[abuse] a leaf boat

In two or three days, to Zhang Bing's surprise, Gao Dajun didn't play tricks on Zhang Bing again.Although Zhang Bing always felt that danger was approaching, nothing happened.On the contrary, Gao Dajun deliberately made it difficult for the wrestlers, and he disliked the low voice of wrestling during the roll call, so he asked him to stand outside the line and count continuously. White gas is produced by cold air.Gao Dajun can be embarrassing, but in Zhang Bing's view, he is trying to make an example to himself.The wrestling definitely couldn't meet Gao Dajun's requirements, and in the end it was nothing, but the voice of wrestling for several days was so hoarse that he couldn't speak, and every word was scattered by the air before he could utter his mouth.

However, Gao Dajun did not let go of wrestling because of this. His attitude was very harsh. When others did three sets of push-ups, wrestling had to do 30 more.

Zhang Bing lay on the ground where there were weed stalks, watching the wrestling secretly, feeling ashamed that he was the one who caused him trouble.But what Zhang Bing saw was indeed a person with angry eyes, completely inconsistent with the aura displayed by wrestling with a short body.

To be precise, Zhang Bing felt that wrestling was like a wild wolf crawling and waiting for an opportunity.

It's approaching New Year's Day, but the days pass very slowly, as if half a year has passed, and every minute and every second has been ground into powder and used in total.

But the training did not relax because of the festive approach of the New Year.Goose step and military posture are just simple training, and there are more exercises such as military boxing and close combat.

Squad leader Meng Ren inspected a group of muscular young men in front of the team, and then asked Gao Dajun for the list of fighting teams he had assigned yesterday.

"Zhang Bing and Yu Bo are in your group, Xue Yu and Guo Ge are in your group"

Just hearing his own name, Zhang Bing's head was already in a daze.Since that three-day field battle, Zhang Bing has given up the naive idea of ​​communicating with Yu Bo after several very brilliant contact opportunities.Every time he sees Yu Bo, he spits on his face from the bottom of his heart, so that he can feel comfortable.

The squad leader clapped his hands to signify the start.Zhang Bing walked up to Yu Bo with lead-filled legs, only Zhang Bing was staring at him viciously, Yu Bo only looked at Zhang Bing at all, and then looked into the distance.

Is this looking down on me?Zhang Bing couldn't hit anywhere, so he stretched out his foot and kicked Yu Bo as if possessed.Presumably at this moment, he did not dare to make an outrageous move, anyway, he still has the backing of the squad leader.

Yu Bo glared at Zhang Bing with frowned eyebrows, and immediately extinguished his pretense.Yu Bo didn't want to pay attention to it at all, and even wanted to run away.Zhang Bing's inexplicable preparations for running just now suddenly poked Yu Bo's head, like pulling the hook out of the memory of the two-person three-legged sports meeting before.

Fragmented memories are brought by the tide of the mind, scratching the nerves, forming a piece of picture, stretching Yu Bo's eyelids, and forcibly projecting them in the depths of the pupils.

It was the autumn sports meeting, the whole track was crowded with people, and the track and field events started at the same time, and the noise exploded.Just as Yu Bo finished his preparations, he saw Nanye swaying like a lame man, mocking him.Nanye didn't care, his eyes kept looking in a certain direction, Yu Bo only saw the sea of ​​people.

Yu Bo is dissatisfied with this, he wants to see all the scenery that Nan Ye sees, and Yu Bo's desire to own him completely grows stronger.

The rope was tied around the ankles of the two men who were close together.The junior high school student's legs have not yet developed, and the smooth and close touch makes Yu Bo very comfortable.

Yu Bo looked contentedly at the cheerleaders arranged around him, turned his head and saw Nan Ye was sweating profusely.Yu Bo asked worriedly, "Why are you so hot?"

"Maybe I was too tired from the preparations just now." Nanye said.

Yu Bo found it ridiculous: "You twisted your waist twice just now, so you can say that you were preparing for running." Before he could finish speaking, Nanye interrupted him because he was about to start running.

Nan Ye shouted slogans, and Yu Bo enjoyed the co-paced movement very much, as if two hearts with edges and edges overlapped each other.Yu Bo enjoys the fit and at the same time feels the pleasure of surpassing others.But halfway, Yu Bo obviously felt hindered and was overtaken by others instead.He saw Nanye's pale lips and pea-sized sweat.

"What's the matter with you? You don't have a heart attack." Yu Bo asked anxiously.

"I'm fine. Let's keep running. We must take the first place." Despite the sick expression, Nanye's gaze was still determined.

Yu Bo felt that the legs tied to him were abnormal, and suddenly thought of something.

"Did you sprain your ankle?"

The sudden question surprised Nanye, but neither of them stopped.

"When did it start?" Yu Bo thought of Nanye's abnormal preparatory action.

Nanye didn't speak, Yu Boquan took it for him to admit it, and now he wanted to swear, hoping to wake up this desperate fool.

"Do you want the No.1 bonus?"

