[abuse] a leaf boat

The setting sun falls into the mountains, bid farewell to the train entering the city.The mountains and rivers are receding, and the dry trees in winter dance wildly backwards.

The train kept decelerating, and what was ushered in was not the destination, but another wave of recruits waiting at the station in military green.

Before arriving at the station, the first meal was distributed on the train.A simple meal, the main food is rice and flower rolls, and the dishes are relatively simple, just some fried vegetables and some meat dishes such as spicy chicken.

Zhang Bing made a bowl of egg soup to drink.Although the food is simple, at least he can eat comfortably, and he doesn't have to worry about staring at him if he eats too much.

"Hey, you look like a thin person, how can you eat so much, save some for us." Jia Xiangmeng stuffed his mouth full of chicken, and his voice was indistinct.

Zhang Bing didn't hear it, but hurriedly made a bowl of soup and came to the boy who pretended to be sick.He was still lying down, but his stomach was growling too loudly.Zhang Bing felt that the phrase "you can't live without doing your own crimes" has the value of existence because of such living examples.

"Drink some, in case something happens, if the doctor sees that you are fine, you can spit it out." Zhang Bing secretly took a sip of the soup.

"Remember to observe the doctor's expression. If he has such an expression," Zhang Bing pouted his lips and imitated doubts: "You must cover your mouth, pretend to vomit, and then go to the toilet to dig with your fingers. You must remember ah."

The boy was so hungry that he couldn't touch the edge of the bowl for a long time, so he sat up like a corpse and snatched it to take a few mouthfuls.

"We will arrive at the station in a while. I heard from the leader just now that someone in the other car has also fainted, so the two of you are sent to the hospital together." Zhang Bing wiped his mouth.

The train stops in a small town.

Wang Yaohu dragged the doctor who came through the back door over.The boy fell down straight, so fast that Zhang Bing didn't even have time to organize the words of praise.Wang Yaohu pulled the helpless Yu Bo.Although Yu Bo always does things according to his own intentions, Wang Yaohu is his chief after all.

Wang Yaohu pulled Yubo because he liked his identity, and wanted him to do more things, so that it would be easier to be promoted in the future.He did well in the army, even if he is discharged after 2 years, he still can't remember himself, Wang Yaohu is good.

So Yu Bo was assigned the task of carrying the "sick" boy on his back.

Even though Yu Bo was extremely upset, he couldn't refuse.He grabbed the sick man rudely, turned around like a chicken, and fell on his back, not even wanting to fix it with one hand.Zhang Bing hurried up to help, otherwise the sick man would fall directly from his back to the ground.

Wouldn't it be better if I didn't support it, and if I fell a little, there would be no scars, and it would be easier to talk to the doctor.Zhang Bing helped get off the train while thinking, and followed a green jeep at the exit.

The night wind is cool, although the temperature is low, but after breathing the air in the compartment for a long time, the coolness makes the cells and respiratory tract open.The street lamps on either side of the street each cover a narrow area.

The jeep speeds forward between light and shadow, and reincarnates between light and darkness in an instant.

Because of the high speed, the vertigo caused by turning is stronger than that on the train.Before Zhang Bing got out of the trance on the train, his head was immediately turned by a stronger dizziness, and he felt that his head and brain were doing centrifugal motion.He didn't feel comfortable closing his eyes, and memories like fragments of the past flashed in front of his eyelids like a revolving lantern.

Only the most recent memories are clearest.

The night before leaving his uncle's house to join the army, his uncle and aunt held a farewell party for him.But it was more like a celebration of throwing away the burden.My aunt usually cooks two dishes and one soup, but that night I made four more dishes and one soup.Although the food is still the same unpalatable.But Zhang Bing really felt very moved, before he went to sleep and his uncle's family of three went out to celebrate.

Zhang Bing stood outside the restaurant where his uncle's family of three ate and drank, and let out a long breath, thankful that he could still retain his hatred for them.It's really dangerous. I was almost influenced by my aunt's pig food. Zhang Bing thought to himself: I am really a kind person. I have lived in my uncle's house for so many years and hated their family so much. Let yourself give up evil thoughts.Apart from proving his kindness, there is no other reason at all.

