Imperfect series

My name is Xia Zhi. My mother said that the day I was born coincided with the summer solstice, so I called it that way. It is simple and rude, but poetic.I asked my mother, "What if my father's surname is not Xia?" My mother said, "No matter what the surname is, you can add it to the end for Xia Zhi."

I'm very glad that my dad's surname is Xia, because it still sounds nice to be called Xia Zhi alone.

Like a solar term like the summer solstice, I am full of enthusiasm and persistence—for the things I like.

Like most children, my mother took me to learn the piano when I was young, but when I was seven years old, I saw a male teacher playing the guitar, and I couldn’t move. I think men should be like this , instead of sitting there jingling.

I asked my mother what song it was, and my mother said it was Cui Jian's greenhouse girl.I don't know who Cui Jian is, but I know that the male teacher is really handsome playing the guitar.

Learning guitar has become my main part-time homework. In order to be handsome, I study very hard and practice for a long time when I go home. My mother saw that I was so serious, and she also changed from being unhappy at the beginning to supporting, and even a little pitiful later. I.

When I learned the first song "Romance De Amor", I thought I could go out and sing.But when I was performing in class with my guitar in my arms, I found that I liked the adoring eyes of boys more than the eyes of girls...

That's right, I'm gay.

It's not my fault, but I don't think it's right, so I didn't tell my parents until my mother found out that I never played guitar with my sister, and always played and sang to boy bullets.

My parents told me that no matter whether I like men or women, there is one thing that remains the same, that is the sense of responsibility.I know that it is not easy for them to accept this step, so I have never opened my heart. Even if I see a very good boy, I will tell myself that there are better ones ahead.I focused all my attention on the guitar, and my studies were not bad, so I was admitted to a good university despite my parents' anxiety.

I formed my own band with like-minded alumni and joined the guitar club. After the previous president graduated, I took over as the president in my sophomore year.

Then, I met him.

If that idiot in the guitar club had learned guitar from me, if he hadn't gone out to find others to learn guitar, if he hadn't come to ask if anyone wanted a part-time job, as long as there was one if, I would never have met him.

But then I thought about it, maybe I will still meet, but I can't bear to meet him every minute and every second late.

When I opened the door and saw him, I knew I fell in love with that man, Yan Jun, the person I fell in love with was different, even the name was so nice!

Love his voice, love his face, love his invisible eyes, love his fingers, love the way he plays the guitar, love the way he listens, love his groping movements, love his carefulness, love his hesitation, love his suppression, love him His indifference and enthusiasm in his heart, I love even the awkwardness, and I also love Hongdou, because he is Yan Jun's little guard.

I just love him deeply, even I can't believe it, even the chaotic lines he scribbled, I secretly keep them, I'm really afraid that one day I will steal his underwear and hide it under my pillow...

I want to see him every day and I don’t even think about going to class. I want to leave when I get back to school. I went to his house with the cheek like a demon. His parents are very nice. I think if I get to know him well, I can come to him every day. Home, if you can come to live a few days a week, then chasing him will not be too difficult.

But, you all know that when you see someone you like, you really want to tell him loudly that you like him and love him.Especially Yan Jun's appearance, sometimes he is very happy, sometimes he is unhappy, and sometimes I think he likes me too, but he turns his face coldly.

That night, when he touched my face, I bit his finger on purpose. Seeing him like that, he told me that I didn’t feel it, so I just swallowed the light bulb live!

I secretly kissed him hahahaha I was so happy!By the way, I also secretly copied a few small fragments written by him, and wanted to compose it into a complete composition. The main theme is his, and the cohesion correction is mine. We completed it together, as if he was a branch, and I put him close Tightly bound.

Who knew that the next day when he saw that he didn't open a store, his heart fell to the bottom of the valley.Are you hiding from me on purpose, or is there really something wrong?

I stopped the car and got in to report the address. I knew it would be shameless for me to look for it like this, but without his phone... Even if I had a phone, I couldn't explain this kind of thing clearly on the phone. Shameless, shameless, if you can have For this reason, this face is worth it.

I have always believed that if you have something to say, you should make it clear in person, and avoid it like this, you are not a man!