Facing Yubo's angry expression, Nanye could only nod his head.

"You need money, I'll give it to you, do we have to be stupid to sell our lives?" Yu Bo stretched out his hand to wipe the sweat off Nanye's face.

"No, I have to earn it myself, I" Nanye said with his head down, "I don't want you to look down upon me."

Yu Bo was stunned, and laughed loudly: "You only hurt your left foot, right? Put it on my right foot, don't force it,

I hold your waist, and you exercise with your right foot, listening to my password. "

Yu Bo couldn't help stopping Nan Ye, and shouted the password calmly and with a smile. The two of them worked together and won the second place in the end.

Nanye was very disappointed, thinking of resting next to him, he couldn't let go of Yu Bo's hand holding his waist: "Don't be seen by others."

"So what if you see it!" Yu Bo, who was still a junior high school student, said confidently: "If you see it, just say that I am your boyfriend,

Aren't we just boyfriends? " Yu Bo raised his eyebrows and looked at Nanye. Nanye lowered his head shyly.

Seeing Nan Ye forgetting the disappointment of failure, Yu Bo actually felt a sense of accomplishment, as if he owned half of the country with his slender waist.

Amidst the hustle and bustle, Yu Bo suddenly said affectionately in Nanye's ear: "Do you know, I especially like your sincerity and innocence."

At this moment, Yu Bo thought of the words that he should have forgotten in junior high school, and was so disgusted that he wanted to tear his throat out, wishing to hit him.

broken body.

"At the end of the day, you are such a coward, even I dare not face it. I thought you were so powerful." Zhang Bing

Want to anger Yu Bo.

Yu Bo, who had just returned to reality, did not respond.

Zhang Bing went on to say: "I advise you not to be friends with others in the future. If there is anyone who really wants to, I hope you can try to persuade him, because if you violate the character of your friend, the end will not be very good." Thinking of the tacit running in the woods, Zhang Bing was depressed: "Although I didn't do anything good, I'm not like you. At least I'm fake. You are the real fake. Are you not tired of pretending?"

Zhang Bing's mouth didn't stop for a moment, as if he had burst out all the words before, and was immediately interrupted.Yu Bo grabbed his collar and slammed him over his shoulder.

Zhang Bing could hear a muffled "bang" inside his body.He was in so much pain that he couldn't speak on the frozen ground.Yu Bo stood, looking down at the tenacious and wriggling life forms like maggots.

After tidying up his broken body, Zhang Bing shook his body and stood up again: "I used to want to communicate and explain, but then I didn't have this desire at all. I still feel guilty, looking for reasons for your anger, and thinking that you are a loyal person." People. It’s a pity that you are not. I thought wrong. You should be a fantasist. You should fantasize that every part of your life has the script you want, fantasize about the characters of everyone around you, and set them to be your supporting roles. It’s a pity why others I want to be the green leaves to set you off. No wonder you have a sad face all day long. It turns out that it is the frustration of life that makes you daydream all day long."

Zhang Bing didn't know what he was talking about at all, and the content of what he said didn't go through his brain.Seeing Yu Bo's expression as if he had been punched, he felt extremely excited.He was not afraid, he did not have the fear of facing Gao Dajun.

It's a pity that the power of words is still very small. Zhang Bing struggled constantly in the fight with Yu Bo, and was thrown to the ground by him again and again, his body seemed to be about to fall apart.

"You are not a decent person, don't always look like you are being blamed by the world. We are all ordinary poor people, and none of us has ever held a golden spoon, otherwise we would not have suffered in the army. There is no need for a grandpa like you who likes to show off Carrying it around all day, it’s not the same as being a grandson in front of the commander of the army.” Zhang Bing vented the pain in his body through the stinging words.

I thought that a few falls would shut him up, but his words became more and more painful.Yu Bo couldn't ignore it, could something really be wrong with him.The last time Yu Bo's concept could be shaken was Nan Ye who wanted to kill him in Yu Bo's dream.

The outline of Zhang Bing in front of him coincided with that of Nanye.Yu Bo shook his head, unable to distinguish reality.

Zhang Bing thought that words had power, so he said sarcastically, "Did you find that your blind self-confidence has a problem? I'm sorry, forgive me for not considering your emotions, but it's not my fault. If I can make you realize that you are just If I am a confident clown in my eyes, then I will be famous.”

What am I doing!Cold sweat broke out on Zhang Bing's back, looking at Yu Bo who was black into a cloud, he subconsciously took two steps back.The other comrades were thrown at each other, and no one dared to make a sound of ouch, and it was inevitable that they would be scolded again.Zhang Bing backed away as much as possible to get closer to the others.Unable to explain why, Zhang Bing couldn't hold back his addiction to stimulating Yu Bo, feeling that all the pressure had found an outlet, accumulated for a long time, and was squeezed out like pus.

However, Zhang Bing has begun to regret it.Yu Bo walked towards him with a gloomy face.