Uncle's white eyes are very characteristic, they are not aboveboard, they are all turned sideways.It was nothing more than drinking a few extra bowls of soup and turning off the lights too late.But their family is too stupid.When you turn your face sideways, your thoughts are exposed.Zhang Bing thought.

As he grew up, Zhang Bing also gradually realized that they didn't express their dislike for him in private to prevent themselves from being hurt.They simply wish they knew.Not to mention drinking more soup, even if drinking more Northwest Wind, Zhang Bing would be a meaty burden.

However, you must live.After all, I don't have the ability to survive, and my parents secretly paid my uncle a lot of living expenses before they died.

The cool wind blows on Zhang Bing's forehead and massages his short-sighted scalp, but it cannot soothe Zhang Bing's heartache.

It's not because of those who bullied him, but because he will never see his parents again in this life.Parents are buried in the ground, even if you dig with your fingers sincerely, until your fingers fester.This sincerity will not move God, and will not give you a chance to meet again.Zhang Bing knew that this life was over, although he was so painful that he often thought about it, his chest hurt like being pierced straight by a wooden stake, and he was assisted by thousands of densely packed needles.But Zhang Bing also knows that his parents love him, deeper than his love.Therefore, Zhang Bing wants to live a better life and make himself stronger, the continuation of his parents.Zhang Bing, who has no faith, thinks that heaven must exist, and his parents will live without pain in it, and they will see themselves, and they will definitely cry when they see that they are not doing well.He hasn't done anything that his living parents would be proud of yet, but he's sure to be successful in the future.

This is Zhang Bing's belief.This belief made Zhang Bing always cheer himself up when he was sleeping in the attic where he couldn’t straighten his back when he was living at his uncle’s house. Think about the scene when he was successful: At that time, he was the boss of a certain group, and he could buy it with a wave of his hand. The land of a country can be rewarded with a bounty of a thousand taels.He wants to build an 8000-meter diamond statue of his parents in the center of the world.To rebuild the former residence, he wants to turn the former residence into a museum for his parents, so that his parents will be remembered by history, be recited by students in full, be regarded as beliefs by believers, and be engraved on monuments.

What he often fantasizes about is the scene of his uncle's family nodding and bowing after he gains power.Think about it, Zhang Bing was so happy that he could roll over and over on the thin bed, making the attic creak and making his cousin sleep unsteadily.

Zhang Bing will eventually think of his parents.He was dizzy and leaned on Yu Bo's shoulder in a daze.Yu Bo wanted to stretch out his hand to push him aside, but suddenly he was stunned, and what he saw was like Nan Ye in junior high school.

Nanye also leaned on his shoulder.

After getting acquainted, Nanye took him to the game room at Yu Bo's urging.After that, the relationship between the two quickly heated up.Also warming up was Nanye's body temperature.Even in autumn, Nanye was still wearing a thin shirt, unable to hold a pen when writing.

Yu Bo came to play with Nanye as usual, but Nanye was exhausted.Regardless of the gazes around him, Yu Bo pushed his bangs away, and put his forehead close to Nanye.

"You're mad." Yu Bo said this, and rushed out of the classroom with him on his back.

But the classroom roared with laughter because of his words, teasing Nanye.Yu Bo stopped at the door of the classroom, staring back at the whole class.He carried Nanye on his back and ran quickly to the infirmary, where the teacher was not there.

Minano closed his eyes tightly, his eyelashes trembling.

"Is it uncomfortable? Is it uncomfortable?" Yu Bo stroked Nanye's back and leaned his head on his shoulder: "Is this more comfortable?"

Because the infirmary is getting ready to redo the floor, all the beds are cleared out.With support, Nanye was freed from his exhausted body.

How did you feel at that time?Yu Bo looked at Zhang Bing who was leaning against him, and overlapped him with Nan Ye in his memory.Two people who are clearly not the same, but both were once so fragile.

Yu Bo leaned up to let Zhang Bing lean more comfortably.

The dazed Zhang Bing opened his eyes and saw Yu Bo's side face looking straight ahead.And I was pillowing on his shoulder, and I could smell the sweaty man's breath on Yu Bo's neck.He accidentally accelerated his breathing and sprayed the air on Yu Bo.

Yu Bo found that he woke up.Zhang Bing quickly withdrew and said, "I'm sorry, I may not have had a good rest, I'm really sorry."

