[abuse] a leaf boat
Chapter 5 The distance to the future
After taking the train for 18 hours, Zhang Bing's bones fell apart.
"Attention everyone, speed up, don't dawdle, if you don't want to get kicked in the ass, don't get a lesson in the army, get out of the car now and get in line. Make a good impression on you, you oily fools It’s a great thing. I hope you can remember it.” Wang Yaohu stood among the recruits packing their luggage in a hurry, his loud voice and abrupt attitude made Zhang Bing feel that his past life seemed like a dream.
The train will eventually arrive at the station, but there are no signs.Zhang Bing didn't know where this was, but when his feet stepped on the solid concrete floor, Zhang Bing knew that as long as there were road signs, it didn't matter.
He dawdled to get out of the car, slowing down his pace as much as possible, and waited until Yu Bo got down with his bag and passed by the house, Zhang Bing strode away, sometimes fast and sometimes slow, with the ultimate goal of being behind Yu Bo.
Zhang Bing failed to fulfill his wish, but luckily there was one person between him and Yu Bo.He was so bored with the people in front of him that he had to turn his head to observe Yu Bo's strong back.However, such actions are strictly prohibited in the army green team.So Zhang Bing had to worry all the time whether he would be called out of the queue by the instructor in the next second, and yelled at him loudly.
There are two asymmetrical moles on the back of Yu Bo's neck, and three strands of curled hair under the brim of the pressed hat.Is he naturally curly, Zhang Bing thought.But he quickly denied himself, after all, natural rolls are good people.From the first time we met, Zhang Bing could deduce that Yu Bo was not a good person due to Yu Bo's bad attitude towards him.But is that person a villain? Zhang Bing shook his head and gave up the idea.
Not villains.This basic condition is considered qualified, and Zhang Bing admits his heartbeat.
Since a few hours ago, Zhang Bing has been fidgeting in the carriage.He always pretended to wait anxiously for the train to arrive at the station, and then thought it was logical to turn his head to look out the window, peeping at Yu Bo from the corner of his eye.Although Yu Bo always looks out of the window, only the left side of his face remains.After scanning the facial features with his eyes, Zhang Bing began to count the moles on Yu Bo's face.only one.
When getting out of the car, Zhang Bing deliberately walked around to the right of Yu Bo, and felt regretful when he saw that there was no mole on Yu Bo's face.
Now in line, Zhang Bing successfully counted the total number of moles above Yu Bo's neck.This made Zhang Bing both excited and disappointed.He was able to work so hard, where did all his previous ambitions go?
When he can count the moles all over his body, that will be his great cause.Zhang Bing thought to himself, feeling ashamed, and noticed that his face seemed to be flushed and scalding hot.The instructor was lecturing in front, but he didn't hear anything, trying to calm down, not to blush too much, and not to misunderstand Yu Bo.If he thought he was blushing because of the people in front or behind, it would be a big injustice.Even if it snows heavily, it is not uncommon in December.
Zhang Bing felt that he was really promiscuous, including this time, he had three crushes.Every time I failed, but each time I confirmed my feelings faster.
By the way, I don't know what his name is.Zhang Bing recalled Yu Bo's appearance fiercely to prevent forgetting.
"The blushing guy in the back comes out, yes, it's you." The strange instructor roared every time, desperately wanting to scream out two lungs.
Extremely helpless, Zhang Bing was assigned to the front row.The word "medium" actually doesn't have an advantage in the army.
The mighty team got on the car and was shaken to a more unfamiliar place along with the dust.These ignorant and even silly recruits got out of the car slowly, and then quickly got out of the car with a scolding sound.
Standing on the rostrum was a square-faced man with sharp edges and corners.Zhang Bing felt that his face could be used to cut paper.
"Hello everyone, I am the company commander of the recruit company. My name is Li Zhaolong. You are welcome, you must be called the company commander. I didn't say this to scare you. I am your commander here. Every word I say you Only nodding, no right to shake your head." Li Zhaolong paced up and down with a firm face: "I know that many of you here are from good families, but being here means that you are a bad person. Of course, I also know that many people are here. Exercising, but I'm telling you, it's all bullshit. If you want to exercise, this place is hell."
Rows of recruits were frightened by Li Zhaolong's words, but even more frightened by what he said next.
"Four people in each group, each person receives a ration, and each person receives a piece of military glory. For the next three days, you will survive in the wild, and it is best to be able to fight against each other. In this game, there is no giving up or giving up; there is no going hand in hand .I want you to survive. Of course it doesn't mean that you will die in this survival game. I am not good at Chinese, and I didn't study hard when I was a child. Please forgive me. I mean that you will die if you are captured. I hope that you will cherish this opportunity and show your style and level. Of course, the way of winning will also be used as a large number of tools by me."
As expected of the company commander, every word is sonorous and powerful.Zhang Bing hadn't realized his situation yet.He queued up to receive the schedule, on which were all unfamiliar names except himself: Yu Bo, Jia Xiangmeng, Huang Zhentao.
When Zhang Bing followed the instructions and found the other three teammates, all he saw were familiar faces.And Yu Bo, he was among them.Although Zhang Bing saw the rather annoying triangular eyes: Jia Xiangmeng, all his attention was focused on Yu Bo alone.
The opportunity has come.Zhang Bing thought to himself, and pretended to be old-fashioned: "Who is Jia Xiangmeng."
"Ah! Why are you in the same group, bad luck."
Jia Xiangmeng's tone was very harsh, and Zhang Bing felt even more unlucky. The first mouthful of the name was like taking a breath of toilet air, full of disgusting emotions.He gave Jia Xiangmeng a hard look, and then said: "Maybe you can't even write the words "Hiqi". Who is Yu Bo?"
Yu Bo has thick eyebrows with willow leaf bends, which look heroic and complement each other with the browbones.Zhang Bing described Yu Bo's appearance, and at the same time was disappointed why Huang Zhentao was not his name, which sounded more imposing.Yu Bo, the word sounds very weak, it should be the name of a person with such a soft heart.But if you read it a few times, Yu Bo still sounds good.
The rest is Huang Zhentao.But Zhang Bing is obviously not interested in getting to know him.
Before everyone recovered from their fatigue, they started to get on the car in groups, and they were going to be sent to the Mobei Forest known as Dikun.
Li Zhaolong walked past a car, holding a megaphone, and was caught by Wang Yaohu.
Wang Yaohu said: "You made it too big. The higher-ups will know, what should you do?"
"Don't worry about me, don't worry about you, it's okay, it's nothing! Doesn't it just respond to the new creative training mode above." Li Zhaolong threw off his sleeves, facing the disgraced "little lamb" with an innocent face waiting to be killed at any time They" said: "I know that some of you didn't come here with the dream of joining the army. Some of you didn't study well and were forced by your family to come here; Those who are willing to struggle. One day in the army, you will show me the ability to suck milk. If breastfeeding is not enough, then go to sex. I warn you, the broad daylight is bright and the world is clear. Don't force me."
