I can't learn because I'm clumsy, so don't bother Mr. Yan!"

"What are you thinking about!" Xia Zhi frowned, "I happen to have nothing to do during the holidays, and I heard you said that I am in the piano shop again, and there are not too many people, which is very good and suitable."

"You don't go out to perform during the holidays? Teacher Yan can't give you a lot of money."

"Why so much nonsense! Do you understand if the environment is suitable?" Xia Zhi waved his hand, "You don't understand even if I tell you, anyway, I'll pick you up and don't tell anyone else."

"Okay, I just want to continue learning the piano during the holidays. Anyway, I'll know if you bullied Teacher Yan when I go."

Although they are alumni, everyone knows each other because of the guitar, but it's just an acquaintance, a few words have been said, and they have been in the same classroom, but he doesn't want to mention the fact that this boy can't learn the guitar in his class.As the president of the guitar club, Xia Zhi always has performances by him and the band he organizes on the school's program. As a focal point of the school, he has his own pride and persistence.Now facing this boy's obvious doubts and distrust, I feel unspeakably aggrieved, but there is nothing I can do.

"Fuck!" He cursed in a low voice, "If you still have the same virtues during the holidays, you will really bully Yan... Teacher."

Xia Zhi finished speaking and left. Even when she was lying on the bed in the dormitory, she still felt that Teacher Yan was weird, so she might as well call Yan Jun fluently.When I close my eyes, my mind is full of those eyes without focal length, but at the moment of staring at you, it seems that there is only you in those eyes.Xia Zhi felt that those indifferent eyes were not as calm as they looked on the surface. People who love music and play the guitar have a lot of enthusiasm in their hearts, but Yan Jun's gentle look seemed to be restraining something.

The class is full tomorrow afternoon, so I don't know if I have time to go there again in the evening.

It's a pity that there were too many things to do on the second day, and Xia Zhi was about to fall apart when he returned to the dormitory. He felt a little regretful about not being able to go to Yan Jun's place, but it was soon replaced by fatigue.

Of course, Yan Jun didn't expect Xia Zhi to really come back, but he still had hope in his heart, but he didn't dare to magnify him. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. He has learned to hide and get used to patience, but... he was idle Sometimes, I still can't help but think, I want to find a friend.

Saturday is the busiest time for Yan Jun, there is a wave of students in the morning and another wave in the afternoon, he will not schedule the afternoon classes on weekends too late, and it will end at five o'clock.Just after seeing off the students, he even drank two large glasses of water, but he still couldn't suppress the dry mouth.

"It's getting hotter and hotter. It's just like this. I really don't know how many degrees it will be this summer." He touched the remote control to turn off the air conditioner, and when the indoor temperature rose almost, he went out again to avoid the temperature difference. Too big to catch a cold.

Turning around to clean up, there was a knock on the door, twice, and before he could speak, the door opened and the wind chimes jingled.

Yan Jun froze for a moment, then turned around and asked, "Who is that?"

Xia Zhi closed the door and said, "It's me, Xia Zhi, do you still remember? I came here a few days ago. I said I wanted to watch the piano and then..."

"I remember." Yan Jun interrupted him, "Xia Zhi, the childhood you played last time."

Xia Zhi laughed heartily, "I wanted to come here a long time ago, the school has a lot of homework these days! Only today is free."

"Did you finish your homework?" Yan Jun followed the voice and walked over.

Hongdou was still next to Yan Jun, and Xia Zhi approached Hongdou, "Can I pet him? I checked some information and it said that guide dogs are not allowed to pet him casually."

"Red Dou." Yan Jun found a chair and sat down, Hong Dou saw him patting his legs, so he went over and put two paws on Yan Jun's legs, "Come here."

Xia Zhi leaned over cautiously, and slowly squatted beside Yan Jun. He looked up at the man, looking up from the bottom, the lines of the man's face were still soft, but the corners of his mouth were no longer raised, making the man's expression very... …alone.

"I'm here, where can I touch him?"

Yan Jun held Hongdou's paw, "Come and touch his paw."

"Okay." Xia Zhi looked at Hongdou, "Redou, I'll just...just touch it."

Yan Jun was amused, "Why are there so many ink stains, Hongdou will get impatient after a while."

Xia Zhi looked at Yan Jun's hand holding the red bean's paw, and stretched out his hand to carefully touch the red bean's pad twice, "It's so cute."

"Red Dou is a boy."

"Boys are cute too."

For Xia Zhi's insistence, Yan Jun didn't refute, but nodded with squinted eyes, "Well, it's very cute." For example, the boy in front of him.