Imperfect series

It is said that men don't flick their tears lightly, but Xu Ming wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry, even though his heart felt like a mountain was crushed.He was not confident at first, but now he is even more so. According to his grades, he can be directly recommended by his mentor to enter a good company for internship, but he dare not contact people anymore, afraid of socializing, so he can only stay at home and accept some programming or simple software development. live.

He doesn't have much money, but he doesn't spend much. The one-bedroom house was left to him by his grandfather. He goes back to his parents' house for dinner on weekends. He doesn't buy messy things. When Fang Yi'an was together, he didn't spend a lot of money. Now that he thinks about it, most of the things he gave him on his birthday would be used as a joke by that person, or they would have been thrown away long ago.Anyway, I won't have a significant other in the future, maybe I can live alone like this, it's not that bad after thinking about it, at least alone, there won't be the trouble of living as a couple.sweet troubles.

His dull personality was often talked about by his parents, but after finding out that Xu Ming became more and more silent, he stopped talking about it.The couple even complained to each other in private that they shouldn't have read so many books to their children, and they were stupid.

Xu Ming sat in front of the computer and worked quietly. By the time he felt tired, it was getting late.His eyes were sore, obviously he should pay more attention to using his eyes with myopia, but he didn't care about it.I know in my heart that I am giving up on myself, but who cares.

He took off his glasses and rinsed his face with cold water. Seeing that the mirror in front of him was blurry, he reached out and touched his eyes, but couldn't see them.In the morning, Dr. Zhang told himself to reconsider. If he really thought about doing laser surgery in the morning, he was a little hesitant now.Because my eyes have been deformed, even if I have surgery to restore my vision, it should be impossible to recover the deformed eyes.

However, thinking of his classmates' ridicule and Fang Yi'an's teasing, he wanted to take off his glasses again, hoping to get rid of this ridiculous burden.Putting back on the glasses and going back to the house, took out the medical records and opened them, looked at the phone on it, and checked the time, it was past nine o'clock, I don't know if it would be too late, if Dr. Zhang was disturbed...

He took out his mobile phone and typed a line, then deleted it, typed a few more words, deleted it again, went back and forth several times, and finally successfully sent the text message.

Zhang Yeyang was leaning on the bed and reading a book. When he saw a text message coming in, he didn't read it in a hurry. There were too many advertisements during this time. After a while, he picked it up when he was about to go to bed. Probe carefully.

I don't know if this person is often said to be like this, otherwise how could he be so careful?

Zhang Yeyang originally wanted to call Xu Ming back, but according to Xu Ming's personality, he might be too nervous to speak, so he replied, "The phone is on silent, I have been reading just now, sorry. I didn't rest, you Do you want to consult with me about surgery?"

Xu Ming sent a text message and waited for a while without replying. Naturally, he felt a little disappointed, but this feeling didn't last long, because it was too common.Even a little fortunate, at least the other party didn't blame him for disturbing his rest.

After Xu Ming finished washing and lay down under the quilt, he heard the sound of text messages coming in. He quickly touched the glasses on the bedside table, put them on and picked up the phone. Seeing that it was Zhang Yeyang who called back, he was a little excited.

"Dr. Zhang, I want to ask, after the operation, the vision has recovered, can the eyes return to normal? Thank you. Excuse me."

"It can be recovered slowly, but because you have been short-sighted for a long time, the recovery process will be slower. Of course, you can use massage and other methods to promote recovery in the later stage. However, vision recovery is the most important thing. Others None of it matters."

After reading Zhang Yeyang's reply, Xu Ming felt much less anxious. The doctor was right, the most important thing is to recover his eyesight.

"Actually, the deformation of your eyes is not serious. You don't have to worry about it at all. Just wait until your vision recovers and let it take its course. The young man is quite handsome. Don't be so bitter. Your vision of more than 700 degrees is worse than that of one or two thousand degrees." It’s much better not to have surgery.”

Xu Ming looked at the new text message from Zhang Yeyang, and couldn't speak for a while. He raised his hand and touched his face, and laughed for a while. He couldn't figure out whether the other party was comforting him or what, but he had to say, look After hearing these words, he really felt a lot better.He is very grateful to Zhang Yeyang and firmly believes that he has met a good doctor.