"I don't think you are stupid. Being a deserter, taking this opportunity to leave the army is very stupid. Of course, as long as you just come in, you will definitely have this idea. You are afraid of the army now, think about it. There is still a part of me here. I am proud of your merits. So I think you are very cute and will become a member of our soldiers. Our recruit company will definitely send a large number of students to other troops. But some people are sometimes great, and what they usually want to do I have never been too lazy to do things, but I can escape faster than anyone else in the face of difficulties. Even things like being a deserter can be done without going through the brain. Tell you, you are quite a deserter. Run away. But you only have two ways out, One is to starve to death; the other is to be arrested and go to a military court."
Li Zhaolong paused on purpose: "As for the punishment, I'd better not say it, so that you don't want to pee your pants in fear. After all, you must have been wearing wet clothes for three days and the weather is still cold. It must be very uncomfortable. There are no diapers for sale here." But don't worry too much, if you can't do it, just pull the signal flare, and the food prepared for you is also very sufficient, that's all your burden. If you feel tired, just eat the food quickly, and then pull the signal flare. Don't try your best, if something happens to anger me and make me take responsibility, such a stupid person can break the bottom line of human shamelessness. So don't work hard because of me. I believe you all don't like it."
After listening to Li Zhaolong's long conversation, Zhang Bing was completely confused.He was very scared, and couldn't help approaching Yu Bo.The soldiers around were all strong, but he seemed to have no advantage at all.He clenched his fists, forcing himself to stop his cowardly thoughts and actions.He has to become stronger, on his own.There is no hope for anyone.This is the reality that Zhang Bing has long seen clearly.He forced himself to come here every step of the way, so there was nothing to be afraid of, no matter how bad it was, as long as he couldn't die, it was not impossible to just survive.
Company commander Li Zhaolong said that this is one of the contents of the assessment.That must have an important connection with the next company after the recruit company, and you must enter a potential unit, so that you can go far.Zhang Bing let himself be in firm belief, but a little afraid.Soon he made excuses for himself, even if he didn't make a name for himself in the past two years, it doesn't matter, anyway, he can stay in the surrounding city after retiring from the army, which is success.
Zhang Bing, who is excited and worried for a while, contrasts sharply with Yu Bo, who seems to be half dead.Yu Bo had no interest in Li Zhaolong's words and didn't want to participate at all.For him, joining the army means going out to relax.
A group of green-headed recruits were full of confusion, and their faces had long lost the excitement they had when they first boarded the train.They climbed into the car in groups like ants.Almost everyone cursed in their hearts, hoping that someone from above would come to inspect and bring this dog official down.
It was getting dark earlier, and before six o'clock in the afternoon, the branches on both sides of the path had blurred into silhouettes.
Zhang Bing swayed from side to side with the car, feeling a little cold. After all, it was winter, and even though the temperature was still around 10°, the temperature in the early morning was still too low. How to sleep was a big problem.At this time, it is not the time to think about how to sleep and what to eat. Now is a critical period related to future achievements.People around were sighing, Zhang Bing was embarrassed to show excitement, but he heard the sound of someone gearing up.
The tarpaulin of the military vehicle whirled, and the wind came in through unknown cracks.I don't know where the military vehicle is going. After the moment when all the people were thrown together, under the scolding of the officer who couldn't see their faces clearly, there was a commotion when the recruits in this vehicle came down.
No other vehicles could be seen at all, only 16 people in their car (a total of four groups) were on a steep dirt slope.It was dark all around, and the heavy tree shadows were suffocating.
The four groups were asked to leave the team at different places. Zhang Bing's group was the last one and was taken to this slope.
Zhang Bing looked at the edge of the slope, wondering how long it would take to stop rolling.The atmosphere in the group was a bit oppressive, and Zhang Bing jokingly said, "Whoever is good at physics can count among the four of us who can roll to the bottom of the slope the fastest."
The air was so cold by Zhang Bing's words that it was about to freeze.Yu Bo looked at the obviously smaller shadow and wondered if this one had superpowers, it would always make the whole scene more embarrassing.
A group of four: Yu Bo who is persistently indifferent, Zhang Bing who always wants to do something, Huang Zhentao who suffers from ADHD, and Jia Xiangmeng whose eyes are rolling around.They are a swarm of headless flies that, after being placed on a slope, remain silent until someone's stomach growls with hunger.
In the dark night, I couldn't tell who was so winking, otherwise the group of people would still be deadlocked, not knowing how to eat.
"Everyone eat something, it's delicious, don't eat too much." Huang Zhentao said with a Shandong accent, "You can't be hungry later."
Zhang Bing sat on the cold ground, eating something he couldn't see clearly, and didn't feel any discomfort.The other three sat down, Yu Bo leaned against the tree and ate while standing.Zhang Bing thought he must be a clean freak. He thought he was scouting the terrain just now when he walked around, but now he probably just checked to see if there was water to wash his hands.Zhang Bing thought that someone with strong abilities in this team could lead him, but now that he thinks about it, he still has an advantage on his own.
Jia Xiangmeng asked: "Does anyone remember clearly the rules that the officers said just now. How can you win? Is there a minimum limit for the Junhui you get?"
Zhang Bing touched Junhui in his pocket.It was a ten-centimeter-long green military splendor, which looked very simple, just a piece of cloth with military splendor printed on it.Even in the dark night, Zhang Bing could still feel the raw edges of the poorly cut pieces.However, it would cost a lot of money to prepare so many enough for recruits.Thinking of the resolute Li Zhaolong bargaining with the shopkeeper, Zhang Bing suddenly felt that the officer was not so scary.But it's bold enough to give them these recruits such a thing. If something happens to someone, he won't be finished.
Zhang Bing thinks that Li Zhaolong can be a role model to learn from, and those who can control the pressure are ordinary supermen.
"Speak up. Who knows, I didn't understand just now." Jia Xiangmeng's voice was so piercing that Zhang Bing wanted to grab a handful of dirt and stuff it into his mouth while he couldn't see his fingers at night.
Huang Zhentao held a branch and drew a picture on the ground: "Just now they didn't say the specific rules, that is, they should keep their own military glory, win more from other groups in three days, and return to get off before [-] pm on the third day A point counts as a victory."
"What nonsense, boring game rules, that is to say, I don't do anything, as long as I survive for three days, I will win." Jia Xiangmeng scolded, stood up, and suddenly said in a moment of silence: " Is it enough to keep Po Junhui alone?"