I dare to say the former sentence in front of him, but I dare not say the latter sentence, I am afraid.

I have been cowarding from getting out of the car to the door of his house, and when I entered the door, I jumped directly at his legs... Don't look down on me, there is no way, the first to fall in love loses first, I am still young, I can afford to lose!

But when I hugged his thigh, I watched his expression very carefully, and bet a hundred cucumbers that he likes me!

He said he wanted to talk to me, and we reached the corridor.The place is not safe, and a neighbor will come out at any time, but he doesn't seem to care, and my heart hangs again.

He said I'm so young, he said I don't understand, he said, let it go.

I can not.

Such a result... I have thought about it, but I can't accept it.

He is a coward, Yan Jun, you are a coward!

I wanted to shout out loudly, but when I saw his invisible eyes, I suddenly understood a lot, his daring, hesitation, his worries, as well as his struggle and reluctance.

It's okay, I dare you.I come to chase you, let you know that with me, you will not be abandoned or betrayed, I will chase you until you can rest assured and accept me.

I bought a book to learn Braille, and started to learn how blind people feel the people and things around them. I carefully observed Yan Jun’s movements and behaviors, and helped him take care of Hongdou. By the way, there is a very happy thing, Hongdou sees me now He wags his tail cheerfully, although he doesn’t bark or make noise, and he doesn’t even take the initiative to play with me except Yan Jun, but he rubs my legs and hands with his mouth, although it’s just one or two times, I’m really happy Terrible, this is his affirmation and love for me!I feel that I am a big step closer to Yan Jun. At the same time, seeing Hongdou walking through the streets with Brother Jun every day, I feel that he is really a little hero!

Hmm, I'm a little jealous, I really want to be dragged by Brother Jun...

I began to pursue Brother Jun, those flashy things are not suitable for us, but I hope to go to the end of life hand in hand with him, so my pursuit is what I want to do.

Try not to interfere with Brother Jun’s daily life, and don’t help him with things he can do by himself. This is a respect for him, but I will tell him that I am here, and I can help him with other things. The school is not too far away from him. Not a few stops away, I bought fried rice from the cafeteria and brought it to him, which is better than him ordering takeaway, changing the water for the water dispenser, and other miscellaneous things in the store. Tell him jokes on the way home, and if you are lucky, you will be allowed to go up for dinner.

His attitude towards me is softening day by day, I feel it, even if it is a little bit, I feel it is worth it.

I'm already prepared to fight a protracted battle, not to mention that I enjoy every day with him like this, but I didn't expect happiness to come so suddenly and so quickly.

That day the car was stuck on the road and couldn't move. After a long time, the driver saw that it was impossible, so he opened the door to let everyone who wanted to get out of the car, and I got out of the car. I thought it was a car accident, but it turned out that someone jumped off the building.

From a distance, I saw Brother Jun walking towards me with Hongdou in his hand. He was walking in a hurry. I didn’t know where he was going, but I couldn’t stand that he would walk past me and miss me. I called him loudly. , he stopped and stood there seriously, I knew he was listening, I yelled again, because I was worried that he couldn't hear the first sound clearly, then I saw him looking towards me, I I ran closer and closer, and shouted again, I hope he can feel that I am approaching him, getting closer and closer to him.

I kept holding his hand to apologize to him, afraid that he would be in a hurry, but guess what, he actually said that he was not in a hurry, he said he came out to watch the fun, can you believe me?I clearly saw that he breathed a sigh of relief when he heard me call him, that kind of relieved expression.

I told him that a man had committed suicide in front of him, and then he took my hand.Really holding on!

I couldn't be happier! ! !

There are so many pedestrians on the road, but I really want to shout at them!

Although he didn't say it, but I really know, I understand!I got him!In other words, he already liked me, and although I don't know what made him stop hesitating, I'm super grateful and super grateful!

I really want to kiss him!

He touched my face, my eyes, I closed my eyes, and felt his fingertips... I yelled, just like that all at once.He is very attentive and careful in touching, but I can't bear it, I long for him to hurt me severely, no matter what way.

I told him to stop touching and told him I couldn't stand it.He actually laughed at me!

