[abuse] a leaf boat

"Are you afraid?"

Someone speaks in the dark.

"What did you say?" Zhang Bing asked.

Yu Bo turned his head, but Zhang Bing couldn't see it, only the warmth of the intertwined palms glowing faintly in the dark.

Yu Bo stopped suddenly, bumped into Zhang Bing who was following him, and retreated hurriedly, unable to break free from Yu Bo's restraining power.

"No one speaks." Yu Bo spoke softly, the snow fell from the sky, and the snow on the pine branches rustled.

"Are you okay?" Yu Bo asked with concern.

Zhang Bing shook his head, feeling that he was not being seen clearly, so he denied it.

In the darkness, Yu Bo led Zhang Bing forward, one step at a time, two steps at a time, as if holding a firefly in the palm of his overlapping hands, glowing faintly, only those who are willing can understand.

This dark road leading to the toilet is a corridor of time. In an instant, Zhang Bing returned to the dark green forest of cicadas singing that summer.

"Are you afraid?"

The voice is familiar and dependent, but still a stranger.

"I..." Zhang Binggang spoke, but was reprimanded fiercely.

"Turn your head to the side, don't see my face, I'm expensive."

The sound of cicadas, running water, and wind playing leaves, all kinds of voices hang above the head, and the collapse gathers on the top of the head. The pain of the past is accompanied by the helplessness of being lost. .

The stranger sighed, "Okay, okay, don't cry. I'll cover your eyes."

A piece of red cloth blindfolded his eyes, and the dim light covered his eyes. There was no way or hope.

The air was moist, and a hand passed through the slanted beams of light between the forest leaves, and firmly grasped the trembling hands.

"Are you still afraid?"

asked the stranger.

"I, I'm scared." Zhang Bing couldn't see and stepped back.

"I'm pulling you, don't back down, there's water behind you." The stranger dragged him forward: "Listen, listen to me, I'm here for things, it's an agreement between me and my friends, but No one should know about this because I don't want my parents to know. So sorry for blindfolding you."

Zhang Bing kept backing away, tears of fear wet the red cloth, and his vision appeared blurred.

"Listen, I sent you out of the forest as an apology. You just need to hold my hand and follow me. I will escort you out safely."

"How is it? This deal is not bad." The stranger's voice was disturbed by the cicadas, turning into a touch of summer.

The weeds bent under their feet and snapped.The water on the side of the road flows slowly, driving the cool forest air, and the earth seems to be breathing.

Warm palms pressed against each other.

Zhang Bing opened his eyes, and the wet red cloth could vaguely see the stranger's back, at the same height, with black and shiny hair polished by the sun to create halos, and they were silent with each other, but the sense of security was concentrated on the stranger's shoulders, back and palms in front .

That summer, the sound of boring footsteps, the sound of gurgling water, the sound of wind rubbing against leaves and dust, and constant concerns:

"Are you still afraid?"

All of these are melted by the shimmering cicadas in the forest, carved into records, and hidden in the drawer of my heart with the melody.

The road to the toilet is too long, and it seems that it will never end in the dark.

Yu Bo quietly held Zhang Bing and reminded him of the obstacles on the road.Zhang Bing's hands are no longer cold, because the temperature of the palm can turn snow into water.

"Here we are." Yu Bo said, like a driver of a radio station.

Zhang Bing touched the wall and walked around Yu Bo, a distressed passenger.

"Are you still afraid?" asked a familiar voice from behind.

Zhang Bing thought he was still caught in the memory of the night, until the second and third times... he never stopped hoping for a response, longing, and anxious.

Zhang Bing turned his head, thinking he still couldn't see anything.The snow outside the corridor is a group of white fireflies falling into the sky. The bleak light embellishes Yubo's tall silhouette, and even the front has infinite temperature.He blocks the snow and the cold air.

"I'm not afraid, you are..." Zhang Bing didn't dare to finish, turned his head, deeply doubting if it was him, definitely not, how could it be such a coincidence.

Ask, and if you ask, you may get the answer; what if he forgets, what if he doesn't?Zhang Bing didn't think about it, and couldn't bear the shattering of his dreams.