Zhang Bing, who was still relaxed at first, felt that the task was relatively easy, as long as he didn't compete for other people's military glory, he would be fine, find a place to hide, find a river to catch a fish, hunt or something, follow the school Period picnics are about the same.At that time, for various reasons, he basically did not dare to participate in these activities.It turned out that joining the army was quite happy.
But Jia Xiangmeng's sudden speech made everyone subconsciously clench Junhui, leaving Yu Bo.Yu Bo has been sucking air, trying to stay awake.On weekdays, he had already fallen asleep at this point, and this reserved habit brought him waves of drowsiness, and made him think of Nanye again.Yu Bo raised his head and saw layers of dark clouds through the dense leaves, only a little light leaked from the edge, which blocked his heart like a few stones.
"Come on, aren't we a group? How can we live alone? In such a cold day, everyone has to take care of it, or something will happen, and it's hard to blame that **** Zhao Lilong as a child. What will your parents do?" Huang Zhentao said While pulling everyone, trying to form a circle.He first grabbed Zhang Bing and folded his hands, as if trying to unite the army.But the other two ignored it.
"Actually, Chief Li Zhaolong is quite worthy of respect. The army is so broken, it must not be spent from military expenses, it is probably spent by him himself. Although I can't understand the significance of his spending this money, but I feel even more moved. , These military splendors all have our own names behind them, which are more expensive, isn’t it touching.”
Zhang Bing echoed Huang Zhentao, feeling that other people could not understand what he said, and he was very disappointed that no one responded.He thought that these people's comprehension skills were too poor, and being in a group with them was an insult to his achievement of winning the third prize for excellent composition.
Jia Xiangmeng suddenly said with a smile: "That's right, the four of us are destined to be together. We have been sitting together on the train just now, and now we form a group to participate in bad games. Everyone must work hard to tear apart other people. The Junhui of the group."
Zhang Bing tried hard to respond, but felt disgusted and gave up.
The four of them walked along the slope. Under Huang Zhentao's insistence that the camp should be set up next to the water source, they walked for a full two hours.Carrying a huge package, anyone's feet feel sore.Zhang Bing walked the slowest. Fortunately, the moonlight fell and the soil became loose, making walking not so difficult.
The sound of the gurgling stream can be heard.With a shout, there are only small mounds in the distance, which cannot stop the scattering of sound waves.On the endless dry grass plain, there is only one huge ancient tree inserted on the ground, as if that is the center of the earth.Surrounded by ancient trees, there are sparkling mercury-like streams.The stones across the river to the embankment are smoothed by moonlight, time, and the sound of water, as if stepping on them will fall into the cold river water.
Zhang Bing was fascinated by the world made up of trees like a secret land, and blinked in surprise.
Huang Zhentao also puffed up his chest and looked around meaningfully, as revenge for being complained just now.
"Have you seen a movie called "The Hunger Games"?" Huang Zhentao asked Yu Bo.Yu Bo turned his eyeballs to the corners of his eyes, and then turned back immediately, annoyed why this person always talks to him, there are obviously two other people.But it's not incomprehensible, after all, I don't want to care about the other three people.
"I've seen it." Zhang Bing pretended to understand, "But it's been too long, and I forgot the main plot." I finally had the opportunity to integrate with everyone, and I have to say that waiting for the opportunity was really hard and exhausted.Zhang Bing snickered in his heart.
"The main plot is that a person suddenly came to life, and then he was told by a big bearded man that to survive in this primitive wasteland, he would face a lot of monsters and bad weather, and then the person disappeared. It's pretty good. After you are discharged from the army, you can look for opportunities when you go home." Huang Zhentao said with a sigh.
Everyone looked up at the crescent moon dotted with the dark blue curtain night sky at the same time, and no matter how many words they spoke to, no one would respond.
Huang Zhentao dutifully discussed the topic, trying to liven up the atmosphere.It's a pity that his northeastern accent didn't bring joy, and Zhang Bing laughed a few times at various jokes, but Zhang Bing himself felt that the belly laugh was too abrupt, so he didn't respond.After a long time, they were both men, and they couldn't hug each other in such a beautiful scene, so they all went to sleep.
Opening the backpack, Zhang Bing took out the tent, looking helplessly at the pile of things on the ground, not knowing which is the head and which is the tail.In Zhang Bing's eyes, building a building and setting up a tent are at the same level of difficulty.
Jia Xiangmeng's voice suddenly came to mind, and Zhang Bing rolled his eyes fiercely. Anyway, no one saw it, so he was very relieved.
"I don't have a tent in my bag." Jia Xiangmeng called out in a shrill voice.
If there is any way to use his voice to chop vegetables, it must be the most brilliant invention in the world.Zhang Bing thought to himself with a smile, touching the smooth support poles, living without land, using the ground as a bed, and the sky as a quilt, isn’t it good? This is the cradle of becoming a poet.Don't pass up this opportunity.
The more Zhang Bing thought about it, the happier he was, and he covered his mouth and wanted to laugh.
Someone approached, Zhang Bing quickly tensed his expression.
"I, uh, can I share a tent with you?"
Looking up suddenly, Zhang Bing saw the tall Yu Bo.With his back to the crescent moon, his silhouette shimmers slightly.Just looking at his peach eyes sparkle.Zhang Bing didn't know how to describe the staring eyes, his heart was pounding, and his head repeatedly recalled the voice of Yu Bo's request: there was a texture like magnetic sand in the gentle voice of request.
The whole body seems to be connected to a slight electric current, and there is a comfortable sense of electricity flowing up and down.
"Can you?" Zhang Bing's language was more like a request.
"The four of us share two tents, and we share one." Yu Bo was a little impatient, waiting for Zhang Bing's affirmative reply.
"Of course, but why not share it with other people." Zhang Bing saw Huang Zhentao setting up a tent with Jia Xiangmeng, who kept looking over here: "Why did you choose me?"
As soon as Zhang Bing said this, he really wanted to slap himself to death, and found that there were so many tools that could kill himself.You can hang yourself from a tree, you can freeze to death in a river, you can stuff your nostrils with mud and suffocate yourself.But Zhang Bing didn't dare, he wanted to wait for a result so that he could imagine foolishly.
Yu Bo said helplessly: "Those two people are too noisy, I think you are quieter." He didn't want to say that he could feel inexplicably at ease when he was near Zhang Bing, and he had a wonderful sense of nostalgia.
Just one sentence is enough for Zhang Bing to remember everything at this moment.In this world, there are almost only the sound of gurgling water, and the echo of the bottom of my heart hitting the wall of my heart repeatedly.
Zhang Bing knew that this sentence didn't mean much, but let him know that he had too much meaning.I seem to really like men who are half a head taller than me, even though I just tried to make myself taller by stepping on my feet just now in order to make myself more imposing.