Although he thought Yu Bo was very handsome and had an inexplicable sense of security, Zhang Bing still chose to leave as soon as possible. After all, his attitude towards him on the train was not very friendly.

"En." Yu Bo only hummed one word, but Zhang Bing shivered from the cold.

Sure enough, the wishful thinking I had just been ignorant of was stupid.

At this time, Zhang Bing really wanted to touch the bundle of letters in his backpack, which was his Bible.When he felt helpless, he would think of the sentences in those letters.

Remember the letter of April 2004, 4.At that time, the temperature dropped, and Zhang Bing lay in an empty classroom, reading the letter by the faint light.Before receiving this letter, Zhang Bing couldn't figure out what was sent out. Anyway, he was complaining about his life and felt that his life was very painful. He hoped that his pen pal would know.Zhang Bing doesn't expect anyone to change his life, after all, he has been very disappointed, but he hopes that someone can talk to him, so that he can really cry out.The contents of the replies are all encouraging words.It was those words that made up Zhang Bing's Bible, which gave Zhang Bing much warmth in his icy life during that bleak junior high school period.

He remembered that the letter said: boil, time will slow down; sprint, time flies.You just have to remember to run to the side, and then you can protect yourself.The more painful, the longer the time.Think about it, the winter vacation is too short, and the summer vacation is too long.Not just because of the length of the holiday.Think about it, the winter vacation is too short, I haven't enjoyed it to the fullest, there are so many homework, I have been enjoying it, so the time is very short.Summer vacation is not the case. After three or four weeks, I’m so bored that I sleep every day.By the way, have you ever been to the beach? I have been this summer.The sea is very blue, it feels like that, yes, like dropping a few drops of pure blue ink into the water.But on cloudy days, it still looks dirty, like sewer water.But there are a lot of shells that can be picked up, but they are all very small. I have never seen those big and patterned ones on TV.There are often some inexplicable transparent things on the beach, a bit like fish, a bit fishy, ​​but there is nothing inside, like a ball of glue.However, I think I may not go there in the future. It is different from what I imagined. I thought I could see dragons.Now imagine, as Xiao Nanzi said, I haven't graduated from kindergarten yet.

In the future, when we grow up, we can go to the sea together.You have to study hard and analyze what is on the beach.

Yes, but also look at the sea.Zhang Bing thought of the sea, and wanted to see the sea with his own eyes.Although the description of the pen pal makes people lose interest, and the contact has been broken long ago.But Zhang Bing is grateful to the pen pal named Ye Zi, even if he is alone, he must fulfill the dream that the two had agreed upon.

The cold wind was still blowing, but Zhang Bing's body warmed up.No matter how much ridicule is, well, it's all air, like a fart, if you slap it, it will be boring.

The car broke into the gate of the hospital, throwing away the passers-by who were chasing and cursing.

When they arrived at the hospital, both patients went in by themselves.The doctor standing outside waiting was dumbfounded, and after a few seconds, he was so angry that he couldn't bear the expression on his face.Zhang Bing guessed how important they thought it was.Who knew this was the case.

Surrounding one patient and another recruit who might also be pretending to be sick, so many people were busy back and forth.People in this circle are so stupid, of course I am stupid too, but I know why they are stupid, so I am stupid, but it’s okay, I am proud of it.Zhang Bing thought, and burst out laughing.

Yu Bo glared at him.

Zhang Bing became serious, and muttered in his heart: I'm laughing at you, are you so stupid that you don't know the reason.

The doctor quickly diagnosed that there was nothing wrong with the two people, that is, the man pretending to be sick had a mild muscle strain.

What an honest boy.He should be younger than himself, Zhang Bing thought: He was asked to make some preparations to pass the doctor's diagnosis smoothly.It turned out that the tense cramps on the ground before were all prepared for now.I was inexplicably envious of the willpower of pretending to be a sick man.

In order to hurry, and because of the sullen doctor's expression, the group started to rush back again.Wang Yaohu's expression was very bad, and everyone was silent except Yu Bo.In order to take a shortcut, Wang Yaohu drove the car into the field.

There are too many cars on the concrete road, and if you turn a corner, you can also pass the field trails. They are all parallel, but it has just rained and it is too muddy.There are no street lights on the path, and the stars in the sky can only illuminate themselves.Wang Yaohu suddenly drove the car into the mud pit.