Just let the truth of this life be buried in the dust of the past.Zhang Bing thought seriously.

After the convenience, Zhang Bing didn't want to touch any part of Yu Bo anymore, so he walked forward leaning against the wall.

"Give me your hand." Yu Bo's voice was soft and sweet.

"I, I didn't wash my hands."

"Ah, you don't like to be clean." Yu Bo smiled in the dark: "Give it to me, anyway, my hands are full of your sweat. If it doesn't work, I'll melt the snow and I'll wash your hands for you. Come on. Give me your hand, I won't look at you." Yu Bo walked in front of Zhang Bing and stretched out his hand from behind.

"I can go alone, you can go back to sleep quickly." Zhang Bing said with his head lowered, and a piece of the wall powder fell off.

"I'm not sleepy. I don't have much time to be with you. It may only be two years later, so give me some warmth."

Zhang Bing handed out his hand with a blushing face, as if it was just an unsatisfactory toy.The white mist he exhaled, although unable to shake the severe cold, reminded that they were breathing the same air.

"What! You've washed your hands, you're really a born con artist." Yu Bo smiled silly.

Until the door of the dormitory, the two were silent, and the occasional sound of footsteps on the snow reminded them that the winter wind was raging.

Yu Bo stopped without warning, and Zhang Bing, who was following Yu Bo's legs, hit his back hard, causing a pain in his nose.

"You don't know," Yu Bo said with his back turned, "Actually, Lu Shi told me the truth a long time ago. Although I don't know whether your other lies are true, I really feel heartbroken. How much are you afraid of me? I have to protect myself by hurting myself. I remember the feeling of being taken care of when I have a fever, which is a rare experience. I know I am wrong. Although I hope to explain my reasons and my grievances, but this is for you It's not fair, so I'm willing to pay everything to repay, otherwise I won't live in peace. And the premise of all this is that you can't leave me, but now I want to say that I will cling to you for the rest of my life."

Yu Bo turned around and hugged Zhang Bing unquestionably, the air was filled with a sweet smell.

He said: "I like you, I really like you very much, you must remember. I love you, so you don't have to be afraid, don't be afraid of me, I am not a monster, I never want to be a monster. Where are you flying high, I can find you. But please don't be afraid of me, I will never hurt you again."

"Two years later, whether you are still in the army or you have gone to a strange city, wait for me, you must wait for me."

Yu Bo softly rubbed Zhang Bing's ears, the gravel magnetic voice made Zhang Bing's whole body go limp.

"Just now, I asked you, are you afraid, you said you are not afraid. I think I still have a chance." Yu Bo let go of Zhang Bing and let the door open.

"I", all the thoughts and words are stuck in the throat, and the unprecedented touch in the cold snowy day emits brilliant light and shadow, spreading from the heart like a flower, spreading out of the whole body.

Quiet winter night, snow is falling.

There was another day when the company was due to leave the company. Zhang Bingjin went to the reading room every day, but Yu Bo did not come to harass him as agreed.Zhang Bing opened the magazine, not in the mood to read it carefully, and wrote Yu Bo's name on the foggy window, covered by the warm and sleepy heating, leaving shallow traces.He fiddled with the plants on the table, and found Yubo's name from the veins of the leaves.

Therefore, Zhang Bing decided to go out.

As soon as the door opened, the wind of snow pushed people back.Zhang Bing breathed in coldly, and put on the coat he had taken off while he was busy, which smelled like Yubo.Zhang Bing raised his cuffs and smelled it carefully. It was full of Yu Bo's smell, just like the faint smell in front of the middle of the night.

Company Commander Li Zhao called Zhang Bing out for questioning.

In the dormitory, Yu Bo saw that the squad leader Meng Ren was also going out together, his face looked like a pig's liver.He had no choice but to lie on the bed, not making friends, and he didn't feel regretful.Anyway, he has always been lonely. He thought he had found a sustenance, but in the end he got the nickname of the infatuated, and was ridiculed by the people in the circle.How could he have thought that his life had been in one circle, and after the toss, he would fall into another circle because of himself.

And he even feels happy, which is hopeless.