It is not difficult for Zhang Bing to accept his homosexuality.When he was in elementary school, Zhang Bing felt slight pain to the boys he knew.It was after the boy moved and left that the unprecedented pain made Zhang Bing desperately forget about that boy.It wasn't until the dark junior high school period that Zhang Bing had a new feeling for the boy he corresponded with. No, the new feeling was similar, and had some kind of connection with the distant pain.But Zhang Bing couldn't figure it out. Once he started thinking, cosmic nebula and a sentence his father often said: everything in the universe is connected.After all, homosexuality is a derogatory term in school. When boys scold other boys as a game, this word appears as often as "mom".
Today is still very lucky, at least someone helps me to set up a tent, otherwise I can only sleep with a stone on my head.
"Have you ever set up a tent?" Yu Bo asked.
"Yes." Zhang Bing always feels a great sense of regret for his forced act of pretending to be X, but at this moment he wants to appear strong, and only by having a good impression can he have a good future.
"First open the tent, and then..." Zhang Bing hesitated, constantly reviewing himself, and must not force himself next time, because the impression might be even worse.
Yu Bo took the bracket from Zhang Bing's hand, connected the cross, and inserted it into the bracket opening of the tent.Then he studied the corners of the tent, found the holes in the extra straps at the four corners, and set up the tent in an instant.Finally, he fixed the tent to the ground through the four-corner straps with the nails inserted into the ground.
It's a job with no technical content, but it's fast, and it's really talented for people who haven't done it before.Zhang Bing commented inwardly.He even clapped his hands.
Yu Bo scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, and shook his hand at him.
As the night deepened, only Zhang Bing in this group had a watch.But although they know when the deadline for surviving the third day is, it is good to return to the original drop-off point before 5:[-] on the third day.But none of them knew whether to count the first day from today or from tomorrow.Fortunately, this place is very big, the vehicles are separated, and only one car puts people here, which means that even if they meet, they will only meet the other three groups, and they may not meet at all.This reasoning more or less brought Zhang Bing a sense of security.
Zhang Bing and Yu Bo lay back to back.
In the narrow space, Yu Bo couldn't fall asleep with his legs curled up.
"You can put your legs under me." Zhang Bing said, he couldn't sleep either, the ground was so hard that he didn't even have a pillow.
Yu Bo didn't speak, hesitated for a while, stretched his legs and fell asleep, and said "thank you" unclearly.
You're welcome.Zhang Bing said in a low voice, feeling every time Yu Bobei approached inadvertently.
"Are you asleep?" Yu Bo's chest-resonating voice made Zhang Bing enjoy it like listening to a radio drama.
"No, I can't sleep." Zhang Bing said, "It's the first time I slept with someone else."
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The originally silent night turned into dead silence.Zhang Bing hated why it wasn't summer now. If there were insects chirping, maybe he could cover up his stupidity just now. If it was hot, he could sleep outside.In short, nothing stupid will happen.Zhang Bing was about to go crazy, but his body had to keep quiet, otherwise the tent would be crushed by him.Neither movement nor movement is appropriate, Zhang Bing really wanted to jump into the river to prove his innocence.
"Ha", the very soft voice caught Zhang Bing.Did he laugh, did he laugh because of himself, why did he laugh because of himself, did he think he was funny.No, he probably thinks he's a freak, gosh!No no, maybe he thinks he is very happy, so he feels happy and has a better impression of himself.So Zhang Bing fell into an even more frantic entanglement, arguing with himself, but he had to stay still.Zhang Bing felt painfully that he was not far from becoming a Buddha.
"I can't sleep either. Can you sing a song?" Yu Bo couldn't see any expression on his back.Yu Bo was still thinking about Nanye just now, and his heart ached when he thought about the lies Nanye told him, why he remembered every sentence so clearly, every word was as clear as if it happened just now.No matter how long it has passed, the cut scars will not heal without a trace.
Yu Bo closed his eyes, feeling irritable.He thought of the person leaning against him, this person seemed to be able to lighten his thoughts, at least keep his mind from being occupied.
When Yu Bo heard Zhang Bing say that ambiguous sentence, without knowing it, his heart had become calm.He didn't know why the person named "Zhang Bing" sang, it probably felt too embarrassing, but why did he laugh?
A faint singing voice came from behind, and the breathing sound of each sentence made Yu Bo unable to ignore the melody of the singer running away.He felt that he was not a good person, why should he embarrass others so much.I couldn't help laughing out loud, but the singer still sang very seriously:
I sit in a chair and watch the sunrise come alive
I sit in the sunset and watch the city's decay
I wait for a letter, comfort me with it
Hear the wish in the breath
Once cold and hurt longing for ordinary
With one or two dreams fading
Can't wait, hope to wear
let the tears wash away
let him push me over the border
Struggling
if there is an embrace of courage
no matter the cost
Don't let me fly, hold my gentle hands
The singing stopped, and Yu Bo felt that he had heard the melody before, but he couldn't remember whose song it was, and the words sounded very sad.
"Who wrote the words?"
"Chen Qizhen." Zhang Bing was a little ashamed, and whispered: "And yesme! It's a collaboration between the two."
"Singing is not bad." Yu Bo was talking, but his eyelids were so sleepy that they closed naturally.
fell asleep.Zhang Bing curled his lips and thought: Even if he doesn't sing well, he still has to praise him. This criticism is too harsh.Zhang Bing turned around, lay flat, looked at Yu Bo's neck, and looked directly at the top of the tent.
I am "yesme!", but Cheer Chen doesn't know me.Zhang Bing thought.It's better to think about how to fix Jia Xiangmeng, after all, all the deeds on the train are vivid.Of course today is counted in the time, it is only counted as half a day, but Jia Xiangmeng doesn't know how to ensure the safety of other people, calculating the damn triangular eyes.
Zhang Bing, who had been thinking hard and to no avail, decided to sleep and solve it by dreaming.
Waves of wind on the plain help the withered grass, shake the tent cloth, and cover up the sound of stepping on the grass stems.
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I suddenly thought, why can't I score by myself, evaluate myself, and collect myself.The answer is no, because although I have a fine score, I want to be schizophrenic in the real world, because the virtual reality on the Internet is too cheap, and I should be worthy of a more noble personality.
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"Attention everyone, speed up, don't dawdle, if you don't want to get kicked in the ass, don't get a lesson in the army, get out of the car now and get in line. Make a good impression on you, you oily fools It’s a great thing. I hope you can remember it.” Wang Yaohu stood among the recruits packing their luggage in a hurry, his loud voice and abrupt attitude made Zhang Bing feel that his past life seemed like a dream.
The train will eventually arrive at the station, but there are no signs.Zhang Bing didn't know where this was, but when his feet stepped on the solid concrete floor, Zhang Bing knew that as long as there were road signs, it didn't matter.