"Thank you, Dr. Zhang!" No matter what the other party said was true or false, he was rarely happy.At the very least, Dr. Zhang was encouraging him, not laughing at him.Although I would talk a lot with others when I took over the job, but it was all about work, not personal at all, and it was all on the Internet.

"Don't be too anxious. If you decide to have an operation, you should rest well for the next few days, so that the effect of the operation will be better. Because your vision will be blurred on the day after the operation, you must be accompanied by your family. You should discuss it with your family."

It was only now that Xu Ming thought of this problem. He hadn't told his parents yet.

Seeing that Xu Ming didn't reply to the text message for a long time, Zhang Yeyang, as a doctor, could almost guess that this kid was making his own decisions, and seeing that it was getting late, he sent a message, "Well, I only have an outpatient clinic in the morning the day after tomorrow. I will go to the ward in the afternoon, and there will be nothing to do after the ward check. If you have any difficulties, you can come to me, call before you come, and I will wait for you in the ward."

Xu Ming hurriedly replied thank you, and did not forget to say good night to Zhang Yeyang.

After turning off the lights, Xu Ming recalled Fang Yi'an's previous concern for him in the dark room, those pretended concerns, even if his legs trembled in pain, he just asked "Is it okay?", afraid After disappointing him, he could only grit his teeth and nod.But at that time, I didn't know it and I was so happy.

He stretched out his hand to cover his eyes, no one forced him, he could not blame anyone, it was all of his own accord.Stupid enough and stupid enough.Fortunately, Fang Yi'an was leaving, walking far away, hoping that he would never see him again, and he didn't want to meet Fang Yi'an again, as long as he thought of him seeing him, he would remember how embarrassed he was.

Turning over, he thought of Dr. Zhang again. Although he was a stranger, he could make him feel warmer. Even though he knew that the other party was only doing his doctor's duty, the warmth in his heart was still accumulated for a long time and refused to dissipate.

"Sure enough, I still don't change my nature." He mocked himself.

It's a pity that in the ice room, even if it's just a weak kindling, he can't help but want to get closer, and he really can't resist that kind of warmth.

He clearly knew that Zhang Yeyang was not the person he was talking to, and the other party was not obliged to listen to what he had to say, let alone wasting time on an ordinary patient like himself, but he still went to the inpatient department that afternoon.

Remembering that Dr. Zhang said that he would make rounds in the afternoon, Xu Ming waited in the rest area outside the ophthalmology ward until almost three o'clock before sending a text message to Zhang Yeyang.

When Zhang Yeyang opened the door of the inpatient department of the ophthalmology department, he saw Xu Ming at a glance, and he looked like he wanted to hide himself in the crowd, so he stood there and called Xu Ming, a little mischievous, no doubt, The family members of the patients outside all looked at Xu Ming, and Xu Ming lived up to everyone's expectations and got up and stood there blushing in embarrassment.

Xu Ming couldn't stand being stared at by so many people. Seeing Zhang Yeyang waving at him, he quickly walked over, and he didn't relax until the door was closed to block the view from the outside.

"Do you know that you can't help but want to bully you like this?"

Xu Ming looked at Zhang Yeyang suddenly, Zhang Yeyang didn't think too much when he saw him like that, but just told the truth, he didn't expect him to react so strongly, with an expression of anger and vigilance that was about to cry, he suddenly felt that he had really bullied him, and hurriedly said sorry.

Seeing that Xu Ming was still a little slow, Zhang Yeyang suddenly didn't know what to do. He just blamed himself for being too talkative just now. He felt a piece of candy in his pocket, and hurriedly took it out and stuffed it in Xu Ming's hand, "Just now a little sister gave me Yes, I can't eat sugar, please eat it, don't be angry, I shouldn't have said that just now."

Holding the candy in his hands, Xu Ming wanted to cry even more.

The author has something to say: it’s the first time I’ve written a short story, and I can’t help but start nagging again...orz, I’ll limit almost a story to about ten chapters, of course I want to teach the scumbags a lesson, not because of Fang Yi’an and Xu Ming’s Meet Dr. Zhang.

Dr. Zhang: So I still want to thank that Fang? (raise eyebrow)

Xu Ming: That's not what I said...

Dr. Zhang: Tell me, do you want me to thank you?

Xu Ming: Thank you!The one who registered is me and the one who sent you text messages is me, not him!

Dr. Zhang: So I can rest assured.Then let's continue with the activities of Baitiao in the Langshang on Kang Xu Ming: ...