Yu Bo turned over, there was no need to hide the smile on the corner of his mouth, no one noticed anyway.

He had already thought about how to go two years later, how to approach Zhang Bing with various clever or despicable means, and the plans to deal with different situations had already been formulated and perfected, as well as emergency regulations.

"It's really hopeless, hopeless." Yu Bo sighed.

He stretched out his hand and counted, but there were only two fingers, and there was only a rare amount of time left.

It was the day when the company was officially disbanded and the team was reorganized.

The soldiers of the recruit company are all packed up and ready to go.The brim of the hat leaves a shadow, and Yu Bo looks at Zhang Bing through the shadow.

"Yu Bo!"

"To!"

"You go and take the third one!"

"Yes!"

After three months of training, Yu Bo, who is rebellious and rebellious, is still today, taking orders from the class leader.Holding the luggage and trotting past, Zhang Bing got farther and farther away.He did it on the military bus, and through the window glass, he couldn't see Zhang Bing in a blind spot.

Yu Bo took a deep breath, this is the beginning of life.Both Yu Bo and Zhang Bing are sitting on the merry-go-round of life, chasing each other at equal distances, as if they will never touch each other.Whether everyone's life is a dreamland of absurd comedy.

He wrote Zhang Bing's name on the window unruly.

After a while, the bus full of recruits will start to drive to the unknown unit.The axles pressed out on the snow can't be the bond of connection. After a snow, everything is gone.

Two years!To put it short, Yu Bo was so sad that he was almost crazy, his chest was as unsafe as a big rock, and his breathing was blocked.

Everyone came up, and there was a familiar passenger—Zhang Bing.

He ignored Yu Bo's frenzied eyes, dragged his luggage and boarded the bus, walked to Yu Bo's side indifferently, and greeted like a stranger:

"Excuse me, is there anyone sitting here?" Zhang Bing said politely.

In Li Zhaolian's office, Zhang Bing asked Yu Bo's troops.Due to the special situation of Zhang Bing, Yu Bo, Gao Dajun and others, Meng Ren told him one by one the troops assigned to them.But Zhang Bing chose Yu Bo's troops.

This result made Meng Ren's eyes widen.

As for the explanation, Zhang Bing just smiled, saying too much is easy to reveal his secrets.He has already learned how to be good, so he is not a powerful character who blurts out a lie at all.

The merry-go-round of life seems to have a problem, and the power is cut off.Passengers on the Trojan horse can choose to get off one after another, looking for new opportunities.

And Zhang Bing chose to sit down beside Yu Bo.Once the Trojan horse of life is electrified, it becomes active again, with colorful lights and psychedelic glass everywhere.

Yu Bo seemed to be jumping up, because discipline was in his position, he twitched repeatedly, venting his passion.The hand that wanted to grab Zhang Bing was in vain.Zhang Bing wiped his name off the window with his arms, which was too embarrassing.

"You, why did you go with me, to that..." Yu Bo was excited, unable to express his words.

"It's not my choice, it's the meaning of the above." Zhang Bing lied again.

Yu Bo finally grabbed Zhang Bing's hands and held them tightly, not intending to let go in his life.The two are close, no one will notice the secret of their hands, but the air is full of sweetness.Yu Bo and Zhang Bing didn't speak plain words, but Kexin met each other.

The military bus stepped on the snow in a hurry, and the snowflakes around turned into a rain of dirty white flowers, which bloomed and drifted all the way, and were blown away by the wind of the bus in the direction of spring.

The author has something to say: I finally finished the part before the next company.I'm really a procrastination king, I always want to write about my feelings delicately, neither light nor heavy, no master or no time, but the plot is procrastinated to the point where I can't stand it.Thanks to the big guys who saw here, I wanted to cut it in half before, because I lacked self-confidence.But the content of my outline is that retiring from the army is the key content of sadomasochism, so I have to write about the life of the army after the company, the two of them mainly focus on sweetness, and there will not be too much space. This way both Minano and hidden characters can appear.

I'm a newcomer, and the problem of strength caused the article to look bad. I hope you will forgive me. If you are upset, just scold me, whip me, and beat me.