He dawdled to get out of the car, slowing down his pace as much as possible, and waited until Yu Bo got down with his bag and passed by the house, Zhang Bing strode away, sometimes fast and sometimes slow, with the ultimate goal of being behind Yu Bo.
Zhang Bing failed to fulfill his wish, but luckily there was one person between him and Yu Bo.He was so bored with the people in front of him that he had to turn his head to observe Yu Bo's strong back.However, such actions are strictly prohibited in the army green team.So Zhang Bing had to worry all the time whether he would be called out of the queue by the instructor in the next second, and yelled at him loudly.
There are two asymmetrical moles on the back of Yu Bo's neck, and three strands of curled hair under the brim of the pressed hat.Is he naturally curly, Zhang Bing thought.But he quickly denied himself, after all, natural rolls are good people.From the first time we met, Zhang Bing could deduce that Yu Bo was not a good person due to Yu Bo's bad attitude towards him.But is that person a villain? Zhang Bing shook his head and gave up the idea.
Not villains.This basic condition is considered qualified, and Zhang Bing admits his heartbeat.
Since a few hours ago, Zhang Bing has been fidgeting in the carriage.He always pretended to wait anxiously for the train to arrive at the station, and then thought it was logical to turn his head to look out the window, peeping at Yu Bo from the corner of his eye.Although Yu Bo always looks out of the window, only the left side of his face remains.After scanning the facial features with his eyes, Zhang Bing began to count the moles on Yu Bo's face.only one.
When getting out of the car, Zhang Bing deliberately walked around to the right of Yu Bo, and felt regretful when he saw that there was no mole on Yu Bo's face.
Now in line, Zhang Bing successfully counted the total number of moles above Yu Bo's neck.This made Zhang Bing both excited and disappointed.He was able to work so hard, where did all his previous ambitions go?
When he can count the moles all over his body, that will be his great cause.Zhang Bing thought to himself, feeling ashamed, and noticed that his face seemed to be flushed and scalding hot.The instructor was lecturing in front, but he didn't hear anything, trying to calm down, not to blush too much, and not to misunderstand Yu Bo.If he thought he was blushing because of the people in front or behind, it would be a big injustice.Even if it snows heavily, it is not uncommon in December.
Zhang Bing felt that he was really promiscuous, including this time, he had three crushes.Every time I failed, but each time I confirmed my feelings faster.
By the way, I don't know what his name is.Zhang Bing recalled Yu Bo's appearance fiercely to prevent forgetting.
"The blushing guy in the back comes out, yes, it's you." The strange instructor roared every time, desperately wanting to scream out two lungs.
Extremely helpless, Zhang Bing was assigned to the front row.The word "medium" actually doesn't have an advantage in the army.
The mighty team got on the car and was shaken to a more unfamiliar place along with the dust.These ignorant and even silly recruits got out of the car slowly, and then quickly got out of the car with a scolding sound.
Standing on the rostrum was a square-faced man with sharp edges and corners.Zhang Bing felt that his face could be used to cut paper.
"Hello everyone, I am the company commander of the recruit company. My name is Li Zhaolong. You are welcome, you must be called the company commander. I didn't say this to scare you. I am your commander here. Every word I say you Only nodding, no right to shake your head." Li Zhaolong paced up and down with a firm face: "I know that many of you here are from good families, but being here means that you are a bad person. Of course, I also know that many people are here. Exercising, but I'm telling you, it's all bullshit. If you want to exercise, this place is hell."
Rows of recruits were frightened by Li Zhaolong's words, but even more frightened by what he said next.
"Four people in each group, each person receives a ration, and each person receives a piece of military glory. For the next three days, you will survive in the wild, and it is best to be able to fight against each other. In this game, there is no giving up or giving up; there is no going hand in hand .I want you to survive. Of course it doesn't mean that you will die in this survival game. I am not good at Chinese, and I didn't study hard when I was a child. Please forgive me. I mean that you will die if you are captured. I hope that you will cherish this opportunity and show your style and level. Of course, the way of winning will also be used as a large number of tools by me."
As expected of the company commander, every word is sonorous and powerful.Zhang Bing hadn't realized his situation yet.He queued up to receive the schedule, on which were all unfamiliar names except himself: Yu Bo, Jia Xiangmeng, Huang Zhentao.
When Zhang Bing followed the instructions and found the other three teammates, all he saw were familiar faces.And Yu Bo, he was among them.Although Zhang Bing saw the rather annoying triangular eyes: Jia Xiangmeng, all his attention was focused on Yu Bo alone.
The opportunity has come.Zhang Bing thought to himself, and pretended to be old-fashioned: "Who is Jia Xiangmeng."
"Ah! Why are you in the same group, bad luck."
Jia Xiangmeng's tone was very harsh, and Zhang Bing felt even more unlucky. The first mouthful of the name was like taking a breath of toilet air, full of disgusting emotions.He gave Jia Xiangmeng a hard look, and then said: "Maybe you can't even write the words "Hiqi". Who is Yu Bo?"
Yu Bo has thick eyebrows with willow leaf bends, which look heroic and complement each other with the browbones.Zhang Bing described Yu Bo's appearance, and at the same time was disappointed why Huang Zhentao was not his name, which sounded more imposing.Yu Bo, the word sounds very weak, it should be the name of a person with such a soft heart.But if you read it a few times, Yu Bo still sounds good.
The rest is Huang Zhentao.But Zhang Bing is obviously not interested in getting to know him.
Before everyone recovered from their fatigue, they started to get on the car in groups, and they were going to be sent to the Mobei Forest known as Dikun.
Li Zhaolong walked past a car, holding a megaphone, and was caught by Wang Yaohu.
Wang Yaohu said: "You made it too big. The higher-ups will know, what should you do?"
"Don't worry about me, don't worry about you, it's okay, it's nothing! Doesn't it just respond to the new creative training mode above." Li Zhaolong threw off his sleeves, facing the disgraced "little lamb" with an innocent face waiting to be killed at any time They" said: "I know that some of you didn't come here with the dream of joining the army. Some of you didn't study well and were forced by your family to come here; Those who are willing to struggle. One day in the army, you will show me the ability to suck milk. If breastfeeding is not enough, then go to sex. I warn you, the broad daylight is bright and the world is clear. Don't force me."
"I don't think you are stupid. Being a deserter, taking this opportunity to leave the army is very stupid. Of course, as long as you just come in, you will definitely have this idea. You are afraid of the army now, think about it. There is still a part of me here. I am proud of your merits. So I think you are very cute and will become a member of our soldiers. Our recruit company will definitely send a large number of students to other troops. But some people are sometimes great, and what they usually want to do I have never been too lazy to do things, but I can escape faster than anyone else in the face of difficulties. Even things like being a deserter can be done without going through the brain. Tell you, you are quite a deserter. Run away. But you only have two ways out, One is to starve to death; the other is to be arrested and go to a military court."