Well, laugh then, because he kissed me afterwards.

No one in the world is happier than me.

I thought so.

After being with Brother Jun, he is very... Gentleman, it’s not that I’m horny, I’m not horny at all, I just feel that I’ve kissed everything, I’ve kissed everything, I don’t want to do more what?

I am determined to seduce him every day!

Obviously it’s all like that, why don’t you keep doing it!I took off all my clothes, ran such a long distance every day, and had to go back during the day so hard, he didn't do anything! !You say I am not at a loss!

Too bad.

But it doesn't matter, it will always work!

Later, of course it succeeded, it hurt so much, it felt like a cucumber was stuck in it, don’t pinch it even when walking, I couldn’t help but want to touch it, did his jb fall into me...

Of course, guiding him is one of my responsibilities, because he can't see, I can't bully people, right, so, don't say I'm horny, say I'm yd, say I'm a rascal, I'm guiding him to find sex, I am a good person!Give yourself 1 likes.

Don't laugh, our sex | life is very harmonious, but he always covers my mouth, says I talk too much and screams too loudly.It can't be my fault, men's voices are loud, I don't know how delicate women are, and men always use yelling when they feel good.

"Yes! That's right there! Ahhh, don't try so hard to ejaculate, I don't want to ejaculate yet, I still want to~~~~~"

"To shut up!!!"

Well, it’s enough for everyone to know, don’t go out and talk nonsense, I will be angry...

My parents know about him and are very worried about me. I know they care about me, but I hope they know that I am happy, so they will come over during the holidays. I am so nervous. My man wants to see my parents. I believe them I'll like Joon hyung.

In the school activities after the exam, I invited Brother Jun to be a guest. Brother Jun was very happy, but also nervous. This was his first time playing guitar on stage. It was still with me, but I was very happy. So many people verified us. The cooperation also proves our love.

After I finished composing that song, I revised it with Brother Jun, and then we performed a duet adaptation together. I had already written the lyrics, but I didn’t tell him. I was going to sing it to him on stage. That’s written for him.

So, when he strummed the guitar amidst applause, I echoed his melody, plucked the strings, danced with his fingertips, and sang softly, "Twinkle twinkle like your eyes

You say your eyes can't see clearly, but I say it's okay honey

let me be your eyes

There are countless stars in the sky, and people on the ground come and go without a shadow

You say your heart is cold, but I say it's okay honey

let me warm your heart

Nest on the sofa in spring and play guitar together, snuggle up on the balcony in summer and wait for dawn

I hope I can hold your hand in winter and keep going

The tenderness of the fingertips blooms only for you

We have many feelings besides love

I don't want time to stop there, I still have a lot of places to appreciate with you, I want to put you in my life, I want to put you in my journey

How could the experience of life be without you

Record every minute and every second

those ecstasy

those sad

those wandering

those touched

Nothing earth-shattering, nothing to pray for

Just be here every night every night

let me hum this song for you

hum this song written for you

I love you, I don't know how to thank fate,

Let me meet you, love you..."

end

The author has something to say:

Yan Jun: Have you learned how to drive?

Xia Zhi: Yes!I have finished my studies, I will drive you for a ride, I will drive you to the beach, I will take you to Qinghai, I will take you to Dali!

Yan Jun: Did you buy insurance...

Xia Zhi: What do you mean!Of course, buy a car first.

Yan Jun: Are you optimistic about it?How much?I buy it for you.

Xia Zhi: No need!I can install it in installments. I asked online, and everyone recommended me to go to a company named Wei Xiaoke to pick up and buy a car.

Yan Jun: As long as you look good, don't pay in installments, I will pay.

Xia Zhi: Are you annoying!And you know what?Wei Xiaoke has a boyfriend, I think you two can be friends.

Yan Jun: What?Also... same as me?

Xia Zhi: He is color blind.

Yan Jun: All right.

Xia Zhi: You are so reluctant.

Yan Jun: That's really great!

Xia Zhi: Brother Jun, I love you!

Yan Jun: ...

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, my morals! !I really worked hard for Wei Xiaoke.

The next story is stuttering.Then, can I take a week off first...