I am the true love of the man

I got up in a daze, brushed my teeth, washed my face, then ate the breakfast he brought back, and finally went to class with him.It has been half a year since I came to this university. He has always taken care of me like this. He is very good to me. No one has ever treated me so well in this life. I put him in the most important position in my heart.

I know that I am a little clingy, or clingy to him, whether it is in class or self-study, I can only feel at ease when I sit by his side.At first I was afraid that he would be annoying, and I was anxious about it for a long time, but because he always smiled and stayed with me, and never showed any impatience, I gradually felt relieved.

His name is Ah Cheng, he is very good, he is not only handsome, but also has very good grades, and because of this, girls often confess to him since the beginning of school, but he always refuses on the grounds that his studies are more important or he does not want to fall in love for the time being. , Every time I am inexplicably happy, I don't want him to find a girlfriend.

At night, he would lie on my bed and play games, and I would rest my head on his stomach or lap and read novels on my mobile phone.

Li Hui jokingly asked if the two of us were gay, I was a little confused.I suddenly realized that I was not just a friend or a brother to him, I lowered my head, but he said indifferently: "Yes, you only know now that Xiao Xiao is my wife~"

Hearing his words, I turned my head in surprise, and I was a little disappointed when I knew he was just joking.

From then on, he would deliberately call me my wife in the dormitory, and even call himself my husband. At first I was a little embarrassed, but then I got used to it. behave in a spoiled manner.

One time I joked that it would be great if I could play games with him, and then I could get married in the game and be his wife.

He just spoke unintentionally on a whim, but I was moved.

So during that winter vacation, I desperately found several part-time jobs. Except for sleeping for 8 hours every day, I was fooled even by eating. Even this month was too short. The money for a laptop, because I want to play games, so the configuration can’t be too bad, so it’s a bit expensive, if it’s not for him, I’m definitely reluctant to buy it.

Because I have a goal and because I am very busy, even though we separated for a month, I didn't have much time to think about him. We had very little contact in that month, and occasionally we hung up the phone hastily. Every time I hang up, I always feel a little lonely .

He should have had a great time on vacation.

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I was very happy when I saw him again after a month. The long-term depression seemed to disappear in an instant. He was still as handsome as before, with a white V-neck sweater inside and a big red down jacket outside. Jeans, then sneakers.

"Acheng, are you cold?" I walked over and took his hand, it was really cold, and it took him a long time to rub it to warm him up. "Wear it more in the future, even if you wear it as a steamed stuffed bun, Ah Cheng will look handsome." I joked.

"That's right, it doesn't matter whose husband I am."

He smiled and rubbed my head as before, as if he didn't know when it started, he developed the habit of rubbing my head for nothing, he said that my hair is very soft and it is very comfortable to rub.I actually didn't tell him, and I liked that too, because it seemed intimate.

"Acheng, I bought a computer, and I can play games with you this year." I looked at him expectantly.

"Hey, I said you two, but we haven't seen each other for a month, is there any need for this!" Li Hui interjected.

"That's right, we two living beings were ignored by you." Fang Tian was not to be outdone.

I didn't know how to answer when I heard their words, so I lowered my head habitually, and then I heard him say: "Xiao Xiao is my wife, but you are not." There is some sweetness in my heart, if I can really be his wife, it would be great, That way he'll always be so nice to me.

"Damn it, you two faggots." Li Hui said disdainfully, of course I knew he was joking, because this was not the first time, but I never really saw disgust in his eyes, Maybe they don't know that I'm really gay.

I only understood the meaning of the word GAY after I met Ah Cheng. Ah Cheng was the first person I liked, and he would be the only person I liked in this life. He is a man.

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This semester, except for class, the time of the four people in our dormitory is spent on games. All three of them play male accounts. I am a female account. I married him in the game as I wished. The wedding in the game is very grand. It cost a lot of money, I said no, I don't mind that, but he insisted.

On the day of the wedding, many people wished us well. They didn’t know that I was a ladyboy. They just knew that I was very familiar with Ah Cheng, Li Hui, and Fang Tian. They thought we knew each other in real life. Some even thought I was his girlfriend in real life. .

Under his guidance, I changed from a novice who knew nothing about games to an expert operator. The union the four of us belong to is the first union in our server. Ah Cheng is the president and the three of us are vice-guild members. Download the dungeon together in the city, clear the husband and wife mission together, and fight for a job together.

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In life, he takes care of me as always. He buys me water and ice cream when it’s hot. When it’s cold, he holds my hand and puts it in his pocket during class and self-study. He wakes me up every morning and gives me Buy breakfast, take me to have lunch at noon, dinner is the same, he always said that I am too thin, afraid that I will not be healthy, and he pays more attention to my body than me.