Yu Bo grabbed Zhang Bing's neckline and lifted him over his head effortlessly, letting Zhang Bing struggle with his legs like a dying chick.Yu Bo threw him heavily to the ground and looked at him with hatred, his cold eyes made people shudder.He seemed to be terminally ill, with phantoms appearing in his eyes, and in his hands was holding Nan Ye who was thinking about strangling him to death, and every muffled sound of falling to the ground hit Yu Bo's heart hard.He would not be happy because of this, but tortured himself like a masochist, listening to the muffled sound of the ground, wantonly peeling away the scars on his heart, and letting them bleed, it seems that only in this way can Nanye change his mind, and only in this way can he truly declare his passionate love, just like A fire that destroys people.

Zhang Bing gritted his teeth, even though every joint hurt, tears could not help but flow out.Stubborn, he used his weak hand strength to try to break Yu Bo's strong hands, even if he wanted to reach out and pinch Yu Bo's collar, he failed because his arms were not long enough.But he didn't intend to give up, the opponent was right in front of him, even if it was just a demonstration, Zhang Bing still stubbornly stretched out his hand and waved it wildly in the air, announcing morale with the same angry eyes: If he wants to fight, he can fight with all his life.

Zhang Bing's legs were not idle, and he kept kicking Yu Bo's body with little force, but Yu Bo also felt pain.This pain is like a bee sting, Yu Bo can't feel Nanye's breath, Nanye is not so barbaric, even if he faces harm, as long as he can bear it, he will never fight back in person.But Nanye will make many small moves behind his back, and rely on desperate efforts to achieve his goal and counterattack his opponent.

But this "chicken" is not as strong as Nanye at all. Not only is he weak, but he doesn't even have much logic in what he says, just pure arrogance.

In Yu Bo's field of vision, the silhouettes of Zhang Bing and Nan Ye gradually separated, his mood calmed down, and he relaxed the strength of pulling his clothes.Zhang Bing saw the opportunity and hit his head fiercely with his head.

Zhang Bing hopes that he can remember that not being strong enough, but being able to risk one's life is Zhang Bing's new motto.Without support, Zhang Bing sat down on the hard ground, sparks burst out of his head, and the world suddenly brightened.Seeing the big bump on Yu Bo's forehead, he was very satisfied, as if it foreshadowed his victory.

Yu Bo swallowed his saliva, the pain on the top of his head pulled the nerves of his whole body to the reality, and all kinds of entangled emotions for Nanye were instantly swept away by the cold from the howling winter wind.

The atmosphere between the two was weird, until the squad leader scolded them, the two pretended to push each other twice.

During dinner, Zhang Bing was holding chopsticks, and his arm was sore. In order not to let the food fall, he maintained a very hard posture. His arm was steady, but his whole body was shaking, like a sieve passing through the surface.

After the only news broadcast that was connected to the outside world ended, Zhang Bing dragged his body that was about to fall apart, walked back to the dormitory, and sat back on the bed alone.Most of the recruits ran to play basketball under the lights, and there were not many people left in the dormitory, and the air was extremely cold.Loneliness surrounds Zhang Bing intensely, and he has lost the sense of pride that he claimed to have won over Yu Bo during the day.He laughed at himself, he really knows how to lie to himself. Since he was a child, he has relied on lies and deceitful stories to win sympathy and obtain the right to survive in the cracks. above most people's heads.Unexpectedly, in the end, I started to deceive myself, always fabricating all kinds of illusions of a bright future to satisfy my desire for success, and in any painful moment, I could fabricate the life of the perpetrator's downcast future, although it was very happy and enjoyable to lie to myself.But after the desertion, what came back was round after round of frustration.

Zhang Bing looked up at the ceiling, not too high just above his head, but this small piece covered Zhang Bing's entire sky.

Originally, he fantasized about being able to flex his muscles in the army, but Zhang Bing's innate strength made Zhang Bing feel depressed.Sure enough, the dream is just thinking about it, will there be a way out in the future?

Zhang Bing opened the cabinet boredly, and there was a letter inside.

The author has something to say: I secretly used the company computer to type at noon, but luckily the damn director left.He really is a nuisance.Originally thought that hard work would definitely bring respect, but hard work is efficient, and the task of completing one's own duties is done too quickly. In the eyes of some brain-dead people who don't know how to be selected as the master, it turns out to be a sign of less work.Now it's all right, the part of the clean and sanitation area that was originally assigned that does not belong to me has become my task alone because of the imminent inspection.The person who was supposed to be responsible was watching a movie in the office, but the director didn't assign him the tasks he should have. Instead, he asked me to complete all the cleaning tasks by myself.If it wasn't that he was stupid and didn't know the basic distribution, it was that he was giving me small shoes to wear.But the second situation is unlikely, because I am quite honest and willing to work. I have been working overtime on the job at hand last night when I was sick, and then finished it an hour before the end of get off work. I asked for leave and left. I thought it would be a surprise. Damn, now that I think about it, I'm such a sb! ! !

Sorry to let everyone see my venting, please ignore it if you read the text, sorry!