Li Zhaolong paused on purpose: "As for the punishment, I'd better not say it, so that you don't want to pee your pants in fear. After all, you must have been wearing wet clothes for three days and the weather is still cold. It must be very uncomfortable. There are no diapers for sale here." But don't worry too much, if you can't do it, just pull the signal flare, and the food prepared for you is also very sufficient, that's all your burden. If you feel tired, just eat the food quickly, and then pull the signal flare. Don't try your best, if something happens to anger me and make me take responsibility, such a stupid person can break the bottom line of human shamelessness. So don't work hard because of me. I believe you all don't like it."
After listening to Li Zhaolong's long conversation, Zhang Bing was completely confused.He was very scared, and couldn't help approaching Yu Bo.The soldiers around were all strong, but he seemed to have no advantage at all.He clenched his fists, forcing himself to stop his cowardly thoughts and actions.He has to become stronger, on his own.There is no hope for anyone.This is the reality that Zhang Bing has long seen clearly.He forced himself to come here every step of the way, so there was nothing to be afraid of, no matter how bad it was, as long as he couldn't die, it was not impossible to just survive.
Company commander Li Zhaolong said that this is one of the contents of the assessment.That must have an important connection with the next company after the recruit company, and you must enter a potential unit, so that you can go far.Zhang Bing let himself be in firm belief, but a little afraid.Soon he made excuses for himself, even if he didn't make a name for himself in the past two years, it doesn't matter, anyway, he can stay in the surrounding city after retiring from the army, which is success.
Zhang Bing, who is excited and worried for a while, contrasts sharply with Yu Bo, who seems to be half dead.Yu Bo had no interest in Li Zhaolong's words and didn't want to participate at all.For him, joining the army means going out to relax.
A group of green-headed recruits were full of confusion, and their faces had long lost the excitement they had when they first boarded the train.They climbed into the car in groups like ants.Almost everyone cursed in their hearts, hoping that someone from above would come to inspect and bring this dog official down.
It was getting dark earlier, and before six o'clock in the afternoon, the branches on both sides of the path had blurred into silhouettes.
Zhang Bing swayed from side to side with the car, feeling a little cold. After all, it was winter, and even though the temperature was still around 10°, the temperature in the early morning was still too low. How to sleep was a big problem.At this time, it is not the time to think about how to sleep and what to eat. Now is a critical period related to future achievements.People around were sighing, Zhang Bing was embarrassed to show excitement, but he heard the sound of someone gearing up.
The tarpaulin of the military vehicle whirled, and the wind came in through unknown cracks.I don't know where the military vehicle is going. After the moment when all the people were thrown together, under the scolding of the officer who couldn't see their faces clearly, there was a commotion when the recruits in this vehicle came down.
No other vehicles could be seen at all, only 16 people in their car (a total of four groups) were on a steep dirt slope.It was dark all around, and the heavy tree shadows were suffocating.
The four groups were asked to leave the team at different places. Zhang Bing's group was the last one and was taken to this slope.
Zhang Bing looked at the edge of the slope, wondering how long it would take to stop rolling.The atmosphere in the group was a bit oppressive, and Zhang Bing jokingly said, "Whoever is good at physics can count among the four of us who can roll to the bottom of the slope the fastest."
The air was so cold by Zhang Bing's words that it was about to freeze.Yu Bo looked at the obviously smaller shadow and wondered if this one had superpowers, it would always make the whole scene more embarrassing.
A group of four: Yu Bo who is persistently indifferent, Zhang Bing who always wants to do something, Huang Zhentao who suffers from ADHD, and Jia Xiangmeng whose eyes are rolling around.They are a swarm of headless flies that, after being placed on a slope, remain silent until someone's stomach growls with hunger.
In the dark night, I couldn't tell who was so winking, otherwise the group of people would still be deadlocked, not knowing how to eat.
"Everyone eat something, it's delicious, don't eat too much." Huang Zhentao said with a Shandong accent, "You can't be hungry later."
Zhang Bing sat on the cold ground, eating something he couldn't see clearly, and didn't feel any discomfort.The other three sat down, Yu Bo leaned against the tree and ate while standing.Zhang Bing thought he must be a clean freak. He thought he was scouting the terrain just now when he walked around, but now he probably just checked to see if there was water to wash his hands.Zhang Bing thought that someone with strong abilities in this team could lead him, but now that he thinks about it, he still has an advantage on his own.
Jia Xiangmeng asked: "Does anyone remember clearly the rules that the officers said just now. How can you win? Is there a minimum limit for the Junhui you get?"
Zhang Bing touched Junhui in his pocket.It was a ten-centimeter-long green military splendor, which looked very simple, just a piece of cloth with military splendor printed on it.Even in the dark night, Zhang Bing could still feel the raw edges of the poorly cut pieces.However, it would cost a lot of money to prepare so many enough for recruits.Thinking of the resolute Li Zhaolong bargaining with the shopkeeper, Zhang Bing suddenly felt that the officer was not so scary.But it's bold enough to give them these recruits such a thing. If something happens to someone, he won't be finished.
Zhang Bing thinks that Li Zhaolong can be a role model to learn from, and those who can control the pressure are ordinary supermen.
"Speak up. Who knows, I didn't understand just now." Jia Xiangmeng's voice was so piercing that Zhang Bing wanted to grab a handful of dirt and stuff it into his mouth while he couldn't see his fingers at night.
Huang Zhentao held a branch and drew a picture on the ground: "Just now they didn't say the specific rules, that is, they should keep their own military glory, win more from other groups in three days, and return to get off before [-] pm on the third day A point counts as a victory."
"What nonsense, boring game rules, that is to say, I don't do anything, as long as I survive for three days, I will win." Jia Xiangmeng scolded, stood up, and suddenly said in a moment of silence: " Is it enough to keep Po Junhui alone?"
Zhang Bing, who was still relaxed at first, felt that the task was relatively easy, as long as he didn't compete for other people's military glory, he would be fine, find a place to hide, find a river to catch a fish, hunt or something, follow the school Period picnics are about the same.At that time, for various reasons, he basically did not dare to participate in these activities.It turned out that joining the army was quite happy.
But Jia Xiangmeng's sudden speech made everyone subconsciously clench Junhui, leaving Yu Bo.Yu Bo has been sucking air, trying to stay awake.On weekdays, he had already fallen asleep at this point, and this reserved habit brought him waves of drowsiness, and made him think of Nanye again.Yu Bo raised his head and saw layers of dark clouds through the dense leaves, only a little light leaked from the edge, which blocked his heart like a few stones.