In the big mud pit, the tires kept slipping, throwing out muddy water and digging out bigger holes.

Zhang Bing was pushing the cart behind, with too little strength to be of any use.His body was sprayed with spots of muddy water. He tried his best, and he didn't even have the energy to ask the people who looked at him to help him.

"Listen to my password, one, two, three and then exert force."

Zhang Bing heard Yu Bo's magnetic, rhythmless voice, and saw Yu Bo who rolled up his cuffs and showed his strong arms.Just now, Zhang Bing was very disappointed.He saw the sick man pretending to be stupid and standing aside, unwilling to help himself in the muddy and dirty place.

It has always been like this, Zhang Bing thought.He always helps white-eyed wolves one by one, even if he is injured many times, even if he tells himself time and time again not to do such stupid things again.But next time, Zhang Bing will still reach out.

After being disappointed for a long time, you will naturally get used to it, and it will be fine.Zhang Bing thought.

Today however is different from the standard ending.

The wheels rumbled, and the huge reverberation meant nothing.Yu Bo stood by the pit, the night was too dark, Zhang Bing could only vaguely see the shadow of a cart pushing a cart and the silhouette dripping sweat with the light of a distant field.How can such a pit be pushed to the top, Yu Bo thought, why not try if there is no result.

In fact, Yu Bo only wants to waste time.He didn't want to join the army anymore, and Nanye repeatedly appeared in his mind, making him feel that the meaning of joining the army was a waste of time.

There is no turning back.

Yu Bo felt that the diaphragm in his heart was worn out.The struggling Zhang Bing is a bit different from the nodding and bowing slave-like Zhang Bing on the train.What kind of person is he?Yu Bo was surprised, why did he analyze a person who had nothing to do with him.What surprised him even more was that he couldn't think of Nanye gradually.This made Yubo relax.

He looked down at Zhang Bing who was pushing the cart, and then jumped into the pit.

Zhang Bing was a little embarrassed, and stammered, "I can do it by myself."

"You can't do it alone, so I help." Yu Bo didn't look at him, trying to ignore him.

The strength of the two is still small.Wang Yaohu was so anxious that he was sweating profusely. If he went back late, it would have nothing to do with his future development.

"Go down and push the cart, all of you can still grow roots and sprouts if you stick to it. Can you give birth to boys and girls? Go down, roll down and push the cart for me."

After being scolded, the three spectators hurried down to push.

There are more people and more strength, and sure enough, the car starts to climb up. As long as the car can be lifted at an angle and the tires can be used without slipping, it will be fine.

Zhang Bing saw Yu Bo stepping on a stone, and it was the moment when the car exerted force.Zhang Bing wanted to remind him to pay attention, but he didn't notice that he was slipping.During the fall, Zhang Bing insisted on finishing his speech.Yu Bo moved easily without being sprained by the stone.But Zhang Bing looked very embarrassed, his face was covered with muddy water, and if his hair was longer, it would have the effect of applying hairspray.He sat on the ground and saw the unobservable smile on the corner of Yu Bo's mouth.

Does he like me.Zhang Bing thought, pursing his lips unconsciously, feeling the cold feeling in his body disappear in a flash, and a suppressed heartbeat in his heart.

The car still couldn't get out of the pit.Yu Bo couldn't stand it anymore, and felt that the problem was Wang Yaohu's "amazing" driving skills, so he didn't take any way to persuade him, and said bluntly: "I will drive."

He obviously couldn't see Wang Yaohu's embarrassed expression clearly, but Zhang Bing saw Wang Yaohu's slightly displeased expression when he came to the back of the car and pushed the cart together.

Pushing the cart this time, Zhang Bing tried his best and felt that he was upright, and he could even go back to any era of war and chaos to deal with evil forces.

Seeing Zhang Bing's smile from the rearview mirror, Yu Bo became more and more confused about this person's attributes.What's so funny, is the mud pond his home.Still, his muddy figure is quite interesting.

Yu Bo directed the people behind him to fill the mud pit with stones and other fillers, asking them to put all their things on the trunk, step on the accelerator lightly, and pull out the wheels for a while.Yu Bo spun to the left and accelerated to drive out of the mud pit.

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