I was immersed in the beautiful illusion and couldn't extricate myself. This kind of life has been going on for a year.

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In the second semester of my sophomore year, after the start of school, I noticed his changes. Although it seemed that there were not many changes from before, he paid less attention to me. He would call for a long time every day, and he did not avoid it. Let's go, so I, Li Hui, and Fang Tian all know that he is in love. She is a girl from B University. She is very beautiful in the photos. He said it was introduced by a friend during the holiday.

I felt as if I had been poured a bucket of ice water, and my body and soul began to turn cold. After that day, I started to suffer from insomnia all night and all night as before.

It seems that there is a stone on the chest, that kind of stuffy feeling, especially when he calls his girlfriend, and later develops to my heart when the phone rings. Every time I see him talking on the phone, he is gentle. His smile made my heart ache, and sometimes I even had the urge to snatch his phone and throw it away.

Later, every time he called, I would excuse me to leave the dormitory, maybe my performance was too obvious, he no longer called his girlfriend in the dormitory, and every time he came back after calling, he would rub my hair and continue to sit back play games.

He still calls me wife in the game, but I don’t know when it started but he didn’t call me again in the dormitory. We are as close as ever in the game. People in the guild often say on the YY guild channel that they envy the relationship between the two of us. They all laughed and said that you are not envious.I am also in YY, but I just hung up and never spoke in YY, so no one knows my gender, maybe it is my selfishness, even if it is just to hold on to the false perfection in the game.

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Maybe it was because of overthinking, maybe it was because of long-term insomnia, the body finally couldn't stand it, so I fell ill.

I had a cold and a fever of nearly 40 degrees, because it was too late and the school gate was closed. He sat by the bed and kept cooling me with a wet towel, probably because the effect was not good. In the end, he took off both of our shirts, and then hugged me. I was lying under the quilt, and his own quilt was also brought over it.

I turned around and hugged him tightly, burying my head between his necks.

"..." I really wanted to keep him by my side for the rest of my life. I hugged him hard, but I didn't dare to say anything. I was afraid that he would notice the sobs in my voice and that I was going to lose my sanity. Uncontrollable madness.

He didn't say anything, he didn't know anything, he just smiled and hugged me.

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One Friday, after we had breakfast together, he was going out, and I asked him what he was doing?Because he said yesterday that he would not go home this weekend.

"My girlfriend asked me to accompany her to go shopping, have dinner, and then go to the movies at night." He said with a smile, looking in a good mood.

"..." Unable to pretend to be happy, she could only lower her head not to look at him.

he asked again. "What are you going to do today?"

I said, "Go back and play the game."

"Unhappy? Because I'm going to find a girlfriend and can't accompany you? Oh, is my wife jealous?" He was joking with me, completely unaware that what he thought was a joke was actually the truth, and he would never know that there was something in my heart. How uncomfortable.

"Hurry up, don't disgust me here." I exhausted all my restraint to maintain the disguise, and then quickly turned my head and left.

Li Hui and Fang Tian went out early in the morning yesterday and today. I stayed alone in the dormitory all day. I didn't play games or do anything. I didn't bother to eat lunch or dinner.

At around 19 o'clock, I received a call from Li Hui, saying that they would go to the Internet cafe at night and not come back to disturb our two-person world.I hung up the phone lonely, thinking that he is now in a world with serious girlfriends, what is he, I'm afraid I've forgotten it.

That night, I lay on the bed alone and passed the night with my eyes open, but he didn't return all night.

It wasn't until the sky was light that I finally fell asleep exhausted. I felt someone touching my head in a daze. It was a very familiar feeling. I half-closed my eyes and opened my eyes to see him standing beside my bed. Our eyes met in the air. They looked at each other for a long time.

I didn't speak, closed my eyes and continued to sleep.

He also climbed to the top bunk and didn't move for a while, probably trying to catch up on sleep.

Around noon, he woke me up, and then went to the bathroom to wash his face and brush his teeth. I was already awake when he returned to the dormitory after washing.

"Did you go to have a room with your girlfriend after watching the movie last night? It really is Ah Cheng, and it's quick to get started!" Li Hui and Fang Tian also came back, they were joking with Ah Cheng, but my heart seemed to be tightly bound. Pulling, I want to know the truth, but I am so afraid to know.

"Just open a room, what's the big deal." I heard him answer indifferently.

I buried my head in the quilt, I was afraid that he would see the red eyes, I was afraid that I would not know how to explain it to him.

"Get up quickly, I'm starving to death." Seeing that I couldn't get up yet, he pushed me through the quilt.

"I haven't slept well yet, go and eat by yourself." I said to him in the quilt, and he called a few more times, seeing that I really couldn't get up, so he had to give up.