"Come on, aren't we a group? How can we live alone? In such a cold day, everyone has to take care of it, or something will happen, and it's hard to blame that **** Zhao Lilong as a child. What will your parents do?" Huang Zhentao said While pulling everyone, trying to form a circle.He first grabbed Zhang Bing and folded his hands, as if trying to unite the army.But the other two ignored it.
"Actually, Chief Li Zhaolong is quite worthy of respect. The army is so broken, it must not be spent from military expenses, it is probably spent by him himself. Although I can't understand the significance of his spending this money, but I feel even more moved. , These military splendors all have our own names behind them, which are more expensive, isn’t it touching.”
Zhang Bing echoed Huang Zhentao, feeling that other people could not understand what he said, and he was very disappointed that no one responded.He thought that these people's comprehension skills were too poor, and being in a group with them was an insult to his achievement of winning the third prize for excellent composition.
Jia Xiangmeng suddenly said with a smile: "That's right, the four of us are destined to be together. We have been sitting together on the train just now, and now we form a group to participate in bad games. Everyone must work hard to tear apart other people. The Junhui of the group."
Zhang Bing tried hard to respond, but felt disgusted and gave up.
The four of them walked along the slope. Under Huang Zhentao's insistence that the camp should be set up next to the water source, they walked for a full two hours.Carrying a huge package, anyone's feet feel sore.Zhang Bing walked the slowest. Fortunately, the moonlight fell and the soil became loose, making walking not so difficult.
The sound of the gurgling stream can be heard.With a shout, there are only small mounds in the distance, which cannot stop the scattering of sound waves.On the endless dry grass plain, there is only one huge ancient tree inserted on the ground, as if that is the center of the earth.Surrounded by ancient trees, there are sparkling mercury-like streams.The stones across the river to the embankment are smoothed by moonlight, time, and the sound of water, as if stepping on them will fall into the cold river water.
Zhang Bing was fascinated by the world made up of trees like a secret land, and blinked in surprise.
Huang Zhentao also puffed up his chest and looked around meaningfully, as revenge for being complained just now.
"Have you seen a movie called "The Hunger Games"?" Huang Zhentao asked Yu Bo.Yu Bo turned his eyeballs to the corners of his eyes, and then turned back immediately, annoyed why this person always talks to him, there are obviously two other people.But it's not incomprehensible, after all, I don't want to care about the other three people.
"I've seen it." Zhang Bing pretended to understand, "But it's been too long, and I forgot the main plot." I finally had the opportunity to integrate with everyone, and I have to say that waiting for the opportunity was really hard and exhausted.Zhang Bing snickered in his heart.
"The main plot is that a person suddenly came to life, and then he was told by a big bearded man that to survive in this primitive wasteland, he would face a lot of monsters and bad weather, and then the person disappeared. It's pretty good. After you are discharged from the army, you can look for opportunities when you go home." Huang Zhentao said with a sigh.
Everyone looked up at the crescent moon dotted with the dark blue curtain night sky at the same time, and no matter how many words they spoke to, no one would respond.
Huang Zhentao dutifully discussed the topic, trying to liven up the atmosphere.It's a pity that his northeastern accent didn't bring joy, and Zhang Bing laughed a few times at various jokes, but Zhang Bing himself felt that the belly laugh was too abrupt, so he didn't respond.After a long time, they were both men, and they couldn't hug each other in such a beautiful scene, so they all went to sleep.
Opening the backpack, Zhang Bing took out the tent, looking helplessly at the pile of things on the ground, not knowing which is the head and which is the tail.In Zhang Bing's eyes, building a building and setting up a tent are at the same level of difficulty.
Jia Xiangmeng's voice suddenly came to mind, and Zhang Bing rolled his eyes fiercely. Anyway, no one saw it, so he was very relieved.
"I don't have a tent in my bag." Jia Xiangmeng called out in a shrill voice.
If there is any way to use his voice to chop vegetables, it must be the most brilliant invention in the world.Zhang Bing thought to himself with a smile, touching the smooth support poles, living without land, using the ground as a bed, and the sky as a quilt, isn’t it good? This is the cradle of becoming a poet.Don't pass up this opportunity.
The more Zhang Bing thought about it, the happier he was, and he covered his mouth and wanted to laugh.
Someone approached, Zhang Bing quickly tensed his expression.
"I, uh, can I share a tent with you?"
Looking up suddenly, Zhang Bing saw the tall Yu Bo.With his back to the crescent moon, his silhouette shimmers slightly.Just looking at his peach eyes sparkle.Zhang Bing didn't know how to describe the staring eyes, his heart was pounding, and his head repeatedly recalled the voice of Yu Bo's request: there was a texture like magnetic sand in the gentle voice of request.
The whole body seems to be connected to a slight electric current, and there is a comfortable sense of electricity flowing up and down.
"Can you?" Zhang Bing's language was more like a request.
"The four of us share two tents, and we share one." Yu Bo was a little impatient, waiting for Zhang Bing's affirmative reply.
"Of course, but why not share it with other people." Zhang Bing saw Huang Zhentao setting up a tent with Jia Xiangmeng, who kept looking over here: "Why did you choose me?"
As soon as Zhang Bing said this, he really wanted to slap himself to death, and found that there were so many tools that could kill himself.You can hang yourself from a tree, you can freeze to death in a river, you can stuff your nostrils with mud and suffocate yourself.But Zhang Bing didn't dare, he wanted to wait for a result so that he could imagine foolishly.
Yu Bo said helplessly: "Those two people are too noisy, I think you are quieter." He didn't want to say that he could feel inexplicably at ease when he was near Zhang Bing, and he had a wonderful sense of nostalgia.
Just one sentence is enough for Zhang Bing to remember everything at this moment.In this world, there are almost only the sound of gurgling water, and the echo of the bottom of my heart hitting the wall of my heart repeatedly.
Zhang Bing knew that this sentence didn't mean much, but let him know that he had too much meaning.I seem to really like men who are half a head taller than me, even though I just tried to make myself taller by stepping on my feet just now in order to make myself more imposing.
It is not difficult for Zhang Bing to accept his homosexuality.When he was in elementary school, Zhang Bing felt slight pain to the boys he knew.It was after the boy moved and left that the unprecedented pain made Zhang Bing desperately forget about that boy.It wasn't until the dark junior high school period that Zhang Bing had a new feeling for the boy he corresponded with. No, the new feeling was similar, and had some kind of connection with the distant pain.But Zhang Bing couldn't figure it out. Once he started thinking, cosmic nebula and a sentence his father often said: everything in the universe is connected.After all, homosexuality is a derogatory term in school. When boys scold other boys as a game, this word appears as often as "mom".
Today is still very lucky, at least someone helps me to set up a tent, otherwise I can only sleep with a stone on my head.
"Have you ever set up a tent?" Yu Bo asked.
"Yes." Zhang Bing always feels a great sense of regret for his forced act of pretending to be X, but at this moment he wants to appear strong, and only by having a good impression can he have a good future.
"First open the tent, and then..." Zhang Bing hesitated, constantly reviewing himself, and must not force himself next time, because the impression might be even worse.
Yu Bo took the bracket from Zhang Bing's hand, connected the cross, and inserted it into the bracket opening of the tent.Then he studied the corners of the tent, found the holes in the extra straps at the four corners, and set up the tent in an instant.Finally, he fixed the tent to the ground through the four-corner straps with the nails inserted into the ground.
It's a job with no technical content, but it's fast, and it's really talented for people who haven't done it before.Zhang Bing commented inwardly.He even clapped his hands.
Yu Bo scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, and shook his hand at him.
As the night deepened, only Zhang Bing in this group had a watch.But although they know when the deadline for surviving the third day is, it is good to return to the original drop-off point before 5:[-] on the third day.But none of them knew whether to count the first day from today or from tomorrow.Fortunately, this place is very big, the vehicles are separated, and only one car puts people here, which means that even if they meet, they will only meet the other three groups, and they may not meet at all.This reasoning more or less brought Zhang Bing a sense of security.
Zhang Bing and Yu Bo lay back to back.
In the narrow space, Yu Bo couldn't fall asleep with his legs curled up.
"You can put your legs under me." Zhang Bing said, he couldn't sleep either, the ground was so hard that he didn't even have a pillow.
Yu Bo didn't speak, hesitated for a while, stretched his legs and fell asleep, and said "thank you" unclearly.
You're welcome.Zhang Bing said in a low voice, feeling every time Yu Bobei approached inadvertently.
"Are you asleep?" Yu Bo's chest-resonating voice made Zhang Bing enjoy it like listening to a radio drama.
"No, I can't sleep." Zhang Bing said, "It's the first time I slept with someone else."
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The originally silent night turned into dead silence.Zhang Bing hated why it wasn't summer now. If there were insects chirping, maybe he could cover up his stupidity just now. If it was hot, he could sleep outside.In short, nothing stupid will happen.Zhang Bing was about to go crazy, but his body had to keep quiet, otherwise the tent would be crushed by him.Neither movement nor movement is appropriate, Zhang Bing really wanted to jump into the river to prove his innocence.
"Ha", the very soft voice caught Zhang Bing.Did he laugh, did he laugh because of himself, why did he laugh because of himself, did he think he was funny.No, he probably thinks he's a freak, gosh!No no, maybe he thinks he is very happy, so he feels happy and has a better impression of himself.So Zhang Bing fell into an even more frantic entanglement, arguing with himself, but he had to stay still.Zhang Bing felt painfully that he was not far from becoming a Buddha.
"I can't sleep either. Can you sing a song?" Yu Bo couldn't see any expression on his back.Yu Bo was still thinking about Nanye just now, and his heart ached when he thought about the lies Nanye told him, why he remembered every sentence so clearly, every word was as clear as if it happened just now.No matter how long it has passed, the cut scars will not heal without a trace.
Yu Bo closed his eyes, feeling irritable.He thought of the person leaning against him, this person seemed to be able to lighten his thoughts, at least keep his mind from being occupied.
When Yu Bo heard Zhang Bing say that ambiguous sentence, without knowing it, his heart had become calm.He didn't know why the person named "Zhang Bing" sang, it probably felt too embarrassing, but why did he laugh?
A faint singing voice came from behind, and the breathing sound of each sentence made Yu Bo unable to ignore the melody of the singer running away.He felt that he was not a good person, why should he embarrass others so much.I couldn't help laughing out loud, but the singer still sang very seriously:
I sit in a chair and watch the sunrise come alive
I sit in the sunset and watch the city's decay
I wait for a letter, comfort me with it
Hear the wish in the breath
Once cold and hurt longing for ordinary
With one or two dreams fading
Can't wait, hope to wear
let the tears wash away
let him push me over the border
Struggling
if there is an embrace of courage
no matter the cost
Don't let me fly, hold my gentle hands
The singing stopped, and Yu Bo felt that he had heard the melody before, but he couldn't remember whose song it was, and the words sounded very sad.
"Who wrote the words?"
"Chen Qizhen." Zhang Bing was a little ashamed, and whispered: "And yesme! It's a collaboration between the two."
"Singing is not bad." Yu Bo was talking, but his eyelids were so sleepy that they closed naturally.
fell asleep.Zhang Bing curled his lips and thought: Even if he doesn't sing well, he still has to praise him. This criticism is too harsh.Zhang Bing turned around, lay flat, looked at Yu Bo's neck, and looked directly at the top of the tent.
I am "yesme!", but Cheer Chen doesn't know me.Zhang Bing thought.It's better to think about how to fix Jia Xiangmeng, after all, all the deeds on the train are vivid.Of course today is counted in the time, it is only counted as half a day, but Jia Xiangmeng doesn't know how to ensure the safety of other people, calculating the damn triangular eyes.
Zhang Bing, who had been thinking hard and to no avail, decided to sleep and solve it by dreaming.
Waves of wind on the plain help the withered grass, shake the tent cloth, and cover up the sound of stepping on the grass stems.
The author has something to say: I was very tired today, so I couldn't finish writing, but I will try my best to update.I saw someone read the article today, don't abandon the article, bookmark it!
I act like a baby, you or you can't see it, don't think I didn't try hard to roll on the ground.You can see that many places are heavily polluted today, that's what I did.My name is Bei Mingkun.
I've updated, a lot, but unfortunately it's been a few days since the last update.Where are you, the reader who read this chapter?
Come back soon, I have already updated a chapter.
I've been really busy recently, and there are a lot of samples to be made, so the update is slow, but I won't give up, after all, I am also an adult reader who was tricked by many people and wanted to kill people with a kitchen knife.For example, Clamp, I really want to go to Japan and kill the killer, force them to fill out the X-men with love.I don't know if this dream can be realized before the aunts and grandmas of Clamp are alive.So for this dream, I must live well.
By the way, why did I say such a long list of messy things, because I am very sleepy and in the stage of unconsciousness, so I hope everyone will click their fingers and save it.It's not everyone, it's just you, yes, it's you, the reader who read it first.That's right, you, stop trying to close the browser.
I feel like crying.Because I have said such a long list, it is likely to be a one-man show by myself.That reader probably left me forever, just because I wanted to sleep some time ago, so I was not so diligent after get off work.
I suddenly thought, why can't I score by myself, evaluate myself, and collect myself.The answer is no, because although I have a fine score, I want to be schizophrenic in the real world, because the virtual reality on the Internet is too cheap, and I should be worthy of a more noble personality.
Wipe away my tears, I will continue to update tomorrow, anyway, no one is watching, and I will never communicate with each other.
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